April Fools! Not!

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In the early AM hours of April 1, 2013 I experienced another layer of my personal Life Review. As I said in another article, the Life Review every human experienced at some point on either 12-21-12 or 12-22-12 or 12-23-12 — the Three Days — happened at a quantum level and state of being with Divine Consciousness. Immediately after this we entered these extended “Nine Months” period for us to, at lower frequency and dimensional levels and bodies, work on and experience whatever it is that each one of us still here on Earth now needs to before the end of this Nine Months extension period.

The Life Review happened in a quantum split-second for each of us at some point during the Three Days; these following Nine Months (the Three Trimesters) are us re-examining, working on, living and fulfilling our quantum Life Review but within these lower dimensions and bodies (this physical one, the higher Astral, and into fifth dimensional levels as well). We are multidimensional Beings and this is more of us becoming consciously aware of this fact and that we’re working very diligently within multiple dimensions during these Nine Months to complete what we wanted and agreed to at our quantum level Life Review during the Three Days.

In the early AM hours of April 1, 2013 I experienced another aspect or layer of my Life Review while asleep and out-of-body in a higher dimension. While there I suddenly experienced a reunion with a elder male human I’d physically known and loved dearly as a friend and fellow spiritual teacher during the late 1970s and 1980s. He physically died in the late 1980s. As was the case in what little I remembered of my original quantum level Life Review that took place in the early AM hours of 12-22-12, this old male friend and spiritual teacher reunion of April 1, 2013 was much the same. He and I were suddenly alone together and terribly happy to see each other again and we poured our hearts out to each other about how much we loved each other and how much we valued each other and so on. We thanked each other for every single thing, every single word, every single emotion the other one gave the other when we were together physically on earth. That was my Life Review with that person, Samuel. It was a great gift and real blessing for me to consciously remember that this event even took place while I was asleep earlier in the AM hours of 4-1-13.  ❤

Interestingly, when I awoke a couple of hours after this non-physical meeting with this beloved old friend, I unexpectedly and immediately collided with another memory, and this one was the exact opposite of the earlier one! As I awakened around 5:00 AM on April 1, 2013, I was assailed with the realization that it was the thirteenth anniversary of when two half-brothers moved into a rental house next door to what was my Mother’s old house. If you’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution then you know that I’m referring to that house and those horrible demonically possessed and totally controlled neighbors. Thirteen years ago today on April Fools Day — how clever Team Dark could be when they wanted to — began the worst and most difficult four-year period of my entire life because those two half-brothers were deliberately moved in next-door to my Mom and I in an attempt to stop me and prevent us both from doing what we were there to do which was protect a portal that existed in that physical area from being taken over by Team Dark during that time, plus help from the physical 3D side, higher dimensional Starbeings anchor a section of the NEW higher frequency Earth Grid System in that location. For more information about this and much more read the book please and thank you.   🙂

Point is, that on April 1, 2000, those two males were intentionally moved into the house next door to us by Team Dark and one of them was the portal person or host for a female demonic entity. She controlled the other brother, their friends and other family members too, and her mission at that point was to take me out of the Ascension picture in any way she/it could and she/it nearly did… nearly. Four years of this battle and it still took us selling that house and physically moving in an attempt to stop the psychic/Astral/physical attacks by the demonic entity and that group of controlled humans. So on April 1, 2013, I wake up with the realization that it’s the thirteenth anniversary of the worst time of my life (and that’s saying something believe me) and then in pours all of those April 1, 2000 through end of June 2004 memories of the years of hell I and my Mom went through while they lived next door and before we sold that house to escape/survive both the demonic and physical attacks.

As I’m laying there in bed this morning being assailed by these horrible memories, I don’t mind telling you that I wanted revenge in the worst of ways. In the next second however, I wanted to be completely free and emotionally neutral about these past events with those people and their controller demon. In those minutes I wanted to not even have to remember what I suffered through during those four astonishing, Ascension-related Grid Worker years in that physical location. As I lay there going through these memories and emotions and wanting to be free of it all, I started to become depressed and then decided to completely surrender to what was happening to me.

A couple of hours later I was telling my Mom about my sudden realization that today is the thirteenth anniversary of one of our most treacherous Starseed jobs in these lives. While I was telling her this I suddenly remembered that hours earlier I’d had the wonderful reunion with my long-dead male friend and spiritual teacher Samuel who she also knew. I was immobilized in that moment as these two profound extremes, these two extreme memories of actual physical events I’ve lived through both came back into my full consciousness. I immediately realized that, for me, this was another layer of my Life Review that I was and still am working on. That and the glaring realization of the extremes in duality and consciousness between these two events. I saw them, felt them, and in that instant I was able to ascend into that third higher frequency point ▲ that exists beyond duality/polarity; I was granted my wish of emotional neutrality to the horrors and attacks of those four years at the hands of an Unseen demonic being that totally controlled those two half-brothers and their friends and family.

  1. Loving, respectful, grateful memory of interacting with another soul filled with LightLove
  2. Pain, anger, and very sad memories of other souls controlled by Team Dark filled with DarkHate
  3. Further integrations of issues within my Life Review that still needed more Inner Work so I’d be free to ascend into higher frequency neutrality/unity/High Heart etc.

This is us working on and living through our Life Review issues during these Nine Months before the Separation of Worlds begins fully in this dimension (and others). These issues, these dreams, memories, emotions, wounds, traumas and reunions with loved ones both alive and dead are us working on our Life Review issues so we can further ascend out of old duality energies and related issues and into neutrality which is “unity” or High Heart frequency energies. These emotional and physical pains, old wounds and other such Ascension related PTSD issues we’ve still got within us must be transmuted and this is exactly what so many of us have been and will continue doing from 12-21-12 through 9-22-13. There’s more because I know I’m not done yet but I wanted to share this duality contrast Life Review work and learning I had with you so you’d have it to remind you when something similar unfolds as you work through your Life Review during the Nine Months. Keep up the great work everyone.  ❤

Denise

April 1, 2013

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2012 Deeper Level Energetic Scouring of Humanity, Earth & the Collective

July 12, 2012 while doing Lisa Renee’s 12 D Shield technique, I clairvoyantly saw something that I want to share. I’ve discovered, again, when I reached that point in the 12 D Shield where you visualize connecting to the center of the Earth, that things down there are changing and improving dramatically and rapidly this year. (These energetic changes happening below the surface of Earth (1D and 2D) are very positive signs of the rapid improvements happening energetically and physically within our planet in 2012, which of course includes everything else as well.)

What I saw during this point of doing the 12 D Shield visualization was different from the changes I’ve seen unfolding in Earth’s core and the surrounding areas so far in 2012. I clairvoyantly saw two different yet connected images; one was of the brilliant and beautiful free-flowing movements of Light Energies within the core of Earth and surrounding areas that had been dark and unmoving a few months ago. The second image was from a viewpoint out in space looking at Earth. What I saw from this position in space was Earth being continuously blasted—as in energetically sandblasted—by a force of Galactic Center Light Energies the likes of which we haven’t experienced previously during the entire Ascension Process!

This looked like a massive stream of white Light hitting Earth so hard that it’s causing bits and chunks of dense, lower frequency, encrusted, negative, human generated energies to be pulled to the surface and blown off the planet by this energy. These bits and pieces being energetically extracted and sandblasted from the Earth were NOT physical bits of land or anything like that, but were dense, lower frequency emotional, mental, psychic etheric energies created by humanity (the Collective) and the Negatives across time.

Please understand that this is not negative or dangerous so don’t misunderstand what I’m saying and think there’s going to be devastating physical Earth Changes disasters because that’s NOT what this is about. Granted it was an impressive and potent vision from that perspective in space, but the real magnificence of this vision was that Earth is and will continue for the rest of 2012 to be energetically scoured or sandblasted by Galactic Center Light Energies to such a degree and intensity that all dense, negative, lower frequencies are in the Process of being surfaced, transmuted, and removed from humanity, Earth and this world reality. Is this massive process going to be completed in the next few days or weeks? No, so don’t think this will be over and done with by the end of this month! It is and will continue to be very intense and at times not so pretty at all but, it will unfold faster than anything we’ve experienced so far within the twenty-five yearlong compressed Ascension Process. If it’s got to happen—and it absolutely does—then it’s better it does so quickly.

While I was viewing/perceiving this image and it’s meanings to the degree I’m currently capable of, I was glad to see what I’ve known was heading energetically towards Earth/humanity and that it’s finally here…more correctly, that Earth/humanity has finally orbited into IT. I’ve known that the Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos could only do so much while within physicality and that Earth/humanity would eventually enter some profoundly intense Galactic Center (GC) energy emanations as the last-minute way to be activated (impulsed, compelled) to complete this Ascension Process and evolve everything and everyone to the next level. We Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos have transmuted so much and embodied so much over the years but eventually this process would reach the final stages, which we’re in now, which means all the remaining negative dense lower frequencies and consciousness on Earth, in Earth, in humanity, in human consciousness, in human bodies, in the planetary Collective, in this reality and timeline etc., would be fully immersed in Galactic Center Energy Waves as the way for them to finally get clear and transmute.

All the old lower frequency everything must exit between now and the end of this Evolutionary Cycle, which is the month of December 2012. Humanity and Earth have entered the super compressed and even more accelerated surface and clear out the remaining crap phase of the Ascension Process during the second-half of 2012. How can humanity ascend and enter the next higher frequency level while still embodying so much lower frequency stuff? They cannot, so this intense last six month Ascension Process phase happens to assist the masses make this huge evolutionary leap while in their physical bodies. These GC energies also activates and assists them to evolve out of lower frequency egoic duality consciousness and negative Alien influences etc., and into higher frequency unity or High Heart or “Hieros Gamos” [see Lisa Renee’s January 2012 article “Hieros Gamos”] consciousness and reality.

After getting all happy and excited seeing that this phase is finally happening to humanity/Earth and the Collective, I had to consider that there’s going to be some blow-back and a lot of people won’t handle this phase well at all. This final 2012 six month Earth/Humanity/Consciousness/Collective sandblasting is rather like a human species and planet-wide exorcism of sorts and it won’t be smooth sailing through this volatile phase of surfacing and clearing the density and negativity (consciously and otherwise) via this Galactic Center Ascension Light Energy we’ve orbited into.

THE MANY TRANSITIONS OF 2012 & BEYOND

There’s been talk recently about how humanity has more difficult and reality-changing years ahead, especially during the potent 2012–2015 Uranus/Pluto squares, but beyond that even. I know how utterly exhausted we (Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos) are at this point and I know how ready everyone is for the good stuff to finally arrive physically. We Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos have worked and battled so long and hard towards these positive changes for all of humanity and life on Earth, that to hear there’s more difficult transitional years ahead is almost more than most of us can bear at this point. Nonetheless, we need to discuss this phase of the Ascension Process and transition and better understand it.

I want you exhausted, spent, borderline ready to throw-in-the-towel Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos to think about how you/me/each of us have lived, transmuting and embodying for years, decades and lifetimes already to get to this time we’re in now within the Ascension Process and timeline. I know how tempting it is now to lay down in the middle of the road and have a long, well deserved nap in the midst of all this surfacing chaos, madness, collapsing of the perverted patriarchy, and the masses living the “end times” of the Ascension Process. But we can’t, so get up and listen for another moment please. Here comes my brilliant wisdom of the Ages   : it’s so much harder and longer pushing the Ascension boulder up the mountain than it is shoving it over the top and watching it free-fall down the other side.

The Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos years ago pushed the Ascension boulder up the mountain and over the top and now it’s free-falling down the other side and all we need to do with that is let it do what it’s doing to and for the rest of humanity. The worst of the worst of the dark grunt work has already been done by us so relax a bit with where we are now in this Process. The tsunami-like flow to the finish line (12-21-12) is always hairy, exciting, and super accelerated and there will be plenty of screaming, cursing, and tears of joy over simply reaching the completion and exit point of the past Evolutionary Cycle, the past 26,000 yearlong cycle and more.

But, once that exit point has been reached and crossed in late December 2012, the energy will shift and improve dramatically (to many of us but not so much for great numbers of the masses) because we will have entered a new Evolutionary Cycle and at a very different level of being. Humanity will be in the process of transitioning out of egoic duality consciousness, life and reality and evolving into integrated, polarity resolved “triality” or “unity” or High Heart consciousness, life and reality. This transition phase is and will continue to be a major one for everyone and yes, it will take some time, but like I said earlier it will happen very quickly once the Negatives and the old patriarchal systems and duality consciousness and frequencies aren’t functioning as the (hijacked) templates or blueprints for humanity and life on Earth.

From the end of December 2012 forward, humanity will have energetically entered a major transition phase due to having exited the past Evolutionary Cycle, while traversing the collapsing global patriarchal systems, structures and everything else, and entered or ascended into the new but not yet physically built “unity”, integrated, High Heart based world reality and systems. Because we’re talking about the physical realm, it’s going to take some time before all the old negative patriarchal rubbish is hauled off to the trash heap and replaced with higher frequency systems and structures. It’s going to take some time, and yet, due to the higher consciousness that so many will naturally have due to the Ascension Process, the Conscious Creating and Co-Creating and actual physical manifesting and/or building of the new “unity” or High Heart systems and structures can and will happen so much faster and easier.

STAIR STEPS: UNITY/HIGHHEART CONSCIOUSNESS & BEING IS THE NEW BLUEPRINT FOR HUMANITY

Please remember those different Stair Steps (many levels, stages and layers of spiritual growth, focus, learning etc.) I’ve mentioned repeatedly over the years. Everyone is not standing on the same Stair Step today nor will they be tomorrow or on 12-21-12, and yet, every human will be existing within the new higher frequency Evolutionary Cycle and world with its set of rules after that date. We’re all in the same ascension/evolutionary boat, but we all have been and will continue entering it at slightly different times (timelines) which can be days, weeks or months apart now. This is why there will always be different Stair Steps or levels and stages within everything. Everyone will have made the evolutionary shift after the 12-21-12 completion and exit date, but everyone won’t be perceiving or functioning at exactly the same level or developmental stage of consciousness in the new Earth world. The horrendous and nearly unbearable gaps between individual consciousness and spiritual development and focus will not be as extreme as it was before the Ascension Process and 12-21-12 exit date, but slightly different levels of development and awareness (Stair Steps) will still exist within the masses existing within ascended unity or High Heart consciousness on Earth. That sounded worse than it will actually be so not to worry!

  1. The Ascension Process and arrival at the completion and exit point of December 21, 2012.
  2. The Transition Phase of humanity exiting ego-based, duality consciousness, life and reality, patriarchal/negative Alien rule post 12-21-12.
  3. The Embodying Phase of humanity stepping into High Heart or “unity” or “Hieros Gamos” consciousness and being which is non-polarized, fully integrated individuals.
  4. The Simultaneous Conscious Creating and Co-Creating of the new High Heart or “unity” world, reality and life for all humans and all life on Earth.

Even my listing those stages like that makes them look and seem like there’s huge space or linear distance in time between each event. There is some distance and time between each phase, but it’s also happening simultaneously which I realize sounds like a contradiction.

In the old linear patriarchal world of duality we all incarnated into, things manifested in very different ways than they will from 2013 forward. What I’m struggling to express is that these different processes and phases listed above will be happening simultaneously, and yet, for many people IN THE PROCESS it will seem to them to be unfolding in a linear way where one thing is followed by the next and the next etc. However, as their consciousness expands, they too will begin perceiving and living increasingly in unity time/space/consciousness and this communication difficulty I’m struggling with won’t matter because they’ll be there, living and being it! All those of us on slightly further along Stair Steps need to do with this is allow it to unfold for each person in their time, not ours. Later on they’ll join those of us who’ve been existing in or at the outer edges of unity consciousness for some time already.

There’s plenty more to say about these next Stair Steps and transitions but my brain is fried so I’ll end this here. I know this discussion will continue and expand under the Comments for this article so I’ll see you all there. ❤

Denise

July 17, 2012

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