Negative Etheric Barricades

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I’ve debated whether to share this particular information or not. As the weeks rolled on since it happened, I’ve felt it did need to be shared, so here we go. Maybe you can relate to this negative etheric stunt, tactic, this attempt to stop me/you/us from doing what I/you/we’ve been doing all along anyway.

If you’ve been a TRANSITIONS reader for many years, you know that I stopped writing here around the Autumnal Equinox of 2013, and created another blog, HighHeartLife at that time. There were multiple reasons why I did both those things then, just as there are multiple reasons why I’ve started writing again occasionally at TRANSITIONS recently (late 2015). In between book writing, I intend to continue writing at both TRANSITIONS and HighHeartLife because information for both levels and stages are still needed and helpful I feel.

TRANSITIONS came under nearly constant negative assaults by nonphysical Team Dark (TD) beings and living, human Portal People also. Portal People is my term for humans that are easily used, influenced and directed by nonphysical TD to do negative things wherever TD wants to create more chaos and suffering etc. Nothing new about any of this, I’m just saying that I had to constantly keep TRANSITIONS protected, clean and clear since I created it in 2007, and doing so became increasingly difficult over the years as TD increased their attempts to stop me from writing here. I’m certainly not the only one whose had to deal with this in years past online and everywhere else for that matter.

When I stopped writing here in late 2013 and focused mainly at HighHeartLife, I didn’t work as hard or as often at keeping TRANSITIONS energetically free of the negativity like I did before. If I wasn’t here and wasn’t here writing about what I always have, then TD wasn’t here attacking me or others either. However, when I started writing here again a couple of months ago, I experienced something interesting and that’s what I want to share with you only so you can recognize it for what it really is and what it is not if you see and/or feel something like this too. Discernment as always.

A couple of months ago I was here at TRANSITIONS working on an article and after an hour or so, I suddenly clairvoyantly saw something I’ve never seen before. It was obnoxious, invasive, loud and nasty and it wanted to be seen and felt very clearly and it was.

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I saw a black and white only etheric “news ticker” or etheric “crawler” or etheric “slide” as they’re called on our TVs, but this was located in the upper left-hand side of about 1/3 of my internal mind’s eye vision. It flashed very fast constantly in an invasive, in-your-face, blinding sort of way. It looked like alien black and white geometric symbols or glyphs and made no sense to me other than I had the immediate feeling it was an etheric barricade to prevent me from writing anymore at TRANSITIONS.

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While I was writing I continued seeing it and I tried closing one eye to see if that changed it in any way or made it disappear, it didn’t, so I tried the other eye and a few other things. Even with both eyes closed I could still see it flashing in the upper left-hand side of my inner vision. Both eyes open I could see it, both eyes closed I could see it, but it was the insane migraine it immediately caused me that told me it was a negative etheric, energetic Do Not Cross barricade put in place here by TD probably quiet a few months ago.

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It was all I could do to finish writing that article and publish it because the migraine-like headache and nausea seeing and feeling that etheric barricade caused was severe enough I needed to lay down for a bit and clean and clear again. After about an hour the migraine headache and nausea went away, which actual migraines don’t do that quickly.

After all this, I blasted out any and all residual negative etheric devices, tools, barricades, human created negative thought-forms, tidbits etc. because this sort of TD business is not allowed or endured any longer. Now I simply hose down the place with Light (whatever and wherever that may still be at this point) and everything is clean and clear and faster and easier than ever before. If repeated attempts on my life, my sanity, my very soul haven’t worked, some negative flashing etheric alien and/or human created crime scene tape transmission certainly won’t. But, this is how we learn about how the old lower frequency Duality business works at the end of TD’s reign of terror. After all I’ve been through because of them, this was almost laughable in its desperateness and that’s an important reason why I’m sharing the experience with you.

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On a much higher note, we are once again in the middle of another potent energetic Light sandwich of two eclipses and the March 2016 Equinox falling between them. Because of this, many are most likely feeling some extra pains, aches, the old Ascension Flu body chills and aches, head pains and pressures, extended periods of inner ear ringing, periods of dizziness or sense of spinning/rotating/falling/lifting off etc. and any number of other Ascension related side effects. Never forget however that these aches and pains are indicators that you are in another intense phase of evolutionary Ascension so use this time positively for yourself and for ALL. ❤

Denise

March 15, 2016

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Late May 2013 Update

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I found this recently and wanted to share it — it’s by Carl Gustav Jung:

“There is no coming to consciousness without pain. People will do anything, no matter how absurd, in order to avoid facing their own soul. One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious.” 

Isn’t that the truth! And by god don’t we know it now from having lived it for these many Ascension months and years.

Polarity or Duality resolution does not happen by denying that the Dark exists (or has existed and has done so at unseen levels of frequency in other dimensions etc.). It disappears from one’s self, one’s environment, one’s space and one’s focus once one has discovered it and acknowledged that it even exists, then begins to work on integrating it, transmuting it, taking all the nasty, punch, sting and power out of it and return “it” back to a natural state of pure energy or energetic neutrality. Remember Carlos Castaneda’s teacher Don Juan teaching him about ‘Petty Tyrants’ ? That’s what all this level of personal and collective and other dimensional inner Dark stuff is; varying levels of developed ‘Petty Tyrants’.

The “Darkness/Negativity” can be some old emotional wound any of us received (or gave) that we haven’t as yet dealt with and so, it grows in power over the years or decades or lives, increasingly demanding that we finally see it, dealt with it, and eventually transmute that wee tiny inner Petty Tyrant. Or it can be a larger, more well-developed chunk of personal inner stuff and junk that we haven’t dealt with yet. Or, it can be much larger, more well-developed energetic situation(s) in a family member(s) or other loved ones or friends or neighbors or co-workers etc. and it’s actually their stuff and junk but it’s partly your problem too because of the multiple leveled connections. Or, it could be a big honkin’ huge external being like a negative Reptilian or Draconian or demon or numerous other nonphysical beings and/or entities. Doesn’t matter really — they’re all just ‘Petty Tyrants’ of varying levels of development and potency and at this point does it even matter if it’s “yours” or not? It doesn’t matter to me and hasn’t for the past difficult but highly transformative and empowering fourteen Ascension years. It’s either a baby Petty Tyrant, or a mid-sized Petty Tyrant, or a full-blown, giant-sized monster from the freakin’ astral pit of hell Petty Tyrant, but in the end it’s all just unresolved stuff and junk that’s gotta go if one truly wants to continue evolving and utilizing these potent cosmic and galactic energies to do exactly that.

Moving right along…

So here we all are, halfway through the glorious extension period called the Nine Months — from 12-21-12 Winter Solstice and Great Expiration Date, through to the September 2013 Equinox. How many personal and/or bloodline and/or other people’s and/or other dimensional ‘Petty Tyrants’ have you transmuted just since 12-21-12? For those of us (Ascension-related Lightworkers) who excel at transmuting the collective septic tank stuff and junk for humanity in general, it’s been fairly interesting since 12-21-12. All kinds of homeless, displaced and very hungry astral critters floating around looking for either an escape route away from all this LIGHT or some lower frequency human to latch on to again to use parasitically to feed off energetically. And on top of all this continuing multidimensional shifting around business, we’ve been incrementally embodying increasing amounts of our higher frequency Selves into these physical bodies and personalities and awareness. I want to say something either brilliant or funny right here but I’m just as stunned by all this high magnificence and lowly misery and BS as the rest of you! Whatever… let’s just keep moving forward my friends and fellow Ascension journey-ers.

I sense the coming start of the Third Trimester — beginning on the June 2013 Solstice and running through to the September 2013 Equinox — will bring in with it some more very important “tools” for each of us in this amazing Process. Tools such as further embodying, which naturally gives us more and more Higher Awareness of things and from multiple perspectives or as I’ve called this in the past, Spherical Consciousness or Awareness. Or tools such as increased clairvoyance and other higher awareness tools of perception. And/or tools such as slipping out of linear time more and more until it feels “normal” to you. Or any number of other exciting new tools of perception and being. Due to those Stair Steps, which of these new “tools” you receive or have been receiving depends upon which Stair Step your currently on. What you’re experiencing and aware of today won’t be the same next week or next month because you are evolving and changing that quickly now so expect new and different tools to continue coming to you as you progress up those energy and consciousness Stair Steps.

Because it’s been a while since I last wrote anything, I wanted to let everyone know that I’m still around and breathing, haven’t been thrown in jail for anything, am not existing on Pluto,  nor have I died! It’s just been really hard for me for multiple reasons since April 1st, 2013 (which I’ll explain about more in another article) but as of May 16th, 2013, the higher Energies have anchored into this physical dimension (in a very positive way I mean) and there are lots of great things unfolding that are just out of sight for a while longer but will be fully visible within this dimension very soon now. Promise.

Denise

May 20, 2013

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Learning To Be More Responsible, Aware & Sovereign Part 1

A month ago I received an interesting email from a reader who will remain anonymous. After reading it I asked her if I could quote it at TRANSITIONS—with everyone’s names changed—so more people could benefit from her important Ascension-related experience and she generously agreed.

I’ve been waiting for the correct time to quote her letter, and due to some other unfolding lessons that happened elsewhere I knew it was time to share it and connect it with this other situation. I am not blaming anyone for anything nor am I wounded by what was said at this other location. (M**** none of this is about you or directed at you!) The reason I’ve brought this up publicly is because people need to understand and be responsible for themselves, their words, thoughts, emotions and actions etc. We all do of course, but in this particular case it’s about how the Dark Ones use and/or try to manipulate certain people to cause more chaos, confusion, separation, emotional pain, distort, distract, and separate the growing Groups of people carrying Light Energies in themselves. For brief periods since my Ascension Process began in 1999, even my Mother has been used, manipulated occasionally by the Dark Ones to get at me. And god knows how many times over the past six or seven years the Dark Ones have tried to get me to write things to discredit and distort what certain other Lightworkers have written.

Hopefully you see how and why the Dark Ones occasionally attack and/or try to manipulate all of us to do damage to our fellow Lightworkers, the growing Groups of people embodying Light, ourselves and our loved ones, and the other folks out there just living the Ascension Process. All of this negative polarized crap is part of living the Ascension Process and learning how to be more conscious, aware, and responsible while simultaneously extricating ourselves from the negative energetic control and mind-job the Dark Ones have had over everyone on Earth. The negativity and dark tactics won’t last much longer, but it is and will do its damnedest to take as many of you down with them as they can. Wake up, take your power through being responsible and sovereign, and don’t let yourself get used or manipulated by the non-physical Dark Ones and the unaware physical humans they use.

Everyone honestly wanting to Ascend/Evolve now must realize that the Dark Ones attack Starseed Lightworkers/Lightworkers/Wayshowers and Indigos. They use and manipulate regular or non-ascending people; they try to manipulate and use those people who are evolving and embodying more and more Light in themselves to break apart the Groups of people embodying Light; and to diminish the progress and energies the Starseed Lightworker teachers make by spreading Light and teaching and so on. In other words, the teachers are not the only ones who come under attack and attempted manipulations by the Dark Ones; each of you do as well and you need to realize this, learn from it, stop projecting on to others while not taking any responsibility for your own actions, words, and part in it even if you were manipulated by the Dark Ones! This is NOT about blame or shame, guilt or weakness or any other such negative crap. It’s about being more aware, learning to take full responsibility, learning to discern your thoughts and emotions from occasional manipulations from the Dark Ones through you to do damage and/or separate fellow Lightworkers, positive Groups, or any other negative stunt they try to pull on all of us. This really has been a war and more of you are discovering this fact in 2011 during the final Ninth Wave phase.

So, here’s the email letter from M**** about her and her fiance’s personal experiences of being attacked and manipulated by the Dark Ones and other lower frequency humans the Dark Ones use and manipulate. The “Command”  M**** mentions is from Lisa Renee’s Nov. 2010 “The Restoration” article.

This is a very important spiritual, energetic, etheric, emotional, physical and psychological lesson about one of the ways the Dark Ones work and how and why they use and attack regular or non-ascending people, Starseed Lightworkers, Lightworkers, Indigos, plus all people living the Ascension Process.

Denise Le Fay

June 4, 2011

“I took your advice and have been saying the Command each evening. Before I go to sleep I wrap myself, my dog, my fiancé and the house in Light. When I’m feeling like the ether is wonky I smudge my house with Copal or sage/sweetgrass.
I can deal with myself being attacked, but when the dark is going after me through ones I love it is really difficult as you know. It is hard for negative people to get to me because I am very careful who I keep company with. I don’t work so I don’t have to deal with anyone I don’t want to. Anyway,  my fiancé is being bombarded lately. Just one thing after the other this week. Petty people pushing dark shit. Thank God my fiancé (Jim) is a sturdy guy, but he’s been pushed towards his limits.
The other night he was working nights and when he came home I felt a strange feeling of vertigo hit me as I was laying in bed, then the nausea hit me really hard, then a feeling of repulsion. It’s extremely rare for me to feel this in waking life. Well, something was attached to Jim. Someone/something sent something like an attack entity to attach to him. (I have no idea how to properly describe this.)  I have never felt this with him ever before. He was fine, said he was just really tired. He came into bed and the heat coming up my body was like I was on fire and I didn’t want him to come near me. Clairvoyantly I saw what was attached to him (it showed itself to me), it reminded me of a weird spider-like thing with lots of long legs, it was huge and nasty!!!  I closed my eyes and with all my might I filled our room with the most brilliant Light. It vaporized the entity, but not easily. It took a lot out of me. The image of it is burned into my mind.
Next day my fiancé gets a call from his terribly abusive psychopathic boss, ripping him to shreds, telling him horrible lies etc. Really really upsetting him, just crazy hurtful things beyond criticism. There are two men who for some reason have it out for him. They’re just really dark horrible people. Totally repulsive. And I knew that it was sent from whatever was animating these guys. I managed to keep Jim from totally falling into a spiral of emotional turmoil. And by the end of the day he was back to himself.
My question is, how in the world do I protect him? How can I better protect my little family (me, Jim & Daisy our dog) from intrusions like this? After all the stuff I do I can’t understand how something like this was able to get into our home. In your book you said there are ways to further shield a home and property. What happened went right along with what you had said about Dark Ones fighting more to hang on, to deter us. What happened really disturbed me. It pissed me off more than it scared me.
I’m sure you get tons of emails and I don’t want to be one of those people that tries to monopolize your time. I haven’t been able to tell anyone about this. It’s so private that I don’t want to post it publicly. But this is a different type of attack than I’m used to. I don’t want any more dark shit like that getting past my threshold. Any advice you have I would be deeply grateful. (On the plus side however….yesterday when we were driving we saw 3 rainbows. 2 of them full arches. So beautiful. I turned to Jim and I said, “See sweetie…that’s the universe telling us everything is going to be alright”.)
Sending you lots of love and tons of gratitude for all that you do to help others.”
Hugs,
M*****

[Also see Learning To Be More Responsible, Aware & Sovereign Part 2]   https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2011/06/07/learning-to-be-more-responsible-aware-sovereign-part-2/

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Deh Debowl Es In Da Church

This post goes along with an old one entitled, “Too Many Computies In Da Sky”. They both were inspired by a wonderful Hispanic man who does gardening and landscaping around town. To look at him one would never guess, never suspect, that he is a wise and insightful soul who easily sees and senses vastly deeper and higher than the more typical “normal” folks.

Today he stopped at my house to ask if I needed any yard work done, and as is often the case, he said something unrelated to gardening and then so did I and that allowed the conversation to expand to another higher and more real level between us both. Don’t you love it when that happens? He asked me if I was going to church for X-Mas and I made an ugly, repellent facial gesture, shook my head no, and tapped my chest over my heart and then my Brow chakra and told him that was where my “church” was. His eyes lit-up and he smiled widely and excitedly agreed  that he felt exactly the same.

After he knew how I felt about “church” and all of that, he did this truly great move. He quickly glanced around over both of his shoulders to see if anyone else was close enough to possibly hear what he was about to say to me. I smiled softly and waited for the incoming bomb of LIGHT that I sensed was coming. He leaned in closer to me, and with that heavy and marvelous accent said, “Deh Debowl Es In Da Church!”

I laughed out loud and told him he was 100% correct. He then proceeded to tell me about how the different churches he has gone to in hopes of finding something or someone actually vibrating higher—housed nothing but people who were/are swindled by the churches for as much money as possible. Nothing new here as it has always cost plenty to get into their heaven! He also told me stories about how, “Deh Debowl in da churches wantz to control deh pepolez!” I wholeheartedly agreed again and said that the governments do this too, to which he thoroughly agreed.

In those few minutes of he and I talking at my back door, we were very much in our own personal higher, inner church of Self,  Responsibility and Empowerment and he enjoyed as much as I did, seeing another person who was awake and standing alone in their personal power and fully responsibility.

In contrast, I had another Hispanic man, a “Handyman” do some work for me last week. He was a very nice and polite man and was far more educated (and clean and better dressed) than the gardener man. He however was a very religious man and was nothing like the dirty, uneducated gardener. The contrast between these two men was really interesting and I’m sure you all have encountered this same type of thing many times yourselves.

The uneducated and always dirty gardener was one of us—an awakened soul who wasn’t buying any of the lower vibrating negativity in any of it many forms because he could see, feel, and knew for himself what was really going on. The second man, who was very clean and obviously well-educated and polite, was the polar opposite; he was totally disempowered and had willingly handed over all of his personal power to a religious belief system because—he told me this himself—believes he is totally worthless and god is everything and the only one who does any “good” and should get everything including all the praise blah, blah, blah. Sigh…

On that note I’m going to use Steve Rother and his group’s favorite old Lemurian term, “ESPAVO“. ESPAVO is, according to “the group”, an ancient Lemurian saying that means “Thank you for taking your power.” Can I get an amen on that?

Denise

December 17, 2009

PRIVATE CLUB: No Light Energies Tolerated Here!

Occasionally I’m impulsed or called to go back into lower vibrating forums (where angels fear to tread) for the single purpose of dashing in, writing a couple of posts, thereby holding up a lit Lantern for anyone there who’s ready to see it, who may resonate with what I’ve posted, or who were already looking for something vastly higher, and then get the hell out as fast as possible! I do not want to go back down into those types of lower vibrating “spiritual” forums at this point and normally I don’t unless I’m called or drawn there for very specific reasons.

You know some of those forums with the words “SPIRITUAL” and/or “LOVE” in their names? You know how they instantly manifest the polar opposite energies every time you, me, or anyone posts anything that they don’t believe in? You know those certain “spiritual” forums where they preach, rant, endlessly debate for pages and pages, intellectually masturbate over every topic, and instantly, viciously, attack anyone who thinks or perceives differently than they do? Someone who actually has the nerve to post about it on their energetically closed circuit forum! Those so-called “spiritual” forums where a few forum members and even Mods/Admins attack anyone who actually is vibrating faster than they are and is using something other than only their left brain intellects to perceive other levels, dimensions and states of awareness and being. There’s nothing more repulsive to me than when people use their tiny left brain intellects to try and investigate their right brains! It does not work that way no matter how many decades or lifetimes you try to make it so.

See and feel all their “SPIRITUALNESS”?  See and feel all their “LOVE”? Feel their intellectual patriarchal beliefs, egos and lower vibrating energies repeatedly trying to bludgeon you and your Light/Information, hammer you endlessly into a puddle of bloody mush?  Feel their  real Spiritualness and Love? All that is nothing more than the lower old world version of what they honestly perceive as true spirituality, knowledge or wisdom and love. Repulsive, scary and profoundly sad isn’t it?

This situation is exactly like an addict who’s stoned or drunk out of their skulls, but they honestly believe that no one is aware that they’re stoned, drunk, both and/or addicted! Or like someone who’s mentally ill but knows without any doubt that they are perfectly sane. These sorts of people honestly believe that the rest of us are so stupid we just do not see that they are drunk/stoned/mentally/emotionally ill/or still vibrating at a lower slower frequency! Self delusion. Grand and terrible self delusions. The truth is that far more people do see that you’re stoned or drunk or existing at a lower vibrational rate than you’d ever suspect. But how could you possibly know any of this being so self involved, so self-deluded, so disconnected, and so utterly NOT about “SPIRITUAL” and/or “LOVE” anything? The rest of us see this as clearly as we see everything else plus, we know why you’re still the way you are; why you still perceive what you do and why you do. Because we’ve walked through the transformational Alchemical Fires and have become more than that ourselves. You might reread that sentence again.

At the end of every Astrological Age—especially this one—the new higher incoming energies, consciousness and human carriers of it get attacked, killed off if possible, beaten and battered, distorted, lied about and so on by the people who fear actual spiritual change and growth. Remember the last Age change and how it supposedly went then? Today isn’t any different.

Another aspect of this is how quickly that dark violent gang mentality comes rushing in when a vibrational outsider posts something that’s beyond their forums lower vibrating Members Only Club frequency. Certain forum members and Mods/Super Mods/Ultra Fab Group Mods quickly rally around the vibrational outsider to literally take him/her/them down as quickly as possible to show the other forum sheeple members how “powerful” they are. “Off with his/her/their heads…” the call goes out across their forums and the alpha Mod Pack quickly comes in to kill off the real Light.

“Hey…we only intellectually preach and debate about things here! Nobody can come in here and actually claim to be living them themselves! What the hell do you think you’re doing here huh? Who the hell do you think you are anyway? Get the fucking hell outta our closed-off and totally energetically controlled Spiritual Forum Club!”

Of course none of them openly and fully says that to me or you. No, they dip their verbal negative shit in sweet sounding pious religious and/or “new age” poison and then sling it at me/you/us in open forum posts, PMs and emails. All the while feeling ever so “spiritual”, smug, and holier than thou. You’re going extinct and you don’t even realize it. We know who you are even if you don’t.

Denise Le Fay

July 30, 2008