The Different Layers of Lightwork & the Ascension Process

In recent Comments J, Lenny, and Cat were talking about how much Ascension-related physical and psychological pain they’ve experienced and were wondering where the OFF switch is with all this, plus why some experience so much more pain than other people. Here’s J’s Comment.

“Reading the comments i see others question why we are in lockdown and for how long this has been so for SOME? I just read a page on a forum of people feeling they cant go on any longer alone, housebound, where life stopped and there is no way to see how to get beyond the enforced isolation/limitation lockdown.

“Watching the celeb lightworkers traveling the world, not being forced to let go their self-importance and workshop shit, their life still as it’s always been and they take the next steps for this years worldly travels.

“WTF is going on, does anyone actually know why only some are living years of this living death? Are we all doin the polarity dance, or only some?
Its like this is forced onto us, and why for so long, and i mean a decade or even more for some. Denise, if you have any ideas as to why this is i know many of us would be grateful to find a chink of light, cause this is crazy making and i know all is built from within but despair is setting in now, no one cares if they stay or go it seems now and we need some help down here and not from some channel who never lived what they spout about, (yes, Denise, so true) so HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP anyone!”

I think many can relate to what J is saying and feeling, plus I had a giggle over J’s “celeb lightworkers” term. Sulaireland also asked about these very public “Lightworkers” who travel extensively lecturing, doing workshops etc., but either don’t experience any Ascension symptoms or they’re tremendously reduced and short-lived. The question is…how can those Lightworkers do all they do publicly while other Lightworkers (plus many regular ascenders) are so severely affected by Ascension energies and the symptoms they cause that they can barely leave their houses to do the necessary monthly grocery shopping?  Pre-incarnational soul contracts; individual Service LightWork experience; the ability to house a wide range of frequencies in one’s body and awareness and not loose it!

I fall under the group of housebound Starseed Lightworkers who’ve suffered constantly from nearly unending Ascension symptoms. It’s improved tremendously for me over the past three years from how it was (and today, 4-4-11, has felt amazingly positive and NEW!), but it’s still difficult and painful. I chose the book publisher I did (Booklocker.com) because I knew self-publishing my books would free me from any and all control of a publishing company expecting or demanding that I travel to do book signings, book tours, book readings etc. Because my Ascension symptoms were so severe, I knew I couldn’t physically, mentally, emotionally or psychically do that so I needed a book publishing company where I was in control over these issues. Booklocker.com does this perfectly for me.

I also chose to share higher information/knowledge—which is Light—at TRANSITIONS for free because I’m intentionally trying to acclimate people to the NEW 5D reality and awareness that we don’t need money and can share everything with everyone for free. Evolved higher societies and their free-flowing open-ended systems function like this and don’t have, need, or use money. I realize we’re still in the middle of this old lower frequency money and money consciousness transition, but the more we evolve and expand our thinking, expectations, and creativity out of the old lower patriarchal ways, the faster the higher unified ascended NEW will manifest for All. Change the consciousness and reality quickly changes to reflect it.

WHY SOME PEOPLE’S ASCENSION SYMPTOMS ARE SO MUCH WORSE THAN OTHERS

Back to J’s question. There’s no fast answer to this for the simple reason we’re each at a slightly different level/timeline/phase/stair step within the compressed Evolutionary Ascension Process. I’ve tried to explain this concept before using the term stair steps or images of stairs or an escalator to help people understand that, even though we’re all heading in the same direction on the symbolic escalator, we’re each doing so at different stair steps in slightly different timelines (by days, weeks, months, or years) within this Process than everyone else is and this is perfectly normal.

Some people have lived the Ascension Process much longer than others and are obviously farther along within the Process. Other people are standing on a stair step that’s directly above or below someone else and those people find it easier to communicate and interact because they’re both so energetically close to each other at that moment within that timeline. Some move on faster than others, while some decide to hang-back and wait for loved ones, family or friends to catch up or to help them by sharing information/Light about the Ascension Process. Some move ahead farther and faster than others so they can aid them by passing on what they’ve learned and lived themselves. And of course other people are currently standing on much lower stair steps (stages, levels and timelines) within this ongoing Process so they’re experiencing different Ascension symptoms than someone farther along within it whose transmuted more.

Another aspect to all this is that Starseed Lightworkers, Lightworkers, Path Cutters, Wayshowers etc. are vastly more sensitive than regular or “normal” people which means we feel and are affected by higher frequency energies hitting and transmuting the lower frequencies within and around us a great deal more than they ever will. (Don’t forget that what you do Starseed/Lightworker creates an easier and faster Pathway for the “normal” folk to traverse.) Also, some of us have more karmic energies or residual unresolved emotional energies/wounds/projections/fears/polarity that are still being transmuted and integrated. Said another way, Starseeds/Lightworkers/Path Cutters can handle and cope with MUCH MORE  transformational  energy and energy Work than “normal” folk can; we’re built for it.

Starseeds/Lightworkers also Work while asleep and out-of-body doing their part in the Planetary and Collective transmuting of past lower frequency negative or Dark actions and residual emotional energies created by others through the Ages within both physical 3D and astral 4D. And, increasing numbers of people now have more conscious awareness of one or more of their past lives and selves and are currently integrating and transmuting those unresolved emotional issues, wounds, karmic energies and so on also.

Most people living the Ascension Process are not Lightworkers and are only dealing with their own lower frequency emotional energies, polarity, projections, fears, wounds etc. Because the First Wave Starseed Lightworker Group literally paved the way for this Process to be available within 3D physicality for humanity while they were in it themselves, their Ascension journey is much less painful, difficult, dangerous and intense as it was for the original Path Cutters who began it in total Darkness. They were the only Light in 3D physicality at that time, but now the Light is everywhere pressuring the Dark to evolve or be reabsorbed back into Source. Their time and Work is done. Add to this the profoundly compressed and accelerated 2011 timeline and these Ascension energies and symptoms cycle in and out so much faster than they did many years ago.

ARE THEY OR AREN’T THEY REAL LIGHTWORKERS?

1) This Group have pre-incarnational contracts to do Ascension-related Lightwork as public teachers or channelers. They either do this teaching Lightwork from self-knowledge gained from past-lives, multidimensional awareness, wisdom’s gained from lucid dream astral and higher dimensional experiences, conscious multidimensional interactions with Starbeings/ETs/Lightbeings etc. Far more commonly however they channel a non-physical, other-dimensional Being or Group of Beings and are more of a 3D middle-man or mouth piece to transmit higher dimensional information/Light for other Lightworkers and regular folk living the Ascension Process. For many who channel, the act of channeling itself is a specific teaching and awakening process for them. They needed to see, hear, feel and understand that reality and their consciousness and body is far more complex and multidimensional than what they’d believed or could perceive before they began channeling.

For other people who channel it was  more about their pre-incarnational contract to work with specific higher dimensional Groups of Beings and channel information from them to assist Lightworkers and other people living and struggling with the Ascension Process. These people aren’t “Lightworkers” in that they do not transmute lower frequency energies through their bodies, but they certainly do spread Light in the form of higher dimensional channeled information around the country or countries for others to benefit from.

In more rare cases the human who is doing the channeling and/or teaching or writing for other Starseeds and Lightworkers is directly connected to the higher dimensional Groups of Beings they are channeling or writing about. They are oftentimes a deliberate seeded aspect of that 5D, 6D, or higher Group of Beings whose chosen to physically incarnate on Earth during the Ascension Process to very directly help others on Earth, and further their individual spiritual growth, learning, and development.

2) This Group are Lightworkers and Starseed Lightworkers with pre-incarnational contracts to incarnate as the first Group (the First Wave) to do the darkest, most dense, difficult and dangerous energetic transformational Lightwork from within the physical planetary system in physical human bodies. They are literally designed to and excel at transmuting Dark, negative, dense lower frequency energies from within the negativity and muck while in physical bodies themselves. They are the Path Cutters who energetically bulldoze through and transmute lower energies in physical 3D and astral 4D. Doing this Work creates energetic Pathways for increasing amounts of Light Energies to rain down on humanity…just like cosmic waters pouring out from Aquarius’ jug.

These Starseed Lightworkers infiltrate and live like spies in a foreign land (on Earth within the third dimension) doing transformational Lightwork the entire time and typically have different connections back to their higher frequency Home dimensions, Family and Assistants (5D, 6D and higher) who function like Guides while both awake and asleep to help the Starseed Lightworker in 3D physicality with their multidimensional planetary Ascension Service Work. This Group of Starseed Lightworkers live the Ascension Process and do their Planetary Service Work in and through their physical bodies and are usually in no shape to travel around the country or world lecturing, teaching, channeling or doing much of anything else other than what they do!

During Phase One of the Ascension Process this Group were the workhorses doing the groundbreaking work so that everything and everyone else could come in afterward and do what they excel at doing. During Phase Two of the Ascension Process the First Wave Starseed Lightworkers—those workhorses—are again the first Group living, housing, grounding and anchoring the NEW higher Energies through their NEW Rewired bodies, brains and hearts, and as usual, quietly from behind the scenes and totally for free.

This Group had to transmute and clear the lower dense energies first (Phase One), and now in Phase Two of the Ascension Process they’re the first ones doing the Conscious Creating/Co-Creating in the NEW over the lower collapsing, corrupt man-made laws, systems, belief systems and ways etc. Think of this as this Group of Lightworkers invisibly redesigning, redecorating, and replacing all the old patriarchal world system with NEW.

(This is why I do not care about who claims to have done or created the latest dirty deed or earthquake disaster on the planetary stage. This is why I don’t care about who claims such n’ such about some negative action or evil technology created by the elite because they are no longer running or steering this planet, this world, and most certainly not the NEW reality! The First Group of Starseed Lightworkers are with plenty of help from higher dimensions and the Beings of Light therein. So…give it a rest and I suggest you take an honest look at where your consciousness is and which system its feeding and supporting now and why.)

3) This group are NOT Lightworkers, NOT Starseeds, NOT Path Cutters yet they channel, or lecture, tour and travel extensively, write books, have websites or blogs, are on TV or write or make movies etc., but they’ve always played for the other team—Team Dark. These people have taught and promoted what’s been called “New Age” material over the past thirty-plus years, and made plenty of money doing so, but it’s mostly highly distorted material from the Dark Ones. All of the weird, harebrained and distorted “New Age” movement stuff should make a lot more sense to many knowing the majority of it was from the Dark side to prevent as many people as they could from recognizing or utilizing real Light and higher Energies to help them through the Ascension Process.

MONEY DOES NOT MAKE THE WORLD GO AROUND. IT TRAPS IT AT A SPECIFIC LOWER FREQUENCY

We’ve all heard so much hype about creating abundance, attracting money, the great and desirable need for abundance and money. My question to you is, why would you need to attract money or abundance if you exist within the planetary Ascension Process and are evolving beyond that level of reality and consciousness?

The most obvious thing to me is that a group of some bodies don’t want you focused on taking advantage of and living the current Ascension Energies to evolve. They want everyone to stay entrapped within lower frequencies and consciousness and be endlessly preoccupied with money and materialism. So here comes that deliberate distorted disinformation via the Dark Ones we were talking about earlier. To keep the portions of humanity seeking a higher way distracted and misinformed, the Dark Ones manipulate and direct certain humans to teach, write, lecture about how they can intend and envision increasing money, wealth, youth, happiness etc. coming into their lives via their particular “New Age” belief system and techniques…usually for a hefty price of course.

A couple years ago I wrote an article about this money business and consciousness and the Ascension Process. What bothers me about this topic and so many others like it is that some are trying very hard to keep everyone focused on money (and gasoline and oil and all the other old patriarchal Piscean Age negativity) and not on how we’re currently evolving beyond that level of consciousness and need for those things and methods. Like I’ve said before, how many Ascended Masters, Starbeings, ETs, Lightbeings, Angelic Beings or higher evolved Races of Beings have you ever seen or read about that carried wallets, purses, money or credit cards? My point exactly.

Denise

April 4, 2011

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10-10-10

10-10-10

Recently Jean/Debora asked me what the upcoming 10-10-10, October 10, 2010, energies are about. The more complex side of these triple number dates is that they’re a continuation at a slightly higher level of  last years triple 09-09-09 (September 9, 2009) energies. Those triple 9’s were a very important energy portal, gateway and Stair-step that many of us used to move through and out of the old lower world finally. The triple 9’s of September 9, 2009 were another huge and important step of the Separation of Worlds.

The entire series of unfolding yearly triple numbers have been very important, however, my awareness has been drawn to these last four (4) energy portals, gates, years, stair-step dates of:

•  09-09-09 — September 9, 2009

•   10-10-10 — October 10, 2010

•   11-11-11 — November 11, 2011

•   12-12-12  &  12-21-12 — December 12, 2012 & December 21, 2012

The way I perceive these last four completion and separation years and specific dates or periods of  extreme transition are symbolic, and not in colorful words and terms. Higher knowing and Multi-D symbolism is how I perceive most everything now, what’s going on currently, what’s coming and often why with these particular triple numbers/years/dates. I’m also not a Numerology pro so I’ll translate this as best as I can.

09-09-09

To me the triple 09-09-09 of September 9, 2009, produced the Lightworkers, Lightwarriors, Forerunners finally reaching the end or Completion (keyword for number 9) Phase One of our personal and collective Ascension Transformational Service Work. It was time for us to separate from the old lower frequency patriarchal Earth world and reality we incarnated into.

I do know that the number 9 represents the phase of Completion, both personal, collective and cosmic. The fact that we had triple 9’s on September 9, 2009, indicated that this stage of completion was personal, collective and unifying into a non-polarized, third (trinity, triality) higher state of unity within physicality.

All of these triple number years, dates, portals, stair-steps show that each of them are three-dimensional (3D) and are—like astrological transits, solar emanations or transmissions, incoming galactic energies—specific energy triggers to help further propel us and Earth into a new and much higher light-filled frequency and state of being. These last four triple number years/dates are quite literally energetic Initiatic Doorways into the final birthing stages, early intentional conscious creating and co-creating our New Earth stages, and real manifestation of our new 5D Ascended Earth world and unified reality.

A couple months after the 09-09-09 portal, we spent a period floating, dying a bit more, and releasing more in the strange Zero Zone (0) of Nowhere Land of Dec. 2009, waiting and recovering from all we’d been through during the very Dark  and brutal Phase One decade of the Ascension Process.

10-10-10

The number 10 represents Rebirth. The triple 10-10-10 of October 10, 2010, brings in the triggers of completion of journeys, returns to origins, perfection, fulfillment, the return to unity, and closure for those of us ready (after the wild past 10 months of 2010) to move through another 3D triple Initiatic Doorway or portal/gate and move up another important energy stair-step during fall 2010. I suspect that on the immediate other side of the 10-10-10 portal/gate/stair-step, we’re going to feel—for a while—much like we did during the very strange Zero Zone phase of December 2009; being deep within another stage of dying, transitioning and being reborn into a very new level of being. 10 = 0 and 1 energies but at a higher octave.

We will be One (1) individually (ascended 5D Leo/Sun), we will be One as an ascended 5D Group of Beings (ascended Aquarius/Uranus), and the third or triple (“triality”) One (1) symbolizes our being unified both individually AND as fifth dimensional ascended HighHeart Beings within very high vibrating fifth dimensional, stellar-like physicality (the 5D Aquarian Age of Light).  But are we completely there yet? No, but closer than ever before, and these last four years and their triple number dates (triple 9’s through the coming triple 12’s) are incredibly powerful time-coded cosmic energy triggers or activators and energy stair-steps we Forerunners, Lightworkers, Pathpavers etc. have been incrementally ascending.

How many years or decades have you been seeing the double and triple 9’s, 10’s, 11’s, and 12’s literally screaming at you to both trigger and activate you plus get your conscious attention and remind you about these incredibly important completion and transition years and dates? They are literally an energetic countdown to both our last stages of ascending, separating and manifesting a vibrationally matching 5D New Earth world, plus the simultaneous falling away of the old 3D planetary patriarchal rulers and their systems.

These years are simultaneously the countdown to the Mayan “end date” or Expiration Date as I call it, of the past lower vibrational, dense polarized 3D Earth world and reality we incarnated into. That world with its patriarchal rulers and worldwide systems, radically polarized consciousness, profound negativity, greed, incomprehensible disrespect, heartlessness, warring obsessions, fear-based, power-based, money-based reality etc., will no longer be capable of existing within the much higher frequency Ascended 5D Earth world. 12-21-2012 is an “end date” all right; it is the end of the negative Dark alien monsters and negative human psychopaths ruling and running Earth.

11-11-11

Next years triple 11’s of November 11, 2011, 11-11-11 is where we walk through the energetic portal gate or Initiation Pillars that we’ve seen for many years. The double 11:11’s and triple 1:11’s we’ve seen repeatedly have tried to remind us that we are literally walking up energy stair steps (different frequencies) and passing through numbered portals/gates and being triggered within an increasingly compressed  (faster spinning and higher vibrating) disintegrating 3D time-line into a higher dimension (5D),  completely rewired New Earth, and much more light-filled and unified existence.

11 is androgynous and represents resolved and fully integrated masculine and feminine energies within both human sexes, higher awareness, higher mind, higher level psychic abilities, awakening, and 11 also has energetic connections to the sign of Aquarius and it’s ruler Uranus—the 11th sign of the zodiac and the New Aquarian Age energies.

Imagine moving through the 11-11-11 November 11, 2011 gateway and then the triple portals of 2012! Wow, after that we’ll be in and of that symbolic 13 (fifth dimensional) integrated, unified energy and New Earth that exits vibrationally above and beyond the old lower third-dimensional planetary systems of 12.

12-12-12

A year later we’ll enter 2012, and then the triple 12-12-12 portal of December 12, 2012—and 9 days later—the winter Solstice December 21, 2012, the final Expiration Date of and complete separation from the old lower frequency 3D patriarchal world portal of 12-21-12.

12 represents physical and spiritual perfection within the old lower 3D pre-ascension Earth world and consciousness. It represents linear time within the old 3D realm, completion, space/time, all systems of 12 within lower frequency physicality, and creativity. Triple 12’s represent the total branching off  or separation from the old Earth world/reality/consciousness etc., and being born out of the  ascension ashes like a Phoenix along with our New 5D Earth.

12-21-12

Added together, 12-12-12 equals 9, Completion times three or within 3D.  Added together, 12-21-2012 equals 11. A 9 day followed 9 days later by an 11 day. I’m not even going to say it…

The Great Expiration Date—as shown by the many Mayan calendar cycles and 12-21-12 “end date”—represents the total separation from the old lower frequency, third-dimensional, polarized and insane Dark patriarchal controlled world, consciousness, energies and reality.

We can’t consider these triple number dates, gates, portals, stair-steps as isolated from each other—especially from the 09-09-09 point through the 12-21-12 point. They are the last, shortest and fastest of all the ascension transition stair steps, portals, gates and the absolute separation from the old lower 3D patriarchal world we all incarnated into in this life. Talk about a real Separation and Completion!

I sense that from next months 10-10-10 Initiatic Doorway or portal forward, these last 3 triple number years and dates (the 10’s, 11’s, and 12’s) will happen so fast that we’ll need to utilize them, our consciousness and mental and emotional focus very well to intend, visualize and feel from our High Hearts into actual manifestation the New 5D Earth world WE want to exist within now that we’ve completely branched off from the old lower patriarchal Earth world and systems. Time’s short so use your Higher Mind and High Heart well from the 10-10-10 portal through the 12-21-12 portal.

Denise

September 9, 2010

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1 Matriarchy, 2 Patriarchy, 3 Ascending beyond Duality Into UNITY

Earth was first very Matriarchal, very Mother, very Goddess. Think of Lemuria. As we continued our energetic involution into increasing density and Duality, a Patriarchal half began manifesting. Think of Patriarchal Atlantis. I suspect that with that first major shift into more Duality and anchoring it within increasing density on this planet, earth’s inhabitants began to manifest the beginnings of what today is left brain only consciousness.

However, over these past 20-some years humanity has been living through a profoundly compressed phase of integrating these super ancient archetypal polarities/Duality, energies and ways of perceiving so-called reality on earth. Many people call this the ongoing Ascension Process, the Shift, the end of the Age of Pisces, the end of the ‘nano-second in time’, the completion of a 26,000 yearlong Great Cycle, the completion of one 250 million yearlong Milky Way Galactic rotation. It’s all these things and more.

What’s so wonderfully important to me about this seeming miracle is that humanity and earth are in an ongoing process now that is all about moving, evolving, ascending, shifting, Graduating beyond the past history and dense Duality frequency of this planet. We’ve reached that point where we’re vibrationally evolving, ascending to a higher and more vast level of consciousness; a higher frequency of awareness that is a natural result of spending so much time within Duality in earthly 3D physicality. Many already have, and many more are integrating the first Matriarchal aspects of themselves and the super ancient energies on earth, plus, we’ve been integrating the second Patriarchal aspects, energies and consciousness within self, humanity and earth. Many people have been, are, or soon will be integrating both of those ancient polarized, split-brained old lower planetary energies and shifting, ascending, evolving energetically and physically into a higher frequency state of being well above them both. This new 5D, vastly less dense state of being and new earth reality is about humanity becoming more unified individually and collectively.

One thing I want to stress is that I do NOT mean humanity has been wildly polarized, fractured, and projected but now we’re all going to instantly be non polarized and 100% unified, end of story! That type of thinking is the old lower polarized mind at work. That is the only way polarized consciousness is capable of contemplating some things beyond and outside of Duality. I mean that we are and will be living, experiencing, embodying within ourselves in every way VASTLY more unity, but that does not mean humanity has reached THE end state of spiritual, energetic and conscious “Unity”. Not at all. There are increasing levels and states of Unity just like there were increased levels and states of density and Duality. Energetic Stair-steps down into, and energetic Stair-steps up and out of.

1…, 2…, and then they naturally produce the next level which is the integrated being and state symbolized by the 3 – by triality consciousness and being. The pendulum swung way over to one extreme first, then of course it had to swing as far in the opposite direction into the Patriarchal time on earth and humanity’s consciousness. But finally humanity is graduating energetically up and out of this ancient 1–2 Duality into very different beings with very different consciousness. New integrated, non-polarized, vastly less dense and vastly more light-filled unified humans with brains that are (or soon will be) Rewired, unified individually with functioning High Hearts and High Minds. Higher vibrating 5D humans individually embodying more Light frequencies within themselves will need to exist within a matching reality/world/earth. The one thing naturally produces the other thing and of course there is a timeline with all this and it’s the end of the year 2012.

This is where we’re at right now; the old lower everything is falling away because its time is expiring now. It’s time to Graduate, shift, ascend, evolve, resolve, integrate and dramatically change energetically.

An Ascension Symbol

A week ago as I was waking up I saw in my mind’s eye this symbol and with it came a flood of split-second knowing about all it meant and represented. It’s a new symbol (one of many I’m sure) that represents the new ascended, evolved, non-dualized, integrated, light embodied, less dense 5D human of the new Age of Light.

Ascension symbol

The lower horizontal plane — the two split loops (some might see the two fishes of the Piscean Age) — represent lack of higher vibrational Light, much more density and Duality in the old lower 3D reality and its dualized consciousness.

The vertical more Light-filled and less dense single loop represents an integrated and ascended/ascending human who has physically lived through the first difficult phase of the Ascension Process and personally carries and exists within a higher frequency and state of ongoing expanding awareness. The symbol represents the NEW higher vibrating 5D Light infused human existing in a like-vibrating level and world.

Denise

November 27, 2008

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