I rarely write my personal WHOLE TRUTH here. Don’t misunderstand me, I tell the truth, I just usually don’t tell it all for important reasons. Why you may be asking? Because I never felt it necessary to burden or frighten some people with how truly horrible, extreme and Dark things really are sometimes from my perspective. However, I’m going to talk about some of it today for different reasons. Some of you, and you know who you are, need to know this finally so just suck-it-up and deal with it.
It used to be ALL the time because there was NO LIGHT on Earth for most of my 55 years here. But, due to the numerous cosmic changes and Lightworkers intensely doing what They do over these past 10 + years, the LIGHT is what lives here now – not the Dark.
For the past 3 years I’ve rarely felt, seen, smelled or had to intensely and directly deal with the Dark again, and I really, really, REALLY enjoyed this new safe freedom. It’s starting to feel here on Earth, like what HOME always feels like. Of course there were periods where it, the Dark, would literally come floating in, pass through the inside of my house, and out the opposite end. I’d just smile because IT was on the move and hunting for a place to land again. Its days of IT being the primary energy on this planet are ending rapidly now, with only these pockets of Dark floating by, searching, every now and again.
Until a couple of weeks ago that is.
I could not believe—after these past three blissful years of being free of 98% of the Dark for the first time in my entire life—that IT was back again in such a horrible, wild and insane way. It was and still is up in the air above our whole town. It’s been loosed via the SoCal firestorms and It’s hanging on and on and on... The only time I’ve gone outside (ground zero for the southern California purging) over the past 2 weeks is to get the mail from the mailbox and water the plants as fast as I can! The Dark, the sense of evil and pressure was and still is today, so heavy that you can’t stay outside where IT is up there in the air above all of So Cal.
For the past 2 weeks or so, I’ve repeatedly smashed my hands, arms and fingers against the door frames when I try to walk through doorways in the house. Also my inner head is moving, turning in a slow spin like falling out-of-body while conscious. It doesn’t hurt, it’s just weird and you feel like you’re falling but you’re not physically. I’ve had diarrhea for most of the month of Oct. I’m sure you’re glad I shared that one! I’ve had repeated unpleasant dreams, I’ve lived with nearly constant physical pain from head to toe, I’ve had serious trouble focusing mentally again, I’m forgetting the names of simple everyday objects like sink, orange juice, and chair. I’ve psychically and emphatically been feeling much of what other people are feeling due to their fears and pains caused by these fires. I’ve been really frustrated and pissed off again. I’ve also been feeling and sometimes seeing old unpleasant psychic impressions of dirty deeds done by people who’ve lived in southern California over the past few hundred years. Murders, rapes, greed, fear, hate, brutality, thefts, insanity…the usual stuff produced by lower vibrating humanity.
Sound familiar? Can you relate to any of these lovely symptoms? (Your mileage may vary slightly.) That’s what they all are — symptoms. With the firestorms across most of So Cal (and like I said, many are still burning today, the air is bad again, and more Santa Ana winds are supposed to be coming this weekend) all the Dark lower vibrating residual energies/consciousness/emotions etc. that have existed here since humans – are being purged by the fires. Then the Lightworkers, who are usually all sensitives/psychics/empaths anyway, transmute it through themselves, through their very physical bodies. These big chunks of purged and up and about Darkness doesn’t just float away and dissipate nicely. No, what can be transmuted is, by Lightworkers. That’s what Lightworkers do.
So if you’ve felt like you’re losing it yet again, feeling like you’ve aged 60 years in 2 weeks, been unbalanced, head gyroscope like twirly and out-of-body, sick and in emotional and physical pain, coping with more Dark than you’d ever want to have to deal with AGAIN; then know that you, like me, have been transmuting the latest old Dark energies that these fires have brought up and out. Give yourself a hug, give yourself a break because you’ve done far more than you and I even realize on a conscious level.
The Sun’s in the sign of Scorpio and Scorpio/Pluto has to do with the cycle of birth-life-death-rebirth and lots and lots of letting go of any and all things that must currently be released and/or transmuted. Well done to those who’ve been working with this latest and ongoing purge and transformations. We’ll get a rest and re-balance period after this one and before the next one arrives, wherever that may be on the planet.
For those who don’t live this, you might consider giving those of us who do a break and some room to do what we’re supposed to be doing/living now. Thanks and it just may make more sense to you later on.
October 29, 2007
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