The Ascension Process & Intolerance

[This is inspired by what Theocacao—and everyone else—said in her comment on “Sun & Earth…Here We Go Again”. Please read all of the comments left there as they are so great, so funny, and deeply insightful.]

HOW TO ASCEND AND NOT KILL ANYONE IN THE PROCESS

As if the entire ascension process isn’t bad enough, difficult and painful enough, while struggling through it all we’ve got to figure out how to not go to prison for killing or maiming some dumb shit, totally unaware member of vastly lower vibrating society whose happily going through their life on auto-pilot endlessly regurgitating asinine pre-recorded messages! My fucking gawd, how can I cope with what I’m living through with my Ascension Process, plus endure the massive numbers of A & I’s (assholes & idiots), and not bash the shit out of any of them?

That’s the feel looking back down the ascension tunnel — the feel looking up it goes more like this:

OMG, my Guides, my Starbeings and ET friends and kinsfolk and all the nonphysical Others who have helped me, guided me, answered so many of my questions, assisted me year-after-year down here on 3D Earth…how did they tolerate my dumb ass amnesia all of this time? How did they maintain such patience and tolerance with me for so long?

Answer—they didn’t always! I know, I’ve heard and seen some of Them roll their eyes in utter disbelief over how much I’ve forgotten because I reincarnated in 3D physicality! I’ve seen them give me clairvoyant messages in cartoon form in the hopes that I would finally understand what information they were trying to pass on to me. “Do you think she got it yet?” they would question each other. Yeah, embarrassing but true. They do love us, they do respect us more than you could imagine, but, know too that many of Them do indeed get frustrated with many of us and our 3D amnesia down here! Read A Lightworker’s Mission to hear about some of this business I’ve had with some of Them. They have struggled being inter-dimensional Guides/Teachers to us.

Like I told Theocacao in those comments, we are often so deeply immersed in our own ascension process and all the pains and metamorphosis it causes, that we often don’t honestly realize how much of our Lead we already have transmuted into Gold. To help us with this perspective we are usually thrown into a meeting with old friends, old co-workers, old romantic partners, family members or others we knew well prior to our ascension, who are not living the ascension process themselves. Nothing brings the point home like trying to carry on a semi-decent conversation with an old friend who is not ascending! It is beyond uncomfortable, it is excruciating, it is frustrating, it is one big fat fucking lie and it is repulsive and makes you want to run for the hills — the asshole-free hills — which are very hard to find among 7 billion-plus on tiny Earth.

THIS IS A TEST. FOR THE NEXT SIXTY SECONDS…

Suffering fools and turning the other cheek and all that crap was dis-empowerment and distortion BS from the Age of Pisces. We are not supposed to continue being co-dependent enablers to the A & I’s of the lower world. I know how harsh and ‘unchristian-like’ that sounds to many but the Fish are dead — long live the Waves! And tell me, who else is there now that’s capable of energetically creating a new higher world reality but those of us who have and still are ascending? Um-hum. The so-called ‘Second Coming’ is us kids so don’t even think about apologizing for living and surviving it!

The point is that profound intolerance and even rage are very normal symptoms and stages within the Ascension Process that we must experience to teach us how to not take the lower vibrating BS any longer. We need to be so done, so repulsed, so offended by the lower consciousness of old lower 3D world that we finally realize we are the ones capable of creating anything higher, better, honest and based on higher consciousness/High Heart. Without the obscene pressure that the lower vibrating people, energies and consciousness cause us we’d have a much harder time moving ourselves forward. Give thanks to the A & I’s of the lower world for assisting us so effectively.  😉  Think of the A & I’s of the world as fuel, as the thrust-block and spiritual inspiration to create so very much higher over all of them. Use the intolerance and rage they cause you to feel to keep your High Heart on the really important thing now, which is creating the new higher world we’re capable of finally.

Denise

February 17, 2010

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Coming Out Of Emotional Funk

When I finished re-writing, editing, formatting, and all the rest of the work with my first book The Temple of Master Hotei: A Unique Past Life Memory last year, I went into a blue funk or a creative form of postpartum depression after giving birth to it. It didn’t last long and I certainly understood why I felt mildly depressed after spending so much time, energy, drive, love and money on one single creative project for so long. Because I’d experienced this in fall of 2008 with my book The Temple Of Master Hotei, I figured I would experience something similar when I finished all aspects of A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution in January 2010. I did—the super-duper blue funk arrived big time as soon as I was done pushing and driving  so hard to get that book finished and on the market by the beginning of 2010 (the start of Phase Two of the Ascension Process). I emotionally crashed n’ burned, which I’m now coming out of and will be back to my normal old determined self very soon.

On September 9, 2009 (the triple 999’s and separation of the two worlds), I was deeply affected by those separation energies on that day. I finished writing Parts 1, 2, and 3 in A Lightworker’s Mission on Sept. 9, 2009. I still had the Epilogue and massive editing and formatting to go through, but on 09-09-09, I was emotionally and energetically ALL DONE writing about my First Wave Lightworker trek through Phase One of the ascension process! I couldn’t believe the timing, and how tight it was right down to the actual day! My problem on Sept. 10th was that I still didn’t want to write or do anything, and I obviously needed to move through that transition and finish the book by the end of 2009.

As is always the case with these ascension related energy and consciousness shifts, in a few days, I settled into the other side of the triple 9’s and got back to finishing A Lightworker’s Mission. My point with all this is that for me, this book and it’s completion perfectly coincided with the ending of Phase One of the ascension process for us First Wavers and other early transmuters with the ending of 2009. I don’t always fully know on a conscious level that I’m working on such a tight timeline, but I typically feel and sense it at other levels, and so, push extra hard when needed to deliver on time.

The 2009 winter solstice  was a doozy—as they have been for the past few years—but this one really rocked a lot of people deep and hard. Time’s short and compressing. Then we had the New Moon/Solar Eclipse on Jan. 14, 2010 (which will hold for the next 6 months), followed by Jupiter entering Pisces on Jan. 17, 2010. Jupiter entering Pisces instantly knocked a lot of us on our emotional asses, and many of us felt the blue funk or slightly depressed and extra weird on that day. And here in SoCal, the Rains (El Niño) started on Jan. 17, 2010 too.  Welcome plentiful, abundant Jupiter to watery, emotional, ultra-sensitive Pisces! And, welcome everyone to the start of Phase Two of the ongoing ascension process within a new and higher level of being and world. There have been some casualties along the way, as would be expected, so keep the old discerning and inner sensing fine-tuned and running full-time.

With A Lightworker’s Mission finished and going on the market along with these monumental shifts and changes, my personal creative blue funk or mild depression felt highlighted by everything else happening energetically at the same time. All that tells me is that everything is perfect and right on-track, despite feeling a bit emotionally blue/depressed. Soon now we’ll all be feeling better and settling into being well within Phase Two — the great Conscious Creating phase of this process.

Denise

January 22, 2010

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