Here Comes Your Soul Mate

Recently Lauren Gorgo mentioned something in her “Ass Over Teacup” article that her “Pleiadian High Council” (PHC) said:

“The PHC say that the pituitary and pineal are finally signing prenups and preparing to merge in sacred union…aka the sacred marriage of the male and female energies within us & the recipe/ingredients for transfiguration) Apparently, from this merging forward “all will be regarded as “new territory” and the old world will seem separated by a demarcation point. This demarcation point represents the completion of the merging process and from the point onward, our conscious memory will seem split before and after ascension.”

Lauren goes on to say:

“So curiously people…is this like BC/AD? I am pretty intrigued by that notion, and can’t help but draw the correlation. BA/AA??? Would love your feedback on that idea…”

I’ve perceived this demarcation point”, this “BA/AA”—Before Ascension/After Ascension(loved that, very funny and clever) for a few years now and am beginning to feel the outer edges of it. In my way I’ve written about it, hinted at it, speculated about it, thrown my own strange names at it and shared a bit about what I sense it will produce in us and automatically our external reality/world. One of the ways I’ve hinted at this final separation or “demarcation point” from how we incarnated in this life and have perceived “reality” and how the old lower Earth was to how it will be radically different is:

Consciousness changes = reality changes.

It’s that simple yet that amazingly difficult and profound.


Because I’ve remembered large chunks of the Involution Process or our intentional original Separation from Source, I’ve been able to see a bit more easily how this current Ascension Process is the same process but in reverse and tremendously compressed and sped-up. Instead of us separating our SELF into multiple smaller aspects (selves) to Involute, the Ascension Process is the reverse of this meaning we reconnect energetically, rewire, plug back in, collect, integrate and unify within ourselves what we worked so hard to originally separate so we could experience and further create from within the more dense created worlds and dimensions.

There was a profound demarcation point when we originally involuted into this massive separation and continued fragmenting from Source/SELF, and naturally there will be an important evolutionary demarcation point once our rewired selves, bodies, two brain hemispheres and pineal and pituitary glands—the sacred female and sacred male energy aspects or our real Soul Mate Selves—are rewired and unified once again. I sense this final transfiguration ascension phase is happening during the last three years of the Mayan calendar; 2010, 2011, and 2012.

Remember the super-ancients that existed long ago in the very beginning of etheric and eventual physical manifestation on Earth? Remember the original Lemurians? Remember some of the higher dimensional Starbeings/ETs/Angelic Beings etc. and how many of them are androgynous and not separated into dualized aspects/sexes? Now remember and feel in your heart why. They didn’t travel as far down dimensionally  and energetically into increasing density  and duality as we have so it wasn’t necessary for many of them to further separate or polarize their male/female energies within themselves to the degree we have to enter dense 3D physicality. They didn’t need (or desire) to separate and polarize their female/male energies, brains and consciousness to the extreme level that humans in 3D Earth have. The many polarized Veils of Separation were not in place for them as they needed to be for beings desiring to experience physical life in a physical dimension.

This is why the summer of 2010 and beyond are the initiating very physical and physically manifesting Cardinal Squares and T-squares will continue to be so important at this point within the Ascension Process and the last three years of the Mayan calendar. Many of us are entering this more obvious evolving or ascending “demarcation point” within the Ascension Process now.

Remember also how all things are planned, designed and created within higher dimensions first? Remember how whatever is planned, designed and created there first, manifests lastly within the most dense dimension and body that humans exist in—Earth and their physical bodies. The 2010 Cardinal Squares/T-squares are assisting us to initiate, create, manifest and ground our compressed ascension/evolution BACK into growing amounts of internal integration or unity; our plugging back in and reconnecting with our previously separated and fragmented aspects via the multiple body, brain, and DNA rewiring. We’re experiencing this process very quickly in reverse, and evolving/ascending back into much more integrated, unified, non-polarized beings that will fully exist on a matching higher dimensional and higher frequency planet. There will naturally be an important demarcation point with this reversed process also.

Consciousness changes = reality changes.


The Sacred Marriage or connection with your real “Soul Mate” is currently happening right inside your rewiring, reconnecting two brain hemispheres, brain glands (Pineal and Pituitary primarily), your reconnecting DNA, your central nervous system, your blossoming 5D High Heart Consciousness and multiple energy bodies. This is and will continue causing the manifestation of your ascended 5D High Heart Consciousness and matching external reality on the NEW 5D Earth. Due to the brain rewiring process and related Pineal and Pituitary gland integration (each person’s male/female aspects, energies and consciousness), plus the related Brow and Crown chakra evolution, we are rapidly becoming a NEW evolved, ascended, non-polarized, male/female/female/male integrated human that carries far more Light and Greater SELF within unified Self. That will automatically produce this wondrous reversed evolutionary demarcation point Lauren and her “PHC” group were talking about.

I’ve been saying how our earlier 3D lives in this same life and body will increasingly seem to us—from our evolving, unifying perspective and especially from this demarcation point backward—to be another of our so-called past lives and past-life selves. From the higher 5D side of this demarcation point forward, it will seem to us to be a brand NEW life or incarnation; a new higher frequency body with a fully integrated brain and greatly expanded non-linear consciousness, integrated, unified or “married” inner male/female aspects, emotions and energies existing within a like-frequency 5D Earth and reality. But the obvious and really impressive (and brutally painful) fact is that we remained IN-BODY and ran the multidimensional energy gauntlet that the real Alchemical Ascension Process is physically and transmuted our separated and polarized lower frequency Lead back into integrated and unified (rewired) 5D Gold. Take a bow already will ya! 🙂 The Universe is applauding wildly over what we’ve done so far and are continuing to do and create.


September 29, 2010

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The Many Little Deaths

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When I was a kid I hated reading, hell I hated school! My Dad tried to get me to read and I just found it all so boring. Then, when I finally got out of school and discovered books that actually interested me I couldn’t read enough of them. It wasn’t that I didn’t like reading, it was that I didn’t like what school demanded I did read. But once I discovered Dion Fortune back in the early 1970s, I was hooked and nothing stopped me for decades. I’d finally found information I could relate to; information that told me things I needed to hear then, information I cared about deeply and which validated my strange psychic and paranormal experiences.

Back then I could absorb a book every couple of days and retain almost all of what I’d read. Not only that, but I could recall where in the book such and such information was. I don’t have a photographic mind, I have a dyslexic mind with Mercury retrograde conjunct my MC from the 10th. I’ve had to learn to work around the lower mind, linear words, and linear time glitches and I usually do okay… all things considered.

Then my Ascension Process started and everything changed overnight. I went from loving reading and being able to absorb information with the greatest of ease, to, not being able to read one small paragraph and understand or retain anything I’d read! It was devastating. It was depressing. It was frustrating beyond belief to not be able to make my old familiar mind work and read those words and sentences and understand or retain any of it. What in the freaking hell was suddenly “wrong” with me?!

Not only did my ability to read, retain and comprehend end abruptly, but I also had long phases back then (1999-2006-ish) of not being able to remember certain words for things and objects. During this mega unpleasant and highly frustrating time I actually forgot my first name, I could hardly communicate, would have to resort to pantomime just to try to express myself. It was horrible. My laser-like mental focus, my instantaneous ability to effortlessly fall into an altered state of consciousness to access Higher information, and/or to talk with my much beloved higher dimensional Star Beings and Family from Home, my easy ability to read and retain what I read was gone, gone and really seriously GONE! And, it didn’t magically and instantly return either. Nope, it was years before I got through that truly horrible first phase of the Ascension Process. There were numerous other ascension symptoms happening at the same time as this, but I didn’t know any of this was “Ascension” related. I just thought I was falling apart, that I may have been having a “breakdown” of some strange type, or that I was having THE worst menopause in recorded history! I didn’t know until years later that what I was living through then were the repeated Little Deaths of my ego self and all of those old nifty, highly fine-tuned tools of perception I’d had as a psychic/sensitive within old 3D reality.

It was a slow process of going through the “falling” of my thinking abilities, my ability to effortlessly communicate something to someone, to remember names and the right words for simple everyday things. Things like water, screwdriver, socks, fertilizer, orange juice. It would require 10 minutes worth of words before I could collect enough of them that resembled SCREWDRIVER and it was exhausting, frustrating for me, and for the poor other person having to listen and watch this pathetic attempt at communication. Such is the worst phases of the ascension process. Such is the dismantling of our egos and intellects, our razor-sharp mental abilities and many, many, other things.

I’d be reduced to trying to express that I was looking for a screwdriver to this: “You know, it’s that long silver thingy. It’s got that pointy thing at its end. It’s kinda cold and shiny. You know…!”

All those words but I couldn’t remember screwdriver! Or orange juice: “Where’s that stuff, that cold stuff we drink? You know…we drink it in the mornings! We keep it in that thingy where we keep the cold food!” Again, all those words but not the ONE important one. And obviously, other people who hear you in this state just look at you with that flat expression like they’re watching you wondering why you’re even out in public!

I remember buying really great books back during this time and barely being able to get through them. I had one of Barbara Marcinak’s Pleiadian channeled books and I normally would have burned through it in two days, but this one sat on my bookshelf for a year because I couldn’t read or retain any of it. I also remember pushing it and struggling anyway to try and read. I’d literally reread one small paragraph eight times and still not be able to understand one word of it! I also couldn’t hold my mental focus on reading because it too was gone, gone, seriously GONE! I finally just gave up and stopped reading until brain function transformed into what its become today.

The point with this Ascension symptom—as with so many of them—was to move beyond that level of perception, that old lower state of awareness within myself, my powerful connection with linear time and keeping physical ‘reality’ as safe and smooth as I could. Being psychic and sensitive, I was used to running on 12 cylinders anyway and having my invisible feelers far, far out in all directions around me constantly, always being ultra-aware, but all that had to be torn down so I could ascend/evolve beyond it into a NEW and much higher level of consciousness and being.

So when you find yourself suddenly not being able to remember simple words and names for common everyday things; when you find your mental process acting like a bomb has gone off right in the middle of your well-defined and manicured intellect; when you sound and look like you’re not running on any cylinders at all, rejoice because it most likely means you’re deep into your Ascension Process and big chunks of you, your 3D polarized mind, density and Duality, your old lower ego self are dying and naturally being replaced with much more interesting and higher frequency aspects of the higher YOU. Just put the reading material down for as long as you need and let these old lower aspects of your 3D self fall away. Fear not, just go with the transformational flow and release and know something vastly better will automatically take its place. ❤


September 1, 2008

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How Do I KNOW That?

Over the past few years I’ve been aware that how I know things, how I’m accessing information has changed dramatically. It’s not the old familiar ego-based consciousness, it’s not tiny left-brain intellectual thinking, nor is it even intuitive or psychic perception. It’s higher and much larger knowing of things; it’s not linear thinking. It is Higher Mind, HighHeart Consciousness.

Being a life-long sensitive, psychic, seer I was fairly familiar with how my mind works, how information comes to me and how my mind fiddles and analyzes things. If you’re sensitive/psychic/clairvoyant etc., it becomes highly important that you learn to discern what are indeed YOUR thoughts and feelings in comparison to picking up OTHER people’s thoughts and feelings. I’ve made the mistake of assuming that certain thoughts were mine when actually they were someone else’s, so, I’ve gotten familiar with how my mind works and how I deal with incoming information and so on.

Because of this I was a bit more conscious of my consciousness. When this began changing a few years ago I noticed it immediately. I just knew/know certain things with NO previous knowledge about it whatsoever. Now that sort of thing really makes you pay attention to what’s in your awareness, coming out of your mouth, or on to the written page! It makes you ask yourself, “How did I know that?”

I’ve discovered it’s due to my being closer to my own Higher Self now. Because of this I’m able to access knowledge/Light/information which to “me” seems incredibly vast and amazing. Sometimes I can grab all of it in those few moments and retain it long enough to externalize it to someone or write about it. Much of the time these higher connections with vast amounts of Light/information that my Higher Self has always had at its finger tips, seems to me to be huge chunks of higher knowledge that I often have difficulty expressing at this slower earthly rate. Frustrating sometimes and yet, I know that at another level I DID get it all and often, it isn’t even important that I express it.  Higher knowing is knowing without any emotional excitement (ego) about it and/or  needing to share it with others. This type of awareness comes through the High (ego-less) Heart and not the mind in the way we’re used to thinking of it. It’s an instantaneous knowing something. I know how weird that must sound to people who’ve not as yet experienced this, but when you do, it’ll make perfect sense…in an unthinking way.

I know this is a new way of perception for those of us who’ve been living the ongoing ascension process and it will become the next primary way we all perceive. High Heart awareness that comes from our being vastly closer to (and more aware of) our own Higher Selves and Source. It’s the beginning stages of us perceiving within 5D well beyond lower polarized, dual thinking/consciousness. Triality or Unity consciousness, where that higher third aspect point is your own Higher Self.

So when you find yourself knowing certain things and not knowing how you know, know that you’ve transitioned beyond the old lower 3D linear polarized thinking and awareness and have arrived at the edge of a larger, higher , 5D way of perception. Hello Uranus…hello Aquarius…hello more of Me and everything.


July 3, 2008

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