If Lightworkers Did What They Did Why Is The Dark Still Here?

I imagine some people may wonder why there is still so much darkness, negativity, and downright evil on the planet manipulating and working through so many people. If the First and Second Wave Lightworkers have transmuted so much negative energies across time around the planet during Phase One (1999–2009), then why is there so much Dark/negativity still present in the lower falling world?

Another aspect of this same situation is the lower vibrating energies, feelings, thoughts, stuck emotional energies and unresolved stuff in our own multiple bodies; our mental body, emotional body, spiritual, and physical body. How can we still, after everything we’ve been through during our excruciating Phase One ascension transformational work, have some crumbs of lower frequency stuff/emotions/energies/issues  inside of us now?

Answer—simply because not every single crumb needs to be transmuted for ascension to be completely successful. It’s a percentage thing. If you and I get, let’s say, 75% (just to make this easier to express) of our personal lower frequency, lower vibrating junk/stuff/crap we’ve been hauling around for Ages and Ages, then that remaining 25% automatically goes dormant. We’ve transmuted enough so that we’ve vibrated up and beyond the remaining lower 25% frequency energies, consciousness, emotions and it has gone dormant within us. I think of this sort of like carrying around a germ or virus that has gone dormant inside our physical body—it’s still there but is harmless because its gone dormant.

This same rule applies to the world in general. That 75% of lower negative, Dark, what we call evil energies that were in the old lower world and the fourth dimension have already been transmuted and released. The remaining 25%, which is currently still running around the planet doing it’s best to survive the planetary and human ascension process, will also go dormant and disappear from humanities consciousness, and faster than many of us would have ever guessed. As long as we remain within the 75% higher transmuted space, consciousness and frequencies we’ll be fine. If and when we drop back down vibrationally for whatever reason or reasons, we then run the risk of reactivating that remaining 25% in our bodies and having to deal with it once again. This is why many teachers say that we’ve got to learn how to remain in “the eye of the storm”; that we’ve got to learn how to be “Keepers of the Frequency”; that we’ve got to learn to “remain in our centers or hearts and in the NOW moment” etc. These spiritual messages about different frequencies and levels of consciousness are all saying the same thing; once you’ve transmuted the majority of your lower, dense, stuck, polarized, karma, unresolved energies, emotions and issues, it is very unpleasant going back down vibrationally and having that dormant 25% of junk become active again. Same with going back out into the  lower frequency, lower consciousness, highly chaotic and negative locations in the world that are still very much within that old lower frequency range. Very uncomfortable and unpleasant!

This is why we’re currently having to learn how to hold and maintain this higher new energy and space within ourselves no matter how wild and chaotic the rest of the world becomes as it transmutes and transitions now in Phase Two. Eventually this won’t be an issue for us because the entire 25% will have gone dormant everywhere thanks to the higher vibrating 75%. Until that day arrives however, we’ve got to become experts at housing/holding/being/maintaining the higher dimensional, higher consciousness, High Heart energies and consciousness within ourselves, our homes, our space, our energy fields, our cars, our workplaces etc. The whys of us doing this will become increasingly apparent and in our faces (and hearts and bodies) as the falling apart and dying of the old patriarchal world and planetary systems, earth changes (earthquakes, volcanoes, extreme weather, unusual weather changes, storms, flooding etc.) continue at an increased rate now in Phase Two. The fear and chaos generated from people who do not understand what’s happening and why can easily effect those of us who are ultra-sensitive, empathic, and  already very connected to earth, humanity, and the ascension process. We are and will feel them, their fears, their pains, their hatred  and projections and all the lowly rest of it as the old system and patriarchy dies away. High Heart means you feel it all, but it also means you know from a much more evolved and integrated position why it is all happening. Be strong, be wise, be YOU through and through and keep the higher frequency until we don’t need to any more. 10, 11, 12.

Denise

May 17, 2010

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My Hatchet Man Nightmares

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LEARNING TO REABSORB OUR PROJECTED & UNLOVED ASPECTS

I had a series of really horrible nightmares from early childhood all the way through to my Uranus Opposition (which we all go through from age 39–43). In other words, this recurring theme-dream of a very dark, scary, vengeful male stranger chasing me with a hatchet and killing everyone in his path wasn’t fully resolved until I was about forty-two years old. That’s a long damned time to have some deep inner issue chasing your backside through the astral planes! Oh how long and hard we run away from the very things that would actually free us.

As a young child this recurring nightmare started with this unknown man chasing me with a hatchet and if I ran to my parents, or neighbors, or friends… he just killed all of them. So soon there was guilt added to this very scary repeating theme nightmare. Over the years it was always the same; unknown hatchet man chasing me all over the place and killing anyone in his way that I led him to while running from him! He was always very close behind me, but never got close enough to hurt me.

Then the extremely potent Uranus Opposition transit to natal Uranus arrived at age 39 and this lifelong issue within me HAD to be faced and resolved finally. Was I consciously aware of any of this at the time? Heck no. So the dreams started up again with the same old scary and very angry hatchet man but now I was finally getting really tired of running from him. So instead of my decades long constant running away from him, I stopped and turned to face my Monster Man for the first time in my life. He didn’t know what to do when I did this, which I found very interesting. He was as habituated to chasing me as I was of running from him all my life.

Over a period of three years during my Uranus Opposition transit, I finally stopped running in these repeated theme nightmares, turned and faced HIM, and we tried to come up with solutions that worked for both of us. That is a lot of what the Uranus Opposition transit does, or rather forces people to do, and we should be profoundly grateful for it actually. I was shocked and very confused however about why He was so angry with me. During those 3 years of dreams/nightmares/inner work  I discovered that my scary Hatchet Man chasing nightmares were really about a rejected, abandoned, projected, unaccepted and unloved male aspect of MYSELF and how He had been trying to return Home to me since early childhood in this incarnation. I was shocked, saddened, and humbled when I discovered this truth halfway through my Uranus Opposition dream plane integration and resolution work.

Eventually I had another dream during this three year period where I told him he could, and get this symbolism, “Live in my basement for now,” which he joyfully and instantly accepted and moved right into “my basement”. At that point of this resolution and integration process, this was all I could cope with emotionally; letting HIM back into ME in small, safe incriminates without freaking out or running away again. It took me nearly three full years during my Uranus Opposition to become able to completely re-absorb this very angry rejected male aspect of myself who had been chasing me since about age nine in dreams.

The next step in this inner alchemical dream plane process was another dream where I found myself in a kitchen with about 8 or 9 neighbors, males and females, and none of them were happy about the “crazy hatchet man” who’d moved into MY basement! They were in fear ‘for the whole neighborhood.’ Amazing because all of the “neighbors” and the “neighborhood” was actually just more extended aspects of ME. Because this primary version of me (Denise) had accepted HIM back into myself, that old fear, projection and dis-connection was now spread out to other aspects of me who suddenly feared that the Hatchet Man would somehow now get them. See how our inner issues are dealt with by many aspects of ourselves when it’s too scary to be dealt with directly? In so many cases the different characters in our dreams are really all different aspects of US playing different roles for us.

In this one kitchen dream I told all of my neighbors that the crazy murderous Hatchet Man was not going to run loose anymore because I’d let him back into my basement to live. In other words, they were all safe and didn’t need to worry about him because I’d finally accepted him and allowed HIM to be reintegrated back into ME. End of that dream.

The next dream a few months later was the very last one I had with my enraged, murderous Hatchet Man. In it he and I talked face-to-face in the light of day and I told him I was finally ready to let him ‘Move up from my basement and now live in my Heart.’ At hearing that he smiled at me and instantly and permanently disappeared. I reabsorbed HIM into my Heart without any fear and that act caused me to become much more of ME. End of 35-yearlong nightmare chasing and fleeing dreams with my  Hatchet Man.

One simply must have all of the rejected, projected, Dark, feared, hated, evil, unloved and unaccepted aspects of themselves totally discharged emotionally and fully RE-integrated to be able to move vibrationally to higher, purer, vastly more unified and integrated, less dense levels of being and consciousness. Believe me, it’s far more exhausting and frightening running than it is to just stop and embrace whatever that needs to come Home and be Loved again within us, by us. This is another huge aspect of the Ascension/Evolutionary Process many individuals have, are and will be repeatedly living through. Fear not, just do it, and the sooner the better for you.

This brings us up to 2009 when the planet has entered the phase of integrating its age-old projected, unloved, unaccepted, rejected aspects or symbolic “Hatchet Man” energies. It’s time for real consciousness change and it’s going to happen in very different, sudden and dramatic ways now than what the masses believe or expect. It is compressed spiritual species and planetary evolution time. Get ready for the big ride now, not later, and if you honestly desire a Higher Heart way of living and being, then you too will easily survive the 2009 Storms of Change. Again, fear not, just finally do it for Self and All. ❤

Denise

January 9, 2009

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Duality vs. Triality Consciousness

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There’s recently been a new terms introduced —”Unity” and/or “Triality” consciousness. Let’s look at the old lower polarized consciousness and how quickly many have and are shifting into increasing “Unity” or “Triality” or High Heart consciousness. I’d like to express what the beginnings of Unity consciousness looks and feels like to me, which really makes polarized consciousness stick out like the sick, ugly thing it is, from a more unified perspective.  😉

3D is polarized and that was normal. In 3D our brains, our bodies, our heads and hearts were also polarized, separated. Life in the old lower 3D world was/is as pulled apart, as separated, as disconnected as we can get within this entire system. That’s what 3D was for, the location within physicality to experience extremes in polarity; pain/pleasure, light/dark, life/death, love/hate, trust/fear, male/female, positive/negative and so on. Even our brains were separated into two polarized hemispheres with a Veil between them! Our bodies were either one sex or the other. It was either day or night and there were and still are no gray areas in a polarized world with polarized humans with polarized brains and bodies. It was them vs. us, unless or course you were standing elsewhere and then it was them vs. us!

Because of the ongoing Ascension Process we’re forced to vibrationally, energetically move through resolving polarity within ourselves, within our living spaces or homes, within our heads and hearts, within our many layered bodies, within our current and past lives, within our very space and lives. When the majority of that first stage is completed we suddenly discover that the world is looking and feeling very differently and in a most wonderful way as you might well guess. With some time and re-learning we slowly discover that because we’ve resolved tons of karma/polarity, we’re literally not vibrating at the same dense frequency we had been before. That is one of many aspects of the ongoing Ascension Process and it is literally Alchemical. 3D Lead into 5D Gold.

With the majority of our personal karma/polarity resolved or transmuted, many of us also worked on the Collective karma/polarity that’s been piling up for eons and eons. This 4D astral/Collective phase wasn’t much fun at all as you would well imagine! In fact it was down-right Dark and horrible, but there it is; the Collective Trash Heap and it’s rotten to the core and must be cleared before you can arrive in 5D, where that Unity consciousness resides. (I hope you all know that I’ve simplified this whole process terribly only to more easily express a couple of complex points.) This is much like finding a nice camp grounds, setting up your tent and goodies, hanging out for a while around the fire sharing stories, but before you pack everything up to leave, you’ve GOT to clean up your trash and junk.

After we’ve resolved the majority of our own personal Dark, Ugly, Projected, Unloved and Ignored stuff, many Lightworkers helped with transmuting large chunks of the planetary Collective Trash Heap as I’ve called it. By doing that, we’ve transmuted a lot of the long-standing negativity and chaos that hovered above 3D like another layer of an onion skin in 4D, the Astral Plane.

In 5D our High Hearts are our Center, our primary location of functioning and perception, NOT our left brains and egos like in the old lower 3D reality. That was the realm where left brain and ego were Center and our primary location; they were The Headquarters. In 5D our vastly unified High Hearts and High Minds are The Headquarters. If it, whatever it is, doesn’t hold up to this new higher High Heart unified consciousness and feel then it simply will NOT be able to manifest or remain manifested for long at all there. Once one goes through those Alchemical Fires of Transformation it’s very difficult, if not impossible, to create and maintain anything that vibrates below that level and frequency.

There is no “thinking” in this as it’s all about frequency and similar vibrating things/people/beings/dimensions/creations etc. We feel it naturally, we don’t have to intellectualize about things using polarized consciousness. We are vastly more unified beings because of what we’ve gone through (the early phases of ascension), and we know because we’re different beings using very different and higher tools to both perceive and create our new reality. We feel from our  5D High Hearts — as opposed to our 3D lower egoic emotional needs — what’s the best for both ourselves and for the Whole. That is one aspect of this higher 5D High Heart Unity consciousness.

Can you see now how and why so many things like governments, police, money, systems that control and dictate, religions, doctors, taxes and such simply will not exist within 5D? Can you see why they won’t? They won’t exist because we don’t/won’t need them at all within our ascended selves existing within a higher vibrating dimension.

Denise

June 8, 2008

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