“The Interim” by Cosmic Awareness

new paradigm ahead

Please listen to this December 22, 2012 channeled message from Cosmic Awareness through Will Berlinghof because it will help you, if needed, to better understand that all of these “three days” (12-21-12, 12-22-12, 12-23-12) are profoundly important transitional Ascension Stair Steps. Download and listen to this message, this description about these “three days”, as it will help you understand that this too is an unfolding Process and that it didn’t all happen yesterday December 21, 2012, but is still unfolding today, tonight, tomorrow and tomorrow night.

USE these “three days” and be in your High Heart; USE them to send your love, gratitude and thanks to those humans and animals (your beloved pets etc.) and/or locations, places  etc. that have given so much to you in this life and/or in other lives as well. And pay attention to your dreams during these “three days” (72 hours)  because there is a lot of non-physical meetings with old friends; greetings with loved ones who died years or decades ago etc. which is part of this Ascension Life Review transition we’re going through during these “three days” (72 hour period).

My deepest thanks and gratitude to Cosmic Awareness and Co. for these very important last few days channeled messages. ♥

http://rainbow-phoenix.com/blog/2012/12/22/dec-22-cosmic-awareness-message-the-interim.html

Denise Le Fay

December 22, 2012

The Hathors On Transition States

This latest from the Hathors/Tom Kenyon is really great in that we’re finally getting down to the nitty-gritty, which is what 2011 really is.

Over the past four years I’ve repeatedly talked about:  stop recreating the old lower world negative stuff in the new higher world that’s manifesting, and we’re evolving beyond money and money consciousness, and dream larger, dream higher than that old lower patriarchal crap, and think outside the old lower 3D consciousness Box, and Consciously Create higher ways and things right over the collapsing old world stuff, and so on. The one thing I haven’t mentioned yet that the Hathors did that’s so important is the…“go into the Light” con job. If you want to enter the Recycle Bin for souls, then by all means head down the tunnel and aim for “the Light” at the end of it. If not, then you should avoid it and at least ponder other possibilities first. And just think of how many people believe they’re helping other souls by directing and assisting them into the Light during the dying of their physical body, which is really recycling them right back into another incarnation within the same world they just left.

In my opinion, every paragraph from the Hathors in this channeling is important and needed for what we are and will be living through during 2011. Gratitude to the Hathors and Tom Kenyon for this timely message and reminder.

Denise

April 23, 2011

TRANSITION STATES OF CONSCIOUSNESS

Definitions

“Chaotic Nodes are clusters of chaotic events.  According to the Hathors, Earth has entered a Chaotic Node and, as a result, we can expect ever-increasing levels of chaos—including but not limited to earthquakes, volcanic activity, aberrant weather patterns, ecological distress, as well as economic, social and political turmoil.

Transition States of Consciousness are what the Hathors call the in-between places when a major loss has occurred and we find ourselves temporarily poised between an old reality that has passed away and a new reality that has not yet fully formed.

Perceptual markers are a term the Hathors use to describe how we make sense of our world and navigate through our lives using our five senses.

The Message

By their very nature Chaotic Nodes tend to generate transition states of consciousness. Transition states of consciousness emerge when perceptual markers disappear. And when this occurs you enter a null zone in which your old reality no longer exists, or has changed radically, while your new reality has not yet come into existence.

Due to the fact that you have entered an even more intense phase of the Chaotic Node, we wish to share with you our views regarding transition states, in the hopes that you will be able to utilize this knowledge for your own benefit.

For our purposes we can divide transition states into three primary categories: 1) personal transition states, 2) collective transition states and 3) physical death.

Personal Transition States

Let us turn our attention to personal transition states first, for your personal perception is the pivotal point around which your perceived reality operates.

Your perception of reality is fundamentally a personal creation. It is influenced by the collective perception of your culture, time, place and circumstance, but fundamentally your perception of what is real and not real is a creation—your creation.

Your perception of reality depends upon habits of perception, if you are like most persons. You are used to experiencing certain realities in your life and these tell you where you are, so to speak. You wake up in the morning and you look to the clock and the collective perception of time is immediately before you. Your choice to engage this illusion, or not, is a personal one. Indeed, one of the signs of spiritual mastery is the ability to navigate cultural illusions successfully while clearly understanding their nature.

When a situation in your personal life shifts dramatically there is a tendency for the perceptual markers to disappear or re-organize themselves.

Let us present one possible scenario. If you have worked at the same job for many years you have built your life around the demands of this position. You eat lunch at a certain time. You return home at a certain time. You interact with others in specific ways, tailored to fit the demands of your job.

If that job were suddenly removed, unexpectedly, those perceptual markers would disappear. There would be no need to get up at a certain time, eat at a certain time, return home at a certain time, and the people you interacted with for the bulk of your waking hours would no longer be available to you.

This situation is inherently disorienting for most people. Again, the perceptual markers have disappeared.

The same phenomenon occurs when any radical shift in your personal life takes place. If a relationship that is important to you suddenly ends the perceptual markers of that relationship disappear, and you enter the transition state of consciousness.

If you have a health crisis and your physical life is affected in radical ways the perceptual markers disappear, and this can be disorienting. You have entered a transition state of consciousness.

As the Chaotic Node increases in its intensity more and more persons will experience the shock waves of their old reality crumbling before them. What was certain in their lives is now uncertain. What was solid ground is seen to be no longer solid. We mean this both figuratively and literally.

There is another wave of transition states that is emerging from this Chaotic Node. It is already affecting many persons, but its affects will spread out in consciousness much like a tsunami.

This particular transition state has to do with the collapse of the collective lies of your culture. Increasingly more and more of you will see behind the shadow play; you will sense the puppet masters, and although their identities may elude you, you will see with increasing reality that aspects of your culture are a manipulation, a limitation, and in many cases, downright lies.

The lie that we are speaking to here is not the lie of economics, the lie of wars, or the lie of confining religions, but the lie of your identity—a lie that ensures your imprisonment. This lie is the belief and cultural assertion that you are nothing more than a physical human being and that there are, in fact, no other realms of being beyond your earthy experience.

The recognition of this lie is a harbinger of personal freedom, but in its beginning stages it can be quite disorienting. This is because multidimensional experiences are so different from your earthly day-to-day experiences.  If you find yourself marooned between your earthly and multidimensional life, you have entered a transition state of consciousness.

Our purpose in sharing this information is to suggest a practical course of action during transition states of consciousness.

When you personally enter a powerful transition state you might, like many human beings, remain stuck in overwhelm. Many individuals find the shock of realizing that their perceptual markers have disappeared, along with the reality that they assumed to be real, deeply disturbing.

Due to the fact that time is accelerating—and by this we mean more events taking place in less time—remaining in a state of shock or overwhelm is a psychological indulgence which you cannot afford. The essential point we wish to convey here is that regardless of the nature of the transition state, whether it is personal in nature having to do with changes in your personal life, or due to recognizing your cultural manipulation—you are the creator of your reality.

You may have stories to explain why suddenly your life is bereft, but these are just stories. You may blame other persons, situations, or institutions for your problem, but this is misplaced responsibility. Your stories may be true and there may be other persons, situations or institutions to blame, but when you have entered a transition state of consciousness, you are at the central vortex of a powerful creative process. There is no reason or need to cry over “spilt milk” as one of your folk sayings goes. What is lost is lost. What is gone is gone.

Now the central question becomes, “What will you do?”

Will you remain stunned, in shock, in overwhelm, anger and sadness? Or will you step into your identity as a creator of your life?

To those of you who choose to remain in lower states of consciousness, we have no comment.

Our comments are for those of you courageous enough and bold enough to step into your identity as creators. If you are one of these, here is what we suggest.

When everything disappears, meaning the perceptual markers of your former reality, understand that you have entered into a void point.

A void point is a critical transition between an old reality and a new one. That which was, has ended. Instead of regretting the loss, you accept the void. This is, for many persons, a challenging undertaking, because in the void point there is nothing that can be done. You must simply be a witness to it, and to yourself, for in this no-man’s land there are no perceptual markers.

Be careful what new markers you put into place, for these ideas and beliefs will be the stars in the new sky of your mind, and you shall navigate your way into these new times by the stars (thoughts and beliefs) that you have placed in the heavens of your own consciousness. So be wise when you go about creating new stars, our fellow navigators of the Mystery.

Collective Transition States of Consciousness

The human collective, from our perspective, is currently like an immense cosmic serpent shedding its old skin, writhing and twisting, scraping off old encumbrances. Some of these take the form of economic turmoil. Some of them are political in nature. Some of them are the collapse and transformation of cultural institutions. And some of these writhings and twistings are related to earthquake and volcanic activity, as well as aberrant weather patterns.

As natural and manmade disasters increase, more and more of you will find yourselves entering transition states of consciousness. Obviously those who experience an earthquake, volcano or destructive weather directly are the most prone to enter transition states, but those of you who are empathic in nature can experience the brunt of a natural or manmade disaster as if you were physically present.

Indeed as the veil that separates human consciousnesses from one another dissolves, more and more of you will experience the changes taking place in the world at a visceral level.

We now wish to address the question of a new creation for those of you who may find yourself in the aftermath of a natural or manmade disaster, such as an earthquake, a volcanic eruption, or destructive weather patterns.

If the destructive force is strong enough, the perceptual markers of your former reality may no longer exist. Your home or place of business may no longer be there. You may find yourself dealing with shortages of food and water, and there are any number of variables that can come together to create a state of shock and overwhelm.

We wish to be very clear in what we are about to say. Shock and overwhelm in the face of disasters are a natural mammalian response, and if you are to transcend and transform the moment you must reach upward to higher dimensions of your own existence, your own being, to those realms of consciousness that are beyond time and space.

To the extent that you are able to incorporate the transcendent aspects of your being as part of the equation for your survival, you will be able to mitigate the shock and overwhelm.

The central feature that needs to be identified in the midst of chaos, any form of chaos, is the portal of opportunity.

This opportunity for survival or for a new life may present itself in ways you do not expect. This is because the perceptual markers are no longer in place and your consciousness may not recognize an opportunity when it presents itself.

There is a deep-seated human habit, or tendency, that wishes to conform new realities to those of the past. This would be an unfortunate habit to engage in these situations.

There is much we could say about the hyper-dimensional realities involved in choice making during chaotic events, but we wish to “cut to the chase” and give that which will be most practical. Perhaps some other time we can share with you our philosophical musings about your infinite nature and the infinite possibilities that reside within you. However, for now, let us be a little simplistic and give you a formula to recognize and create opportunities for new life and a new destiny when they present themselves to you.

Assuming that you have entered a transition state of consciousness and that you have befriended the void point and are more or less comfortable with the great uncertainty of your situation, this is what we suggest.

Be curious and expect miracles.

By entering a state of curiosity you engage an aspect of your mind that is free to move unfettered by expectation. It becomes very much like the mind of a child, and it is this innocence—which is not the same as childishness—that allows you to enter a vibratory state of consciousness, which greatly benefits you.

By holding the expectation of miracles you release the power of creation within you, and to the extent that you accomplish this you will find increasing incidences of serendipity, coincidences of benefit and unexpected treasures, whether they be physical in nature or mental and emotional.

This combination of curiosity about what will happen next joined with an expectation of miracles will move you rapidly from the void point to a new life, a new creation, regardless of what might be happening for those around you.

During collective transition states of consciousness it is helpful to remember that each person is the creator of his or her own reality, and in the midst of chaos people will make different choices and enter different personal realities.

Do not be swayed by those who enter lower vibratory realms. You cannot save them from themselves. Look upward and live upward with curiosity and an expectation of miracles, and even in the gravest of situations miracles can, and will, occur for you.

Physical Death

One of the greatest difficulties for embodied beings is the transition state of consciousness you call death. This is due to the fact that all perceptual markers, including the five senses, disappear. If a person identifies solely with his/her material existence, he or she will find this transition state to be most difficult. This is because what she or he identified with no longer exists.

Although the physical world continues on, there is no input into consciousness from the five senses. It is as if the world has vanished and the body along with it. The great I Am, the central feature of transcendent consciousness, no longer receives information from the body, the five senses, or the external world. This can be deeply disturbing and disorienting for someone who has not directly experienced the other realms of his or her being.

Metaphorically speaking, you are like a vast tree, a Tree of Life, with many branches and many, many leaves and blossoms, and your current physical existence is just one of these leaves and one of these blossoms.

When a person passes through the transition state of consciousness you call death there are several options. If you are in a spiritual tradition the central figure of which is a guru, avatar or savior, you can follow the path of this being into the vibratory realm of his/her consciousness. In some religions this is known as heaven.

If you follow the path of a guru, avatar or savior understand that you are entering into his/her heaven, her/his vibratory attainment, and by necessity you enter also into his/her limitations in consciousness.

From our perspective the universe is infinite in nature, and by this we refer not to external space but to the interdimensional realities of your universe, and there is no single being in existence, from our experience, who understands and embraces all that is.

If, however, you wish to join your guru/avatar/savior in the death realms we have a few suggestions. One is to mentally call upon his/her name. This is an ancient understanding encapsulated in the Egyptian term Ren, meaning name. When you call upon the name of a spiritual being an aspect of him/her is compelled to move toward you.

If, in that moment of encountering your guru/avatar/savior, he or she deems you worthy, you will be taken by him/her into his/her heavenly realm.

For those of you in eastern spiritual traditions there are mantras connected with specified deities. Chanting these mantras mentally during death, or in the death realms, has the same effect.

For those of you who are not part of a spiritual tradition that follows a guru, avatar or savior, then the transition state of consciousness called death offers other possibilities.

As with the other two transition states of consciousness, the death realm has a void point, and its dominant features are stillness (silence) and darkness. All possibilities exist within the Void, but no actuality is in existence. It is like the acorn of an oak tree. The oak, the giant tree itself, is potentially within the acorn, but it does not yet exist.

So when you find yourself in the Void, which you will recognize by the fact that you are utterly alone in darkness and utter stillness, know that you are in the central nexus of your creative powers.

What you choose to create next will determine the course of your destiny and what worlds you will inhabit or realms of existence you will reside in. This is a critical juncture.

Many persons frightened by the darkness move to the light prematurely. And what they do not realize is that in their yearning they create the light. A portal opens before them, like a tunnel, and they can move into this tunnel of light, encountering those they have known before, thereby entering back into embodiment or other vibratory realms of existence without having fully understood the consequences. This is certainly one option open to you, and one that is often taken.

Another option, however, is to remain at the void point, residing in the Void itself, becoming aware of your Self as pure consciousness—transcendent to all phenomena.

If you reside in this state of awareness long enough without the need to create something, you will discover your identity as the great I Am. And from this point of awareness you can choose the circumstances of your embodiment. You can choose the worlds you will inhabit or the realms of consciousness where you will reside.

This latter method gives you the greatest opportunities, though it is the most difficult for most people. And the reason for this difficulty has to do with the fact that most humans find it uncomfortable to not have a body. The yearning for a body and the experience of the material world often draws a person from the Void prematurely.

In summation, due to the intensifying phases of the Chaotic Node many of you will find yourselves in transitional states of consciousness. Regardless of what level you find yourself engaged in, whether it be your personal life, the collective experience, or the transition state you call death, know that you are the creator of your reality.”

The Hathors
April 20, 2011

Tom’s Thoughts and Observations

“I personally find this message to be stunningly eloquent and a vast storehouse of information. I have read and re-read this message several times, and each time I discover something new. There is, indeed, much to be read between the lines in this communication.

I especially liked the Hathors’ statement…

“Be careful what new (perceptual) markers you put into place, for these ideas and beliefs will be the stars in the new sky of your mind, and you shall navigate your way into these new times by the stars (thoughts and beliefs) that you have placed in the heavens of your own consciousness. So be wise when you go about creating new stars, our fellow navigators of the mystery.”

At the level of our collective mind, I think our mythic realities are changing. The old stars, those thoughts, beliefs and presuppositions about reality that have guided us as a culture for millennia seem now to be dimming, not to mention that they have led us in directions many of us no longer wish to go.

The collective ship of our culture seems to be plying through the waters of the Great Mystery with little regard for the sacredness of this planet or life upon it. But even as our collective vessel sails through the Great Mystery, seemingly without awareness, it (the ship) and we owe our very existence to the Mystery itself. This very odd duality seems, to me, either amusing or tragic, depending upon what mood I am in, and how connected I am or disconnected I have become from the Mystery itself.

One of the ironies of our situation is that the crew of this vessel, those who make it sail, through an investment of their life-force, creativity and, in some cases, blood sweat and tears, are no less than you and me, and all the other nearly seven billion humans alive on this exquisite planet. We are—all of us—crewing this vessel, regardless of our personal situation, our life station or our beliefs.

There are those in the New Age community who say, and have been saying for years now, that we are near Unity, and that the Golden Age is just around the corner. I do not share this perception.

We are all in the same boat together, whether we like it or not, and it seems to me that our crew is polarized. There are many who insist that the paradigms of greed, arrogance and usurpation are the true reference points for our sextants.

Others of us, however, are sensing that we are headed in the wrong direction—that we can no longer ravage this planet and its life (both human and other-than-human). For us, there are new stars in the sky of our minds. And we are setting our sextants clearly upon these cosmic beacons.

How it will all turn out is anybody’s guess. But I am encouraged by a silent mutiny I see happening all around me.

Many of us crew members, and I suspect that if you have read this far you may be one of them, are silently taking action to turn our collective vessel (i.e. our cultural madness) around or at least slow it down.

Some of us are pulling out our sextants and are pointing out new stars to those around us. We do this by living the change we wish to see. We do this by having the courage to live by a new Earth-reality that we sense is possible. We do this by extending kindness to each other.

And when necessary, we do this by standing our ground. I am reminded in this of a grass roots movement in some of the world’s poorest countries to preserve the use of non-hybrid seeds—seeds that produce new seeds when crops are harvested—rather than succumb to international economic interests that would enslave the poorest of the Earth to buy new seeds whenever they wish to feed themselves and their families.

As I write this, I am nearly weeping at their courage to stand up against the Titans that have set the course for our collective vessel through greed, arrogance and an utter disregard for the sanctity of life.

As difficult and as challenging as these times are both for individuals and the collective, I think there is hope in the uncertainty that we are facing. I say this because the human spirit has sometimes risen to heights when faced with dire uncertain times.

If the Hathors are correct, all of us will face numerous transition states of consciousness before our time on Earth has ended. The perceptual markers of our old reality are being displaced. How we deal with the loss of our perceived reality and the old world will determine the next cycle of Earthly existence for humanity.

And for us individually, what we choose to create in the transition states of our lives will determine the realms of consciousness that are opened to us.

I wish you, my fellow crew members and those whom you love, safe passage through these turbulent times. But regardless of what happens, regardless of where and in what situations we find ourselves upon this perilous journey, let us remember that we are—above all else—creators of our own reality.

There are new stars in the sky and new worlds to discover. Be bold. And have a good journey.”

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OMG it’s the “END TIMES”!

Oh it’s the “End Times” alright but the real question is — the end of what and who and why now isn’t it?

It’s the “end times” for the non-physical other-dimensional negative Dark Ones controlling and running Earth and its species. It’s the “end times” of the Dark Ones using physical  humans to carry out and enforce their non-physical desires and negative agenda’s. It’s the “end times” of the Dark Ones endlessly feeding off humanity as their primary food and fuel source because they don’t believe in Source/The All That Is and therefore believe they need to use certain other lesser beings (humanity) parasitically to receive the energy and life-force they need to survive. It’s the “end times” of the Dark Ones multidimensionally trying to kill, attack, destroy, wound, stop or derail the Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers carrying Light on 3D Earth.

It’s the “end times” of Dark owned and operated humans sucking the life, money and resources out of both humanity and Earth and demanding we the people pay for it all, and be grateful that we have what little we do now while they frantically figure out new ways to take more from we the people supposedly in the name of trying to balance or fix a bogus money system that’s unfix-able and needs to go now anyway. It will and soon now.

It’s the “end times” of mega egos being force-fed to the masses as the latest “hero”, the latest “super star”, the latest pre-teen “super star”, the latest hot “sex symbol” etc., when it’s really about how much money a few people can quickly make off their newest super star before they blow an emotional fuse and publicly melt-down in a few short years. It’s the “end times” of humanity being convinced they need other people to adore, hero-worship, fixate on, project upon when they themselves are the real prize.

It’s the “end times” of lower frequency and lower consciousness people deliberately being kept in positions of power and authority in every system around the planet. It’s also the “end times” of the global media system force-feeding humanity controlled  information (to support lower frequency consciousness and produce lower frequency emotional energies) that’s forced upon them by an inter-dimensional hierarchical system and so on down the line.

It’s the “end times” for all this and much more in every country and government around the world. It’s the “end times” of mountainous piles of negativity, greed, lies, deliberate distortions, manipulations, elitism, a lock-down on consciousness, manipulated emotions, global corruption, darkness, negativity, warring, violence, bloodshed, polarized consciousness and everything created by it and all that perpetuates these lowly negative things.

It’s so easy for Americans to watch our TV’s and see the leaders of foreign countries who are corrupt to the core, greedy to the core, heartless, bloodthirsty and will kill their own people to stay in power and keep their greedy stockpiles of money they’ve stolen from their own people for decades. It’s easy for American’s to see this in these corrupt and vile leaders of other countries; it’s going to be vastly more difficult and painful for Americans to see and admit to how totally corrupt, how totally Dark and negative every system and the majority of leaders in America have been and still are. It’s time for the Revolution of Consciousness to happen in the USA and it’s going to manifest very differently from how it’s been in other countries.

To people in other countries these foreign egocentric greed monsters—aka leaders/dictators—are easily seen, but here in the USA, Americans have been so profoundly manipulated mentally, emotionally, etherically and physically that they actually believe they’ve been “free” all along. As they continue waking up to discover that the USA has been and is far more controlled and less free than they’ve been brainwashed into believing, many will FINALLY rise up and rebel like never before.

It’s the non-physical and physical Dark beings and humans controlling, running, directing and depleting humanity and Earth that’s ending now. That is the “End Times”. Be strong and keep your High Heart Consciousness focused on the positive end results of this intense 2011 transition phase for us, humanity, Earth and beyond. We’ve worked so hard and long in multiple lives and dimensions to get to this point right now so don’t give up during the final fifteen seconds of this Grand Transitional Process.

Denise

March 25, 2011

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The Powerful Mid-July 2010 Shift

As many of you know I had something very intense suddenly happen in mid-July 2010 that I did not sense coming. I don’t think many of us did actually—at least not like this. I mentioned shortly after this mid-July thing happened and I suddenly quit writing as much as I normally had at TRANSITIONS, that at that time I honestly didn’t know how much I would continue writing here. A few weeks after I experienced this, I discovered a couple other people who had experienced this same abrupt Shift and re-direct in mid-July too. One of these people was Lisa Renee, the other was Shala Mata. I’m sure there are more who were triggered—make that blasted—by the profoundly potent 2010 mid-July Shift, but I’m not aware of them talking or writing about it.

Mid-July 2010 was the July 17–18, 2010 “Conscious Convergence”, but I’m not saying or claiming that was what blasted me into a new level, a new direction, a new phase within the  ongoing ascension process. I suspect it was one of many aspects or parts of whatever IT was that literally triggered such huge inner changes in myself and certain other people during mid-July 2010.

I’ve always known that the majority of First Wave Lightworkers/Wayshowers etc., have precise time-coded triggers within us, plus externally (multidimensional, cosmic, galactic, astrological, solar etc.) to assist us in instantly dropping whatever familiar planetary Service Work abilities, intense focus and traits  we’ve  always had, only so we’ll immediately shift into our next stage of Service. Because we’re literally wired this way, we need specific  higher frequency energy triggers to help us turn on a dime and instantly shift and carry within us the latest higher energies to continue our planetary Service Work. Absolutely every aspect of the ongoing ascension process is done in increments or stair steps.

However, no one was more surprised by this particular abrupt Shift than I was. TRANSITIONS had been my home, my space to share what I’ve learned and lived through, what I know, what I don’t know, what I sense is coming, plus connect with many of my readers and them with me. TRANSITIONS was my place to freely share my First Wave Lightworker Starseed ascension information and much more. It was and still is my Spiritual Work Place and “Store Front”, and I’ve been profoundly grateful to have such a space to continue my personal Lightworker Service in this way.

So when mid-July arrived and I was literally hit with the unexpected desire to not write here again, I was shocked to say the least!  At the same exact time, a couple other things happened that let me know I was in the midst of some new and very potent shift out of an old way of being and doing certain Phase One Ascension things, while suddenly being triggered (and seemingly forced) to make needed health-related changes and take care of me first and Others secondly. What a very difficult concept for First Wave Lightworkers!

The third thing that suddenly happened during mid-July was an old female friend I knew thirty-one years ago, but lost track of back then, found me online, ordered A Lightworker’s Mission primarily to learn more about who I’d become, and after reading it proceeded to email me. The punchline to this event is that this old friend has lived in northern California for a few years and she knew she was being directed by higher energies to find me after thirty-one years, reconnect with me now to help me move up there where she lives because, as she says, “I’m supposed to live up there now.” I could not agree more.

About two weeks before she emailed me the first time, I had written in a Comment at TRANSITIONS about how deeply I now wanted to be “…the old Wise Woman who lives in the forest.” Obviously it’s finally time for me to happily, gratefully, joyfully make this transition and move out of SoCal, and literally into the forests of northern CA. I’ve desired this for over eighteen years but couldn’t leave SoCal until it was time and there was a trigger for me to do so.

RECAP

Mid-July 2010 a sudden and profound shift of my previous intense focus with my spiritual  Light Work through TRANSITIONS; a sudden physical health issue that triggered me to radically change my diet, which had become an ugly Phase One way of coping; and thirdly, the sudden and very unexpected reconnection with this female friend I haven’t seen or talked with since 1979 who just happens to live right where I’ve wanted to move to for two decades! Ya gotta love it when the Universe sets off these multiple energetic land mines to literally blow you out of your old habitual and well-worn Lightworker footpaths and into new higher ways, continued Spiritual Lightwork, and finally a more appropriate physical location for me to live within.

In August [see my post“Peeling Off More Layers” Aug. 19, 2010] I wasn’t sure if I would share these three events publicly, but after reading Lisa Renee’s latest “Energetic Synthesis” September 2010 article, I knew it was time to do so. Lisa and her higher dimensional “Guardians” have very clearly interpreted what I and some of us went through in mid-July 2010 via this particular timeline intersection Shift out of and into our new roles, new physical locations, jobs, continued Spiritual Work etc., and I’m deeply grateful for her “The Opening of a Seal” article. [Make sure you watch the YouTube crop circle video she included in her article because it’s a visual image of the information she received and what some of us have been living through since mid-July 2010. As she says, more people will be hit by or reach this “timeline intersection” too as the weeks and months unfold, so don’t worry if you didn’t get blasted by it in mid-July 2010.] And if you go back and re-read Tom Kenyon’s/The Hathors last two articles which I quoted here, you’ll see that they too are talking about this recent timeline intersection shift. I too had been talking about probably realities and probably Earth worlds etc.

In my way my post “10-10-10” and these last 4 important years (the triple 9’s through triple 12’s)  is directly related to what  Lisa’s talking about with the “Cosmic Cube Matrix” Shift/trigger. Thank you Lisa Renee for this important personal conformation article about the multiple layers of what the mid-July 2010 timeline intersection trigger and more is all about. 

Denise Le Fay

September 12, 2010

“Opening of a Seal”
Thursday, 09 September 2010 20:28
September 2010
by Lisa Renee

Dear Family,

“Since breaking into a major timeline (a.k.a.dimensional) intersection of the next evolutionary cycle on July 17th, we are continuing to undergo a major “life-style” restructuring as well as enduring profoundly deep cellular transmutation. As we recently “broke onto the other side” the shockwaves generated from the sheer impact have been reverberating through our very core.(and our brains and third eye!) The Guardian’s mention this “breaking through the timeline” was akin to the esoteric or biblical reference of the “Opening of a Seal”. If you re-read the annual theme news from January, “The Year of the Indigo” it will give you a clue as to what “seal” they are referring to. The many earthquakes on our planetary body (the macrocosm) this year have been shaking us to get ready to open our own personal body “seal”. (the microcosm). Additionally this “opening seal” and the “mark it left as an imprint on our forehead” created some scarily intense physical symptoms around our skull, brains, nerves and eyes. The recent transmission downloads, and their lucid dream states have contained many variations of geometries, hieroglyphs, hebrew letters, animals as well as flying colors and hearing inner ear ringing tones. Our pineal gland is changing. Our brain is changing. It’s no wonder we have been mostly sequestered and isolated the past few months as this has not been the altered state where one can comfortably “tool around town”.

The Utter Silence

Even though we are left feeling a total void and complete utter “silence” from the multiple explosions of these impacts, we are now beginning to find the “softer ground”. Those shockwaves (the opening of a seal) have been clearing out our spiritual house to remove the repetitive debris of the old systems of mind control behaviors, many of which were embedded or wired in our brains. (i.e. fears, addiction or co-dependent patterns.) Many of us are finally feeling freer from those controls. Some of us are still undergoing the transmutation effects of these new Indigo “Blue Ray” brain activations while others will catch it in the next cycle. After these shockwaves electrified our brains and then bulldozed everything out of our peripheral view – the softer ground finally showed up to bring shape to our new life foundation. We have no certain idea of what’s next – but we can feel the new life foundation is being built!

(This new architectural “life foundation” is also being built in the Universal macrocosm and it is being referenced by the Guardians as the “City Four Square” of the Cosmic Cube Matrix. More below..)

In order to be free we have to “know” that we do indeed have EVERYTHING we will ever need inside of us. And that “everything” is found within the inner space of “utter silence”. The recent surprising shake ups are verifying that core truth to us over and over again. Every time we try to join back into the external chaos, the “Yod of God” (God’s Finger) pushes us back into the utter silence – once again! We are growing much stronger where no hidden darkness or shadow can obscure our vision of really “knowing” the Power of the Eternal Light. As we know it, we become it. And then life as we know it changes forever.

The Wrath of the Lamb Begins

Esoterically the “Power of the Eternal Light” is also being referred to this month as “The Wrath of the Lamb”. According to the Guardians, we have entered the times of which the forces of darkness will fear the Power of the Eternal Light for the first time, and this is being referred to as – “The Wrath of the Lamb”. (As squirmy as I get making any kind of biblical reference, knowing of its many distortions, the archetypes and code in many cases are accurate ways to describe the architecture sequencing of this holographic reality. Since most humans do not understand the natural physics of building a holographic reality, much of the bible code is reduced to linear (egoic) thought forms of metaphor or analysis. Most of which are grossly distorted by those who seek to gain from their misconstrued meaning. From the point of understanding divine consciousness utilizes archetypes and code in order to bring itself into physical matter, it is in such context that the Guardians will speak in these terms from time to time)

The Lamb is represented as the First Power of God’s Light as the human embodiment of the Christ Consciousness. The Christ Consciousness is the same field of energetic intelligence that is referred to as the 12 D field and its “Avatar Matrix”. Also, please note the term “wrath” is not to be misconstrued as judgment, punishment, vengeance or any type of violence or instigated fear upon another. The Christ Consciousness is akin to the gentleness of a Lamb, yet its power becomes evident and then is feared by those who have controlled through “might”. This is the sign of the end times, the changing and evolving consciousness, as we enter the “final conflict” stages during the planetary Ascension Cycle. We are entering the stage of “the Wrath of the Lamb” which signals the beginning of the “changing of the guard” on this planet.

We now understand why we must enter the Dark to Truly Know the Eternal Light of God, and we are able to embrace this new vision. Through understanding this “Universal Law of the Polar Opposites” and by continually facing the darkness with non judgment, we then are able to come into the wisdom of embodying this higher knowledge as a “Universal Christ Consciousness”. Through the process of experiencing extreme polarity (by synthesizing the extremes of energetic opposites) your physical body becomes the alchemized vehicle which holds God’s Inner Eternal Light of Truth. As we allow that Truth to Shine forth from our hearts, it illumines the pathway to Unity – the Universal Christ Consciousness and destiny of Humanity. As we ignite the purity Flame in our own Heart we become the Sacred Fire of All Hearts. As a Flame can be blown out, this Sacred Fire cannot.

The Landing Pad

This month is about finally getting our landing pad, and gaining the ground (feeling more supported, firmly grounded yet more spiritually embodied) we need to operate from our inner core with deeper clarity. That deeper clarity is a pre-requisite for being and living in your “divine purpose”. There is no room for anything else inside of you any longer.

Those of us riding this “New Unity Wave” and its new source coding have been re-aligning ourselves and in many cases are being relocated into new spaces that offer a “steadying” foundation of which to function. At times it has been bewildering and disorienting as it seems the landscape around us is being drastically rearranged with (and without) our personal conscious participation. I have likened these times to be similar as being an actor on a location movie set, and the director has just changed the set around getting ready to film the next action scene. The film and lighting crew (our Guardians and Guidance teams) are scurrying all over the place getting ready for the “big screen moment” to unveil. The Universal energies are connecting to us like our very Divine Director and giving us new landscapes and props to work with in creating our new movie. This time we seem to be getting much more “special effects” star dust and that includes mystery manifestations and last minute surprises. As we stay inside of ourselves, it all feels really good.

Many of us were more than ready (with consciousness battle fatigue) to “receive” more beneficial relationships and supportive environments so it has been a major blessing from the Universe. These new supportive foundations in some cases are physically represented,(moving our primary residences or working areas) or energetically represented ( sudden changes in our relationship to things: i.e. organizations, promotions, new responsibilities, new influences and opportunities around us) or based in resolution of the past circumstances through the forgiveness frequency. (family reconnection or relationship healings from your past memories) Most of the shifts have felt really supportive unless they have involved the loss or exiting of loved ones.

Exiting point

As many of us are aware, there are those that will decide to depart this dimension by dropping their physical bodies. The massive downloads of frequency are extremely harsh on the bodies of the neurological super-sensitive, the emotionally/spiritually disconnected, rigidly mental or dogmatic or those that persist in acting out repetitive destructive behavior. It is this group in the masses that generally have much more trouble with the intensity of frequency requiring changes that result in the cellular transmutation of our physical being. These colossal energies are at a boiling point and the masses will have to willingly make changes or suffer its consequence. Most of us have required retreat or solitude from the pulsating throngs of people that are still running to catch up with (what feels to be) lost time. Depression, escapist tendencies and radical behaviors are likely to increase in the masses for those reasons. For those of us that are preparing for Stewardship/Guardianship roles, it is time to strengthen and be aware for holding loving neutral space for the transitions of those around you.

The Special Op Starseed’s (or Blue Rays) have another job entirely on group consciousness field repair and that in itself is another set of physics placing demands on the genetic codes held in the bodies. This is not the group I am referring to here. Please note that this exiting point is a choice and if you participate with your bodies healing and do the ‘work” required – your body can and will be fully rehabilitated. Do not feel fear over this issue, as its not ascension symptoms that drop the physical body, it is the ignorance of not knowing or asking to feel guidance or connect to the spiritual bodies. You must participate with your soul or ascension process if you are greatly physically “sick” and you do not want the “exit point” to occur. The Guardian perspective is once you comprehend your soul plan choices, you do not need to execute any pre-written “exit point” in your 3D incarnational plan. You have the choice ALWAYS to change that as you become conscious enough to participate with your personal evolution. You will not get out of the energy balance requirement needed for the original reason of that set up of an exit point in your life plan, however, you can always override an exit point. The original Crystal Blueprint for the Multidimensional God Human never needed to suddenly drop the body, instead conscious exiting or Stargate transmutation was the free option. Trauma and disease pattern used to drop the body was a causation of forgetting our true spiritual connection to the Universe. Remember and LIVE your God connection as your primary reality and the trauma and disease will drop away instead of the body.

The issue is most people are not aware of what is currently happening on the planet and what the task at hand for an evolving body (ascending consciousness) actually is. Many fall into the false ideas of defining labels for imbalances by calling them “diseases” and then getting sucked into the medical system and pharmaceutical routes. It is very hard to transcend this “3D medical reality” to a complete healing if you are still “believing” the medical system is the total “cure” for a sick spiritual body. All disease stems and is preceded from a sick or imbalanced aura or “energy body blueprint”. If one believes that a synthetic chemical or scalpel will entirely cure the cause of the imbalance, then there is a huge hole missing from the approach to healing. This is why so many diseases return back to the body even when the “scalpel” has cut out the tumor or the “sickness” from the body. The entire holistic view needed to heal the bodies energy field is not being accounted for in the current standard of our medical system. Until the energy body is considered as important as the physical body in healing cures, a total healing is rare to occur. This is the danger of the current times as many of us are not aware of how we can heal ourselves through understanding our blueprint. (and simply listening to our body) Every human being has a physical, emotional, mental and spiritual body layer comprising their aura. The aura is the instruction set that controls every function in the body you experience as a physical “self”. It is a major area of vulnerability to manipulate the human species as we have forgotten our multidimensional nature and creational energy blueprint. (It is another reason as to why the controller forces use this angle of compromising health in order to weaken the planetary population. Stay awake and aware of the competing global agenda to instigate the “pestilence program” by controlling our access to alternative health methods and by suppressing our immunity. This is the major trump card which the controllers are putting into aggressive play now. Stay out of fear and quietly gather your resources as you may be guided. We will be given what we need when we ask for it.)

Some of us are the mid wives of the spirit and have been busy working with not only the group astral body soul retrieval but that which is required of this physical dimension. Preparing for other’s bodily transition or drop is not an easy job, yet it is most noble and necessary. This means we have a greater need for “portal jumper’s” that can straddle multiple dimensions of consciousness to keep portals open for others. As we have entered a Universal Intersection Cycle, this allows many beings to leave their physical body at an auspicious point in the timeline which allows for a greater spiritual body connection or a full rehabilitation into the next available “gateway”. Some of them are the preparation crew to re-educate (or heal) the next waves moving through the multiple gateways over the next years of the Ascension Cycle. Some of them are taking the ancestral miasma and genetic defect implication out of the family lineages so they are freed from the future effects of the generations yet to be born.

In any case, bracing yourself and preparing for these abrupt and sometimes surprising passages of people around you with some context can be helpful. When dealing with children or adults before their prime it seems especially harsh for the families of these loved ones. People are seeking answers. Holding the loving space for passage and saying the guided words to heal human hearts will very much be needed in the coming months. Most aptly expressed through the Prayer of Saint Francis, “Lord, Please make me an instrument of your Peace.”

The City Four Square or New Jerusalem

The Guardians have been showing me over the last weeks (in the middle of the night at 3 am) the imprint of the schematic of the Divine Mind of God upon the third eye in the center of our brain. What this means is that the actual Living Divine Plan of God is projected as a geometric schematic of the “Divine Will” blueprint as through Its “All Seeing Eye”. All intermediary lenses of “mind control” (Eye of Yahweh, Eye of Jehovah, Eye of Horus and other religious control mechanisms requiring salvation or redemption) must be broken away in order to “see” the mind of One God. This “All Seeing Eye” of God is coming to reside as the Living Presence in our re-wired brain.

The All Seeing Eye of God projects its Divine Mind blueprint as an imprinted Geometric Tesseract called the Cosmic Cube Matrix. It is the schematic being projected into the brains (and bodies) of the Blue Ray’s at this time, those with the “mark of the lamb” on their foreheads. (as created by the opening of the seal)

This imprint of a Geometric Tesseract is being referred to as the Cosmic Cube Matrix of God’s 144,000. The Cosmic Cube holds the schematic and blueprint to God’s Laws by building the architecture of the “City Four Square”. This represents the Four planes of matter in the Four quadrants of our Universe. This is also representing the four elemental bases of our raw material making up the planes of matter. (Air, Fire, Water, Earth) These four elementals make up the main chemical constituents of our DNA code and are being re-encrypted by the Aurora’s through the “Crystal River”. The City Four Square contains the blueprint of the Solar Christ identity of the 144,000 archetypes of the sons and daughters of God. This new life foundation (the new grid base matter of the 144,000) is necessary in order to focus the Divine Wholeness of God consciousness in the given dispensation of the Ascension. The City Four Square is where the Crystal River Flows and is represented as the “Golden City” archetype that returns God’s Laws back to this creation. Its projection is to be held as embodied by the divine messengers (with the seal of the lamb on their foreheads) of the Cosmic Cube 144 Matrix.

The Blue Ray Families (See Code of the Blue Nile from March news – encoded with the 144,000 genetic imprint) are the first ones embodying this process on the Earth now. It is a part of the Christ Consciousness returning through the Oraphim Blue Ray and the Elohim Creator Gods to reinstall God’s “divine” plan in this density. I am aware the Guardians are suggesting we infuse ourselves with this image as a connection to see a “symbol architecture” of the divine plan of God, as projected through our 3rd eye.

The Guardians mention that although Metatron’s cube appears as a similar geometric function, that this “Cosmic Cube 144” is not the same thing. They describe both ArchAngelic “Metatron” and “Thoth” as the appointed “Scribes of God’s Mind” (had held these geometries in the lower form worlds) that served its purpose in the dark eon that is now coming to an end. As we enter the Cosmic Christ Intelligence and create a direct relationship to God, no intermediary, including a “scribe” is needed.

Through synchronicity this youtube video of a crop circle discovered on July 17, 2010 in the United Kingdom came across my desk. I admit I was overjoyed to see this after being kept up multiple nights staring at this Cosmic Cube in the sky. Here it is for your enjoyment!

Stay in the luminosity of your Avatar Heart Path! Be Gentle with your hearts and each other. “

Love Always, Lisa

© 2010, Lisa Renee

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Money & Ascension

Recently I’ve had some people email me asking about why the things they intend and envision are not manifesting physically. These are of course good people with good intentions who just want a job, a home and to have enough money to pay their monthly bills. And because they are good people who—from their hearts are intending and trying to manifest enough money to survive comfortably each month—when their intentions repeatedly do not manifest they think they’re doing something incorrectly, wrong, or worse they think they’re not worthy of being safe and comfortable. I too have been down this road of conscious creating self-doubt, questioning why things that I need and want are not manifesting  physically for me.

I could go on and on about this but let’s just cut-to-the-chase as the saying goes. Many of us who are having  aspects of our old 3D life and reality falling away under us aren’t doing anything “wrong” at all. The bottom-line now is that the old lower 3D world and its systems (money, taxes, jobs, employment, working for money just to be able to eat and have a place to sleep etc., petroleum, gasoline, oil, governments, law enforcement, legal systems etc.) are dying because they do not work. They are energetically closed-ended systems based on greed, profit only, and power over others. Regardless of the country, all systems created from heartlessness, greed and lower consciousness like these will eventually fail and come to an end because they are not open and self-sustaining; they feed off of the very people the system was designed to control and produce everything.

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Here’s a link to an old post that may help explain some of what is currently happening and why. These blue other-dimensional beings used a term that I’ll never forget because it moved me so—it was so correct and so ugly. These other-dimensional beings used the term energetically devour” to describe the lower frequency, negative, greedy, power-hungry people and systems created by these types of people in the old lower 3D physical world. As the global systems fail one by one and die away (money, taxes, world leaders, governments, petroleum, oil, jobs, banks, credit, homes, etc.), the people who benefited from them will freak-out and do whatever they can to not lose everything they’ve had, owned, run, controlled, and/or created. But as these lower old 3D systems die away now, these people (around the world) who refuse to change  and evolve will begin to “energetically devour” each other and themselves because their lower frequency world and reality is going extinct and their old lower source of energy-food is disappearing.

Keep in mind that we are currently in the phase where all of these lower greed-based world systems and the people who run them are “falling”, literally dying and going extinct. Now is the time for this to happen so that higher frequency systems, consciousness and ways of living and being can replace them around the world. A new higher 5D world reality where High Heart is what everything is based on instead of greed and power over others. An open energy system where everyone benefits, shares, and creates so all have—not earn—everything equally.

I know how hard it is to keep all of this in mind/heart/body when the rent or mortgage is due and you’ve been out of work for months; when jobs are non-existent and there is no money to be earned so you and yours can eat and have a clean, warm/cool safe place to sleep and live. When we all are in the middle of the old lower insane 3D world of corruption and greed literally falling apart and dying, and yet, the new higher 5D world has not yet manifested because it isn’t time yet for it. Soon now yes, but not quite yet. We are living on the  transitional cusp of not only an astrological Age change, but also the cusp of absolutely everything changing because we are evolving/ascending and a new 5D Earth world with matching 5D global systems absolutely must be born for us to exist within.

When you and I try to intend and physically manifest some old lower 3D-based something (like money) from the  falling, dying world reality for the simple reason that we’re not yet within the new higher 5D based world, we need to remember that in most cases it isn’t going to manifest because its time is ending now and we’ve evolved beyond it…even if the external world hasn’t as yet.  Be it an old job, money, some way of bringing in money, a house, an apartment or whatever, if it is time for you or I to let it go so that we move forward/upward in our consciousness, expectations and conscious creativity, then we can kiss that old 3D system thing (whatever it is) goodbye for good! We can’t keep expecting old lower 3D jobs, money, taxes etc. to continue solving our problems when the entire lower consciousness 3D systems  are all ending.

Just like the horrific, greedy, oil-spewing disaster in the Gulf of Mexico, humanity is being forced to see, acknowledge, and finally fully let go of the old lower 3D ways because they’re sick, dysfunctional, insane, greed-based and destructive towards all life. We’ve got to release all of those old lower frequency 3D things and ways no matter how habitual they’ve become to us. We’ve got to let go of our old lower familiar ways of doing things, money, earning money to pay bills, getting in debt to get a “higher education” and so on. Life on the cusp is mega difficult and we’ve all got to learn to be creative in new ways until things switch over into a fully 5D High Heart-based world reality. This will happen so much faster than most people believe, but until then, we’ve got to figure out how to pay those damned monthly bills for a while longer! So make whatever reductions and adjustments you need to survive with as little money each month as possible. Move in with relatives and everyone share in the expenses; have trusted friends move in with you or vice versa so you all share in the monthly bills. Come up with creative ways to require as little money as you can to survive each month until this whole “falling” of the old lower  3D world systems flips over into the New and the Higher. I sense that because humanity is so locked into MONEY that—like the oil/petroleum/gasoline addiction and mindset—it too will have to fall or die completely to force humanity into thinking outside of that tired old lower box of reality! Scary sounding for sure, but if MONEY fully crashes and burns, which I think it will, then humanity will be forced to evolve beyond it — and petroleum, and that’s a very good thing.

I’m going to confess something and in doing so I am NOT pointing a finger of blame at anyone. I bring this up now only to show a different intention and what I feel is a higher way for myself, my writing, and the people who read what I write. I have deliberately kept TRANSITIONS in blog format instead of a website for three primary reasons:

  1. Because this WordPress blog is free.
  2. Because WordPress is responsible for all the maintenance, repairs, upgrades etc. on their free blogs. I don’t know how to do this nor do I have the time, energy, or desire at this point to learn how to build or maintain a website so I continue to use my free WordPress blog as the way for me to share—for free—the knowledge I want to share with other people through my writings.
  3. Because I have intended that my primary income come from another source and not my readers. Having said that, I do have a PayPal Donation button always available at the top of the sidebar area for any who are willing and able to gift me with Donations. ♥♥♥

I don’t want or expect my readers to financially pay for my monthly survival. I intend and expect us all to quickly evolve beyond that type of thinking and creating. I do have a PayPal Donation button available, but, I suspect most of my readers are pretty much in the same financial boat I am due to living the Ascension Process and can’t afford to pay for any extras no matter how much we’d like to be able to donate to our favorite spiritual Teachers.

My only reason for sharing that information was to show that, for now, we each can intend our monthly incomes to manifest in different ways and to think and expect outside of the old lower reality box. However, having said all that, my primary income could end tomorrow too but  I have long intended that it continues until we don’t need any income whatsoever to live, eat, shower, have clean clothes and live in a safe clean house. I will not suffer any more than I have physically due to the ascension process, and have intended that as long as I need old lower 3D money each month to pay rent and bills, then by gawd you fellow struggling ascenders should not be the ones to pay for that.

Let’s all just bring money consciousness and money survival to an end and create a new higher matching 5D reality where everything is free, equal, and openly shared. This is not a fantasy or new age fluff but simply us evolving/ascending into a vastly better way for all.

Denise Le Fay

July 7, 2010

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Coming Out Of Emotional Funk

When I finished re-writing, editing, formatting, and all the rest of the work with my first book The Temple of Master Hotei: A Unique Past Life Memory last year, I went into a blue funk or a creative form of postpartum depression after giving birth to it. It didn’t last long and I certainly understood why I felt mildly depressed after spending so much time, energy, drive, love and money on one single creative project for so long. Because I’d experienced this in fall of 2008 with my book The Temple Of Master Hotei, I figured I would experience something similar when I finished all aspects of A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution in January 2010. I did—the super-duper blue funk arrived big time as soon as I was done pushing and driving  so hard to get that book finished and on the market by the beginning of 2010 (the start of Phase Two of the Ascension Process). I emotionally crashed n’ burned, which I’m now coming out of and will be back to my normal old determined self very soon.

On September 9, 2009 (the triple 999’s and separation of the two worlds), I was deeply affected by those separation energies on that day. I finished writing Parts 1, 2, and 3 in A Lightworker’s Mission on Sept. 9, 2009. I still had the Epilogue and massive editing and formatting to go through, but on 09-09-09, I was emotionally and energetically ALL DONE writing about my First Wave Lightworker trek through Phase One of the ascension process! I couldn’t believe the timing, and how tight it was right down to the actual day! My problem on Sept. 10th was that I still didn’t want to write or do anything, and I obviously needed to move through that transition and finish the book by the end of 2009.

As is always the case with these ascension related energy and consciousness shifts, in a few days, I settled into the other side of the triple 9’s and got back to finishing A Lightworker’s Mission. My point with all this is that for me, this book and it’s completion perfectly coincided with the ending of Phase One of the ascension process for us First Wavers and other early transmuters with the ending of 2009. I don’t always fully know on a conscious level that I’m working on such a tight timeline, but I typically feel and sense it at other levels, and so, push extra hard when needed to deliver on time.

The 2009 winter solstice  was a doozy—as they have been for the past few years—but this one really rocked a lot of people deep and hard. Time’s short and compressing. Then we had the New Moon/Solar Eclipse on Jan. 14, 2010 (which will hold for the next 6 months), followed by Jupiter entering Pisces on Jan. 17, 2010. Jupiter entering Pisces instantly knocked a lot of us on our emotional asses, and many of us felt the blue funk or slightly depressed and extra weird on that day. And here in SoCal, the Rains (El Niño) started on Jan. 17, 2010 too.  Welcome plentiful, abundant Jupiter to watery, emotional, ultra-sensitive Pisces! And, welcome everyone to the start of Phase Two of the ongoing ascension process within a new and higher level of being and world. There have been some casualties along the way, as would be expected, so keep the old discerning and inner sensing fine-tuned and running full-time.

With A Lightworker’s Mission finished and going on the market along with these monumental shifts and changes, my personal creative blue funk or mild depression felt highlighted by everything else happening energetically at the same time. All that tells me is that everything is perfect and right on-track, despite feeling a bit emotionally blue/depressed. Soon now we’ll all be feeling better and settling into being well within Phase Two — the great Conscious Creating phase of this process.

Denise

January 22, 2010

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Can You Feel It?

Yesterday was my Mom’s 80th birthday, which is a mind-blower to us both. But, yesterday we both strongly felt this new higher energy suddenly flood in. I’m still feeling it today, December 10, 2009, and it is the 12-12 Portal or Gate or Stair Step energy that I’m feeling as I ride this latest Energy Wave in the recently separated (Sept. 9, 2009) new world. Just as with astrological transits, there is usually an orb of influence which just means that even though such and such planets are going to make an exact aspect at lets say 17° of whatever signs, there is an orb of influence that starts around 12, 13, or 14° (degrees). So there are usually days or a week or so before the actual transit fully connects energetically while we are feeling and being affected by it days before, and days afterward, on the other side of 17° (18, 19, 20° etc.)

This 12-12 Portal or Gate or Energy Stair Step is just like this and it (most all of them) has an orb of influence that many of us are feeling since Dec. 9th or even slightly earlier possibly. This 12-12 Dec. 12th energy gate/portal/stair step will probably be felt for seven or eight days total—or maybe a bit longer even.

I should be doing book editing now 🙄 but I wanted to quickly get this 12-12 portal/gate/stair step post written because I’m feeling it so strongly, plus I’m seeing it manifesting in all of you people reading this. In only the past month or so a huge change has happened, and now that the dust has settled after the triple 9’s separation of worlds back in Sept. ’09, we are much more easily seeing and connecting with each other and literally building one of those new higher world Communities through TRANSITIONS. This is how it starts, how it feels, and how wonderful it is, and this new process will only grow rapidly now that we have completely separated from the lower world consciousness and reality. This is the 12-12 energy portal we are currently moving through energetically. Do you recognize and feel it? Are you connecting the many new dots now that the 999 separation has happened? The next step will be actual physical Communities. The Winter Solstice (Dec. 21, 2009) will help bring this next stage in for all of us so hold on to your ascended etheric Light-filled socks because it’s only going to get better and vastly more interesting from right now!

Astrologically, from the first day of spring, the spring Equinox March 21st, it is nine months around through Taurus, Gemini, Cancer, Leo, Virgo, Libra, Scorpio, Sagittarius, and then the winter Solstice December 21st when the Sun enters Capricorn. Nine months from the first day of spring (Equinox) and things get born with the winter Solstice energies. Let’s go back briefly over this gestation period of 2009.

  • Spring Equinox triggered 2009 creations
  • Summer Solstice (June 21st) blasted us with mega transformations
  • Then the multiple Solar and Lunar Eclipses through the summer months
  • The Lightworker Strike where many of us said “No more. It ends here now.”
  • Next the triple 9’s of Sept. 9, 2009 and the complete separation from the old lower world
  • Explosions, confusion, exhaustion, dust everywhere and we couldn’t see anything yet
  • Fall Equinox Sept 21st.and we integrate, balance ourselves after Sept. ’09 Separation
  • Next we entered Night Six on Nov. 8th, 2009
  • Then we moved through the 11-11 Portal/Gate/Stair Step of Nov. 11, 2009
  • Then we had a second triple 11-11-11 on Nov. 29, 2009 to help us with that energy transition
  • Next is the 12-12 Portal/Gate/Stair Step of Dec. 12, 2009
  • Next will be the 12-21 Portal/Gate/Stair Step of the Winter Solstice Dec. 21, 2009
  • After this we have a Lunar Eclipse on Dec. 31, 2009
  • Then a Solar Eclipse on January 14, 2010
  • It will soon be Jan. 2010 which means, that because we’ve climbed these Energy Stairs, surfed these Energy Waves throughout the gestation period, we’re going to birth into 2010 but fully within the New and Higher new world!

Do you see how busy we’ve been? Can you feel the current results of it all? More is coming and soon so rest up because the real fun stuff—the fun interdimensional, reentering Universal Society ET type stuff—is so close now. Why? Because we’re a vibrational match to it finally. It took us walking up these many Energy Stair Steps, moving through these numerous Gates or higher Energy Portals, it took us separating from the old lower world and consciousness to finally reach this current exciting point. We did it, and now we get to build a new and vastly higher vibrating world filled with Light and High Heart consciousness after the winter Solstice of 2009.

Denise

December 10, 2009

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