Individual Unity

In my 2012 TO-DO List article I hinted at what the last Saturn in Libra retrograde period (February 7–June 25, 2012) would cause during the first-half of 2012. Since transiting Saturn fully entered Libra on July 22, 2010, we’ve been increasingly dealing with (and I’ve gone through my Second Saturn Return) learning to take greater personal inner/outer responsibility for Libran things like…all Others, all forms of partnerships, lower self/Higher self, human/divine, matter/spirit, human romantic partnerships, marriage partnerships, the 3D struggle to achieve and maintain inner balance. Trying to balance and maintain 3D duality doesn’t work if one is evolving into 5D but becomes realizing that Libran “balance” can’t be reached by endlessly juggling polarities—male/female, dark/light, positive/negative—but integrating them alchemically transmutes them into a higher frequency within one’s self. This we’ve been doing at accelerated rates since 2010 with the help of Saturn transiting Libra (from July 22, 2010 until October 5, 2012).

I , Lisa Renee, and no doubt others I’m unaware of, have talked about how 2011 was very much about the “Goddess” or feminine principle coming back online within us, Earth, the collective consciousness etc. I said briefly in my 2012 TO DO List article that 2012 was a year of the “God” or masculine principle coming back online within more of us, the collective consciousness, Earth etc. The important underlying question to all this is why and why now during the last couple years of the twenty-five yearlong transitional Ascension Process. From what I’ve perceived it’s about our individually integrating and therefore resolving polarities; positive/negative, light/dark, God/Goddess, male/female, right brain/left brain, intellect/intuition. One could ask why again and I’d have to reply that it’s so we can fully enter the fifth dimension, the new Evolutionary Cycle, the 5D Age of Aquarius, and enter the massive, fast-flowing River of Light I see us inching our ways towards throughout 2012 and entering in 2013. Energetically matching this fast-flowing River of Light requires individual energetic unity—each human with the Divine—which comes from having integrated and resolved duality. (More about this current process in upcoming articles.)

Here now is Lisa Renee’s January 2012 article.

Denise

January 11, 2012

http://www.energeticsynthesis.com/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=1346:the-hieros-gamos&catid=40:catnewsletterlyv&Itemid=113

The Hieros Gamos

Friday, 06 January 2012

by Lisa Renee

The New Relationship Paradigm

“The term hieros gamos is used generally to refer to the sacred marriage between two divinities, or between a human being and Mother/Father God, or between two human beings (under certain special conditions); the ultimate alchemy of forces which harmonize polar opposites.”

Dear Family,

“This template of which was previously referred to as “Spiritual Marriage in No Time” has returned to the Earth logos in 2012 through the alchemical restoration of the Hieros Gamos. (Connected through the Unity Logos, a Guardian project to rebirth the planetary logos, see the January 2011 theme newsletter) Hieros Gamos or “Hierogamy” is the Sacred Marriage of a Human Being with Divinity (the Inner Spirit) and the Unification between all life expressions and its levels of opposite. From the Guardian perspective, Spiritual Ascension comprises the Science of the Spirit, encompassing the entire creational mechanics of how spirit and matter travel throughout time and space. At certain levels of frequency conjunction within the spiral of time, access is possible to new templates and therefore embodiments. The planet has reached that axis in time.

Hieros Gamos is the sacrament that represents “sacred marriage” at the individual level, to the relationship level, to the group level as a part of spiritual ascension, moving through the spiralling staircase of time to experience unification with (or marry) all aspects of God. When we marry God through this sacrament, Christ returns.

Returning to Inner Balance

We have finally crossed the threshold into the New Year of which holds an especially auspicious significance in planetary and human consciousness evolution, the end cycle year of 2012 and beyond. We are emerging into yet another completely new territory within the Ascension timeline. The frequency shift and energetic terrain still remain mysterious, ambiguous and confusing to the majority of the people on the Earth. Most anxiety is a result of mental confusion, when we do not have a proper evolutionary context of which to reframe our old beliefs, traditions, habits and their dying structure. Imbalanced behaviors and negative mental attitudes are not tolerated in the new frequencies and if we have not cleared our ego to submit to higher forces, we are getting hammered by external circumstances. The ego will manifest depression, obsessions, anxiety, mania and other brain dysfunctions when not integrated with the inner spirit. (This imbalance is referred to as “soul fragmentation”, the root cause is persistent negative mental thoughts created by an untrained mind. Mental miasms such as thought or belief obsession can also be inherited and can be cleared through ancestral healing.) Many people who are not aware of the Ascension process, in attempting to deal with their day to day lives are echoing in their sentiment, “Why am I so incredibly tired?” One cannot resist change or fight against this transformational current without getting pummeled. Everyone is feeling some level of this evolutionary change now. No matter who we think we are or where we think we are going – we must return to inner balance.

As we submit and let go to the larger energetic flow while listening to the inner voice, that voice was telling us these last weeks to wait and be still. We have been energetically conserving ourselves for the right alignment into “effortlessness”. The higher wisdom is always hidden in the right timing. Many times when you feel like you are failing (or “being flattened”) it is the misunderstanding of the necessity of waiting for the right timing, and/or being in the right location of which to begin an action. We are retraining our bodies to work in the new energies effortlessly and efficiently. We are learning that less energetic exertion is definitely yielding more results now.

Alchemy of Transformation

The combination of elemental substances and the union of polar opposites (energetic synthesis) is another key element in the alchemical process of human spiritual ascension and personal freedom. The alchemy of transforming metal or substances into gold is within the instruction set of our original 12 strand crystalline human DNA. Through the spiritually activated body, the manifestation of Liquid Gold through our cellular material allows the transfiguration of the identity to project through any space time, moving through and creating inner Stargates. The human body’s highest expression and function is the Cosmic Christ. The unscrupulous entities have taken advantage of our planet and human bodies especially for this reason. The human soul and physical body generates a light source, energetic power and potential inter-dimensional travel capacity that cannot be comprehended by the disconnected or fragmented mind. That mind is desperate to use and replicate that power.

However, more and more of the DNA instruction sets (Law of One Organic Architecture) is being anchored into the planetary mind that overrides the many artificial implants and inorganic structures of enslavement. This allows more humans to tune in themselves and receive the inner wisdom guided from their own intelligent spirit. Hieros Gamos is another one of these organic DNA instruction sets coming online for 2012.

For eons, humanity (along with many other races) has searched for the answers of the afterlife and how to cheat “death”, through the keys that open to the inner alchemical process. Methods were concocted to enhance genetic material, time travel, make the philosopher stone, activate the pineal, eat gold (ormus) and drinking ritual elixirs, even drinking blood – in a desperate quest to find our true eternal nature. The human genetic instruction set has been manipulated, stolen, replicated, abused and exploited in vain by those who seek to play “god” or have complete power over others. These actions are a part of the inorganic and damaged structures, the artificial attempts to replicate the organic creation process of God Source. Over the dark ages these tools were stolen from the monasteries, temples, pyramids and sacred places while those beings that held ancient knowledge were hunted down and destroyed. This was not a human agenda, it was alien.

The organic alchemical instruction and consciousness power has always resided in each human’s crystalline DNA and belongs to each person, to activate within the force of pure love. The unconditionally loving and kind hearted are the most powerful alchemists.

Alchemy has been often represented as a mystical marriage of the lunar element representing the feminine, and the solar element, the male. These two forces of opposing elements meet and are joined in what is known as the “Chemical Wedding”. This union creates something bigger and more powerful than the individual parts – the perfect integration of male and female energies – the entire creation of a new intelligent force. In the science of Alchemy this perfect balance is represented symbolically as an energetic “hermaphrodite”. As “spirit” we are both male and female and these forces have come to energetically balance within our physical human body. This is the primary focus of the Ascension process activating on the planet this year.

Regardless of our direct personal knowledge of alchemy, this time cycle will require a Return to Inner Balance. All of us will be living through circumstances that require we learn to restore harmony and balance in our lives, therefore peace to ourselves, and within our closest relationships. It extends outward to personal, social, economic, governmental relationships, unwinding throughout all existing human structures. Like the domino effect, many old systems may collapse from its pressure.

Impact on Relationships

One of the most harrowing results of this accelerated paradigm shift, is the intense impact it has on all human relationships, human intimacy and even our gender and social roles. As we emerge into 2012, we will increasingly notice relationship issues surfacing in our biological family, love and working partnerships, and the necessity of opening dialogues to communicate the deepest most intimate levels of our inner contents. Our guts are spilling out onto the table for all to see, and we cannot run away from emotional vulnerability or hide from each other any longer.

Everything we have ever been programmed into believing was our reality has been shaken down to the core, and in successive waves, these breakdowns will continue to shake free the controlled minds of the masses. The more we cooperate and adapt to these transformational forces the easier it is to change. The more we commit to knowing ourselves, knowing our soul, the easier this transformation becomes. We do not have to suffer through our evolution process when we have a context to accept what is happening to us.

This year the focus will be on first waves embodying the new template of The Hieros Gamos, (the sacred marriage union with our divinity), and the complete change it will require in all human intimate relationships. It will have a significant impact within the current reality system around “legal” or “religious” marriages. Many people on the planet have been or will end significant relationships, such as marriage, or transition through them into higher expressions of spiritual union, or meet their next relationship partner and get married. This marriage may be considered legal or not, however it indeed will be a spiritual agreement. The result of this new Hieros Gamos template included in the planetary mind/logos means that marriages and all relationships will be significantly impacted. The level of inner balance and spiritual and emotional maturity that you have accepted, will reflect your relationship work with your inner self and the “spiritually assigned” relationship partner.

Breaking Away from Destructive Archetypes

No partner, or casual relationship that you have intimate relations with, either sexual or platonic is accidental or by chance. We are ending casual relationships and all relationships will be first and foremost about personal transformation and spiritual development. The new template will emphasize this change in human relationships this year and ongoing. Relationships entered into with a basis of pathology, such as astral delusion, addiction or fantasy (Princess code, Hero/Savior Knight, Tyrant King, Ice Queen) will create the most emotional pain through event backlash. We are being taught to move away from destructive archetypes that play mind games and delude our perception between our intimate relations.

Once it is realized that all relationships are about spiritual growth through applied life lessons, you can participate with that comprehension in order to easily graduate to the next level. Applying nonattachment and unconditional forgiveness in your relationships will allow you to skip the harder (more painful) lessons. Eventually through your balanced self-mastery, you will have access to create the most loving, spiritual marriage you ever could imagine. However we have been manipulated and lied to about our sovereign right to experience a balanced, loving and glorious sacred marriage. We have been filled with shame and guilt from painful distortions promoted from the reptilian control and patriarchal domination. We will have to overcome our emotional pain and our memory of inner spirit crucifixion to be resurrected into the Light of Truth. To become whole again, we will need to relearn and remember our sovereign right to access inner and outer Hieros Gamos. This year we have this possibility and it will continue to grow stronger as more of us wake up and remember to live our divine purpose and love again.

Breakdown of Destructive Realities

From the overall perspective of the human condition in the current global external reality, it is hard to imagine that we ( as uniquely arranged energetic entities) are sharing different points in time/space while being able to sense, view and interact with other entities who are not sharing the same point in time/space. This is exactly what is transpiring now and forward on planet earth. Frequency splits and elevations of different points in the timeline are able to be viewed from different vantage points of consciousness inside the time field. Ascension and the elevation to higher frequency has massive impact to multiple dimensions of reality fields that co-exist with the human race at this timeline, which exists as the densest part of the time matrix. Realities and “timelines” in other dimensions (just as real as ours as we perceive it here on earth) have collapsed, ended and by necessity many different types of entities are transited to different or other “points in the time field”. Many of these entities are confused and some are like “sleepwalkers” that cannot shake themselves awake to comprehend their movement through time. Like trying to communicate to a person who is asleep, they cannot comprehend, and this is a phenomena also happening to human beings in the old 3D structure. The brain and nervous system goes offline. (Dementia, Alzheimer’s, etc)

(Please note: Many Starseeds are incarnated into these bloodlines to help a family member’s soul and body reconnect at some point, either while physically alive or transiting out from the body. You are able to heal ancestral and other genetic miasm by reconnecting the spirit whether the person is alive or passed on. Sometimes there is too much resistance from the mind if they are physically ill, however in Dementia and Alzheimer cases, this is entirely possible. Once you reconnect the spirit, the person’s spirit transit team can take over. Try to not let this lend despair, as you have incarnated here to help and you are empowered to do so. More of this will be given to the community to know how to go about holding “sessions” for ancestral and genetic clearing.)

Many of us understand the behavior by now with the controlling and disconnected entities. Regressive’s can behave similarly as a feral and untamed beast. Even as they are getting collated into smaller fields and cornered they will fight to the end as they are fighting for their survival. Fields where these beings can abuse the energies and physics of that reality to bend to their agendas or manifestations is yielding. These groups are losing access and control over energy functions, and compensating for this in every strategic war game they can call upon or manipulate in the human race. Those agendas will not end in some timeline until the human race wakes up to what is occurring with the earth. For those who deny or remain ignorant of human history are destined to repeat it, over and over.

Do not become paralyzed by the external reality from fear. Quietly collect your parts (heal your heart by retrieving soul) and return to Balance. (To heal yourself all you need to do is ask to communicate with your soul, and she will do most of the process for you) You will not be swallowed by the machine, if you see the machine for what it is. It has no power over you unless you give it your power, through your terror or fear.

The personal choice to be in your personal power lies with every individual. Benevolence is everywhere if we accept the responsibility for ourselves. So as many of us are confused by what we see playing out in the world, it is the old timeline grasping and writhing to collect as many fearful participants in its game for another round. No person has to buy the lie, get sucked into the vampire world, or live in terror any longer. However it requires going inside and trusting your spirit, giving your life to your higher power with no conditions. Put it all on the altar for God and you will be protected from the destructive realities.

Hieros Gamos Distortion

The truth of humanities origins as well as the ancient spiritual knowledge which included the mechanics of human creation and spiritual ascension, have been withheld and distorted on this planet for thousands of years. At the time of reptilian invasion and in the turn to patriarchal dominancy during the dark ages, the sacred teachings of the original Hieros Gamos reflected the distortion of the Lunar shadow upon the feminine principle. This distorted lunar relationship along with the hidden history of the moon chain lineages genetically manipulating our planet, created the current issues with humanities sexual misery, sexual abuse and sexual slavery. These issues mangled and damaged our collective race or soul body (primarily 4D) of which its energetic parts became trapped in our sexual organs and sacral 2nd chakra. Damaging the human body’s ability to feel life force and/or experience the creative energies that emanate from these regions resulted in diseases, social distortions, emotional retardation and crippling addiction. This trauma is further supported to stay that way (by locking kundalini releases and true orgasmic release) by instituting specific architecture in the planetary field to abuse and steal sexual energies, which is molecularly compacting human cellular bodies – such as the operation of the NRG grid network in the United Kingdom.

The NRG plays an important part in feeding a multiple dimensional network which links monadic body harnessing. This structure is from the negative aliens and it is known as the polarized geometric Vesica Pisces which is used to siphon off life force and staple monad bodies to different areas of use on its network, one such area is primarily to operate the Golden Eagle Grid in the Middle East. (note: these reversal networks and black magic systems in the planetary architecture are discussed in conferences and previous newsletters)

Additionally, sexual misery is still aggressively used to mind control and suppress the consciousness of human beings today in a variety of ways. The first writings inferring the Hieros Gamos in Sumerian text (5,000 years ago with the invasion of the Reptilian Annunaki) discuss the role of the female as a sexual slave and prostitute, which exactly mimics the relationship of Mary Magdalene to Jesus as the story told in the Christian Holy Bible. Misuse and abuse of sacred sexual rites by black magicians, as well as the defamation of the female form and debasing loving sexual intercourse became a primary method of which to control and suppress the masses. The truth of Hieros Gamos (Sacred Marriage) was hidden in shame to reflect the female partner as a prostitute, and not as the required genetic and spiritual equal necessary to unify the forces of polarity.

Hieros Gamos is the marriage of genetic and spiritual equal, the rightful King and Queen restored into Oneness, sharing the Crown of Sovereignty as One.

Vesica Pisces Override

Through the restoration of inner balance humanity can override distortions of artificial control and gender splitting that has been propagated aggressively on the planet for the last 5000 years. The template of Hieros Gamos is designed to eventually override the Vesica Pisces mutation by replacing its architecture.

As we restore our inner balance and unite with our true divinity, the Rod and Staff couples (as described in previous newsletters as the prototypes working with this unity template since February 2009) will be transitioned to experience the ultimate sacred marriage finally returning to the earth plane, as the Risen Christos, birthed through the Spiritual marriage of The Hieros Gamos. Hieros Gamos is a part of the destined sequence of which is to return the Glory of Gods image to the human form in Christdom – and to restore balance to the polarities (which includes the sexual energies) in all forms. This template is a related sequence to override the destruction of the NRG grid and its subsidiary controller systems operating in the planetary body.

The Christos is the Offspring of Hieros Gamos

What we have come to learn through the Guardian principle of Hieros Gamos is that the Christos Intelligence is the child/offspring of the Holy Mother (Arc) and Holy Father (Arc), and cannot be birthed into the physical world without both principles/polarities equally unified to zero point. These principles of polarity (male/female) are unified between the internal and external manifestation, internally with the inner spirit and externally with the physical body.

The Ascending Human accepts Hieros Gamos after inner balancing is perfected, manifests its expression into the physical as a Rod and Staff Union with its genetic equal, its Monadic Twin. As the Twin Monads Unite, the Christed Avatar Intelligence acts as the Higher self which then can inhabit the Monad body directly. As the Monad embodies its Avatar Christ Form, it then unifies the opposites of which the feminine principle is alchemically resurrected from its Lunar/Moon reflected Light, to the embodied Solar/Sun Illumined Light. The Solar Feminine is birthed into which is now the Illumined Light which radiates the Rays of Eternal Living Light in 360 degrees of time, and dissolves all mirrors of itself captured in frozen or reflected light, which were the pieces of which the Original Monad that had fragmented itself into multiple identities in time.

The Shekinah or Holy Spirit (Mother principle) acts as the mediator of alchemizing the forces of polarity to dissolve into perfect harmony. This act of alchemy is the resurrection of the transformed bodies of which the wings and crown are restored to the Unity Couple. The union of the male principle into Living Compassion is married to the Female principle of Living Wisdom which then integrates into “One” functioning entity and intelligence field.

Clarification of Union

Briefly it is understood that the alchemical sacred marriage is possible between any genders physically manifested that were spiritually mated to perform alchemy of their substances. The Guardians have no statement on same sex “physical” pairings, except to say they are purposed for many reasons. It is also possible that “non-physical” Spiritual Spouses will also be involved in some of the Hieros Gamos templating for those who choose to stay on within physical incarnation to accomplish biological ascension. Spiritual Spouses may or may not physically incarnate. Some Spiritual Spouses being introduced now will become the sacred marriage partner in another timeline. While a person is undergoing soul healing and reclamation (4D, 5D, 6D triad) they are assigned soulmates ( friends or lovers) and these are referred to as “ Alchemical Unions.” Alchemical Unions are spiritually designed and agreed upon to resolve soul polarity and prepare for Hieros Gamos.

Hieros Gamos is a monadic twin merging and then “Avatar Christ” embodiment into the monad. Many of us will have or have had Alchemical Unions of which to do “test runs” for the ultimate sacred marriage. If you are in an Alchemical Union, pay attention to your lessons and be unconditionally loving and forgiving to your partner. Ask for guidance on your spiritual lessons and what areas you are strengthening your personal discipline. This partner is assigned to you for mutual benefit in evolution, even when there are power imbalances. It may be up to you to return the balance by performing the alchemy required through unconditionally loving behaviour. When it is “energetically” complete be fearless and listen to your internal guidance to take steps to end the relationship harmoniously for the right reason. You will eventually evolve through the Alchemical Union of your Soul Triad and be ready to manifest your sacred marriage partner. Sometimes you will be contacted by guides before you even meet the partner in the physical plane. Many times it will appear one way in the physical and energetically feel the opposite of what it may appear like. Patience with timing will align the congruency of the physical reality to the energy signature. It is a part of the spiritual initiation and ascension process and now this is available on the earth. It is a completely new way of being intimate in human relationships and human marriages. Cultivate your inner discernment and know there is nothing to be scared of. Sacred marriage holds incredible power of protection once you unify with each other and clear the astral delusion and emotional fears. Emotional fears and astral delusion will create massive interference in your relationship, so be brave and do not succumb. Do your emotional healing work together and lead always from what you feel in your heart.

Hieros Gamos in Human Spiritual Empowerment

The Hieros Gamos is revealing itself to be manifested as a sustained holographic re-patterning and re-education program designed for achieving inner and outer sacred marriage through self-focused healing and spiritual empowerment. It is designed to connect then unify God Source with all levels of identity and their human relationships. Previous to 2012, most healing modalities on the planet were sourcing from false white light webbing or were prone to energetic vampirism. The Hieros Gamos template allows for a connection with sustained inner light rather than artificial external light. External light is gathered from others for the manipulation of directing forces. There is no need for external manipulation of forces any longer. This will improve the result of every sincerely heart based (non-ego or selfish motivation) healing method being currently utilized on the planet.

It is energetically inclusive to represent all relationships as One while simultaneously recognizing the stations of identity that exist within time. Many of these “identities” (Group soul/monad, past or future lifetimes) have been “frozen” in various time fields from trauma and pain. To free them and integrate them into the “now” or zero point, we must recognize them One with God, One with ourselves. Massive healing energy powered from the fusion of connecting multiple dimensional gateways are able to be specifically focused in this way. When we compassionately witness these “events in time” our consciousness power moves to the coordinate location of the actual event, forever changing its future impact of pain and retrieving lost souls. It releases the trauma created from that event upon our past and future selves, others and their genetic lines.

Exiting Point

As when such large changes require that a shift of lifestyle is forced upon us, groups of us have a meltdown or decide to leave. Many of us have been dealing with the older generation of family members, their lifestyle change and/or their health and medical problems. In the old medical system it is about “one more test” to come up with nothing and be pushed through the turnstile of doctor visits, exams, biopsies and drugs. The recent push amplifies lung/air, heart/blood and brain/nerve problems. Without proper context for illness, exit points get activated. With ascension context, the exit point can be overridden. Moving through death and transition is very hard from the point of darkness.(ignorance). Moving through death and transition is easier from the point of Light.(awareness) We may be up to our eyeballs dealing with the family dysfunction and its emotional residue in these areas. This is a period that we may be asked to communicate with Family of Origin clean up, tie up loose ends and delve into the 3D cesspool. Something is ending here.

If you are a midwife of the spirit, as many of us are, know that you are of the most compassionate service to help transit people peacefully so they are supported in continual evolution. Leaving the body peacefully yields magnificent results now. You as the “Spiritual Regent” may feel like you are on your last raw nerve, however there seems to be an ending and resolution in sight. May that bring comfort to know that the change required to stay or the transition to leave now is a personal choice. Ancestral and spiritual clearing sessions can heal even the dearly departed. Many will depart after the soul fragments are collected.

Many Blessings of Gratitude

Humanity certainly has known about the many parts of this divine truth and about the key to human freedom. Human spiritual ascension resides with our direct communion with God, from within the context of sacred spiritual marriage. Sacred Marriage is not a new concept, however, it is a heavily distorted one. There has been so much confusion and torment around spiritual marriage and sexual marriage. So much guilt harvested courtesy of the negative alien hijack of one of the most wealthy controller organizations on the planet, The Roman Catholic Church. For a long while in the New Age movement we have heard about fantasy Soulmates, Twin Rays, Divine Union and many other terms describing the same state of being, usually delusional. The cotton candy content force fed to our broken hearts – left a sticky bad taste in our mouth. We are trying to recover from its shock.

Sacred Marriage is a state of being in our hearts that we have desperately missed and have been yearning for since the beginning of time. For many of us on the spiritual and ascension pathway, it has been a difficult, solitary and lonely journey. Many of us in the Indigo and Starseed family have worked tirelessly and diligently to lay the groundwork to create the stepping stones that lead us back into the higher expression of sacred marriage. This Hieros Gamos template has been birthed through the result of the devoted and diligent work of many, many Lightworker’s during the Ascension cycle.

For those many years wondering if we were ever progressing forward, “chopping wood and carrying water”, the answer is finally yes. You have worked your tail off to reach for what is being brought through this year. This time it cannot be stolen from you. Whether inner marriage or outer marriage has eluded you, if you really desire it in your heart, this year will be your year. Dust off from the many times you fell to the ground, (or were pushed) and stand up straight and tall, reach for the starlight again. This year is all about true loving heart exchanges.

Thank you with all of my heart to the courageous Lightworker’s who have given their all for Sacred Marriage in their attempt to rediscover and reclaim what truly belongs to every human being. We have given it back to the future of the human race, now we need to sit back and witness.

Wishing you All Happy 2012 and beyond!

Until next, stay in the luminosity of your Avatar Heart Path! Be Gentle with your hearts and each other.”

Love Always, Lisa

http://www.energeticsynthesis.com/

It’s 10-10-10 & Company Is Coming

10-10-10

In typical Denise fashion I perceive, receive, higher complex information and large concepts in almost embarrassingly simplified ways. This is why I write the way I do; I cut to the chase and go for the bottom-line because I usually don’t perceive/receive all the detailed filler information such as names, sub-zones, levels and such. It isn’t all that important to me in all honesty. Once I have perceived some main aspects of certain Bigger Pictures, I don’t need all the names and complex finer details. I perceive/receive the overall gist and feel of what’s happening, why and when.

10-10-10 AND GUESS WHO IS COMING TO DINNER?

I’ve decided to write this exactly as I perceived/received this information and not do as much interpreting, explaining and defining as I usually try to do. We’re all needing to evolve to where we don’t depend on certain people and/or systems  and/or only our left-brained intellect to define reality for us. After thousands of years of deliberate dark BS, lies and distortions from lower frequency people and  global systems etc., we’ve reached spiritual adulthood now and need to start defining reality for ourselves. The Body and Brain Rewiring will enable us to do this and much more.

I’d like you to see in your mind’s eye exactly what I’ve seen, felt and know about the 09-09-09 through 12-21-12 transitions because I believe it’s how more of us are going to be perceiving/receiving higher Light information/knowledge now; decreased linear words (telepathic and physically written/spoken), with increased visual symbols as large chunks of complex Light information. Below are two highly simplified symbolic visual information concepts about the 10-10-10 energy Stair-step transition that I perceived/received a while ago. Actually, it is not only the triple tens of October 10, 2010. Another level or phase (within the ongoing Ascension Process) was activated via the 09-09-09 of September 9, 2009, and will  continue to unfold quickly and dramatically now through the 10-10-10, and the 11-11-11, and the 12-12-12 and 12-21-12 remaining important energy transitions. See, feel and know these two symbolic visuals and interpret this phase of The Process for yourself.

MY FIRST HIGHER SELF 10-10-10 MESSAGE

In your mind’s eye envision a massive dense rain forest from overhead as if you were in an airplane looking down on it. There is absolutely nothing down there but dense trees and other thick vegetation. No cleared areas whatsoever, no roads, absolutely nothing but thick, dark, dense, scary and impenetrable rain forest. Do you see it? Can you hear the airplane’s little engine running far up above? Can you see the vast and dense rain forest below you? See it, hear it, feel it and hold it in your inner mind’s eye and heart as you keep reading, feeling and knowing.

The pilot of this small plane has one very important passenger on-board who desires to land in that dense Earth forest. Problem is, there’s absolutely no place to land the plane and this very important passenger must land and step off on to the ground. This passenger will not parachute, but must land and touch the ground in this precise way. So the pilot and his very important passenger continue flying in large slow circles overhead, searching, waiting, searching far and wide, hoping to find a small landing strip somewhere below in the massive denseness.

Meanwhile…

You have a burning, unrelenting cosmic soul NEED to carve out a landing strip in the middle of a dense, dark, dangerous rain forest by yourself. WTF! Really? Do you realize how insanely difficult and dangerous that’s going to be? Are you aware that you may not be able to complete the landing strip in time for the small airplane to land? Shit… Hum… No, I can do it. It is what I do and do very well so cheerio, fuck-it-all, I’m carving out a damned landing strip in the middle of a massive dense, dark rain forest alone and by-hand and I absolutely will not stop until it is completed.

Amazingly you’ve succeeded in carving out a large magnificent landing strip in the middle of a dense rain forest. You are however all cut up, bruised, bloody, beat to hell, unimaginably exhausted, and you just want to sit down and have a good long hard cry and little Pity Party for yourself. Go ahead, you’ve earned it for god sake. You carved out a freaking landing strip in the middle of a dense dark jungle where angels fear to tread! Have that hard-earned, gut-wrenching, snot-flying, deep soul-sobbing cry and be proud because you did it despite the enormous difficulties and dangers involved. (This fellow Lightworkers, Forerunners, Pathpavers represents Phase 1 of the Ascension Process, which I’m sure you recognize.)

So there you are in all your Starseed, Lightworker, Pathpaver dirty, bloody and beat-up glory sitting exhausted and crying on your mighty fine looking landing strip in the middle of a dense—but now oh so much brighter open and cleared—rain forest. You wait, and wait, and wait there for months, then years, but no one comes. Insert more intense and dejected crying, confusion and anger along with short periods of real self-doubt here.

Then one day you hear it, the ever so faint sound of a small airplane flying overhead far in the distance. OMG, could it be? Is The Great Day finally here? You bet your sweet Forerunner, Lightworker, tired Old Soul ass it is finally here!

‘Da plane, da plane!’  your weary and nearly broken mind excitedly sings like a spiritual joke from that old TV show Fantasy Island. You hear the small plane finally approaching and you know its going to land on your beloved landing strip. Deep inside you also know that the real fun will start now. You glance at your watch to check the date and time and sure enough, it’s 10-10-10. Oh man, here it finally comes after all these brutal, isolated, painful and dangerous years of intense preparation Work.

MY SECOND HIGHER SELF 10-10-10 MESSAGE

See this next symbolic scenario in your mind’s eye and High Heart too for you already know all this but maybe haven’t put all the puzzle pieces together yet.

You’ve got very special company coming to visit you soon so you start the massive house cleaning, yard cleaning, window washing, buffing and polishing, washing and everything cleaning in preparation. This is so exciting and rare, but it is going to take plenty of time and serious energy-consuming cleaning and clearing Work to get your house, yard, and yourself ready for the arrival of your very special company.

You start the massive cleaning, clearing and trash removal Work on your house—inside and out—and in your yard too. You’ve got plenty of time to get it all done before your company arrives, however, you know your back is going to hurt like all hell doing it all, that you’re going to become profoundly tired and in a lot of extra pain and stress trying to do so much work, so much cleaning, so much polishing and prep Work for this special company that’s coming. It doesn’t matter, you dive into all your cleaning and clearing work despite the extra aches, pains and fatigue that it causes your physical body and everything else. You rest when you can and get back to the intense cleaning and clearing work day after day. On top of all this however, you still have your daily “regular life’s work and chores” that need to be done too but you somehow manage to get it all done.

It’s slow going and there’s far more dirt, junk and mess than you initially realized was there but you keep at it because you’re so excited to have this particular company coming. It makes the long and difficult cleaning and trash removal Work worth it when you think about how much fun it’s going to be once this particular company arrives.

Finally, you take a long careful look around your house both inside and out, and check the yard to make sure it is clean and beautiful. Most all the cleaning Work is done now, and despite your being absolutely exhausted after endless months of cleaning and prep Work, your house, yard and everything else is looking and feeling exceptionally nice, clean, tidy and ready for your very special company. You glance at your calendar one more time to check the date to see how long before your company arrives and you discover it’s only a few days now. 10-10-10 is right around the corner and your very special company will begin arriving then. (This represents an aspect of Phase 2 let us call it of more Ascension work during 2009 and 2010 up to now.)

LIGHT APPEARS AT THE END OF THIS VERY LONG TUNNEL

You smile in anticipation and joy over having succeeded in carving out the difficult landing strip in the middle of the dense and nearly impenetrable rain forest on time. You smile in anticipation and joy over having succeeded in cleaning and clearing your entire house, yard, and everything else in preparation of the arrival of your special out-of-town company. And importantly, you finally understand WHO the special passenger is in the small plane that’s getting ready to land now; you understand WHO your special out-of-town company is that’s arriving with the 10-10-10 energies. You finally understand WHY you were so obsessed about carving a landing strip in the middle of a dense, dangerous rain forest by yourself (the old physical 3D dense world of Duality). You finally understand WHY you were so obsessed about cleaning and clearing your entire house and yard (the transmuting and resolving of polarity, karma, and all lower frequency energies within yourself, mind, heart and bodies that was Phase 1 of the Ascension Process). All of this long, painful and incredibly difficult prep Work was absolutely necessary so that higher aspects of YOU could even “land” and then start to merge with, be embodied by you physically.

10-10-10 is the start of this intense phase of us embodying, continuously and increasingly housing within our physical bodies more of what has always existed at higher dimensions. You know why this can finally happen because you’ve done all the insanely difficult and painful Work, cleaning and clearing for over a decade. Since 09-09-09, we’ve been inching our ways towards finally having these next particular transitions happen. The 10-10-10, 11-11-11, and the 12-12-12 and 12-21-12 Stair-steps or portals or gates are the last three important Ascension Process transitions we have to journey through. There’s more than just these three but they are huge in what and why.

The plane is finally landing, your special company is finally arriving via these remaining 10-10-10 and beyond incremental energy Stair-steps. Guess how amazing and easily creative it’s going to be to literally embody so much more of YOU—the pilot, his special passenger, your very special company, plus you who did all the cleaning and landing strip prep Work—in your physical body on the new 5D Earth from here on out? Hey, that sounds like your doorbell ringing, you had better get it.  ❤

Denise Le Fay

October 8, 2010

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New Insights

I’ve mentioned that I’ve experienced some of the old lower negative coming back into to my space, my life, my reality (off and on) since April 2010. Now that may sound much worse than it really has been, so please do not go into fear or worry about any of this. I’ve got to be able to talk about the the Dark, Team Dark/the Negatives, the unpleasant side, the negative polarized stuff and not have anyone get scared or “fall” back into the negative muck-zone vibrationally because I’m talking about it. After reading so many of your blessedly wonderful and wise Comments lately about this Dark negative topic, I can clearly see that I don’t have to worry about scaring many of my readers; you’ve been there yourselves and fought for your lives and sanity for years or decades already so I won’t restrict myself talking about this particular aspect of the Ascension Process.

I suspect some of the changes I’ve personally been experiencing recently have to do with the many astrological sign changes that have happened since June started. More is coming this month too, so I’m getting increasingly excited about these new energy or astrological costume changes. One of these insights I’ve had in June is how much we really are (while in physical form I mean) big Drama Queens and Drama Kings! Honestly, it’s part of being IN physical bodies IN a physical dimension and feeling things so intensely and knowing that we could, at any moment, die in one way or another.

Being non-physical spiritual beings that come into physical bodies existing within a physical dimension reminds me of those great scenes in that movie Meet Joe Black where Brad Pitt plays Death and enters the body of a human so he can have his holiday or vacation. Remember those wonderful scenes where Brad Pitt playing Death tastes food (peanut butter) for the first time? And when he falls in love, when he has sex for the first time? Great scenes of a non-physical being experiencing physicality in the flesh for himself for the first time. And of course, how attached Death became so quickly to the flavors and intense sensations that only life within physicality can produce in those specific ways. Once in a physical body in a physical realm, we all become Drama Queens/Kings over something here! We enjoy the polarity, the good and the bad, the highs and the lows, the love and the fear because we know as non-physical spiritual beings that there are not a lot of other realms or worlds where we can FEEL so directly and intensely as we do on earth in physicality.

In part, I bring this up because Karen Bishop told her readers (repeatedly) that bliss and heaven on earth was right around the corner for all of us. She (and others) told their readers that things didn’t need to unfold in the uncomfortable and harsh ways that they now are on earth; that this transformation and dimensional shift could have been accomplished so much easier and less painfully than it now is. She and any others who’ve said that may have been right. All I know is that I’ve never ever seen or perceived that this massive and multidimensional species, planetary, cosmic ascension and dimensional shift process would be a walk in the park! I’ve sensed from childhood that this was going to be just as dramatic as any entrenched 3D human could ever hope to experienced while in a physical body and life on physical earth. It is the E-ticket ride of all E-ticket rides anywhere in the cosmos, and as we’re all experiencing personally, it is not for the faint-hearted, the wishy-washy, the ball-less, the gullible, the deluded, the unaware or weak. This has been and still is brutal, dangerous, difficult, painful, horrible and frightening more times than I’d like to admit but that’s what it takes for us to get ourselves, humanity and earth out of the Dark, negative, totally controlled nightmare that its been in for many thousands of years. I doubt Lead feels blissful while it is Alchemically transforming itself into Gold but there’s nothing wrong with that! To me it’s just an aspect of the overall Process and it will not last forever even though it seems like it will from where you and I stand today.

Seriously, how much fun and excitement would there be—not to mention the ability to proclaim proudly like an old war veteran to the multiverse that “I was there!” — if Starbeings or Angelics or whoever just sprinkled fairy dust down on earth from above and made all the Dark negative beings and humans disappear? How would that maneuver affect your spiritual Drama Queen/King-ness? Would you feel satisfied, or feel like someone just prevented you from becoming a conscious creator with plenty of hard-earned notched in your cosmic, spiritual lesson belt? Would you even want to take part if there wasn’t going to be at least some high drama here n’ there during the Process? Naw…I doubt it honestly! We like to feel and know that we’ve really, really tasted that damned 3D peanut butter and got our monies worth don’t we? We like feeling and knowing that we’ve really, really kicked some serious Dark negative multi-D monster ass and helped to get things rolling forward once again. Hey, it’s who we are and what we do, and many of us would be bored out of our freaking skulls if the Process wasn’t something that caused us to FEEL and KNOW that things are really, really evolving and transforming.

So yeah, there are these patches and phases where we’re getting the full effect of our physical E-ticket ride and we cry and complain that we’re never ever doing this again, anywhere, for anyone goddammit…at least I occasionally do! Then the Dark negative shitstorm eases up again and we relax and feel a bit better…and then it all starts up once more because of those energy stair steps remember? We’ve all got to do this thing in steps and phases otherwise it would destroy our bodies and minds.

I realized during Phase One of the ascension process (1999-2009) that the First Wave Lightworkers (especially) were attacked by the Dark negative beings in an attempt to stop us doing what we were at that point. I honestly think the Dark side of the Force, the Dark tee-shirts, Team Dark, the negative non-physical beings and entities believed they could easily pick us off one-by-one and fairly easily put a stop to this whole Ascension and “System Busting” Lightwork Process we were doing then—and in many cases they almost did! However, now in Phase Two of this ongoing Ascension and breaking free from the negative Dark energies and controlled consciousness, they know it’s happening very fast now and they’re making constant and rapid changes within their systems to maintain their hold and control over this world and its inhabitants. They’re going to continue lashing out at us because of who we are and what we’ve been doing and being energetically all along. But now in Phase Two with time speeding up/collapsing in on itself, the Dark negative beings are working faster and more frantically than ever before to not lose everything and everyone they’ve controlled for so long. We need to remember that until this aspect of the ascension Process is completely done, these negative stuck Dark beings will continue to try to take us down…or out completely. No fear though.

Dec. 3, 2004 I briefly and unintentionally left 3D and went to some location within 5D where a small and very happy and excited group of blue beings greeted me. They told me many things while I was in their dimensional layer, and one of those things was and I quote, “…the negative people and non-physical beings will soon begin to devour themselves energetically…” due to us Lightworkers breaking up their strangle-hold on humanity and old 3D earth from within that system, which will naturally cause their food source to disappear. In other words, these wonderful 5D blue humanoid beings were letting me know that we were really close (in Dec. 2004) to energetically vibrating fast enough to be able to see them and many other higher-dimensional, non-physical positive beings (aka reentering Universal Society). But that we were also very close to the negative Dark beings freaking out like never before because of all this and, like a drowning person going down for the last time, they would be lashing out at people carrying Light because we are the enemy.

The moral of the story is—because it was really a story about Duality — it’s gonna get worse before it gets better, but, much better is finally right around the corner. Yep, heaven on 5D Earth because we plowed right through the multi-D Team Dark negative stuck Beings and 3D humans. Now aren’t you really feelin’ pretty darned good and proud of all you’ve accomplished personally and collectively while under constant heavy fire from the Dark Side of the Force?  🙂

Denise

June 10, 2010

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Negative Entities, Human Possessions, Ascension & Staying On THE PATH

“Oh Man! This is huge! I’ve been dealing with this for so many years and yeah, I know when I tell people about some of my experiences, they look at me and you can tell they want to pat me on the back and say, “There, there. You’ll be ok.” I have sensed dark entities since I was a kid, when my grandmother used to tell me to make the sign of the cross with my fingers and yell at them to leave in the name of God! And that seems easy compared to what I’ve been bumping up against lately!

So Denise, anyone, everyone – what the hell do you do when you have people in your life that are so dark, so awful? Not just friends, because I’ve been able to shake a lot of them off, but family, damn it! There they are, stuck in your face, trying to suck you in to their darkness and all the family drama that comes with them. I call them emotional vampires and some of them I think are sociopathic – no conscience, no feelings, just stuck in their own shit – you get the picture. Just when I feel like I’m holding my own – bam! Either the phone rings or they show up at my door with their bags of garbage and negativity, giving away free guilt trips. I just DON’T want to fix them anymore, I don’t want to be part of their drama, I just want peace.

I digress. IS there anything that can be done for these dark humans? Once they are so sucked into the darkness, is there any hope or help for them? Or should I just meet them at the door with a cross? This is so difficult, for me anyway. I’ve always been the “fixer” but I really really don’t want to fix any more, but I also really really don’t know what to do, other than run and hide!”

Love Chrysalis55

This is in response to many of the Comments left by readers about my Etheric Attachments & Possessions article of May 26, 2010. This topic is another huge, multidimensional, complex and difficult aspect of being a Forerunner/Lightworker/Wayshower/Starseed living the Ascension Process that people experience. Next in line is often with the ascending persons husband/wife, lover/mate, parent/parents, siblings, friends, co-workers, neighbors, community etc. You have been activated to evolve and transmute yourself via the alchemical Ascension Process, or, you reincarnated as a Forerunner/Lightworker/Starseed/Wayshower to work from within the old lower negative system to break it up, bring in higher frequency Light energies, embody those higher frequency Light energies in yourself and your body first and Wayshow the rest of humanity who’ll begin the Ascension Process a decade or so later. [During the alchemical Ascension Process we encounter—in varying degrees of intensity, resistance, frustration and difficulty—many other people who are NOT and may never enter the Ascension Process as we have. Obviously, this can and usually does create huge tensions and plenty of emotional pain for both sides as Lou Ann and Chrys and others here have shared.]

We’ve got multiple things and multiple dimensions going on within this one topic of Etheric Attachments & Possessions by negative Dark nonhuman entities attached to certain humans, and the Ascension Process, and Family of Light, and Family of Dark. We’re also talking about having to deal with humans that have an attached etheric negative entity and it controlling them and also trying to control everyone around them—especially you because you’re waking up and shining Light all over what’s been the Dark’s 3D territory for a very long time! And we’re talking about how some of us have been dealing with the Family of Dark—to borrow a great Barbara Marciniak term—since our early childhoods as Robin has mentioned. Others have had encounters with negative beings/entities and energies in their different forms but only since their physical ascension process began.

  1. Reincarnating as a member of the Family of Light into a totally controlled and Dark earth reality
  2. Being activated by the ascension process which means you now will meet the Dark directly or indirectly through possessed humans, humans with etheric attachments, and/or people with severely closed-off consciousness and so on
  3. Encountering negative energies, fears, lack of understanding etc. from family and/or other loved ones over your ascension-related changes and growth

As you can see there are a number of levels and layers to this topic because it is multidimensional, because we are multidimensional and are affected by other beings (both positive and negative) that exist in dimensions other than 3D. This has always been the case, but now with the ongoing ascension process and dimensional shift, the multi-D pot has gotten shaken up real good and the Veil or borders—especially 4D the astral plane—are wide open and citizens from 3D are traversing 4D and beings that have always existed within 4D are walking right into 3D with the greatest of ease.

So how to dodge the Dark negative in all of its many forms even when it may be a family member? Eventually you will, for your own sanity, safety, and continued spiritual growth within the ascension process, have to make a decision about not continuing to move forward vibrationally yourself and remaining back with other family members and/or loved ones, your own children, husband or wife etc.  or stepping away from them so you can continue evolving/ascending now. It boils down to that choice for each of us. I’ve had to do it with some family members, my child, and all of my physical friends over the past decade. As much as Lightworkers are “fixers” as Chrys correctly called it, in the end it is only us that we’re supposed to really “fix” now. When we do our own ascension work, we make it so much easier for other people to then begin the Process themselves. But, we’ve got to do it for ourselves first and not the other way around.

Back to Chrys’ question about how to protect oneself from lower frequency family members that are not living the ascension process but you are. This may sound harsh but if you’re over 21 years of age, then I think it best for the ascending/evolving person to get away from them and any other people who are trying to stop or suppress you and your ascension process. Whether they are just unaware of what’s happening and why, or if they have a negative entity attached to them etherically or worse…or if they’re hard-core religious people incapable of growing beyond those limited, rigid, immature old belief systems, if any of these problems are aimed at you because you are growing, evolving and changing, then you need to disconnect from those people for as long as needed. Believe me, nothing causes them to then have to deal with themselves when they no longer have you to project upon for whatever their reasons! It takes two to tango as the saying goes, and your disconnecting has repercussions on them and it amazingly is usually exactly what they need to finally begin getting themselves together too.

There are many great books available that teach different methods of etheric protection so I won’t get into that in this post. I may in another and if you are interested in that aspect of this topic write a Comment and let me know. I suggest that for your own sanity, continued growth, happiness and soul mission you change your situation so the person or persons who are trying to control you for whatever their reasons cannot any longer. This next statement may also sound rather harsh also but it is often very painfully true.

In many cases the 4D “monsters” — devils, demons, entities, negative aliens, possessed people, the emotionally and/or mentally imbalanced, the fractured people in our lives (especially during the time we’re living the Ascension Process before other people) are giant Duality mirrors for us, plus the painful irritations to guaranty that WE will continue with our spiritual, evolutionary ascension journey all the way. On the other hand, many but certainly not  all of these people who are deep in negative energy and/or possibly have etheric attachments and worse are not your concern at this point  within the Ascension Process. Never forget that if we don’t do it here now, we’ll go elsewhere that’s a better energetic match to us and continue on with our growth, education, creativity and spiritual development there. So no one is really left behind or left out; it’s all about personal choice and not about “good/bad”, “right/wrong” etc. at all.

Note: Today transiting Uranus entered Aries which will activate further changes everywhere. Just an astrological reminder as this is a potent energy change.

Denise

May 27, 2010

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My Memories of Original Lemuria

Stu asked me to talk more about my personal memories of Lemuria so thank you Stu. I talked a bit about this in the Introduction of A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution, but will add more here.

The first thing I need you to understand about my personal memories of Lemuria is that it is a “past life” memory, but one that was on Earth (Lemuria) prior to when it became dense enough to be physical. In other words, my past life memories of Lemuria are from its creation point at a higher non-physical level and not a much later physical dense time that more people remember and can relate to. I remember being one of the involuting souls (intentionally moving away from Source to create and learn within its creations) who created sections of original Earth/Lemuria as it too involuted vibrationally. Things always start at higher non-physical levels first, and then spread out/down/in or wherever the creators intend.

My Lemurian past life memories started as a young child in this life, having an intense passion about water and being a creature that lived underwater in THE most beautiful place you can imagine. Sounds like a child’s fantasy doesn’t it? Some children’s “fantasies” are just like their “imaginary friends” that no one else can see or remember and are based on actual past life memories and inter-dimensional contacts and communications with non-physical beings/entities/ETs/Starbeings/Angelics/energies etc.

As a young child in this life I longed and ached for some ancient magical and much-loved place where I had been a creature that could live under the water. It was terribly frustrating as a child not being able to exist underwater like I remembered in this other place, time, and state of being. With time I remembered more about this pre-physical past life and these frustrations  dissipated. What I realized I remembered was my having been a non-physical being who—with many other non-physical beings just like me—were busily creating what would become Earth and the first non-physical landmass on it—the original Motherland (totally Goddess consciousness and energy and nothing else), the original etheric and very large continent of Lemuria. Over a very long time the Earth and Lemuria became increasingly dense vibrationally, to the point where they did become solid 3D objects within physicality but that was much, much later.

Now that you clearly understand that my memories are from the etheric and NOT yet physical phase of Earth/Lemuria, I’ll share what little bits and pieces I have remembered about it. I remember being a non-physical being—what much later might be called or thought of as a Merperson—who worked creating and building the waterways on etheric Earth/Lemuria. (This bit of information is for the astrologers who may be reading this. I have Pisces ASC and this I believe has been my soul sign or soul imprint during this long, creative journey away from Source. It is also why I was a natural at being able to create the water locations within original etheric Lemuria. Some of you reading this may have been the others who created and built the mountains, the trees, the rocks, the atmosphere and who have Fire, Earth, Air signs as your ASC.)

I remember having an intense passion to create the water and waterways for Lemuria. I remember building ethereal rivers, lakes, streams, grottos, and also working on parts of the Earth’s oceans. Most of my memories however where of creating waterways and water systems in the continent itself and not the vast oceans of the planet. Others did only that. I’ve remembered existing in non-physical water as this non-physical being during the creational etheric stage of manifesting Lemuria on what would become Earth, and also later living there myself as this Merperson (half water Elemental and half humanoid). This is hard to discuss, only because we’re talking about interdimensional beings who themselves had not as yet entered lower dense states of physicality. So my “body” during this so-called past life was a non-physical body existing within a not yet physical world and reality. It is just as “real”, just as legitimate, and even more important than some other past lives within dense 3D physicality I’ve had and remembered, and yet, many people would consider what I’m saying or claiming as sheer bullshit or delusional fantasy crap.

Just like on a large and complex physical construction site, there are plenty of professional construction workers who specialize in only what they do; laying foundations, plumbing, electrical lines, heating/cooling, framing, walls, flooring, lighting and so on. At higher dimensional non-physical levels the etheric creating and construction of Earth and its first to be inhabited continent Lemuria, was created in much the same way. We each built what we were ourselves, what we were highly specialized in, which allowed the construction site to be created by individuals who were the best for each layer, each section, each Element of the entire planetary project.

Eventually the whole etheric construction site was finished and ready for the first etheric  inhabitants to move in, and so we did. I remember this phase of my past life on etheric Lemuria and seeing the incredibly diverse lifeforms who were living there at that time. I remembered beings that were not humanoid at all but more like Elemental beings, different strange combination’s of Elemental and animal and humanoid, ET/Starbeings who hadn’t fully descended vibrationally enough at that point to take on a new energy matching form/body/environmental suit and so, they looked much like they did prior—they looked like etheric Starbeings and Lightbeings. It was a very long time at this etheric, not yet physical stage for Earth/Lemuria and it was beautiful beyond belief. It was the first Heaven on Earth and it was total Goddess-ness; all Goddess consciousness which means it was all Nature, all at-one-with Nature, each other and the planet. It was bliss, and yet, it was meant to eventually devolve energetically into a fully dense\ 3D physical planet and physical continent. I have vague memories of hundreds of thousands of years later, incarnating in a more dense and stable Earth/Lemurian body or environmental suit into a more dense and physical Lemuria , but not much can match my original memories and deep love for my life within the etheric layer of creating Lemuria’s waterways.

The whole planet and its now fractured continents is nothing similar to what the original Motherland of Lemuria looked like as it was huge. But, when I see images or maps on TV or online now of the “Ring of Fire” around the Pacific Ocean, that whole area and much more inland around it was the original Lemuria. Much, much, much later within the physical phase of Lemuria, groups of Lemurians began desiring more than what Goddess consciousness gave them. In other words, the involution and evolutionary progression was continuing and the first beginning manifestations of  polarity or polarization within physicality began with this Lemurian group separating themselves away from the original Lemuria Motherland and Goddess (and Nature) consciousness. Atlantians and Atlantis was born out of original Lemuria and they eventually began expressing the polar opposite consciousness and energies. They became the great scientists and intellectuals and were much more male-like energetically than the female-like Goddess consciousness and heart energies. I’m not saying better or worse or “good/bad” here, only involution further into density, creativity, polarization and learning within physicality on Earth. We’ve all most likely been both Lemurians and Atlantians so we would be well-rounded from a soul level.

To me the important thing to realize about Mother Lemuria and Father Atlantis, is that it was the first manifested form of polarity on Earth and within the humans that lived on her! Right brain, left brain, heart vs. intellect, Nature vs. man trying to control it. It was a process that we all very much wanted to learn and create within, and now here we all are at the tail-end of this incredibly long journey down into dense, polarized, 3D physicality, ascending or shifting back up and out of dense polarized bodies/consciousness/planet/reality! Damned impressive don’t you think?  😉  Yeah, “…what a long, strange trip it’s been…”

Now let’s finish this original Lemurian, and later Atlantian Project up by pondering some of the end results of this massive planetary journey into and back out of. I usually perceive great, massive concepts and knowings as wildly simple symbols and this one is no different. Here’s what I see, what I know about all of this from a higher simplified level.

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2

3

That’s it! We were 1 (unified) but desired to experience being 2 (seemingly separate from Source and eventually also polarized and dense) and so we did. Now we’re working and struggling via the Ascension Process to turn this whole thing/planet/humanity/reality around and get ourselves put back together again and hang out for a good long while in a new higher NON-polarized place with some lofty High Heart views. We desire to unify the 1 and 2 and create anew as new beings 3, because of what we’ve experienced, learned and created while within the 1 and the 2! Honestly, for a moment I ask you to sit and ponder what you and I can now create simply because of this Journey we’ve been on. What do you sense we can now create and experience within the 3 being 3’s now ourselves? That is the really magnificent question, the really magnificent potential before us now because we’ve ascended or evolved into the 3 state of unity after our Grand Journey out of it and back again…but now with important and hard earned new tools.

Denise

April 12, 2010

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My Hatchet Man Nightmares

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LEARNING TO REABSORB OUR PROJECTED & UNLOVED ASPECTS

I had a series of really horrible nightmares from early childhood all the way through to my Uranus Opposition (which we all go through from age 39–43). In other words, this recurring theme-dream of a very dark, scary, vengeful male stranger chasing me with a hatchet and killing everyone in his path wasn’t fully resolved until I was about forty-two years old. That’s a long damned time to have some deep inner issue chasing your backside through the astral planes! Oh how long and hard we run away from the very things that would actually free us.

As a young child this recurring nightmare started with this unknown man chasing me with a hatchet and if I ran to my parents, or neighbors, or friends… he just killed all of them. So soon there was guilt added to this very scary repeating theme nightmare. Over the years it was always the same; unknown hatchet man chasing me all over the place and killing anyone in his way that I led him to while running from him! He was always very close behind me, but never got close enough to hurt me.

Then the extremely potent Uranus Opposition transit to natal Uranus arrived at age 39 and this lifelong issue within me HAD to be faced and resolved finally. Was I consciously aware of any of this at the time? Heck no. So the dreams started up again with the same old scary and very angry hatchet man but now I was finally getting really tired of running from him. So instead of my decades long constant running away from him, I stopped and turned to face my Monster Man for the first time in my life. He didn’t know what to do when I did this, which I found very interesting. He was as habituated to chasing me as I was of running from him all my life.

Over a period of three years during my Uranus Opposition transit, I finally stopped running in these repeated theme nightmares, turned and faced HIM, and we tried to come up with solutions that worked for both of us. That is a lot of what the Uranus Opposition transit does, or rather forces people to do, and we should be profoundly grateful for it actually. I was shocked and very confused however about why He was so angry with me. During those 3 years of dreams/nightmares/inner work  I discovered that my scary Hatchet Man chasing nightmares were really about a rejected, abandoned, projected, unaccepted and unloved male aspect of MYSELF and how He had been trying to return Home to me since early childhood in this incarnation. I was shocked, saddened, and humbled when I discovered this truth halfway through my Uranus Opposition dream plane integration and resolution work.

Eventually I had another dream during this three year period where I told him he could, and get this symbolism, “Live in my basement for now,” which he joyfully and instantly accepted and moved right into “my basement”. At that point of this resolution and integration process, this was all I could cope with emotionally; letting HIM back into ME in small, safe incriminates without freaking out or running away again. It took me nearly three full years during my Uranus Opposition to become able to completely re-absorb this very angry rejected male aspect of myself who had been chasing me since about age nine in dreams.

The next step in this inner alchemical dream plane process was another dream where I found myself in a kitchen with about 8 or 9 neighbors, males and females, and none of them were happy about the “crazy hatchet man” who’d moved into MY basement! They were in fear ‘for the whole neighborhood.’ Amazing because all of the “neighbors” and the “neighborhood” was actually just more extended aspects of ME. Because this primary version of me (Denise) had accepted HIM back into myself, that old fear, projection and dis-connection was now spread out to other aspects of me who suddenly feared that the Hatchet Man would somehow now get them. See how our inner issues are dealt with by many aspects of ourselves when it’s too scary to be dealt with directly? In so many cases the different characters in our dreams are really all different aspects of US playing different roles for us.

In this one kitchen dream I told all of my neighbors that the crazy murderous Hatchet Man was not going to run loose anymore because I’d let him back into my basement to live. In other words, they were all safe and didn’t need to worry about him because I’d finally accepted him and allowed HIM to be reintegrated back into ME. End of that dream.

The next dream a few months later was the very last one I had with my enraged, murderous Hatchet Man. In it he and I talked face-to-face in the light of day and I told him I was finally ready to let him ‘Move up from my basement and now live in my Heart.’ At hearing that he smiled at me and instantly and permanently disappeared. I reabsorbed HIM into my Heart without any fear and that act caused me to become much more of ME. End of 35-yearlong nightmare chasing and fleeing dreams with my  Hatchet Man.

One simply must have all of the rejected, projected, Dark, feared, hated, evil, unloved and unaccepted aspects of themselves totally discharged emotionally and fully RE-integrated to be able to move vibrationally to higher, purer, vastly more unified and integrated, less dense levels of being and consciousness. Believe me, it’s far more exhausting and frightening running than it is to just stop and embrace whatever that needs to come Home and be Loved again within us, by us. This is another huge aspect of the Ascension/Evolutionary Process many individuals have, are and will be repeatedly living through. Fear not, just do it, and the sooner the better for you.

This brings us up to 2009 when the planet has entered the phase of integrating its age-old projected, unloved, unaccepted, rejected aspects or symbolic “Hatchet Man” energies. It’s time for real consciousness change and it’s going to happen in very different, sudden and dramatic ways now than what the masses believe or expect. It is compressed spiritual species and planetary evolution time. Get ready for the big ride now, not later, and if you honestly desire a Higher Heart way of living and being, then you too will easily survive the 2009 Storms of Change. Again, fear not, just finally do it for Self and All. ❤

Denise

January 9, 2009

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1 Matriarchy, 2 Patriarchy, 3 Ascending beyond Duality Into UNITY

Earth was first very Matriarchal, very Mother, very Goddess. Think of Lemuria. As we continued our energetic involution into increasing density and Duality, a Patriarchal half began manifesting. Think of Patriarchal Atlantis. I suspect that with that first major shift into more Duality and anchoring it within increasing density on this planet, earth’s inhabitants began to manifest the beginnings of what today is left brain only consciousness.

However, over these past 20-some years humanity has been living through a profoundly compressed phase of integrating these super ancient archetypal polarities/Duality, energies and ways of perceiving so-called reality on earth. Many people call this the ongoing Ascension Process, the Shift, the end of the Age of Pisces, the end of the ‘nano-second in time’, the completion of a 26,000 yearlong Great Cycle, the completion of one 250 million yearlong Milky Way Galactic rotation. It’s all these things and more.

What’s so wonderfully important to me about this seeming miracle is that humanity and earth are in an ongoing process now that is all about moving, evolving, ascending, shifting, Graduating beyond the past history and dense Duality frequency of this planet. We’ve reached that point where we’re vibrationally evolving, ascending to a higher and more vast level of consciousness; a higher frequency of awareness that is a natural result of spending so much time within Duality in earthly 3D physicality. Many already have, and many more are integrating the first Matriarchal aspects of themselves and the super ancient energies on earth, plus, we’ve been integrating the second Patriarchal aspects, energies and consciousness within self, humanity and earth. Many people have been, are, or soon will be integrating both of those ancient polarized, split-brained old lower planetary energies and shifting, ascending, evolving energetically and physically into a higher frequency state of being well above them both. This new 5D, vastly less dense state of being and new earth reality is about humanity becoming more unified individually and collectively.

One thing I want to stress is that I do NOT mean humanity has been wildly polarized, fractured, and projected but now we’re all going to instantly be non polarized and 100% unified, end of story! That type of thinking is the old lower polarized mind at work. That is the only way polarized consciousness is capable of contemplating some things beyond and outside of Duality. I mean that we are and will be living, experiencing, embodying within ourselves in every way VASTLY more unity, but that does not mean humanity has reached THE end state of spiritual, energetic and conscious “Unity”. Not at all. There are increasing levels and states of Unity just like there were increased levels and states of density and Duality. Energetic Stair-steps down into, and energetic Stair-steps up and out of.

1…, 2…, and then they naturally produce the next level which is the integrated being and state symbolized by the 3 – by triality consciousness and being. The pendulum swung way over to one extreme first, then of course it had to swing as far in the opposite direction into the Patriarchal time on earth and humanity’s consciousness. But finally humanity is graduating energetically up and out of this ancient 1–2 Duality into very different beings with very different consciousness. New integrated, non-polarized, vastly less dense and vastly more light-filled unified humans with brains that are (or soon will be) Rewired, unified individually with functioning High Hearts and High Minds. Higher vibrating 5D humans individually embodying more Light frequencies within themselves will need to exist within a matching reality/world/earth. The one thing naturally produces the other thing and of course there is a timeline with all this and it’s the end of the year 2012.

This is where we’re at right now; the old lower everything is falling away because its time is expiring now. It’s time to Graduate, shift, ascend, evolve, resolve, integrate and dramatically change energetically.

An Ascension Symbol

A week ago as I was waking up I saw in my mind’s eye this symbol and with it came a flood of split-second knowing about all it meant and represented. It’s a new symbol (one of many I’m sure) that represents the new ascended, evolved, non-dualized, integrated, light embodied, less dense 5D human of the new Age of Light.

Ascension symbol

The lower horizontal plane — the two split loops (some might see the two fishes of the Piscean Age) — represent lack of higher vibrational Light, much more density and Duality in the old lower 3D reality and its dualized consciousness.

The vertical more Light-filled and less dense single loop represents an integrated and ascended/ascending human who has physically lived through the first difficult phase of the Ascension Process and personally carries and exists within a higher frequency and state of ongoing expanding awareness. The symbol represents the NEW higher vibrating 5D Light infused human existing in a like-vibrating level and world.

Denise

November 27, 2008

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