Two Lightbeings Helping Two Starseeds

 If you’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution then you’re aware that I and my Mom both have had numerous multidimensional interactions with positive Starbeings/Lightbeings/ETs etc. And if you’ve read it and my blog over the years, then you’re also aware that we’ve both had numerous negative interactions (attacks) from Team Dark also. Especially as a Starseed/Lightworker/Wayshower here now on this Ascension Mission transmuting and integrating duality and many other things, it simply means that you’ve been dealing with both extremes and taking a lot from Team Dark because of it which hasn’t been easy to say the least!

I mention this because some new readers will think that the story I’m about to share is a first-time event for me when in fact it’s only one more of many I and my Mom both have experienced throughout our lives, especially during our twenty-one Ascension years living and working together. And because it’s one more of many such experiences, it’s the differences in it that are important and telling to me as an Elder Starseed Lightworker and the real reason behind why I’m sharing it.

Even though this event happened on October 15, 2012 — the New Moon at 22° Libra 32′ which I sensed beforehand would be unique in some way — we both have felt different pressures and probabilities building throughout 2012. One of those building probabilities was the possible, I repeat possible death of my soon-to-be 83-year-old Mother. (Her 83rd Sagittarius birthday is a couple of weeks before December 21, 2012, and my 61st Capricorn birthday is two days after it.)

To be very clear about what I’m saying here, I’ve been acutely aware over the past thirteen Ascension years of the different times when my own possible, potential, probable physical death was nearby IF that’s what I wanted to do at those times. Every time I felt it present as a probable reality I consciously chose to remain in-body and physically complete my Starseed Lightworker ascension work. All of us have these different probable or possible exit points (times when we could physically die very easily and quickly IF we wanted to) come and go throughout our Ascension Process, however, most Starseeds/Lightworkers choose to stay in-body and finish their Contracts on Earth in physicality. When I’ve felt strong potential, probable, possible exit points come and go for myself over these past thirteen Ascension years, it was easy for me to decide to stay and finish what I volunteered to come to 3D Earth now to do. I’ve put way too much into all of this to exit my physical body at this late date! The same has been true with my Mom over these past intense thirteen Ascension years…up until the start of 2012 that is.

Neither of us talked with each other about it this year even though we both were consciously aware of it as an increasingly strong probable or possible reality for her in 2012. Because of this subtle building possibility she and I have been aware of this year — but not talked about with each other which is unusual for us — I’ve been extremely aware of how reality could so easily and quickly change dramatically for her and for me because we’ve lived and worked the very difficult biological phase of the Ascension Process under the same roof since the end of October 1991. [See A Lightworker’s Mission] All of this and more has been our pre-incarnational Soul Contracts we each made for our current lives to embody and live the Ascension Process through our physical bodies on 3D physical Earth; to have each others backs while we did it; combine our individually small finances by living together so we could live and function more easily during the very intense and difficult ascension work we agreed to do.

We both were consciously aware that a possible, potential, probable exit point — physical death — for my Mom was presenting itself this year, but like me, she too has decided to stay in-body and complete her Soul Contract this way. The problem with this however was that Team Dark evidently was aware of this potential exit point too and moved on it in an attempt to separate her from her physical body…and the two of us for the obvious reasons. For my Mom to die now would immediately throw my Ascension work and life into a serious mess because my income would stop which is exactly what Team Dark was after. Divide and conquer is one of their main tactics and always has been. Said another way, many of us older First Wavers who are also having to take care of and/or help our elder parent(s) have experienced this tactic as another attempt to slow us down from doing our spiritual Ascension work during 2012. Team Dark does not care how or who or what; they only care about stopping, preventing, derailing or destroying the Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers and if they can do that by attacking or killing a family member and/or beloved pet, then that’s what they try to do and why.

The way Team Dark tried to make my Mom sick was to interfere with her remembering to take one prescription she takes at 2:00 PM every day. (Amongst other things she has acute Chronic Bronchitis — COPD.) I help her with all of her other medications, but this one she could easily take every day by herself. But, she suddenly began forgetting to take this one particular breathing med back in early September 2012. Normally I would be at my computer writing and would always know it was 2 PM because I’d hear her inhale this med every day like clockwork. However, in early September I was profoundly exhausted and weak myself and was falling asleep nearly every afternoon, and because of this wasn’t aware for weeks that she was being helped to forget to take this particular medication every day.

Of course it didn’t take long at all of her missing a few days of this medication in the first-half of September to start her coughing again, plus she was suddenly having really serious pains in her chest area. Not her heart, but her whole chest and lungs into her back. Very quickly she became more frail and weak, was running a low fever and loosing some more weight. (Imagine what it must be like being in your seventies and eighties and living the Ascension Process as a Starseed Lightworker! Now imagine coming under repeated attacks from Team Dark/the Negatives because you are from Team Light. Imagine how exhausted and weak you might feel if you were that age in 2012 and being interfered with like this to cause you to become sick or sick enough to possibly die.

FIRST TRIP TO URGENT CARE

Instead of immediately going to Urgent Care we both thought it best to try a few other things first so that’s what we did. Her debilitating coughing only continued, plus she started having a fever too which I knew meant her lungs were infected. It was around this time that she confessed she’d been forgetting to take her 2PM medication in September. I also remembered that I’d forgotten for like the fifth time during August and September to go to the pharmacy and replace another of her inhaler devices (a plastic tube to inhale meds through) because it was old and not working as it should have been. Can we say interference?! But, it was too late, she was sick by this point and getting both of her breathing meds in her correctly wasn’t enough to solve the problem so off to Urgent Care we went in early October.

Long story short, Mom’s female doctor works at this Urgent Care office also (hence the only reason we go to it) so she was already familiar with my Mom, her COPD, her meds etc. Problem was that the doctor didn’t attack her lung infection and coughing really hard like she has in years past when this has happened, but this time gave Mom a lower dosage antibiotic and other lung medication. Translated this simply meant that after taking both of those meds given at Urgent Care for her Chronic Bronchitis in early October, they weren’t strong enough so they only made things slightly better. Frustrations galore and I’m realizing that we’re being interfered with again and need to amp-up our defenses against these Team Dark tactics. Gawd they are tenacious and determined.

During the week that Mom’s on the antibiotics and prednazone I knew it wasn’t going to completely cure her lung infection and coughing so I told her that the day she took the last two pills we were going straight back to Urgent Care again if I heard her cough once! We talked about all of this and what had gone on with her forgetting to take her 2PM breathing medication and my passing out at that time so I’d not be aware that she’d forgotten to take it. We got up-to-speed in other words and realized that we both we being interfered with and that we both needed to go into Light Warrior mode yet again despite the sickness, despite the exhaustion, despite the mental interference.

SECOND TRIP TO URGENT CARE

Mom finished her two prescriptions but was still coughing so the next Monday morning we were at Urgent Care again for a second round of stronger antibiotics and prednazone. Now here’s where Team Dark shows up more physically and through a stranger(s) which I’ve experienced innumerable times.

Because there were plenty of younger adults and young kids in Urgent Care the week prior and they all were sick with highly contagious flu viruses or colds, I was concerned about both of us being stuck in the waiting room with those contagious strangers. (1.) Mom catching some virus like that could make her very sick and weak enough to end up in the hospital and/or kill her. (2.) I have no insurance and pay cash when I need to go to the dentist or Urgent Care…which is extremely rare because I absolutely abhor those places/systems and all other patriarchal ones like them! Because of these reasons I was concerned about Mom and I being trapped in the Urgent Care waiting room with a bunch of highly contagious adults and children. Mom’s Chronic Bronchitis isn’t contagious so that wasn’t an issue.

Whenever we leave our house I make sure we both have done Lisa Renee’s 12 D Shield, and when needed I also expand the Light field when we have to go into especially energetically unpleasant and/or physically contagious places such as Urgent Care to further protect us both on multiple levels. This second trip to Urgent Care I wanted to get there a few minutes before they opened so we wouldn’t have to sit there with other contagious people for too long. As I drove into the parking lot there was one car ahead of us trying to get there first. I parked next to it and the woman in that car saw my weak, frail, coughing 82-year-old Mother and rushed to get herself and her teenage daughter in line ahead of us.

We’re standing in line outside the Urgent Care entrance waiting for it to open and this truly repulsive low-frequency woman and her teenage daughter are in front of Mom and I, which is where I’d rather they were instead of behind us actually. These two people are of the lower frequency and consciousness group and are very easy and receptive human puppets that non-physical Team Dark manipulate to affect other people and situations etc. In cases such as this, no one needs to say a word or physically do anything because the extreme differences in Light/Dark energies and the immediate irritations and repulsion they cause are energetically reverberating like invisible bombs exploding in the space around us all; higher and lower frequencies and consciousness clashing and greatly irritating each other while trapped within the same physical space together.

Urgent Care opens after about fifteen minutes and everyone signs in and sits down to wait to be seen. I seat Mom by the open door so she’s got fresh air and is as close to our car as I could get. The lower frequency Mother and daughter sit down in chairs directly opposite us…of course. While waiting I found an empty spot on the floor to stare at so I could telepath to the doctor, whoever it was that day, to hurry up and arrive. I clairvoyantly located the doctor who was in his car on the way there. He was another of the doctors that works at that medical group and Urgent Care office and he’s treated my Mom before for this same problem. While I was having my telepathic remote viewing conversation with the doctor in his car, the repulsive woman and her daughter were both mentally in their mobile phones distracting themselves that way.

In the midst of my private telepathic conversation with this male doctor I suddenly felt a wave of negativity directed at me from the repulsive woman (Mother) seated across from us. I quickly finished my telepathic chat with the male doctor, lifted my eyes from the small empty spot on the floor I’d found so I could view and have this conversation as privately as possible in a room full of people, and shifted my physical gaze directly at the repulsive woman and made deliberate potent eye contact with her. By this intentional action I let her know that I heard and felt her and I was confronting her about what she was doing energetically to me. She immediately made a facial gesture of utter hatred and disgust and shook her head right and left in a gesture of “No”. I couldn’t believe how blatantly she was being used by Team Dark to try and get at me while we were all waiting in Urgent Care.

I’ve experienced this exact thing dozens of times over the past thirteen Ascension years and I should be used to it by now, but I confess, it blows my mind every time it happens. If humanity only knew how easily and often they are intentionally used and manipulated by the unseen Negatives to cause problems, pain, misery, injury etc. in other people they’d be horrified beyond belief. Well many of them would be, some would think it a great way to harm others.

Unlike many other people who might have only smiled politely at this woman and enabled her to continue this negative crap, I telepathed at her to “Get back in your phone and be quiet!” The repulsive woman dropped her attitude gaze from me, lifted her cell phone back up again and mentally focused on it and remained there until they called her and her daughter in to see the doctor. (My personal decision to do or not do this sort of thing is a complex and lengthy article all by itself, but I’ve learned after years of confusion over situations with many people like this that I’m here to carry Light, not enable the Dark to further use people to harm me and mine or each other.)

We were called next, saw the male doctor, got two stronger prescriptions for Mom, and made our escape from Urgent Care as quickly as we could. The prior Friday I’d talked with Mom about our possibly going to the grocery store after our second trip to Urgent Care ONLY if she honestly felt strong enough to do so. We talked about it and I questioned her repeatedly over the weekend about it and how she was feeling, and then again Monday morning before we left for Urgent Care and again in the car as we left. She said she felt strong enough to go grocery shopping so off we went to do some much-needed grocery hunting and gathering.

GROCERY STORE, MAGIC BANANAS, MOM RUNS OUT OF GAS, TWO LIGHTBEINGS COME TO HELP

As I drove into the grocery store parking lot I located a handicapped parking space close to the entrance/exit door which I was grateful for because I knew that Mom and I would each have a shopping cart full of stuff when done and that we’d both be tired. Off we headed into the grocery store to buy what we each needed.

The last section we go to is the produce section and as Mom and I arrived there we both immediately headed towards the bananas because they were very clearly lit from above with bright white Light and highlighted as if by unseen Angels! Seriously, we both looked at each other with goofy, wide-eyed grins and then back at the showcased bananas and couldn’t believe how utterly perfect every single banana looked under the brilliant white Light. Not one of them had a single bruise or was slightly green and I’ve never seen that, ever! We immediately collected a bunch of these illuminated sheer perfection magic bananas while grinning at each other and repeatedly checking out the white Light mysteriously highlighting them all. We didn’t physically say anything about what we both saw and felt, but unquestioningly bought a big bunch of those beautiful bananas and finished in the produce section and headed for the checkout. Now here’s where Team Dark maneuvers into position, again.

We get to the checkout and Mom is behind me which was my first mistake. I should have, and always will now when she’s able to go shopping with me, have her go first so I’m behind her blocking any interference and attempts to redirect her away and separate us while out in the world. I had about half of my groceries loaded on to the checkout conveyor belt when another store employee grabbed my Mom and, trying to help her checkout faster, pulled her off to another checkout lane. I knew this female cashier was only trying to help, but, I also knew it was the old Team Dark divide and conquer maneuver they use on everyone, but certainly on Starseeds/Lightworkers.

I’m loading my groceries as fast as I can while repeatedly glancing over my shoulder trying to find where the cashier took my Mom. I know what’s coming and I know who’s behind separating us at the end of the shopping trip when Mom is totally spent and exhausted and too weak to unload her unusually full shopping cart after being so sick for September and half of October. My mind is racing, “Hurry, find her, hurry, this is not good, hurry…”

Finally I get my groceries paid for and can see where my Mom is and she’s gone all white and gaunt and I know she’s at the edge of passing out right there in the grocery store. I speed myself and my cart full of paid groceries over to where she is and tell her to just hang on to the edge and not move. She barely hears me and can’t even move. And, of course, all the baggers (employees who bag your groceries after they’ve been scanned) have mysteriously disappeared so I start frantically bagging Mom’s groceries as fast as I can while watching her to see if she starts sinking to the floor because she’s passing out. Unbelievable how quickly and completely she got hit with utter exhaustion as she literally ran out of energy.

Somehow I got all of her groceries bagged and in her shopping cart and paid for while I’m watching her looking like she’s going into shock. I attached her hands to her shopping cart and told her to not let go of it. I got us and our two full shopping carts out-of-the-way so that other people could get around us and exit the store. I was trying to get Mom’s cash (change) back into her wallet and her wallet back into her purse and her purse zipped closed so we could finally get outside and get her seated in the car. As long as she was in the car everything would be okay, but how I was going to get her in her condition and two full shopping carts to the car was another story!

Mom is clutching her shopping cart and looks like death warmed-over and it’s clearly obvious that she’s in serious trouble and on the brink of passing out. I don’t know how she’s still standing actually and she’s not responding to anything I’m saying and she isn’t turning her head to look at me or anything…because she can’t. She’s gone but still standing somehow. “Get her in the car, get her in the car, get her in the car…” my mind is screaming at me.

I got both of our shopping carts steered out the exit/entrance door about five feet and then stopped us. I looked at her in a semi trance-like, shock-like half-in and half-out of her body state and knew we were in real trouble. In the next moment I sensed a tremendous urge to “GO!” which my rational mind thought was utter folly, yet, I instantly followed this powerful higher suggestion to make a run for the car. Just before I took off under this strange and powerful “GO!” impulse I looked at the car across the parking lot and saw a large area between us and it of bright and dense white Light. It was about fifty feet wide and about ten foot tall and looked and felt like a field of white Light had suddenly been manifested to help us get Mom and our groceries to the car without any interference from any human or Team Dark. This area of dense white Light began at the very spot where I had stopped us which was about five feet outside the exit/entrance door to the grocery store, and extended all the way across the parking lot and about five feet beyond our car. This white Light area was amazing looking yet seemed perfectly normal to me in that moment.

As I push-off hard and fast across the parking lot without my Mom at my side — which I simply could not believe I was doing knowing she could barely stand on her own right then — I thankfully simultaneously clairvoyantly saw and felt two slender tubular shaped and extremely tall Lightbeings behind me flanking Mom at her right and left elbows. The two Lightbeings had levitated Mom about 2.5 inches off the physical ground at her elbows with their Light radiating fingertips and were literally steering her and her shopping cart across the parking lot and eventually to the back of our car next to me. They literally were levitating my Mom and her full shopping cart — levitating as in NOT touching the ground physically from what I clairvoyantly saw, felt and heard — across the parking lot and to the passenger side of the back of our car where I could then physically take hold of her and finally get her seated in the car.

Yes, unbelievably, I rushed out ahead of my completely incapacitated 82-year-old Mother pushing only my shopping cart because I had to even though I couldn’t believe I’d knowingly left her in such a vulnerable condition unconsciously clutching her shopping cart and unable to move, speak, focus, see the car or get to the car! That lower rational part of my mind was thinking “WTF!” as I physically launched myself and my shopping cart across the parking lot, but the reason I did so was because that “GO!” message I’d felt was from the two Lightbeings. Some part of me knew this before I even clairvoyantly saw them and was only seeing the large section of white Light I’d just stepped into. As all this is happening in that wonderful No Time place/state, I’m acutely aware that I and my Mom have transitioned from lower linear time space frequency range and reality into a higher quantum frequency range due to the two Lightbeings and the protected white Light passageway they created for us. I’ve experienced this state many times before and it’s always so wonderful, freeing and so natural feeling. Linear time simply doesn’t exit beyond the narrow frequency range where it does exist, and getting out of it always feels so natural and great.

When in a higher, faster quantum frequency range the physical world and people in it either looks and feels significantly slowed and very distant, or like its been put on pause, or it completely disappears from your range of perception. To the people back in “normal” linear time space Earth frequency, nothing is happening out of the ordinary because they’re not seeing, feeling, hearing or perceiving these other higher frequency ranges and vast spaces and Beings that exist within many of them. But from a slightly higher and faster No Time place/state frequency it looks like where I’ve just exited from (physical Earth reality) has disappeared from my view…and from my concern for those all too brief moments. That’s what happened again in this experience from my perspective — and as I found out later when my Mom was strong enough to talk about what she experienced — from her perspective too. We both experienced exiting physical 3D Earth reality and it all disappearing from our view; everything except the white Light area and the two tall Lightbeings.

Because this was an Emergency Assist Event it was different from previous multidimensional experiences I and my Mom both have had with other Starbeings and Lightbeings. This was us being aided by two Lightbeings because we weren’t going to make it to the car without some form of higher assistance. Because it was an emergency help event, there were no great insights or lessons to be learned or teachings to be exchanged from Angelic Lightbeing to incarnate Starseed Lightworker. There wasn’t time for it then, it was just what it was in that moment; help from a much higher frequency. Because this was emergency help and not a more typical lengthy higher dimensional educational event or meeting, I knew while I was in the white Light racing towards my car and once there frantically opening the passenger side door and hatchback to load the groceries, that the two Lightbeings wouldn’t allow any other human into that white Light space because it would have harmed them. I knew that these two Lightbeings had created this higher frequency Light space field to help get Mom to the car, give me time to get her seated in the car, let me unload the groceries as quickly as I could while they protected her, get myself into the car, and finally get Mom inside the house.

Once the two Lightbeings arrived with Mom and her shopping cart up behind me and to the passenger side of the back of the car, I took her by her arms and directed her into the car. She was amazingly light and abnormally easy for me to move so this told me the two Lightbeings were still helping us both. I could feel the two Lightbeings in the space directly above me and I could still see the dense white Light, but now with faint images of bits of other cars and people in the parking lot showing through somewhat. No 3D physical earthly sounds at all yet, just brief glimpses of bits of old 3D slowly coming back into partial view through the dense white Light we were in. I knew the other people were being kept busy, distracted, slowed down, or outright paused by the two Lightbeings to prevent them from walking or driving into the white Light space so I was doing everything as quickly as I could, both for Mom’s sake, but also for the two Lightbeings and the other people driving and walking in the parking lot.

While I was frantically throwing the groceries into the back of the car I knew Mom needed something to eat and that it would help her regain some strength. So while unloading both of our shopping carts into the car, my mind was racing trying to discern what I should grab out of all those groceries to give her to eat in the car. I couldn’t find anything except — are you ready? — the bunch of bananas. (It was as if I was being blocked to find anything other than the bananas in those moments which told me the Lightbeings were directing me with that also.)

Yes, the perfection bananas magically lit with white Light from above suddenly made sense so I grabbed one of them and raced around to the passenger side of the car, shoved it into Mom’s lap and told her to eat it immediately. I rushed back to finish loading the groceries and get the two shopping carts out-of-the-way. I checked Mom again because her car door was open this whole time and she literally had one foot dangling out and one hand hung limp down at the edge of the car. I lifted her foot into the car, moved her hand in and helped her get her seat-belt on and finally closed her car door.

By this point I could more easily see through the white Light and saw three people walking slowly towards us so I knew No Time was running out and that the Light Field was about to disappear and that we were going to impact back into physical linear time space reality again. Bummer, big bummer after having these few No Time moments — even though they were stressful and frantic — of not being IN 3D density and having to endure all the matching people, crap, noise, pollution of every type and other frequency stuff that goes along with it. I was about to be impacted from dropping out of higher frequency space and No Time back down into slow motion density and consciousness insanity again and it was going to hurt and frustrate me because it always does when I have to reenter the Snake Pit again. The contrast between just these two levels is almost too much to endure emotionally, and physically too, but mostly emotionally at this point.

As soon as I’m in the car, closed my door and started the engine, in that instant we were completely back in 3D density and linear time space again and “reality” came screaming, roaring, rushing back in all around me/us in that split second and it was horrible. Truly horrible. Imagine going from a protected space of nothing but white Light and two amazing Lightbeings, zero sounds, zero interference, zero humans and human interference of any type such as thoughts, energies, emotions etc.,  zero Team Dark interference, zero crap of all kinds and then in an instant you’re back into it all again. Like I said, the contrast was horrible and nearly overwhelming to me in October 2012.

But, we’re in the car as are our groceries and we’re heading home. Mom and I both are sort of in shock or in some weird traumatic state and she wasn’t talking or moving much so I knew it wasn’t done yet. During the drive home I did not notice that she hadn’t eaten the banana or that she couldn’t move much and was still in a very weakened condition. I was not seeing some of these things because there were things going to happen that were for Mom and not me and so I was purposefully not seeing certain things at this point.

We get home, I parked the car and got Mom out of the car and up the steps into the house. Again she feels abnormally light and easy to maneuver which told me the two Lightbeings were still overhead somehow even though I wasn’t seeing any white Light or them at this point. I could feel them nearby and knew they were helping me get Mom up the steps and into the house safely. I led her to her bedroom and sat her in her recliner chair, got her some water and noticed the uneaten banana in her hand. I told her to not get out of the chair and that I had to unload the car and that I’d do that as quickly as I could and then return. It was while I was doing this that she had some much-needed insights from the two Lightbeings.

TOO WEAK TO OPEN THE BANANA RADIATING WHITE LIGHT

Incomprehensibly to me, it didn’t even dawn on me, and it normally would have, that Mom was so weak that she couldn’t even open the damned illuminated white Light perfection banana! So while I’m rushing like crazy again to unload all the groceries from the car and up the steps and into the house, it hasn’t entered my awareness that Mom hasn’t eaten the banana yet and that she needed help to open it and peel it! Like I said, normally this is something that I would have automatically known and done for her but didn’t even realize this time. So while I’m bringing the groceries in Mom is struggling to open the banana and can barely get one hand up to hold onto it. She told me later that it took her nearly the whole time I was unloading the groceries just to get the banana opened and peeled. But, once she got about three bits of the banana into her, she said she started feeling better and stronger very quickly.

She also told me later that once she’d finished all the banana she had enough strength to lift the peel and place it on the nightstand next to her. She said she could still see the white Light radiating off the peel on the nightstand while she sat there regaining some strength and sipping water.

During this time I briefly checked her and saw that she was getting a bit stronger so I went back and finished putting all the groceries and frozen food away. When finished I went to Mom’s bedroom and got her shoes off, got her more food etc., and then we just sat and talked about what we’d each experienced. This next part is what she told me she’d seen and felt during the white Light and two Lightbeings parking lot event.

She told me that when I stopped us just outside of the exit/entrance door at the grocery store when we were leaving, she knew she was half out of her body and in a very bad way and was worried she’d pass-out and someone would call an ambulance and haul her off to the hospital. She told me that when I stopped us at that point she suddenly saw the white Light field appear exactly as I saw it and described it already. At the physical point where I stepped into it ahead of her, was the same physical spot where she did and it was also where and when she felt that her feet and her shopping cart were no longer touching the ground. She said she couldn’t see me, the car, or anything else except the dense white Light from the same physical spot just outside the entrance/exit door to the grocery store all the way across the parking lot — which was about 50 feet — and the two Lightbeings levitating her and her shopping cart up to where they lowered her back down to the ground next to me at the rear passenger side of our car.

While listening to her describe what she experienced, it was wonderful because I’d seen and felt it too while rushing across the parking lot with her and the two Lightbeings a few steps behind me. In that moment of ultra weirdness where I saw these two Lightbeings levitating my Mom and her shopping cart and literally carry her across a public parking lot in broad daylight, I suddenly remembered a funny pet video I’d seen a couple of years ago of a woman holding her small dog over a bathtub full of water and the dog’s little legs were dog-paddling in the air above the bath water! That was the hilarious thought I had while dashing across the parking lot and clairvoyantly seeing my Mom being levitated by two Lightbeings but her two physical feet still walking…dog-paddling about 2.5 inches above ground in the air just like the little dog in that funny pet video!

From Mom’s perspective all she saw while levitating/walking/dog-paddling across the parking lot was the dense white Light field and the two Lightbeings. She told me she knew her legs and feet were walking yet not touching the ground and that her shopping cart was also easily moving along not touching the ground. I and the car came back into her range of vision once the Lightbeings deposited her and her shopping cart next to me at the back of the car. She said she could then see and hear me but not much of anything else.

She also told me that she felt the two Lightbeings were with us all the way home and also helped us get her up the stairs and into the house. Once she was safely in the house and seated in her bedroom and had eaten the glowing white Light banana, she said she was aware the two Lightbeings were slowly retreating.

It took us a couple of days to process this whole event and make all the connections and insights and thoroughly share what we each had seen and felt with each other. These types of larger physical shifts out of linear time space (such as this one that happened, again, while out in public!) into other areas and then back again typically takes days to fully process, digest, and get the larger overview of what and why it happened. More about the larger reasons why the two Lightbeings showed up in October 2012 to help us near the end of this very long article.

I APOLOGIZE FOR THIS NEXT PART

This experience with the two Lightbeings (not Starbeings as we’ve both experienced many times in years and decades past but Lightbeings) happened on Monday, October 15, 2012. This next experience happened on Wednesday, October 17, 2012. They are of course connected.

So early Wednesday morning I’m getting ready to go shopping alone and as I walk past Mom’s bedroom I noticed something dark colored on her carpet. She was out in the livingroom and hadn’t seen this when she woke up, and who knows, it may have not even been there when she did get up! But as I’m ready to leave the house to shop, I see this dark something on her carpet in her bedroom so I went in to see what it was. In those moments while I’m looking at these three small very dark spots of something on her carpet, my brain is straining to figure out what in the hell they are. I turned the overhead light on to get a better look and got down on my hands and knees and then I saw that the three dark spots where diarrhea. YES, they were shit spots! Sorry, but they were three small pools of diarrhea in a location in her bedroom that would have been very difficult for a human to produce…even at a run for the bathroom!

Mom hears my crushing and questioning and comes in to see what I’m carrying on about. She looks at them and said they weren’t there when she woke up about an hour earlier. But, because I have to cover all bases, I asked her if she had any accidents that could have caused the three spots and I actually checked her pajamas, her shoes, the rest of the carpet etc. Nope, Mom was not the guilt party, so I next went to the cat and then the cat box in search of signs of diarrhea and I found nothing there either. This cat has never, ever had diarrhea in his life so I know it didn’t come from him. And I knew I didn’t wander into my Mom’s bedroom and dribble diarrhea in there so, that leaves…Team Dark as the most likely source of it.

In case you think I’ve lost my mind entirely understand that in this pre-Ascension world run by Team Dark, it’s not uncommon to have really wonderful and extraordinary experiences as we had with the two Lightbeings followed with some unpleasant shitty something happening afterwards as a way for Team Dark to leave their mark to let you know how they feel about The Light and those of The Light. Said another way, finding some shit on Mom’s carpet two days after such a wonderful connection with those Lightbeings didn’t surprise me that much but it did tell me that that’s about all they’re capable of at this point with Mom and I. That is very positive and telling news.

THE REASON THIS COULD EVEN HAPPEN NOW

Let’s wrap this lengthy story up with the deeper level implications it carries for many of us in October and now November 2012. And, sorry it’s taken me so long to write this but it’s been super intense and exhausting and I expect it will be for the rest of  2012 and maybe a bit beyond too.

After thinking about the fact that it was Angelic-like Lightbeings that showed up to help us in the parking lot and not the more familiar higher dimensional humanoid Starbeings, I understood that this was a message in itself to me (which I knew I was to pass on to you reading this) about how far I and my Mom and many of us actually are on The Bridge out of the old duality patriarchal Earth and into the new ascended Earth world right now. It was also a message from those Lightbeings to me that I was to pass on to all of you who now need a personal, wide awake, fully conscious, direct living picture and/or explanation about what it feels like, what it looks like, how fast it actually happens etc. when you exit out of linear 3D time and space with your physical body and enter into another higher frequency level/dimension/location etc. that’s quantum or within No Time or the eternal Now Moment.

Many people have talked about how certain Starbeings/ETs/”Galactic Federation” etc. are going to come and “save” them or “rescue” them or “lift them off the planet’s surface when things get bad” etc. but that’s not the case in my opinion and I’ve said so many times over the years. Ascension is an individual thing that’s earned energetically, Alchemically by each person because it must be this way. Like attracts like and this is why we each will find ourselves drawn towards a matching external frequency Earth world or other place, location/dimension etc. as the 12-21-12 Expiration Date comes and goes.

In other words, this experience with these two Lightbeings in mid-Oct. 2012 was to help Mom and I, and you reading this, better understand how suddenly, how quickly, how easily and effortless it can be for us now to take just one step out of the old negative 3D duality world and dimension frequency range we all incarnated into in this life with these physical bodies, and instantly find ourselves existing elsewhere with these physical bodies. This experience helped me better see and understand that this grand shift, this final transition out of the dense negative world we incarnated into decades ago, this stepping off of the transitional Bridge on to the new 5D Ascended Earth will be like everything else within the Ascension Process; it will unfold in many Stair Steps so that we don’t kill our physical bodies or blow our minds or central nervous systems or rip our psyches to shreds in the process!

November and December of 2012 is going to be super compressed for many of us with these final Stair Steps energetically preparing us for transition and existence in either the new 5D Ascended Earth world, or another Earth world where duality will exist for all who desire it but Team Dark will NOT be there at all, ever. So expect to have more experiences and awareness of new things, Beings, places, multiple dimensions, probabilities, different timelines etc. for the rest of 2012 and certainly into the new that 2013 will bring.

Denise Le Fay

November 6, 2012

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Certain Starseed/Wanderer Contracts

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“So many things seem to be happening. I will just describe a few. I have had this extreme awareness and knowing of all the “negative” aspects in my personality, in my being that need to be worked on. All that yucky dark stuff that usually make me cringe and want to hide. My usual reaction to the moments when i am digging deep, I mean deep inside myself, where most of us do not want to go, is to stop thinking about it, to dig my head in the sand because I have always struggled with self-worth. I have always felt like I was not good enough. I have almost been trained to hate myself. And to think about the “dark aspects” always made me depressed and loath myself. made me feel like a piece of shit if you will. I have always struggled with anxiety and depression. (raised in an extremely religious southern baptist household which I feel I could write a whole book on the ass backwardness of organized religion but I digress)

The other lifelong struggle has been the negative attacks from the dark humans. At school, in the work place, even friends have been down right nasty in the past. A best friend of mine who for almost 10 years we were together almost everyday (who is one of us she just does not know it yet) has witnessed and has been just as perplexed as I as to why I so frequently get attacked by people, usually male. In my life it made me feel as though something was inherently wrong with me. Even though I have always known I have a big heart and have so much love to give and that I was here for a purpose. I love like crazy. I don’t have a mean bone in my body yet I sometimes am treated like dirt by people. My spirit guides have shown me recently that all the attacks, anxiety, depression, physical and sexual abuse have been Team Dark trying to derail me. Their plan was to keep me so consumed with fear and confusion over what was “wrong” with me and what I did to deserve all the awful things done to me. I am very sensitive and am an empath so living in this world with these people and energies has been freaking awful. Well those little fuckers may have won that battle but they sure as heck are not winning the war! On some level for quite some time it worked for a long time but no more! I have spent the last 30 years trying to figure out what was wrong with me. Why did I feel so different. Why did I feel like an alien on this planet? So now when facing these dark aspects of myself there has been a major shift. In the last few days instead of hating myself I shine the dark corners with love and forgiveness. And boy does it feel good…

faye1234″

Because faye1234’s Comment question was so important and one that most Starseeds/Wanderers/Lightworkers can completely relate to, I wanted to respond to it in an article instead of getting buried in Comments. Thank you faye1234.   ❤

EVERY STARSEED’S FIRST THOUGHT TYPICALLY IS: “IT MUST JUST BE ME, RIGHT?”

Because my natal Sun is in Capricorn and in Capricorn’s natural 10th House, for decades I believed that my downright insane and miserable patriarchal encounters, head-butting fights, and those epic David vs. Goliath type battles with patriarchal persons in positions of power and/or authority were solely due to my Capricorn 10th House Sun… and a lot of it was. In addition, my natal Saturn—ruler of my Capricorn Sun—is in Libra (along with three other planets including the ruler of my ASC) and this Libra stellium only amplified my always feeling at odds with the “normal” patriarchal masses and what to me have always been their negative and seriously crazy belief systems, ways and actions.

These lifelong tensions and squirmy feelings I’ve always had (remember my age) were tremendously amplified whenever I had to interact with (typically) older males in positions of “power” and “authority” in our society; bosses, police, judges, lawyers, doctors etc. (After the 1960s revolutionary battles with “the establishment”, certain females were allowed to publicly wield more patriarchal power too and they became power-hungry, ego-based, left-brained imbalanced patriarchal humans we Starseeds/Wanderers/Lightworkers/Indigos also had to navigate. There were no equal rights for women, there was join the patriarchal Boys Club because that’s all that existed. I’ll spare you my numerous unpleasant and oftentimes insane and ridiculous battles, attacks and showdowns I’ve experienced with the patriarchy during my sixty years on Earth and get into the WHY of it. Natal placements plus this second ingredient are intimately connected and why I’ve repeatedly experienced extreme negative battles and attacks from so many humans—mostly males but plenty of patriarchal entrenched females too—physically manifesting Team Dark’s alien agendas in this dimension and world.

This other energetic ingredient is being a Starseed. A Starseed with a Soul Mission and hardwired ability to transmute, integrate, resolve and transcend density, duality and negativity and return those energies to a higher frequency state of energetic neutrality or “unity” while in physicality. Needless to say this is not an easy, safe or pleasant job to do while within a negative polarized physical world reality, and most Starseeds (and “Volunteers”, Forerunners, Wayshowers, Pathpavers etc.) with this particular Soul Mission and ability (“Polarity Integrator” as Lisa Renee has called them) have had more than our fair share of negative, cruel and outrageous attacks and battles with the physical human patriarchy.

So yes, the answer to our first thought that it must be me is correct, but for different reasons than you and I believed for far too long. It is just me, just you, just us, because we Starseeds/Forerunners/Wayshowers are here now doing what we’re so good at doing with and to polarized (Duality) energies. The real difficulty has always been that most Starseeds/Forerunners/Wayshowers typically don’t consciously remember that they “Volunteered” to incarnate on physical Earth now and why. A rare handful do remember from childhood that they intentionally came to Earth from elsewhere, whereas far more begin remembering later in adulthood. Other Starseeds, and even some Indigos, are triggered by their Higher Selves to begin consciously remembering their larger and more complex identity and Soul Mission(s) at specific times due to a multitude of personal, astrological, cosmic, multidimensional and evolutionary Ascension Process reasons.

But before a Starseed begins consciously remembering their greater identities and/or current physical plane Soul Mission, they typically believe the negative lies and BS that all the negativity, hostility, disrespect, violence, physical and etheric attacks, endless supply of abnormally imbalanced humans littering their earthly lifelong Path are somehow all their fault! They typically and automatically wonder what terrible thing(s) THEY must have done somewhere to create the constant negativity, darkness and cruel attacks from other humans during this lifetime. If you’ve bought into the “sin” and “guilt” or “karma” beliefs because you don’t remember your greater identity and Soul Contracts yet, then you assume that must be the reason for the endless negativity you attract from both living humans plus other-dimensional Beings, Aliens, Entities etc.

You, me, each of us typically runs these negative experiences through our own ego filters and naturally assume it is us, when in fact it is us, but it is only because we’re on Earth now to transmute and transcend the negativity in 3D and 4D primarily and NOT BECAUSE WE’VE DONE ANYTHING WRONG. My dearest fellow Starseeds/Forerunners/Wayshowers/Indigos, we naturally and automatically attract the negativity, insanity and imbalanced seen and unseen populations because we carry more Light here and the Dark instantly sees and recognizes us long before we ever recognize them! That unfortunate truth is simply part of our many different learning curves we must Master while here in 3D. We take plenty of beatings before we put two-and-two together, but once we finally do connect the inter-dimensional energy dots of our larger existence, identity and Soul Missions, we then move through our individual Soul Missions much easier, faster and with far less personal damages and wounds than before.

The farther along we individually go with transmuting polarized energies through our bodies and beings, the more we remember and embody High Heart or Unity or Triality Consciousness which makes our Work, our “jobs”, our Soul Missions here much easier, faster, less painful and polarized. We learn to reach and maintain emotional neutrality which is also greater and higher conscious awareness neutrality, with more and more things, people, situations, events, attacks and all the rest of it. We’re learning or have learned and mastered being and remaining within that third higher frequency space that exists vibrationally beyond (let’s say above for ease of communication) Duality which means we have an easier time NOT being affected or influenced by any physical human, nonphysical Being/Alien/Entity, or trans-dimensional events caused by either of them whether directed at us individually or not. It just is what it is and we simply do what we do with less and less drama, pain, negativity and time spent in those miserable battles and attacks. From my Denise perspective it took me far too long to reach the edges of this state of being and working of my earthly Soul Mission but there it is and what do I know about it all anyway?  😉

REMEMBER THE PRINCESS & THE PEA SYNDROME?

Starseeds/Indigos/Lightworkers are typically ultra-sensitives who FEEL things, people, events, locations, actions, thoughts, thought-forms, emotional energies, negativity, polarity etc. much more intensely than “normal” people do. Added to this is something I’ve become increasingly aware of over the past intense thirteen Ascension years (1999–2012) which is that the more polarized and dark or negative energies I’ve gotten rid of (transmuted and therefore removed), the less of it it now takes to make me feel like ultra crap! Hence, the Princess & the Pea business. This is another reason why our own inner dark, unresolved issues and energies—PLUS everyone else’s—feels so much larger and exaggerated to us than it actually is. The more Light there is, the more it highlights the Dark no matter how small it may now be. Don’t take it personally, don’t go into guilt over it, don’t obsess or fixate on it, remain emotionally neutral about it all and just do what you’ve been doing all along which is integrate it, transmute it, and transcend it back into unified Neutrality.

When we feel the dark or negative now it’s painful in new ways because it’s so profoundly amplified and highlighted by the abundant Light Energies now present. The dark thing only needs to be something small and simple now and yet it feels like a massive boulder under my twenty mattresses! “Consciousness” is rapidly becoming a whole-body and whole-being awareness instead of the old left brained linear only thought process of polarized 3D. We are rapidly becoming increasingly aware of more things but in very new ways which means we’re having to let go of even more and learn many new ways of perception during these last six months of 2012.

“WHY DID I FEEL LIKE AN ALIEN ON THIS PLANET?” 

Because you are one dearest. ❤ Most of us Starseeds/Wanderers/Lightworkers are the positive ETs many people talk about that they believe will come to Earth and fix things! Surprise, but we’re already here and have been for decades, working behind the scenes, doing what we do for humanity and the Ascension timeline. I know that huge self-worth issues are common among the Groups or Waves of Starseeds/Wanderers (and Indigos) but you’ve all got to realize that you’re not here on Earth now to be like the human masses. Not remotely, so don’t use those negative and distorted Alien patriarchal human standards to measure yourself against for any reason. I know how hard and painful that is too but you’ve got to ignore those mind control delusions and distortions and be what you are and do what you do. And I know so many of you have done it repeatedly even when you didn’t know you were.

Denise

July 10, 2012

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Why Some Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos Experience Negative Attacks & Others Don’t

“Dear Denise,

I’m writing because I am concerned that there may be some of us, and I am one, who believes that I am protected from the Dark, and have always been protected, because otherwise my job here would not make much sense, and so other than breathing in light and breathing out love on a daily basis, I have never felt the urge to do any special ritual or activity with specific reference to keeping Team Dark away from me and those I love, especially my pets.

My life prior to awakening was full of pain, especially physical, and I always handled it without becoming a victim of blaming any other for the condition in which I found myself. Emotionally, I have been dragged through the mud a few times, but again I learned the lessons and was able to extricate myself when I needed to. I’m not saying I was anything special in my younger years, that’s for sure, but somehow I knew that I created my reality and if I succumbed to pressures outside of myself, I would pay a very big price indeed.

Can you tell me, please, and I know you will tell me honestly, am I fooling myself? 

I am comfortable with my awareness and since my awakening, I have had no experiences with Team Dark, and as I read about those who have, I wonder if my turn is yet to come. I don’t sense that, but it would help me tremendously, and hopefully others, who wonder if we’ve being naive. I do not want to infer that protection isn’t necessary, but is it possible that there are some of us who incarnated into this nano-second protected? Thank you. Love to All Here.

Barbara” 

Barbara wrote this Comment under another article recently (which I’ve edited here slightly) and because it’s an important question I wanted to respond to it in its own article.

In all honesty I think the majority of Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkers/Lightwarriors/Indigos have not wanted to fully consciously know and admit (while in their physical bodies and lives on Earth) just how extensive the negativity, atrocities and deceptions on Earth have been and how profoundly handicapped humanity has become due to Team Dark’s multidimensional actions against them. Knowing this at higher, nonphysical levels is very different from being in physicality feeling and living under the negative distortions and interference directly and personally. Also, many Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkers haven’t even been consciously aware of when they have been under the influences and attacks of negative nonphysical beings, dark controlled puppet humans (Portal People), and negative forces and energies in general and have incorrectly believed themselves to be beyond them and untouchable. Nothing could be further from the truth, especially for those who are Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkers.

Despite my being consciously aware from childhood that I intentionally came to 3D Earth from some place less dense, I’ve resented having to energetically protect myself from Team Dark during this life here. That may sound strange coming from an ultra-sensitive elder Starseed who volunteered to live inside the enemy’s camp to stop them but it’s true. I have resented needing to continually protect myself from Team Dark in this life because it was a daily and nightly reminder of how dark and horrible life on Earth has been and my role in correcting this situation.

Not all Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkers are here to embody the NEW higher frequency blueprints for humanity in the same ways or to the same degree. I know many of my fellow Forerunners/Starseed/Lightworker/Indigo co-workers don’t have a Soul Mission to experience and embody severe polarized Light/Dark extremes in physicality as I and certain others have during this Ascension lifetime. This does NOT mean anyone is more privileged or special than another, it simply means that not all Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkes are carrying out identical Mission Work here now. We’re all here to aid humanity, Earth, Home and everything and everyone in between and beyond, but we each have our different talents and Soul Missions within the overall Ascension Process. Not everyone is or needs to be an Ascension Process electrician or Ascension Process framer, plumber, heating and air, carpenters, painters etc., all are equally needed for their important individual abilities.

For a couple decades I wondered why I had so many negative encounters and attacks from Team Dark—the negative nonphysical, nonhuman Aliens plus other negative lower frequency and lower consciousness entities and humans also. During my twenties (1970s) and thirties (1980s) I oftentimes thought that I must be doing something “wrong” to cause or attract such negative nonphysical attention and attacks repeatedly. I believe many of us have incorrectly thought this about ourselves over the years or decades. Back then I considered everything I was aware of at that time and always felt like some major piece of this puzzle was missing. I’ve finally realized that some, not all but some Starseeds have the soul mission of experiencing repeated negative attacks, encounters, face-to-face conversations etc. in multiple dimensions (physical, astral, mental planes) from Team Dark. Why? To experience severe polarity extremes in 3D physicality and our physical bodies so we can embody higher frequency energetic solutions.

This is another amazing Alchemical Ascension formula where Team Dark’s negativity and attacks are energetically utilized by some Starseeds to activate polarity resolution and integration within their bodies. Doing this automatically activates the next phase which is embodiment of higher frequency Unity blueprints for evolving humanity. The Ascension Process had to be embodied in this physical dimension by Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos first as the way to physically, biologically and energetically anchor the higher frequency Unity blueprints or templates into this dimension and timeline for humanity for the next Evolutionary Cycle.

Realize that some Starseeds/Lightworkers/Lightwarriors/Indigos have intimate and repeated battles with Team Dark and many do not and both situations are normal. Starseeds who experience close hand-to-hand combat with Team Dark do so NOT because they did anything “wrong”; NOT because they weren’t feeling enough “love”; NOT because some were “better” than others; NOT because they’ve been in their subconscious basements and are projecting it on others, or any other such incorrect type of thinking and awareness. And the Starseeds who don’t experience repeated attacks from Team Dark haven’t done anything “wrong” either!

These negative attacks happen to some Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos because it’s part of the Ascension Process of Alchemically transmuting, transforming duality and what we’ve come to call “negativity” into a higher frequency. It’s Alchemically transformed back to a neutral state and then becomes “unified” and exists in a higher frequency range and state. Do not feel guilty if you have or if you have not experienced attacks and battles with Team Dark, or that you have to or don’t have to protect yourself against them. We all do what we’re here now to do; it’s just that some of us have to wear more work related protective gear than others is all. But, no matter what, always be careful please and protect yourself if and whenever you feel you need to.

Gratitude to all for your individual services in the Ascension Process.

Denise

May 31, 2012

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Interesting ET Connections & Updates

Due to our completing the past Evolutionary Cycle/Mayan calendar (October 28, 2011), we’re now in a transitional cusp period between the collapsing past and the manifesting new. Having been a performer (dancer) for nearly twenty years, I always enjoyed that short, hectic, rushed period between performances where you quickly did your costume change, freshened up, cooled down, went to the bathroom, repaired your hair and makeup, had some water and got yourself ready for the next show. The transition period from after the end of the Mayan calendar through all of 2012, feels much like that to me in many ways; so much new potential and creativity just around the corner, but a short and hectic costume, lighting and music change is needed first.

Notice I did not call this a rest or break period, but a short and hectic transition period. In so many ways 2011 and 2012 is a much higher octave of the 1960’s, and if you lived through that time as I did as a teen, then you know how crazy, volatile, potentially violent, intense and transformational 2012 is going to be. (Please connect this with the quote and stories below about the “Asshole Hippies From Outer Space”.) I’m sorry to all of us that are so exhausted we can barely brush our teeth or hold a thought (or write an article), but we’ve got more important transitional Work to do now and through 2012. In Barbara Marciniak’s fall Pleiadian TIMES issue her channeled Pleiadians referred to 2012 as that period that’s “the darkest before the dawn.” As much as I hate to admit it, I know this is true and we’ve got to push through our exhaustion and this hectic transitional period and embody like we always have.

This transitional period post October 28, 2011 is, I’m discovering, packed full of strange new goodies such as sliding in and out of time, plus very different ways of information exchange between us here and many of the non-physical higher dimensional Beings. Finally exiting the old framework of the past Evolutionary Cycle/Mayan calendar and existing within this new, not fully imprinted as yet space has felt very different so far. I’ve sensed this transitional period will be dealing with removing the negative patriarchal mess and trash as we simultaneously rush towards the December 2012 cosmic, galactic, and super galactic conjunctions and subsequent Energy Imprinting of the New Evolutionary Cycles. Lots of ground to cover between today and the end of December 2012 and thankfully it’s going to pass very quickly.

BIG ENERGY ARRIVAL THE LAST WEEK OF NOVEMBER 2011

Maybe this had something to do with the partial solar eclipse on November 24, 2011. Maybe it’s combined with the amplified and increased solar energies that have started because we’ve completed the past Evolutionary Cycle/Mayan calendar. Whatever it was, something fairly potent energetically arrived around that time and there’s been positive and negative reactions to it ever since. In the end it’s all good, but things certainly have been intense and different since October 28, 2011.

I recently wrote about my weird Nov. 28, 2011 grocery shopping adventure witnessing nearly everyone displaying very familiar old Ascension symptoms of zombie-like brain fog, mental confusion, inability to focus and remain focused, ungroundedness, and that embarrassing inability to simply be effective within physical reality…and while in public! The reason I brought this up the first time was to point out that a huge change had taken place for so many “normal” or non-Lightworkers, non-Starseeds, non-Indigos etc. people to be displaying such profound Ascension symptoms recently.

The next clue I had that something positive and important happened energetically around the last week of Nov. 2011, was that on Dec. 1, 2011 I was awakened at 3:13 A.M. due to another mild negative attack. When the Dark is suddenly loosed and angrily flying around like this it’s because another large blast of Light energies have arrived in this physical dimension and unseated, dislodged, exploded, broken apart and exposed another chunk of the Dark/Dark Ones both physical human and non-physical non-human. What at first looks like a negative event or attack is actually a positive indicator that the Dark is on the run again and reacting to the increased Light energies and everyone everywhere is suddenly having to adjust, adapt, or leave because of it.

As I lay in my bed in the dark A.M. hours watching and feeling this latest tantrum from the Dark, I became aware that something had happened from up in space that was directed down at Earth with the intention of dislodging some negative Darkness that had been living, working, and hiding below the Earth’s surface. I automatically assumed this whatever it was from space was another solar flare/CME that caused the negativity hiding below ground to suddenly be blasted to pieces and brought up to the surface and exposed. I’m still not sure if some recent solar activity was not the cause of this, it may be, but it may also be working in tandem with some Unseen Others too. It’s common for both the Light and the Dark to use available cosmic, solar, and astrological energies to amplify their work.

A few short hours later I got up and went about my usual morning activities. After I’d gone online to check my emails and Comments on TRANSITIONS, I was unexpectedly impulsed to go to a website I rarely go to. Because I recognized I was being directed by Higher Awareness to consciously connect with specific information, I followed this invisible nudging and surprisingly found myself landing at David Wilcock’s website Divine Cosmos where I was impulsed to read his October 13, 2011 article Disclosure Imminent? Part II: Many More Bases Destroyed.

http://divinecosmos.com/start-here/davids-blog/981-undergroundbasesnewinfo

The morning of Dec. 1, 2011, only hours after my being jolted awake at 3 A.M. and feeling the negative energies flying around and perceiving that something from up in space was responsible, there I was reading David Wilcock’s article fully aware that I’d been led there to connect with some specific information. It didn’t take long to find it either, and to make a long story short, David was talking about some positive ET Beings who, evidently, are responsible for destroying some man-made underground bases here in the US and elsewhere. When I first read this I started laughing because I knew in that moment what was going on and that some of my old beloved ET friends had led me to this information and why.

There are two parts of information I needed to connect with that morning at David Wilcock’s; the first part was titled—and I thoroughly enjoyed this—“Asshole Hippies From Outer Space”. Aah gawd, no one could have described these positive ETs/Starbeings better than the patriarchal human male jerks that perceives these advanced Starbeings in this way! Too funny, and as always, very revealing of these people’s level of awareness and view on “reality”.

The second bit of information was a few paragraphs further into David’s article and was “from a key staff member” and it was titled “The Prophetic Dream”. I’m going to quote it first and follow it with some quotes from my book A Lightworker’s Mission (2010) and let you fellow Starseeds in on the multidimensional ET/Starbeing connections and messages. From David Wilcock’s article:

“THE PROPHETIC DREAM

“Here is what I read — and this is only one of a variety of extremely powerful dreams that have been coming in, suggesting that we are on the threshold of an extremely positive shift:

THE LITTLE UFOS AND THE BIG BALL

“We were out in a beautiful natural setting. I saw a little silver thing spinning in the air. At first I thought it was a top, but I then realized it was a weird little UFO. It flew towards me. About 200 of them came. They were spinning and they were small — about six to ten inches across. They were spinning and glowing and I realized they were little tiny spaceships.

They were pretty – they seemed to have liquid mercury on their skin, and looked like they were somehow alive. Then there was a big ball that came that was maybe six feet in diameter. It was spinning. It went into the middle of the smaller objects. It was amazing that none of them ran into each other because there were so many of them. They all started moving together like a school of fish.

THE PERSON IN THE LIGHT

“The big one started whirling and turned into a white light. Then the image of a person emerged from the light. This person was now standing on the land — and he was obviously an ET. He was really tall. Taller than most people by a foot or two. Maybe seven and a half feet tall.

He had a mane of really wild black hair with fluorescent green feathers sewn into it. He was wearing this highly futuristic-looking outfit with many small spikes coming off of it, almost like a porcupine. It had fluorescent green and blue colors, tribal style.

He was smiling and standing there. Everyone else was shocked, but I was happy about it. He said hi to me. I ran up to him and hugged him and he smiled at me.

Then everyone else realized he was safe… and they all started hugging him.

Then he was making weird faces with his face – such as the ability to stretch his skin sideways off of his face. It was kind of gross. I didn’t look at him while he was doing it. He was laughing the whole time.

He wanted to tell people about all kinds of different things – whatever they wanted to know, he answered. How things worked in the Universe.”

For reasons of space I’ve left out some of my story about this but here’s the highlights from A Lightworker’s Mission about my yearlong (1982–1983) interdimensional lucid dream relationship and project with a non-physical ET/Starbeing. You’ll easily recognize the similarities between this ET being I worked with decades ago, and the ET being recently described above by one of David Wilcock’s staff members. Here’s some of my story with what I believe is probably the same ET being. From Part Two page 60–66:

“One of the first things I remember happening at this new upstairs apartment was the beginning of a series of unusual lucid dream meetings with a male who I called my crazy twin brother. He didn’t look like me at all as he had rich brown skin and I’m Caucasian. My very first impression of him was that he was a Mayan. I did not know anything about the Mayans or the Mayan calendar at that time in early 1982 however. Nothing had happened at that point concerning the Mayan calendar and all that it entails (that I was consciously aware of), so these recurring dreams with my Mayan crazy twin brother were yet another unusual interdimensional connection.

The first lucid dream I had with him he came rushing in excitedly wanting to ask me something deeply important. I instantly viewed him up and down and was highly intrigued. He had beautiful light brown skin, brown eyes, a very angular face, and long straight black hair. He wore clothes I was not familiar with as they weren’t anything I had seen before. I didn’t pay all that much attention to his clothes actually, only because he was so exuberant, playful, so energized and excited that he easily pulled you right into him and what he was doing.

Back in the mid-Seventies I dyed my hair black. It is naturally straight and was very long back then. The fact that our hair looked so much alike made me really happy because I had remembered many of my past lives when I had beautiful brown, cinnamon, red, or yellow skin and all of them had long black hair.  I dyed my straight brown hair black because of the remembered past lives. A few years later when I started Belly Dancing, having very dark hair was a plus, so I kept it that way for many years.

My etheric Mayan crazy twin brother told me in this first dream that he desperately needed my help. He claimed he needed me to help him build a bridge. He said he would work building it from his side but that he needed me to help build the other end of it here from my side. In other words, he asked me to help him build an energy bridge that would connect his higher dimensional world with the physical third dimension and timeline I was living in.

For some reason his dream request sounded to me like the most normal thing I had heard in a long time. The proposed nonphysical bridge building project made perfect sense to me the second the words fell from his lips in this first dream meeting. I somehow instantly knew exactly what he meant and why this energy bridge was so critically important at that time in late 1982. I knew and yet I did not know all the complex reasons for it.

I told him I did not know what I could do here in physicality, but that I would happily do whatever I could to help build his interdimensional energy bridge from my side of the Veil. He was so happy, so relieved, so exited that I had instantly agreed to help him build this bridge, that he started running in circles, jumping, and howling like a crazy person. I just stood watching and deeply loving him and feeling very happy for him that his interdimensional bridge building project was now officially a GO. I grinned warmly and lovingly at him acting like a handsome nutcase as he ran around doing flips and yelling weird yelps and foreign words. It was all somehow perfectly normal and happily wonderful to me…

“…Four months would pass before he returned in another dream to let me know where we stood with our interdimensional bride building project. Every time he showed up in a dream, he was always so energetic and full of joy and wonderful silliness. He always made me feel such hope and strength with my seemingly being stranded here in polarized physicality. He knew far more than I remembered at that time, and I now believe that was why he was so proud of what I was able to do working from this much denser side of the dimensional Veil or border.

The next dream arrived a few months later and he did a lot or running around, jumping, twirling and singing like a crazy fool—and I thoroughly enjoyed every second of it. In this dream meeting he was wearing numerous brightly colored tropical bird feathers in his long black hair. He wore a scant leather loincloth, but it was his red, blue, yellow, purple and teal colored feathers that had him wild with joy it seemed. I remember just watching the show and loving my crazy twin brother more than I even did before. He yelped, jumped, danced, flipped and howled with total abandon and I relished every delightful gesture he made and happy emotions he radiated. He seemed to be celebrating something special for both of us. There wasn’t much dialogue between us in this dream meeting, just this Mayan celebration party, or whatever it was. He frolicked, I watched, and I fell in love with him totally.

It was another four months or so after this dream meeting before he showed up again. In this next dream, he had shaved his long beautiful black hair all off and looked so different I was shocked. He acted very differently too which emotionally shook me considerably. I remember thinking in my lucid dream that he possibly was “crazy” after all. I yelled angrily at him for cutting off all his gorgeous long hair and demanded to know why he had done such a seemingly crazy thing. He was literally bouncing all over the place with his high energy and did not acknowledge me much at all. He never responded to my questions about why he had cut his very long beautiful hair all off. It seemed to be a silly non-issue to him.

As I watched him, I slowly realized that our interdimensional bridge building project must be very close to being finished. That realization was terribly bittersweet. I was extremely happy we had completed our interdimensinal project, but I was also deeply saddened to have my beloved Mayan crazy twin brother leave me on Earth alone again. I sensed that once this bridge building project was finished, we would not see each other in dreamtime meetings like this ever again…

This was the last dream meeting I had with him in late 1983, which told me our invisible multidimensional energy bridge had indeed been completed. I was very happy and proud about that, but did miss him terribly for quite a while. I wondered if some of his actions in those last two dreams were his way of trying to make our upcoming disconnection a bit easier for me emotionally in physicality. I believe that was the case at any rate.”

Thanks go to my crazy twin brother for reconnecting with me again after twenty-eight years of physical time. I see you’re as colorful and wonderfully colorful as ever and I’m glad you’ve got your beautiful hair back too. 😉  We Starseeds can’t wait to have the big multidimensional Family Reunion with the rest of you all out there. Soon now.

Obviously it was a special treat for me to be led to this other persons recent dream experience with an eccentric ET friend I built an interdimensional energy bridge with back in 1982–83. It was also highly interesting to read what David Wilcock had to say about these positive ETs—those miserable “Asshole Hippies from Outer Space”—ETs who’ve evidently been energetically blasting or vaporizing (from up in space) certain physical man-made underground bases in the US and elsewhere. This doesn’t surprise me at all either because if you’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission, you know I’ve astrally been to a few of these physical man-made underground bases (and meeting places) while lucid dreaming during the 1970’s and 1980’s and saw human military and human civilians walking and talking with different non-human, non-physical ETs in these underground bases.

This information I was led to on the morning of Dec. 1, 2011 covered two related and very similar experiences I had decades ago, plus connected into and no doubt further explained what jolted me awake at 3:13 A.M. on December 1st. and more importantly why. Like I said, I became aware while laying there in bed feeling angry Dark energies flying around in the space in and around my house, that something from up in space (see all of David’s article about the huge ten-mile wide Mother ship supposedly in space near Earth blasting these underground bases) had caused these negative energies to be dislodged from below the surface of the Earth. It was great being led to read David’s higher sensory perceptions about these particular events. Lot’s of events past and present are being consciously connected now so we all know how vast these current changes are.

This complex, intertwined, usually humorous and weird multidimensional twists and turns and so-called coincidences are typical of certain positive ET/Starbeings and how they enjoy playing and communicating with us Starseeds down here in meat suits, especially when we’re bitching and complaining about how crappy and horrible it is here! Prior to us volunteering to come down here for the Ascension Process, I’m certain that most of us insisted that during those times when I/you/all of us Starseeds became depressed, overwhelmed, exhausted, too serious, too fixated on our individual Starseed Missions on Earth now, that some of our ET/Starbeing friends and family from Home would show up and do asinine things like howl, do flips around the room, stretch the skin on their face, or shave off their long gorgeous hair or anything else they could to knock and shock us out of our sticky, dense, heavy exhausted physical groove down here. I know Master Hotei would do seemingly crazy things like this to me sometimes too only to shock me into or out of some consciousness and/or emotional indulgence so he could insert higher energies into me. This is a familiar tactic that many Masters and ETs/Starbeings use when they need to shake someone out of a debilitating, sticky 3D trance.

It’s been a busy and intense ten days or so and I do not expect this to slow down at all, but instead increase in both the number of physical events, solar activity, and interdimensional weirdness and communications. Happy holidays in other words! Thanks again to all the multidimensional players for helping us make these larger Group connections now.

Denise

December 3, 2011

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Starseed Troop Withdrawals

Because there was some confusion and worry from some people when I mentioned the Separation of Worlds, I’ve waited to talk about this next topic. Like some topics I write about, this one is not for everyone who will read it. Because I can already hear and feel some confusion and panicked reactions from some people over this announcement, I repeat; this article is not directed at everyone who will read it. It is however for many of my readers, but not for all of them, so I ask each of you to please keep this in mind because this is a very complex topic and situation that’s recently begun unfolding. [This article is a continuation of Recent Repeated Dream Messages. https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2011/10/20/recent-repeated-dream-messages/  ]

 I had a vision message at the start of summer 2011, and in it I clairvoyantly saw a massive white-light pouring downward which was Source Energy. This brilliant white-light traveled downward until it reached a huge clear prism-like object. When the white-light hit this clear prism it fractured into different colored Rays of Light that radiated downward from Source’s perspective. There were colors in this Cosmic rainbow of Light Rays that I’ve never seen before and have no way of describing what they look like because there are no equivalents to them in this dimension. Each Ray was beautiful and unique beyond description. End of clairvoyant vision message.

There were no telepathic words interpreting this vision and none were needed. I instantly knew what this image represented and why I was seeing it at that time. I’m going to use this particular term—Troop Withdrawals—on purpose in an attempt to express multiple multidimensional events unfolding now and all for the same reasons. 

Many, but not all the incarnate Starseeds will choose to not remain on the new ascended 5D Earth world they’ve worked so long and so hard to manifest for others. Other incarnate Starseeds will choose to remain and live on the new ascended 5D Earth world for however long they individually feel the need or desire to do so. Many incarnate Starseeds will choose to return Home to their individual higher dimensions, stellar systems, galaxies, universe, Light Realms, or return to locations very close to Source.

Lots of options will become increasingly conscious in the incarnate Starseeds awareness from this point forward because we’ve reached the end of this phase of our Missions as those who Volunteered to come to Earth to embody/live/insert/anchor the Ascension Process and new timeline and Earth. This is what my summer clairvoyant vision represented; different colored Light Rays from Source becoming more conscious in the Starseeds because they’ve reached the beginning of the Starseed Troop Withdrawals or Going Home phase. Is this mandatory? Of course not, but no one is going to have to twist the arms of most Starseeds to return to their favorite Home stations!  As these many options become more conscious within the Starseeds awareness it will be helpful to pay extra attention to your inner messages, feelings, dreams and knowings. Multiple options and big changes are and will continue presenting themselves to Starseeds at the end of the Mayan calendar, the 11-11-11 shift, December 2011, and throughout 2012.

My vision revealed many different colored Rays of Light and each one of them were individual Home frequencies of every Starseed incarnate on Earth now. These Light Rays were pointing downward towards the new ascended 5D Earth and are energetic pathways back Home for each Starseed to use who wants to return to their Home. This option is just that, an option, not a total Troop Withdrawal of all now incarnate Starseeds over the next week only so please relax! These Starseed options from Source are now in place and will remain so don’t worry or become confused over this. Once we’re on the other side of 11-11-11 growing numbers of Starseeds will just suddenly know what their next move is so relax into these new transitions. The choice is yours, mine, and each of ours and there is no pressure or obligation to remain or to go so please relax and consider the many new options presenting themselves now and over the next year to the Starseeds.

Eva emailed me on October 23, 2011 about a recent vision and knowing she’s had and that she will be returning to her Home station soon. When she wrote me about this she knew nothing about the waking vision message I’d had during the summer. In my response letter to her I told her briefly about it, but she’s reading about my vision in detail from reading this article now, just as you are. With her permission, here are some quoted excerpts from her letter to me:

“I know people are very excited about the New Earth and all that, what comes and will be after the shift in 5D. To be honest, and I know I can be with you, I’m excited about something else. I Know I’ll be going Home very soon, but for me the feeling of Home isn’t in 5D. My feeling is that I’ll be going ALL the way HOME, close to Source, where I/We come from. And that feeling makes my heart sing!
I’ve had a confirmation vision of this feeling about a week ago. I saw golden ‘tubes’ connected to Earth, to me, and other from Source. Through one of those ‘tubes’ I saw my ‘essence’ leaving Earth, elevated farther and farther, until I wasn’t able to see this planet any more. Then I saw/sensed that I was very close to Source, as if I was on some sort of outer layer of Source. Sorry, I can’t describe this any better.
When I woke up, I remembered clearly all that I saw and felt. I had/have the KNOWING of going Home. In my understanding, my work is done here, I can go Home, and I won’t be involved with New Earth and New humanity, or if I will that will be from a ‘far distance’…
To be honest, I can’t ‘see’ anything after 11.11.11 I can’t even see this year December, so I’m truly hoping that is my exit date and I won’t be here any longer after.
Love Eva
Oct. 23, 2011″
I have experienced this type of major life/focus/reality shift from one phase and state of being into another phase and state of being before and it’s often impossible for us to see, sense or perceive the “us” (and reality) we’ll be on the other side of these major shifts we’re facing at the time. I’ve hinted for months that on the other side of 11-11-11 we’ll begin to know more about what’s coming next for us individually, until then however, it’s hard for many of us to even imagine this major shift into the next phase and so our near future may now seem blacked-out to our current awareness. But trust that you will soon perceive and know it.
I had a similar email from David about this topic on October 18, 2011. I got his permission as well to quote his letter. Thank you David for your generosity. Here’s his letter to me:
I hope you don’t mind a question in your busy schedule. Thank you for your web site, and your most recent article was quite amazing.
I’m a Wanderer. You mentioned the term along with Starseeds and Lightworkers in your most current article. I believe I’ve been on this planet for over 20,000 years. I’m tired and just want to go back home to my density. Are you of the opinion that Starseeds/Wanderers will be finishing up their contracts here and will be leaving soon? Do higher dimensional beings actually need to ascend again, since they already ascended once before? Or is ascension, in part, a way to return Wanderers, Starseeds, and Lightworkers to their home densities? When the call went out to assist Earth, a plan must have been put in place to get all the higher density beings who would come to 3D Earth back home. Could ascension then be more about that— with the hope that many 3D Earth natives would tag along for the ride after befriending and learning from these higher dimensional beings? I also sense 5D spaceships. Might there also be an evacuation for some higher dimensional beings who have family members on these ships?
I’m David. I live in New Hampshire, and I hope you’ll have the time and energy to email me back. I understand how tired we get and thank you once again.
David
Oct. 18, 2011″
There are a couple more layers to these recent Messages from Home to all Earth incarnate Starseeds. A couple of weeks ago a woman emailed me (I’ve hunted through my piles of emails and, forgive me, but I cannot find your letter or I would mention you by name) and she recommended a book that Barbara Hand Clow had told her was really great. The book is Not In HIS Image: Gnostic Vision, Sacred Ecology, and the Future of Belief  by John Lamb Lash 2006.
After I received this email book recommendation I went to Amazon.com to check it out because this was the first I’d heard about it. Now here comes the unexpected twist and second layer to this. While at Amazon looking at Lash’s book I stumbled upon (not hardly, I was meticulously led directly to this other book at this exact moment for specific reasons for me personally) another book which I instantly knew was the book I needed to read immediately. This second book is The Three Waves of Volunteers and The New Earth by Dolores Cannon 2011. I bought both books on the spot because I’m well-familiar with how my Higher Self jockeys me, and sometimes other people around, just to get me/them/many of us to consciously understand something important at the moment.
When these two new books arrived I immediately read The Three Waves of Volunteers and The New Earth. I knew the moment I was led to it that it had information I needed to connect with now as confirmation to many things I’ve known and lived most of my life and have written about myself over the years. There wasn’t any new information in this great book for me personally, but, it confirmed many things I’ve known and lived and that was the Message in it for me at this time—conformation. Many of you Starseeds/Wanderers will find this book by Dolores Cannon a great confirmation too to what you/us have gone through with our Starseed Soul Missions during these lives on Earth and others as well.

RECAP

 

  1. My 2011 summer awake vision of Source creating multiple different colored Light Rays (Eva saw them as “golden tubes”) out of Itself for Starseeds to use to energetically travel back Home.
  2. My Oct. 20, 2011 article Recent Repeated Dream Messages [see link above] about my Mom and I being shown in recent dream messages that our previous Starseed tools, multidimensional meeting places, multidimensional locations where we’ve been taught and/or further information was given to us during these incarnations, locations and methods of energetic repair work/healing done to Starseeds to help us continue our Ascension related Soul Missions in physicality on Earth. [See the Comments on that article from different people/Starseeds having similar dream messages recently.]
  3. David’s questions about Starseeds/Wanderers going Home and Ascension etc.
  4. Eva’s dream vision about her not remaining in the New 5D Ascended Earth world much longer but going Home soon instead.
  5. My being led to discover and quickly read Dolores Cannon’s latest book mentioned above.
  6. And last but certainly not least my recent realizations (and private email interactions with Sage in northern CA) that it was time for me to let go of my intense twenty-yearlong wish to move to northern California to live quietly and isolated in the forest in Nature. It was surprising when I realized recently that what I’ve desired for so long probably isn’t going to happen because I’ve accomplished this phase of my Ascension related Soul Mission and now have far more options before me.

Some of the Starseed options I’ve perceived so far I’ll list below, yet I know there’s many more of them that I’m not aware of. Lots of options exist for us as this current transition unfolds through November and December 2011, and throughout all of 2012 as well. Relax because there’s plenty of time to know what you want to do next and where.

  1. Remain in one’s ascended physical body on the New Ascended 5D Earth and perceive more soon about one’s options and decide at that point what you want to do next and where.
  2. Remain in one’s ascended physical body on the New Ascended 5D Earth and have a Rest and Recuperation period somewhere to heal the Ascension Process wounds and exhaustion if needed.
  3. Leave the New Ascended 5D Earth and have that nice Rest and Recuperation some place else of your choosing.
  4. Remain in one’s ascended physical body on the New Ascended 5D Earth as a Master and Teacher to the newly ascended humanity.
  5. Go back Home to whatever dimension and location that is for each of us and become the New non-physical, Inner Plane Guides, Assistants, Masters, Teachers etc. to the 5D humans living on the New Ascended 5D Earth. Some of us will choose to be the New non-physical Guides etherically whispering in some people’s ears and hearts like your old Guides did for you before the Ascension Process began.
  6. Go back Home, wherever that is for the many Starseeds, and just rest there for however long one desires.
  7. Go back Home to our particular Home stations and report what we’ve learned while in physicality on Earth to the others that remained when we Volunteered to come to 3D Earth and embody the Ascension Process. The knowledge/Light we’ve gained by our Volunteering to incarnating into such density, duality, negativity, darkness and chaos in physicality is tremendously valuable information that Source and all others will use to create new worlds and realities in other locations and so very much more.
  8. Go back Home, wherever that is for you, and just sit n’ grin n’ rest and be very happy about it all for a good long while!
  9. Go back Home and rest and recuperate for a while then fairly quickly go back out on your next Mission.
  10. All of the above and more.

Like I said, there’s more of these options and I know we’ll all be perceiving and feeling more of them on the other side of 11-11-11, and each of the remaining Energy Stair Steps/Gates/Portals between today and winter Solstice 2012. Just relax and feel your way along with this and you’ll perceive more (or simply know) over the months leading up to the 12-12-12 and 12-21-12 Cosmic alignment and Energy imprinting. We’ve finally reached the long-awaited transition into the New everything after all the years of brutal and dangerous transmuting and integrating we’ve done. Well done everyone, now lets walk across the 11-11-11 threshold and embody much more of the New Blueprints for humanity, Earth, and Home.

Denise

October 27, 2011

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You, Me & ETs In Multi-D

MULTIDIMENSIONAL INTERACTIONS BETWEEN STU & ME

I first met Stu on a forum in late 2007. We connected through certain posts on that forum and talked back and forth a few times over a period of a couple of months. Then one night, probably in early 2008, I had a lucid or conscious dream in which I wanted to locate another young woman—Jay—whom I’d met in 2005–2006 at another forum. Jay and I had posted and written many forum PM’s (Private Messages) back and forth too. I knew Jay physically lived in England somewhere, but on the physical plane I did not have her actual home address. I was however determined to find Jay in this lucid dream.

Lucid dreams or being conscious and able to direct yourself and the situations in them are rarely dreams from one’s subconscious, but are instead real events that take place while you are asleep and using your dream body or astral/etheric body vehicle instead of your physical body while awake in 3D. These types of multidimensional travels, meetings, conversations and learning adventures are just as “real” as any awake event that you experience while using your physical body within physicality. We have multiple bodies and each is a vibrational match to certain dimension we go to. Actually, in most cases these multidimensional lucid dream events, meetings, conferences, and/or teachings with one or more of your Guides/Starbeings, ETs, Stellar family/Angelics/other reincarnated Lightworkers/Wanderers/Starseeds/Wayshowers, are much more important and far-reaching than many of our awake daytime physical activities. At least this has been true prior to the start of the ascension process around 1998–1999.

As you may already know I and my physical body live in southern California. Jay and her physical body live in England, and Stu and his physical body also lives in England. In my lucid dream I found myself suddenly standing on some busy street corner in the daytime with traffic zipping all around me…driving on the wrong side of the street I might add!  In my hand I held a piece of paper with Jay’s home address on it, which in 3D physically I did not have. I stood there looking at the piece of paper with her address on it, wondering how in the world I was going to locate her house when I’ve never been to England physically. (This goes a long way in explaining why some of our lucid dreams turn into or get sidetracked into those long epic dreams where you’re struggling to get from point A to point B, but meet all sorts of weird stuff and characters along the way and never do make it to your original destination. We can sometimes become sidetracked in the etheric realm just like we can while awake in the physical!)

Suddenly in my lucid dream this young man and his girlfriend walk up to me—natives of England—and the young man asked if he could help me in any way. I told him that I was lost and not familiar at all with England and that I was there to find and talk with my friend named Jay. This young male stranger took my piece of paper with Jay’s address on it and said he was familiar with that street and that he’d be  happy to take me there. I was very grateful for his assistance, and so, off the three of us went through the streets of England, heading for Jay’s house.

There was something so kind, so familiar, so loving and helpful about this young male stranger in my lucid dream. I remember thinking how fortunate I was to have had his unexpected help in finding Jay’s house in a foreign country. I easily remembered what this young man and his girlfriend looked like after the dream ended and I woke up. Typically I’m able to remember my multidimensional (lucid dream) activities, so it wasn’t unusual for me retain the memory of this young couple upon waking. [See A Lightworker’s Mission for many more of my multi-D ET  interactions.] What comes next in this multi-D experience is unusual however, or at least it has been during my lifetime. Not so any longer thanks to the ongoing ascension process. We’ve arrived and are waking up to the fact that “we are who we’ve been waiting for” is a deep, multidimensional truth.

My lucid dream ended with this young man and his girlfriend walking me right up to Jay’s house. I thanked him repeatedly and we hugged each other like we’d known each other for years and were the best of friends and then the dream ended. It’s okay that I didn’t actually connect with Jay in this etheric plane journey, and please don’t think in that old linear 3D way because what needed to happen then did and it wasn’t about my connecting with Jay.  😉

I can’t remember now what exactly happened physically a week or so after my dream that caused Stu or I to say whatever it was that activated this whole event on the physical plane. But, through the forum that Stu and I posted at in 2007, one of us said something that caused me to wonder if Stu was the same young man that had helped me track down Jay’s house in my lucid dream! I didn’t allow Stu to described  himself to me but I immediately PM’ed him with my description of what this young man and his girlfriend looked like in my lucid dream. A few days later Stu emailed me a photo of himself and also one of his wife—and sure enough—it was them. It was Stu and not his girlfriend, but wife who had met me on that street corner in England and helped me locate Jay’s house in my lucid dream. I excitedly informed Stu in another PM that it was indeed he and his wife that were the two young people who helped my find Jay’s house. The only difference between the physical Stu (his current photograph) and how he appeared to me in my lucid dream was his hair. In my dream his hair was dark brown, thick and rather wavy. Physically Stu shaves his head or keeps it super short. That was the only difference, and his wife physically looked identical to how she appeared in my lucid dream.

Now this is a first for me in that I was able to PHYSICALLY connect with someone who I had interacted with ETHERICALLY while asleep and lucid dreaming in my etheric body. I’ve had these multi-D meetings, contacts, interactions and large-scale Lightworker/Wayshower/Starseed get-togethers with other people my whole life. I’ve also had many of my lucid dream meetings proven true after-the-fact by certain things reported about on physical TV. As a lifelong psychic, Starseed, Lightworker, I’m used to having multi-D experiences, ET/Starbeing meetings, tutoring, and remembering them, but not having anyone else (incarnate in 3D ) remember. My sister has a few times, decades ago, but that was it until Stu in early 2008. This was the first time I’d connected with the same person I’d interacted with etherically in waking life in the physical dimension. I was very excited about this because it told me that something huge had finally changed and that more and more of us like-vibrating souls would be connecting with each other multidimensionally and retaining conscious memory of the fact. That was what this lucid dream event with Stu was really all about—the current compressed evolution/ascension and reconnection with like-others now.

MULTIDIMENSIONAL INTERACTIONS BETWEEN STU, JANE, ROBIN, & SOME PLEIADIANS

I’ve changed the name of the young woman to Jane only because I haven’t gotten her consent to use her real name. (We’ve all been super busy!) I have gotten her Mother’s consent to use her name, so I will; it is Robin and she writes comments here occasionally, just as Stu does. The next stage of this multi-D unfolding has to do with Stu and Jane and Robin. I heard about this meeting after-the-fact through emails from both Robin and Stu. Stu and Robin have emailed each other prior to this event, and that was probably the reason why Jane and Robin were able to make the connection back to Stu, who they have never seen physically. Stu still lives in England, and Robin and Jane live on the east coast of the US. (I hope I get all of this part of the multi-D story correct. If not, please write Comments Stu, Jane, and Robin.)

Robin emailed Stu on April 28, 2010 to tell him of an interesting telephone conversation she’d had three weeks earlier with daughter “Jane”. In this phone conversation Jane told her Mom about an “odd dream” she’d had recently. In it she found herself on board a UFO craft and that there were several beings there—“…blond Nordic types.” (Note: Robin and Jane have had many, probably lifelong ET and Pleiadian interactions and much more so this is NOT something new to either of them.) This mother daughter phone conversation continued and Jane said “…that there was this other guy there, not one of them, but darker skinned, with dark brown curly hair. He had an English accent and came over and bent down and took both of my hands in his and asked me to pray with him…” Jane told her mother that, in her UFO, Nordic-looking ET lucid dream, she had the very distinct feeling that young man was Stu!

Because in physicality Jane actually knows a few other people who live in England, Robin asked her daughter if maybe it was one of those people and not Stu. Jane responded, “No, I remember thinking clearly in the dream that it was your friend, Stu.” Robin went on and informed Stu in her email that, “The thing that really struck me was the fact, Stu, that much like Denise—she saw you astrally with dark curly hair! So I guess maybe we are all the group of us connecting, and don’t even realize it!” End of Robin’s email to Stu about what her daughter “Jane” experienced in her recent lucid dream.

On April 30, 2010 Jane emailed Stu to discuss her lucid dream with what sounds very much like 5D Pleiadians, and her and Stu meeting while on a UFO with those nonphysical Pleiadians.

“Well, to start, I can’t even begin to tell you how clear it was that it was you merely because right as I was waking from the dream, I heard a voice say very loudly, ‘Oh, that was Stu…’ very matter of factly. Oddly enough, I knew immediately that it was you, as though you were someone I see in my day-to-day life. No doubt in my mind we were in the presence of the Pleiadians.

As for why we were praying, it was a prayer for us to be more open and enlightened to the messages around us. I guess you could call it a prayer for awareness?”

So, there it is in all of its wonderful multidimensional-ness! The real hoot is that this type of thing has happened for years or decades in our lives already, especially if you have any connections to other stellar groups (Starbeings/ETs) existing in higher dimensions because you’re a Starseed/Wanderer or Lightworker yourself. This next sentence is important. If you’re a Starseed/Wanderer and/or Lightworker, then you too have had many of these types of dream state multi-D meetings, tutoring, guidance, and literal get-togethers with some 5D (and 6D, 7D, 8D) ETs/Starbeings, and also with other Starseeds/Wanderers and Lightworkers who are reincarnate on earth now because of the ascension process. So maybe you’re seeming dream state “abduction” wasn’t one at all, but just another very normal etheric, multidimensional meeting with nonphysical friends and family from your particular stellar and dimensional favorite Home station. Something to at least consider.

The next level with all of this now in Phase Two of our continued ascension or compressed evolutionary process and the many DNA, body, brain, consciousness changes is that we’re rapidly becoming more consciously aware of the fact that we are indeed really multidimensional beings who function on multiple dimensions as easily and naturally as we can walk from one room to another in our physical houses. The more the ascension process—the solar flares, CME’s, galactic energy wave transmissions or pulses that help transform our bodies and consciousness—the more consciously aware we’ll become to our functioning within multiple dimensions and our interactions with the many ETs, Starbeings, Angelics, Masters, small Groups of higher dimensional Collectives, and so on. Phase Two will help us get familiar with our multi-D natures and also with our re-entry back into “Universal Society”, now that we’ve integrated our lower aspects and energies and lived through the ascension process. My reason for this post was to try to give the readers a glimpse of actual multidimensional memories and interactions that other people and myself have had recently and why. This is the beginnings of us consciously re-entering Universal Society and being able to directly interact with different ETs, Starbeings and Other nonphysical beings. Thank you Stu, Robin, and Jane for allowing me to share your, our, personal multi-D experiences here at TRANSITIONS for the benefit of all.  And a thank you also to our Starbeing friends and kin at higher dimensional levels too.

Denise Le Fay

May 19, 2010

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Starbeings/ETs Different Appearances

Fig. 3.5. Ancient ET Bird Beings from A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution by Denise Le Fay, Artist Yasmeen Harper 2010.

John recently asked me about the differences in some Starbeings and ETs appearances so I thought I’d share what I know about this topic. [See A Lighworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution for some Starbeings/ET illustrations and portraits and many of my physical and interdimensional experiences with some of Them]

I think some people get confused with this topic because they’re more used to physicality and people and animals not changing physically, other than aging. From what I’ve experienced, seen, and remembered many higher dimensional nonphysical beings—Starbeings and ETs—evolve to a point where they can intentionally appear in many forms depending upon whom they are interacting with, where and why. See, even trying to discuss this topic will require people to use different aspects of their consciousness and get themselves outside of third dimensional linear time. To talk about this much more accurately we’ve got to go multidimensional and use our multidimensional awareness. It’s easier than you’d think so let go and let’s go.

In my past life in Egypt at the beginning of the Age of Leo (12,600 B.C.), the three Starbeings that I (and many of you reading this) knew there were really nonphysical beings from three different dimensions and three different stellar systems; 8D Orion, 6D Sirius, and 5D Pleiades. They were not naturally physical any more than you and I are. They down-stepped their higher dimensional energies and vehicles (bodies) to the point that they could become physical and manifest within third dimensional Earth physicality back then. When they were finished (just like the Mayans), they simply increased their energies back up vibrationally to what was more familiar and “normal” to them and disappeared from the lower, slower third dimension (Earth) vibratory field. Volume up/volume down, slow down/speed up vibrationally is all this is really about and with us ascending back into Universal Society now and over the next years, we all will be learning how this one works across the cosmic board with many different dimensional Starbeings/ETs/Lightbeings etc. (All this is much the same as the Ascension Process where we, our consciousness and body vehicles have been energetically evolving and speeding up via greatly increased amounts of Light within us.)

In other words, certain Starbeings/ETs will appear one way to us within 3D Earth physicality (and I’m talking about prior to our Ascension Process and dimensional shifting) if they too take on actual bodies or vehicles to be in this dimension with us, such as my 12,600 B. C. past life memory. In A Lightworker’s Mission I included three portraits of these three Starbeings from Orion, Sirius, and the Pleiades as they appeared in that physical past life at that time. I also included two other portraits of other-dimensional Starbeings that appeared in that same past life, BUT, as they existed at that time within their own nonphysical, higher dimensional stellar homes. These two particular portraits are of a male and female Lion Being couple from nonphysical 6D Sirius at that time. I suspect they too have evolved beyond those Lion body vehicles that I saw in 12,600 B. C. The other book illustration is of another super ancient Starbeing race of Bird-headed Beings (the image above). And again, I would suspect that many (not all, but many) of those Bird Beings have since evolved into different vehicles or bodies at this point.

I’ve intimately known a 6D Sirian who down-stepped his normal vibratory rate enough to be able to manifest and  physically live and work within ancient 3D Egypt, and he looked (in 12,600 B.C.) like a rather unique and intense human with dark copper hair and pure green eyes. On the other hand, I’ve clairvoyantly seen some different sixth dimensional (6D) Starbeings/ETs that looked only like sacred geometric shapes and other strange energy patterns, and not humanoid, or Lion Beings at all while I was traveling within the sixth dimension. So you see, it all depends upon where one (you and/or Them) is dimensionally as to what appropriate body or vehicle a Starbeing/ET (you and I) will be using in the different dimensions. And to add to the complexity of this, is the fact that most all nonphysical, higher dimensional evolved beings can and do “shape shift” or more accurately, manifest in whatever external appearance that they feel would affect us in the best way at that exact moment. If they are trying to teach us something, they will either appear one way for us at that time, or they will downplay or cover or hide some aspect of themselves so that we don’t fixate or obsess on their appearance. They also use this ability to appear differently to us if needed to help trigger or teach or shock or activate something within us at the time. You’d do the same thing to drive a point home to someone (especially a Starseed/Wanderer Lightworker) you were trying to teach or help to remember something important.

For me to help trigger some of you reading this to better grasp multidimensionality, think of humans within the third dimension. You know what we look like and how we move etc. Now think of when humans die or exit 3D physicality and how “they” seemingly appear, now that they’re not in 3D anymore in a physical vehicle. Dead humans can appear to us as ghosts that still resemble their old physical bodies/faces. They can also appear to us as not resembling what they looked like at all while they were in 3D. They can appear to us as “orbs” of only light and energy, or mists of energy, colors of light  flashing or moving, dark masses of energy, and so on.

Depending upon which dimension our consciousness is tightly focused in on, and especially if we have also projected an aspect of our SELF into it, then we AND the Starbeings/ETs will typically appear in a matching vehicle (body) to the realm or dimension we are within at that time. When in Rome. 😉 See how much more fun and creative multidimensionality and multidimensional consciousness is? Does reentering Universal Society make a bit more sense now that we’ve ascended vibrationally and shifted dimensionally out of 3D?  How exciting!

Denise

January 23, 2010

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