Dealing with the Negative DARK Again

I rarely write my personal WHOLE TRUTH here at TRANSITIONS. Don’t misunderstand me, I tell the truth, I just usually don’t tell it all for important reasons. Why you may be asking? Because I never felt it necessary to burden or frighten some people with how truly horrible, extreme and negative things really are sometimes from my perspective. However, I’m going to talk about some of it today for different reasons. Some of you, and you know who you are, need to know this finally so just suck-it-up and deal with it.

It used to be ALL the time because there was NO LIGHT on Earth for most of my 55 years here. But, due to the numerous cosmic changes and Lightworkers intensely doing what They do over these past 10 + years, the LIGHT is what lives here now – not the Dark.

For the past 3 years I’ve rarely felt, seen, smelled or had to intensely and directly deal with the Dark again, and I really, really, REALLY enjoyed this new safe freedom. It’s starting to feel here on Earth, like what HOME always feels like. Of course there were periods where it, the Dark, would literally come floating in, pass through the inside of my house, and out the opposite end. I’d just smile because IT was on the move and hunting for a place to land again. Its days of IT being the primary energy on this planet are ending rapidly now, with only these pockets of Dark floating by, searching, every now and again.

Until a couple of weeks ago that is.

I could not believe—after these past three blissful years of being free of 98% of the Dark for the first time in my entire life—that IT was back again in such a horrible, wild and insane way. It was and still is up in the air above our whole town. It’s been loosed via the SoCal firestorms and It’s hanging on and on and on... The only time I’ve gone outside (ground zero for the southern California purging) over the past 2 weeks is to get the mail from the mailbox and water the plants as fast as I can! The Dark, the sense of evil and pressure was and still is today, so heavy that you can’t stay outside where IT is up there in the air above all of So Cal.

For the past 2 weeks or so, I’ve repeatedly smashed my hands, arms and fingers against the door frames when I try to walk through doorways in the house. Also my inner head is moving, turning in a slow spin like falling out-of-body while conscious. It doesn’t hurt, it’s just weird and you feel like you’re falling but you’re not physically. I’ve had diarrhea for most of the month of Oct. I’m sure you’re glad I shared that one! I’ve had repeated unpleasant dreams, I’ve lived with nearly constant physical pain from head to toe, I’ve had serious trouble focusing mentally again, I’m forgetting the names of simple everyday objects like sink, orange juice, and chair. I’ve psychically and emphatically been feeling much of what other people are feeling due to their fears and pains caused by these fires. I’ve been really frustrated and pissed off again. I’ve also been feeling and sometimes seeing old unpleasant psychic impressions of dirty deeds done by people who’ve lived in southern California over the past few hundred years. Murders, rapes, greed, fear, hate, brutality, thefts, insanity…the usual stuff produced by lower vibrating humanity.

Sound familiar? Can you relate to any of these lovely symptoms? (Your mileage may vary slightly.) That’s what they all are — symptoms. With the firestorms across most of  So Cal (and like I said, many are still burning today, the air is bad again, and more Santa Ana winds are supposed to be coming this weekend) all the Dark lower vibrating residual energies/consciousness/emotions etc. that have existed here since humans – are being purged by the fires. Then the Lightworkers, who are usually all sensitives/psychics/empaths anyway, transmute it through themselves, through their very physical bodies. These big chunks of purged and up and about Darkness doesn’t just float away and dissipate nicely. No, what can be transmuted is, by Lightworkers. That’s what Lightworkers do.

So if you’ve felt like you’re losing it yet again, feeling like you’ve aged 60 years in 2 weeks, been unbalanced, head gyroscope like twirly and out-of-body, sick and in emotional and physical pain, coping with more Dark than you’d ever want to have to deal with AGAIN; then know that you, like me, have been transmuting the latest old Dark energies that these fires have brought up and out. Give yourself a hug, give yourself a break because you’ve done far more than you and I even realize on a conscious level.

The Sun’s in the sign of Scorpio and Scorpio/Pluto has to do with the cycle of birth-life-death-rebirth and lots and lots of letting go of any and all things that must currently be released and/or transmuted. Well done to those who’ve been working with this latest and ongoing purge and transformations. We’ll get a rest and re-balance period after this one and before the next one arrives, wherever that may be on the planet.

For those who don’t live this, you might consider giving those of us who do a break and some room to do what we’re supposed to be doing/living now. Thanks and it just may make more sense to you later on.


October 29, 2007

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Southern California Purgings

As some of you know I live in southern California and have for most of my life. I’m fine, Mom is fine, cat is fine, house is fine but it sure been very difficult being an ultra-sensitive during such intense energy purgings and clearings. We live in an area that was, for the most part, untouched by these wildfires burning throughout much of SoCal all the way down to Mexico. These Santa Ana winds—aka “Devil Winds”—are common during this time of year. What’s not common is how severe, vast and powerful the wind gusts and fire damages are this time. Here’s some latest stats to put this purging transformation in perspective.

  • 16 different fires in 7 different county’s
  • 1,500 + homes burned
  • half a million people evacuated – largest ever in CA
  • home damages only are over 1 billion dollars so far
  • winds gusts to 100+ mph
  • humidity was between 3% to 9% these past few days

When the first fire started Sunday morning I intuitively knew that much of So Cal was going to burn. It was a horrible knowing and was hard for me to connect with really. But I’ve lived here, right in the middle of all the old lower world craziness that is southern California, in a little patch of higher vibrating energy. It’s all around me but I’m not in it. I knew this prior to these wild fires but they’ve really proven it to me with all this.

A house only 2 blocks away burned to the ground in minutes yesterday. Not because of these other fires but because of something burning inside the house. Point is that the 40, 50, 60 mph Santa Ana winds stopped blowing right then; that one house burned down spewing black smoke straight upward, and after it had burned itself out, the winds returned! The houses here are packed in super close to each other so if the winds had been blowing then numerous other homes would have caught fire also.

Here we are, riding out the different storms, craziness burning all around us from the coast to the mountains to the Mexican border, but we’re fine other than every thing’s covered in dirt, dust, sand and ash! Think about the primary ways that the old lower dense or “negative” energies have been getting blasted. By water and fire. Flooding and Burning. Water and Fire purify and cleanse locations and situations faster than anything and so this is what we’ve been seeing and will continue to see…until it’s not needed anymore.

On the one hand the physical areas on the planet (like SoCal) that absolutely must transmute all lower old world energies will Burn and/or Flood in a literal purging. Look at what and where is burning here now. Numerous homes and lands from the coast to the canyons to the mountains. I love the mountains and the coast but I haven’t been to any in 18 years because they’re so energetically polluted by greed, stupidity, Partying and such. It’s too dense and uncomfortable for me so I stay away.

To cleanse land areas of all these types of lower vibrating energies produced by humans, (and also open some people’s Hearts) it burns and/or floods. (Katrina also purged a lot of very old lower energies in that whole area.) Think of this like having an Exorcism performed by Nature to purge Earth of the lower vibrating human energies. Out with the old lower crap energies from a self absorbed disconnected humanity so the new higher has a clean place to start from soon.

On that other hand we have what’s coming in Jan. 2008 with Pluto moving into Capricorn. I think that will bring numerous Exorcisms of a different type. They will have to do with purging out the old lower world man-made structures that control this planet. All of them. So it’s a two-fold process that’s going on now.

1) The ongoing physical purging of different locations around the planet usually via Water and/or Fire.

2) The soon to begin (Jan. ’08 Pluto in Capricorn transit) “falling” or purging of all the man-made structures and systems across the planet. Structures and systems like governments, corporations, military, medical, drug companies etc etc etc.

If it’s Dark lower anything, it’s going to be Exorcised in one way or another (Fire, Earth, Air, Water) because that time is ending now. Stand clear and stay in your High Heart which is hard to do when so much fear and suffering is all around you. Let The Process purge and transmute all that it absolutely must.


October 24, 2007

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