Learning To Be More Responsible, Aware & Sovereign Part 1

A month ago I received an interesting email from a reader who will remain anonymous. After reading it I asked her if I could quote it at TRANSITIONS—with everyone’s names changed—so more people could benefit from her important Ascension-related experience and she generously agreed.

I’ve been waiting for the correct time to quote her letter, and due to some other unfolding lessons that happened elsewhere I knew it was time to share it and connect it with this other situation. I am not blaming anyone for anything nor am I wounded by what was said at this other location. (M**** none of this is about you or directed at you!) The reason I’ve brought this up publicly is because people need to understand and be responsible for themselves, their words, thoughts, emotions and actions etc. We all do of course, but in this particular case it’s about how the Dark Ones use and/or try to manipulate certain people to cause more chaos, confusion, separation, emotional pain, distort, distract, and separate the growing Groups of people carrying Light Energies in themselves. For brief periods since my Ascension Process began in 1999, even my Mother has been used, manipulated occasionally by the Dark Ones to get at me. And god knows how many times over the past six or seven years the Dark Ones have tried to get me to write things to discredit and distort what certain other Lightworkers have written.

Hopefully you see how and why the Dark Ones occasionally attack and/or try to manipulate all of us to do damage to our fellow Lightworkers, the growing Groups of people embodying Light, ourselves and our loved ones, and the other folks out there just living the Ascension Process. All of this negative polarized crap is part of living the Ascension Process and learning how to be more conscious, aware, and responsible while simultaneously extricating ourselves from the negative energetic control and mind-job the Dark Ones have had over everyone on Earth. The negativity and dark tactics won’t last much longer, but it is and will do its damnedest to take as many of you down with them as they can. Wake up, take your power through being responsible and sovereign, and don’t let yourself get used or manipulated by the non-physical Dark Ones and the unaware physical humans they use.

Everyone honestly wanting to Ascend/Evolve now must realize that the Dark Ones attack Starseed Lightworkers/Lightworkers/Wayshowers and Indigos. They use and manipulate regular or non-ascending people; they try to manipulate and use those people who are evolving and embodying more and more Light in themselves to break apart the Groups of people embodying Light; and to diminish the progress and energies the Starseed Lightworker teachers make by spreading Light and teaching and so on. In other words, the teachers are not the only ones who come under attack and attempted manipulations by the Dark Ones; each of you do as well and you need to realize this, learn from it, stop projecting on to others while not taking any responsibility for your own actions, words, and part in it even if you were manipulated by the Dark Ones! This is NOT about blame or shame, guilt or weakness or any other such negative crap. It’s about being more aware, learning to take full responsibility, learning to discern your thoughts and emotions from occasional manipulations from the Dark Ones through you to do damage and/or separate fellow Lightworkers, positive Groups, or any other negative stunt they try to pull on all of us. This really has been a war and more of you are discovering this fact in 2011 during the final Ninth Wave phase.

So, here’s the email letter from M**** about her and her fiance’s personal experiences of being attacked and manipulated by the Dark Ones and other lower frequency humans the Dark Ones use and manipulate. The “Command”  M**** mentions is from Lisa Renee’s Nov. 2010 “The Restoration” article.

This is a very important spiritual, energetic, etheric, emotional, physical and psychological lesson about one of the ways the Dark Ones work and how and why they use and attack regular or non-ascending people, Starseed Lightworkers, Lightworkers, Indigos, plus all people living the Ascension Process.

Denise Le Fay

June 4, 2011

“I took your advice and have been saying the Command each evening. Before I go to sleep I wrap myself, my dog, my fiancé and the house in Light. When I’m feeling like the ether is wonky I smudge my house with Copal or sage/sweetgrass.
I can deal with myself being attacked, but when the dark is going after me through ones I love it is really difficult as you know. It is hard for negative people to get to me because I am very careful who I keep company with. I don’t work so I don’t have to deal with anyone I don’t want to. Anyway,  my fiancé is being bombarded lately. Just one thing after the other this week. Petty people pushing dark shit. Thank God my fiancé (Jim) is a sturdy guy, but he’s been pushed towards his limits.
The other night he was working nights and when he came home I felt a strange feeling of vertigo hit me as I was laying in bed, then the nausea hit me really hard, then a feeling of repulsion. It’s extremely rare for me to feel this in waking life. Well, something was attached to Jim. Someone/something sent something like an attack entity to attach to him. (I have no idea how to properly describe this.)  I have never felt this with him ever before. He was fine, said he was just really tired. He came into bed and the heat coming up my body was like I was on fire and I didn’t want him to come near me. Clairvoyantly I saw what was attached to him (it showed itself to me), it reminded me of a weird spider-like thing with lots of long legs, it was huge and nasty!!!  I closed my eyes and with all my might I filled our room with the most brilliant Light. It vaporized the entity, but not easily. It took a lot out of me. The image of it is burned into my mind.
Next day my fiancé gets a call from his terribly abusive psychopathic boss, ripping him to shreds, telling him horrible lies etc. Really really upsetting him, just crazy hurtful things beyond criticism. There are two men who for some reason have it out for him. They’re just really dark horrible people. Totally repulsive. And I knew that it was sent from whatever was animating these guys. I managed to keep Jim from totally falling into a spiral of emotional turmoil. And by the end of the day he was back to himself.
My question is, how in the world do I protect him? How can I better protect my little family (me, Jim & Daisy our dog) from intrusions like this? After all the stuff I do I can’t understand how something like this was able to get into our home. In your book you said there are ways to further shield a home and property. What happened went right along with what you had said about Dark Ones fighting more to hang on, to deter us. What happened really disturbed me. It pissed me off more than it scared me.
I’m sure you get tons of emails and I don’t want to be one of those people that tries to monopolize your time. I haven’t been able to tell anyone about this. It’s so private that I don’t want to post it publicly. But this is a different type of attack than I’m used to. I don’t want any more dark shit like that getting past my threshold. Any advice you have I would be deeply grateful. (On the plus side however….yesterday when we were driving we saw 3 rainbows. 2 of them full arches. So beautiful. I turned to Jim and I said, “See sweetie…that’s the universe telling us everything is going to be alright”.)
Sending you lots of love and tons of gratitude for all that you do to help others.”
Hugs,
M*****

[Also see Learning To Be More Responsible, Aware & Sovereign Part 2]   https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2011/06/07/learning-to-be-more-responsible-aware-sovereign-part-2/

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PHASE TWO is About Us Re-Learning to Consciously CREATE

 Phase One of the Ascension Process was about moving through the difficult cleaning, clearing and resolving of massive amounts of our own polarity and projections and literally transmuting the majority of our lower vibrating energy stuff—karma, wounds, fears, projections, separations, buried and long-hidden emotions, hates, and so on. 

Phase Two of the Ascension Process is about those of us who’ve done Phase One within ourselves—body, mind, brain, emotions, past lives, our homes, our energy bodies and so on—now learning how to consciously create a new vibrationally matching world, on a new vibrationally matching Earth. Because we’ve done The Inner Work that was Phase One, now we’ve got to create a new like-vibrational world to house us. That is what Phase Two is all about, at least right now it is. We’ll deal with what comes after this phase when it arrives, but for now, we’ve desperately got to REALLY begin deliberately consciously creating our new world reality. We are the creators of our new world, not someone else, not Guides, not Starbeings or ETs, or Angles… but you and me, the Ones who’ve transmuted, integrated and ascended from within dense physicality.

Like I’ve been saying over the past three years, you know what you don’t want in the New Earth World. That part is easy but creating the new and higher seems to be hanging many people up now, so let’s see if we can work through this one, discuss some basic Phase Two Creating  methods, and start consciously creating and co-creating the new and vastly higher Earth reality we desire  now. It’s easier than you’d imagine (now), it just takes some different mind muscles than we’re used to using while in body.

I’ve tried in earlier posts here—and in years past on different forums—to convey that creating the new world is not going to be accomplished in the same laborious, physical way (by the sweat of the brow) that we’re used to when we were polarized humans living in polarized 3D physicality. Because we’ve ascended/evolved into different but still evolving energy/consciousness beings in a different world and dimension than we incarnated into in these lives, we need to now be very consciously aware of what we think and what we expect to happen and to manifest in our new higher world.

For the past couple of years I kept hearing an internal message in the back of my head that repeated over and over, “Do not create the old lower crap in the new higher world!” And because I had that sentence running through my being for a couple years, I’m very aware of the fact that we can so easily, and with very little awareness, RECREATE the same old lower shit and limited negativity, stupidity, greed, imbalances, fears, polarity, military, warrior consciousness etc. that we worked so incomprehensibly hard to resolve and then transmute within ourselves during Phase One of the individual and planetary ascension process! And let me tell you right now, I’ll be damned if I’ll allow that old lower polarized insanity to be RE-manifested and exist  in the new higher world now. Seriously… that old line about learning how to be “conscious creators” isn’t just clever new age words anymore, many of us have finally arrived at the point now (Phase Two) where we are currently learning and getting familiar with how it all works—within the higher vibrating New Earth world reality—which is VERY different from trying to create and manifest prior to our ascensions within the old lower vibrating 3D world!

Let me give you a really honest example of what I’m currently feeling and so frustrated with at the moment. The horrible earthquake in Haiti and how many people (in the USA) have been and are dealing with it. They are throwing so much money at it that it’s mind-boggling. Jan. 22, 2010, every channel on regular TV was showing the Help Haiti telethon. Never before has that happened to that degree on TV. I get what’s happening and that many people—for the first time in their lives—are thinking and feeling outside of themselves, and that is great. They believe that THE best way they can help those suffering in Haiti is to donate whatever amount of money they can. I know that in the OLD LOWER 3D world and consciousness money is god, so donating money is a really big deal to those people. I get that, I very much get that. However, lets now jump into our NEW HIGHER world and consciousness that people like you and me are supposed to be creating within right now.

In MY new higher (ascended) world and High Heart Consciousness, all structures would be built exactly the same way for every person around the planet. In MY new higher (ascended) world and High Heart Consciousness, money does not exist, and neither does governments, police, military, taxes, wars, airplanes, polarized people or polarized consciousness and a lot of other things. These things do NOT exist in MY new higher ascended world because the people existing within it already have lived through the ascension process and are integrated beings whose consciousness now resides in their High Hearts. In OUR new higher (ascended) world, we will not have sickening gaps between the super-wealthy and the super-poor; between those who have so much, and those who have nothing; between the seemingly powerful and those they control, use, manipulate and throw away with the greatest of ease. None of that type of old lower world polarized shit will ever exist within MY new higher (ascended) world nor in its ascended inhabitants. None ever. So you see, money and people living in poorly built homes/houses/shacks/building etc. won’t exist within MY new higher world. As we all too painfully know—it does exist within the OLD LOWER world and consciousness you and I worked so hard to ascend/evolve beyond recently.

My point is that in MY/OUR new higher (ascended) world, this negative polarized insanity does not exist nor does it exist between people. In an ascended world and higher consciousness group of beings, ALL are equal. ALL. So there would be no poorly constructed, cheap materials, and selfish ego-based motives coming from anyone anywhere on the planet, which translated means that ALL would naturally and always have safe, strong, wonderful homes that they live in and own nothing for because we’ve evolved beyond the need for money or power over others. We don’t have the physical, emotional, or ego-based need to throw tons of money at  lower selfish, ego-based, power-hungry, polarized insanity like what’s happening in the old lower world and consciousness. Ascended beings have no ego’s that need stroking or to feel good for helping the less fortunate. In MY/OUR new higher (ascended) world we simply create ALL houses, homes, buildings, stores etc. with equal care, love, respect and alignment with our natural environment and ALL other living beings in our world. Period. I hope I’ve made my point sufficiently. So now, how do you and I actually do this new higher creating in OUR new higher world anyway?

I’ve been experimenting with this new level of conscious intentional creating now that we’re within 2010 and Phase Two. Amazingly, it’s pretty easy and what I focus on manifests rather quickly, compared to when I still existed within the old lower world and consciousness prior to Sept. 9, 2009 Separation of Worlds. It’s a whole new energy ballgame fellow ascenders, and we’ve GOT to get the hang of how to consciously create now in OUR new higher world. Like I said earlier, it just takes some different mind/heart muscles than what we’re used to. It also takes us expecting much higher than what we grew up in.

Here’s what I’ve learned so far about this. Don’t worry about the tiny details and become all hung-up on how, when, where, how big, how small, how many, how hot/cold, etc. Do NOT get bogged down in these types of OLD LOWER 3D intellectual mind-jobs. We’ve ascended/evolved beyond that type of consciousness now and we’re only continuing to evolve, so we’ve got to allow ourselves to learn to CREATE in 5D (for lack of a better term) type of ways and consciousness that’s well beyond this type of old lower intellectualizing.

If you know in your High Heart that something is high and good for ALL in OUR new world, then KNOW that you are creating it by simply desiring, seeing it in your mind’s eye, feeling it in your High Heart, and intending it to manifest and manifest quickly. You do not hope or wish that it manifests; you KNOW without any doubt in your new High Heart and consciousness that it will, and rather quickly at that. That’s it.  See how different we are now?

We must stop thinking, intellectualizing, and expecting to have our old lower 3D life and living situations, our problems, our money, our homes or whatever it may be for each of us right now—be solved via OLD LOWER solutions, jobs, money, people, governments, leaders, banks, donations etc.!  Like so many of you, I too am living on a razor’s edge as far as my money/income goes, and it could and probably will all continue to “fall” away and go extinct soon. In fact, in MY new higher (ascended) world, I exist very comfortably, safely, securely, within a world where NO MONEY exists at all. Everyone shares freely, everyone gives freely, everyone creates and builds freely, everyone receives freely, everyone is safe and comfortable in their own safe and comfortable homes and so on, and to hell with all of those OLD LOWER methods of the falling lower world and consciousness. We don’t need money or to work at jobs we hate just to get that money to pay for food, a safe  home to live in, to be warm and comfortable in. We ALL simply have what we need and desire equally, because we are equals vibrationally and consciously in OUR (ascended) new world.

I remember reading Barbara Marciniak’s channelled Pleiadian group saying a decade or so ago about how twenty million people could die/exit Earth in one afternoon. One afternoon…20 million people. I’m surprised larger numbers than the 200,000 in Haiti hasn’t happened already actually. We’ve all known about “Earth Changes”, about the “Falling” and dying of the old lower world and its systems, its limited and fear-based, warring-based consciousness, and many, many of its inhabitants dying. We’ve known all about this (within physical life I mean) since the early 1990s. If you can perceive from a higher soul level, then you know about  more of the multiple reasons why certain people choose to die in some horrific Earth Change, or some monstrous lower old world insanity. They (I mean all of them and not just the people in Haiti) do it for numerous reasons for themselves, but also for the other souls alive on the planet, and they do it to induce a sudden and intense positive shift in the Collective consciousness of the masses. It is all carefully pre-planned at nonphysical, soul levels long before we all reincarnated here now. Large numbers of people dying, negative and corrupt  systems dying, Collective belief systems, religious belief systems dying and passing away now is merely part of the compressed ascension/evolutionary and dimensional shifting process. We don’t need money to fix anything or to create a higher world; we need to individually know that we can do it from our ascended and integrated High Hearts and expanded, multidimensional consciousness now within Phase Two. I know I can because I’ve been doing it since the beginning of January 2010. I, and you, now need to get much more serious and aware of our doing this and of what we want to create and have manifested in our new higher world reality.

Denise

January 26, 2010

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