Life Post ‘Wave X’ & Blood Moon Eclipse Activation

Denise Le Fay
October 4, 2015

stair steps6frequencies coloredstairs to cloud heart 800x800

With the completion of one more complex set of energetic Stair-step cycles within the overall Ascension Process cycles—in particular the 2014 through 2015 Blood Moon Eclipses and ‘Wave X’—post September 27, 2015 has automatically activated the rest of the planetary population to evolve now. It’s finally get with the Ascension Process program or leave time, and many more will be leaving now because of this. No judgements, just a case of personal choice. Not everyone intended or wanted to remain in their current physical body and evolve it, “ascend” it now from lower frequency and consciousness 3D dense Duality up vibrationally to 5D integrated Unity or Triality Light. Again, no judgement whatsoever, simply individual choice and/or a lack of greater awareness as to what’s really going on.

Some Common Recent Symptoms

This last Blood Moon eclipse and ‘Wave X’ energy activation Stair-step (actually a huge leap to another entire floor) is still literally ringing in my head and throughout my body. Because this latest blast was so strong, it may have left you feeling like you’ve got PTSD too; like your nerves are shot, fried, toasted in fact and that they haven’t acclimated completely yet to this latest energetic addition/upgrade/Stair-step.

confused-smiley I often go through this my nerves are shot phase when Earth and humanity are engulfed in  another extra potent blast of NEW higher frequency Light Energies. My CNS — central nervous system oftentimes takes weeks to adjust to housing and running more NEW Light and stop drooling, stop having my eyes rolling in circles, stop flying out of my skin over every sound, and stop having my hair standing up straight! I exaggerate, but only slightly! Geese this one was big and potent and I haven’t integrated it all yet as I know many of you reading this haven’t yet either, hence why I’m pushing myself to write this now instead of crawl under my Ascension blankie and adjust. I’ll ache, ring, hum, buzz and vibrate internally even more than before ‘Wave X’ fully arrived, but then I’ll adapt to this latest new NEW and it will become—for the time-being only—the latest NEW normal. But it’s just another energetic Stair-step really, a great big one yes, but just another one.

sobbing Another side effect from this latest blast was the good old sudden weeping over anything or nothing HighHeart expansions. I don’t get this one often, but when I do, it can’t be pleasant for anyone unfamiliar with the Ascension Process, which still is the majority unfortunately.

Example: The other day I’d hired a gardener to trim some bushes and remove some others at my “new” old house. He was in his seventies and thankfully had a younger male helper to do the really hard work. He’d bid the job the day before really low so I knew I’d pay him a bit more for the work anyway but didn’t say anything to him about this at that time. So he and younger helper guy are there working their butts off in the SoCal heat and I’m feeling for the 70-plus-year-old man. Hours later they finished and I paid him a little over a hundred dollars more than what he’d bid the job at and he got emotional, which is oftentimes all it takes to get me crying too.

I tearfully explained to him and younger helper guy that two months earlier I’d had another gardener cut down one large bush and greatly over charge me for it and not remove 3/4 of it! It took me a month and a half to cut the brush from it up and stuff my little trash barrel each week to finally get rid of what he should have hauled off himself for the price he charged me! I explained to the elderly gardener with Heart and integrity that that was the reason I was crying and that I was extremely grateful to him and his helper for doing such a good, clean job and hauling away all the brush. It was one of those rare (but increasing) High Heart moments between two or more people with Heart and integrity and it’s always just the absolute best thing ever in my opinion…and it usually makes me cry, especially when Divine energies are flooding the planet anyway! So, slightly embarrassing because I don’t enjoy crying in front of strangers, but a higher bond and High Heart recognition was made between all three of us and that is priceless. Some are externally registering 5D consciousness and it makes me cry with joy.

So yeah, crying has been on the spiritual menu once again thanks to the latest Divine energies but just go with the flow and let your High Heart open more and embody even higher frequency Light which overflows out and touches all, even those that it doesn’t immediately register on externally. You provided the Light very directly and IT affected them in some way(s) even though it usually doesn’t show on their external packaging. Give it time.

transmuteheart Another side effect has been physical and energetic heart/Heart/High Heart thumps, bumps, lumps, thuds and bangs etc. Actual sensations of movements in the center (usually but not always) of your chest and upper chest like a sudden hit, thud, twist or rolling of your heart. It’s just energies, movements and expansions but it can sometimes take your breath away when it hits hard, and they’ve hit hard via these ‘Wave X’ and eclipse energies. This goes with the emotional aspects of suddenly crying and being extra emotional over the tiniest of things. Just let your High Heart blossom some more and don’t worry about the tears or thuds and thumps in your chest as things expand and shift in there.

sleeping smilie Another symptom of this latest change has been epic and very weird dreams. I fell asleep the other day in the afternoon because my head was killing me and had an epic weird dream which I think was a first for me in the afternoon.

There’s some very hurried purging taking place in us and our bodies and subconscious to make room for more of these higher Light energies being embodied by us now. To make room for that, oftentimes we’ll experience multiple strange dreams for nights on end as internal stuff gets moved around and/or deeper layers of our stuff bubbles up to the conscious surface to be seen in The Light so to speak so we can feel/deal/heal and release more of it. There’s always multiple layers and layers and layers to some of our stuff so don’t feel like you’ve “failed” when another layer floats up from your Basement to be released. You didn’t “fail”, it’s just another layer is all.

big-headache-smiley-emoticon Then there’s the headache, the head pressures, the head pains that nothing that I’ve discovered makes go away. Not sleeping, not over-the-counter headache pills, not ice packs, not silence, not anything but time, lots of time in many cases.

I can clairvoyantly See a vertical tube-shaped area about the width of my physical head above my head where higher frequency Light Energies etc. pour down into my physical head/skull/brain/brain glands etc. and then farther on down into my body. This down-flow usually completes at my High Heart meaning that higher frequency Light energy is being embodied and housed in my High Heart (Thymus gland) area. Every time another wave of Light energies comes in like it has over the couple of weeks, my head hurts terribly for days and my ears ring constantly. Again, all this is caused by higher Light energies quickly evolving us, our bodies, nervous systems, brains, consciousness etc. and further lessening our old 3D density and replacing it with even more Light. This Stair-step process hurts because we’re literally evolving, physically, so just deal with it as best you can and know the pain eases up eventually as you/me/we adapt to the NEW level and amount.

sick Another common symptom, even after all these years, is the old Ascension Flu aches and pains. I had this return too recently and had the old body aches and pains and occasional chills like one has with the flu. It’s not the “flu” but another Ascension related symptom caused by another avalanche of incoming higher frequency Light energies. Rest, sleep, nap, and self-care as much and as long as you need.

shocked The inner body electrical-like vibrations or shaking sensation has increased again too. The easiest time to feel this inner body buzzing is when you’re either falling asleep or waking up from sleeping. While straddling two or more dimensions and actually consciously aware that you’re perceiving more than only the physical dimension, it’s ease to feel and hear the roar of your own Lightbody vibrating faster and higher. It reminds me of a jet airliner revving up its engines before takeoff. The vibrations, shaking and noise increases as the pressure builds and then suddenly you’re airborne and all that pre-flight tension and racket is gone. This inner body vibration and shaking is you literally embodying more Light which feels and sounds to our old 3D selves like we’re about to explode! We’re not or I’d have done it years ago! 😉 This too is another common Ascension symptom and one like most others that repeatedly increases over time, and very much so with every NEW Energy Wave that arrives.

monkey  And because of all this compressed evolutionary Ascension activity, our old lower egoic “Monkey Mind” goes absolutely nuts and does all it can to draw your attention away from the higher things taking place in you and your consciousness and back to it. To get you to pay attention to it so it doesn’t “die away” and lose its power, it screams, yells and throws out every ridiculous random thing and thought it can to derail you, sidetrack you, pull you back down to old familiar lower levels of consciousness and focus. It’s freaking exhausting and more than a little ridiculous but it happens to the best of us more than a few times. The trick is to recognize it for what it is and why it’s doing its best to interfere with your latest Ascension amplification. Just repeatedly release it, whatever it is, and get back to where YOU want to be; what YOU want to be focused on and not what it wants. Just keep re-Centering yourself as many times as it takes and don’t give any of it any more focus than that. See it, know it, understand it and move beyond it.

More of Humanity just got activated by the Ascension Process

stair steps6

No matter which level, which Stair-step you’re at within the Ascension Process, ‘Wave X’ and the last Blood Moon eclipse of September 27, 2015 just pushed everyone up one or more of these energetic Stair-steps. This is one reason why the violence has increased again recently. Every time another energy Wave arrives it affects everyone on Earth whether they’re ready for it or not. Some are flexible enough to bend in these intense Divine evolutionary cosmic winds while others are not. And some just lose it and kill others and/or themselves. None of this is easy for anyone anywhere. Hold your High Heart and radiate the Light that you are to help others acclimate to these profound energy changes.

Another aspect of this is that ‘Wave X’ and the last of the 2014–2015 Blood Moon eclipses of September 2015 activated millions more people around the world, meaning they’re suddenly experiencing some of the old Ascension symptoms many of us Forerunners have lived with for the past seventeen years or more. These people are suddenly looking for answers to what they’re feeling and why, to what their bodies are doing and why. If these people come to you with their questions, confusions, complaints, fears and worries, discern first and answer from your higher wisdom and firsthand experience. Remember back to when you were first going through this and there wasn’t anyone to ask but your Higher Self and your Guides! We’ve just entered a whole NEW level within the Ascension Process along with most everyone else so be aware of these changes for yourself but also for others on Stair-step far behind where you are.

More of humanity will now exit their bodies because of this

Because of these big September 2015 changes, many more people will be suddenly and quickly exiting their lives and bodies. For whatever their personal Soul reasons, they’ve chosen to not remain in their current physical body and evolve/ascend it, but exit it and re-evaluate their options with the guidance of their Higher Self and Ascension Guides etc. Many animals have been and are doing the same now in greatly increased ways. No judgement at all, simply individual choice. For those of us remaining, it’s our jobs to maintain energetic neutrality as we observe what’s happening from day-to-day. From one level it’s going to look like things are falling apart, which they are because it’s time for that finally, but from a higher level you know what’s really going on and why and because of this remain emotionally neutral to the ensuing chaos, escalating death, and increasing imbalances in more people. Hold your High Heart and understand and it then goes “airborne” and makes perfect sense.

10 11 12

As is always the case, well before the September Equinox I begin seeing, again, certain numbers and number combinations which is a sort of higher language. I’ve been repeatedly seeing, again, 10:10, 1:10, 1:11, 11:11, 1:11, 11:22, 12:12, 12:22, 12:23 and all the triple numbers as well including triple 000’s. But, it’s the 10 of October, the 11 of November, and the 12 of December that’s been yelling at all of us, again, as we approach the final three months of 2015.

This 2015 final quarter feels to me like it’s already different from previous Ascension years. It feels to me like some of us are already feeling the effects of ‘Wave X’ and everything else that came before it. Even though I still feel pretty beat up, sore, head-achy, emotional and weepy in the best of ways, and my ears are still ringing constantly etc., besides all that and more I can simultaneously feel vast changes and improvements taking place within me and my physical body. I’m not saying it’s easy or pain-free because it isn’t, but I AM saying that it’s happening and greatly and very quickly now. 2016 will be this and more, much more as the Stair-steps become smaller and shorter making it faster and easier for us all to quickly fly up each one of them.

Give yourself the time to acclimate to these latest September changes internally and externally. Just because some day/date (in this case it was all of September 2015) has been reached obviously doesn’t mean all your aches, pains and problems end on that day/date too! They could and we’re getting to that point now faster than ever before. In the meantime, be kind to yourself, let your body rest, recuperate and prepare for the next big Stair-steps of 10, 11, and 12 2015. None of this is going to ever slow down or go away which means we’ve got to adjust to it, to the NEW Light energies and all that goes with them. When you stay in the “Now Moment” you’ve got all the time you need, plus the chaos taking place out of the eye of the storm doesn’t affect you. The “Now Moment” is most easily accessed right in your own High Heart.

Denise

October 3, 2015

Donations can be made here and Thank You for the energy exchange.

800x600 thankyou leaves4

heartcopyright Copyright © Denise LeFay & HighHeartLife & TRANSITIONS, 2015. All rights reserved. You may copy and distribute this article so long as you don’t alter it in any way, the content remains complete, credit is given to the author and this URL https://highheartlife.com and Copyright Notice is included.

Transmuting More of the Patriarchy

WHAT A PAIN JULY 2011 WAS!

Usually it takes me either a couple of hours or a couple of days to write an article. It’s taken me all of July 2011 and a few days into August to write this article because the Ascension “prototyping” body pains I’ve been having have been that severe. From many of the Comments recently, many of you have done this current “prototype” transmuting work too in July.

As of July 31, 2011 we entered Day Five (July 31–Aug. 17) of the Ninth Wave and I think most everyone is expecting the Shit-storm of Change to manifest now in ways it never has before. We’ve reached the point now where the negative patriarchal/Dark Ones crafted world reality is disintegrating fast and in very obvious far-reaching ways. Because of the specific pains my body’s been going through in July, and still is to a slightly lesser degree as I write this, I know the two things are intimately connected. I realize how strange that sounds unless you’re a Starseed Lightworker “Prototyper” to borrow Lisa Renee’s great term. If you’re living/transmuting/anchoring/creating as a Starseed Lightworker “Prototyper”, then the microcosm/macrocosm business is fairly familiar to you at this point.

However…the severe pains in my physical body throughout July 2011 had me, at times, mildly concerned if some internal organ—my liver, gall bladder, stomach, diaphragm, intestines, ribs and spine around the solar plexus chakra—were about to explode, meltdown, or have some little alien burst through my gut like in the movie Alien. Relax, I jest. I didn’t really think an alien would burst through my bloated Buddha Belly solar plexus, but I did wonder a few times if my internal organs near my solar plexus would hold up through this intense transformational phase. Things have to get pretty serious inside my body before I start second-guessing so that should tell you something about how large and important (and physically painful) what’s unfolding energetically throughout July and August 2011 really is. The rest of the energy climb up the unfolding numerical stair steps and then through the 11-11-11 cutoff portal is going to be something else as the entire patriarchal world and its negative reality disintegrates into dust.

Most Ascension “prototyper” physical pains aren’t worrisome to me because I usually know what they are, what they’re doing, why, and so on. However, there are certain internal organ pains that, when they arrive with a vengeance as they did in early July, they sometimes cause me to second-guess what in the world is going on inside my body and why. Such is how the month of July unfolded for this “prototyper”.

When I have small concerns or self-doubt about what my body is prototyping as I had a couple of times during July 2011, it’s that much harder for me to clearly perceive what all is happening and why. Because of this it’s taken me longer to consciously connect the multiple puzzle-pieces to better understand what’s happening in and through my physical and mental bodies and discover the connection to the accelerated disintegrating patriarchal world reality, its systems, its methods of control, the entire money thing not to mention the overall fears, frustrations and anger coming from the American masses plus the entire planetary Collective now.

THE WHINE LIST

I’ve had severe pains in and around my solar plexus area and said organs radiating out from the front and right side all the way through my body and out my spine and back. Kundalini hot flashes about every 20 minutes; occasionally clairvoyantly seeing head-shots of negative non-physical Beings flash angrily in my mind’s eye (if looks alone could kill I’d be one dead Starseed Lightworker Prototyper!); endless patriarchal American government (possessed) insane tactics and manipulations; plus more of my own patriarchal Dad anger about past family money issues and other issues surfaced for me to fully remember, feel, transmute and let go of.

In early July my solar plexus Buddha Belly expanded like a balloon while repeated hot flashes/kundalini fire scorched my back, body and head; inside my head felt like a series of invisible laser beams have been doing energy surgery to my brain, brain glands and skull; unexpected anger towards my own Father’s past actions and attitudes surfaced—plus energetically feeling the masses increasingly worried about their disappearing money and the “American Dream”—I realized what was manifesting in my solar plexus organs and spine was intimately connected to the current patriarchal disintegration override.

I didn’t think too much about the increase of symptoms I was feeling in the first-half of July but I did recognize that something much larger was up when I suddenly had old Dad anger pop up in my mind after having worked through numerous layers of personal Dad stuff many years earlier. That was my clue that another HUGE layer of the global patriarchy is currently being transmuted by those of us who do “prototype” work. This stuff was about my biological Father, but it’s also about the global Patriarchy—the Father, the Male, individual family providers and protectors, governmental providers and protectors, the “bread-winner”, he who controls, he who owns etc.

TRANSMUTING THE DARK ONE’S/PATRIARCHY CONTROLS IN THE HUMAN MENTAL BODY/SOLAR PLEXUS

Over the past couple decades I’ve often thought about the difficulties many people—mostly males—are going to have as the patriarchy and its systems rapidly disintegrate. Males especially have been taught to perceive and function within a very narrow range in the patriarchal world reality; that of boss, husband, father, warrior, intellectual, money earner, possessions owner etc. Females have been equally pigeon-holed during the patriarchal rule but at least they could emotionally feel and cry over the horrific nightmare that this Dark reality has been!

One man’s fearful Shit-storm of Change is a Starseed Lightworker “prototyping” which overrides and helps anchors the NEW energy blueprints through their physical and non-physical bodies on Earth. In other words, it’s business as usual for the prototypers, but for the negative patriarchal world reality it’s definitely the “end times”. Transmuting and pulling out energy plugs and controls in our mental bodies is usually painful, but this latest Work sure is doing what it’s designed to do to the negative systems! What’s a month or two of severe gut pains, extra bloating and burning hot flashes when it’s to help free humanity’s mental bodies from the Dark Ones negative control systems? Exactly. This is what we do and why we do it. Rest and recuperate because August 2011 is going to be potent, Leonine dramatic and reality changing too. Thanks everyone and hang in there.

Denise

August 4, 2011

copyright silver Copyright Denise Le Fay and TRANSITIONS, 2011-2013. All Rights Reserved. You may copy and redistribute this material so long as you do not alter it in any way, the content remains complete, credit is given to the author, and you include this copyright notice and link. https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/

Ascension Symptoms

rainbow line rainbow line

Some of these evolutionary Ascension symptoms are ones I’ve lived with for many years now and have gotten familiar with how they cycle in and out, year after year, becoming less intense the more I transmuted and released. As I’ve said elsewhere over the past few years, your mileage may vary, because we each are dealing with and transmuting slightly different emotional energies, karmic, duality energies, past-life energies, and varying degrees of negative lower frequency energies across time on earth. Some of us have been processing not only our own inner emotional energetic stuff and junk from this life, but from ALL of them, plus doing transformational bloodline family work, and planetary clearing of stuck or residual negative energies created by people across time on this planet. That is what Forerunners, Starseeds, Lightworkers, LightWarriors, PathPavers and Wayshowers do and much more.

PHYSICAL SYMPTOMS

  • ascension flu— flu-like body aches and pains but you don’t get “sick” like with typical physical flu
  • abnormal heat and/or cold in certain body parts, severe heat in bottoms of feet, cold solar plexus etc
  • hot flashes, kundalini risings repeatedly for both sexes, intense repeated sweating from them
  • unusual headaches and pressures that just don’t go away until they are done doing what they’re doing
  • physical vision changes – blurring, seeing non-physical mist or fog, seeing new colors, lights, heat mirages, warps, vortex swirls etc.
  • physical hearing changes – inner ear clicking, high-pitched ringing, pressure like when you change altitude, hearing non-physical voices and strange sounds
  • low-grade fever, chills, body and bone aches and pains, exhaustion when there’s heavy solar and/or cosmic energies
  • sudden food and chemical sensitivities that make it nearly impossible to eat a lot of foods or go much of anywhere
  • heartburn, acid re-flux, esophageal spasms and sensitivities due to evolving corresponding Chakras in those areas
  • insomnia and/or only being able to sleep for an hour or two and waking up repeatedly throughout the night
  • drastically less dreaming (because you’re dealing with issues/energies 24/7/365, we’re transmuting while awake too)
  • sudden diarrhea, usually after you’ve been through a hard phase of transmuting lower energies and then shifting into a higher state
  • sudden nausea or “morning sickness” for both sexes
  • weird food cravings, repeated high protein cravings due to increased transmuting of energies, need for a lot of food fuel
  • highly amplified sense of smell, smelling strange smells for days, weeks or months such as burning incense or smoke
  • amplified static electric charge in physical body, getting zapped a lot more than usual, even in rain and high humidity
  • sense that your bones are not as dense and solid as they were in lower 3D, they now feel more like cartilage that can bend etc.
  • profound exhaustion, feeling profound exhaustion and physical pains and aches after having been out in the lower world for a couple of hours, feel better once you return to your higher vibrating home, land, space etc.
  • internal electrical-like inner body vibrations or buzzing caused by the Body Rewiring Process
  • super sensitivity to sounds, light, sunlight, even movement, dizziness, sense of spinning or tipping over or dropping through the floor

EMOTIONAL SYMPTOMS

  • crying over simple things that profoundly move you, crying over the stupidity, crying because you feel SO much (this is 5D HighHeart Consciousness beginning)
  • rage and deep anger over the stupidity, anger, rage, frustration over everything and everyone still in a lower energy and state of awareness. They’re literally too painful physically and emotionally to be around or to endure now
  • sudden and total intolerance of anything, anyone, any system, religion, government, foods, belief systems etc. Intolerance of anything vibrating lower than you currently are
  • sense of being very alone and on your own with no one else around you who understands what’s really happening to reality and you
  • needing to be alone and isolated from other people
  • ultra-sensitive emotionally – like puberty, pregnancy and menopause all happening at the same time
  • emotionally knowing and feeling things in other people that you never could perceive prior
  • family issues and emotions and energies that must be dealt with within yourself and your bodies
  • total emotional disconnect with things and people you used to love and enjoy very much
  • feeling like you are changing so profoundly that you’re actually dying – you are and it’s part of this process

MENTAL SYMPTOMS

  • sudden loss of mental focus and ability to concentrate
  • sudden inability to read books due to inability to focus, concentrate, or even comprehend what you’re trying to read
  • forgetting the names of common everyday things, objects, places, people like milk, hammer, orange and so on
  • forgetting your own name or sense of old familiar you and self
  • having to triple check things because you can’t remember if you actually did them or just thought about doing it
  • losing track of time, losing track of yourself within time, suddenly not knowing what time of the year it is or even what year it is
  • thinking and physically doing things becomes very blurred to your awareness, feeling disconnected from things like never before
  • disconnect with the ego self that was mentally multitasking constantly, inability to focus so you finally relax and unfocus which allows you to evolve, expand

PSYCHIC SYMPTOMS

  • seeing, hearing, feeling, smelling, sensing nonphysical beings both positive and negative, also perceiving higher frequency energies and lights
  • hearing nonphysical voices call your name
  • seeing different colored lights, balls, points of brilliant light flash and roll around in your house and/or outside
  • seeing solid 3D objects (like walls etc.) suddenly look like a heat mirage, sparkle, shimmer with brilliant light and appear transparent
  • seeing, hearing, and even telepathy with both positive and negative beings, entities, perceiving areas of highly condensed negative energy
  • negative psychic attacks by lower vibrating living humans and/or negative non-physical beings and entities. Deal with it and move on. It’s someones unresolved negative shit looking for a new place to live. Transmute it, release it all and move on quickly.
  • working through Duality, repeated encounters with polarized energies, polarized consciousness, people and beings
  • seeing, hearing, feeling, smelling, sensing higher positive non-physical Beings, Guides, ETs, Angelics, physically incarnate Starseeds, Forerunners, Lightwarriors, Lightworkers
  • increasing conscious connection and awareness with your Higher Self – spherical or triality consciousness instead of old lower 3D Duality and linear consciousness
  • increasing but HIGHER empathy, telepathy, clairvoyance, greater and greater unity within your self and with other people that are vibrating at or near the same frequency and state of ascension that you are, 5D awareness or HighHeart consciousness
  • coming under negative psychic attacks occasionally from both physical humans and nonphysical beings and entities, thankfully decreasing in potency over the months and years
  • stages of dreamless sleeping, stages of numerous unpleasant nightmares each night for weeks at a time. This usually happens when we’re making yet another shift and need to process some more stuff and energies within ourselves.

Denise Le Fay

May 11, 2009

Donations can be made here   ♥ Thank you.

copyright light blue Copyright © Denise Le Fay & TRANSITIONS, 2009. All Rights Reserved. You may share this article so long as you don’t alter it in any way, the content remains complete, credit is given to the author and this URL https://deniselefay.blog and Copyright Notice is included.

Transitioning Ascension Symptoms

dictionary icon 3

It’s interesting how the starting Ascension symptoms I’ve had since 1999 have changed ever…so…slowly over the years. Many of those original profoundly horrible physical and emotional symptoms I haven’t had for the past  3–4 years. It was like surviving the Black Plague and such a wonderful thing to not have the worst of the worst of those weird and nasty symptoms anymore. Don’t get my wrong, I still have Ascension symptoms today, just much less severe than the first 6–7 years. Here’s a short list of the worst of the worst Ascension symptoms.

  • bottoms of feet painfully hot, sometimes hands too
  • ultra sensitivity to foods, drinks, chemicals/preservatives in foods, chemicals in stores, furniture, everything
  • amplified allergies
  • mega hot-flashes, night-sweats, cold flashes, cold areas on body at certain chakras–usually the High Heart
  • hot and red flushed face and eyes from severe chemical sensitivity
  • heartburn, acid reflux, esophagus spasms and sensitivities due to evolving corresponding Chakras
  • ultra sensitivity to all sounds, even my own voice when speaking
  • inability to mentally focus and/or remain focused
  • inability to remember the names of common everyday objects
  • insomnia and/or broken, non-recuperative sleep
  • repeatedly waking up at certain times such as 3:00 AM, 5:55 AM etc.
  • highly amplified processing of negative lower frequency energies in the dream state
  • nausea and vomiting, brief periods of “morning sickness” (all ages & both sexes)
  • sudden bladder spasms and nearly urinating yourself in public
  • severe brain fog, getting lost, not remembering what or where or why you’re out in some store
  • reading a paragraph 16 times and still not grasping or remembering what you’ve read
  • rage and intolerance with all lower vibrating people, belief systems, consciousness, products, places, systems etc.
  • periods of emotional amplification, crying, mourning, weeping, joy, love, peace etc.

Many of those Ascension symptoms I had I believe were how my Pisces ASC. body reacted/reacts to lower vibrating energies. The rage was a totally new one to me as I’d never felt rage before. I suddenly would not, could not “suffer fools” any longer and was actually a bit surprised at my intense hateful feelings towards what I lovingly call the assholes n’ idiots of the world. All my life prior to my Ascension Process the lower vibrating (assholes n’ idiots) people just scared me so I steered clear of them. However, the Ascension Process changes us dramatically — changes things like tolerance, turning the other cheek, keeping your mouth shut, being a “sheeple” and blindly, unthinkingly going along with the negative lower patriarchal national and global shit systems. Ascension changes all that in you and causes you to no longer accept anything that is harmful anywhere to anything or anyone. In other words, it forces people to be/express/live/perceive/feel/create at a vastly higher frequency than prior. No more shit, no more lower negative anything, because it’s just so wrong and that horrible time is ending now.

I still have many Ascension symptoms today and I will continue to have some of them… until I don’t! I still have occasional hot-flashes/night-sweats but they’re not as severe or as often. I still have phases where food and I don’t get along at all. I still have short phases where it’s hard to mentally focus but now I just go with the flow and stop forcing the issue. The bladder spasms are gone thank gawd because you look pretty obvious turning red-faced and shaking in a corner in a shopping store! I’m positive in the early years of my Ascension Process that many people who saw me in stores honestly thought I was on drugs and/or mentally disabled because I looked as horrible as I felt, plus, the chemicals in stores made me profoundly sick the second I walked through the doors.

Here’s a short list of the new or current Ascension symptoms I’m having only because it’s rather interesting to see some of the differences. Again, you may relate to these, or if not, they’re probably in your near future.

  • intolerance still when some lower vibrating person/people intrude into your only tiny space. How fucking dare they intrude into your minute square footage when they’ve got the whole lower world to run around in still!
  • occasional hot flashes, night sweats (which are just hot flashes when you’re sleeping or rather were asleep)
  • insomnia and/or broken sleep, sleeping for 2 or 3 hours and repeatedly waking up
  • lack of dreaming or inner clearing work done via lucid dreaming for long periods
  • lack of desire to be out or around anyone or anything vibrating lower
  • my home is the only energetic sanctuary at this point
  • disenchantment with most everything out there in the old world, boring, tiresome, stupid, useless, outdated
  • encountering tiny pockets of higher vibrating energies out in the lower old world! Amazing, but very tiny and fleeting at this point
  • inability of negative lower energies to reach you. You’ve seen them flailing around trying to get you, but they can’t reach
  • mega headaches that nothing helps, after days they often become vomiting migraines that then finally end
  • hearing high-pitched ringing in inner ears for weeks or months caused by solar energies/transmissions
  • sever pressure and pain in the spine and neck area primarily
  • esophagus spasms and sensitivities caused by activating High Heart Chakra (Thymus gland and area)
  • heartburn caused by changing Heart Chakra
  • acid reflux caused by changing Solar Plexus
  • phases of diarrhea during more energy adjusting and purging
  • skin eruptions/pimples/break-outs during the transmuting and purging phases
  • phases of total emotional disconnect and lack of caring about much of anything
  • phases of high creativity and feeling like things are closer to what Home felt like than ever before
  • phases of your hair looking like it died and is thinning but days later it’s okay again
  • ability to instantly release or let go of aspects within you that you know must go now. Fast and easy process now compared to years prior
  • long phases of constantly smelling burning incense smoke and/or wood smoke or other nonphysical scents
  • even fewer friends but a vastly better match with the few you do have at the moment
  • knowing on one hand and at other times not knowing or sliding back out of your current energy groove momentarily. Learning how to maintain and not slip-slide unless you want to energetically

There’s more but my mind is slowing down and turning to mush. Hey, there’s another really common Ascension symptom!

Denise

March 2, 2009

Donations can be made here  ♥ Thank you.

teal copyrightCopyright © Denise Le Fay and TRANSITIONS, 2009-2014. All Rights Reserved. You may copy and redistribute this material so long as you do not alter it in any way, the content remains complete, credit is given to the author and you include this copyright notice and live link. https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/

D 1 47: A Message about Ascension from my Higher Self

April 5, 1995 (at the age of 43) I had the most intense, lucid, blatant and in-my-face dream message I’ve ever had. It consisted of simple images of white letters and numbers on a black screen. While I was viewing these I also got the corresponding emotions and Higher Awareness knowing about what the symbols meant for me personally. My dream message looked exactly like this:

D
1
47

That was it. Not very impressive looking is it? I can tell you however that it was the single most important message from my Higher Self I’ve ever received. D is the letter of my first name and this message was telling me that, The Death of Denise was going to begin at age 47, that it would cause me to become 1 or unified, and that the number 1 also indicated the month of January 1999.’

I knew that I wouldn’t physically die at age 47, but that it would be a death and transformation situation or Initiation process. I was wrong, it was much, much more! It was and still is an ongoing “death” transformational Process of all the lower aspects and energies within me, you, humanity and of what we’ve done to Earth and her many inhabitants and more.

I thought I understood exactly what this dream message meant for me at the time I had it. I did, but only at a very surface level. Five years later I turned 47 in late December 1998, and this Higher Self lucid dream message became a living reality for me literally overnight. And, it seemed I’d entered hell. This full Process started physically, biologically for me on February 1, 1999. (I found out years later that January 5, 1999 was the start of the Mayan Eighth Wave cycle. Also, 1998–1999 was the physical start of Galactic Alignment which lasts until about 2016–2017.)

I simply thought I was ultra sick and probably starting menopause. I say that because I had so many menopause-like symptoms that all started literally overnight! It was profoundly horrible in so many ways. I suddenly became more ill than I’d ever been and my once highly focused mental and psychic abilities were like a bomb had gone off in the middle of them! I could barely communicate or focus mentally for about five years. I became a ‘chemical sensitive’ which just means everything made me sick within seconds (and still does but not as severely). There’s much more but hopefully you understand how severe this was and how suddenly it began for me. This Process of transformation/Ascension happens across the board; physically, mentally, emotionally, psychically, energetically and spiritually. Also, much of this transformation/ascension Work carries over into our sleep or dreaming state and energy body because so much more can be accomplished so much faster there than while in our physical bodies in 3D physicality. Many of these transformation/ascension dreams are extremely negative as well.

I bought my first computer in April of 2003, despite the fact I’d never used one prior plus my mental focus was in tatters due to this Ascension Process. I didn’t even know how to turn a computer on or off ,plus I was totally clueless about the Internet. This along with my mental confusion and inability to stay focused made doing much of anything with the computer nearly impossible. It was a difficult, frustrating, confusing and messy time for me.

If memory serves, it was in late 2005ish that I first discovered a website that dealt with “Ascension” and listed many of the physical, mental and emotional symptoms. I knew within a couple minutes of reading that material that that’s what I’d been living and struggling with. I knew that’s what my April 1995 dream message was informing me about five years before it started physically (for me) on February 1, 1999.

I now understand I’m what’s been called a First Waver, a Forerunner, a Wayshower, a Pathpaver etc., meaning I was one of the first small groups of incarnate ‘Volunteers’ to start living and embodying the physical, biological, Alchemical Ascension Process in early 1999. I believe it was so extremely horrible, painful and negative for me because I was in the first group starting this Process, plus, I was and still am an ultra-sensitive as most of us in these Forerunner/Wayshower groups are. Also, because there was only Darkness on the planet back then, it was like pushing a colossal dark boulder uphill very slowly, while being repeatedly attacked by those that didn’t want any of this to happen on Earth. Needless to say, it was a profoundly difficult, dangerous and unbelievably painful Process, but, such is The Work that the Forerunners/Volunteers/First Wavers/Lightworkers etc. have done.

A few years later the Second Wave group of Volunteers/Forerunners began this Ascension Process and it was a bit easier for them because the First Wavers had gotten that Dark boulder rolling, up hill but rolling! A few years later the Third Wave group of people began this ongoing Ascension Process, and each time another group of people gets activated by the higher dimensional energies, it gets a bit easier and faster for them to move through their difficult first phases. And on and on it goes, and by the end of 2007, we’d gotten that huge dark boulder so broken apart that it was free-falling down the other side of the mountain.  First phase of the Mission accomplished, next phase/level begun in early 2008.

This brings us up to current time (2008) where I feel another new and larger group of people across the planet are currently being activated to begin their physical evolutionary Ascension Process. Many of them are totally unfamiliar with any of this Ascension stuff, and will worry and be very confused when their bodies, minds, emotions, consciousness, life and very reality start behaving and changing in really weird and often frightening ways. Not to mention that they’ll begin to perceive other things as well. This is why it’s so important to openly share information about the ongoing Ascension Process. People need to know they’re not going “crazy”, that they’re not “dying”, (well…they are but don’t tell them that until they’re well into the Process!) and that there’s really very wonderful reasons why they, their bodies, consciousness, relationships and lives are suddenly and seemingly “falling apart”. It’s due to the natural compressed evolution of the Ascension Process.

Denise Le Fay

August 15, 2008

copyright multi reds

Copyright © Denise Le Fay & TRANSITIONS, 2008. Use or duplication of this material is strictly prohibited. All Rights Reserved.