SERVICE TO SELF Consciousness & the Global Dark Night of the Soul

Service to Self and Service to Others are old terms first mentioned in the five-book series entitled The RA Material: Law of One (1984–1998) by Don Elkins, Carla Rueckert and James McCarty.  In the quoted article below written by Lisa Renee at Energetic Synthesis, she uses this same term of Service to Self to describe 3D people with 3D consciousness, but specifically in relation to the current evolutionary Ascension Process now being felt by everyone besides only the First Wavers or Forerunners, Starseeds, Indigos, Pathpavers etc. Everything in bold in Lisa’s article below was done by me to highlight particular information. Thank you Lisa Renee for it. ❤

Also, here’s a link to Lisa Renee’s Ascension Glossary. http://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Main_Page

Denise

October 6, 2016

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Dissolving the 3D Personality

“Multidimensional people or Starseeds will often use terms to help to describe the kind of people that identify only with their five physical senses which form into an outward perception of material reality. 3D (three or third dimensional) Consciousness is used in describing the limited perception of the world as being only that which is perceived in the physical. A person who limits their perceptions to the basic 5 senses would be considered a 3D person. Such a person would not have had an awakening experience and therefore not have fully developed Higher Sensory Perception or an ability to sense energy fields and their quality. A 3D person is usually much more developed mentally than emotionally, leading them to perceive everything through their intellect. This results in dismissing Higher Sensory Perception experiences in others as well as in themselves.

Thus, to help build a language to better define the qualities that govern a person who cannot sense beyond what they see with their physical eyes in the material world, we refer to that kind of person as a 3D person. A 3D person is usually unable to tell the energetic difference that exists between deceptions (STS) and truths (STO) when they are spoken. A 3D person generally has not awakened to embody their higher soul or spirit, but has embodied a 3D ego personality, which is referred to as a 3D consciousness.  A 3D person is limited to the perceptions and associations that are created from their three layers of ego mind. This is useful to perceive the collective consciousness consensus of beliefs that form into a certain framework of thoughts on the earth plane. However, most of those current belief systems are built upon a framework that has been constructed through many false narratives told to the people, and are deceptions layered throughout the many 3D structures. The 3D structures are used to filter narratives that continually repeat and reinforce the same half-truths or deceptions that are productive in keeping people in the same general consensus of enforcing the 3D mind control programming. 3D mind control programming is a mass mind control used by the Controller groups to oppress the minds of the people they believe are inferior to themselves. This keeps the mass consciousness thoughts and belief systems focused on very primitive, aggressive, warring and barbaric sets of belief systems for feeding the consumerist society. And that level of the 3D mind control influences the ego personalities which further produce the 3D collective consciousness of the masses. This further shapes the 3D structures that act as the governance pillars of world society. So in this context, multidimensional people will define material structures that are built by 3D people as 3D constructs. These 3D structures are controlled and governed by the people that have not perceived anything beyond the wants and needs of their own ego mind in the material world. So to further define the 3D person who is only concerned with their own personal needs and desires, generally with little to no concern for others, this group is called the Service to Self people. Service to Self people tend to be totally run by their 3D ego personality, thus they tend to be fractured, and are not solid, trustworthy, ethical or of moral character, because they always have a price to be bought and bargain their soul. Many are disconnected from their heart, and will always seek to serve their own interests first, over the needs of the greater whole. They tend to be more narcissistic, aggressive, hostile and combative when they do not get their personal needs met or when their belief systems are threatened.  When a 3D person’s thinking is disconnected from their heart, they are also disconnected from their Soul-Spirit, and generally have trouble genuinely expressing higher emotional qualities like loving kindness, compassion and empathy.

Thus, for multidimensional people, it is important we learn to discern the differences that exist within the people we interact with on the earth. We need not judge any person, but it is critical we discern the energetic differences and are well-informed to make accurate assessments about who and what we are dealing with. As an example, a 3D person may be very upset and angry if a multidimensional person tells them about their personal spiritual awakening experiences. Many times when this anger and criticism is directed towards a vulnerable person sharing an intimate awakening experience, it results in such hostility directed towards them, it will traumatize and isolate the awakening person. Now that awakening person has been controlled to be quiet. That person is afraid to tell anyone about what they are actually experiencing during their spiritual awakening, and they may believe something is seriously wrong with them. Most multidimensional awakening people have had a seriously painful event with telling people they believed they could trust. Instead, they were met with fear based reactions of hostility, criticism and persecution. 3D people can act like the enforcers of the earth consciousness pen for forces they do not comprehend. For that reason, it is important to recognize that is the purpose of their hostile reaction to spiritual experiencers. They may try to scare the daylights out of you, sometimes discredit you, deny what happened to you as real, when sharing any truthful spiritual experiences with them.

 A large majority of the people on the earth are still limited in perceiving only 3D consciousness and are run by 3D belief systems. This is the result of global mind control and their inability to feel or think beyond their physical senses. This means that they are not perceiving the quality of energy that exists behind the facade of structures. They are not perceiving multidimensionally and thus, they rely only on the ego personality to assign meanings that influence their outer perception of the material world. Many of these people are entering a stage of Psycho-Spiritual crisis without comprehending what is really happening to them. This is because there is little to no information being given to the public about what is occurring on the earth at this time. A multidimensional person realizes that if we give over our authority and consent to the 3D ego personality, and we feed into the Service to Self structures, this is extremely faulty thinking that eventually will lead only to pain and destructive outcomes. Most 3D humans only see one (1%) percent of the visible light spectrum with their physical eyes of the entire known frequencies in the electromagnetic spectrum. That gives us a common sense fact to consider. That there is an incredible amount of electromagnetic activity that most humans cannot see with their visible eyes. It is naïve to think that within that one percent of what is visible, we are seeing the entire nature of our existence. Therefore, it is important we learn to perceive beyond the visible light spectrum of our physical eyes. When we open our heart, connect with our soul self, open our mind, we can activate our higher sensory perception. We can learn to feel and sense so much more. When we connect with our soul and spirit, we are able to learn how to become intuitive and empathic to people and things.  However, this requires we drop the 3D ways of thinking that we inherited from the reptilians and dismantle the 3D personality from taking control over our lives.

Criticism is Controlling Behavior

3D people tend to criticize awakened people mainly because of lack of understanding or lack of personal experience. Lack of understanding many times results in fearful reactions leading to ridicule and aggressive attacks against multidimensional or awakening people. It is important to recognize that criticism and intimidation tactics are forms of bullying used by 3D people running Controller archetypes.  However, in most cases this is due to NAA manipulation, gas-lighting and/or mind control used by dark forces that capitalize on the person’s inability to sense any energies at work manipulating them. As the chaos generated from the planetary ascension accelerates, many people are being influenced by negative forces that they do not comprehend. Some of these negative forces are sourcing from people’s own 3D layers of the Unconscious Mind and Negative Ego which has been reinforced in a lifetime of negative habits and behaviors. When people feel unsafe and insecure in themselves they will easily resort to criticizing, controlling and manipulating behaviors. It is helpful to educate oneself about this behavior in order to protect oneself and create the necessary healthy boundaries. 3D based people will tend toward Service to Self behavior that manifest into Controller archetypes. Thus, controlling people will always assume that their needs, desires, wants and purposes are always more important than whatever yours may be. Many times they will manipulate scenarios to deny your experience or perception of reality, in favor of supporting their agenda to get whatever they want. Whatever you may be doing or responsibilities you may have, they assert that you need to focus on them and their issues, regardless of the cost it may incur to you. One important point to understand about controlling behavior is that it will always lead to some form of psychological or emotional manipulation which promotes deception and lying. The need to assert control over others leads to levels of perpetuating forms of manipulation. The Manipulation of others leads to varying degrees of Deception and Lying. These are negative traits used commonly by 3D people that are unaware they are manipulating something or someone to get their personal needs met, most of the time. 3D people say one thing and do another, and do not realize they are split in their behaviors because they have been subjected to a lifetime of double think and double speak. Have compassion for 3D people suffering in these negative behaviors but do not allow yourself to be controlled by them.

Control + Manipulation = Deception/Lying.

There is no part of this equation that can be in consent with Krystic forces or god spirit, so this is an imperative piece for the Starseed and Multidimensional person to master within the self.

Dissolving the 3D Personality

The incarnated station of our identity that was our personality matrix in the 3D earth, the aspect that was enmeshed with the lower three dimensional frequencies, is gradually dissolving for some people during this time. What this equates to is the dissolution of our personality matrix or station of identity that was located in the lower three dimensions, and moving that aspect of our identity into the higher frequency bands of our Soul matrix or higher station of identity. What happens to the people on the earth who believe that they are only their 3D personality identity, when it begins to dissolve? We can see some of the effects of that dismantling of the 3D personality and the resulting consciousness shift now in the global scape. The range of experience for some people is from sensations of great anxiety, stress, and mental confusion, all the way to the descent into madness and insane behaviors. Most 3D people are not aware they are losing coherence in the way they think and process reality, as their thinking gets more fragmented through the belief systems that are based on double think and double speak. Double think is the act of simultaneously accepting two mutually contradictory beliefs as correct, often in distinct social contexts. Double think is due to a lack of awareness of split thinking or cognitive dissonance, thus the person is completely unaware of any conflict or contradiction in their thoughts or actions, when they contradict each other. Double think and Gas-lighting manipulation techniques are a way of life in the current 3D consciousness. The negative accumulative effects of existing in continual states of denial of the truth and denial of the real self, has manifested mental and emotional trauma for all people on the earth.

The lower dimensional contents that exist in the planetary collective consciousness fields are undergoing massive reconfiguration and this energetic change in the 3D reality has reached critical mass, which means it is greatly impacting all people of the earth. Whether a 3D person or awakened multidimensional person, the self-mastery that has been either lost or gained is measured in how you personally deal with the stress and chaos that is on the earth. No person on this earth is exempt from the exposure to the massive fields of chaos, confusion and darkness that exist in the collective unconsciousness of humanity. During this time, our inner energetic integrity is tested in order to hold neutrality, while facing the great forces of chaos. This is being tested in every person, just from the mere fact of being on the earth at this time. How well are we able to adapt to change and hold neutrality in every kind of stressful situation? We have to measure our competency level now. If we are not doing well with adaptability, flexibility and neutrality in our life situation, we must make adjustments to gain strength with this skill set. This is the time to take stock of how well we are coping with the madness of the earth, as the collective mind of humanity travels the Dark Night of the Soul. What does this take and what is being asked of us? All people must take responsibility for the quality of their thoughts, behaviors, actions, as all consciousness that is created has a direct cause and effect.

Since 2009, we have consistently emphasized the necessity of moving out of the 3D consciousness fields, and from feeding those 3D energies, by identifying and clearing the three layers of the negative ego that are run in the lower dimensional fields. The clearing of negative ego is mandatory in order to adapt to the shifting timelines, and to help maintain coherence and sanity. It is imperative to address unresolved conflicts that create anxiety in our mind, emotions and body, and apply clearing and healing tools that replace our previous ways of thinking with neutrality, love and peace.

Spiritual Emergency

The symptoms of psycho-spiritual crisis during the Ascension Cycle represent a manifestation and exteriorization of the deep dynamics within the human psyche and the multidimensional anatomy of human consciousness. Although we have a high population of 3D thinkers and 3D consciousness on this planet still operating as a result of 3D mind control, this may or may not suppress the forward momentum of the awakening phenomena that is happening now during the planetary ascension cycle. Many 3D people will have experiences in the future that they cannot label or will not be open to re-contextualize, as this event is an catalytic experience which forces them to give up their current belief systems. Therefore, during this transition phase, we will have a planet comprised of 3D mind non-experiencers and multidimensional experiencers that will be in conflict with each other over the control of the belief systems. The individual human psyche is a multidimensional consciousness and multilevel system with no internal divisions and with no boundaries on what potential realities can be directly experienced by multidimensional consciousness. Therefore, we cannot expect to find a one size fits all approach and have exacting definitions for every type of spiritual emergency that can arise in the human population. And yet, our Ascension work and research with individuals in psycho-spiritual crisis, and the shared experiences of the Starseed and spiritual communities that are doing similar work, reveal that it may be helpful to outline certain major forms of spiritual emergency. They each have characteristic features that can be differentiated from others. Whether a 3D person, or an inherently multi-dimensional and empathic person, we all undergo the Dark Night of the Soul process during spiritual awakening. The process will plunge us into stages of psycho-spiritual crisis of 3D ego death. What is happening on the earth is a game changer, in that the 3D ego is in death throes. People will be forced to accept some version of a new reality, whether they want to or not. We have the choice in how we want to interpret the information we perceive and how we will undergo this consciousness shift. We can adapt and change to go with the new energy flow in Service to Others, to help heal and unify our species. Or we can fight against it to preserve the fear based belief system of divide and conquer and war that was made to feed into the 3D constructs. As more people will undergo the Dark of the Soul process while on this earth, we share the following most common spiritual catalysts for people undergoing different stages of spiritual emergency:

  • Contact with deceased relatives or other deceased people
  • Shamanic related crisis
  • Awakening of Kundalini
  • Episodes of experiencing Unity or Oneness with all things
  • Psychological renewal through return to the center
  • Crisis of psychic opening
  • Multidimensional experiences, seeing creatures in other realms
  • Signs, symbols, images and triple numbers communicating information
  • Past-life or simultaneous lifetime experiences, retrieving memories
  • Communication with spirit guides, extradimensionals and channeling
  • Near-death experiences (NDEs)
  • Out of body (OBEs) or Astral projection, Remote viewing
  • Close encounters with UFOs and alien abduction experiences
  • Possession states
  • Alcoholism and drug addiction
  • Intense physical injury, accident or severe medical related event
  • Babies or Crystal Children bring on paranormal events in the larger family

May peace and love be in your heart and guide you gracefully through these intense times of spiritual awakening and spiritual emergency.

With Love, Lisa Renee”

(Source: Ascension Glossary 3D, Dark Night of the Soul, Emotional Manipulation)

http://www.energeticsynthesis.com/index.php/resource-tools/blog-timeline-shift/2827-dissolving-the-3d-personality

Evolutionary Ascension Symptom Information for People New to this Process

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I see daily search terms on my WordPress Stats page that people use to find information that leads them to websites like mine. I’ve written about the Ascension Process which is natural, highly compressed evolution at TRANSITIONS since 2007. I realize however that if someone is new to this process and not familiar with it or the terms teachers and people in the Ascension Community use when talking about it and the many unusual symptoms or side effects it naturally causes, that it all can be overwhelming and highly confusing. It’s because of this that I’m going to provide another article about these now common Ascension Process symptoms. If interested, please read through my older articles under this Category also.

I’ll try to remember to mention the most common of these symptoms or side effects but understand that, even though these are common, we each live, experience and interpret these inner changes in our own unique ways so keep an open mind and open heart when dealing with these issues that are vastly larger and more complex than anything humans have encountered before while in physical bodies on Earth.

Hot Flashes— Intense sudden inner heat caused by Kundalini Fire transmuting your old lower density and unresolved, suppressed, unloved aspects, emotional wounds, fears and so on. A lot of these Ascension symptoms are very much like the ones women experience during Menopause so don’t be shocked if you’re in a male body and suddenly are having “hot flashes”. Know they’re Kundalini related which is the same thing as Ascension related. Males must burn away all lower density and negativity along with those in female bodies.

These hot flashes can last for years, erupt and come out of different areas of your body, spine, back, chest, head, face, ears, bottoms of your feet, palms of your hands etc. Just try to stay as relaxed as you can while they happen as that allows the Process to take place a bit quicker and with less heat, sweating and misery.

Cold Spots— Intense sudden inner cold areas on your body, usually the chest and/or upper chest area around the heart and the NEW HighHeart (Thymus gland in upper center of your chest). When the old lower emotional Duality issues and energies have been burned away, transmuted, integrated and released into Neutrality, NEW higher frequencies replace them all. When these changes into the NEW take place, we often feel them as sudden patches (often large circles – chakra sized) of intense inner body cold that nothing warms up. Once we’ve integrated that particular NEW Light Energy at that area and level, we quickly warm back up. No fear, just let the higher frequency NEW energies take their place within you.

Inner Ear Ringing— Hearing constant inner ear, inside your head sounds of high-pitched ringing for days, weeks or months on end and for many years usually. This is typically caused by NEW Light Energies being transmitted by/through the Sun via solar flares, solar winds, solar storms and CMEs. I suggest that every time you experience this inner ear or inner head sound of ringing you double-check for yourself some website like SpaceWeather.com to see what the Sun is doing at that time. You’ll see the connection between what you’re hearing (and most likely also feeling in your body too) in your head and the Sun transmitting higher frequency Light Energies. All this is another way the Ascension Process energies are naturally causing humanity to rather rapidly and dramatically evolve or “ascend”.

Sudden Nausea— These intense energetic evolutionary changes often cause sudden nausea. Try to relax through it and know it doesn’t last long. The nausea comes in sudden waves but leaves just as quickly.

Lack of Sleep, waking up repeatedly all night— With so much going on in your physical and energy bodies, we’re often suddenly shoved back into our physical body after having spent some hours out of it each night. That plus our old sleep patterns and needs of the past no longer apply or are helpful with these higher frequency energies and consciousness. Often we now sleep for fewer hours at night but also need to take cat naps during the day. You can receive hours of rest and recuperation now by being out-of-body for only a few minutes so allow yourself to take short naps throughout the day when needed and don’t worry about only getting 3-5 hours of sleep each night.

Sudden Food Allergies & other Ultra Sensitivities— It’s common to suddenly not be able to eat or drink or smoke or ingest the things you did prior to the start of your physical, biological Ascension Process. Your wild “party days” are probably over so just accept that you can’t abuse your body in your old favorite ways and/or eat or drink what you did before. Release the waffles, ice cream, beer, pot, the whatever it is for you that needs to now because it’s way too dense and low vibrating to be inside your evolving physical body. This is simply about the Alchemical Ascension Process and nothing personal, even though your favorite foods/drinks/activities have become toxic to the evolving you. Release, release, release.

Sudden Need for Heavy Protein Foods— Some people will experience the need to ingest more meats and heavy protein foods than they would like or ever want but this too is, for some, part of the Ascension Process. If your body is burning through large amounts of protein quickly due to all the inner transmuting of lower dense negativity in whatever form that takes, know that you’ve got to eat more high protein foods while you’re going through this phase of the Ascension Process. A couple teaspoons of peanut butter can help tremendously in a pinch. Find which protein foods your body can handle during this phase and forget about what any of the unaware, old school Food Police people say about anything. They’re not living what you are so how could they possibly council someone that is living the Ascension Process? They cannot so use your own discernment with foods (and everything else for that matter).

Hair Loss & Thinning— During the really intense stages of the Ascension Process some will experience some hair thinning which is caused from so much energy going into transmuting and evolving instead of your hair. This won’t last forever so try to not panic or go into mourning over your hair falling out. Let your body do what it is and know it will integrate and shine once again.

Weight Gain, Weight Loss— Some people unintentionally pack on the pounds like crazy during all these intense changes. For some it’s protection, padding against the harshness of The Process and for others it’s a side effect of so much hormonal change etc. Other people lose weight because they can’t eat much due to all the Ascension related symptoms. Either way, know that this too will eventually balance itself out. Forget about trying to look like what society says is “beautiful” while you’re embodying more of God/Source/your Higher Self!

Diarrhea— Some will experience periods of diarrhea due to all the energetic purging they’re going through. That plus what you can and cannot eat now while going through all this. Just know this too is common during (ongoing) phases of embodying more higher frequency Light Energies that cause us to purge more old lower frequency energies usually in the form of old emotional stuff/issues etc.

Lung Congestion & Coughing— Another common way our body purges toxins is through our lungs which means sometimes they suddenly become congested and filled with gunk that you cough up and out. Like the diarrhea, it’s all about purging old lower density so you can embody greater and greater amounts of NEW, higher frequency Light energies. As more NEW higher comes in, more old lower must be expelled.

Head Pains, Pressures & Numbness— With so much change taking place just in the human head/brain and brain glands, don’t be surprised when you feel pressures, pains, really sore bumps, lumps and dents on your skull, and numbness in parts of your head, skull, face and sinuses. There’s a tremendous amount of higher frequency Light Energies coming into you and your physical body via the space above your physical head and skull and it flows down into your body. You will most likely also feel it descending via your spine and that too creates pressures and pains in the spine at certain points. Know that your inner voltage is being naturally but dramatically increased and this typically causes different pains and pressures and aches etc. in the head, skull, face, sinuses and down into the spine and other parts of your body as well.

Blurry Eyes & Other Vision Changes— The NEW higher frequency Light Energies cause major evolutionary changes in our eyes and optic nerves and during this ongoing process it’s common to repeatedly experience blurred vision, dry eyes, itchy eyes, eye tearing, light sensitivity etc. It’s common to also experience not being able to clearly see when you go into lower vibrating locations, stores, buildings, homes etc. Because your eyes and vision is evolving, it sometimes is difficult to see clearly in lower frequency places so know this and don’t automatically assume that you’re loosing your sight. In a way you are, but it’s because you’re going to be able to See with greatly expanded Higher Vision.

Attacks by Negative Beings, Entities & living Humans— Many people experience this common Ascension related side effect. It has to do with the fact that you are evolving and rather quickly and these lower frequency Negative Beings/Entities/Humans etc. or Team Dark as I’ve called all of them, do not want to lose you as their food and fuel supply, so they attack anyone they sense that’s starting to “wake up” and evolve beyond their low-frequency range. This situation has however been GREATLY reduced by the Forerunners, the Lightworkers, the Pathpavers, the Wayshowers that went through all this years and decades before you. Some of it still exists however, but just know that this too is a level that you’ll pass through and beyond and that these lower negative beings, entities and unaware or damaged humans won’t be able to influence or affect you for much longer. Push through them and don’t look back as they’re not part of the NEW higher world and reality.

Strange Dreams, Attacks in Dreams, Lucid Dreams— Expect to have plenty of weird dreams during the Ascension Process. Also be prepared to experience some attacks and interference from the Negative beings/entities while asleep and out-of-body. It’s been easy for the negatives—Team Dark—to get at humans while they’re asleep and out of their physical bodies and some of this still exists at lower levels. However, as you continue evolving, this too will diminish and eventually disappear completely but,= it takes plenty of honest personal inner work on your part to move through this old dense layer of negativity. Protect yourself in whatever ways you prefer daily and nightly until you’ve evolved beyond the old Duality frequency range and discover you’ve made it to the higher frequency Unity range that exists well above and beyond it.

Growing Higher Awareness, HighHeart Consciousness & Abilities— It’s normal for humanities perceptual abilities and sensitivities to evolve during the Ascension Process. What many were totally unaware of and insensitive to before will suddenly be things they cannot escape, deny or ignore any longer. You will discover that you can feel other people, animals, all things and beings in this physical world and in nonphysical higher dimensions and worlds as well. This is your consciousness evolving and your HighHeart becoming the main seat and location of your perceptions and sense of Self. Let your HighHeart open and feel what you’ve not felt before. It’s sacred and further unifying but in individual ways. You won’t lose “you” because you can now feel more Others everywhere.

Inner Body Vibrations— This symptom is the one that confuses most people the most it seems. It’s also the one Ascension related side effect that lets you know you are indeed changing, evolving and quickly because you’re literally vibrating inside, buzzing inside, shaking vibrationally inside from the higher and faster frequency NEW Light Energies being embodied by you and your physical and energy bodies.

These inner body vibrations are you, literally, embodying higher frequency Light Energies that naturally cause you/me/humanity to exist at a faster, higher rate of speed/Light/being/reality. You are increasing your spin rate, your frequency rate, the amount of Light you could house in your physical body, brain, heart, nervous system, glands, bones and your being and consciousness. I’ve lived with this growing increase of embodied Light Energies since around 2001 or 2002 and I’m not only still buzzing, vibrating, shaking intensely internally today but it’s increasingly gotten more intense over the years as each of us continues embodying more Light which further decreases density and increases our individual inner/outer Light, frequency, consciousness and range of conscious functioning.

You’ll feel this higher, faster Light Energy inside your physical body in different areas at first but eventually it will be whole-body, whole-being. This is why we’re literally disappearing from the old lower frequency levels and densities of the past Earth world; we’re literally vibrating above them now. From that old lower point of view, we simply disappear; from our point of view, they disappear. Just continue vibrating faster and higher and don’t think this one to death either. Higher frequency beings, people, dimensions and certain things etc. simply vibrate faster than more dense beings, people, dimensions etc. do. This is you living the Ascension Process and feeling these changes and increases of frequency and Light inside your physical body.

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There are many, many more symptoms/side effects than these listed above. (See my other older articles about the Ascension symptoms if interested.) What’s more important for the people just beginning this Process now however is that you realize there are common symptoms we all go through, but we do so in our unique ways, which means we’ll each experience these and other symptoms in slightly different ways, intensities and duration. This is normal but don’t get hung up in your head, your old lower frequency left-brained intellect thinking the crap out of all these things. The Ascension Process is Alchemical and must be lived to change you, it is not and never will be an intellectual process. Live them and know that you’re being naturally and automatically evolved, changed by having lived them. It’s that simple, that difficult, that magical, that wonderful and that transformational.

Denise

January 31, 2016

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Evolving Beyond the Dark

This article is specifically for the people from around the world who’ve emailed me over the years with the same horrible, difficult problem; they’ve been activated by the Ascension Process which causes them to “wake up” more spiritually, energetically and consciously and due to this they’re suddenly experiencing attacks from negative, low-frequency nonphysical, nonhuman beings, entities and living humans or Team Dark as I often refer to all of them.

As humanity continues evolving beyond the old lower frequency blueprints of the last Great Evolutionary Cycle—that fully expired on December 21, 2012—all that was doesn’t want to lose its control, power, food and fuel sources which has been living and dead humanity on Earth for thousands of years. I’m not going into detail over the old lower energies, players, duality, consciousness and such in this because I and others have already written much about it all. What I want to focus on in this article is why so many people experience negative Astral, psychic, and often physical attacks from different Team Dark beings and humans both while awake and in-body and while asleep and out-of-body.

Very simply put, Team Dark doesn’t want any human to escape the dense and narrow frequency range they have existed within for so long. If you and I escape that lower frequency range, which is exactly what we’re doing thanks to the natural Divine evolutionary push from the NEW Evolutionary Cycle and its NEW energy blueprints/templates/codes etc., then who are Team Dark going to sustain themselves off from? And so they attack humans when they sense that person is “waking up”, is naturally evolving due to the current Ascension Process and therefore will literally rise in frequency and rate and “ascend” out of that lower frequency range and consciousness into a much higher one that they cannot enter, touch or influence in any way whatsoever.

As most people begin the natural, evolutionary Ascension Process, at some point within it they will encounter repeated attacks from Team Dark simply because they’re starting the Process of moving out of range from them and so the battle is on to stop, prevent, or at the very least derail the person from being successful with this and escaping/evolving beyond their influence. Think of this miserable, dangerous, difficult situation as Initiatic because it is.

What many people don’t understand is that these levels, stages and phases within the Ascension Process are literally Initiatic and Alchemical and are extremely important and highly valuable personally. I won’t water this down and say any of it is easy because it’s not. It’s often painful, difficult and downright miserable in most cases and yet, by an individual actually LIVING, EMBODYING these Initiatic, Alchemical processes they are forever physically and energetically changed by each one of them… which is the point to the Ascension Process. One must individually be transmuted, transformed from top to bottom, from the energy bodies down to the physical body by these higher frequency Light Energies to literally have their DNA, dualized brain halves, consciousness, energy bodies and physical body integrated, unified, evolved and “ascended” up to the next frequency range and level(s). Not one bit of this is accomplished in the human intellect left brain or ego, but all the way down into every cell, organ, nerve ending, every thought and emotion because that is what Initiations and Alchemical processes do; they transmute and transform one thing into something very NEW, different and into a higher rate of frequency — like 3D Lead to 5D multidimensional Gold.

Of course Team Dark doesn’t want that to happen and so they attack, derail, sidetrack, make sick, make weak, confuse, interfere, manipulate and attack some more in an attempt to prevent each of us from breaking through that Energy Ceiling and evolving beyond them and our lower consciousness, lower reality world, ways and systems. Only those who’ve gone so far from Source/God/All That Is would believe themselves to be more powerful than Source/God/All That Is! They are not and never have been so don’t give them any more power or focus than you need to during these changes. Realize, understand what’s happening to you and why and that there is some real work and effort involved on your part to break through that old lower Energy Ceiling and evolve yourself, body and soul, up out and beyond that level and range and into a unified, integrated frequency range that’s not remotely like the old lower 3D one.

This can be done, has been done, and is being done today by millions more people around the world and it will continue so no fear, just take advantage of the natural evolutionary Ascension Process Light Energies pushing us all to evolve now. Do the work, make the effort so you can honestly remember that you actually are an aspect of Divine Source/God/All That Is on a very exciting journey for individual Self and for unified Source as they’re one and the same after all is said and done. Don’t become discouraged or sidetracked by the negative tactics and diehard folks and beings of the old lower frequency world and ways. Keep in your Heart the knowing that you are Divine and have the Divine Right to evolve and live free at a higher level of being, consciousness and reality now, today. Use the tests, the Initiations, the Alchemical processes to propel you to the next higher level and don’t give a second thought over the lower old negative biting at your behind on the way up and out.  ❤

Denise Le Fay

November 22, 2014

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Important RECAP & End of Nine Month Period

In January 2013 when I first noticed that the end of the Nine Months period happens on 9-22-13, those numbers really struck me and instantly triggered a series of higher awareness understandings about past/present/future events and the upcoming Separation of Worlds & Timelines. I apologize for the length of this article, but I believe it will be worth the time to read through it and connect some more Ascension dots.

I’ve mentioned in past articles, and covered in A Lightworker’s Mission, that my Ascension Process started in January 1991, with the start of my Uranus Opposition (age 39). Next, in February 1999 at age 47, I entered the brutal start of the physical level, biological body Ascension Process. If you’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission you know what I went through from 1999 and why. But, something happened in 2001 that I intentionally left out of the book (and blog articles) because it wasn’t the time for me to say much of anything about it publicly — it is now however.

In the book I detail the profoundly horrible period I, my Mother, and even our pets went through because of two brothers that rented a house next door to us in April 2000. Long story short, they were owned and operated by a (a lifelong attachment due to childhood sexual molestation) single demonic entity and were intentionally manipulated by It, Team Dark, to move in next door to us Elder Forerunner Lightworkers in an attempt to stop/kill/drive mad/destroy/derail me and what I was doing energetically in any way Team Dark (4D nonhuman and 3D human) could. Did I know any of this at that time? Unfortunately not because I was so profoundly sick from the Ascension Process for a year before this even started. The situation (both physical and etheric attacks) with those possessed neighbors only made my already miserable and profoundly difficult Ascension Process vastly worse of course. When a Team Light Starseed/Wanderer/Lightworker is down and struggling with transmuting density duality, Team Dark typically takes advantage and rushes in and tries to finish you off!

So here were these two (slightly younger than myself) males that are some of the lowest of the low who are completely controlled by this 4D demon and I’m profoundly sick and weakened due to the intensity and amount of energetic transmuting I was doing then via the physical body Ascension Process. These neighbors hated us, and we them, and it was an impossibly difficult time that lasted for years.

Early one morning (remember I live in southern California) these Team Dark neighbors deliberately opened their front door and turned their TV up really loud because they very much wanted us to hear it. They had never done anything like this with their TV before so I knew something else was up. After about fifteen minutes of listening to their damned TV intentionally blaring away early in the morning at us out their front door, I realized they desperately wanted me and Mom to know that something was unfolding on TV. I gave in and turned on my TV to see what it was that they so obviously wanted us to be aware of. There, live in the moment as it was happening was what’s become known as the 9-11 event.

Team Dark very much wanted us of Team Light to see and feel this live event unfold in physicality and our Portal People neighbors were manipulated to let me and my Mom know about it. (Normally we wouldn’t have turned our TVs on until early evening Pacific time.) I knew instantly that day that the event I was watching unfold on TV was a multidimensional Team Dark creation and was so much more than was claimed and believed to be at the time it happened and for these 12 years. 12 is a number frequency that has represented 3D physicality; 12 hours in a day/night, 12 zodiac signs, 12 ancient Tribes etc. 13 is a number frequency that represents everything beyond the 12 of 3D physicality of old. It represents Christ or 5D High Heart Consciousness and being etc. This is why Team Dark did its best to convince humanity that 13 was/is evil, dangerous, suspect etc. and to be left alone; they don’t want you escaping the old lower frequency and systems and evolving/ascending to the higher frequencies represented by 13.

Let me backtrack a bit more. Many weeks before this date I had clairaudiently heard and felt the most hateful, evil, nonhuman voice talking about how it was ‘time for the white man to pay, time for justice to be had…’ and other intensely hateful rants. What struck me when I heard this weeks before the date mentioned above, was that the voice I heard was a nonhuman voice and not only some vengeful human male(s) from the Middle East. There have long been unseen nonhuman Team Dark 4D Astral puppet masters orchestrating, manipulating and directing certain 3D human puppets to get more humans to carry out whatever 4D Astral Team Dark wants to happen in 3D earth physicality.

I knew from clairaudiently hearing this voice and the incomprehensible amount of hatred and darkness in it that it was a 4D Astral Team Dark being talking to other 4D Astral Team Dark beings who were working from that dimension to intentionally create, affect, manipulate, direct and finally impact the physical 3D earth and humanity physically in some big way for some big reasons. A few weeks after I head this voice, Team Dark’s 4D Astral plans manifested in the 3D physical earth world on 9-11-01.

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TEAM DARK’S LOWER OCTAVE USE OF NUMBER ENERGIES TO CREATE AN OFFSHOOT EARTH WORLD

Keywords–Completion, completion of a cycle of events, end/beginning, accomplishment, attainment, influence over situations, influence in circumstances.

–Master Number, visionary, “treachery and betrayal from secret enemies”, psychic awareness, awakening, multidimensional creativity, portals open and portals close.

gold zero –Void, unmanifest, potential, unlimited, nothing/everything, transformational change, intensity, eternal.

–Strong will, power, visionary, new beginnings, new adventures, exert one’s intent, creator, actions.

–Combine the keywords from 0 zero and 1 and you can easily see and sense the ripe potential that year held to create. (Yes I know I’ve ignored the number 2 in 2001 but even if you add in the 2 to the 0 and 1 you get 3 which is still intense manifestation within 3D physicality!) The unmanifest potential contained in 0 combined with the sheer power and drive to manifest something in the energies of number 1 provided a LOT of energy and force to create whatever a group of someone’s wanted to create…so they did.

Team Dark intentionally used the powerful combination of energies available from 9, 11, zero and 1 — 9-11-01 — to create an offshoot earth world and timeline where they would stay in total control over that world and those who exist on it. What Team Dark intentionally created utilizing the energies available on 9-11-01 was to deliberately create a huge emotional and psychic fracture in much of humanity; a horrific trauma that left people in shock making them even easier to control and herd in another direction, plus implement some new laws of the land to better control the masses then and in the future.

4D Astral Team Dark (Negative Orion/Reptilian/Draconian Alien beings etc.) intentionally created and carried out the 9-11-01 event (and much more) because they could See that in the near future the earth world that you and I incarnated on was headed for devastating natural disasters and the extinction of human life on earth around 2012. Because Team Dark did not want to lose their control and energetic food and fuel source, which has always been humanity and earth, they intentionally created a trauma to humanity massive enough to use energetically to fuel their creation of an offshoot earth world where they would continue to control humans and activities on that earth world. That physical offshoot earth world that Team Dark intentionally created through their multidimensional actions we call “9-11” — that earth world is called Planet B.

4D Team Dark did what they’ve always done and manipulated the 3D humans they could to carry out their desires and plans in 3D physical earth reality to benefit themselves. Just like when some intense trauma or shock impacts a human, oftentimes that human will fracture their personality because they’re so traumatized by whatever it was that happened and couldn’t cope with and remain intact through it all. Team Dark has intentionally and repeatedly done this same thing to mass humanity from the 4D Astral to induce global trauma and shock in as many 3D humans as they could. This they did very well with their carefully crafted event that happened in physical 3D on 9-11-01. 

4D Team Dark created this 3D physical event to use the dark emotional and psychic energies from the shock, trauma, fear, chaos, physical/emotional/mental/psychic pain, turmoil and growing hatred that event created in global humanity to deliberately induce so much trauma and fear that they could create a fracture in the human psyche which gave them the energetic fuel they needed to create and manifest an offshoot earth world and timeline that they do continue to control and use.

Do not misunderstand what I’m saying and believe that 4D and 3D Team Dark are “All Powerful” or that I believe they are because I do not. I want it clearly understood that Team Dark was allowed to do this by Divine Source so there would continue to be a physical earth world where darkness and negativity rule and that it would be even worse, even darker, even more violent and horrific than the dark negative earth world you and I were born on. Why allowed and why even darker and more negative? For those people/souls who haven’t figured it out yet! Divine Source allowed this creation by Team Dark — it did NOT happen because 4D and 3D Team Dark were “All Powerful”. They still believe they are of course, but Divine Source has given them more time to hopefully learn and grow and figure a few things out too.

Team Dark has always known more about certain things than the most conscious of incarnate Starseeds/Wanderers/Lightworkers Volunteers have because they’ve always been able to “See” past/present/future timelines and alternate worlds and probable realities from the 4D Astral. They had this tremendous advantage up until the 12-21-12 Expiration Date, but from that point forward, 4D Astral nonhuman and 3D Physical human Team Dark members have NOT had the “Sight” and extremely valuable information it’s always given them. This is why a lot of human Remote Viewers could not and cannot See past the 12-21-12 Expiration Date. This is also why some of the ultra-sensitive Team Light Forerunners have been increasingly aware in 2013 that the 4D Astral is feeling like, sounding like, looking like and been acting like everyone’s hair is on fire there! The 4D Astral and 3D human Team Dark members lost their tremendous advantage over this earth world and humanity on it at the 12-21-12 Expiration Date and have ever since been hustling to adapt to endings, separations, and major limitations as their old habitual reality, negative abilities and other tools and ways have been severely restricted and highly isolated finally. The 12-21-12 Expiration Date was exactly that and a total black out and lock out to 4D and 3D Team Dark activated then preventing them from being able to continue Seeing multiple future timelines and world realities and manipulating them to their advantage. Welcome to the NEW dark, Dark.

TEAM LIGHT’S HARD WORK CREATING A NEW ASCENDED EARTH WORLD

What’s happened in the timeline after 9-11-01 is equally interesting when viewed from Higher Awareness. In a nutshell, 4D Team Dark did what they did to create their offshoot earth world 12 years ago — what’s become known as Earth B. Before, during, and after that date and event TEAM LIGHT has continuously worked very hard to create a higher frequency offshoot earth world themselves — what we call the Earth A. We Team Light incarnate Volunteers on physical earth came to transmute the density, the negativity, the duality of the old world we incarnated on to cause it to ascend in density, vibration, frequency, Light, Heart and Consciousness to the point that a NEW physical earth world and timeline was manifested — Earth A/B.

In another timeline the original earth world (if it can be called that) we elders incarnated on continued towards escalating “Earth Changes” — catastrophic global natural disasters — to the point that humanity could no longer exit on it. This is the earth world some people were clairvoyantly Seeing twenty, twenty-five or more years ago and drawing maps of that looked nothing like where the current continents are located. This is the same earth world that many incarnate human Starseeds/Wanderers/Lightworkers were reminded repeatedly about and shown terrible images of by certain ETs over the decades either telepathically while awake; while asleep and out-of-body; and/or while out-of-body and on their UFO craft with them, that humanity was headed towards IF they did not change themselves, their consciousness, their beliefs and ways very fast.

I clairvoyantly saw that original earth world almost constantly from the mid to late 1990s. What I repeatedly saw clairvoyantly was a horrific sight to See and feel and was a powerful reminder and constant motivator that I was on earth for very specific reasons and to not waste time jerking around trying to be a “regular human” when I was a Starseed/Wanderer/Lightworker here on a VERY specific mission playing out on a VERY precise timeline. I know many of you reading this got the same messages and reminders in the ways you did and/or now are.

Team Dark has done things from the 4D Astral into the 3D Physical to make sure they will continue to have a physical earth world (and other offshoot ones of it too) where they are still in control and continue to parasite off humans even more severely than before if you can comprehend that. The Light gets lighter and larger and the Dark places get much darker and more compressed so that people/souls eventually figure out Duality and individually decide to head themselves back towards the Light/Home/Unity.

Simultaneously to all this TEAM LIGHT worked obsessively transmuting density duality across 3D earth and time (and in the 2D Elemental and 4D Astral and more) to help create a NEW higher frequency offshoot earth world and timeline where physicality and duality can still be experienced when needed for overall Soul growth, but, minus all Team Dark. This NEW earth world — Earth A/Bis a Stair-step world for the rest of humanity able to reach it to continue their Ascension Process on a physical earth world with Duality but without Team Dark and Team Dark influences like we had in the old lower earth world and timeline. This will make it tremendously easier and faster for humanity on Earth A/B to continue integrating duality in themselves individually and collectively and eventually evolve/ascend beyond this vastly improved NEW balanced and sane Stair Step world and level and reach full 5D.

Know that just because I’m talking about these things now does NOT mean that you or I will directly experience Planet B or any Planet B scenarios. You and I will continue to exist where we have for a couple of years already — the NEW balanced and Light-filled but still dualized but sane Earth A/B. Others will continue existing on this dualized Earth A/B but with growing 5D consciousness and abilities. Most others will continue on it but from lower Stair-steps of development and awareness and will continue their ongoing Ascension Process which, at this level is, polarity/duality integration and eventual full resolution. Others will fully ascend to nonphysical 5D Earth A or elsewhere and so on. However, all this does NOT cancel out the FACT that descending Earth B and numerous other offshoot worlds of it will exist as other needed worlds and timelines for the people/souls who want, need, desire or are unaware enough to be drawn, sidetracked, or manipulated into it.

You will not experience Earth B or any of its offshoots unless you or I get really stupid or careless and fall or let ourselves be manipulated etc. back down vibrationally into a lower dense band of awareness and negative emotional focus, which we won’t because we’re not stupid after all we’ve been through. But, for some people (“fluffies”) to outright deny the existence of these other worlds and levels of reality and ongoing soul education and the many people/souls that want and/or need these unpleasant dark experiences just because you cannot yet grasp larger, more complex truths is egoic, deluded, and shows great disrespect towards everyone. It’s grow up time which means it’s time to know much more about much more, and obviously Duality.

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HIGHER OCTAVE LIGHT USE OF NUMBER ENERGIES

Keywords–Completion, completion of an Evolutionary Cycle, personal completion, collective completion, Shifting to the NEW levels and timelines, Endings and simultaneous NEW Beginnings.

–Master Number, Spiritual Master in Form, Master Builder, birth of the NEW physically, highest manifestations, unlimited, evolution, Universal transformation, Universal Love, creation, global implementation of the higher frequency NEW.

–Divine Christed Feminine, Return of the “Goddess” aspect of Source, Christ plus 12 disciples=13, Unity, the fifth dimension, Ascension, Enlightenment, evolution of consciousness back into the Light, purity, incorruptible, transcendence of matter, levels above/beyond the old 3D physical realm and consciousness, Divinity, High Heart being and consciousness.

NINE MONTHS COMPLETES ON 9-22-13 & SEPARATION OF WORLDS BEGINS

1) Winter/summer Solstice December 21, 2012 was the first Expiration Date or cutoff point of the old Evolutionary Cycle and all that went with it which includes 4D and 3D Team Dark  running the entire patriarchal earth and humanity.

2) Next energetic Stair Step was the very important transitional Nine Month period from 12-21-12 to 9-22-13, and even it was broken into Three Trimesters (more of those energetic Stair Steps for everyone). The Nine Months period has been extreme, intense, difficult, painful emotionally and physically, exhausting, highly frustrating at times, yet profoundly progressive and expansive simultaneously just under the surface of all that other intense stuff!

3) The next Stair Step is the fall/spring Equinox September 22, 2013 which is the second Expiration Date and cutoff point and is the activation within the physical of the Separation of Worlds & Timelines. This date is more meaningful to me personally than all the other important ones that came before it because 9-22-13 is the last and absolute energetic cutoff point from the old Evolutionary Cycle, world, and those Negatives who ran planet earth and limited and controlled humanity for thousands of years. This cosmic spiritual Milestone surpasses all the great ones before it to me because it’s the start of the NEW across the board.

Will this 9-22-13 Shift point alter everything physically, magically, instantly overnight? Yes and no, but just like 12-21-12 was the Expiration Date of the old Evolutionary Cycle, this date is an absolute ending/beginning point and the NEW begins fully on the physical which entails the separation between the different worlds and timelines. We enter a totally NEW phase of this huge Process on 9-22-13 which will be easier and faster than what we’ve already been through. Added to this 9-22-13 Expiration Date is the entrance into increasingly higher levels of individual Higher Awareness which will make everything vastly easier to deal with! Change like what will start physically after we complete the Nine Month period will have its difficult moments for sure, but, that doesn’t mean that you personally will or have to experience them. Keep that in your Higher Heartmind and intentions as the NEW begins and obliterates the old lower everything. This too is a transitional time as the old lower collapses and disappears and the NEW higher and much better in every way replaces it all. Remember the Uranus/Pluto Squares happening from 2012 through 2015? They HAVE to unfold and do the dismantling that they will in the physical world so there’s an important clue about how long these intense and possibly difficult changes may take. More about this major physical transitional phase in other articles. No fear.

MULTIPLE WORLDS & OFFSHOOT WORLDS

From what I’ve seen clairvoyantly and perceived from Higher Awareness so far, there are many more worlds and Earth-like worlds than just these Primary three. For example and very briefly, there are different offshoot worlds of Earth B so that all types of different dark/darker/darkest experiences can be experienced. One of these offshoot Earth B worlds is one where humans and machines are the main focus, desire, and intention. It’s a completely heartless, scientific, left brained intellectual world where humans have willingly given up their humanity, their power, their spirituality etc. to become strictly left brained technological flesh machines.

There is another Earth B offshoot world where war is taken to the end extreme and all human life is eventually obliterated from the insane desire and blood-lust to endlessly war against others. This world is so ravaged by human warring and bombings etc. that it becomes non-life sustaining.

Another descending offshoot world is where the human Team Dark “elite” totally control the planet and enslave humankind far worse than the 3D Earth world we incarnated into. It’s a totally fear-based and utterly controlled world minus all Team Light where the absolute worst of the worst and most imbalanced and insane “elite” control all of humanity and the planet. This particular Planet B offshoot Earth world is the one that’s directly connected to their old 9-11-01 event.

I won’t focus much on the Earth A/B because it’s a primary stair-step world for the people/souls that still need and/or desire a physical world schoolroom to continue their polarity integration journey and education towards eventual full ascension to nonphysical 5D. This NEW balanced and sane Earth A/B Earth world has its timeline and is coded to function for a certain number of years to help humans focus on making the transition from Duality to Triality or Unity Consciousness, frequency, and being.

I have seen and perceived many different versions of the NEW Earth A which is just wonderful. There is a primary Earth-like world but there’s so much variety to it due to the 5D High Heart Conscious Creativity of its inhabitants that’s it’s impossible to talk about them all. What I’ve perceived so far of it is beyond beautiful; it’s stellar-like, crystalline-like, highly creative and diverse, full of Light and High Heart and contains only people/souls of Light and other Light Beings and is much like “Home” to Starseeds/Wanderers/Lightworkers.

In other words, if lets say there’s 500 humans/souls that have fully ascended to this Earth A today, then there’s 500 unique individual versions of this fully ascended Earth A all existing within this same space and frequency range. Think of this like different neighborhoods or different towns in one big country. They all exist within the same place but there are slight differences from one house to another house, from one neighborhood to another neighborhood, from one town to another town and so on.

So old lower Earth B of 9-11 separates and goes its way, for a while; NEW Earth A/B of 9-22 separates and goes its way and so on with them all. Obviously from this last Expiration Date and cutoff point of 9-22-13, everything changes everywhere. This article felt to me like a much-needed recap and overview of what we’ve already been through and why and how it all has been part of the massive ongoing Ascension Process in every way. In a few short weeks we’ll go further into the reality-altering changes that Earth A/B is and will be going through for the next few years. Yes all this could happen faster if all of humanity was more evolved, collectively aware, and all functioning within a closer range than they currently are. Because they’re not it’s simply going to take some “time” in physicality for the old patriarchy and their systems to completely fall and be replaced with the higher frequency NEW and run entirely by those of the Light. Having said all that, this transition will happen very quickly all things considered! Thanks for wading through this long article, and know that your Donations are always greatly appreciated. ❤

Denise

September 1, 2013

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More Details on WHY April 2013 was so difficult

Don’t misunderstand the title of this and think that now we’re in May 2013 this negative business won’t happen because it will, and it’ll try very hard to continue affecting, attacking, influencing and doing the ‘Smash and Grab’ maneuver on whoever they can. These Team Dark beings are hurriedly stockpiling humans, human consciousness and human energies now for their upcoming long, hard, hungry winter elsewhere, minus many millions of us who’ve gone our separate ways (the upcoming Separation of Worlds).

Someone (forgive me but I can’t remember your name at this moment) emailed this particular James Gilliland article to me the other day. Thank you. ♥ Because it is in my opinion highly accurate, I wanted to quote it here after my April 30, 2013 article, Please… Is April 2013 Over Yet?! 

Thank you James Gilliland for this article. Plenty of people are in great need of better understanding that there really are ‘worlds behind the world’ and that there are diverse positive and negative Beings that have always existed within them. People need to consciously know what’s really going on within multiple dimensions and how and why they are affected, attacked, and unknowingly to them, deliberately manipulated and used by the Negative Aliens Beings or as I call these creatures, Team Dark,  to harm Lightworkers/Starseeds/Forerunners/Transmuters/Indigos and anyone trying to wake up and evolve out from under them and their lowly frequency range.

Denise Le Fay

May 2, 2013

TRANSITIONS

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5D Incoming and Relationships

James Gilliland, April 12, 2013

“After the great deluge of emails and phone calls asking what is going on with all the chaos, turmoil, relationship splits, and people basically wigging out everywhere, I felt it is time to write this article. Some of the information will be a godsend, to others they will find major resistance to this information.

This is often determined by which side of the fence one is on and if they are ready to heal, and take responsibility for their choices and actions. Nonetheless, universal law, and karma will have its way despite our delusions and denials. We can mentally justify many things our soul and spirit do not. Soul and spirit always have the last word.

There is a 5D overlay and a vibrational lifting and healing well underway. There are cycles and waves of energy that are coming with this process. It is a natural cycle due to alignments with Galactic Plane, Alcyone, Sirius and Pulses coming in from other cosmic sources. Cosmic, Gama, X-ray, ultraviolet, infrared and other rays are bombarding the planet in ways never before experienced or recorded on the Earth. This is throughout the entire solar system.

These times have all been referred to in ancient texts, the second coming where we rise into Christ or Buddha consciousness, the separation of the “sheep from the goats”, the wheat from the chaff, moving into the golden age, the end of the Mayan calendar, “The Beginning is Near”, “Nonjudgment Day”, The Great War In The Heavens, etc. We have all heard this before yet few understand the dynamics and what can happen in this process.

We are going to address relationships in this process due to so many people asking us to make sense of what is happening. With this major influx of energy and during the peaks of incoming energy you will see people transform. Some for the better and some for the worst. In the end it is all good because it is all part of a major healing, yet while you are in the midst of it we are often challenged to our very core.

People are going to act out their wounds, traumas and wrong conclusions from past experience. Some will become the observer and detach; others will be projecting, blaming and doing unconscious, even cruel acts you never thought they were capable of. In truth, some are really not capable of such acts on their own yet they have openings, an unhealed past that allows other unseen negative influences to take over.

When this happens, the only way out is to learn how to heal unseen negative influences, set firm boundaries and cut any cords keeping you attached to those affected. There are serpent energies or beings, greys, reptilians, and some, what you would call demonic beings, which are using the light workers for target practice. They are trying to create as much chaos, pain and suffering possible because this insures their world will continue.

They also feed off the lower vibrational energies such as anger, sadness, sorrow, fear, guilt unworthiness etc. Before, they could only hook you through the first three chakras – survival, sex and power – yet now they use those closest to you, friends, family and lovers to hit you in the heart.

There is a war for souls happening and your soul sits right next to the heart. To shut it down, shut down the ability to love, knowing love is the ultimate power in the universe, is one of the best weapons these unseen negative influences have to try to stop the awakening and healing of humanity and the Earth.

Many friends, family and lovers, those who are deeply wounded or do not have the inner awareness, strength, moral character and self authority to fend off these intrusions, are acting out their old wounds, traumas, and wrong conclusions from past experiences. This includes the lower vibrational desires of the unseen negative influences. This is why you are seeing so many relationships ending, insane behavior, and wounded egos acting out in ways unthinkable to most.

We cannot blame others for being weak, allowing themselves to be influenced, or for many of the behaviors which are often totally out of character, yet they have to take responsibility for their choices and actions which opened the door to these influences.

This includes the lack of interest in addressing their own wounds, traumas, wrong conclusions from past experiences, choosing an ego driven life, focusing primarily on outer appearances and material acquisition.

The imbalance of external focus versus internal focus, and not choosing to heal as a priority, is often the problem and can create the opening for these unseen negative influences. Unhealed childhood trauma, abuse, abandonment issues seem to be a common denominator as well as past life choices to engage and work with the darker forces.

These all are often the openings used by unseen negative influences to destroy relationships. As if not addressing and healing our own patterns is not enough, adding these unseen negative influences in the mix makes one big disaster waiting to happen. This includes the implants by regenerate greys and reptilians used to broadcast their psychopathic behavior into the mix.

It is all about consciousness and there is a war in consciousness. Holding to the universal principles and understandings necessary for a healthy society and relationship is essential in the days to come. Holding to the basics of treating others how you would like to be treated, being honest, kind, loving, caring, serving others, opens the doors to higher unseen positive influences as does prayer and meditation done properly.

Whenever we become trapped in the desires of the ego and the outer world, become self absorbed, selfish, not caring about how our choices and actions affect others, we open the door to the unseen negative influences. These influences will often support and act out these patterns of behavior through those unconscious of their unhealed patterns and the influences of these unseen negative influences.

It is hard to believe that there are forces that care nothing for life, humanity, or the Earth, and actually live off the chaos, pain and suffering – yet one only has to look at the condition of society, the environment, the wars, diseases, unbridled greed, to realize this is now epidemic, this has become up to the highest levels of leadership.

Now it seems to be coming home to roost, the polarities are increasing between those who have chosen to live according to universal law, a spiritual life in harmony with each other and nature, and those who wish to continue to live a material life, in disharmony with each other and nature. A life focused on internal awareness, making one’s own personal God/Spirit/Creator connection first and foremost as a priority versus being focused primarily on external outer appearances, material acquisition driven by the ego with all its programming in direct conflict with their soul and spirit. One is the upward path to ascension and alignment with the new 5D energies, the other is the unsustainable downward path ending in the total collapse of the old matrix.

People are choosing, taking different paths, aligning with the new energies or fighting them and those who represent them. That in general is what is happening. I hope this sheds some light on the chaos, challenges, behavior of some who are deeply wounded or influenced. When we know what is happening, we can depersonalize it, guard against it, and heal it, yet we must honor the divine right to free will and self-determination of eternal souls. They might not have chosen to ascend or get it right this time around.

It is important that the lightworkers band together and support each other, assist those who choose to heal and release those who choose not. We cannot save others even if we know their future, their lessons are theirs hard as they may be, universal law will have its way, karma will unfold in its divine time, yet time is quickening.

Here is the technique we use to heal unseen negative influences. You can use them on others because these negative influences are already trespassing and you are only affirming one’s divinity, not influencing them for personal gain. You can call on the House of Mary, Jesus, Baba ji, Buddha, your own main teacher and guide if you know it, yet it is best to use fifth dimensional beings on up beyond the astral level. They are ascended and off the wheel of life.

In dealing with the darkest of the unseen negative influences, call on the 7th dimensional Lion beings. They seem to be the only ones to really take care of business with this group. Maahes, Narasimha, Bacal, Caja, Sekhmet are a few of them known in history. The ancient Egyptians were fully aware of the archons as depicted in their wall paintings and how to deal with them.

Healing Technique: Healing is a must for all those who desire to operate in other realms of consciousness. You must have self – authority and maintain control. If you are experiencing negative vibrations, they are either thought forms, limiting mental concepts, psychic bonds or discarnate entities (lost souls) in need of healing. They are bound to the earth vibration due to lower vibrational attitudes and emotions. Some are coercive and desire to manipulate or control. Love heals. Casting out only sends them to another place, another person. IN all healings, remember that god is love. It is the power of love that heals and lifts. We will give you the following steps to clear the energy.

1. Close your aura by visualizing a white or gold light around you.

2. Call upon your chosen cultural representative of God, be it Jesus, Buddha, Babaji, Mary, Mohammed, White Eagle or another one of the beautiful Many Christed Ones.

3. Tell the entities they are healed and forgiven, lifted and enlightened. (repeat if you feel it is needed)

4. Tell them that they are filled and surrounded with the Christ light and the Christ love (or the highest consciousness and energy available).

5. Ask that your chosen representative to take them to their perfect place and highest expression.

6. Ask that all negative thought forms and limiting mental concepts be dissolved and lifted into the light of truth.

7. Ask that all psychic bonds be severed, and close their auras to all but spirit of the highest vibration.

Repeat this process until you feel clear. There may be more than one healing to do. Remember that your word is very powerful, and what is spoken on their level manifests instantly. Many enlightened ones use this process before opening. It creates a clear and safe environment and it also lifts the one who is doing the healing. Intent is nine-tenths of the law!

Hope this helps, please share with your family and friends.

If you are interested further, I encourage you to order James books through our website.www.eceti.org

Pass this far and wide

Be well and Godspeed,”

James Gilliland

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The 11 Portal Message of 1

I’ve been trying to get something written quickly about what I’ve been feeling building energetically since Monday, April 8, 2013, because I sense IT is going to increase all week and then there will be another decent sized shift for many of us near the end of this week — April 8th through April 13, 2013. From my perspective IT feels like more positive Energy has arrived and/or I’ve arrived at where IT exists and IT is literally pushing, disintegrating the past negative Evolutionary Cycle blueprint energies and negative Beings/Team Dark (nonphysical and physical) that went with it right out of the way. I’ve worked a long time to finally feel this Out With the Old Negative Everything shift in stages in this world and dimension, and this present stage that I’m feeling today, April 8th, is unlike anything I’ve felt before so this is very exciting and encouraging.

I’ve wondered over the past few years what it’s going to feel like and how am I and others going to adjust to this Out With the Old Negative Everything shift? Honestly think about this because the old Negative everything is all that humanity has known in this life. I’ve long remember that I Volunteered to enter into a world that was totally controlled and owned and operated by the Negative Beings/Team Dark since early childhood. Because of this I’ve adapted and adjusted to the negativity, density and duality to survive while I was incarnate here on an Ascension Mission in this timeline.

My point is that, because of these different things, I’ve gotten used to balancing myself against the profound negative energies that have completely controlled this planet for so long. Over the decades my inner equilibrium so to speak has had to adapt to this negativity so I could move around within IT in this life and physical body. However, now having passed the 12-21-12 Expiration Date, and experiencing the ongoing disintegration of the old negative Beings/Team Dark and their being in control and those old energetic blueprints that enabled them to run the show for so long, on Monday April 8, 2013, I became much more aware that I’m now having to use very different consciousness and energetic muscles to balance myself against the changing external energies as the old negative ‘frequency fences’ and Team Dark diminish from this world and timeline.

Today it’s Thursday, April 11, 2013, as I continue writing this and this 11 energy day brought in a wallop of positive energy early this morning that clearly and repeatedly let me know I should write more now about the importance and necessity of individuals — 1 — and the Ascension Process. I’ve known this particular information before today and have written about it over the past few years however this portal reminder message came to me today through two women’s emails that both carried the same message that I’m supposed to be reminded of today during this 4-11-13 portal. Thanks goes to Karina and Nan for playing their parts in anchoring and delivering this portal reminder message to me today. ♥

The message (and reminder) for us all right now is that we’ve reached that very important point where we MUST individually –1– live the Ascension Process; embody the new higher frequency Energies; walk the talk; master discerning energies and Beings etc. and we must start doing this on our own and consciously recognize that we are doing it on our own.

Why is this so important now that it’s one of the big Light Information messages that came in through this 11 portal? Because humanity has been horribly, unthinkably, pathetically and intentionally dis-empowered by Team Dark for many thousands of years to keep them from evolving spiritually, energetically and physically. One of the main ways Team Dark accomplished this was through mind controlled dis-empowerment of individuals. But with that old Evolutionary Cycle Expired and it disintegrating fast, we Forerunner/Pathpaver individuals HAVE to remember and/or re-learn how to be empowered individually. That seems to be one of the main incoming messages of this 11 portal day. There’s been more today but this it gonna have to do for now because I’m totally spent! We’ll talk more about this individual shift business more in Comments, but I’ve felt compelled today, amidst all the other insights I’ve personally had, to finish this article and get it published on April 11, 2013. Often I/we have to paddle extra fast n’ hard sometimes to catch the next incoming Energy Wave so we can surf it all the way in. This is me and you doing exactly that and very well done everyone! ♥

Denise

April 11, 2013

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What A Winter! (2012)

WINTER RECAP IN PREPARATION FOR THE 2012 SPRING EQUINOX

But first, some whining…

On January 1, 2012 I felt and was affected by another upsurge and big push from Team Dark (the non-physical, non-human Beings and their human puppets). It was mildly depressing and I wasn’t prepared for it, which I should have been, but because we’re so close now my heart gaze is entirely fixed on the finish line and humanity evolving beyond the vibrational reach and influence of Team Dark. I realize I may occasionally jump the gun with certain old familiar polarized 3D issues and belief systems such as the controlled need for money, the controlled need for gasoline, war etc., but this is because I know what’s possible and coming and want all of us to be there sooner rather than later. To reach the next rung on the ladder, you’ve got to be willing to release your grasp on the one you’re currently holding on to.

There we were in the long-awaited year of 2012 finally and all I could feel, again, was the tenacity and determination of Team Dark trying to grab more people and create more fear/war/violence/murder etc. in this world. Needless to say I was a bit bummed from the start of January 2012 as I felt these old dark dudes—human and otherwise—working hard to regain power, energy, control and more of humanities energies and consciousness.

On a personal note I’ve had a whole slew of physical world things, issues, situations that I’ve had to take care of, such as getting my taxes done and numerous other similar old 3D things that I’ve never enjoyed having to do. Since the start of 2012, I’ve spent more time doing these types of old 3D things, making changes, fixing certain things, replacing things that suddenly broke and so on than I have writing articles! I’ve had busy times like this in the past but nothing to this degree. It seems there’s plenty of changes happening on multiple levels and dimensions now and all with a great big rush and push before the spring Equinox arrives on March 19, 2012.

Despite these unexpected intrusions into my life, time, focus and energy by these old 3D situations and necessities, I’ve had a couple of interesting experiences that have reinforced my sense of being assisted by a small group of higher dimensional Unseens. I haven’t sensed Them in my life a long time so this has been a real pleasure feeling Them around me and assisting me once again.

Once in January and again in February 2012, I had some important legal and money-related old 3D type things come up that I had to take care of. In both cases I made a mistake with something I didn’t even know existed and would have had a heck of a time trying to fix or redo both situations and probably would have been fined for my blunder. To prevent this added mess, distraction and interactions with the old 3D systems I’m not and never have been fond of, some of these Unseens literally put things ON HOLD for me so that other things would happen which would prevent those future problems, fines and redo’s.

I’ve experienced the Unseens helping me like this in decades past, but it was usually an isolated event that didn’t affect a lot of other people. In the January situation this intervention assistance by the Unseens did affect a large group of people so I was even more saddened by my mistake, but who knows how that delay actually affected each of them. But, the Universe had my back and literally put things ON HOLD for 24 hours which was exactly enough time for that other thing to happen that I didn’t even know existed which prevented future problems and fines for me. Sorry for being vague with the details but I’m sure you understand the overall gist of these events and why they’re happening to many of us now. It’s get things in order time once again if that’s what you/me need to do now.

So the January potential confusion and mistake was fairly easily avoided thanks to the Unseens literally making computers and printers stop work which forced a stop on everything for everyone for a week. This was done so that something would arrive in the mail the next day for me which I very much-needed to take back with me a week later when this group event was rescheduled…due to the computers and printers mysteriously suddenly not working that first day. Thank you Unseens for having my back and covering my butt with this one because I had no idea about any of those other 3D legal issues and paperwork etc.

The second Unseens intervention to prevent another potential Denise blunder happened in February. Gads I’ve missed these Unseens working away in the background of my life helping me to do what I’m here now to do!

In February I needed to make some changes to my money and where it goes etc., so I did the required paperwork for this change and then waited for the physical changes to manifest. Problem was that I missed them when they arrived because I didn’t recognize them! I suspect it was a matter of more ascension-related brain fog plus those heavy-duty X-class solar energies hammering my head/brain/DNA, plus those increasing gaps between the old 3D linear time and awareness and the growing 5D unity consciousness and functioning in the “Now Moment”. More embarrassment and confusions but again the Unseens had my back and did their best to help me see what I wasn’t seeing that was actually right in front of me physically all along. Oh boy, I see a book-title like…How To Ascend & Balance Your Checkbook At The Same Time. I’m kidding, I’m kidding!

So there I am on the phone calling someone to try to find out why my money isn’t where it’s supposed to be. I’ve called this number before with other questions and there was always a person on the other end immediately. Not so this time. Again I was put ON HOLD on the phone for ten minutes or so. While ON HOLD waiting the Unseens kept pulling my eyes to one sentence on a paper I had in front of me specifically for this phone call. Finally I saw the sentence and realized that what I was waiting for hadn’t happened yet and wouldn’t for another couple of months. Oops. Next the Unseens directed me to turn over another paper I had in front of me so I’d see one sentence on it which would tell me everything I needed to know about why my money wasn’t were I expected it to be and when it probably would be and so on. As soon as I saw that all the little pieces fell into place in my awareness and I immediately hung up the phone and thanked the Unseens for preventing me from further self-created confusions and embarrassments.

And last night and this morning there’s suddenly been a couple other issues pop in that need a small portion of my time and energy at this point. Where this goes, if it even does, will unfold in time or just fall off my radar altogether. My point is that there now seems to be plenty of sudden and unexpected (sounds like Uranus doesn’t it?) events and/or potential events and happenings manifesting after years of being locked-down into what I/you/us have been doing for many years or decades even via the Ascension Process.

MORAL OF THE STORY IS…

It’s getting a bit dicey now and then maneuvering through old 3D events in a world and reality with consciousness that’s shifting so dramatically into something entirely different. This is like years ago during the worst of the worst of my heavy, dense, dark transmuting and the resultant ascension symptoms. When I’d leave the house to grocery shop I’d always stop myself first and look down to make sure I had pants on and hadn’t forgotten to fully dress myself before I got in the car! Seriously, it was that bad back then, and in January and February 2012 I’ve had a couple of potential 3D (3D as in legal, money, banking, taxes type) blunders of equal magnitude due to my expanding awareness and jumping back and forth between linear time and non-linear or “Now Moment” time, awareness, and being and learning how to not screw these types of things up! I’m starting to suspect that we’ve been assigned a special Team of Unseens just to cover our butts and have our backs during this major transition!

“CAN’T WE ALL JUST GET ALONG?” NOT IF YOU EXPECT ME TO CHANGE!

Another event happened the other day when my neighbor whose a self-absorbed, unaware patriarchal jerk was on his cell phone outside where he and the wife live every minute it’s warm outside. Problem is that our houses are like twenty feet apart and he aligns with my bedroom window so I hear and see him/them despite my having spent a few hundred dollars putting up privacy panels to keep him out of my bedroom at night.

I heard him outside my bedroom window on his phone telling someone that his two (adult) sons with their two dogs and two mates were arriving from out-of-state in a couple of hours. Because I endured this last year, plus daily intoxicated Happy Hour spent outdoors under my window for a year plus sunbathing, plus dogs pooping and peeing on my things outside and getting attitude from him/husband/Daddy/patriarchy when I went out to try to shoo his son’s dogs away from shitting and pissing on my things…I was NOT happy about having to live through all this crap again for three weeks…and during the spring Equinox no less. See the pattern unfolding with these issues and energies? My guess is that many of you reading this can totally relate.

Suddenly it was decision time for me to figure out what to do or not do with this man. I realized I only had a tiny window to confront him (if that’s what I was going to do) about all the things he’s been doing for over a year and getting ready to do a lot more of as soon as his adult kids arrived. I realize that he’d been planning to have loud outdoor just add alcohol family fun get-together next to my bedroom window because that’s what HE LIKES and I either had to suck it up and let it go, or, quickly confront him about it all and go from there. Now I’d rather have teeth pulled than have a face to face confrontation with a patriarchal, imbalanced egoic numb-nuts who thinks independent, Light infused females like me should be burned at the stake, or worse. However, and after all I’ve been through in this life not to mention just the past thirteen years, I will eventually confront whoever it is that’s trying to push me out of existence either through their own self-absorbed stupidity and mega ego etc. or (and/or) whose intentionally being manipulated by Team Dark to get at me and mine. [See A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution]

After doing brutally honest light speed discernment and peeking into the near future in an attempt to see if my future confrontational actions make this co-existing situation better or worse, I sensed I needed to confront him immediately before his wife, in-laws, sons and their girlfriends dogs and crew arrived in what could have been minutes. Long story short, I go outside and confront him but did so honestly and fairly saying my peace and suggested that he also tries to compromise as I have…and of course he attacks me, insults me, projects onto me, dodges responsibility, blames me, and flat-out lies about everything and I knew he would because he isn’t capable of anything else yet.

He did all those things people do who refuse to take any responsibility for their actions. In mid confrontation his cell phone rings and he can’t answer it fast enough to escape me and what’s happening and immediately starts telling his daughter on the other end what a horrible neighbor I am and what an unhappy life I have and how I only want to bother the neighbors etc. I’m standing three feet in front of him as he’s saying all this to her. He simply would not even attempt to have an honest adult conversation with me. There’s more BS and insanity of course but you get the drift of how this played out between us at that moment. I so need to move to a more secluded location and let these types of people do what they do while I do what I do…

After writing this article I received an email of Lisa Renee’s March 2102 article entitled “How Much Are You Willing to Know” and I had to smile to myself. There was a recapitulation of so much of what I’ve been going through for many months and why. I’ve known why for most of my life, but it’s always helpful and comforting hearing certain information like it from another about these extreme situations and difficulties we Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigo are having because of them—but also those unaware humans that are resisting spiritual growth, evolution and change of any kind.

My situation and question however is still, how do I co-exist with other people such as these neighbors when the gap between our consciousness and everything else is what it is? I don’t want to suffer anymore because of this housing/living situation and am doing what I can to be able to sell/buy/move to a more private rural place where I won’t be assailed by people like this and they won’t have to endure my energies directly either. I’ve been excruciatingly aware of what a miserable situation this has been for me and many of you too, not only during these past 25 ascension years, but our whole Starseed lives. There are many more questions to cover about this situation and how we (by we I mean Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos etc.) can live safely and comfortably during this transition while the other humans go through what they are but at a level that’s suited for them. I know that once I’m fully there this won’t be an issue, but until then, like you I’ve got to co-exist with people who haven’t a clue about reality, energies, consciousness, other-dimensional Beings and their agendas, what’s going on now, and many of them do not even want to know!

Thanks for wading through this weird and different article and I hope you too are getting ready for the coming 2012 Spring Equinox energies and the changes they will bring for all.

Denise

March 10, 2012

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