Euw, April Fools Part 2

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I went quiet again this past week because I’ve been eyeball (soul) deep in my own latest stuff, as I know many of us have. I won’t go into all the details of how my personal Life Review and attempted derailments through other people and such lower tactics have played out for me since I wrote April Fools! Not!   about a week ago, but it’s very much been a Part 1 and Part 2 unfolding process as usual.

I think at this point within the Nine Months period we’re all feeling the tremendous pressures in our own unique ways in tandem with our individual Life Review issues and changes etc. Around May 1, 2013 is the halfway point of the Nine Months (12-21-12 through 9-22-13) and we’re really feeling the buildup of energies, sudden changes, and unrelenting pressures to exist out of the old — whatever that is for each of us — and move into the manifesting NEW spaces. Much more is to come of course, but this is us nearing the halfway point and it’s increasingly visible to more and more people that big stuff is happening which causes big changes individually and collectively.

I’ve learned over the past unbelievably intense fourteen Ascension years that every time I am, you are, we are about to take another big important energetic Stair Step forward, a bunch of multidimensional stuff gets activated and/or all riled up and pissed off and comes flying at me/you/us in a variety of ways. This happens for more than just one reason of course, but it’s often because we’ve just got some more stuff to deal with and transmute out of dense Duality and into higher frequency Triality/Neutrality. It also has to do with certain people and Negative Beings not wanting us to continue doing this so they throw whatever they can at us to stop or derail us from doing it. Nothing new here, just old tactics and procedures within this Ascension Process but I sure am getting tired and bored with this same old same old stuff!  My Higher Self just said to me as I wrote that sentence, “Finish it then!” I’m workin’ on it Boss, I’m workin’ on it.

Don’t waste precious energy and time beating yourself up if you’ve had deeper layers of personal stuff come up again to be dealt with much more thoroughly since 12-21-12. And don’t beat yourself up if you have certain humans enjoying making you miserable in whatever ways they can lately, and/or if you’re having Team Dark trying to derail you in whatever ways they can. It just is what it is and the increase of Duality stuff phases are always clues that some BIG positive shifts and changes are right around the corner so hang in there and keep doing what you/me/we have been for so long. It’s about to get a whole lot easier for us finally so let’s just… “Finish it then!”  

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Denise

April 7, 2013

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Polarized (Duality) Consciousness

1) THE DARK DOES NOT EXIST

I can let a lot of ridiculous (to me) beliefs and claims float on past, smile to myself and shake my head, keep my mouth shut and continue on. However, there is one subject that bothers me like none other and that’s when someone claims dark beings/dark forces/negative beings and/or energies (etc.) do not exist. That is one statement that offends me more than any other and I won’t remain silent about it.

In the split second it takes a person to read that claim, a huge majority of life on Earth across time—not to mention numerous other-dimensional worlds—is rejected, disrespected, not valued, blatantly ignored, overlooked and not even considered. How dare you do that to billions of souls who’ve suffered and died at the physical and non-physical hands of dark beings/dark forces/negative beings and/or energies.

I have a question for those who believe that dark beings/dark forces/negative beings and/or energies (etc.) do not exist. What has 3D Earth physicality been for for a very long time now? Has it been a place where only positive, loving, generous, compassionate, wise, sane, peace-loving humans, consciousness and energies have existed as equals? Let’s add Polarized Consciousness to 3D Earth physicality. Now you’ve got humans with highly polarized awareness/consciousness which means external reality and the planetary Collective and most of 4D is also polarized. I’m not saying polarity or polarized consciousness is “bad” or “negative” or “evil” or that the old lower frequency 3D Earth was either.  I am saying however, let’s be honest about what life on Earth has been like for thousands of years! Don’t disrespect everyone that has gone before and done so under the darkest and worst of conditions and times on 3D Earth and into 4D and beyond within certain other systems.

A polarized world and reality is a place where souls can directly learn about Polarized Consciousness and life within it. If it’s polarized that means there’s TWO primary energies, forces, sides, and consciousness existing within it correct? Two…not just one. Yeah, yeah, the TWO both originally came from THE ONE, from Source, but eventually they became polarized for important reasons I won’t disregard; mainly, further Free Will learning and creating. Keep in mind that at higher frequency levels and dimensions the Dark, negative, polarity, polarized consciousness, brutality etc. does not exist. Again, none of this is “bad” or “evil” or “wrong” but just learning about polarity and polarized consciousness and energies, discernment, being responsible, not being responsible etc. in certain locations where it can and does exist.

2) THE DARK DOES EXIST

How do you expect to fully appreciate and utilize existence within an evolved/ascended 5D Unity world with Unified Consciousness if you can’t admit, cope with, or recognize that Polarized Consciousness and negatively focused Beings and their dirty deeds have and still exist? Out of the TWO lower polarized extremes eventually evolves/ascends a higher THIRD fully resolved, integrated and much more unified consciousness, state of being, and matching external world. Unity Consciousness within a unified reality is vastly more dear, more powerful, meaningful, delicious, special and alive with appreciative High Heart if you are intimately familiar with both polarities at a lower level and state of being. “Unity Consciousness” and “5D” are still empty terms and words that many people don’t as yet fully understand. I’m well aware that not everyone will personally be assailed by the Dark side; be glad, be profoundly glad, just don’t claim they do not exist when so many other Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers etc. have endured endless attacks and negativity by them.

Let me ask those who don’t believe in the Dark, negatively focused polarized non-physical Beings and physical humans—what is the entire Ascension Process for if they do not exist? Cosmic boredom? If they don’t exist then why has reality, life and consciousness on Earth been so profoundly horrific and dark for so long? Why have billions of people suffered horribly, been brutally tortured, murdered etc. over the Ages? There’s nothing like a few difficult encounters with the negative Dark Beings and their energies and tactics messing with you and your ascending self/body/consciousness, and/or loved ones and/or pets, to help Lightworkers remember exactly why they’re here on Earth now and what they’re really doing through the multidimensional Ascension Process and Dimensional Shift.  😉

You can’t live and learn within a polarized world, dimension, energy system, body and brain and then denounce half of those energies claiming they don’t exist! They do exist and have for so long it’s heart-breaking. To claim they don’t exist and believe they haven’t and still aren’t doing everything in their power—due to the ongoing Ascension Process—to maintain all they’ve controlled and fed off from for thousands of years is foolish in my opinion. Honestly ponder a moment about these ancient, huge and powerful Dark Beings and the negative things they’ve done to so many across time. Who do you think is having a  really terrible time right now? Who do you think is in greater fear now because of the ongoing Ascension Process? The Light or the Dark? Who would be lashing out and attacking certain souls/people like Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers etc., like there’s no tomorrow? Why? Because for them there is no tomorrow because of the Ascension and Dimensional Shift Process! These ancient Dark Beings either have to live through their own version of this Ascension Process, or, go elsewhere to remain unchanged and continue believing they must use and control other beings to remain alive themselves. How sad really. And we think we’ve had it hard transmuting and integrating the majority of our individual lower frequency stuff!

3) EVOLVING BEYOND POLARIZED CONSCIOUSNESS & REALITY INTO GREATER UNIFIED CONSCIOUSNESS

I love and respect my higher dimensional, non-physical Beings of Light/Love in ways it’s hard to verbalize. On that other polarized hand I also respect these “Dark” beings for endlessly keeping me on-track and guaranteeing that I do my comic job and fulfill my soul mission as a Lightworker/Starseed within the current great Ascension Process. I know it’s far more dangerous to take on the cosmic role of “Bad Guy” than to be the cosmic “Good Guy”. Many of these Dark Ones have totally forgotten who they are too and that they can also use these ascension energies to become free. I hate the nasty fuckers, but I also realize how so many of them have become trapped and are in massive fear, panic, and anger now because of the Ascension Process and what the incarnate Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers etc. have been doing that directly threatens their existence and food source.

When this new level of Dark negative attacks began for me and mine at the start of Oct. 2010, I was naively surprised. That’s how much I personally want to never ever have to deal with these beings and energies again! I tried to make them not exist any longer too out of a desire to finally be done! What a wake-up call I got in October! If you’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission then you’re familiar with how much I’ve had to deal with them and their energies, especially during Phase One of the Ascension Process (1999-2009). Since 2008, I’ve felt these Dark beings and their energies fade away from me and my world for the first time in this life. To me there is nothing better than being free of those horrific energies/beings/consciousness. Nothing. Take them out of the picture and it feels like being Home again!

I’ve realized since Oct. and Nov. 2010 that some of us—not all but some of us—are currently having to deal with the Dark Beings trying to stop us and what we’re here now to do. No mystery, it’s just that many of us Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers are the first in line manifesting higher energies and increasing Unity Consciousness aka High Heart Consciousness through ourselves, our bodies and consciousness just as we’ve always done within the Ascension Process. Now in Phase Two, some but not all of us have reached a new vast and complex multidimensional level where we have to do some more cleaning, clearing, removal of etheric negative energy blocks, tags, etheric energy implants, multidimensional location detectors etc. Lisa Renee is so much better at naming these things than I am so I’ll suggest you read her free monthly articles about this subject.

I sense we’re not done with this yet so we’ll mostly likely have on again/off again repeated negative psychic attacks and interference attempts from these Dark beings and energies. They’re fighting for their very lives and food source now and we Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers (plus all who remained within the non-physical dimensions) are first on their Multi-D Shit List if you get my drift. It won’t last forever so don’t freak out or run away. I’ve been taught it doesn’t work, so just go through the learning and do what you’re already great at doing. I sense that a tiny handful of people—like Lisa Renee, Tom Kenyon/The Hathors, Barbara Marciniak/Pleiadians—will continue receiving information about this particular stage and how we can protect ourselves and remove the more complex and higher level negative energy interference and/or tracking devices etc. that some of us still have.

When I read Lisa Renee’s “Command” from her Guardians I saw and sensed the different types of Dark negative etheric energy devices. Some but not all of us have religious backgrounds in this life and/or past lives where others of us do not. Others of us, but not all, have bloodlines that go way back and have specific negative interference energies and/or non-physical devices etc. Others of us don’t have those particular Dark things to deal with or the negative interference devices that the Dark created to distort original pure energies and lines of energies. Others of us, but not all, have specific negative Dark interference devices/energies etc. that are directed at Starseeds, of which I’m one.

In Lisa’s mass email notification about her Energetic Synthesis Ascension News for Nov. 2010, there was one paragraph that I knew was something I need to know more about now. She listed:

  • “the House of David Holy Grail bloodline…
  • the Unity code for male and female…
  • the “command”…
  • for Starseed Gridworker’s: Black Magic (life force reversal code) and those beings previously using it will surface to your awareness. How to stay fearless when facing the dark and its phantasm objects when you view the “field”. Dark Arts Training has begun.”

It was that last one about the “Starseed Gridworker’s” that I instantly related to because that’s one big aspect of my earlier mission as a Starseed Lightworker. My point is that some of us need to realize we may have some of these etheric devices messing with us for the obvious reasons. We do not all have all of these things Lisa mentions, nor do we all have the same identical ones. I know I have very little of the religious sounding energy lines in me, but I do have some others; the male/female one is very big business for me still, plus the Starseed Gridworker is a primary one for me. As always, your mileage may vary depending upon who you are, where you came from, bloodlines, stellar lineage, soul work, multidimensional knowledge and so on.

To wrap this up I must stress that I am NOT focusing on this topic of Dark negative Beings and forces etc. for sensational or dramatic reasons. I actually worry about some readers becoming too focused and immobilized because of it. Don’t! These beings exist and have since before dirt was but so have we, and we’ve already won and pulled this massive Ascension Process off even though it doesn’t look like it fully as yet. We’ve just entered a new level within this ongoing Ascension Process thanks to all we’ve gone through so far, and these are the intensified last-ditch efforts by the Dark Ones to stop us or at least sidetrack many of us Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers from what we’re doing, living, and being. We’re removing old dark interference devices and reclaiming all aspects of ourselves across Multi-D because it’s time for us to do so. Fear not, stay aware however, don’t be stupid, but also do not further empower these Dark beings and energies by focusing on them too much. Razor’s edge with this one. Acknowledge them and what they’re capable of but keep moving forward and doing The Work. And lastly, be aware that the cosmic playground has recently expanded…BECAUSE WE HAVE. This will happen more times throughout 2011 so get familiar with how it feels and works.

Denise Le Fay

November 19, 2010

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The Dark Side of Ascension for Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkers

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A few months ago during the summer of 2010, I sensed that by the fall quarter many of us would begin experiencing the start of some new higher consciousness, multidimensionality, abilities and reality etc. I also sense that this year’s Winter Solstice is going to be rather amazing in how profoundly it will push us into more of the New. All of the 2010 Multi-D energies, events, unfolding cycles, and numbered portal days (10-10-10, 11-11, 12-12 etc.) have continued helping us  get up-to-speed so we can more easily transition into the final twenty-fold increase that starts March 9, 2011. 2010 has felt like us running faster and faster  each month so we’ll be able to more easily enter this final and 20 times faster completion phase.

What I didn’t fully see in all this was what many of us have been and still are currently going through; being under etheric attack and interference by the negative Dark Ones.

I’ve always known that my being on the team I am (gonna borrow a Barbara Marciniak’s Pleiadian term here), the “Light Tee Shirts”, or Team Light as I call them, that I would simply have to deal with the “Dark Tee Shirts” (Team Dark as I’ve called them) team endlessly trying to take my ass out of The Game. After all, we’re taking their asses out of The Game by our actions so it makes a lot of sense that we’re not their favorite folks! This is just how this works in a polarized world. But despite my always knowing this in this life, plus having clairvoyantly and physically seen and experienced decades of encounters and attacks by the negative Dark side or the “Dark Tee Shirts”, what’s been happening since Oct. 2010 has been difficult and an eye-opener for me. In other words, you can know something very well but when it shifts into a more intense (and final) phase, it changes things even further and that’s the part I didn’t prepare myself enough for; this retaliation or backlash phase. Of course this is far more vast and complex than JUST what we’ve been through during the 2010 summer and fall months, but it certainly plays a huge part in why we’re currently being attacked and interfered with to this degree by the Dark.

I thought it might be helpful to list some Dark attack and interference symptoms and compare them to some typical Ascension symptoms. (You realize they all are Ascension related.)

COMMON DARK ATTACKS & INTERFERENCE

  1. Exhaustion, depletion, lethargic, groggy, body aches and pains, muscle spasms and sense of being “ill”
  2. Unable to mentally and emotionally focus and remain focused
  3. Retreating, resting, nesting, shutting down, Warrior of Light Mode has been put on pause
  4. Clairvoyantly seeing directly and/or peripherally Dark shapes, figures, balls, creatures, beings, colored balls of light, strange shaped lights etc.
  5. Astral plane and/or Dream level attacks
  6. Loved ones and/or neighbors or strangers being used to trigger you even further into lower frequency states
  7. A loved one and/or pet being attacked to further trigger and trap you within fear/chaos/anxiety/dis-empowered state
  8. Physical sounds and noises sounding abnormal, otherworldly, and not being able to interpret them.
  9. Anomalies seen while out in public. Certain people looking/acting differently and/or being used by negative non-physical Dark beings
  10. Certain things do not dawn on you because you’re being blocked and interfered with by the negative Dark

There are more but you get the gist. Now let’s compare this to higher energy Ascension symptoms to compare the subtle and not so subtle differences.

TYPICAL POSITIVE ASCENSION SYMPTOMS

  1. Exhaustion, depletion, lethargic, body aches and pains, sense of being “ill” but not actually
  2. Occasionally not able to mentally focus due to brain rewiring process and expanding consciousness etc.
  3. Retreating, resting, nesting due to the overload of higher frequency energies effecting you and your multiple bodies and awareness
  4. Loved ones and/or pets also displaying Ascension-related symptoms
  5. Clairvoyantly seeing anomalies, energies, inter-dimensionally, physical reality going thin and/or disappearing in small patches and areas
  6. Clairaudiently hearing sounds, voices, noises that you can’t identify
  7. Anomalies seen while out in public. Seeing white fog, mist, or reality becoming blurry in certain buildings
  8. Body, mental and emotional aches and pains caused by solar and/or higher dimensional energies triggering you, your consciousness and bodies

There are plenty more but again, you get the gist. See what a razor’s edge there is between the two? Amazing and highly confusing isn’t it? The primary difference between the two is that the negative Dark always makes me feel dis-empowered, isolated, depleted, sad, depressed, limited, trapped, confused and  out of sync with what I really am. In other words, it makes me feel a huge lack of Light and Love. Typical Ascension symptoms never do this but often make you feel like there’s way too much Light and Love and that’s why you’re having difficulty housing It all! Subtle and not so subtle differences between the two, and if you’ve experienced both multiple times then you know them both intimately at this point.

Barbara Hand Clow said this (The Pleiadian Agenda) and I know how deeply true it is:

“You will see how knowing darkness is the key to maintaining awareness in the light of the Photon Band.”

We’ve been talking about this and much more in Comments on my Nov. 9, 2010 post The Dark Is Lashing Out, but I wanted to add this here too. Since the very first time I read Lisa Renee’s Guardians “command” paragraph in her Nov. 2010 article “The Restoration”, I’ve been clairvoyantly seeing two anomalies that I’ve seen for the past seven years. All the times I’d seen them prior to reading Lisa’s latest, I never could sense or read these two anomalies much at all. They didn’t radiate negativity nor did they give off much of anything which I always found rather confusing. However, since the first time I read this “command”, these two anomalies (one is a round ball of periwinkle colored light, and the second object is a bright silver-white colored light that looks much like the lens or light emanating end of a LED flashlight) manifest within minutes. I now realize  they most likely are negative Dark etheric body attachments and/or peep holes I’ve had for a while. Damn, I hate this crap but there it is.

Needless to say I’ve been paying very close attention to any and all phenomena that happens during or after I read this command. Every single time I’ve done so these two anomalies appear. Last night after I’d read the command I saw them both and then the white light colored one flew into my abdomen at the solar plexus area. Damn, I really hate this crap! So I re-read the command again—with attitude and determination—and saw this same round white light LED looking thing exit my gut area and retreat up near the ceiling and hang there a couple  of seconds before they both vanished from my clairvoyant vision. I realize this may take some repeated work to completely solve and that’s fine. I’ve survived much worse.

On the other hand I should share what happened when I first read this command. When I got to that one line in it about, “…to return all unity codes, fire letters, and the jewels, wings, energies and parts of bodies…” I instantly and very unexpectedly burst into tears! That was the FIRST time I’ve ever even heard these terms in this life, and yet, some deeper aspect of me knows them intimately. In that first moment as I read those words, I clarivoyantly saw great Angelic-like  Light Beings who have living “jewels” on/in their chests like magnificent, interdimensional hearts. I also saw “fire letters” hanging huge in space and recognized some of them as my Original Codes. And the “wings” revealed how many have had them ripped from us, distorted and then utilized negatively by some of these super-ancient Dark Ones. All-in-all it was a profoundly potent moment for me seeing, feeling, knowing and remembering these ultra-ancient aspects of some of us Lightworkers/Starseeds at higher dimensional levels. So I have my personal reasons—both positive and negative—for believing Lisa Renee’s Guardians command and that entire November 2010 article. It, plus all the side-effects from reading the command, tell me that many of us (not all) have reached this point where we’re taking back certain super-ancient multidimensional aspects of Ourselves (“The Restoration” period) that have been stolen and/or hustled from us during the many eons of this particular Journey.

It makes perfect sense that at this point we’d have to collect and integrate any of these Multi-D bits and pieces of our Greater Selves that have been stolen and used against not only us but all other Beings of Light throughout this entire Journey. During Phase One of the Ascension Process we had to transmute and integrate the majority of our personal projections, karma, dark shadow parts, our unloved, projected and ignored aspects. Now in (let’s call it) Phase Two of the Ascension Process, it makes sense that this would continue but at even larger, higher and more vast levels with those larger, higher, and more vast aspects of our SELVES within all dimensions. All of these things informs us that we’re closer than we’ve ever been before, otherwise the Dark side wouldn’t be doing what it’s doing to and at us now.

Yesterday I discovered a section at Lisa Renee’s website that deals with “Psychic Self Defense”. So far I’ve only read a couple of her articles about this but could tell they are excellent. One thing to keep in mind however if you read any of these particular articles is when she originally wrote them (2007) vs. how much transformational Ascension Work we’ve done since then. They’re very helpful but many of us have finished much personal Inner Work in this area already so don’t automatically assume that you’re less than what you currently are.

Denise

November 14, 2010

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“As the 12 D Avatar and the Light of God that I am, I cancel all contracts and/or agreements that I have made with any entity, guide, in this timeline or in any reality, that were not in my highest alignment and expression of my Light Source in the Law of One. I terminate all false matrices, or illusions that may have obscured my highest God purpose and soul mission, from the past, present and future. I terminate redemptive vehicle and crucifixion contracts and their related phantom systems from impacting my consciousness and all of my 12 bodies. I further declare that the cancellation of all such contracts is to be irrevocable and permanent in all time frames and realities. Further I ask my Avatar to return all unity codes, fire letters, and the jewels, wings, energies and parts of bodies that have been misdirected or usurped and ask to return them NOW to the Rightful Owner in the name of Self Sovereignty herein stated and commanded into presence. I invalidate the beings by commanding a full dissolution and dissolve them into the One Source—God Source Light through the Eternal Love of Forgiveness and Forgetfulness. Completely Heal and Seal my personal Auric Field from any further intrusion. Return all energies and essences that are in divine right order NOW. I call back NOW — All that is my self sovereign God power and right. I choose my perfection to stand in the Eternal Light and represent my full sovereignty and freedom for all human beings on this planet. I receive this Gift now as I will Share this Gift with ALL. All is One with the Light. I AM UNITY. Beloved God — Thank you!”