Negative Entities, Human Possessions, Ascension & Staying On THE PATH

“Oh Man! This is huge! I’ve been dealing with this for so many years and yeah, I know when I tell people about some of my experiences, they look at me and you can tell they want to pat me on the back and say, “There, there. You’ll be ok.” I have sensed dark entities since I was a kid, when my grandmother used to tell me to make the sign of the cross with my fingers and yell at them to leave in the name of God! And that seems easy compared to what I’ve been bumping up against lately!

So Denise, anyone, everyone – what the hell do you do when you have people in your life that are so dark, so awful? Not just friends, because I’ve been able to shake a lot of them off, but family, damn it! There they are, stuck in your face, trying to suck you in to their darkness and all the family drama that comes with them. I call them emotional vampires and some of them I think are sociopathic – no conscience, no feelings, just stuck in their own shit – you get the picture. Just when I feel like I’m holding my own – bam! Either the phone rings or they show up at my door with their bags of garbage and negativity, giving away free guilt trips. I just DON’T want to fix them anymore, I don’t want to be part of their drama, I just want peace.

I digress. IS there anything that can be done for these dark humans? Once they are so sucked into the darkness, is there any hope or help for them? Or should I just meet them at the door with a cross? This is so difficult, for me anyway. I’ve always been the “fixer” but I really really don’t want to fix any more, but I also really really don’t know what to do, other than run and hide!”

Love Chrysalis55

This is in response to many of the Comments left by readers about my Etheric Attachments & Possessions article of May 26, 2010. This topic is another huge, multidimensional, complex and difficult aspect of being a Forerunner/Lightworker/Wayshower/Starseed living the Ascension Process that people experience. Next in line is often with the ascending persons husband/wife, lover/mate, parent/parents, siblings, friends, co-workers, neighbors, community etc. You have been activated to evolve and transmute yourself via the alchemical Ascension Process, or, you reincarnated as a Forerunner/Lightworker/Starseed/Wayshower to work from within the old lower negative system to break it up, bring in higher frequency Light energies, embody those higher frequency Light energies in yourself and your body first and Wayshow the rest of humanity who’ll begin the Ascension Process a decade or so later. [During the alchemical Ascension Process we encounter—in varying degrees of intensity, resistance, frustration and difficulty—many other people who are NOT and may never enter the Ascension Process as we have. Obviously, this can and usually does create huge tensions and plenty of emotional pain for both sides as Lou Ann and Chrys and others here have shared.]

We’ve got multiple things and multiple dimensions going on within this one topic of Etheric Attachments & Possessions by negative Dark nonhuman entities attached to certain humans, and the Ascension Process, and Family of Light, and Family of Dark. We’re also talking about having to deal with humans that have an attached etheric negative entity and it controlling them and also trying to control everyone around them—especially you because you’re waking up and shining Light all over what’s been the Dark’s 3D territory for a very long time! And we’re talking about how some of us have been dealing with the Family of Dark—to borrow a great Barbara Marciniak term—since our early childhoods as Robin has mentioned. Others have had encounters with negative beings/entities and energies in their different forms but only since their physical ascension process began.

  1. Reincarnating as a member of the Family of Light into a totally controlled and Dark earth reality
  2. Being activated by the ascension process which means you now will meet the Dark directly or indirectly through possessed humans, humans with etheric attachments, and/or people with severely closed-off consciousness and so on
  3. Encountering negative energies, fears, lack of understanding etc. from family and/or other loved ones over your ascension-related changes and growth

As you can see there are a number of levels and layers to this topic because it is multidimensional, because we are multidimensional and are affected by other beings (both positive and negative) that exist in dimensions other than 3D. This has always been the case, but now with the ongoing ascension process and dimensional shift, the multi-D pot has gotten shaken up real good and the Veil or borders—especially 4D the astral plane—are wide open and citizens from 3D are traversing 4D and beings that have always existed within 4D are walking right into 3D with the greatest of ease.

So how to dodge the Dark negative in all of its many forms even when it may be a family member? Eventually you will, for your own sanity, safety, and continued spiritual growth within the ascension process, have to make a decision about not continuing to move forward vibrationally yourself and remaining back with other family members and/or loved ones, your own children, husband or wife etc.  or stepping away from them so you can continue evolving/ascending now. It boils down to that choice for each of us. I’ve had to do it with some family members, my child, and all of my physical friends over the past decade. As much as Lightworkers are “fixers” as Chrys correctly called it, in the end it is only us that we’re supposed to really “fix” now. When we do our own ascension work, we make it so much easier for other people to then begin the Process themselves. But, we’ve got to do it for ourselves first and not the other way around.

Back to Chrys’ question about how to protect oneself from lower frequency family members that are not living the ascension process but you are. This may sound harsh but if you’re over 21 years of age, then I think it best for the ascending/evolving person to get away from them and any other people who are trying to stop or suppress you and your ascension process. Whether they are just unaware of what’s happening and why, or if they have a negative entity attached to them etherically or worse…or if they’re hard-core religious people incapable of growing beyond those limited, rigid, immature old belief systems, if any of these problems are aimed at you because you are growing, evolving and changing, then you need to disconnect from those people for as long as needed. Believe me, nothing causes them to then have to deal with themselves when they no longer have you to project upon for whatever their reasons! It takes two to tango as the saying goes, and your disconnecting has repercussions on them and it amazingly is usually exactly what they need to finally begin getting themselves together too.

There are many great books available that teach different methods of etheric protection so I won’t get into that in this post. I may in another and if you are interested in that aspect of this topic write a Comment and let me know. I suggest that for your own sanity, continued growth, happiness and soul mission you change your situation so the person or persons who are trying to control you for whatever their reasons cannot any longer. This next statement may also sound rather harsh also but it is often very painfully true.

In many cases the 4D “monsters” — devils, demons, entities, negative aliens, possessed people, the emotionally and/or mentally imbalanced, the fractured people in our lives (especially during the time we’re living the Ascension Process before other people) are giant Duality mirrors for us, plus the painful irritations to guaranty that WE will continue with our spiritual, evolutionary ascension journey all the way. On the other hand, many but certainly not  all of these people who are deep in negative energy and/or possibly have etheric attachments and worse are not your concern at this point  within the Ascension Process. Never forget that if we don’t do it here now, we’ll go elsewhere that’s a better energetic match to us and continue on with our growth, education, creativity and spiritual development there. So no one is really left behind or left out; it’s all about personal choice and not about “good/bad”, “right/wrong” etc. at all.

Note: Today transiting Uranus entered Aries which will activate further changes everywhere. Just an astrological reminder as this is a potent energy change.

Denise

May 27, 2010

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Being A Sensitive In Phase Two

More and more people are currently getting blasted on multiple levels (physically, psychically, emotionally, mentally) with the new Phase Two learning of how to maintain the higher 5D energy state and level they’ve reached via Phase One of the ongoing ascension process. On its own that statement doesn’t sound all that difficult, but when you add in the massive numbers of people vibrating both slightly below us, and those many more very much below us, then this becomes the rather large learning issue for us now.

I’ve been a sensitive/empath/clairvoyant/clairaudient/claircognizant all my life and I’m learning this one right along with everyone else now, and in all honesty, I’ve been a bit concerned about how I was going to handle the people/masses reacting to both the dying old lowly patriarchal global systems AND the escalating global Earth changes. I mean, I hate holidays because I can feel the masses of people radiating all they do at every damned holiday and it usually isn’t pleasant. So the holidays for me are hiding and trying to deflect the stupid shit, the frustrations, the wounds, the resentments, the fighting, the ego battles and power plays from throngs of humanity I don’t know or have never seen as they “celebrate” the old lower world holidays.

But what’s happening now is a new twist to this ultra sensitive business and makes perfect sense if you think about it. Especially now in Phase Two of the ongoing ascension process as the “Earth Changes”—to use Gordon-Michael Scallion’s great term—make huge increases in intensity and number around the planet. Everything is speeding up and compressing even more now in Phase Two, and this is perfectly represented by the stair-step Mayan pyramids. We’ve reach the top and last stair-step, which is the highest and smallest level or phase  symbolizing this increased compression and tremendous speed up of The Process.  Another of our current learning’s is how to exist within the eye of the storm of  planetary change and not get torn apart by it or “fall” energetically back down into lower fear-based levels, and how to maintain all that we’ve worked so hard to achieve within ourselves and everything else during Phase One.

If typical holidays affect me as they always have, then how the hell am I (and all of the rest of you super sensitives and empaths out there who’ve transmuted so much during Phase One) going to be able to survive all that we will be feeling and sensing from the masses who are increasingly living in fear and intense concern over the falling, dying, of the entire planetary patriarchal systems AND the Earth Changes?  How do we feel all that we do but not get sucked out of our higher frequency level by what we’re feeling? How do we remain and maintain within the eye of the storm of planetary change and hold the higher 5D frequencies that we have become ourselves?

3D EGO-BASED AWARENESS VS. 5D HIGH HEART CONSCIOUSNESS

I’ve long believed that our DNA will continue to be reconnected via  potent cosmic and solar  energy wave transmissions (because that’s what they’re for) and that during this ongoing process we will be changed even further and this topic won’t be an issue in the way it might be to many of us today. From High Heart consciousness one knows the whys to many more things and it is a calm, peaceful, deep  and crystal clear knowing.  It is not lower ego-based, high drama, wildly emotional fear-based thinking, it is the opposite of that—it is you functioning from your integrated, ascended 5D High Heart and knowing, seeing, feeling and understanding much more of the Big Picture.

When you know, feel and perceiving from you High Heart, you know from soul levels why things are happening the way they are. You know why people chose to die or exit their bodies in some Earth Change, and you know that it is perfect and was carefully chosen by them for not only their own continued learning and soul growth—but because we’re far more creative and multidimensional than just that—you know that their death in that Earth Change are also to teach and help their families and loved ones with certain issues or learning’s, to also help their community, and the rest of humanity and the planet. With High Heart consciousness you know these things and more, and everything is so right, so perfect, loving, generous and amazingly creative at higher soul levels and it is stunningly beautiful and complex.

Many of us sensitives and empaths who are re-learning how High Heart consciousness functions and feels now needs to remember that there are no accidents, there are no mistakes, there are no “wrong or right” ways to the dying and seeming chaos that comes with great  species and planetary changes like what is now unfolding. If you’re reincarnate on Earth now, then you very much wanted to be here to participate in this rare ascension/evolution/dimensional shifting event and you knew before you birthed yourself here that it was going to be intense. Many returned so they could get the 3D shit scared out of them in one form or another, because no place else like physical Earth provides such intense polarized experiences and feelings.  A life on Earth in a physical body is like riding  the most intense amusement park ride in the universe! Others came to experience the death of their body in an ascension-related Earth Change event. So, knowing these things at higher High Heart levels of consciousness should help us who feel and sense much more to not “fall” back down into lower levels of knee-jerk emotional reactions. Each one of us has our part to play in this great Process for self and for all. That in combination with the continuing reconnection and activation of our DNA, and the accompanying expansions of our higher consciousness and abilities, we will  simply know exactly what to do or not do and why for self and all. Just keep doing what you’ve been doing, hold on and maintain the higher energies that you’ve become, and feel, know and be. It is perfect even in its seeming craziness and chaos. We’ve done this before and are very good at it.

Denise

May 11, 2010

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Changing Earth Sensitivities

As I’ve mentioned before, I’ve been an “Earth Sensitive” for most of my adult life. During the past ten years of my ascension process, this ability was severely enhanced because I was—as we all are—connected to the Earth and it going through its ascension process too. As all Earth Sensitive’s do, I suffered physically every time there were pressures building below the Earth’s surface and/or when magma moved and flowed down there. The physical and emotional relief would come only when the earthquake finally arrived and relieved some of that pent-up energy and pressures, but it would all start again with the next building earthquake/volcano/tsunami etc.

The wonderful news is that over the past two weeks there have been all sorts of activity around the Pacific Ring of Fire; numerous earthquakes near the California/Mexico border which is south (near) of where I live; a volcano erupting in Columbia I think it was, and earthquakes in Indonesia that caused a 6–10-foot tsunamis today. Here comes the wonderful punch line—I haven’t felt or sensed anything! No body pains, no nervous build-up, no severe tensions and anxiety, no hearing magma flowing which always sounded to me like thunder booming at ground level, no nothing! I’m stunned and profoundly relieved to finally have reached this point where my Earth Sensitive abilities seems to have ended or be ending or at least, changing.

My sense about this that my time with this ability is ending rapidly due to the Sept. 9, 2009 separation of worlds. I no longer need to feel and assist the Earth go through these energy changes that caused my physical body so much incredible extra pain—on top of all the ascension pains. I’m sharing this information only because I have received emails from other people who are Earth Sensitives too and have been suffering greatly because of it. I can happily tell you now, that that phase of the transformational ascension work does indeed end once you have moved through it yourself. So please do not feel or believe that it will last indefinitely because it does not. I was amazed hearing about all of this recent Earth activity so close physically to me in SoCal, and yet, I haven’t psychically/empathically/physically felt or sensed one of these numerous big events!  

So if you’ve been an Earth Sensitive too, know that you will  eventually reach the point in your compressed evolution/ascension where you will no longer suffer because the Earth is changing too. We do reach a point where that level of Energy Work is no longer required by us and you will retire from being an Earth Sensitive.

Denise Le Fay

January 4, 2010

Clairaudience & White Noise

white-noise

My first memories of being clairaudient were at age 3 when two positive beautiful ET beings telepathically talked with me about my current physical parents. If that statement sounded weird to some of you then the next one should make you ponder. At age 3 I instantly recognized the two of them as they came floating in through the living-room wall and hung there in the air, telepathically talking with me. They were just a couple of dear old friends from Home to me at age 3. (It was 1954 when I was 3 years old just for some perspective. The two of them looked somewhat like those two young male ET beings in the 1985 movie Cocoon—except my blond ET was clean-shaven, and they were far more ethereal, attractive, and light-filled of course.)

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(Movie Cocoon 1985)

I first remember hearing unknown voices inside my head when I was riding my bike to 3rd grade at age 8 or 9. It would get really strong while I was riding my bike to school alone, focused, and breathing hard. Evidently that combination were the right ingredients for me at that time to open into my clairaudient ability. Problem was, as it usually is for all children, I and my parents back then (1958-ish) didn’t know that was what I was experiencing. One day it just became too much for me, so halfway to school, I turned my bike around and headed back  home. The fear that my mom would most likely get angry with me for not going to school was outweighed by those damned voices talking endlessly inside my head! I’d risk getting in trouble with mom, but I couldn’t take those strangers voices any longer.

Another time that stands out in my memory about my being clairauident was at about age 10. We’d all been eating dinner when I couldn’t take the one male and one female voices talking non-stop in my head. I asked to go lay down and rest on the couch in another room. As I was laying there I could easily hear my mom, dad, and younger sister still at the dinner table talking. At the same time however, I could also clairaudiently hear the two strangers still talking inside my head. I couldn’t understand every word they were saying because it was mostly muffled, but I could make out every few words.

As I lay there listening to the physical talking my family was doing, I compared it to the other voices I was hearing in my head. Suddenly I began to understand what I was hearing; I began to understand in that moment that I was hearing, on top of the physical, some other people talking elsewhere and that it didn’t mean they were doing  it right at that moment. It was an important childhood “Aha” moment for me. I didn’t fully understand, but I was beginning to and that made those damned voices in my head more tolerable as a child and teen.

Years later as a young adult I encountered another layer to this weird clairauident business. Every time I’d turn on the vacuum, the garbage disposal, the lawnmower etc., I’d suddenly clairaudiently hear other voices talking. The loud physical noise of the vacuum, disposal and/or lawnmower seemed to instantly trigger clairauident hearing. Above the physical noise were other non-physical voices and strange otherworldly sounds. It was pretty funny watching me vacuum back then because I’d be really jumpy and would repeatedly look all around because it sounded as if the house was full of strangers all talking at the same time! Eventually I adapted to this ability and it became just another of many weird things I’ve gotten used to over the years and decades.

Then a few years ago due to my Ascension Process / simultaneous menopause, I suddenly couldn’t sleep well and started wearing ear plugs to block out the physical sounds and barking dogs that repeatedly woke me up. Problem was that as soon as I put the ear plugs in and shut out the physical noises, I’d then heard all these other non-physical noises, voices and other weird sounds! So it was either listen to physical noises or, wear ear plugs and listen to non-physical noises. Some choice huh?  🙄

A few years after this I was (recently) watching a great paranormal TV show on A&E called Paranormal State and saw Ryan Buell using some new device. It was primarily headphones playing only white noise. His eyes were also covered so he couldn’t physically see anything. I’ve often said over the decades that, as a psychic Seer, if I want to psychically SEE more, I close my physical eyes to block out physical vision. It made perfect sense to me that that device (headphones blocking out physical sounds but playing white noise and physical vision blocked) would much more easily and quickly allow the listener to Hear and See as most psychics, seers, clairvoyants and clairaudients do. Or, simply turn the vacuum or lawnmower on!

It makes me smile when I discover other people who have discovered some new paranormal device—like white noise played through head phones—to help induce clairaudient hearing. Hey, whatever works. I’m just very glad other people (and non-psychic people) are experiencing clairaudience and clairvoyant visions via these new paranormal tools. However, if you can’t afford that new paranormal tool I strongly recommend inexpensive ear plugs.

Denise

April 2, 2009

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Being An EARTH SENSITIVE

It took me a very long time to connect enough of the dots to realize I and my mother both are Earth Sensitives. I only heard this term in 2003, but as soon as I read a story about a woman who was an “Earth Sensitive” and what physical symptoms she had, I knew that was what I’ve had for many years.

I think one of the reasons it took me so long to figure this out was because I’m in some form of physical pain most of the time anyway. Because of this, plus the ongoing ascension process, it makes it that much more difficult to discern what exactly is causing the physical pain I’m usually feeling.  But once I heard about Earth Sensitives and some of the physical pains and symptoms it causes many people, it was easier to pay closer attention to my pains and when they drastically increased. Once I’d consciously realized my pain level had increased again and plateaued, I then would try to watch the evening world news on TV to see if any Earth changes were happening and where. Most of the time, within a few days or weeks, I would discover something on the news about an earthquake or volcanic activity somewhere on the planet. And location has nothing to do with anything if you’re an Earth sensitive or psychic; you feel the Earth changes no matter where they are on the planet and distance changes nothing—just like telepathy and other forms of ESP.

Because I’m a Capricorn—an Earth sign—I believe that’s another reason why I’m extra sensitive to what’s going on below the Earth’s surface. I can easily hear magma flowing and pressures rumbling and booming deep below the surface. This too was another mystery I had to unravel because I didn’t know what I was hearing, only that it was well below the Earth’s surface. At a forum last year someone posted an article about magma flow and how scientists listen to it via their machines. The article described the sounds like dynamite blasts going off repeatedly. I was so glad to learn that because it is exactly what I hear without the aid of any high-tech machines. Booming, blasting sounds like dynamite going off or thunder deep below the earth’s surface. One more mystery solved.

I’m extra sensitive to magma flowing, tectonic pressures building up deep below the Earth’s surface, volcanic activity and the energies they generate, and of course earthquakes. I’m also extra sensitive to atmospheric changes in our weather, those pressure Highs and Lows. Damn things changing often wipe-me-out for weeks at a time. But, what I’ve been feeling in my body for the past 5 days now, is extreme pain in my bones, muscles, joints, headache, severe pain in the bones of my feet and hips to the point that it’s hard to walk and I look like I’m 98 years old! It takes a lot to get me down, but these past 5 days have been extremely severe. Last night I saw some brief report on the TV news about a volcanic eruption somewhere in Japan. I don’t even remember the name of the area, only that a volcano had very recently erupted.

Here’s how I read my body’s pain to determine if the Earth change event—whatever it is at the time— is over or not. Is my physical pain gone or drastically reduced like it is 99% of the time seconds after an earthquake, or, am I still in severe physical pain? I’m still in pain today which tells me that either that volcano in Japan hasn’t even gotten started doing what it may, and/or, there is something else that is building elsewhere on the planet now too. I psychically sense that this Japan volcano is going to get dramatic and rumble n’ blow for a while to help relieve much of the deep pressures within the pacific Ring of Fire. I’m also psychically sensing something possibly building somewhere near the west coast of South America, possibly around northern/central Chile, and it’s connected to what’s currently happening with the volcano in Japan.  Mexico feels a bit shaky now too, like they might soon be having a moderate earthquake. No fear however as everything is as it should be right now. You know all those horrific physical ascension symptoms we’ve been living with? So is Earth…and it will be okay too.

So if you too have drastically increased physical pains and/or pressures, emotional tensions and nervousness before an earthquake rocks and rolls somewhere on the planet and then feel wildly euphoric right after the quake—then you’re an Earth Sensitive as well. If you find yourself becoming increasingly nervous, high-strung, jumpy, twitchy, frustrated and irritable, then you too are an Earth sensitive picking up energy tensions and pressures deep within the Earth (1D and 2D). Or if you suddenly have a weird dream/dreams about some type of natural disaster somewhere on Earth and it’s like you’re there experiencing it despite the fact you’ve never physically been to that part of the world, then you too are psychically sensing some upcoming  Earth change. So many people around the world will dream of  the really large upcoming disasters days, weeks, or months prior to the event actually manifesting physically. Pay attention if you too have these other types of perceptions and take notes, watch the TV world news to help you learn about what you’re feeling and perceiving within your physical body and awareness. This is one of many ways how we can learn to read energies and personally interpret them.

I just checked the news and found this footage of the eruption yesterday of Sakurajima in Japan.

Denise Le Fay

March 11, 2009

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Transitions…

Since early childhood there’s been certain things that have affected me profoundly. Things like autumn, the setting western Sun, large flowing rivers, the rain, certain animals etc. These and other things have always spoke to my deep heart, my soul in fact and called to me from some distant place with a very important message; a message I’ve lived in reverse over the decades. Sensitives/psychics/Wanderers/Starseeds/Lightworkers usually do live life in a strange ass-backwards sort of way. This will make sense in a few more paragraphs.

Because I have four planets (a stellium in astrological terms) in Libra (in the 8th), I assumed that was the main reason the autumn pulled at my heart and soul so strongly each year. Same with sunsets, especially throughout the fall. As a child it was nearly unbearable and I’d cry and ache and become so profoundly Homesick facing the west and watching the autumn Sun going away. I wanted to go Home in the worst of ways during those childhood years. Some of you (other Wanderers) reading this will no doubt relate to much of this deep heart pain and soul Homesickness feeling.

Astrologically, the polarity between Aries/Libra is about Aries=Self and Libra=Others. It’s much more complex than that of course but those two keywords say so very much about Aries and Libra and what’s going on between them both as they’re really two sides of the same coin.

Old 3D Libra had to do with things like all forms of partnerships, the marriage partner, business partners, all of those “Others” out there. But as we continue evolving, ascending, learning and expanding this “Others” that Libra represents is expanding to include far more of the other “Others” out there. “Others” like nonphysical Starbeings, Lightbeings, ETs, Angelics, other-dimensional Beings and so on. Now has astrology changed? No, we are. These nonphysical higher dimensional beings have always been out/in there. We’ve just been expanding, ascending and evolving consciously and energetically to where WE’RE now in the process of consciously including Them in that Libra collective of the “Others”. You see, they are waiting for us to vibrationally ascend or come back Home to them, not for them to drop down to the old lower earth reality.

Another aspect of this are certain scenes within the King Arthur story and the story (and movies) Lord Of The Rings. I’m referring to those powerfully symbolic archetypal scenes where certain people were permanently leaving earth because it was simply their time to do so. In the movie Lord Of The Rings it’s all those beautiful heart-wrenching scenes where the Elves are exiting Earth and that dimension because it was time for that transition for both  them and the humans. In that story the Elves and humans transitioned….ascended to a slightly higher vibration, place, and new state of being and learning.

In the King Arthur story it was those many scenes about the fey people; the Lady of the Lake, the Merlin and how many of them and other characters were vibrational half-breeds. They had one parent that was a physical human and the other parent was fey or from a less dense nonphysical dimension. Current day Wanderers/Starseeds/Lightworkers etc. should come to mind and heart. That is why these myths, these stories, these books and movies are in our reality now because we’re living them in our way in this here and now.

There’s another important archetypal scene I must add to these two and it’s from my past life in Egypt around 12,600 b.c. (I’ve written some about it already so please check the Archives if interested.) It is this Egyptian past life memory with those three higher dimensional Star Beings from 8D Orion, 6D Sirius, and the 5D Pleiades, that was always with me as a child in this life. It was their leaving me and all the other star seeds way back in ancient Egypt, that’s held strong and painful in my heart and soul from childhood in this incarnation and there’s a very important reason for this.

You see in that ancient life in Egypt they seeded many of us as their children, their half-breed, fey, Starseeded children. In that past life I painfully remember when it was time for all of them to leave earth and all of us, very much like those scenes in Lord Of The Rings when the Elves had to leave earth. It nearly broke my heart knowing that they’d finished (the Egyptian ETs) what they came to physical earth to do and had to go back to their higher dimensional Homes but all of us Starseeds had to stay here…and for so very long without them! The great plans and projects cover vast amounts of time, so much so it’s easy to miss them and not connect those ancient dots across half of the Ages back to this current time and all of us here in this now.

I don’t know who said this originally but it is true at the deepest of levels:

“We are who we’ve been waiting for.”

Throughout this whole life I’ve always had easy and nearly constant (psychic/telepathic/etheric) access to some of these higher dimensional beings, these Lightbeings, these positive ET beings, these non-physicals, these dear Friends and Family from Home. It was part of the overall plan, part of my personal plan with them from Ages long ago. In this life and time period where many dots would finally be connected and wrapped up, it was necessary that I had easy and constant psychic and telepathic contact with them and a handful of other “Others”. 😉  (I hope everyone is catching the multidimensionality I’m trying to express and share within this linear form of communication.) This is very true with all Wanderers/Lighworkers/Starseeds/Indigos etc. We’d never reincarnate back into slower polarized physical 3D reality, getting ready to enter the ascension process, without numerous higher dimensional Friends and Family from Home working, helping, triggering, contacting and appearing to us from that side of the dimensional border or veil. Never! We have safeguards within safeguards within greater safeguards built into us and our etheric bodies to help us stay in contact with them so we’d wake up on time and remember why we’ve reincarnated here again now. Some of your “sightings” and other paranormal experiences are not what you may at first believed them to be. It often times is some ET cousin or friend trying to get you Starseed/Wanderer to remember why you’re down here again with amnesia!

As a young child having those heartbreaking periods of deep Homesickness; as a young adult looking up at the starry night sky and missing Home and them so very much; and now as a middle-aged Elder Lightworker Wanderer who’s living the ongoing ascension process, I can connect far more of those ancient cosmic dots than ever before because I’m finally there now. Back in the mid 1990’s my much beloved Egyptian ET Friends and Family began to retreat from me. I asked them why one day and they told me they had to leave me because what was coming soon, was up to me alone to go through, to live through. What they were referring to was the beginning of my physical ascension process that started Feb. 1999. I no longer have the same type of telepathic/psychic/empathic contacts with them that I had all my life before Feb. 1999. The reasons for this brings us to what this post is really all about.

I and many of you have been working towards this for so long now it’s almost too much to take in and contain within ourselves…yet. My dearly beloved higher dimensional Egyptian ET Friends and Family left me in Feb. 1999, left me and us back in Egypt of 12,600 B.C. because  everyone is ascending. Everyone is leaving that old lower 3D earth, everyone is moving up energetic stair steps to become the ones doing the creating and care-taking but at a new higher dimension and state of being. You and I are rapidly becoming more consciously aware that we’ve taken the place of these beloved ancient of ancient stellar beings/parents/teachers/guides/builders/angelics etc. It’s our turn to experience this and they too have moved on to new higher levels and creations as well. You see it’s not just us humans within 3D involved with this Ascension Process.

It is about our Graduating from the old 3D school of polarized learnings within physicality and permanently leaving, just like the Elder Star beings and Angelics have in our recent and very ancient pasts. Some of us are taking their place now and will create anew with what we’ve learned from having spent so much time within 3D time and dense polarized physicality. And don’t you know that what we can and will now create, because of our ascensions, because of it all, will be profound and extremely beautiful? Many of Them, and many of the other Others, are anxious to see what we do create in our new higher dimensional world and reality as the new beings we’re becoming.

Denise Le Fay

July 13, 2008

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Rage of Angels: Energetic Lightworking

Seems like a monstrous contradiction having rage and angels in the same sentence doesn’t it? I’m going to try to accurately express what I’ve just lived through the past 6 days or so. I’ve done this dozens and dozens of times before, but this time I was fully present and acutely aware of each and every phase and step in this Process. And I feel tremendously free and “normal” because of it at the moment.

I’m talking about the type of energetic transformational “Lightwork” I personally do. What I’m designed for I suppose. Like I said, I’ve always done this as it comes naturally for me but that doesn’t mean I have a great time doing it, only that I can do it and do it pretty well.

About 6 days ago something old and unpleasant was suddenly back in my little space and reality again that hadn’t been there for a while. Something I’m very familiar with and totally ready to not have to deal with anymore. It was dark lower energies. It’s like having to go back into “Hell” yet again. You know it’s going to be painful, you know it’s going to exhaust you, you know it’s going to make you feel, look, sound and act like a violent, hateful, obsessive crazy person again, but you also know from past experience that it must be done. I can’t NOT do it.

So what happens from my perspective is that suddenly lower energies are back again and they are all I can see, feel, smell, sense, hear and it makes me full of rage now. Decades ago it caused intense fear and hate but now only rage and utter intolerance. Please understand that this isn’t an intellectual process but an almost cellular one. I couldn’t stop this in myself for anything and believe me I’ve tried. This is a Process and it has distinct phases and steps and must unfold as it does for total transformation to occur.

I usually psychically see lower energy entities in my house, it physically feels as if the lower pressure will kill me, and of course as is always the case, one or more lower energy and conscious humans comes out of the woodwork and are literally only a few feet away from me for far too long. I endure their noise, their stupidity, their lower energies, negative energy attachments, emotions and all the rest of it until I think I’m loosing it completely. Then the Process moves to the next phase or step. That step is where I physically, emotionally and mentally absorbed all the lower energies I can cope with and then transmute them all IN my own physical body.

Again, this is NOT a planned conscious intellectually intended situation. There is nothing noble about any of this believe me! I’m raging and wanting to bash stupid skulls at this point because it’s IN me. I do not light incense, hold crystals, open chakras or call in higher beings etc. I’m trying to not go to jail for doing something bad to someone. 🙄  It just happens in me, through me. Currently this phase only takes a few hours, where 4, 6, 8 years ago it took months and was a constant situation for years. That’s how much progress and transmuting has been accomplished already.

The way I can tell that I’ve reached the nitty-gritty phase of internal transmuting is that I instantly become exhausted and start to get those good old “ascension flu symptoms”. I get the chills, aches, pains in my bones and joints, headache and I want to go to bed and sleep it off. When it’s really intense I do finally fall asleep for a few minutes here and there. I come in and go out in other words. It’s not a nap or deep sleep but that sort of sleeping you do when you’re very sick. It’s a strange state where the lower energies get burned, neutralized and transmuted inside my body and being.

Today this stage only took a few hours. When I woke up and walked through the house late this afternoon I stepped outside to feel the energies and everything that had been so bad for the past 6 days, intensely horrible dark and heavy, is totally gone now. It’s like the neighborhood has been energetically neutralized and is free-flowing and crystal clear again. Needless to say, I feel profoundly relieved and full of peace again because there is NO darkness here, at the moment. This is how the Process works for me, through me, in me and all around me. And, it will happen again and again and again until there’s no more need for me to go through it anymore. Thankfully it’s coming in, transmuting and ending much faster than ever before.

Denise

November 16, 2007

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