Why I’ve Been MIA Lately

750x857 triangles on black Never since the creation of TRANSITIONS in 2007 have I gone so long without writing anything! I’ve tried a few times to write something in February, but with the current Ascension symptoms I’m going through now, it’s nearly impossible to do anything — especially if physically moving and turning one’s head and/or eyes the slightest bit is required! I’ve tried to push my way through this and just do the work and other things I need to do but there’s a price to pay when I do this and it sends me back to bed to recover from that stupid move, on top of the symptoms I was having. Lesson learned, but I’m not always so great at resting and doing nothing physically when I’d rather be doing something else. I like to rest when I like to rest, not when I’m forced to. Hum, another personal lesson.

The point of this short note is just to let everyone know I’m still here and okay despite this round of intense Ascension “Recalibration” (see Lisa Renee’s February 2013 article about this) symptoms I’ve been going through so far in 2013. I can and have worked and written articles and books while dealing with different Ascension symptoms and other related issues etc., but, when the spinning head business happens I absolutely cannot push my way through that symptom at all! The room/house/reality starts turning counterclockwise and the more I push my body to do physical things, chores, write etc., the faster the spinning. And of course this makes me nauseous which means I’m not doing anything at that point but crawling into bed and hopefully falling asleep (exiting my physical body) for as long as possible. Doing this always seems to help with the spinning head business and related nausea… for a while.

So this is what’s going on for me now along with other Ascension symptoms too. Here’s a short rundown of them because I know some of you reading this are going through this now too:

  • Ascension flu-like body aches and pains, chills
  • Inner cold flashes that radiates out just like “hot flashes” do
  • Parts of body internally and externally feel bruised and sore like I fell or was hit etc.
  • Parts of head and skull internally and externally feel bruised and sore like I was hit or hit my head on something etc.
  • Sudden nausea immediately followed by my heart/heart area hurting and feeling like a “muscle spasm” for a few seconds then it’s all gone
  • Head, skull, eyes, spine pains and pressures
  • Blurry vision again, dry sore eyes
  • My hair looks and feels like corpse hair again
  • Inner body thermostat in flux again. Inner cold flashes followed by inner hot flashes which build up skin sensitivities
  • Since 1-1-13 constant ringing in my ears — “ascension tinnitus”
  • Bouts of diarrhea (again) due to purging lower frequencies/density etc.
  • Sense of smell terribly amplified, smelling cooked food smells for DAYS to the point that it starts to make me nauseous… and pissed!
  • “Time” is present and then not, then back again, then not again. Increased difficulty with linear awareness, passage of linear “time”, day, date etc.
  • Actual dreaming (not daydreaming) while fully awake and doing other physical things
  • Increase of anomalies again. Walking into a room in my house and seeing something very different there instead of what’s normally there.
  • Increased awareness of positive higher-dimensional Beings nearby observing me/us, and them waiting for the next phase to begin with us

As usual I’ve most likely forgotten a bunch of other symptoms but we’ll chalk that up to brain fog and the spinning head business! And of course February has been and will continue to be an abnormally busy month for me with lots of extra things that must be done this month. This morning I thought I could run up to the store to pick up a prescription for my Mom because I was feeling better. So off I dashed, only to discover that I wasn’t really “better” at all and needed to walk, turn, move very carefully or I kept tipping slightly and bumping into things in the store. And the head pain and pressure arrived in the store with a blast because I was outside my house and it’s always harder to function out there than it is in my higher vibrating house. So I got the prescription, but learned that I’m still in this latest phase and must take it ease for a while longer like it or not.

I’ll write more when I’m able to not tip over or barf while typing! Are we having fun yet fellow ascenders? Group Hug.

grouphug

Denise

February 18, 2013

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The Ancient Gods & Goddesses Awaken Part 2

“OMG Denise – I can’t believe you’re writing about this today. And I’ve been meaning to e-mail about so many other things – i’m so glad we’re finally connecting today!

On New Year’s Day 2010 morning, I woke up to a new sun. It was simply different – a white vortex of energy instead of the sun. I immediately saw it – exactly like you wrote about in the above post. i knew others couldn’t see it and was amazed I could – and knew I was in a new dimension. It has never left – every time I am outside I am in awe.

Then I just found this post TODAY – YES TODAY – from Siva Baba when he was in Egypt on Feb 1st:

This is the day of regeneration for the earth-plane. I want to declare that not only is this the day I am born, but also the Golden Age is born.

Up until now, Egypt has remained a land that people visit for tourism. Hereafter, it’s going to be different. People will be able to relate to the Gods and Goddesses in an intimate manner. They are not part of dead mythology. Now they have to be revived.

The Sun Temple (the vortex visited for Baba’s B-day) is one of the oldest temples here- where you can access the Sun’s energy directly. Egyptian kings were the descendants of the Sun God Ra. All the kings had Ra added to their names. The Sun is pure energy and life force- without the Sun there is no growth.

The visit to the Sun Temple will change the destiny of all those who expose themselves to the energy of the Sun. The Sun’s energy is never depleted.

This is an important day for the entire world. I feel a very different energy than I have ever felt before. We are very thankful to all the Gods and Goddesses that we came into contact with their shrines.

Being in Egypt has really opened me up. I never thought there would be so much power here. When I climbed up and stood on the Sun disk, I changed. It empowered me, and in turn I can empower you. As we march towards the Golden Age, all Egyptian Gods and Goddesses will come alive not just for Egypt, but for entire humanity.

Sarah”

That was from Sarah’s Feb. 19, 2010 Comment to my Solar / Light Transmission article. What I found very interesting, was her quote from Siva Baba about the ancient Egyptian Gods/Goddesses coming back to life now. I’m not familiar with this man or his teachings however and this is the first time I’ve heard about him. If I have this correct, he wrote about his February 1, 2010 experiences in Egypt only a week or so ago. Please correct me if I have these dates wrong OK Sarah?

I’m going to quote from A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution about this very thing and an important dream message I had many years ago. From page 253:

May 27, 1997 I finally got another insight into what is currently happening to me personally, and no doubt numerous other Lightworkers/Wanderers around the planet at this same time. This was actually a reconnection back to a dream I’d had twelve years earlier in 1985. It was evidently time for me to connect more of the invisible dots to get a better understanding about what was currently happening to me and many other Lightworkers globally.

In my original 1985 dream, a small group of people from around the world and myself were waiting in front of the Great Pyramid in Egypt in current time. We did not consciously know or recognize each other as “Lightworkers” as we all stood there waiting, but we all understood we were there to participate in something very rare and significant. Previously, we had each been invited to be at the foot of the Great Pyramid in Egypt on the eve of 1999, and so, there we all were waiting for whatever was going to happen.

The next scene in this 1985 dream was of some local Egyptian men in their native, long white galabeya’s suddenly appearing from around a corner of the Great Pyramid. They carefully and slowly maneuvered multiple huge metal scaffolding’s out into an area in front of the Great Pyramid for all of us to view. We took a couple steps back and watched them push a group of these giant elevated scaffolding’s into place in front of the Great Pyramid.

On top of each of these scaffolding’s were what looked to us to be massive statues of all the ancient Egyptian, Greek, and Roman gods and goddesses. They were all lying immobilized on their sides like frozen gray giants as the local Egyptian men respectfully wheeled them out before us and then quickly disappeared once again.

We stood watching, waiting, wondering what in the world was going on. After a few minutes, there was a loud cracking sound overhead and lightening dramatically flashed perfectly across the sky as if on cue. Next, we could see that very slowly and carefully all the giant statues of the ancient gods and goddesses were waking up, moving, and coming to life way up on top of their scaffolds. (Sounds like a strange take-off of the old Frankenstein movie doesn’t it?) We on the ground all squealed with excitement at the rare and unique event we were personally witnessing. Slowly, every one of these ancient archetypes came to life and stepped down off their scaffold to walk the Earth one again.

The May 1997 meditational insight was entirely about my older 1985 dream. In it, I finally and fully understood that we physical human Lightworkers watching those ancient gods and goddesses come to life and crawl down from their lofty scaffolds, were symbolic of what was happening to us. We were witnessing other ancient aspects of ourselves waking up and coming to life once again so that the great gap between them and these current aspects of us in human form today would be no more. It was a grand symbolic integration process and was directly connected to the ending of 1999, and transitioning into the twenty-first-century. More of my old questions were answered this day, but with further mysteries to unravel as well. After this May 1997 insight, I seriously wondered about what would energetically be arriving with the year 1999 to activate this incredible level of individual integration.”

As I would discover a couple of years after this 1997 insight, my severe physical Ascension Process would begin on February 1, 1999 (the Eighth Wave of the Mayan calendar started on January 5, 1999). That was the beginning date for me to begin this incredible (Phase One) Ascension Process of integration and polarity resolution.

Now that we’ve entered Phase Two of the ascension process on January 1, 2010, our bodies, consciousness, brains, hearts and everything else—including the Sun and Earth—are very much within this new level of the ongoing process. The Sun and the cosmic/galactic energies and Photon Light have increased their intensity to further activate us and our bodies/consciousness to function well outside of old lower 3D frequencies and limited awareness. Soon our old familiar 3D linear consciousness is going to evolve into increasing stages of NON-linear, NON 3D totally isolated awareness. With Phase Two, we are currently evolving into beings that are rapidly becoming multidimensionally conscious, multidimensionally aware and functioning ascended beings. I’ll be talking about this subject a lot during 2010 and how we’re evolving into a much larger, nonlinear, and highly cosmic sandbox now and how the old 3D reality blinders and borders just don’t exist there.

Denise

February 21, 2010

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Goodbye Old, Hello NEW & Better!

This is a topic I’ve wanted to go into greater detail about for the past seven years that I’ve been online. It’s a complex topic simply because life now is wildly complex, and it’s going get worse/better over the next few years. The topic has to do with how very much different nearly everything is today compared to say 10, 15, 25, 50 short years ago. And I don’t mean strictly externally, but internally, within humanity in general.

Consciousness is and has been changing, evolving, shifting over just the past few years. Because I’m 57-years-old, and, because I was born a ‘psychic’ meaning a clairvoyant, clairauident, empath, clairsentient, plus also remembered many of my ‘past’ lives from early childhood…my conscious perspective of this current world reality and the people in it is slightly different from most people’s. I came into this life, as many Lightworkers/Wanderers/Starseeds do, knowing that I’d entered a very dark, hostile, polarized environment with humans who’d totally forgotten who they really were. Physical humans whose egos were the only tool of perception they had at their current disposal! I was scared shit-less needless to say. The real ‘monsters’ to me were the humans; the violent, heartless, unaware, egoic monsters, greedy, unthinking, power-hungry, patriarchal world that cared nothing for higher heart and soul. Humans whose real god has long been the male patriarchal intellect, and all else was considered by them to be lowly, less than, unstable, untrustworthy, delusional and so on. Talk about prejudice! My gwad they’ve hated and suppressed the best, highest and most creative parts of themselves and everyone else. How sick, how sad, how dangerous…but it’s finally ending now.

Put another way, I’ve always been excruciatingly aware of the state of humanities consciousness. As a young child (the 1950’s and 60’s) I could naturally sense what level the ‘sheeple’ were and were NOT at! It was incredibly disheartening and frightening for a child who did remember a higher way of being. But that is the price that’s paid for carrying higher awareness/light/consciousness into a lower vibrating world. You pay very close attention to everyone and everything and keep your mouth shut until it’s safe to open it…if ever.

I’m sharing this only to help people understand why I know some of what I know. I know because I see it, sense it, feel it and with more decades behind me that were lived in the Dark Ages prior to the beginning of the Shift/Ascension/Age change/Dimensional/DNA acceleration, I really do know how much humanity has already progressed. People are so, so, so much more aware today than just 25 short years ago! If you’re only 23-years-old now, you don’t have the personal experience of having lived completely within the Dark Ages to know this in your young bones. But I and other elder Lightworkers certainly do because we’ve existed many decades within nothing but the old lower energies and consciousness on old lower 3D Earth.

Spirituality – psychic abilities – consciousness – knowledge.  These things were profoundly different ONLY 25, 35, 50 years ago for the simple reason that people’s consciousness was profoundly different back then. When consciousness evolves/ascends in really short, intense, and highly compressed periods like what’s been happening on Earth since around 1987, external reality naturally follows those changes in consciousness. This fact is more obvious today than ever before and it will be much more so in another 6 months, in 2010, and we’ll enter another higher level entirely at the start of 2011. So trying to use the past old tools of perception and belief systems that worked for humanity 25, 50 years ago simply won’t work today. Even things like psychic abilities—clairvoyance, clairaudience, empathy, clairsentence etc.—are currently evolving and changing because peoples consciousness, hearts, DNA, physical body and energy bodies, brain, central nervous system and much more are in the Process of compressed evolving into something entirely different. So what worked psychically 15, 25, 40 years ago is not what is working today nor tomorrow. Be very glad because the NEW is so much better!

As I’ve said before Lightworkers/Wanderers/Starseeds always reincarnate in much larger numbers during the Cusp years of the astrological Age change. They come in in greater numbers to break up and transmute the old, and then house within themselves, the new astrological Age energies and consciousness. It’s these TRANSITION periods when one Age is passing away and the new one is being birthed that are so difficult and wild. Add to that everything else that’s happening besides the Age change (a complete shift/ascension from one dimension, 3D to 5D and everything else), and it’s no wonder people are freaking out. Bottom line is that the High Heart and imagination is returning to humanity now and that alone will change ‘reality’ and consciousness. When 2011 starts things will take-off again which will propel humanity into even higher, faster, less dense and vastly more Heart consciousness than ever before. Use the new tools and don’t focus too much on the old ones that you’re currently outgrowing faster than kids outgrow their clothes and shoes! Welcome to the real new Age and much more humanity.

Denise

April 22, 2009

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Evolving Higher Perceptions

transparent spheres  I’ve wanted to talk about this subject for a few years now because I think it is important. It’s a rather complex topic but that’s only because humanity is complex, and what its going through via the ongoing ascension process makes it that much more complex! I’m talking about people who are psychic, sensitive, empathic, clairvoyants, clairaudient, clairsentient etc. And I’m talking about how those different extrasensory abilities are changing and evolving because we are. What we psychics/sensitives/clairvoyants etc. perceived or picked up when we were existing within the old lower vibrating world, is very different from what many of us are perceiving today via our different bodies and awareness.

What they’re used to sensing, perceiving, picking up, hearing, feeling etc. has been, is, and will continue to change and evolve for the simple reason that we’re evolving or ‘ascending’. Plenty of people want to develop their psychic (and astral projection) abilities. (I use the word psychic as an easy and lazy catch-all term to cover many of the different finer extrasensory abilities.) The problem with this, that I’m seeing now, is due to the ongoing rapid evolution/ascension that humanity is and has been subjected to. If you were a psychic/sensitive/clairvoyant/emapth etc. before the start of the physical biological Ascension Process (1998-1999), then most likely you’re perceiving and experiencing different phenomenon that is NOT anything like what being psychic was all about. You most likely are perceiving a variety of new higher frequency and rather unusual energies and things unlike anything you’re used to sensing and perceiving. This is good, very good, and it’s another indicator of where you’re currently functioning energetically and where you’re not! How many of you have noticed that the Astral plane is practically nonexistent now? Nonexistent now to YOU that is? Stair steps. I use this term a lot and will until it’s not applicable any longer.

The person/people on the stair steps ahead of you are not “better” than you, just as the person/people standing on the stair steps behind you are not “less” than you. There, that’s out of the way! Because we’re all standing on different stair steps because that’s just the way it is, just the way free will works, each of us is at slightly different stages or levels within our ongoing growth/evolution/ascension process and that is exactly perfect and as it should be. But obviously this also means we’re all experiencing things, phenomenon, extrasensory perceived things, energies, beings, and ascension symptoms, at very different stages. Again, this is normal and to be expected and it’s NOT about better than or less than anyone else. It only means we all need to talk to each other and listen and share.

So as we all continue evolving/ascending/growing vibrationally, what we sense and perceive as psychics/sensitives/clairvoyants/empaths etc. will naturally change as well. I’m going to use a dear friend now as an example of what I’m talking about. This dear friend used to go out sky watching for UFOs. Due to his ongoing ascension process he no longer needs to do that. Now he’s vibrating fast enough to be able to have direct interactions with some ETs and other nonphysical beings right inside his house and car and anywhere else for that matter.

I used to psychically perceive certain things, certain negative or lower vibrational things/entities etc., but now that I’ve lived through the worst of the worst of my personal ascension process, I rarely encounter these lower energies any more. I am not saying they’re nonexistent, I’m saying I personally don’t meet them nearly as often as I did my entire life before my biological ascension process. Stair steps remember? Levels, layers, stages, phases all within an ongoing process of compressed and incredibly intense evolution/ascension. Because of this you’d better expect your ESP abilities to morph into something even more wonderful than what they’ve been. You’d better expect to see/hear/sense/feel/know things that are also different from what you’ve perceived in years or decades past. It’s all part of the Ascension/Evolutionary Process and we’re all becoming more of who we are. Enjoy the dimensional changes and enjoy not having to venture into the Astral plane anymore unless you want to. It’s not the end-all and we’re Graduating energetically well beyond the 4D Astral level. Happy multidimensional travels.

Denise

September 24, 2008

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Being Released & Letting Go

The past 10 days to 2 weeks have been amazingly intense on many different levels and my personal life, physical body, my location here in burning, purging southern California have been reflections of this latest energy shift. It hasn’t been easy or fun, they rarely are, and this ones been huge. Today is the 3rd and final exact conjunction of Pluto with the Galactic Center (GC). This is like plugging in an electrical cord to the wall socket to access the energy. Today the GC will download through Pluto, Lord of The Underworld sitting at 27 degrees Sagittarius, and that current/Light/transformational Energy will literally plug into humanity and Earth. This influence will continue for a few more months, but today it’s exact and downloading into us.

With the wildfires burning So Cal, the eye of the hurricane became much smaller for me. I live in about the only county in So Cal that didn’t burn! These fires (some are still burning) surrounded us here, and when the winds stopped, the smoke came in and stayed. Today is the first day that I can’t smell or see smoke and can safely go outside and breath without a particle or dust mask.

As a sensitive it’s near impossible for me to NOT feel and be aware of the variety of emotional energies other people give off. The trick is to NOT get pulled out of my little eye of the hurricane energetically or emotionally every time I feel these types of things. Easier said than done sometimes and with most of So Cal on fire, people dying, loosing homes and property and beloved possessions for over a week, this has been difficult for all.

But it’s a lesson for me, and for many of you, as to how to maintain energetically and emotionally every time these dramatic dismantlement’s of the old happen. We’ve got to learn how to NOT get sucked back down into it all just because we’re sensitive/psychic/empathic etc., and, it’s in our physical backyards! We’d be no help to anyone if we energetically ‘fell’ every time reality shakes, quakes, burns, floods, changes and falls — and it’s going to be doing this a lot more than it has already.

Usually when we do stay a bit longer in the lower frequency world, the people there don’t want to hear what we have to say or what we believe. So both they and us feel frustrated and highly uncomfortable with each other. At this point it’s a no-win situation for both groups with us trying to remain where we don’t energetically belong any longer. WE have to Let Go some more, and they have to Release US some more.

Another large aspect of this latest shifting, changing, and adapting has to do with certain well-known public male teachers. Some men who have been for years now, lecturing, writing books, having their books turned into movies, teaching and touring about these planetary and human consciousness changes and numerous other things.

It’s wonderful and very helpful that these males (and the many others I’m not familiar with) are doing what they are; helping to awaken more and more of humanity with what they’ve personally experienced and learned. But, because they are males living in a patriarchal world, this can get tricky for them and their loyal following. I’ve watched from a distance over the past five years how some of these male teachers are themselves now having to make these same shifts and changes we have been. This means that many, many, of their loyal fans are fast coming up against some huge changes that I sense many are going to have a very difficult time with.

On the “Path” one inevitably reaches that energetic fork in the Road where intellectual belief systems dead-ends, circles round and round endlessly and is a huge trap. The new fork in the Road is the Path of releasing the fixated death grip on the intellect and stepping into the Journey Of The Heart. The Path and Ascension naturally leads to this but many people find it very difficult to move beyond their over developed left brained human intellects. The Old God of the lower world. Thankfully humanity has things like Pluto conjuncting the Galactic Center to help with this.

This is where many of these male teachers and their fans are now. It will be even harder for many of their fans because they haven’t discovered as yet that there is anything other than their beloved intellects within polarized old physicality. Most of humanity faces repeated phases of individually living and transmuting instead of just debating, pontificating and mentally masturbating over and over endlessly, stroking their egos.

We need to get out-of-the-way and let them live this as we have. They need to let us go so we can do what we’re learning and getting familiar with at another level. Everyone is currently standing on the correct stair step of the moving energetic escalator at the moment, so I suggest we all focus on our current individual parts and level.

Denise

October 28, 2007

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Astrology & the Ascension Process

I’ve been involved with Astrology for about 34 years now. Over the past couple of years I’ve contemplated how the astrological planetary energies and influences will change due to more and more people entering the Ascension Process. I’ve spent many an hour wondering, pondering, speculating over this because it’s a very big evolutionary and consciousness change for humanity.

On September 2–3rd, 2007, Saturn left the sign of Leo and entered the sign of Virgo where it’ll be doing it’s Saturn thing but in a Virgo costume for the next 2.5 to 3 years.

Because of this only hours old sign change of Saturn, I’ve gotten some insights into this business finally. Simple really. The planets don’t change silly, the people are what’s changing! Well that only took me 2 years to figure out. Moving right along.  🙄

“Octaves” my higher awareness revealed. Oh yes, that makes sense; the planets are the planets, period. Depending upon our current level of development, vibratory rates, literally where we are as spiritual beings, that  is what determines which level of the planets energies we’ll be in resonance with.

So using the current sign change of Saturn into Virgo as an example, we can either experience it at that lower vibratory rate like the lower world and old reality out there, or we can respond to it from a higher frequency (ascension/dimensional shift) state where those astrological energies will read rather differently.

I said recently that with Saturn in Virgo I suspected that our foods will have further and increased contamination/restriction problems etc., and that we need to be very intuitive and aware before we eat. I then switched out of the lower world reality and thinking and went back to a higher level and realized that Saturn in Virgo will most likely reduce the need for physical foods. We will/are now able to exist to a good degree, on higher “Light” as a food source and I suspect “Love” as well.

We’ve all experienced this many times already while in the old lower world. Ever get so deeply involved with some creative project that you step out of physical 3D time and have no need or desire to eat or rest? You’re so focused on the work or project that you slide out of the lower, enter some wonderful higher state of expanded creativity, and you’re nourished from that higher energy. To a great degree we’re in that type of place already, and because of that, I suspect we’ll find a higher vibratory food source also. Light, Love/Creativity to a far greater degree with be our food source.

Just one small example of the many possibilities of how the new higher vibrating human may respond to higher octaves of the planetary energies.

Denise

September 4, 2007