The 11 Portal Message of 1

I’ve been trying to get something written quickly about what I’ve been feeling building energetically since Monday, April 8, 2013, because I sense IT is going to increase all week and then there will be another decent sized shift for many of us near the end of this week — April 8th through April 13, 2013. From my perspective IT feels like more positive Energy has arrived and/or I’ve arrived at where IT exists and IT is literally pushing, disintegrating the past negative Evolutionary Cycle blueprint energies and negative Beings/Team Dark (nonphysical and physical) that went with it right out of the way. I’ve worked a long time to finally feel this Out With the Old Negative Everything shift in stages in this world and dimension, and this present stage that I’m feeling today, April 8th, is unlike anything I’ve felt before so this is very exciting and encouraging.

I’ve wondered over the past few years what it’s going to feel like and how am I and others going to adjust to this Out With the Old Negative Everything shift? Honestly think about this because the old Negative everything is all that humanity has known in this life. I’ve long remember that I Volunteered to enter into a world that was totally controlled and owned and operated by the Negative Beings/Team Dark since early childhood. Because of this I’ve adapted and adjusted to the negativity, density and duality to survive while I was incarnate here on an Ascension Mission in this timeline.

My point is that, because of these different things, I’ve gotten used to balancing myself against the profound negative energies that have completely controlled this planet for so long. Over the decades my inner equilibrium so to speak has had to adapt to this negativity so I could move around within IT in this life and physical body. However, now having passed the 12-21-12 Expiration Date, and experiencing the ongoing disintegration of the old negative Beings/Team Dark and their being in control and those old energetic blueprints that enabled them to run the show for so long, on Monday April 8, 2013, I became much more aware that I’m now having to use very different consciousness and energetic muscles to balance myself against the changing external energies as the old negative ‘frequency fences’ and Team Dark diminish from this world and timeline.

Today it’s Thursday, April 11, 2013, as I continue writing this and this 11 energy day brought in a wallop of positive energy early this morning that clearly and repeatedly let me know I should write more now about the importance and necessity of individuals — 1 — and the Ascension Process. I’ve known this particular information before today and have written about it over the past few years however this portal reminder message came to me today through two women’s emails that both carried the same message that I’m supposed to be reminded of today during this 4-11-13 portal. Thanks goes to Karina and Nan for playing their parts in anchoring and delivering this portal reminder message to me today. ♥

The message (and reminder) for us all right now is that we’ve reached that very important point where we MUST individually –1– live the Ascension Process; embody the new higher frequency Energies; walk the talk; master discerning energies and Beings etc. and we must start doing this on our own and consciously recognize that we are doing it on our own.

Why is this so important now that it’s one of the big Light Information messages that came in through this 11 portal? Because humanity has been horribly, unthinkably, pathetically and intentionally dis-empowered by Team Dark for many thousands of years to keep them from evolving spiritually, energetically and physically. One of the main ways Team Dark accomplished this was through mind controlled dis-empowerment of individuals. But with that old Evolutionary Cycle Expired and it disintegrating fast, we Forerunner/Pathpaver individuals HAVE to remember and/or re-learn how to be empowered individually. That seems to be one of the main incoming messages of this 11 portal day. There’s been more today but this it gonna have to do for now because I’m totally spent! We’ll talk more about this individual shift business more in Comments, but I’ve felt compelled today, amidst all the other insights I’ve personally had, to finish this article and get it published on April 11, 2013. Often I/we have to paddle extra fast n’ hard sometimes to catch the next incoming Energy Wave so we can surf it all the way in. This is me and you doing exactly that and very well done everyone! ♥

Denise

April 11, 2013

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2010 Recap

COMPLETING 2010

Every time I ponder what the last month of 2010 may bring, I clairvoyantly see a large and impressive symbolic image. Let’s face it, 2010 has been potent and we’ve incrementally traversed some very large and important energy stair steps throughout the year. It makes sense that December is going to be a larger than usual culmination and transition point.

To me January and February 2010 felt exciting and powerful because we’d finally completed Phase One of the Ascension Process (1999–2009). January 2010  started us off in Phase Two of this process and things felt better and different in a new and exciting way last winter.

Mid-spring and all of summer 2010 brought in heaping piles of energy, expanding consciousness, and integrating brain/body changes. After the incredible first initiating round of Cardinal T-squares/squares/opposition energies, we immediately entered a physically taxing and rough completion phase of the years-long brain and final male/female and pineal/pituitary Rewiring integration process. That alone did more to and for us (and reality) than many fully realize as yet.

October into November manifested a new level of other-dimensional negative attacks and interference by some Dark Beings. Of course not everyone experienced this nor did everyone experience it for both months but some did. Once I felt these negative Dark beings finally back-off from many of the Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers, within a couple of days the news was showing the latest attacks by North Korea. Just follow the world news to see who, what, and where is currently being manipulated by these negative other-dimensional Dark beings.

The Oct. into Nov. etheric attacks and energy interference happened for me and many of you because these Dark beings felt us and our energies change and shift again due to the massive brain integrations (hence consciousness changes and expansions) we struggled through during the 2010 summer months. This activated them into a new more frantic level of trying to stop or slow us down via negative interference tactics, etheric attacks, dream plane attacks and threats and/or nightmares, plus etherically and energetically attacking our human and animal loved ones. For those who experienced this new level of attacks by them, it was a highly focused and intense phase for us and our human and pet loved ones. It should however also inform us of exactly how much we have recently changed and how that has and will continue to improve reality. Keep that in mind/heart please as I do not believe this type of negative stunt by the Dark is totally finished and we’re now forever safe and in the clear.

Just because these negative Dark attacks and interference seemed to come out of the freaking wild blue yonder for most of us, I sense they are a direct result of and reaction to all we’ve gone through via the 2010 spring and summer Rewiring brain-halves and male/female/pineal/pituitary integration process. We’ve become something far more integrated and evolved due to all we went through during the potent (Phase Two) spring and summer months and obviously that has bothered and frightened certain ancient Multi-D Dark beings that do not want anything or anyone on Earth to improve or evolve one bit! These negative attacks happened because WE have evolved and changed plenty this year and our brains are not polarized as they have always been. Because our two brain-halves have been Rewired, plus our female/male and pineal/pituitary glands have merged, our brains and consciousness is functioning in a much more unified and multidimensional way than ever before in these lives and bodies. That fact has energetic repercussions that radiate out into Multi-D and almost all out there feel and/or are very aware of it.

What also goes along with this wonderfully positive brain and body Rewiring (at this point) is that we’re also now capable of perceiving and being (temporarily) effected by the negative Dark in new ways too. I’ve tried to get this point across in more humorous, softer and gentler ways recently by saying that the playground has gotten larger…because we have! Right now this is the knee-jerk backlash and freak-out phase of the negative Dark side trying to stop some of us from doing what we’re here to do but in Phase Two. Because we’ve recently integrated fragmented and polarized aspects of our bodies and brains, we’re now capable of more easily and directly consciously perceiving and interacting with some of these Multi-D Beings…both of the Light and the Dark! And you thought it was only going to be positive ET’s, positive Starbeings, positive Lightbeings, positive Angelics, positive Multidimensionals etc., well SURPRISE! This is another Initiation and important transition phase and it will not last for the rest of eternity so hang in there. We’ve got to pass the latest Initiation to be able to energetically and safely and sanely pass the dark monsters at the gate and hold our own. This is how and why Initiations work; more of the wheat from the chaff process happening so we know for ourselves who’s who and what’s what in increasing areas of Multi-D.

IMPORTANCE OF DECEMBER 2010

Every time I turn my heart gaze towards the 2010 month of December—the 12 12 portal and the Dec. 21st. Winter Solstice and same day Lunar Eclipse/Full Moon at 29° Gemini 21’—I see a massive sized clear quartz crystal superimposed over everything. This image is symbolic of course and I’ll pass along what I’ve perceived about it so far.

This image means to me that some important energies and things are going to be anchored, grounded, and fully crystallized into form throughout the month of December 2010. This further grounding and crystallizing is going to happen in our physical bodies, our consciousness, our lives, within the Earth, and in the ascending reality we’re exiting within. I have the sense that this crystallization and grounding process throughout December is the natural and very positive end-result of all we’ve energetically gone through during 2010. I also sense it has everything to do with vibrationally getting us up-to-speed so we’re able to more easily make the final 20-fold increase that begins March 9, 2011. In all honesty, I’ve been sensing for a couple of years now that 2011 is going to be the big year of change internally and externally like nothing we’ve seen so far within the entire Ascension Process. If 2011 is anything as intense and life and consciousness-altering as the last 20-fold increase period was (the start of the Eight Wave in Jan. 1999)—and I believe it will be even greater—then we’ve got incomprehensible changes and compressed evolution beginning in four short months. Evidently we need to crystallize and ground more during December, which the 12 12 portal and 2010 Winter Solstice/Lunar Eclipse will help us do so we can more easily cope with the last 20-fold increase and all that will unfold during 2011 because of it.

And like it or not, and I’m not happy about this either at this point, but one current aspect of all this is us having to deal with MORE of what’s always existed within Multi-D—both negative and positive—now that our brains and bodies are more Unified and can simultaneously function and perceive better consciously on multiple dimensions. Our playground has recently got larger, far more complex, and with more Multi-D players/Beings in it than what most people have been able to perceive so far due to Unifying effects of the brain and body Rewiring process. Never forget that the only thing that’s really changed is us and our ability to better perceive a bit more of the Multi-D playground. We are evolving beyond the frequency range of the negative Dark, even though right at the moment everything looks and feels the total opposite! That’s part of the old lower 3D illusion and Collective that so many people still believe and feed in to because it’s all they’re aware of. In Phase Two we’re still the point men paving a higher frequency Way for all who desire it.

To help put this current Initiatic moment into better focus, think back to how things were when the earlier 20-fold increase began in January 1999. Now think about all the incredible Ascension changes that you’ve lived through since 1999. Think about how “time” has increased every year since January 1999. Next, review in your mind and heart all that’s happened, changed and evolved in only 2010! Now honestly try to imagine and feel what it’s going to be like when we enter the final 20-fold increase in early March 2011. See why the negative Dark has recently been attacking, interfering, and trying to prevent us Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers from completing this incredible final and very fast short phase within Phase Two of the Ascension Process?

Going more and more multidimensionally conscious and/or quantum means we’re simply going to have to deal with and learn and discern our ways around far more Multi-D Beings and not fall into fear, panic, confusion, wide-eyed infatuation, or become lost or unstable. Hence why I think December is appearing to me as one mammoth clear quartz crystal! We’re going to be using December 2010 to crystallize, ground, and anchor into a vastly larger level of Multi-D being and consciousness. How’s that for a very special 2010 Holiday Season?

Denise Le Fay

November 27, 2010

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Polarized (Duality) Consciousness

1) THE DARK DOES NOT EXIST

I can let a lot of ridiculous (to me) beliefs and claims float on past, smile to myself and shake my head, keep my mouth shut and continue on. However, there is one subject that bothers me like none other and that’s when someone claims dark beings/dark forces/negative beings and/or energies (etc.) do not exist. That is one statement that offends me more than any other and I won’t remain silent about it.

In the split second it takes a person to read that claim, a huge majority of life on Earth across time—not to mention numerous other-dimensional worlds—is rejected, disrespected, not valued, blatantly ignored, overlooked and not even considered. How dare you do that to billions of souls who’ve suffered and died at the physical and non-physical hands of dark beings/dark forces/negative beings and/or energies.

I have a question for those who believe that dark beings/dark forces/negative beings and/or energies (etc.) do not exist. What has 3D Earth physicality been for for a very long time now? Has it been a place where only positive, loving, generous, compassionate, wise, sane, peace-loving humans, consciousness and energies have existed as equals? Let’s add Polarized Consciousness to 3D Earth physicality. Now you’ve got humans with highly polarized awareness/consciousness which means external reality and the planetary Collective and most of 4D is also polarized. I’m not saying polarity or polarized consciousness is “bad” or “negative” or “evil” or that the old lower frequency 3D Earth was either.  I am saying however, let’s be honest about what life on Earth has been like for thousands of years! Don’t disrespect everyone that has gone before and done so under the darkest and worst of conditions and times on 3D Earth and into 4D and beyond within certain other systems.

A polarized world and reality is a place where souls can directly learn about Polarized Consciousness and life within it. If it’s polarized that means there’s TWO primary energies, forces, sides, and consciousness existing within it correct? Two…not just one. Yeah, yeah, the TWO both originally came from THE ONE, from Source, but eventually they became polarized for important reasons I won’t disregard; mainly, further Free Will learning and creating. Keep in mind that at higher frequency levels and dimensions the Dark, negative, polarity, polarized consciousness, brutality etc. does not exist. Again, none of this is “bad” or “evil” or “wrong” but just learning about polarity and polarized consciousness and energies, discernment, being responsible, not being responsible etc. in certain locations where it can and does exist.

2) THE DARK DOES EXIST

How do you expect to fully appreciate and utilize existence within an evolved/ascended 5D Unity world with Unified Consciousness if you can’t admit, cope with, or recognize that Polarized Consciousness and negatively focused Beings and their dirty deeds have and still exist? Out of the TWO lower polarized extremes eventually evolves/ascends a higher THIRD fully resolved, integrated and much more unified consciousness, state of being, and matching external world. Unity Consciousness within a unified reality is vastly more dear, more powerful, meaningful, delicious, special and alive with appreciative High Heart if you are intimately familiar with both polarities at a lower level and state of being. “Unity Consciousness” and “5D” are still empty terms and words that many people don’t as yet fully understand. I’m well aware that not everyone will personally be assailed by the Dark side; be glad, be profoundly glad, just don’t claim they do not exist when so many other Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers etc. have endured endless attacks and negativity by them.

Let me ask those who don’t believe in the Dark, negatively focused polarized non-physical Beings and physical humans—what is the entire Ascension Process for if they do not exist? Cosmic boredom? If they don’t exist then why has reality, life and consciousness on Earth been so profoundly horrific and dark for so long? Why have billions of people suffered horribly, been brutally tortured, murdered etc. over the Ages? There’s nothing like a few difficult encounters with the negative Dark Beings and their energies and tactics messing with you and your ascending self/body/consciousness, and/or loved ones and/or pets, to help Lightworkers remember exactly why they’re here on Earth now and what they’re really doing through the multidimensional Ascension Process and Dimensional Shift.  😉

You can’t live and learn within a polarized world, dimension, energy system, body and brain and then denounce half of those energies claiming they don’t exist! They do exist and have for so long it’s heart-breaking. To claim they don’t exist and believe they haven’t and still aren’t doing everything in their power—due to the ongoing Ascension Process—to maintain all they’ve controlled and fed off from for thousands of years is foolish in my opinion. Honestly ponder a moment about these ancient, huge and powerful Dark Beings and the negative things they’ve done to so many across time. Who do you think is having a  really terrible time right now? Who do you think is in greater fear now because of the ongoing Ascension Process? The Light or the Dark? Who would be lashing out and attacking certain souls/people like Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers etc., like there’s no tomorrow? Why? Because for them there is no tomorrow because of the Ascension and Dimensional Shift Process! These ancient Dark Beings either have to live through their own version of this Ascension Process, or, go elsewhere to remain unchanged and continue believing they must use and control other beings to remain alive themselves. How sad really. And we think we’ve had it hard transmuting and integrating the majority of our individual lower frequency stuff!

3) EVOLVING BEYOND POLARIZED CONSCIOUSNESS & REALITY INTO GREATER UNIFIED CONSCIOUSNESS

I love and respect my higher dimensional, non-physical Beings of Light/Love in ways it’s hard to verbalize. On that other polarized hand I also respect these “Dark” beings for endlessly keeping me on-track and guaranteeing that I do my comic job and fulfill my soul mission as a Lightworker/Starseed within the current great Ascension Process. I know it’s far more dangerous to take on the cosmic role of “Bad Guy” than to be the cosmic “Good Guy”. Many of these Dark Ones have totally forgotten who they are too and that they can also use these ascension energies to become free. I hate the nasty fuckers, but I also realize how so many of them have become trapped and are in massive fear, panic, and anger now because of the Ascension Process and what the incarnate Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers etc. have been doing that directly threatens their existence and food source.

When this new level of Dark negative attacks began for me and mine at the start of Oct. 2010, I was naively surprised. That’s how much I personally want to never ever have to deal with these beings and energies again! I tried to make them not exist any longer too out of a desire to finally be done! What a wake-up call I got in October! If you’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission then you’re familiar with how much I’ve had to deal with them and their energies, especially during Phase One of the Ascension Process (1999-2009). Since 2008, I’ve felt these Dark beings and their energies fade away from me and my world for the first time in this life. To me there is nothing better than being free of those horrific energies/beings/consciousness. Nothing. Take them out of the picture and it feels like being Home again!

I’ve realized since Oct. and Nov. 2010 that some of us—not all but some of us—are currently having to deal with the Dark Beings trying to stop us and what we’re here now to do. No mystery, it’s just that many of us Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers are the first in line manifesting higher energies and increasing Unity Consciousness aka High Heart Consciousness through ourselves, our bodies and consciousness just as we’ve always done within the Ascension Process. Now in Phase Two, some but not all of us have reached a new vast and complex multidimensional level where we have to do some more cleaning, clearing, removal of etheric negative energy blocks, tags, etheric energy implants, multidimensional location detectors etc. Lisa Renee is so much better at naming these things than I am so I’ll suggest you read her free monthly articles about this subject.

I sense we’re not done with this yet so we’ll mostly likely have on again/off again repeated negative psychic attacks and interference attempts from these Dark beings and energies. They’re fighting for their very lives and food source now and we Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers (plus all who remained within the non-physical dimensions) are first on their Multi-D Shit List if you get my drift. It won’t last forever so don’t freak out or run away. I’ve been taught it doesn’t work, so just go through the learning and do what you’re already great at doing. I sense that a tiny handful of people—like Lisa Renee, Tom Kenyon/The Hathors, Barbara Marciniak/Pleiadians—will continue receiving information about this particular stage and how we can protect ourselves and remove the more complex and higher level negative energy interference and/or tracking devices etc. that some of us still have.

When I read Lisa Renee’s “Command” from her Guardians I saw and sensed the different types of Dark negative etheric energy devices. Some but not all of us have religious backgrounds in this life and/or past lives where others of us do not. Others of us, but not all, have bloodlines that go way back and have specific negative interference energies and/or non-physical devices etc. Others of us don’t have those particular Dark things to deal with or the negative interference devices that the Dark created to distort original pure energies and lines of energies. Others of us, but not all, have specific negative Dark interference devices/energies etc. that are directed at Starseeds, of which I’m one.

In Lisa’s mass email notification about her Energetic Synthesis Ascension News for Nov. 2010, there was one paragraph that I knew was something I need to know more about now. She listed:

  • “the House of David Holy Grail bloodline…
  • the Unity code for male and female…
  • the “command”…
  • for Starseed Gridworker’s: Black Magic (life force reversal code) and those beings previously using it will surface to your awareness. How to stay fearless when facing the dark and its phantasm objects when you view the “field”. Dark Arts Training has begun.”

It was that last one about the “Starseed Gridworker’s” that I instantly related to because that’s one big aspect of my earlier mission as a Starseed Lightworker. My point is that some of us need to realize we may have some of these etheric devices messing with us for the obvious reasons. We do not all have all of these things Lisa mentions, nor do we all have the same identical ones. I know I have very little of the religious sounding energy lines in me, but I do have some others; the male/female one is very big business for me still, plus the Starseed Gridworker is a primary one for me. As always, your mileage may vary depending upon who you are, where you came from, bloodlines, stellar lineage, soul work, multidimensional knowledge and so on.

To wrap this up I must stress that I am NOT focusing on this topic of Dark negative Beings and forces etc. for sensational or dramatic reasons. I actually worry about some readers becoming too focused and immobilized because of it. Don’t! These beings exist and have since before dirt was but so have we, and we’ve already won and pulled this massive Ascension Process off even though it doesn’t look like it fully as yet. We’ve just entered a new level within this ongoing Ascension Process thanks to all we’ve gone through so far, and these are the intensified last-ditch efforts by the Dark Ones to stop us or at least sidetrack many of us Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers from what we’re doing, living, and being. We’re removing old dark interference devices and reclaiming all aspects of ourselves across Multi-D because it’s time for us to do so. Fear not, stay aware however, don’t be stupid, but also do not further empower these Dark beings and energies by focusing on them too much. Razor’s edge with this one. Acknowledge them and what they’re capable of but keep moving forward and doing The Work. And lastly, be aware that the cosmic playground has recently expanded…BECAUSE WE HAVE. This will happen more times throughout 2011 so get familiar with how it feels and works.

Denise Le Fay

November 19, 2010

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Got A Question?

I’ve decided to create a new Topic/Category called Questions & Answers so there would always be a place at TRANSITIONS where anyone can ask me a question about anything spiritual, metaphysical, esoteric, paranormal, reincarnation, past lives, the ascension process, ascension symptoms and stages, Starbeings/ETs, multi-dimensionality, non-linear or quantum or “triality” consciousness, becoming aware of multiple dimensions simultaneously, increasing Higher Self awareness or consciousness, other-dimensional negative or Dark beings, negative psychic attacks, being influenced by negative Dark beings, negative energies and how they feel and effect our consciousness and so on.

Any question/questions anyone may want to ask me about spiritual/metaphysical/occult/paranormal topics— Questions & Answers is the place. This is an area for me only to offer insights to questions people have asked me specifically. All other Topics/Categories at TRANSITIONS are open for other readers to write Comments and share their wisdom, insights, personal knowledge and experiences, offer guidance and assistance to other readers here. However, only I will provide insights or “Answers” on this particular area of TRANSITIONS.

Denise

August 23, 2010

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Walking the Razor’s Edge

WALKING THE RAZOR’S EDGE CAUSES BLOODY BUT TOUGH SOULS

In A Lightworker’s Mission I talk from an experiential level about what it’s like carrying higher frequency Light within what has long been a totally controlled and very Dark Earth world. The book covers plenty of my current life experiences—plus one important and intimately connected past life in 12,600 B.C. Egypt—as a lifelong Lightworker/Starseed/Wanderer on 3D Earth. It covers many of my personal encounters with great higher dimensional beings of Light, but, it also covers some (but not all) of my intimate encounters with great and serious Dark Beings. Within a polarized world, especially for Starseeds/Lightworkers, this has been the name of the game here for a long time, but all that is currently changing via the compressed ascension or evolutionary process and a lot of very difficult and usually painful transformational Light-work.

During my early years online visiting different forums I’ve come across—as you have—tons of really strange people, beliefs, perceptions, groups and so on. One of these groups that confused me terribly at first were the large numbers of people around the planet who are intently, many obsessively interested and involved with the “conspiracy theory” business. There are a few very well-known people (writers, lectures, teachers etc.) who have done much to awaken sections of the masses to the fact that the planet has been run by some really negative Dark beings—non-physical and physical humans. I well understand why these few people took on this difficult and dangerous mission to scream at the masses long and hard enough to increasingly awaken them to realize that things are not  as they’ve been told. These teachers are brave, tough old souls with a difficult soul mission and I’m glad my Lightworker talents needed to be done in stealth mode for most of my life because, as a psychic and ultra-sensitive, I could not have done (during Phase One) what these people have so publicly. We each have our Lightworker and teacher specialties and service-to-others missions however.

But many of the people who’ve been partly awakened by some of these tough public Lightworker souls talking about “conspiracy” type things, are still stuck (many completely obsessed) with the vast amounts of negative information being brought to the surface about how truly evil, dark, selfish, foul and far-reaching these planetary controls and controllers have been. They have been  partly awakened as was intended but they’ve fixated on the complex machinations of the nonphysical negative Dark and the physical “elite” and how it has infiltrated Earth and nearly every system here. In other words, they’re now a bit more conscious of the multidimensional horrors of the planetary and human situation, yet many of them have a very difficult time turning away from the frightening, bloody car wreck and moving on. What good is it to become aware that you’ve existed in a carefully designed and crafted cage if you never learn how to extricate yourself from it completely?  How has it benefited you to memorized the names and dates of the many physical and non-physical monsters and their many evil deeds and agendas across time on Earth? Are these “conspiracy” people free and empowered because they can connect endless pages of past evil deeds, dark bastards and their horrible actions? No, they’re obsessed, fixated, and stuck in that lower frequency energy emotionally and are just as imprisoned by it as are the “sheeple people” they disrespect and want desperately to wake up!

  1. Wake up and smell the meticulous lies and devious planetary and multi-D distortions
  2. Freak out over it for a while and get really fucking angry about it too
  3. Now, get your ass out of the lower frequency mess by letting go of it emotionally and intellectually
  4. Next, learn how to carry higher frequency energy and consciousness that exists far above and beyond it
  5. Now you’re really free, but understand that there’s still much more to learn and more to release

THE FINE ART OF INTENTIONALLY REDIRECTING YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS

Many years ago Barbara Marciniak’s channeled Pleiadians informed us that the real current war on Earth was for humanities consciousness. Ponder that one for a few moments because it is so important and deeply true. Like a cheesy magician in a dirty sideshow somewhere, these negative nonphysical beings and the humans they control, they try their best to keep humanity obsessively focused on what silly crap they’re creating in their right hand so humanity doesn’t see what’s really happening elsewhere. What’s happening elsewhere is the current ascension or compressed evolutionary process and the planetary dimensional shift from 3D duality to 5D unity. These negative nonphysical beings and their human puppets do not want mass humanity to wake up enough to even notice that there is a planetary change happening now and the grand Exit Door is well-lit and just waiting for them to walk through it. The real war is indeed over the new Aquarian Age mind/thoughts/mental focus of humanity. During the Piscean Age these negative Dark beings and the humans they controlled in high places manipulated the masses through its Piscean watery Emotional Bodies (religions and emotions). Because Aquarius is an air sign and has to do with the higher mind, the Higher Self, the Mental Body, as usual the negative nonphysical beings and humans know all this and use the new age energies and tools to maintain their control over the masses and the planet—the masses Mental Body and consciousness.

So, you might consider removing that cell phone from the side of your brain, push away from the computer and TV a bit more often and spend some more “quality time” with your feelings and thoughts and not on what’s constantly being broadcast to keep you energetically, mentally, and emotionally focused on the Dark magicians right hand. For many people the hardest thing to do is to  let go and intentionally redirect their consciousness and emotions and then maintain them there and not let them repeatedly slide back down vibrationally into what’s become so familiar and habitual. It is not easy being conscious of your consciousness! It takes practice and determination to get free and remain free and own your mind and what it focuses on. This is the new age…the Age of Aquarius where you learn to  be fully responsible for your own consciousness (Aquarius) and emotions (opposite sign Leo) as a conscious creator. Because, if you don’t, know that those dark magicians are right there ever-ready to define reality for you and tell you exactly what to think, feel and do and when to do it. It’s grow up time humanity, and time for many people to turn their backs on the conspiracy monsters they’ve fixated on and start dealing with your own mind, what it’s doing, and why.  The choice and responsibility is fully ours however.

Denise Le Fay

June 13, 2010

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New Insights

I’ve mentioned that I’ve experienced some of the old lower negative coming back into to my space, my life, my reality (off and on) since April 2010. Now that may sound much worse than it really has been, so please do not go into fear or worry about any of this. I’ve got to be able to talk about the the Dark, Team Dark/the Negatives, the unpleasant side, the negative polarized stuff and not have anyone get scared or “fall” back into the negative muck-zone vibrationally because I’m talking about it. After reading so many of your blessedly wonderful and wise Comments lately about this Dark negative topic, I can clearly see that I don’t have to worry about scaring many of my readers; you’ve been there yourselves and fought for your lives and sanity for years or decades already so I won’t restrict myself talking about this particular aspect of the Ascension Process.

I suspect some of the changes I’ve personally been experiencing recently have to do with the many astrological sign changes that have happened since June started. More is coming this month too, so I’m getting increasingly excited about these new energy or astrological costume changes. One of these insights I’ve had in June is how much we really are (while in physical form I mean) big Drama Queens and Drama Kings! Honestly, it’s part of being IN physical bodies IN a physical dimension and feeling things so intensely and knowing that we could, at any moment, die in one way or another.

Being non-physical spiritual beings that come into physical bodies existing within a physical dimension reminds me of those great scenes in that movie Meet Joe Black where Brad Pitt plays Death and enters the body of a human so he can have his holiday or vacation. Remember those wonderful scenes where Brad Pitt playing Death tastes food (peanut butter) for the first time? And when he falls in love, when he has sex for the first time? Great scenes of a non-physical being experiencing physicality in the flesh for himself for the first time. And of course, how attached Death became so quickly to the flavors and intense sensations that only life within physicality can produce in those specific ways. Once in a physical body in a physical realm, we all become Drama Queens/Kings over something here! We enjoy the polarity, the good and the bad, the highs and the lows, the love and the fear because we know as non-physical spiritual beings that there are not a lot of other realms or worlds where we can FEEL so directly and intensely as we do on earth in physicality.

In part, I bring this up because Karen Bishop told her readers (repeatedly) that bliss and heaven on earth was right around the corner for all of us. She (and others) told their readers that things didn’t need to unfold in the uncomfortable and harsh ways that they now are on earth; that this transformation and dimensional shift could have been accomplished so much easier and less painfully than it now is. She and any others who’ve said that may have been right. All I know is that I’ve never ever seen or perceived that this massive and multidimensional species, planetary, cosmic ascension and dimensional shift process would be a walk in the park! I’ve sensed from childhood that this was going to be just as dramatic as any entrenched 3D human could ever hope to experienced while in a physical body and life on physical earth. It is the E-ticket ride of all E-ticket rides anywhere in the cosmos, and as we’re all experiencing personally, it is not for the faint-hearted, the wishy-washy, the ball-less, the gullible, the deluded, the unaware or weak. This has been and still is brutal, dangerous, difficult, painful, horrible and frightening more times than I’d like to admit but that’s what it takes for us to get ourselves, humanity and earth out of the Dark, negative, totally controlled nightmare that its been in for many thousands of years. I doubt Lead feels blissful while it is Alchemically transforming itself into Gold but there’s nothing wrong with that! To me it’s just an aspect of the overall Process and it will not last forever even though it seems like it will from where you and I stand today.

Seriously, how much fun and excitement would there be—not to mention the ability to proclaim proudly like an old war veteran to the multiverse that “I was there!” — if Starbeings or Angelics or whoever just sprinkled fairy dust down on earth from above and made all the Dark negative beings and humans disappear? How would that maneuver affect your spiritual Drama Queen/King-ness? Would you feel satisfied, or feel like someone just prevented you from becoming a conscious creator with plenty of hard-earned notched in your cosmic, spiritual lesson belt? Would you even want to take part if there wasn’t going to be at least some high drama here n’ there during the Process? Naw…I doubt it honestly! We like to feel and know that we’ve really, really tasted that damned 3D peanut butter and got our monies worth don’t we? We like feeling and knowing that we’ve really, really kicked some serious Dark negative multi-D monster ass and helped to get things rolling forward once again. Hey, it’s who we are and what we do, and many of us would be bored out of our freaking skulls if the Process wasn’t something that caused us to FEEL and KNOW that things are really, really evolving and transforming.

So yeah, there are these patches and phases where we’re getting the full effect of our physical E-ticket ride and we cry and complain that we’re never ever doing this again, anywhere, for anyone goddammit…at least I occasionally do! Then the Dark negative shitstorm eases up again and we relax and feel a bit better…and then it all starts up once more because of those energy stair steps remember? We’ve all got to do this thing in steps and phases otherwise it would destroy our bodies and minds.

I realized during Phase One of the ascension process (1999-2009) that the First Wave Lightworkers (especially) were attacked by the Dark negative beings in an attempt to stop us doing what we were at that point. I honestly think the Dark side of the Force, the Dark tee-shirts, Team Dark, the negative non-physical beings and entities believed they could easily pick us off one-by-one and fairly easily put a stop to this whole Ascension and “System Busting” Lightwork Process we were doing then—and in many cases they almost did! However, now in Phase Two of this ongoing Ascension and breaking free from the negative Dark energies and controlled consciousness, they know it’s happening very fast now and they’re making constant and rapid changes within their systems to maintain their hold and control over this world and its inhabitants. They’re going to continue lashing out at us because of who we are and what we’ve been doing and being energetically all along. But now in Phase Two with time speeding up/collapsing in on itself, the Dark negative beings are working faster and more frantically than ever before to not lose everything and everyone they’ve controlled for so long. We need to remember that until this aspect of the ascension Process is completely done, these negative stuck Dark beings will continue to try to take us down…or out completely. No fear though.

Dec. 3, 2004 I briefly and unintentionally left 3D and went to some location within 5D where a small and very happy and excited group of blue beings greeted me. They told me many things while I was in their dimensional layer, and one of those things was and I quote, “…the negative people and non-physical beings will soon begin to devour themselves energetically…” due to us Lightworkers breaking up their strangle-hold on humanity and old 3D earth from within that system, which will naturally cause their food source to disappear. In other words, these wonderful 5D blue humanoid beings were letting me know that we were really close (in Dec. 2004) to energetically vibrating fast enough to be able to see them and many other higher-dimensional, non-physical positive beings (aka reentering Universal Society). But that we were also very close to the negative Dark beings freaking out like never before because of all this and, like a drowning person going down for the last time, they would be lashing out at people carrying Light because we are the enemy.

The moral of the story is—because it was really a story about Duality — it’s gonna get worse before it gets better, but, much better is finally right around the corner. Yep, heaven on 5D Earth because we plowed right through the multi-D Team Dark negative stuck Beings and 3D humans. Now aren’t you really feelin’ pretty darned good and proud of all you’ve accomplished personally and collectively while under constant heavy fire from the Dark Side of the Force?  🙂

Denise

June 10, 2010

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Another Attempt by the Dark to Stop Us

I’m really exhausted at the moment but feel this is important to write and share as quickly as possible finally.

In April 2010 I felt—for the first time in a couple of years—some of the “negative” lower beings/energies/consciousness creeping back in and taking aim at the people carrying Light once again. Needless to say I was surprised which was stupid on my part because I know better, and then I became mildly frustrated and a bit depressed over sensing and knowing that the old negative, dark team was digging in and taking aim at people like you and me yet again.

I’ve always known that the “Bad Guys”, the “Dark side of the Force”, the “dark tee-shirts”, the “negative”, the “evil”, Team Dark would put up a much more intense fight at different and more important stages throughout Phase One and now Phase Two of the ascension process. It is foolish to think otherwise and expect the negative global controllers—both the physical humans and non-physical other dimensional beings—would just lay-down and let the Light come in and take back the planet, humanity, and all resources on it! If you believed that 3D earth was your ancient property, would you tolerate the “light tee-shirt team” (aka the Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wanderers/Forerunners) coming in and overriding what you’ve claimed, controlled and run for a very long time? Would you sit quietly and just allow those nasty little Light-carrying do-good bastards back in so they could transmute and free-up the whole 3D planet? Would you let them do it, or would you fight them at every turn? Would you try to stop them, harm them, derail them, kill them?

Keep in mind that I’m talking about non-physical, other dimensional, negatively focused very ancient beings, along with living physical humans. I’m talking about multidimensional unseen “Bad Guys” AND the greedy, power-hungry, egoic human idiots of  the world. These human idiots typically come with the dark, negative, other dimensional invisible controllers attached to them and working them like mindless little puppets. This transformational ascension process  and its many energy battles is multidimensional and has far more players and layers involved from both teams than most people usually even think about. The current battles, fights, protests, politicking and craziness over humans crossing American borders illegally is also about multidimensional border crossings by reincarnated Lightworkers infiltrating the dark’s old 3D earth stomping grounds! Physical events in the local and world news we watch on TV are often multidimensional events that are also playing out at the same time at higher unseen dimensions with the negative beings and entities.

I’ve deliberately NOT talked much about this dark side of the Ascension Process only because I will not empower the negative beings with any extra emotional energy and mental focus. I won’t help them by adding fuel to their already long-burning fire by hyping them, pointing them out repeatedly, or causing people to fear or worry about them and what they do in other dimensions. We know they exist, we know they’re big bad stubborn non-human dudes, we know they want to stop us, to kill us, so what’s new about this? Nothin’ so just keep going like we always have.

In Phase One of the ongoing Ascension Process (1999-2009) I encountered the negative/dark in a slightly different way than what I’m encountering now in Phase Two as the Phase Two being I’ve become, thanks to Phase One. What we need to keep in mind—yet not dwell on or fear or focus on constantly—is that these negative beings AND the living humans they control and direct to do negative things on earth and to other humans…are still there. Not only are they still there, but each time we (the Lightworkers, Starseeds, Warriors of Light, and the people living the ascension process) reach another big and important level within the ascension process and transition over to yet another higher level, the negative/dark beings AND the humans they control/possess start back up again to stop or derail us and stop or derail the whole ascension process. They do this multidimensionally and they always have. It’s just that it’s so much easier to see and sense now than ever before. So when you see a cluster of extra insanity, murders, bombings, fighting, slandering, lies, greed, attacks and other negative craziness on the nightly news, know that the Light carrying people have reached another level where we’re about to create something great and new and these negative beings do NOT want it to manifest.

Another aspect of this that I’ve been going through (off and on) since April 2010, is a slow constant increase of negative/dark lower frequency humans and consciousness seeping back into my day-to-day life. See if you recognize any of these negative signs or can relate to any of this.

When I move up another energy stair-step, the neighborhood and even the town I live in becomes silent, peaceful and calm almost like a ghost town. All the lower negative energies, people, consciousness and physical actions disappear. But eventually the rest of the lower vibrating crowd catches up and adjusts a bit and the noise and negativity, the totally self-absorbed people and their loud, unthinking, stupid actions all come flooding back in again like the tide returning. This is just how it’s worked; we inch our way up the Ascension stair-steps dragging the planetary ball n’ chain behind us, and have to stop, rest and adapt every few steps.

Strangers you encounter that treat you like utter shit for no reason at all. People you do know that try to manipulate you into doing something that takes you away from your normal state and level of frequency.  Anyone that is back in your life, your space, your home that’s not a match to you or it and is derailing you once again. The real question is why and how long are you going to let yourself remain out there in the lower storm now? How fast can you get your butt back to Center again where the storm doesn’t exist? See what crossing the energy borders feels like now?

Every few weeks and months now we move up enough of these smaller energy stair steps that we reach a higher floor landing so to speak, and then the situation changes once again. Why? Because this transition is an even more important change than the many smaller stair step changes we just lived through. Once we energetically reach one of these many landings at higher floors, the negative/dark  multidimensional beings notice the changes and start-up once again trying to stop us from evolving/ascending their old lower planetary territory and feeding grounds. They become more aggressive towards us and what we’re doing and being energetically and lash out at us in a variety of ways to stop us, derail us, side-track us for as long as we let them, to harm us, scare the hell out of us or kill us. Again, nothin’ new here so do not panic please.

What I’m saying is that there are phases, stages and layers within the ongoing ascension process that are obviously much larger and far-reaching than other stages or layers of this process. These even more important energy changes in the ascension process are points where the negative/dark get serious again at trying to derail those Light-filled humans. They take aim at us again and fire repeatedly using a number of different weapons to try to derail us which is really drawing us off The Path momentarily…hopefully only momentarily! Some of the weapons these non-human, non-physical negative beings use are other lower consciousness and frequency humans. They send them into our lives in any number of ways for the purpose of derailing us; to draw, pull, manipulate us out of the higher frequency eye of the storm where we now exist, and back out into the lower frequency storm where we are more vulnerable, plus not doing the higher things we’re capable of doing and creating now. They use certain humans to slow us down and keep us side-tracked with lowly polarized craziness so we’re not living and creating within that higher third point beyond polarity.

It’s easy to recognize when we have weird unpleasant dreams, psychic attacks, sense lower frequency energies moving around. But it’s not as easy to immediately recognize when we’ve been manipulated off of our higher Path and level by some jerk human with a rude attitude, or is just very polarized and has us right where we do not want to be any more—back down in the polarized stupidity again! This has been what I’ve been learning (for the hundredth freakin’ time) for the past couple of months. The month of May will go down in cosmic history as the “Ha ha, got ya sucker” month!  A couple of days ago I had another of my glorious personal insights about all this and how this particular game works with the negative beings now and why. As usual, as soon as I’ve gotten the things I’ve been living consciously figured out on my own I then immediately have at least one other person confirm everything I’ve been living through and understanding myself. I’m including a link to this confirmation article that discuss these latest ascension energy changes—both the wonderful and the not so wonderful—because they happen simultaneously which I know sounds really strange and hard to grasp but there ya go!

♦ Lisa Renee’s “Energetic Synthesis – Choice & Commitment”

http://www.energeticsynthesis.com/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=1310:choice-and-commitment&catid=:catnewsletterlyv

The moral of this brief Phase Two story is that we’ve got to remain aware that these negative beings and lower human jerks are not going to die without a big strong fight which was to be expected really. So, we’ve got to stay smart and focused on what we are good at and know when to not allow ourselves to be suckered out of our higher Center of calm 5D frequency in eye of the storm. This spiritual lesson has been one that I’ve had hammered into me all of this life and I still get played by these negatives occasionally. The trick is to learn how it all feels, what worked and what didn’t, and retain the wisdom you learned from the whole thing so you can share it with others to hopefully help them with it too. Okay, I need a nap cause it’s been a very busy and intense eight days and there’s plenty more to come.

Denise Le Fay

June 8, 2010  https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/