Old 3D Healing Tools Don’t Work For 5D Humans

November 1, 2016June 22, 2022Denise Le Fay 19 Comments

A recent Comment by an ascension overload sufferer inspired this article. Thanks for it Karen. ❤

Since 2003, I’ve repeatedly heard people say online how they use different old 3D (third dimension) tools, methods and belief systems etc. to help them with their evolutionary Ascension Process induced aches, pains, pressures and related symptoms or side effects of becoming a 5D (fifth dimension) human being in a physical body.

I’ve never understood the thinking behind this or expecting old pre-ascension 3D tools, methods and consciousness to actually help with evolving into a physically embodied 5D human that’s actually a different species. How could such lower frequency tools and methods be beneficial to and on someone that is literally vibrating higher and faster than those tools? They cannot is the short answer and why should be obvious.

The difference between a 3D human body, central nervous system, DNA, brain wiring, consciousness and perceptions with that of a 5D human being and body and all the rest of it is so extreme that they’re not the same species. That was not an exaggeration for dramatic effect but a hard fact. This is highly compressed evolution and we’re living it now in these current lives and physical bodies.

So why and how could old 3D lower frequency, lower consciousness, lower everything healing tools, methods and modalities etc. possibly work on or help anyone living through compressed evolution that’s physically, energetically and biologically changing them into a higher frequency 5D being with matching body, consciousness and perceptions? They cannot, so why waste your money and time on them when they’re not vibrating high enough and aren’t nearly complex and refined enough for a fifth dimensional body, central nervous system, consciousness and everything else.

I realize that for some people some of these old school lower frequency 3D healing tools such as acupuncture, massage, therapeutic touch, crystals/gemstones, reiki and I don’t know what all else, gives them some momentary relief and comfort both physically and psychologically from the brutal energetic onslaughts caused by the evolutionary Ascension Process. I suspect that they help take the edge off sometimes for a bit when one feels like they are frying from the inside out. I’ve never done any of them because I’m a stubborn Capricorn that wants to get every juicy, painful, spectacular bit out of this very rare Ascension Process lifetime no matter how miserable it often is. But, that’s just me, you do what you want and feel you need to get through this in-body living evolutionary 3D to 5D, carbon to crystalline, physical density and Duality to physical Light and Triality transition.

The real problem with all of this is that we’re still in transition between the old lower 3D we incarnated into and are habituated to, and the NEW incredibly higher frequency 5D (and higher) Light Energies that have been and still are Alchemically baking our bodies, brains, central nervous systems, egos, DNA, consciousness and very realities. We’re all in transition still and because of this we’re not all yet fully anchored into the NEW 5D while we’re still doing our best to shed the old lower 3D from ourselves, our bodies, consciousness and external physical reality. This makes it tough while we transition, while we evolve from the old 3D model, reality, tools, frequencies and beliefs and fully embody the NEW 5D model, reality, tools, frequencies and knowings (they won’t be beliefs because you’ll have Higher Awareness and Perceptions, meaning you will know for yourself).

Soon many Volunteer Forerunners won’t need any so-called external “healing” methods or other people (healers, life coaches, energy fixers, therapists, doctors etc.) because they’ll be able to correct and adjust whatever it is within them that needs it to return to full functioning themselves at that level of being. After that, more and more people will be able to do this for themselves, by themselves, because it simply goes with the evolutionary territory. So-called “healing” and “healthcare” won’t be anything like what we’ve had or have today because 5D individuals will be able to intentionally and consciously correct and adjust whatever they need to within themselves and their physical and energetic bodies on their own.

Until then however we’re straddling two radically different worlds of abilities, beliefs and awareness. The old 3D world was one of complete externalization, disconnect and individual dis-empowerment through global beliefs that they need someone else to solve all their problems, be they health related, spiritual, physical or anything else. In 3D, no one was empowered enough to take care of themselves by themselves. In 5D, everyone must be totally self-empowered, totally Self-as-Source connected within themselves individually to exist within that 5D level of being and reality. This is why this evolutionary transition is so difficult for so many, it’s literally 180° from the 3D world and reality we all incarnated into.

When I feel like my central nervous system is going to explode from overload of 5D and higher Light Energies being embodied by me/Me in this physical body, I absolutely have to lay down for as long as I need to slow down and get out of my head and back into my HighHeart and/or fall asleep and nap. (HighHeart exists in the center of your upper chest well above your physical heart.) The more quiet, private, motionless, thoughtless, soundless time I have, the more these 5D energies are able to easily flow unimpeded throughout my body and central nervous system and then anchor into and circulate through my HighHeart. But, when even this isn’t enough and my body and consciousness feels overloaded with Light Energies that vibrate so fast and high they literally rattle and fry my body and nerves like nothing else, then I fall asleep/pass-out for as long as I can so all this gets embodied and “rebooted” while I’m asleep and out-of-body. It’s an safety measure taken by your Higher Self & Co., so when you suddenly need to fall asleep during the daytime, let yourself do it for these very important reasons. You’ll feel so much better when you wake up, like the latest inner energy storm has subsided, for the moment that is!

Bottom line is that the old 3D tools of any type don’t work on or for evolving 5D humans. NEW 5D and higher ones do, which means there’s a lot of positive change coming and soon. Release the old lower everything including your personal beliefs and old habits as often as you find you need so you can more easily transition into the NEW higher frequency, higher consciousness 5D reality with its matching NEW tools, abilities, consciousness and perceptions.

Denise Le Fay

November 1, 2016

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Negative Etheric Barricades

March 15, 2016July 5, 2018Denise Le Fay 16 Comments

I’ve debated whether to share this particular information or not. As the weeks rolled on since it happened, I’ve felt it did need to be shared, so here we go. Maybe you can relate to this negative etheric stunt, tactic, this attempt to stop me/you/us from doing what I/you/we’ve been doing all along anyway.

If you’ve been a TRANSITIONS reader for many years, you know that I stopped writing here around the Autumnal Equinox of 2013, and created another blog, HighHeartLife at that time. There were multiple reasons why I did both those things then, just as there are multiple reasons why I’ve started writing again occasionally at TRANSITIONS recently (late 2015). In between book writing, I intend to continue writing at both TRANSITIONS and HighHeartLife because information for both levels and stages are still needed and helpful I feel.

TRANSITIONS came under nearly constant negative assaults by nonphysical Team Dark (TD) beings and living, human Portal People also. Portal People is my term for humans that are easily used, influenced and directed by nonphysical TD to do negative things wherever TD wants to create more chaos and suffering etc. Nothing new about any of this, I’m just saying that I had to constantly keep TRANSITIONS protected, clean and clear since I created it in 2007, and doing so became increasingly difficult over the years as TD increased their attempts to stop me from writing here. I’m certainly not the only one whose had to deal with this in years past online and everywhere else for that matter.

When I stopped writing here in late 2013 and focused mainly at HighHeartLife, I didn’t work as hard or as often at keeping TRANSITIONS energetically free of the negativity like I did before. If I wasn’t here and wasn’t here writing about what I always have, then TD wasn’t here attacking me or others either. However, when I started writing here again a couple of months ago, I experienced something interesting and that’s what I want to share with you only so you can recognize it for what it really is and what it is not if you see and/or feel something like this too. Discernment as always.

A couple of months ago I was here at TRANSITIONS working on an article and after an hour or so, I suddenly clairvoyantly saw something I’ve never seen before. It was obnoxious, invasive, loud and nasty and it wanted to be seen and felt very clearly and it was.

I saw a black and white only etheric “news ticker” or etheric “crawler” or etheric “slide” as they’re called on our TVs, but this was located in the upper left-hand side of about 1/3 of my internal mind’s eye vision. It flashed very fast constantly in an invasive, in-your-face, blinding sort of way. It looked like alien black and white geometric symbols or glyphs and made no sense to me other than I had the immediate feeling it was an etheric barricade to prevent me from writing anymore at TRANSITIONS.

While I was writing I continued seeing it and I tried closing one eye to see if that changed it in any way or made it disappear, it didn’t, so I tried the other eye and a few other things. Even with both eyes closed I could still see it flashing in the upper left-hand side of my inner vision. Both eyes open I could see it, both eyes closed I could see it, but it was the insane migraine it immediately caused me that told me it was a negative etheric, energetic Do Not Cross barricade put in place here by TD probably quiet a few months ago.

It was all I could do to finish writing that article and publish it because the migraine-like headache and nausea seeing and feeling that etheric barricade caused was severe enough I needed to lay down for a bit and clean and clear again. After about an hour the migraine headache and nausea went away, which actual migraines don’t do that quickly.

After all this, I blasted out any and all residual negative etheric devices, tools, barricades, human created negative thought-forms, tidbits etc. because this sort of TD business is not allowed or endured any longer. Now I simply hose down the place with Light (whatever and wherever that may still be at this point) and everything is clean and clear and faster and easier than ever before. If repeated attempts on my life, my sanity, my very soul haven’t worked, some negative flashing etheric alien and/or human created crime scene tape transmission certainly won’t. But, this is how we learn about how the old lower frequency Duality business works at the end of TD’s reign of terror. After all I’ve been through because of them, this was almost laughable in its desperateness and that’s an important reason why I’m sharing the experience with you.

On a much higher note, we are once again in the middle of another potent energetic Light sandwich of two eclipses and the March 2016 Equinox falling between them. Because of this, many are most likely feeling some extra pains, aches, the old Ascension Flu body chills and aches, head pains and pressures, extended periods of inner ear ringing, periods of dizziness or sense of spinning/rotating/falling/lifting off etc. and any number of other Ascension related side effects. Never forget however that these aches and pains are indicators that you are in another intense phase of evolutionary Ascension so use this time positively for yourself and for ALL. ❤

Denise

March 15, 2016

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Late May 2013 Update

May 20, 2013April 19, 2019Denise Le Fay 56 Comments

I found this recently and wanted to share it — it’s by Carl Gustav Jung:

“There is no coming to consciousness without pain. People will do anything, no matter how absurd, in order to avoid facing their own soul. One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious.”

Isn’t that the truth! And by god don’t we know it now from having lived it for these many Ascension months and years.

Polarity or Duality resolution does not happen by denying that the Dark exists (or has existed and has done so at unseen levels of frequency in other dimensions etc.). It disappears from one’s self, one’s environment, one’s space and one’s focus once one has discovered it and acknowledged that it even exists, then begins to work on integrating it, transmuting it, taking all the nasty, punch, sting and power out of it and return “it” back to a natural state of pure energy or energetic neutrality. Remember Carlos Castaneda’s teacher Don Juan teaching him about ‘Petty Tyrants’ ? That’s what all this level of personal and collective and other dimensional inner Dark stuff is; varying levels of developed ‘Petty Tyrants’.

The “Darkness/Negativity” can be some old emotional wound any of us received (or gave) that we haven’t as yet dealt with and so, it grows in power over the years or decades or lives, increasingly demanding that we finally see it, dealt with it, and eventually transmute that wee tiny inner Petty Tyrant. Or it can be a larger, more well-developed chunk of personal inner stuff and junk that we haven’t dealt with yet. Or, it can be much larger, more well-developed energetic situation(s) in a family member(s) or other loved ones or friends or neighbors or co-workers etc. and it’s actually their stuff and junk but it’s partly your problem too because of the multiple leveled connections. Or, it could be a big honkin’ huge external being like a negative Reptilian or Draconian or demon or numerous other nonphysical beings and/or entities. Doesn’t matter really — they’re all just ‘Petty Tyrants’ of varying levels of development and potency and at this point does it even matter if it’s “yours” or not? It doesn’t matter to me and hasn’t for the past difficult but highly transformative and empowering fourteen Ascension years. It’s either a baby Petty Tyrant, or a mid-sized Petty Tyrant, or a full-blown, giant-sized monster from the freakin’ astral pit of hell Petty Tyrant, but in the end it’s all just unresolved stuff and junk that’s gotta go if one truly wants to continue evolving and utilizing these potent cosmic and galactic energies to do exactly that.

Moving right along…

So here we all are, halfway through the glorious extension period called the Nine Months — from 12-21-12 Winter Solstice and Great Expiration Date, through to the September 2013 Equinox. How many personal and/or bloodline and/or other people’s and/or other dimensional ‘Petty Tyrants’ have you transmuted just since 12-21-12? For those of us (Ascension-related Lightworkers) who excel at transmuting the collective septic tank stuff and junk for humanity in general, it’s been fairly interesting since 12-21-12. All kinds of homeless, displaced and very hungry astral critters floating around looking for either an escape route away from all this LIGHT or some lower frequency human to latch on to again to use parasitically to feed off energetically. And on top of all this continuing multidimensional shifting around business, we’ve been incrementally embodying increasing amounts of our higher frequency Selves into these physical bodies and personalities and awareness. I want to say something either brilliant or funny right here but I’m just as stunned by all this high magnificence and lowly misery and BS as the rest of you! Whatever… let’s just keep moving forward my friends and fellow Ascension journey-ers.

I sense the coming start of the Third Trimester — beginning on the June 2013 Solstice and running through to the September 2013 Equinox — will bring in with it some more very important “tools” for each of us in this amazing Process. Tools such as further embodying, which naturally gives us more and more Higher Awareness of things and from multiple perspectives or as I’ve called this in the past, Spherical Consciousness or Awareness. Or tools such as increased clairvoyance and other higher awareness tools of perception. And/or tools such as slipping out of linear time more and more until it feels “normal” to you. Or any number of other exciting new tools of perception and being. Due to those Stair Steps, which of these new “tools” you receive or have been receiving depends upon which Stair Step your currently on. What you’re experiencing and aware of today won’t be the same next week or next month because you are evolving and changing that quickly now so expect new and different tools to continue coming to you as you progress up those energy and consciousness Stair Steps.

Because it’s been a while since I last wrote anything, I wanted to let everyone know that I’m still around and breathing, haven’t been thrown in jail for anything, am not existing on Pluto, nor have I died! It’s just been really hard for me for multiple reasons since April 1st, 2013 (which I’ll explain about more in another article) but as of May 16th, 2013, the higher Energies have anchored into this physical dimension (in a very positive way I mean) and there are lots of great things unfolding that are just out of sight for a while longer but will be fully visible within this dimension very soon now. Promise.

Denise

May 20, 2013

12-12-2012 Through 12-21-2012

December 7, 2012December 8, 2022Denise Le Fay 22 Comments

Well, it’s December 2012… finally. Is your mind reeling with possibilities? Your heart swelling with expectations? Your body anxious to house more of YOU? Your spirit so very ready to connect with Home in this new way? Are the many possibilities racing through your mind and heart about the grand Expiration Date of 12-21-12? Are you as ready for the 12-12-12 through 12-21-12 shift-point as you possibly can be? Do you have any fears, worries or confusions about this monumental transition we’re about to traverse while in our physical bodies?

I remember one day long ago in 1995, which now seems like about six lifetimes ago, reading for the first time about ‘December 21, 2012′ and thinking how painfully far away that date was and sensing how much I’d have to go through before I reached that future date. And now, here we are, poised at the most important transition to date finally.

Since I created TRANSITIONS in 2007, I’ve talked about a variety of Ascension-related topics in my unique, individual way as one more voice and hopefully guiding Light to help other Starseeds/Wanderers, Lightworkers/Lightwarriors, Indigos and anyone else experiencing the Ascension Process first.

Since 2007, there’s been so much to talk about and it’s often been extremely trying and downright difficult for me to write due to my living with intense Ascension symptoms and often having brain fog where one’s 3D linear mental thinking processes are short-circuited because they’re continuing to be Rewired, evolved into larger, higher frequency, much more complex ways of perception and communication. That plus unending exhaustion and at times plenty of physical pains. Nevertheless, I wrote what I could when I could the best I could at the time. There have been so many times since 2007, where I couldn’t focus enough to write, edit and publish an article fast enough due to another intense onslaught of Ascension symptoms and I’d end up deleting them because we’d rapidly moved on to the next Ascension-related energy situation in a matter of days.

ANOTHER INNER VISION & AWARENESS

(Niagara Falls)

(The Cosmic Aquarius Water Jug)

For the past two years I’ve been clairvoyantly Seeing and constantly feeling an image that’s hard to describe because of its vastness, magnitude, implications and intensity. This image I’ve Seen is from a perspective out in space viewing tiny Earth orbiting closer and closer to IT, toward this vast and almost incomprehensibly intense object. This IT, this object has always appeared to me as a massive vast white-colored line of pure Energy that somewhat resembles a huge and fierce roaring waterfall. It is not physical water but Energy and appears and feels like a massive flowing waterfall of PURE, direct, undiluted, unimpeded, full-force Source/God focus and intent.

Said another way, this object, this massive energy that resembles an enormous flowing galactic waterfall of pure undiluted Energy is the direct sight-line of Source/God and the Milky Way Galactic Center; the direct intention and focal point of Source/God about the completion/beginning shift-point between the past Evolutionary Cycle and the NEW one.

It reminds me of a Source drawn demarcation line between the past energetic blueprints of what has been, and, the NEW energetic blueprints and what will be. Sorry, this is difficult so please intuit and feel what I’m struggling to describe in this crude, linear way. It is the transition, the Expiration Date, the shift-point, the cutoff point from all the past Evolutionary Cycles and frequency blueprints and energy structures etc. of the past Divine Source/God experiment. It is the energetic threshold crossover point and much more than I’m able to perceive and express today.

The closest physical symbolic likeness to this vision I’ve seen are photos of Niagara Falls (the photo above). Of course, it isn’t totally correct either but sort of resembles this magnificent energetic line of focus that stretches through space from the Milky Way Galactic Center (GC) outward. We on Earth are about to physically orbit into this intentional demarcation shift-point coming from Source/God via the Milky Way Galactic Center. I’ve called this shift-point the great Expiration Date.

THE KEY IS IN THE HEART

keysinheart

Thanks to another reader who left a link in a Comment here to “The Bridge Of Swords” channeling by Kryon recently, I had a nice confirmation through Kryon about an experience I’d had in 1983–1984 where I worked with an other-dimensional Mayan male I’ve called my crazy twin brother on a trans-dimensional Bridge Building Project. [See A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution, 2010]

https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2012/10/22/the-bridge-builders-forerunners-crossing-it-now/

Very shortly after that, another reader shared another link here in a Comment to Cosmic Awareness who I’d never heard of before. Because of this connection I had another nice confirmation, this time through Cosmic Awareness, about another experience I also had in the early 1980’s.

This mid-1980’s experience was a current life exchange of information with my three old beloved Starbeing Family from 8D Orion, 6D Sirius and 5D Pleiades who gave me some information at that time, including a large gold key that the Pleiadian gave me and told me to “keep in my Heart and use any time I needed.” These same Starbeings were simultaneously present physically on Earth around 12,600 B.C. Egypt –the start of the Age of Leo– when many of us Starseeds, Lightworkers Volunteered to simultaneously enter multiple incarnations within the 3D Earth timeline to work on and towards the Ascension Process from multiple points, multiple lives across linear time in dense 3D Earth physicality. These current incarnations of ours are of course happening at the exact opposite point within the great 26,000-yearlong Precessional Cycle –the start of the Age of Aquarius– which is very deliberate, meaningful and energetically potent.

https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2007/10/17/3-star-glyphs-a-key-part-2/

Between October and December 3, 2012, I’ve had two connections and confirmations, one through Kryon and another through Cosmic Awareness, about decades-old experiences I had with some other-dimensional Starbeings Family in connection with my being a Volunteer Blue Ray Starseed Lightworker on Earth now to Embody and teach about the Ascension Process plus share my related visions and experiences.

Because I’d never heard of Cosmic Awareness before October 2012, I quickly read through a few of CA’s channeled messages to discern for myself what CA is talking about and how accurate and undistorted or distorted the material is at this time. I do this with everything written by anyone I read. I cannot not automatically sense energies in other people’s writings and other people and discern for myself. Those of you who’ve been reading my material for a while know that I do not quote or link to other Ascension Teacher’s websites, blogs, material, channeling etc. unless I sense it is very accurate, undistorted, free of any Team Dark insertions or human ego distortions, delusions or magical thinking etc.

If you’re not sure of what to do on 12-12-2012, then I suggest you sit quietly and let your HighHeart smile as big as you can get it to for as long as you can. Know and trust that that is more than enough for the moment. ❤

Denise

December 7, 2012

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This Cosmic Awareness channeling is from November 23, 2012:

“Furthermore, it is God’s promise that at this time and during the greatest times of shift and change, that time when the very essence of God sweeps through the cosmos, down the corridor from the central Sun and overwhelms the planet, that there will be with this, great calmness. A calmness that will go beyond the events unfolding for those who, indeed, open their heart and receive that which is the love of God, the light of God, the knowing of God…” — Cosmic Awareness

Report From The Bridge

October 28, 2012May 12, 2018Denise Le Fay 78 Comments

“Thanks for a fascinating post about this article. It was very synchronistic for me. Do you have any insights about what it is like to be on the bridge and crossing the bridge? I resonated with Calliope/Karin about being ready on the 3D level as well. Any insights on how the 3D interfaces with the bridge? Do we still have to pay taxes while when we are on/crossing the bridge? Seriously though, when you are moving away from the dark energetically, are you moving away from the 3D/dark structures? I have seen many opting out of the dark systems/structures and some even becoming self-reliant for example. Does the bridge have anything to do with that or do you still live day-to-day using the 3D systems yet operate at a higher frequency only? Just curious about your experience. For some reason I have felt that ascension meant we have to take more responsibility for ourselves and not rely on outside structures for any of our needs, but maybe this is erroneous. I realize this may be too much thinking/too 3D, haha! Thanks! ♥

Jen

Oct. 24, 2012″

Because I’ve had different people ask me this same question over the years, I’d like to use Jen’s Comment question (from another article) and give it its own article which hopefully more people will see. Thanks Jen. ❤

I’ve been on the Ascension Bridge for a few years now just as many of us have and I’ve been paying taxes, paying rent, buying groceries, showering, doing laundry, sifting cat poop out of the cat’s litter box the entire time. 😉 Here’s why these old patriarchal 3D systems have persisted up to the date of this writing.

Is everyone familiar with the astrological term “cusp“? Most are used to it describing when a person’s birthday exists between where one astrological sign ends and the next sign begins and is referred to as on the cusp of such and such two signs which indicates that both signs influences are in play. This same thing is happening throughout our lifetimes because they’re happening on the cusp of the ending Age of Pisces (2,100 yearlong cycle) and the beginning of the Age of Aquarius. This alone would indicate tremendous changes across the entire planet because Age changes are incredibly potent and reality changing on their own. However, there’s SO much more happening now such as the culmination of a 26,000 yearlong Precessional cycle — one orbit through all twelve of the 2,100 yearlong astrological Ages; the culmination of a Galactic cycle — one rotation of the Milky Way galaxy which is about 225 million years long, and other cycles of incredibly long duration all completing and aligning now like a grand Cosmic and Galactic birthday! These are the reasons why we’ve all been working and struggling our ways through the Ascension Process over the past twenty-five years or so because everything/everyone everywhere has been, is, and will be changing (evolving) into a very new and different level where we all will continue our spiritual learning and creativity etc.

For the years that we Forerunners have been ‘sequestered’ off in our minuscule side-world waiting and work bubbles that have been a vibrational match to each of us, we’ve continued doing our Light Work for all, but from a few higher frequency energy Stair Steps farther along within the Ascension Process. Needless to say after years of this it’s caused most of us Forerunners to have serious cases of “cabin fever”! Not having a full-sized matching frequency world to live and move around in for many years has been highly frustrating and claustrophobic feeling and we’re all very anxious to step out into the new ascended world waiting for us all on the other side of the Bridge and Expiration Date.

In the past I’ve talked a bit about how this transitional position often looks from my current perspective. Many times it’s looked to me like viewing through a long and slightly downward pointing black tunnel back to the old 3D world and people in it but everyone is blurry around the edges because I can’t pull them into clear 3D focus from my vibratory vantage point. It looks somewhat like when you look through the wrong end of binoculars; everything looks far away and smaller but just add a big black tunnel around what you’re seeing and make it slightly blurry around the edges of everything including people.

For years now this has often been what I see when I look at the old lower frequency patriarchal Earth world reality and people in it from my waiting/working bubble Stair Step. My viewpoint (current level of frequency which is a different location) and perception (current level of consciousness) is still evolving (continuing to change) now and the things I see, hear, smell, feel, sense etc. are continuing to change the further across the Bridge I go. The same is and will be the case for each of us so be open to big evolutionary changes to yourself, your consciousness and external reality.

Many times when I’ve had to go back down energetically to the 3D physical world to get something unpleasant done like go to the DMV office (Department of Motor Vehicles) — I wrote about this but can’t remember the title of it or I’d add a link here — the post office, a bank (banks are extra horribly dense and congested energy places that instantly make me feel like I’m being physically crushed from the heavy lower frequency density that money and money consciousness exude coupled with the human collective fears, frustrations, worries and anger over money and not having enough of it etc.), medical or dental offices, medical labs, Urgent Care places and all other lower vibrating locations full of nothing but dense duality patriarchal energies and consciousness.

Another visual anomaly I’ve experienced a few times due to this evolving/ascending gap in frequencies and locations (different Stair Steps) is that large locations of dense patriarchal physical 3D simply disappear from my view. I wrote about one of these shocking experiences that happened when I walked into a DMV office two years ago I think it was and literally couldn’t see or hear 99% of it because it was an absolute black void to me! No visuals, sounds, people or LIGHT at all in 99% of the entire DMV building which I’d been in many times before over the years, and all because the frequency gap or range between it and me was too great for me to bridge then so it, whatever it may be, disappears from our view.

(The next article I intend to publish is about another experience like this but with two Lightbeings my Mom and I had assistance from at the grocery store recently so please remember this article when you read it.)

(Also, I had to go to this same DMV building last month because my Mom needed to go and this time I could see every inch of the place and hear all the talking and other normal noises in busy public places like this. The whole place was blurry to my vision as most all lower frequency places and stores are, but at least this time it was closer within frequency range to where I’m currently existing which is why I could see it this time. In other words, even the DMV office has been drug upward into more and more Light over the past two years and because of this was visible to me this year. See how this works and why? Interesting isn’t it and makes it easier to understand why and how the Mayans, or anyone else, could suddenly “disappear” from 3D according to those who remained in the lower 3D frequency range and matching consciousness. This disappearing business will happen to more of us as we cross the Bridge and Expiration Date from both our perspectives and also from the perspectives of those who haven’t crossed it yet or won’t cross it.)

Experiences of having physical reality suddenly disappear from your perceptual range are highly unnerving and they’re happening now to more people because you/me/us are literally moving out of frequency range of it. This is the primary reason why so many of you have had trouble seeing the old world clearly and having it appear slightly out of focus or blurry to your higher, faster, more Light-filled body, vision and perceptual frequency range that you’re existing within.

This is only about some of what it’s visually looked like to me, not about how it’s felt or affected me physically and emotionally when I need or have to go into any lower frequency place to shop, get things done that must be done according to the old patriarchal world systems and laws etc. For me, having to go back down vibrationally into that “normal” world since February 1999 has been in many ways more painful and difficult than the Ascension symptoms. This is why most Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers do their best to avoid being in the old lower frequency patriarchal world as much as possible, and when we do have to go out there we do it as quickly as possible so we can get back to our higher frequency homes and recuperate from another trip down into the 3D Underworld. Sheer torture.

Jen asked, “…when you are moving away from the dark energetically, are you moving away from the 3D/dark structures?” and the answer is YES.

You move away (ascend/evolve) from everything and everyone that still exists within that lower frequency 3D space, place, level, dimension, timeline, consciousness, belief systems, structures etc. Everything and everyone, unless they too are existing at or close enough to the same frequency range (Stair Step) that you’re embodying at that moment. Typically all Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers/Indigos have moved towards the Bridge with more crossing it now, however, over the Ascension years many of the Forerunners have moved ahead by a few Stair Steps, then more would catch up with us, which causes more to move up a few more Stair Steps below us all and so on.

But yes, one does literally, vibrationally move away from that world where the old patriarchal 3D /dark structures and consciousness still exist. This is why the Forerunners have also been called Pathpavers because that’s exactly what they’ve done; pave a pathway of higher frequency Light energies out of lower frequency Duality density 3D world. This entire topic is really about different levels of frequency, consciousness, and density — lower/higher, more dense/less dense, darker/lighter, slower/faster frequencies etc. That’s what this Ascension Process, Shift of Ages, Separation of Worlds, of timelines and everything else is really all about — different rates and levels of frequency and their matching consciousness and realities.

What’s been happening in highly compressed ways over the past twenty-five years (very intensely physically since 1999) is much like the cusp symbolism. Many of the Forerunners transmuting and embodying the Ascension Process through our bodies have been sequestered for years slightly ahead of the rest in our matching frequency work/waiting bubbles, yet, because we’ve been within close enough frequency range to drop back down a bit and reenter the old dense patriarchal world we all were born into in these lives/bodies, we could still go shopping, pay our taxes, and sift through the cat litter when needed!

Why in the world would we want to do that you might be wondering? Only because the new higher frequency ascended world wasn’t ready for us yet and we weren’t ready for it, even though we thought we were. It is now however and this is why there’s so many of us currently crossing the Bridge. Yes it’s physically and emotionally painful to go back down to the lower frequency world but we’ve done it for many years already because we’ve been on the cusp of these two radically different worlds, frequencies, dimensions, consciousness, timelines and locations.

This won’t be the case for much longer however because there is a final Expiration Date to this business and the two Earth worlds and groups of people are soon to reach the absolute cutoff and separation point to this cuspal misery we’ve endured for so long. That Expiration Date is in the human Collective consciousness as the 12-21-2012 date. It can however happen before that date, or slightly after it, but it’s very close now and when we pass through it — cross the Bridge — the old systems completely expires and quickly begins to disappear from our perspectives.

Denise

October 28, 2012

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2012 Deeper Level Energetic Scouring of Humanity, Earth & the Collective

July 17, 2012May 31, 2022Denise Le Fay 49 Comments

July 12, 2012, while doing Lisa Renee’s 12 D Shield technique, I clairvoyantly saw something that I want to share. I’ve discovered, again, when I reached that point in the 12 D Shield where you visualize connecting to the center of the Earth, that things down there are changing and improving dramatically and rapidly this year. (These energetic changes happening below the surface of Earth (1D and 2D) are very positive signs of the rapid improvements happening energetically and physically within our planet in 2012, which of course includes everything else as well.)

What I saw during this point of doing the 12 D Shield visualization was different from the changes I’ve seen unfolding in Earth’s core and the surrounding areas so far in 2012. I clairvoyantly saw two different yet connected images; one was of the brilliant and beautiful free-flowing movements of Light Energies within the core of Earth and surrounding areas that had been dark and unmoving a few months ago. The second image was from a viewpoint out in space looking at Earth. What I saw from this position in space was Earth being continuously blasted—as in energetically sandblasted—by a force of Galactic Center Light Energies the likes of which we haven’t experienced previously during the entire Ascension Process!

This looked like a massive stream of white Light hitting Earth so hard that it’s causing bits and chunks of dense, lower frequency, encrusted, negative, human generated energies to be pulled to the surface and blown off the planet by this energy. These bits and pieces being energetically extracted and sandblasted from the Earth were NOT physical bits of land or anything like that, but were dense, lower frequency emotional, mental, psychic etheric energies created by humanity (the Collective) and the Negatives across time.

Please understand that this is not negative or dangerous so don’t misunderstand what I’m saying and think there’s going to be devastating physical Earth Changes disasters because that’s NOT what this is about. Granted it was an impressive and potent vision from that perspective in space, but the real magnificence of this vision was that Earth is and will continue for the rest of 2012 to be energetically scoured or sandblasted by Galactic Center Light Energies to such a degree and intensity that all dense, negative, lower frequencies are in the Process of being surfaced, transmuted, and removed from humanity, Earth and this world reality. Is this massive process going to be completed in the next few days or weeks? No, so don’t think this will be over and done with by the end of this month! It is and will continue to be very intense and at times not so pretty at all but, it will unfold faster than anything we’ve experienced so far within the twenty-five yearlong compressed Ascension Process. If it’s got to happen—and it absolutely does—then it’s better, it does so quickly.

While I was viewing/perceiving this image and its meanings to the degree I’m currently capable of, I was glad to see what I’ve known was heading energetically towards Earth/humanity and that it’s finally here…more correctly, that Earth/humanity has finally orbited into IT. I’ve known that the Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos could only do so much while within physicality and that Earth/humanity would eventually enter some profoundly intense Galactic Center (GC) energy emanations as the last-minute way to be activated (impulsed, compelled) to complete this Ascension Process and evolve everything and everyone to the next level. We Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos have transmuted so much and embodied so much over the years but eventually this process would reach the final stages, which we’re in now, which means all the remaining negative dense lower frequencies and consciousness on Earth, in Earth, in humanity, in human consciousness, in human bodies, in the planetary Collective, in this reality and timeline etc., would be fully immersed in Galactic Center Energy Waves as the way for them to finally get clear and transmute.

All the old lower frequency everything must exit between now and the end of this Evolutionary Cycle, which is the month of December 2012. Humanity and Earth have entered the super compressed and even more accelerated surface and clear out the remaining crap phase of the Ascension Process during the second half of 2012. How can humanity ascend and enter the next higher frequency level while still embodying so much lower frequency stuff? They cannot, so this intense last six-month Ascension Process phase happens to assist the masses make this huge evolutionary leap while in their physical bodies. These GC energies also activates and assists them to evolve out of lower frequency egoic Duality consciousness and negative Alien influences etc., and into higher frequency integrated HighHeart Triality consciousness and reality.

After getting all happy and excited seeing that this phase is finally happening to humanity/Earth and the Collective, I had to consider that there’s going to be some blow-back and a lot of people won’t handle this phase well at all. This final 2012 six-month Earth/Humanity/Consciousness/Collective sandblasting is rather like a human species and planet-wide exorcism of sorts, and it won’t be smooth sailing through this volatile phase of surfacing and clearing the density and negativity (consciously and otherwise) via this Galactic Center Ascension Light Energy we’ve orbited into.

THE MANY TRANSITIONS OF 2012 & BEYOND

There’s been talk recently about how humanity has more difficult and reality-changing years ahead, especially during the potent 2012–2015 Uranus/Pluto squares, but beyond that even. I know how utterly exhausted we Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos are at this point, and I know how ready everyone is for the good things to finally arrive physically. We Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos have worked and battled so long and hard towards these positive changes for all of humanity and life on Earth, that to hear there’s more difficult transitional years ahead is almost more than most of us can bear at this point. Nonetheless, we need to discuss this phase of the Ascension Process and transition and better understand it.

I want you exhausted, spent, borderline ready to throw-in-the-towel Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos to think about how you/me/each of us have lived, transmuting and embodying for years, decades and lifetimes already to get to this time we’re in now within the Ascension Process and timeline. I know how tempting it is now to lay down in the middle of the road and have a long, well-deserved nap in the midst of all this surfacing chaos, madness, collapsing of the perverted patriarchy, and the masses living the “end times” of the Ascension Process. But we can’t, so get up and listen for another moment please. Here comes my brilliant wisdom of the Ages — it’s so much harder and longer pushing the Ascension boulder up the mountain than it is shoving it over the top and watching it free-fall down the other side.

The Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos years ago pushed the Ascension boulder up the mountain and over the top and now it’s free-falling down the other side and all we need to do with that is let it do what it’s doing to and for the rest of humanity. The worst of the worst of the dark grunt work has already been done by us so relax a bit with where we are now in this Process. The tsunami-like flow to the finish line (12-21-2012) is always hairy, exciting, and super accelerated and there will be plenty of screaming, cursing, and tears of joy over simply reaching the completion and exit point of the past Evolutionary Cycle, the past 26,000 yearlong cycle and more.

But, once that exit point has been reached and crossed in late December 2012, the energy will shift and improve dramatically (to many of us but not so much for great numbers of the masses) because we will have entered a new Evolutionary Cycle and at a very different level of being. Humanity will be in the process of transitioning out of egoic duality consciousness, life and reality and evolving into integrated, polarity resolved “triality” or “unity” or High Heart consciousness, life and reality. This transition phase is and will continue to be a major one for everyone and yes, it will take some time, but like I said earlier it will happen very quickly once the Negatives and the old patriarchal systems and duality consciousness and frequencies aren’t functioning as the (hijacked) templates or blueprints for humanity and life on Earth.

From the end of December 2012 forward, humanity will have energetically entered a major transition phase due to having exited the past Evolutionary Cycle, while traversing the collapsing global patriarchal systems, structures and everything else, and entered or ascended into the new but not yet physically built “unity”, integrated, HighHeart-based world reality and systems. Because we’re talking about the physical realm, it’s going to take some time before all the old negative patriarchal rubbish is hauled off to the trash heap and replaced with higher frequency systems and structures. It’s going to take some time, and yet, due to the higher consciousness that so many will naturally have due to the Ascension Process, the Conscious Creating and Co-Creating and actual physical manifesting and/or building of the new integrated HighHeart Triality-based systems and structures can and will happen so much faster and easier.

STAIR STEPS: HIGHHEART TRIALITY CONSCIOUSNESS & BEING IS THE NEW BLUEPRINT FOR HUMANITY

Please remember those different Stair Steps (many levels, stages and layers of spiritual growth, focus, learning etc.) I’ve mentioned repeatedly over the years. Everyone is not standing on the same Stair Step today nor will they be tomorrow or on 12-21-12, and yet, every human will be existing within the new higher frequency Evolutionary Cycle and world with its set of rules after that date. We’re all in the same ascension/evolutionary boat, but we all have been and will continue entering it at slightly different times (timelines) which can be days, weeks or months apart now. This is why there will always be different Stair Steps or levels and stages within everything. Everyone will have made the evolutionary shift after the 12-21-12 completion and exit date, but everyone won’t be perceiving or functioning at exactly the same level or developmental stage of consciousness in the new Earth world. The horrendous and nearly unbearable gaps between individual consciousness and spiritual development and focus will not be as extreme as it was before the Ascension Process and 12-21-12 exit date, but slightly different levels of development and awareness (Stair Steps) will still exist within the masses existing within ascended unity or High Heart consciousness on Earth. That sounded worse than it will actually be so not to worry!

The Ascension Process and arrival at the completion and exit point of December 21, 2012.
The Transition Phase of humanity exiting ego-based, Duality consciousness, life and reality, patriarchal negative Alien control post 12-21-2012.
The Embodying Phase of humanity evolving into integrated, unified HighHeart Triality-based consciousness and being.
The Simultaneous Conscious Creating and Co-Creating of the new HighHeart Triality-based world, reality and life for all humans and life on Earth.

Even my listing those stages like that makes them look and seem like there’s huge space or linear distance in time between each event. There is some distance and time between each phase, but it’s also happening simultaneously which I realize sounds like a contradiction.

In the old linear patriarchal world of Duality we all incarnated into, things manifested in very different ways than they will from 2013 forward. What I’m struggling to express is that these different processes and phases listed above will be happening simultaneously, and yet, for many people IN THE PROCESS, it will seem to them to be unfolding in a linear way where one thing is followed by the next and the next etc. However, as their consciousness expands, they too will begin perceiving and living increasingly in Spherical consciousness and this communication difficulty I’m struggling with won’t matter because they’ll be there, living and being it. All those of us slightly further along on the ascension Stair Steps need to do is allow it to unfold for each person in their time, not ours. Later on they’ll join those of us who’ve been existing in or at the outer edges of individually integrated, unified HighHeart Triality-based consciousness for some time already.

There’s plenty more to say about these next Stair Steps and transitions but my brain is fried so I’ll end this. I know this discussion will continue and expand under the Comments for this article, so I’ll see you all there.

Denise Le Fay

July 17, 2012

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Certain Starseed/Wanderer Contracts

July 10, 2012February 12, 2023Denise Le Fay 107 Comments

“So many things seem to be happening. I will just describe a few. I have had this extreme awareness and knowing of all the “negative” aspects in my personality, in my being that need to be worked on. All that yucky dark stuff that usually make me cringe and want to hide. My usual reaction to the moments when i am digging deep, I mean deep inside myself, where most of us do not want to go, is to stop thinking about it, to dig my head in the sand because I have always struggled with self-worth. I have always felt like I was not good enough. I have almost been trained to hate myself. And to think about the “dark aspects” always made me depressed and loath myself. made me feel like a piece of shit if you will. I have always struggled with anxiety and depression. (raised in an extremely religious southern baptist household which I feel I could write a whole book on the ass backwardness of organized religion but I digress)

The other lifelong struggle has been the negative attacks from the dark humans. At school, in the work place, even friends have been down right nasty in the past. A best friend of mine who for almost 10 years we were together almost everyday (who is one of us she just does not know it yet) has witnessed and has been just as perplexed as I as to why I so frequently get attacked by people, usually male. In my life it made me feel as though something was inherently wrong with me. Even though I have always known I have a big heart and have so much love to give and that I was here for a purpose. I love like crazy. I don’t have a mean bone in my body yet I sometimes am treated like dirt by people. My spirit guides have shown me recently that all the attacks, anxiety, depression, physical and sexual abuse have been Team Dark trying to derail me. Their plan was to keep me so consumed with fear and confusion over what was “wrong” with me and what I did to deserve all the awful things done to me. I am very sensitive and am an empath so living in this world with these people and energies has been freaking awful. Well those little fuckers may have won that battle but they sure as heck are not winning the war! On some level for quite some time it worked for a long time but no more! I have spent the last 30 years trying to figure out what was wrong with me. Why did I feel so different. Why did I feel like an alien on this planet? So now when facing these dark aspects of myself there has been a major shift. In the last few days instead of hating myself I shine the dark corners with love and forgiveness. And boy does it feel good…

faye1234″

Because faye1234’s Comment question was so important and one that most Starseeds/Wanderers/Lightworkers can completely relate to, I wanted to respond to it in an article instead of getting buried in Comments. Thank you faye1234. ❤

EVERY STARSEED’S FIRST THOUGHT TYPICALLY IS: “IT MUST JUST BE ME, RIGHT?”

Because my natal Sun is in Capricorn and in Capricorn’s natural 10th House, for decades I believed that my downright insane and miserable patriarchal encounters, head-butting fights, and those epic David vs. Goliath type battles with patriarchal persons in positions of power and/or authority were solely due to my Capricorn 10th House Sun and a lot of it was. In addition, my natal Saturn—ruler of my Capricorn Sun—is in Libra (along with three other planets including the ruler of my ASC) and this Libra stellium only amplified my always feeling at odds with the “normal” patriarchal masses and what to me have always been their negative and seriously crazy belief systems, ways and actions.

These lifelong tensions and squirmy feelings I’ve always had were tremendously amplified whenever I had to interact with (typically) older males in positions of “power” and “authority” in our society; bosses, police, judges, lawyers, doctors etc. (After the 1960s revolutionary battles with “the establishment”, certain females were allowed to publicly wield more patriarchal power too and they became power-hungry, ego-based, left-brained imbalanced patriarchal humans we Starseeds/Wanderers/Lightworkers/Indigos also had to navigate. There were no equal rights for women, there was join the patriarchal Boys Club because that’s all that existed. I’ll spare you my numerous unpleasant and oftentimes insane and ridiculous battles, attacks and showdowns I’ve experienced with the patriarchy during my sixty years on Earth and get into the WHY of it. Natal placements plus this second ingredient are intimately connected and why I’ve repeatedly experienced extreme negative battles and attacks from so many humans—mostly males but plenty of patriarchal entrenched females too—physically manifesting Team Dark’s alien agendas in this dimension and world.

This other energetic ingredient is being a Starseed. A Starseed with a Soul Mission and hardwired ability to transmute, integrate, resolve and transcend density, duality and negativity and return those energies to a higher frequency state of energetic neutrality or “unity” while in physicality. Needless to say this is not an easy, safe or pleasant job to do while within a negative polarized physical world reality, and most Starseeds (and “Volunteers”, Forerunners, Wayshowers, Pathpavers etc.) with this particular Soul Mission and ability (“Polarity Integrator” as Lisa Renee has called them) have had more than our fair share of negative, cruel and outrageous attacks and battles with the physical human patriarchy.

So yes, the answer to our first thought that it must be me is correct, but for different reasons than you and I believed for far too long. It is just me, just you, just us, because we Starseeds, Forerunners, Wayshowers are here now doing what we’re so good at doing with and to Duality energies. The real difficulty has always been that most Starseeds/Forerunners/Wayshowers typically don’t consciously remember that they Volunteered to incarnate on physical Earth now and why. A rare handful do remember from childhood that they intentionally came to Earth from elsewhere, whereas far more begin remembering later in adulthood. Other Starseeds, and even some Indigos, are triggered by their Higher Selves to begin consciously remembering their larger and more complex identity and Soul Mission(s) at specific times due to a multitude of personal, astrological, cosmic, multidimensional and evolutionary Ascension Process reasons.

But before a Starseed begins consciously remembering their greater identities and/or current physical plane Soul Mission, they typically believe the negative lies and BS that all the negativity, hostility, disrespect, violence, physical and etheric attacks, endless supply of abnormally imbalanced humans littering their earthly lifelong Path are somehow all their fault! They typically and automatically wonder what terrible thing(s) THEY must have done somewhere to create the constant negativity, darkness and cruel attacks from other humans during this lifetime. If you’ve bought into the “sin” and “guilt” or “karma” beliefs because you don’t remember your greater identity and Soul Contracts yet, then you assume that must be the reason for the endless negativity you attract from both living humans plus other-dimensional Beings, Aliens, Entities etc.

You, me, each of us typically runs these negative experiences through our own ego filters and naturally assume it is us, when in fact it is us, but it is only because we’re on Earth now to transmute and transcend the negativity in 3D and 4D primarily and NOT BECAUSE WE’VE DONE ANYTHING WRONG. My dearest fellow Starseeds/Forerunners/Wayshowers/Indigos, we naturally and automatically attract the negativity, insanity and imbalanced seen and unseen populations because we carry more Light here and the Dark instantly sees and recognizes us long before we ever recognize them! That unfortunate truth is simply part of our many different learning curves we must Master while here in 3D. We take plenty of beatings before we put two-and-two together, but once we finally do connect the inter-dimensional energy dots of our larger existence, identity and Soul Missions, we then move through our individual Soul Missions much easier, faster and with far less personal damages and wounds than before.

The farther along we individually go with transmuting polarized energies through our bodies and beings, the more we remember and embody High Heart or Unity or Triality Consciousness which makes our Work, our “jobs”, our Soul Missions here much easier, faster, less painful and polarized. We learn to reach and maintain emotional neutrality which is also greater and higher conscious awareness neutrality, with more and more things, people, situations, events, attacks and all the rest of it. We’re learning or have learned and mastered being and remaining within that third higher frequency space that exists vibrationally beyond (let’s say above for ease of communication) Duality which means we have an easier time NOT being affected or influenced by any physical human, nonphysical Being/Alien/Entity, or trans-dimensional events caused by either of them whether directed at us individually or not. It just is what it is and we simply do what we do with less and less drama, pain, negativity and time spent in those miserable battles and attacks. From my Denise perspective it took me far too long to reach the edges of this state of being and working of my earthly Soul Mission but there it is and what do I know about it all anyway? 😉

REMEMBER THE PRINCESS & THE PEA SYNDROME?

Starseeds/Indigos/Lightworkers are typically ultra-sensitives who FEEL things, people, events, locations, actions, thoughts, thought-forms, emotional energies, negativity, polarity etc. much more intensely than “normal” people do. Added to this is something I’ve become increasingly aware of over the past intense thirteen Ascension years (1999–2012) which is that the more polarized and dark or negative energies I’ve gotten rid of (transmuted and therefore removed), the less of it it now takes to make me feel like ultra crap! Hence, the Princess & the Pea business. This is another reason why our own inner dark, unresolved issues and energies—PLUS everyone else’s—feels so much larger and exaggerated to us than it actually is. The more Light there is, the more it highlights the Dark no matter how small it may now be. Don’t take it personally, don’t go into guilt over it, don’t obsess or fixate on it, remain emotionally neutral about it all and just do what you’ve been doing all along which is integrate it, transmute it, and transcend it back into unified Neutrality.

When we feel the dark or negative now it’s painful in new ways because it’s so profoundly amplified and highlighted by the abundant Light Energies now present. The dark thing only needs to be something small and simple now and yet it feels like a massive boulder under my twenty mattresses! “Consciousness” is rapidly becoming a whole-body and whole-being awareness instead of the old left brained linear only thought process of polarized 3D. We are rapidly becoming increasingly aware of more things but in very new ways which means we’re having to let go of even more and learn many new ways of perception during these last six months of 2012.

“WHY DID I FEEL LIKE AN ALIEN ON THIS PLANET?”

Because you are one dearest. ❤ Most of us Starseeds/Wanderers/Lightworkers are the positive ETs many people talk about that they believe will come to Earth and fix things! Surprise, but we’re already here and have been for decades, working behind the scenes, doing what we do for humanity and the Ascension timeline. I know that huge self-worth issues are common among the Groups or Waves of Starseeds/Wanderers (and Indigos) but you’ve all got to realize that you’re not here on Earth now to be like the human masses. Not remotely, so don’t use those negative and distorted Alien patriarchal human standards to measure yourself against for any reason. I know how hard and painful that is too but you’ve got to ignore those mind control delusions and distortions and be what you are and do what you do. And I know so many of you have done it repeatedly even when you didn’t know you were.

Denise

July 10, 2012

Pains, Frustrations & Confusions of the Spiritual Ascension Work

April 20, 2012June 7, 2022Denise Le Fay 84 Comments

“I have such a desperate need to heal others but I can’t accept the fact that instead of embraced for my ideas I’m repelled and persecuted. In what way can I stay balanced without such negativity and still find a voice to reach others without absorbing their density?

I often pray to god that he will put me in the correct dimension I belong in. I feel like all my relationships are tumbling down. I’m being called ungrounded because I share my experiences and positivity and insight into the vast power of spirit and human consciousness.

I feel like words are becoming so mundane. I feel connected but also so alone. Like I have nobody to go through this with, I feel so mentally alone. My whole life I felt like this. Crucified for being so different. Insulted and called crazy or weird. I just don’t fit.

Emotionally I feel like nobody around me understands me. Its been 26 years of loneliness. The further I go, the more I see how skewed the relationships I am in are even when they actually wouldn’t be if I weren’t on this path. Nobody gets it, and all I want to do is live alone in peace because nothing but nature provides it.

How if it were meant to be they wouldn’t force me to a standstill and reject me.

As things become more intense in the world I feel it so hard to look away. I want to heal and help. I want to care for people and show them another way, like you do. But face to face. I want to counter team dark, I want to banish them myself for all they’ve done to my people. I want to balance this mess. I know inside it won’t be through a sharp tongue alone that this is accomplished.

Sometimes I wish I could be able to ease the pain of something. But the beating I take for it – it is worth it? Should I just abandon all my dreams of changing the world and instilling harmony? The more I look inward, the more I understand. The more I don’t help others causes guilt and a feeling of selfishness. To turn away and into myself would be counter productive to the very thing my spirit wants. When will this be over, Denise? When will I go back wherever I came from that was lighter and full of inspiration, desire and passion of spirit? What should I do to ease my suffering and loneliness in the meantime? I’m often too afraid even to speak or to write you this. I hope you understand what I mean by this letter.

Theo”

I received this email last week and because I’ve received others like it from many people over the years, I asked Theo if I could quote her letter at TRANSITIONS so we could have this discussion publicly where hopefully more people will benefit from it. Thank you Theo for allowing me to share your letter. ❤

If you’re on the Spiritual Path then you too have felt these pains, frustrations, and confusions occasionally. If you volunteered to incarnate on Earth now to transmute, embody, and anchor the Ascension Process as a being from elsewhere, then you’ve most likely felt this way even more. With time the pain of feeling Homesick lessens and we settle into our physical Earth lives and pre-incarnational Soul Contracts and just do what we’re here now to do. But there’s always the longing to be in a like-Home space, dimension, or world with like-frequency Family and friends once again.

When I was a child the summer and fall sunsets would just about destroy me because that was the time of day and energy that caused my Starseed Homesickness to amplify to the near breaking point. I’d watch the Sun set in the western sky and mourn and weep for my real Home and other-dimensional kinsfolk. It was not an easy time for me, and was also energetically connected to another timeline and “past” life in 12,600 B.C. Egypt. I suspect that’s why the setting Sun activated my Starseed heart so easily as a child in this life and timeline.

Typically, the Ascension Process mutilates most of our relationships, primarily because one person is evolving (due to multiple time coded, activated Soul Contracts and different phases within it) and the other person is not. Or, one person is living the Ascension Process but is much further behind on those Ascension Stair Steps (the different levels and phases within it) which often makes the consciousness and energy gap between the two people way too much for both parties to cope with. If one person can reduce that energy/consciousness/reality gap and move into a closer frequency range with the other person—mate/lover/child/parent/friend/co-worker etc.—then the relationship continues. If not, problems and frustrations are experienced by both parties. Oftentimes one person absolutely MUST continue moving forward at the pace they’re capable of then no matter what (Soul Contract) and this is why many relationships don’t survive the Ascension Process. No one has “failed” the relationship or the other person(s), it’s just that the relationship has gone as far as it can for both parties within the intensity and constant growth and changes of the Ascension Process.

“You can lead a horse to water but you can’t make it drink”

People not consciously aware of the Ascension Process (and other related spiritual issues) simply perceive those of us at the frontlines as crazy, sick, disturbed, rebellious, imbalanced, delusional or just big pains-in-the-ass! This shouldn’t surprise anyone reading this really because we know how much most people do NOT want to change themselves, and will typically lash out at anyone they perceive to be a threat to their locked-in and locked-down life, consciousness and reality. We Bringers of Light are typically not what the masses want to have to deal with, and even when they don’t consciously know what we are and what we naturally do, they sense we’re “different” and that we’re rocking the familiar reality boat and typically they don’t appreciate us and what we’re doing whatsoever. And of course for the Starseeds/Lightworkers/Lightwarriors/Indigos, this just makes an already difficult job all the harder.

A lot of people do NOT want to be “helped” or “healed” or “expanded” in any way because they’re perfectly content with the way things have been, or so they think. As repulsive as that is to most of us Bringers of Light, I totally understand it, and all we can do is Bring the Light, radiate it constantly and hope that as many people as possible are inspired and assisted by the Light we’ve embodied on to this world. It’s not our jobs to “save” anyone or “heal” anyone; it’s our job to provide an exit route out of the Darkness and insanity, however we cannot carry anyone across that Alchemical threshold but ourselves. Said another way—the ONLY way that you can, I can, each of us can “help” another person or humanity in general now is to integrate Duality within ourselves individually, which automatically reduces the overall workload of polarity resolution for every other person on the planet. THAT is how one person truly helps another; integrate and resolve the polarized energies (Duality) within yourself which automatically makes it easier and faster for others to do the same within themselves. Clear that Pathway to the higher Light for others through yourself. No ego recognition, no fame, fortune, no religious trophies or gold star points for doing it this way, and that’s actually a blessing.

So many words everywhere!

For many of us at this late date within the Ascension Process words are becoming mundane as Theo said. Since the start of 2011, I’ve struggled to continue writing at TRANSITIONS because I can feel that things have shifted and continue changing for me even more dramatically in 2012, and I’m finding it harder to write as often as I did prior to 2011. The words and topic I now write about must come from a High Heart place and be truly helpful in the moment or I can’t muster the desire and focus to write now. (There are other reasons for this too which I’ll cover in another article soon.) This is how much we’ve evolved into High Heart being and consciousness so far, and that’s a wonderful sign, but this is why in 2011 and 2012 I haven’t been writing nearly as much as I have at TRANSITIONS since 2007. I’ll continue writing but know that things are changing super-fast now in 2012, and I’m having to make adjustments to cope with these dramatic increases in energies and this means less writing from me now. We’ll all adapt and keep moving further into the new timeline during 2012 and beyond but expect the unexpected, be flexible, be wise, rest plenty and take care of yourself body and soul, and expect to increasingly know more yourself instead of relying on reading ascension and spiritual-related words written by other people. This too is a positive sign, and knowing for yourself is going to be SO much more fun.

Ascension-related Soul Contracts

A lot of people have a hard time truly understanding that by them living the Ascension Process and transmuting lower frequencies (Duality, polarities) within themselves, their bodies and surroundings, plus embodying higher frequency Light Energies, that THAT’S how they’re actually changing the world reality and helping humanity transition into the newly anchored timeline and ascending Earth. Humans have been brainwashed into believing that if they’re not physically doing something then we’re not being productive, effectual, or even worthy of receiving the simplest of physical necessities such as daily food and shelter. As Bringers of Light—Lightworkers/Lightwarriors/Starseeds/Indigos etc.—we know this is a horrific lie created by the Dark Ones and the negative human patriarchy to maintain the human slave labor mentality and belief systems across the planet generation after generation.

We forget that through our integrating, transmuting, embodying, radiating, and BEING the higher frequency Light Energies while in human bodies on Earth in this timeline, we are “Doing”. You know that famous line, “be the change you want to see”, well, it’s true. By our embodying these higher Light Energies we’re BEING and radiating them across the world in this timeline we’re assisting Earth to vibrate higher, which naturally improves reality and life for everyone else. This seeming non-doing doing (how integrated and non-polarized is that!) is internal, unseen, unrecognized and unappreciated by the people around us but we knew it would be this way before we entered this dimension and we still couldn’t wait to get in here and go through all this…this…this fabulously intense transformational work.

I too have my moments where I refuse to take the “beatings”, abuse and disrespect any longer from people who don’t understand and/or don’t want to change and evolve now. I understand why they feel this way and why they do and say what they do towards most Volunteers/Starseeds/Lightworkers/Lightwarriors/Indigos etc. I have my moments when it gets to be too much for me and I have to retreat a bit to re-balance and detox whatever lower frequency junk I picked up through these situations. Dusting ourselves off and getting back in the saddle again is faster and easier now than it’s ever been, and we’re all learning to master being “Keepers of the Frequency” to borrow a Barbara Marciniak’s Pleiadean term, and not be pulled out of or “fall” from higher frequency neutrality in the first place. Soon we’ll constantly exist within a frequency of neutrality—which comes from having integrated, resolved, and ascended duality or polarities—and we won’t struggle and suffer with these situations and lack of awareness in certain people like we have. We’ll both know and be neutral (which is the higher frequency and state of consciousness and being that exists beyond duality, polarity) and that is going to be so worth all the painful and difficult transitional work we’ve done.

Along with these things also comes the expanded responsibility of learning to consciously chose what WE want to focus on mentally and emotionally moment to moment. In other words, we’re learning to be much more conscious of our consciousness and are consciously choosing what our higher Heart Mind is entertaining each moment. The great news is that eventually this too won’t be an issue or struggle for us and we’ll simply exist within a higher frequency state of neutral High Heart being where lower frequency people, consciousness and issues won’t unbalance us. We’ll exist within and function from a state of High Heart unified neutrality and consciousness—which means non-polarized not disinterested, unfeeling or insensitive—100% of the time.

So, “To turn away and into myself would be counter productive to the very thing my spirit wants…” is incorrect actually. This type of thinking is more old 3D ego-based with some heavy Piscean Age religious distortions in it. I’m not blaming anyone because that is what the planetary Collective is still full of unfortunately and am only pointing out that this is not how things work at higher frequency levels.

When will this be over?

Theo asked me, “when will this be over?” Well, that is the question now isn’t it? The entire answer is still out on this one unfortunately because the planetary Collective is still waffling over this topic. I know what I want and I put my vote in long ago. Other-dimensional Upper Management has certainly heard my plea for a final cutoff point or Expiration Date to this continuing hanging on while waiting and waiting for as many people to get on the Ascension train as we can get this time around. I’m beyond tired of this waiting which has been torturous to many of us over the past years.

I’ve asked this question numerous times too over the past many years and I’ve perceived a few major or primary probabilities. The difficulty with trying to answer major questions like this is that the answers are never as black and white or polarized as a yes/no or now/later type answer. That’s old polarized 3D thinking whereas what’s been happening has been a gradual ascent up many energy Stair Steps which produces different phases, levels, and stages within this transitional process. Yes there are Expiration Dates and cutoff points within it, but they too are really Stair Steps and not as total and absolute as many of us would like them to be.

October 28, 2011 was a big cutoff point or Expiration Date, as was the 11-11-11 portal of November 11, 2011. I felt another huge transition and cutoff point when we entered January 1, 2012, and could feel that everything had changed again in important ways. The whole month of March 2012 was very potent and it too altered things in major positive ways.

The Full Moon on May 5, 2012—the “Festival of Buddha”—Moon will also be more potent in 2012 than past years, and the New Moon/Solar Eclipse on May 20, 2012, when the Earth, Sun and Alcyone of the Pleiadian system align will also bring in tremendously positive and amplified higher energies (Pleiadian energies) to humanity and Earth. And then there’s June 2012…which just blows my mind when I look at the calendar because it’s packed with multiple powerhouse energy events throughout the month. Physical life and reality will begin changing dramatically with the start of June 2012. Do you see and feel the energy Stair Steps building and expanding so far in 2012? We’re not even halfway through 2012 yet and we can feel and see the acceleration of the physical dimension dismantling of the global patriarchy finally.

And on and on it goes day by day, week by week, month by month for the rest of 2012 and beyond. Some Ascension Teachers have recently mentioned how things will be very intense for “the next five years”. The primary reason for this is that on June 23–24, 2012, the first of SEVEN squares (direct motion(s), then retrograde(s), then direct motion(s) again) between Uranus in Aries and Pluto in Capricorn starts. These seven exact Uranus/Pluto squares or hits will happen starting with the first hit on June 23–24, 2012 through 2015.

Actually this Uranus/Pluto square energy was first physically manifested globally with the start of the Egyptian Revolution on January 25, 2011, and it’s spread across the world ever since and that was just the beginning of what these two planets squaring each other will do. Actual physical reality (Pluto in Capricorn) and human consciousness (Uranus in Aries) is and will continue to dramatically and quickly be dismantled and rebuilt (the seven squares over the next five years) at a vastly higher frequency and consciousness. This MAJOR transformational process won’t always be pretty or easy, but it will be 1000% successful in permanently removing the non-human, non-physical alien Dark Ones and the physical human patriarchy and all of their lower frequency global systems from this planet. Five intense, compressed years of total dismantling and removal of the inter-dimensional and global patriarchy/Dark Ones entirely. Hell, I’ll hang around for five more years just to witness the fruits of my/your/our labors across Earth and beyond!

But we’ve got the rest of accelerating 2012 to live and transition through first and there are more energy Stair Steps coming after June and another Venus transit, the 2012 summer Solstice, the start of the Uranus/Pluto squares, planets changing signs, solar, galactic and deep-space energy increases, the fall Equinox, the 12-12-12 portal and the grand finale of the 12-21-12 winter Solstice. Plenty more 2012 excitement and changes coming with multiple energy Stair Steps to climb and connect and embody into this Ascension timeline.

What about us Volunteers/Starseeds/Lightwarriors/Lightworkers/Indigos in 2012?

I know you too have been acutely aware of how many people—myself included—are just not around online as much or in the same ways as we had been for many years prior to the start of 2012. Things have changed tremendously since we moved through the 11-11-11 portal. They changed again on January 1, 2012, and they shifted yet again in big ways in March 2012 and they’re only going to continue doing this all year. I’ve felt very “sequestered” since the start of 2012, and this sensation is only growing. Let me clarify what I mean when using the term sequestered.

For me this sense of being sequestered doesn’t mean hiding or not interacting with others out there in the world. It did in years past but not in late 2011 and 2012. With the start of 2012 it’s been much more about my (so many of us) working while awake and asleep in other dimensions and timelines to build and anchor this Ascension timeline in this dimension. For the past four months of 2012, I’m acutely aware of and can feel when many of my Starseed/Lightworker readers and other Ascension Teachers out there are simply not existing in the same level, location, and timeline. I can feel the energetic changes when my fellow Co-Workers exit this timeline, and I can feel when they return, and how we all reconnect even more strongly within this Ascension timeline again and again. I know you reading this can feel when I leave this timeline to do some work, tweak things a bit more, and then return to this Ascension timeline again. This is us weaving timelines together, cutting other ones out, and all to create a totally new timeline and Earth that’s completely free of Team Dark and their distortions. This level of multiple timelines and multiple realities work back into this Ascension timeline has been profuse so far in 2012 and I sense it will continue the rest of this year.

As this continues, we’re becoming increasingly aware of how much this world, this reality is changing for the better because the old lower frequency everything and everyone is quickly going the way of the dinosaurs now. Some say that this transition could take as long as two to three generations to complete, and that is one strong probability. However… that’s FAR too long in my opinion and I know things are shifting moment to moment now because of the timeline weaving and cutting work we’ve been doing plus the tremendous increase in unseen and cosmic/galactic/solar/deep space help that’s much more easily able to come through now in 2012. This too is only going to increase as Team Dark is further dismantled this year. I know this transition can happen much, much, sooner than two to three generations so let’s help it happen. Let’s help the human Collective fearlessly, easily and quickly transition into the new ascended 5D Land of Plenty sooner rather than later. Use 2012 because it’s so amplified, so charged and ripe with positive potentials for total transformation. Hang in there everyone because it’s so close now, and get ready for June 2012.

Denise

April 20, 2012

What A Winter! (2012)

March 10, 2012February 12, 2023Denise Le Fay 65 Comments

WINTER RECAP IN PREPARATION FOR THE 2012 SPRING EQUINOX

But first, some whining…

On January 1, 2012 I felt and was affected by another upsurge and big push from Team Dark (the non-physical, non-human Beings and their human puppets). It was mildly depressing and I wasn’t prepared for it, which I should have been, but because we’re so close now my heart gaze is entirely fixed on the finish line and humanity evolving beyond the vibrational reach and influence of Team Dark. I realize I may occasionally jump the gun with certain old familiar polarized 3D issues and belief systems such as the controlled need for money, the controlled need for gasoline, war etc., but this is because I know what’s possible and coming and want all of us to be there sooner rather than later. To reach the next rung on the ladder, you’ve got to be willing to release your grasp on the one you’re currently holding on to.

There we were in the long-awaited year of 2012 finally and all I could feel, again, was the tenacity and determination of Team Dark trying to grab more people and create more fear/war/violence/murder etc. in this world. Needless to say I was a bit bummed from the start of January 2012 as I felt these old dark dudes—human and otherwise—working hard to regain power, energy, control and more of humanities energies and consciousness.

On a personal note I’ve had a whole slew of physical world things, issues, situations that I’ve had to take care of, such as getting my taxes done and numerous other similar old 3D things that I’ve never enjoyed having to do. Since the start of 2012, I’ve spent more time doing these types of old 3D things, making changes, fixing certain things, replacing things that suddenly broke and so on than I have writing articles! I’ve had busy times like this in the past but nothing to this degree. It seems there’s plenty of changes happening on multiple levels and dimensions now and all with a great big rush and push before the spring Equinox arrives on March 19, 2012.

Despite these unexpected intrusions into my life, time, focus and energy by these old 3D situations and necessities, I’ve had a couple of interesting experiences that have reinforced my sense of being assisted by a small group of higher dimensional Unseens. I haven’t sensed Them in my life a long time so this has been a real pleasure feeling Them around me and assisting me once again.

Once in January and again in February 2012, I had some important legal and money-related old 3D type things come up that I had to take care of. In both cases I made a mistake with something I didn’t even know existed and would have had a heck of a time trying to fix or redo both situations and probably would have been fined for my blunder. To prevent this added mess, distraction and interactions with the old 3D systems I’m not and never have been fond of, some of these Unseens literally put things ON HOLD for me so that other things would happen which would prevent those future problems, fines and redo’s.

I’ve experienced the Unseens helping me like this in decades past, but it was usually an isolated event that didn’t affect a lot of other people. In the January situation this intervention assistance by the Unseens did affect a large group of people so I was even more saddened by my mistake, but who knows how that delay actually affected each of them. But, the Universe had my back and literally put things ON HOLD for 24 hours which was exactly enough time for that other thing to happen that I didn’t even know existed which prevented future problems and fines for me. Sorry for being vague with the details but I’m sure you understand the overall gist of these events and why they’re happening to many of us now. It’s get things in order time once again if that’s what you/me need to do now.

So the January potential confusion and mistake was fairly easily avoided thanks to the Unseens literally making computers and printers stop work which forced a stop on everything for everyone for a week. This was done so that something would arrive in the mail the next day for me which I very much-needed to take back with me a week later when this group event was rescheduled…due to the computers and printers mysteriously suddenly not working that first day. Thank you Unseens for having my back and covering my butt with this one because I had no idea about any of those other 3D legal issues and paperwork etc.

The second Unseens intervention to prevent another potential Denise blunder happened in February. Gads I’ve missed these Unseens working away in the background of my life helping me to do what I’m here now to do!

In February I needed to make some changes to my money and where it goes etc., so I did the required paperwork for this change and then waited for the physical changes to manifest. Problem was that I missed them when they arrived because I didn’t recognize them! I suspect it was a matter of more ascension-related brain fog plus those heavy-duty X-class solar energies hammering my head/brain/DNA, plus those increasing gaps between the old 3D linear time and awareness and the growing 5D unity consciousness and functioning in the “Now Moment”. More embarrassment and confusions but again the Unseens had my back and did their best to help me see what I wasn’t seeing that was actually right in front of me physically all along. Oh boy, I see a book-title like…How To Ascend & Balance Your Checkbook At The Same Time.

So, there I am on the phone calling someone to try to find out why my money isn’t where it’s supposed to be. I’ve called this number before with other questions and there was always a person on the other end immediately. Not so this time. Again I was put ON HOLD on the phone for ten minutes or so. While ON HOLD waiting the Unseens kept pulling my eyes to one sentence on a paper I had in front of me specifically for this phone call. Finally I saw the sentence and realized that what I was waiting for hadn’t happened yet and wouldn’t for another couple of months. Oops. Next the Unseens directed me to turn over another paper I had in front of me so I’d see one sentence on it which would tell me everything I needed to know about why my money wasn’t were I expected it to be and when it probably would be and so on. As soon as I saw that all the little pieces fell into place in my awareness and I immediately hung up the phone and thanked the Unseens for preventing me from further self-created confusions and embarrassments.

And last night and this morning there’s suddenly been a couple other issues pop in that need a small portion of my time and energy at this point. Where this goes, if it even does, will unfold in time or just fall off my radar altogether. My point is that there now seems to be plenty of sudden and unexpected (sounds like Uranus doesn’t it?) events and/or potential events and happenings manifesting after years of being locked-down into what I/you/us have been doing for many years or decades even via the Ascension Process.

MORAL OF THE STORY IS…

It’s getting a bit dicey now and then maneuvering through old 3D events in a world and reality with consciousness that’s shifting so dramatically into something entirely different. This is like years ago during the worst of the worst of my heavy, dense, dark transmuting and the resultant ascension symptoms. When I’d leave the house to grocery shop I’d always stop myself first and look down to make sure I had pants on and hadn’t forgotten to fully dress myself before I got in the car! Seriously, it was that bad back then, and in January and February 2012 I’ve had a couple of potential 3D (3D as in legal, money, banking, taxes type) blunders of equal magnitude due to my expanding awareness and jumping back and forth between linear time and non-linear or “Now Moment” time, awareness, and being and learning how to not screw these types of things up! I’m starting to suspect that we’ve been assigned a special Team of Unseens just to cover our butts and have our backs during this major transition!

“CAN’T WE ALL JUST GET ALONG?” NOT IF YOU EXPECT ME TO CHANGE!

Another event happened the other day when my neighbor whose a self-absorbed, unaware patriarchal jerk was on his cell phone outside where he and the wife live every minute it’s warm outside. Problem is that our houses are like twenty feet apart and he aligns with my bedroom window so I hear and see him/them despite my having spent a few hundred dollars putting up privacy panels to keep him out of my bedroom at night.

I heard him outside my bedroom window on his phone telling someone that his two (adult) sons with their two dogs and two mates were arriving from out-of-state in a couple of hours. Because I endured this last year, plus daily intoxicated Happy Hour spent outdoors under my window for a year plus sunbathing, plus dogs pooping and peeing on my things outside and getting attitude from him/husband/Daddy/patriarchy when I went out to try to shoo his son’s dogs away from shitting and pissing on my things…I was NOT happy about having to live through all this crap again for three weeks…and during the spring Equinox no less. See the pattern unfolding with these issues and energies? My guess is that many of you reading this can totally relate.

Suddenly it was decision time for me to figure out what to do or not do with this man. I realized I only had a tiny window to confront him (if that’s what I was going to do) about all the things he’s been doing for over a year and getting ready to do a lot more of as soon as his adult kids arrived. I realize that he’d been planning to have loud outdoor just add alcohol family fun get-together next to my bedroom window because that’s what HE LIKES and I either had to suck it up and let it go, or, quickly confront him about it all and go from there. Now I’d rather have teeth pulled than have a face to face confrontation with a patriarchal, imbalanced egoic numb-nuts who thinks independent, Light infused females like me should be burned at the stake, or worse. However, and after all I’ve been through in this life not to mention just the past thirteen years, I will eventually confront whoever it is that’s trying to push me out of existence either through their own self-absorbed stupidity and mega ego etc. or (and/or) whose intentionally being manipulated by Team Dark to get at me and mine. [See A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution]

After doing brutally honest light speed discernment and peeking into the near future in an attempt to see if my future confrontational actions make this co-existing situation better or worse, I sensed I needed to confront him immediately before his wife, in-laws, sons and their girlfriends dogs and crew arrived in what could have been minutes. Long story short, I go outside and confront him but did so honestly and fairly saying my peace and suggested that he also tries to compromise as I have…and of course he attacks me, insults me, projects onto me, dodges responsibility, blames me, and flat-out lies about everything and I knew he would because he isn’t capable of anything else yet.

He did all those things people do who refuse to take any responsibility for their actions. In mid confrontation his cell phone rings and he can’t answer it fast enough to escape me and what’s happening and immediately starts telling his daughter on the other end what a horrible neighbor I am and what an unhappy life I have and how I only want to bother the neighbors etc. I’m standing three feet in front of him as he’s saying all this to her. He simply would not even attempt to have an honest adult conversation with me. There’s more BS and insanity of course but you get the drift of how this played out between us at that moment. I so need to move to a more secluded location and let these types of people do what they do while I do what I do…

After writing this article I received an email of Lisa Renee’s March 2102 article entitled “How Much Are You Willing to Know” and I had to smile to myself. There was a recapitulation of so much of what I’ve been going through for many months and why. I’ve known why for most of my life, but it’s always helpful and comforting hearing certain information like it from another about these extreme situations and difficulties we Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigo are having because of them—but also those unaware humans that are resisting spiritual growth, evolution and change of any kind.

My situation and question however is still, how do I co-exist with other people such as these neighbors when the gap between our consciousness and everything else is what it is? I don’t want to suffer anymore because of this housing/living situation and am doing what I can to be able to sell/buy/move to a more private rural place where I won’t be assailed by people like this and they won’t have to endure my energies directly either. I’ve been excruciatingly aware of what a miserable situation this has been for me and many of you too, not only during these past 25 ascension years, but our whole Starseed lives. There are many more questions to cover about this situation and how we (by we I mean Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos etc.) can live safely and comfortably during this transition while the other humans go through what they are but at a level that’s suited for them. I know that once I’m fully there this won’t be an issue, but until then, like you I’ve got to co-exist with people who haven’t a clue about reality, energies, consciousness, other-dimensional Beings and their agendas, what’s going on now, and many of them do not even want to know!

Thanks for wading through this weird and different article and I hope you too are getting ready for the coming 2012 Spring Equinox energies and the changes they will bring for all.

Denise

March 10, 2012

2011 Recap

December 29, 2011February 12, 2023Denise Le Fay 41 Comments

Gads what a year 2011 was! Mother of gads, what a month December 2011 has been!! The entire year was intensely compressed, difficult, and highly challenging for me personally as I know it was for most of you too. Then December 2011 was a compressed super version of the whole year! December has been extreme and an intense last-minute second chance to resolve and tidy up (mop up the heart wounds and blood and guts!) whatever you/me/each of us needs to before the final year (2012) of the twenty-five yearlong Alchemical Ascension Process kicks in.

There were many times throughout 2011 where I was repeatedly tested to learn certain things about myself, my Emotional Body, being emotionally reactionary (one’s bottom three chakras and matching ego consciousness, emotions and emotional reactions, fight or flight, ego survival etc.) and learn from it but continue inching my way out of them and increasingly into my High Heart and unity Consciousness. My Second Saturn Return in Libra had much to do with this same learning and transmuting process for me throughout 2011 making this a theme on multiple levels.

(February 7, 2012 Saturn turns retrograde at 29° Libra until June 25, 2012 when it goes direct at 22° Libra. That’s five months worth of Saturn retrograding in Libra for everyone to reevaluate internally and rework whatever it is that needs your/mine/our attention so we’re energetically ready for Saturn turning direct five days after the 2012 Summer Solstice. Use this last Saturn in Libra retrograde phase during the first-half of 2012 and never forget that we all bleed the same. Make whatever needed changes within yourself and try to not emotionally mutilate others with your old lower ego and left-brain any more. Aries represents self and Libra all others. More on this difficult evolutionary transition in a moment.)

Throughout 2011 my desire to continue writing at TRANSITIONS was seriously tested multiple times. I’ve written more articles in 2011 that got deleted because I wasn’t able to externalize—write—all I was perceiving fast enough or have enough clear mental focus long enough minus physical fatigue to get it all typed out. (Speaking these things is so much faster and easier than the slower method of writing them, and oftentimes that slow down is just enough to seriously mess with my ability to fully linearly write out what I want to share…another gap in other words that I’ve struggled with during 2011.)

Physical exhaustion, months-long head/skull/brain pains and pressures, recurring brain fog, plus a new level of learning about how to deal with the growing gap between people on those different Stair Steps and timelines within this Ascension Process have combined making writing in 2011 more difficult for me than ever before. 2011 has been a real testing for me about learning to shift out of my bottom three chakras while simultaneously NOT dropping back down into them when emotionally triggered by certain of those others who came at me from their bottom three chakra consciousness with their fear, pain, confusion, disrespect, misunderstanding, or total lack of understanding. The gap between the 3D ego Solar Plexus consciousness and the 5D unified High Heart consciousness is so huge that some others cannot relate to or understand other others so they lash out at them. How I/you/each of us choose to react or not react is of course up to us. Lisa Renee and her Guardian’s term of the “neutral” or “Compassionate Witness” (see her October 2011 article) should be making a lot more sense now.

How many other Ascension Teachers have we repeatedly heard tell us to be kind to each other? To treat each other gently and with respect? How many of us have consistently done that? How many haven’t, and more importantly, why? How many need to make personal changes in themselves to not be disrespectful, hurtful or cruel to Starseeds, Lightworkers, Ascension Teachers? How many of us need to learn to deal with these types of situations and people in very different ways now? It’s been a wound, frustration and learning process for me personally throughout 2011, but I understand the whys of it all and just need to get all of me there. It’s been a rough year but with massive improvements despite the surface appearance of total meltdowns and general emotional instability and mental chaos everywhere. Everyone is raw and exhausted at this point and many are in great fear and pain. We’ve all got to keep this in mind/heart throughout 2012 and make a conscious effort to be more kind and respectful with each other; it will make everyone’s journey so much easier and faster.

More Dark Ones and negativity was removed during 2011 than…ever. In early 2011 I mentioned I’d perceived the—as I called them—Cosmic Cavalry was on their way to 3D finally. They did arrive and they escorted the Dark Ones to the exit door because it was intervention time and the Dark Ones had reached the Expiration Date along with the completion of the Evolutionary Cycle/Mayan calendar. The Ascension Process has been about completing duality and removing the negative dark and all of its many players and systems, which naturally returns Earth, humanity and human consciousness back to Source or Love/Light. Many have seen this Ascension Process as a polarized happening; we’re either heading towards “heaven on Earth”, or, heaven is decending to Earth. I’ve always felt it was more about just getting rid of the dark negative riffraff so everything could be even better than it was prior to the takeover by the Dark Ones.

There’s a lot more growth and learning to be done by all, and I mean all, and there’s nothing wrong or disgraceful about that. It is what it is so just get over it and keep moving forward because time is short. We’ve got one year left (2012) to get ourselves individually as bright n’ shiny (vibrationally raised, evolved, resolved, integrated, healed emotionally and mentally etc.) as we possibly can before the next Evolutionary Cycle begins with the 13 of 2013. Use the past system of 12 to better understand this massive evolutionary shift; the 12 Apostles (and 12 everything else) plus Jesus as the mysterious and mystical 13 which hints at how important this shift out of the old 3D system of 12 (and our lower three chakras and matching ego consciousness within linear time and duality) into a totally different and vastly higher one symbolized, I repeat symbolized, by 13. I want to make that end of 2012 transition with as little personal baggage as I can so I don’t carry it with me into the new higher Evolutionary Cycle for me to continue working on it there. Sounds like a plan we all should work on during 2012 don’t ya think?

I remember hearing Steve Rother’s channeled group use this humorous and correct term; all the little gods learning how to make room for all the other little gods. It’s becoming increasingly obvious we’re transitioning (those Stair Steps) out of our lower 3D ego Solar Plexus as Lord and Master of the Universe perspective and focal points, up to our 5D High Hearts as our new ascended/evolved Lord and Master of the Universe perspective and focal point. That my weary irritated fellow Ascension travelers is one hell of a HUGE evolutionary leap! Seriously and honestly ponder it for a bit because doing so will make you feel better about all this.

Bottom three chakras and their matching frequency mega fear-based, survival-based ego consciousness within the old lower 3D physical world of duality—all the way up to the High Heart with its matching consciousness within Light-filled 5D where integration, unity, Light and Love is the only game in town. This particular frequency, consciousness, reality and dimensional gap is SO HUGE that it requires two different worlds and dimensions to house them each! I hope this helps with the general frustrations, confusions, wounds, irritations, exhaustion and general misunderstandings that happened excessively during 2011 for many of us. Every minute of 2011 was major, and a ton of negativity was transmuted and Dark Ones literally moved out of this world and dimension both in 3D physical, 4D Astral, and higher. For me every minute of December 2011 was a compressed version of what transpired throughout the year. This tells me we’ve had plenty to transmute and purge in preparation for the last year of the twenty-five yearlong Ascension Process. We can finally see the Finish Line now so hang in there everyone because 2012 will unfold even faster than 2011 did.

Denise

December 29, 2011

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ANOTHER INNER VISION & AWARENESS

THE KEY IS IN THE HEART

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THE MANY TRANSITIONS OF 2012 & BEYOND

STAIR STEPS: HIGHHEART TRIALITY CONSCIOUSNESS & BEING IS THE NEW BLUEPRINT FOR HUMANITY

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EVERY STARSEED’S FIRST THOUGHT TYPICALLY IS: “IT MUST JUST BE ME, RIGHT?”

REMEMBER THE PRINCESS & THE PEA SYNDROME?

“WHY DID I FEEL LIKE AN ALIEN ON THIS PLANET?”

“You can lead a horse to water but you can’t make it drink”

So many words everywhere!

Ascension-related Soul Contracts

When will this be over?

What about us Volunteers/Starseeds/Lightwarriors/Lightworkers/Indigos in 2012?

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WINTER RECAP IN PREPARATION FOR THE 2012 SPRING EQUINOX

But first, some whining…

MORAL OF THE STORY IS…

“CAN’T WE ALL JUST GET ALONG?” NOT IF YOU EXPECT ME TO CHANGE!