The Ascension Process & Eating & Digesting Difficulties

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“Dear Denise, Elila, Marilyn, Calliope, Morphqueen, and everyone else here and those commenting on food/eating issues. All I can say is I feel you all. My abdomen, also, looks like I’m about to give birth. No exaggeration – I look about 7-8 months pregnant. I’ve been battling this for years and it gets better and worse but always there. Truly, I can not find pants that fit – it is becoming a nightmare. Today, the jeans I wore to work have a waistband that came down around my abdomen and this big belly sticks out over the top – no judgment – but just to describe – looks like a big beer belly (but maybe bigger). And the eating – I lost about 15 pounds from summer to winter – couldn’t eat much of anything and really didn’t want to. Then I started craving all kinds of food – and I’ve gained some weight back. I mean, literally I am allergic to wheat gluten and soy and lactose intolerant. And most everything else bothers me too… Even water. It is very crazy making and I wish I could just get by without food. However, another issue is that food was always comforting to me – and now, when I often need comforting, I can’t even turn to food, though I’d like to – but the price I pay is too high b/c I feel so awful physically. I went to the movie yesterday and brought my own drink and indulged in some popcorn. This was my big treat for myself – then about 2 hours later felt awful and that lasted the rest of the evening. I look forward to your article Denise. Thanks, as always for all you do to keep this place for us, and thanks to all that write in.  Morgean”

I’ve quoted the Comment above by Morgean about the Ascension-related food/eating/digesting or lack of digesting miseries many of us have and still are struggling with. Thank you Morgean for your super honest Comment about this topic. The reason I used it in this article is because I’ve experienced, struggled with, been frustrated by and made utterly miserable by the identical things you mentioned since my biological Ascension Process started in February 1999. And I’m still struggling with many of them today. Actually, since the Shift I’ve noticed that some of my old food/eating/digesting symptoms have amplified and my body is in ultra sensitivity mode once again. Because of all the Comments surrounding this food/eating/digesting issue, I guess I should have talked about this particular Ascension symptom more fully years ago.

When I was twelve or thirteen I was tested by an allergy doctor and every liquid he jabbed into my arm reacted negatively, informing him and my parents that I was allergic to everything he’d poked into my body. Those things covered certain foods, milk, chocolate (oh dear gawd, anything but chocolate!), dust, pollen’s, and everything with “feathers and fur” (oh dear gawd, not animals!). It was horrible and I was pissed and went on to eat plenty of chocolate and love many an animal anyway.

I’m not one of those people who sneezes or gets congested due to allergies, instead I get nauseous, a sore throat, swell all over like I’m retaining water, get sick feeling like I’ve been poisoned, which I have been. I’ve often been envious of people who only sneeze and have to blow their noses because it seemed less nasty than the way my body reacts, such as vomiting and/or running a low-grade fever. The grass is always greener…

For me food was never something I was much attracted to, other than chocolate that is, and never ate much or wanted to spend much time, money or thought on food/eating/cooking etc. I know many people use food for different things but all of my life — up to the start of my physical, biological Ascension Process that is — food and eating was just something I had to do every now and again to keep my body from getting a screaming headache! In other words, I ate only because I had to put gas in my tank, and never more than a 1/4 of a tank a day. (I was very petite. Not the case any longer however!) Eating for me was never about fun or celebration or because it was super delicious or anything else but because it was a necessity that I put off until I absolutely had to eat something and then it was always a very small amount. I was happy with this system and it worked for me up until about age 40 — Uranus Opposition — when my body began changing for the first time in adulthood. I also entered Peri-menopause at that age which no doubt was another reason for the start of food/eating/body changes for me.

Jump forward to age 47 when my physical, biological Ascension Process began and the ultra super-duper insanity of it all started. The day that the Ascension Process started for me was the day the entire food/eating/not digesting and even drinking water nightmare began… and much more but this article is about Ascension-related problems with foods/eating/not digesting. Literally overnight I went from being one way my whole life to, to, to something else that was very sick constantly, ultra-sensitive to everything overnight, in pain constantly and so much more. I went from always being able to drink ice water to having to drink only room temperature water because anything cold would cause my upper gut diaphragm area to bloat so severely that I couldn’t take a deep breath, and often vomit in the end. It was exactly like being nine months pregnant and trying to eat Thanksgiving dinner; there simply isn’t any room for food or water due to the full-grown baby inside ones body. This is how it’s been for me almost constantly since February 1999.

Another aspect of this Ascension-related food, eating and not digesting misery is that I could eat one food one day or week and not have any negative reaction to it at all, but eat the same food two weeks or a couple of months later and have it nearly kill me. Since February 1999, eating for me has literally been like playing Russian Roulette. I never know despite my abilities to sense energies, discern, sense toxins etc., when some food is going to react in my body just like a poison and make me sick for anywhere between six to fourteen hours straight. I’ve gone through this so many times since 1999 it’s embarrassing, yet this is exactly what many of us have lived with due to needing to eat foods that are — no matter how pure or “organic” — still vibrating with physical and energetic toxins in them that our transmuting bodies have constantly struggled with. All that plus constant incoming higher frequency energies that amplify every lower frequency thing in and around us. No wonder it’s been so hard and painful a Process all these years.

And it hasn’t made any difference if I didn’t eat solid foods or any liquid foods, if I cut back on the amount of room temperature water I drank, or what foods I stopped eating altogether; nothing made the upper gut diaphragm area deflate back to what had always been normal for me before the Ascension Process started. Nothing. It’s still this way almost 14 years later. I suspect it’s a case of just get over it and adapt to this seemingly unending adapting!

On the other side of the “Three Days” — 12-21-2012, 12-22-12, 12-23-12 — and very much so since we entered 1-1-13, I’ve noticed another level of this food, eating and digesting misery has been reached (for me I mean, your mileage may vary) because my old symptoms have escalated, again. I also want to eat nothing now even more than I did before, yet, I still have occasional food cravings. After resisting them and seeing no improvements from that suffering, I’ve experimented diving into the bag of chocolate candies or potato chips or whatever it was then. Sometimes I got away with such a food indulgence and other times not. I so want to not need to eat anything at this point! I want to eat Light and Love again and have that be the NEW food source, which is coming.

Depending upon which phase one is in at the moment, one goes from needing to eat more high protein foods than one usually ever wants or needs. I went through almost a decade of needing, craving high protein foods. My big faves were Pot Roast and Peanut Butter, not together I mean! But it was so convenient to thrust a teaspoon into the Peanut Butter when my body was needing a quick boost of protein but I was too exhausted to cook anything. Before this period and after I almost gag just at the thought of either but this is how it’s been. One day, one month needing lots and lots of heavy high protein foods because your body is rapidly burning through it all because it’s transmuting tremendous inner density and unresolved old inner emotional stuff and junk etc.

Other days, other months, we go through Ascension-related phases of needing to eat much less food and when we do eat, much lighter density foods because we’re not transmuting like we were the weeks or months before and so on. (Same thing with the amount of pure water we’ve needed to drink during all this hot Ascension-related transmuting. Now that many of us are done with that intense phase, we’re not needing to drink as much water to help flush out the toxins and reduce the inner body Kundalini heat.) And back and forth it’s gone year-after-year. Weird food cravings one day or week or month to not wanting to eat anything and being literally repulsed by foods and the need to eat anything. Back and forth between wild and seemingly crazy food junkie-ness, to near abstinence of any food(s) completely. Eventually we’ll reach a sane, neutral point with this too.

Just like I didn’t care much about food/eating in general prior to the start of my physical Ascension Process, I also don’t personally care about the different solutions to eating/foods/digesting etc. either but that’s just me. I just want to get the transmuting done and move on to what I know is possible after this difficult transmuting phase.

I spent the first 40 years of this life being able to get by eating very little physical food and really filling myself up on Light and Creativity, which some people call “Love”. Being highly creative was for me, prior to the start of the difficult physical aspects of the Ascension Process, one way to eat, to ingest high frequency nutrition. I created in different ways but I was never physically hungry while in a highly creative state.

We’re evolving back to being totally self-contained and self-sustainable, within our own bodies I mean. Just you and Source recycling pure, undiluted God/Source/All That Is juice — Light and Love. No more parasitism, no more vampirism, no more opening an emotional vein for another person to energetically feed off from you and/or vice versa. Just you and Source and your Higher Self feeding one another freely and honestly. And if you want or need to ingest some physical food then you can do that too if you desire but it won’t be your only source of food; the Light (knowledge) and Love (creativity) frequencies will also be your NEW ascended nutritional food sources.

I mentioned in a Comment on another article how I enjoy viewing refracted Lights and pure colors because I gain energetic nutrition from viewing them. I also gain nutrition when I hear a baby or young child laugh, or watch animals playing, running, flying or swimming with each other. I also gain nutrition when I hear certain music that moves me, or when someone says something that I find very funny. I gain nutrition when it rains, when the sky and Sun looks so pristine and glorious. I gain nutrition when another person gains more freedom, more understanding, and more self-empowerment. We can do nine more months to reach this and much more like it can’t we? Of course we can. ❤

Denise Le Fay

January 23, 2013

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A Great Lisa Renee Interview

Thanks go to kat333 for sharing this radio interview by Hundredth Monkey of Lisa Renee on March 25, 2012 in a Comment. Because it was so great, I wanted to add it here for those who possibly missed it in that Comment area. It’s a two-hour-long interview with the first hour free. Thanks again kat333 for bringing it to our attention here at TRANSITIONS.

Denise

April 12, 2012

The Preparation Work for 11-11-11

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COMPUTER UPDATE

I mentioned in a brief post on November 2nd that my computer suddenly stopped working on October 28, 2011—the end of the Mayan calendar/Evolutionary Cycle. I insisted however that it work long enough to let me get back online to let people know why I’d gone quiet and wasn’t publishing Comments, writing new articles, or answering emails so it worked briefly on Nov. 2–3, then permanently died. I was able to buy a new computer a couple of days ago and I’m happy to be back online finally. As many of you already know and/or have been experiencing yourselves too, there have been very specific reasons why I was literally removed from being able to get online and do what I’m used to doing at TRANSITIONS.

THE INCREASING TRANSMUTING/EMBODYING PRESSURES & PAINS OF OCTOBER 2011

Throughout October 2011 some further transmuting/embodying (Ascension) symptoms grew in strength all month (and still are today as I write this on Nov. 8th). For me these symptoms were increased exhaustion and another bout of falling asleep almost every afternoon for hours! Sleeping at any time other than nighttime was unheard of for me, yet, these late 2011 energies simply force one out of their body during the daytime for multiple reasons. (Again, your mileage may vary due to whether you’ve been transmuting/embodying these particular energies now or not.)

This physical exhaustion and need to sleep from any point from around Noon on increased throughout October. It was becoming increasingly normal for me to fall asleep every other afternoon for one to five hours. While I’m asleep and in that in between state I could/can feel and hear a great roaring of energy flowing through my body/bodies. There are inner body vibrations from this roaring energy but it’s nothing more than increasing amounts of Light energies inside me/my bodies. It feels and sounds like a great roaring storm rotating inside my body, but it’s only increasing Light and Lightbody horsepower building within me, within each of us, so fear not.

Another October 2011 symptom was increased muscle weakness, tremendous bone and joint pain that felt like my entire skeletal system was being crushed. This pain also increased throughout the month with the week before and after October 28, 2011 (Mayan calendar/Evolutionary Cycle) so severe I could hardly walk at times. The pain in my bones, joints, shoulders, different areas of my spine, hips, knees, ankles and bones in my feet became so severe I could barely stand or walk. I’ve also had some minor pains, pressures, soreness and rolling or turning inner movements in my front chest and heart and just above it, and in the spine and High Heart area too. Also occasional head pains but nothing as intense as they were throughout July and August 2011; and some pain and sense of pressure in my lungs and upper chest area with that sense of weakness and exhaustion there too.

October 2011 greatly increased the multitudes of demonic-like, monstrous, non-human faces I’ve been clairvoyantly seeing flash one after another before my inner vision. There’s no emotion or fear seeing these throngs of negative beings, only the knowing that PLENTY more in the Astral plane is currently being cleared out. Bye-bye nasty monsters and your numerous multidimensional pirated cable energy systems.

Oh, and let me not forget to mention the highly abnormal and unpleasant sexual dreams I had during this time too. Euw dammit, definitely doing another important layer of 4D Astral Cosmic Janitorial Work again for me to experience repulsive sexual type dreams at this late date! Do you see a theme playing out here?

“BREAK ON THROUGH TO THE OTHER SIDE”

Another symptom that hit me hard with the October 28th end of the Mayan calendar/Evolutionary Cycle was a wonderful but weird sensation of finally being outside the old familiar Evolutionary Cycle, structures, and systems. I felt almost overwhelmed by the incredible vastness of not having the new framework fully in-place and running yet. From October 28th on has felt like a death of sorts and a total separation from the old cycle and system, which it is, and it’s taken a week or so to adapt to having the old reality borders and edges gone and not become intimidated by the incredible open vastness that the New is presenting on this side of 11-11-11.

I’ve received a couple emails recently from people who’ve been feeling this incredible “empty” feeling inside like all the old familiar has recently been removed from them. It has and it’s felt weird, sad, and freaking wonderful all at the same time! Think of this post-October 28th empty and vast feeling as having two weeks or so between the out with the old and the in with the New. Change always feels strange and this is change beyond comprehension so allow yourself to float through this major transition and enjoy stretching out energetically beyond the old limitations and borders of 3D patriarchal everything.

For the rest of us who’ve been transmuting the old and embodying some more big chunks of the New, I suspect things will ease up considerably for us on the other side of the energies of 11-11-11. Sorry I was gone for so long but I was needed elsewhere to mop a large filthy section of floor in 4D Astral hell zone! Take those naps when you can because there’s still some transmuting/embodying work to be done by many of.

Denise

November 8, 2011

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