You Can’t Store That Crap In Here!

After doing ten years of intense and constant Inner Work—alchemical ascension and polarity resolution work—I know that lower vibrating anything simply cannot remain within me or me in it. If some lower something does get in via something I saw on TV, or experienced out in the world, then that lower vibrating crap will manifest in a matter of hours as a dream so that I deal with it and get it transmuted and out of me.

“Hey, you can’t store that crap in here. Didn’t anybody tell ya that? I’m serious lady, that shit won’t work in here no more. It’s gotta go and go now!”

Obviously. But this is how we learn, and then learn some more. We thankfully read these things from other people whose job it is to inform us about these changes; these ascension, dimensional, consciousness, body and energy changes. It isn’t until we personally experience it—whatever IT is—that we know for ourselves how The Process works, looks, feels, functions and so on. And if you’re anything like me, you too have to go through these new higher stages and test the waters (and new consciousness tools and other very cool higher gadgets) more than once, make that more than three times. I just have to know some things much more deeply and intimately than other things is all. I can hear some of you going, “What in the hell is she talking about?”  Let me explain a bit better.

The other day I was resting after freaking hours of book editing and was just mushing-out watching TV. When I watch TV I always have a second channel prepared in my TV remote so that, if needed, I can instantly switch channels so lower, ugly, negative, or repulsive crap on TV does NOT get inside my cleaned and cleared head or body. May sound silly but I’m telling you, there is certain shit I simply will not view or listen to on TV any more; I simply can’t because it is way too negative nasty and does not work residing inside me and my cleared and cleaned Inner Temple.

Example: The other day I was watching something on TV and then realized it changed programs and I was now watching some docudrama thing about Vlad the Impaler. I thought it looked semi-interesting at first so I was switching back and forth between this channel and another one, not seriously into either show. Then all the sudden the Vlad channel goes into great detail, I mean way too much graphic detail about exactly how Vlad really did his impaling of so many people. I’ll spare you the gruesome details. Unfortunately I couldn’t get the channel changed fast enough and some of that super-nasty negativity got in and made me REALLY disturbed for two days. Two goddamn days and one night all because I’ve cleaned and cleared my own inner crap and couldn’t get the TV channel changed fast enough!

So hours later when it’s bedtime and I want and need to go to sleep, guess what’s there in my way? You guessed it, Vlad the Impaler and his monstrous actions. I’m thinking about pink ponies, candy canes, happy puppies, flowers, book writing, any damned freaking thing I can to override those TV Vlad images, and it ain’t working, and I’m pissed. But, I learned something very important for me at this time which is — Don’t go there cause you ain’t equipped to cope or house it like you used to. Okey dokey, fine by me, lesson learned.

There is more to that helpful line about how difficult and painful it can be, and usually is, to go back down into the lower frequency world once you have cleaned up and transmuted your own inner stuff/junk/trash/wounds/stuck energies/emotions/polarity/monsters etc. It not only is disturbing and painful, but you automatically will do everything to rid yourself of the lower dimensional, lower world nasty you picked up because you glanced back over your shoulder at it again. I’ve had this happen many times over the past few years now and literally, within a few hours after seeing something very low vibrating like this Vlad program, I will dream about it as the way to clear and remove it from my much more pristine and higher vibrating body/mind/heart/self/world and reality. Fuck you Vlad, not in my  world.

“Like I told ya lady, you can’t store that crap in here anymore. It just don’t fit no more now the place is all cleaned up nice.”

Yeah, I totally get that now and thanks for making this crystal clear.

Denise

December 2, 2009

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ET Descriptions

Most of my life I’ve clairvoyantly seen and telepathically communicated with a number of different ETs/Starbeings. This means I’ve seen them as non-physical etheric beings and also Lightbeings. On the other hand, I’ve also seen with normal physical vision what appeared to me and another person with me at the time, solid dense physical humans that vanished or winked out like many UFO sightings often do right in front of us. I and another person have also seen what I call posing by certain seemingly normal, physical looking humans that feel very much like they’re something other than just physical humans—and they are. I’ve also physically seen Lightbeings as opposed to clairvoyantly seeing them. [See A Lightworker’s Mission]

There are numerous different hierarchies of higher dimensional ET beings. There is not simply polarized black/white human mentality of physical humans on Earth and then off-planet ETs period. Reality is vastly more interesting and complex than that. There is a hierarchy of non-physical and stellar other dimensional beings, just as there are with physical humans on physical Earth. Absolutely everyone on Earth is NOT spiritually evolved and focused on the same level at the same time and neither are the non-physical, non-human ETs and higher dimensional beings. Some of these unique non-physical beings are like teenagers developmentally, whereas many others are Elders or like great, great, great grandparents. There are hierarchies of development both on Earth, and off, just like learning grades in school. The entire Earth population and multi-verse population is not all in say, the 6th grade.

Because I’ve seen some of them shape-shift, wink out, and radiate pastel colored hair-fine lines of brilliant sparkling light, I’d guess they can appear as whatever they want or need at any given moment. Just because I’ve seen what I have does NOT mean it is the only form these beings use. These descriptions are only what I’ve seen to date and like I said, in some cases so did the other person with me at the time of the encounters but I know they will often appear to us (just as Angelic beings and Others do) in whatever form will impact and help us the most at that particular moment. They are great wondrous beings, as we are, and some of them are our kin, our off-planet higher dimensional relatives and much-loved friends and guides and most importantly, some of them are US at higher levels, dimensions, and stages of growth and focus.

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  • Etheric ETs that look very much like humans. Their eyes were a bit larger and some were very almond-shaped and gold-colored. Others eye colors were silver, like looking into liquid mercury. Their skin color was usually very pale to milk-white and because they were non-physical, they were usually transparent from my perspective. Some lower frequency non-phsical ET beings wore what we’d call uniforms of some sort. Whereas many higher frequency ET beings wore light-colored or white, silver, loose flowing clothes or robes. I was usually deeply involved with telepathic communications with them and wasn’t terribly focused on what they were wearing.
  • Etheric semi-human looking ET beings that again were transparent from my perspective. Theses ET beings often only materialized a portion of themselves, like from the waist or shoulders up. These type of higher frequency ET beings do not care about being seen or impressing any of us. They’re focused on doing what they came through to do as quickly, easily, and energetically efficiently as they can. So, a transparent half-body that was not clearly defined but more flowing and fluctuating was how many of these beings appeared. Often these type ET beings would suddenly show up in front of me to help me with some inner etheric body adjustments such as with endocrine glands inside my head. I felt nothing physically because the adjustments weren’t done at that level or to that body directly. These particular beings eyes were almost too intense and vast to gaze into for long. I could only take short glances into their eyes because I became so homesick it hurt.
  • Higher dimensional beings that appear as living, radiating, amazingly beautiful geometrical shapes.
  • Higher dimensional being that appeared as a flesh-colored fluffy four foot tall pillar shaped cloud.
  • Higher dimensional beings that appeared as colored points or larger balls of bright light. Silver-white, indigo, every shade of blue, emerald-green, gold, amber, orange, and lavender.
  • Higher dimensional beings that appeared as a 5 foot tall column of slowly moving smoke.
  • Grey ETs, many with slightly different skin colors and textures.
  • Large, tall, heavily muscled, body-builder looking, lizard looking, Reptilians beings.
  • Pleiadian male with long straight blond hair, large potent almond-shaped sky-blue eyes, sometimes pale skin and other times rather tanned Caucasian skin color, radiating much Love and creativity.
  • Orion male with long straight blue-black hair, large intense almond-shaped deep sapphire-blue eyes, milk-white skin with a pale blue tint underneath, radiating much ancientness and Galactic knowledge and otherworldly energies.
  • Sirian male with coarse wavy deep copper-colored hair, clear deep round emerald-green eyes, ruddy skin color, radiating profound ancient knowledge, strength and creativity.
  • Ancient Elder race of Lion or Feline beings.
  • Ancient Elder race of Bird or Hawk beings.
  • Higher dimensional beings who are all a deep blue color. Hair, eyes, skin, clothing, air, space, everything was a high quality lapis lazuli shade of blue. These beings exist rather close to us energetically and they, along with numerous Others, are anxiously awaiting our energetically reaching the 2012 stage where we’ll be vibrating fast and high enough to finally be able to see and interact with them and many of the Others as well. Or now is fine too.  😉
  • Higher dimensional being with milk-white smooth skin, a pronounced heavy bony structure with vertical ridges across his whole brow area, rather small round but intense silver eyes, hairless, nearly nonexistent mouth, no ears, extremely long pointed fingers. I didn’t notice the rest of his body or clothing at all because I was completely drawn into those silver eyes.
  • ET Lightbeings that appeared as the most brilliant blue light edged in brilliant white light. The light they radiate was so bright it lit up my whole bedroom in the middle of the night. Their light poured in through the bedroom window from outside first, then it/they were inside the house and moving towards me in my bedroom. It felt like time stopped and reality had been deliberately put on hold by these Lightbeings. Their brilliant light was soundless and felt like a stellar vacuum, and just like Home to me.

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There are other Pleiadian beings and Others I’ve had contact with for many years and yet I’ve never clairvoyantly seen them. The relationship didn’t require me to, but only feel, sense, hear, and learn how to perceive and communicate with them in this higher way and non-clairvoyant way. It is much like having a very subtle word-free conversation and long-term relationship with someone you greatly admire, trust, and love, but you don’t emotionally need to perceive them in lower psychic ways. I believe this is another way the ascending/evolving 3D human will begin to experience some aspects of their entrance back into Galactic Society the higher and closer we vibrate ourselves to the 2012 date.

Ascension/evolution out of being polarized, dysfunctional, warring, fearful, projecting, irresponsible, only left-brained aware, patriarchal heartless beings of the old lower 3D consciousness and world will allow us to discover we’re vibrating, existing within a vastly higher non-polarized frequency range where plenty of ETs and Others have always existed and long hoped we’d make it back again. Welcome back into Galactic Society ascending humans.

Denise Le Fay

February 5, 2009