SERVICE TO SELF Consciousness & the Global Dark Night of the Soul

Service to Self and Service to Others are old terms first mentioned in the five-book series entitled The RA Material: Law of One (1984–1998) by Don Elkins, Carla Rueckert and James McCarty.  In the quoted article below written by Lisa Renee at Energetic Synthesis, she uses this same term of Service to Self to describe 3D people with 3D consciousness, but specifically in relation to the current evolutionary Ascension Process now being felt by everyone besides only the First Wavers or Forerunners, Starseeds, Indigos, Pathpavers etc. Everything in bold in Lisa’s article below was done by me to highlight particular information. Thank you Lisa Renee for it. ❤

Also, here’s a link to Lisa Renee’s Ascension Glossary. http://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Main_Page

Denise

October 6, 2016

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Dissolving the 3D Personality

“Multidimensional people or Starseeds will often use terms to help to describe the kind of people that identify only with their five physical senses which form into an outward perception of material reality. 3D (three or third dimensional) Consciousness is used in describing the limited perception of the world as being only that which is perceived in the physical. A person who limits their perceptions to the basic 5 senses would be considered a 3D person. Such a person would not have had an awakening experience and therefore not have fully developed Higher Sensory Perception or an ability to sense energy fields and their quality. A 3D person is usually much more developed mentally than emotionally, leading them to perceive everything through their intellect. This results in dismissing Higher Sensory Perception experiences in others as well as in themselves.

Thus, to help build a language to better define the qualities that govern a person who cannot sense beyond what they see with their physical eyes in the material world, we refer to that kind of person as a 3D person. A 3D person is usually unable to tell the energetic difference that exists between deceptions (STS) and truths (STO) when they are spoken. A 3D person generally has not awakened to embody their higher soul or spirit, but has embodied a 3D ego personality, which is referred to as a 3D consciousness.  A 3D person is limited to the perceptions and associations that are created from their three layers of ego mind. This is useful to perceive the collective consciousness consensus of beliefs that form into a certain framework of thoughts on the earth plane. However, most of those current belief systems are built upon a framework that has been constructed through many false narratives told to the people, and are deceptions layered throughout the many 3D structures. The 3D structures are used to filter narratives that continually repeat and reinforce the same half-truths or deceptions that are productive in keeping people in the same general consensus of enforcing the 3D mind control programming. 3D mind control programming is a mass mind control used by the Controller groups to oppress the minds of the people they believe are inferior to themselves. This keeps the mass consciousness thoughts and belief systems focused on very primitive, aggressive, warring and barbaric sets of belief systems for feeding the consumerist society. And that level of the 3D mind control influences the ego personalities which further produce the 3D collective consciousness of the masses. This further shapes the 3D structures that act as the governance pillars of world society. So in this context, multidimensional people will define material structures that are built by 3D people as 3D constructs. These 3D structures are controlled and governed by the people that have not perceived anything beyond the wants and needs of their own ego mind in the material world. So to further define the 3D person who is only concerned with their own personal needs and desires, generally with little to no concern for others, this group is called the Service to Self people. Service to Self people tend to be totally run by their 3D ego personality, thus they tend to be fractured, and are not solid, trustworthy, ethical or of moral character, because they always have a price to be bought and bargain their soul. Many are disconnected from their heart, and will always seek to serve their own interests first, over the needs of the greater whole. They tend to be more narcissistic, aggressive, hostile and combative when they do not get their personal needs met or when their belief systems are threatened.  When a 3D person’s thinking is disconnected from their heart, they are also disconnected from their Soul-Spirit, and generally have trouble genuinely expressing higher emotional qualities like loving kindness, compassion and empathy.

Thus, for multidimensional people, it is important we learn to discern the differences that exist within the people we interact with on the earth. We need not judge any person, but it is critical we discern the energetic differences and are well-informed to make accurate assessments about who and what we are dealing with. As an example, a 3D person may be very upset and angry if a multidimensional person tells them about their personal spiritual awakening experiences. Many times when this anger and criticism is directed towards a vulnerable person sharing an intimate awakening experience, it results in such hostility directed towards them, it will traumatize and isolate the awakening person. Now that awakening person has been controlled to be quiet. That person is afraid to tell anyone about what they are actually experiencing during their spiritual awakening, and they may believe something is seriously wrong with them. Most multidimensional awakening people have had a seriously painful event with telling people they believed they could trust. Instead, they were met with fear based reactions of hostility, criticism and persecution. 3D people can act like the enforcers of the earth consciousness pen for forces they do not comprehend. For that reason, it is important to recognize that is the purpose of their hostile reaction to spiritual experiencers. They may try to scare the daylights out of you, sometimes discredit you, deny what happened to you as real, when sharing any truthful spiritual experiences with them.

 A large majority of the people on the earth are still limited in perceiving only 3D consciousness and are run by 3D belief systems. This is the result of global mind control and their inability to feel or think beyond their physical senses. This means that they are not perceiving the quality of energy that exists behind the facade of structures. They are not perceiving multidimensionally and thus, they rely only on the ego personality to assign meanings that influence their outer perception of the material world. Many of these people are entering a stage of Psycho-Spiritual crisis without comprehending what is really happening to them. This is because there is little to no information being given to the public about what is occurring on the earth at this time. A multidimensional person realizes that if we give over our authority and consent to the 3D ego personality, and we feed into the Service to Self structures, this is extremely faulty thinking that eventually will lead only to pain and destructive outcomes. Most 3D humans only see one (1%) percent of the visible light spectrum with their physical eyes of the entire known frequencies in the electromagnetic spectrum. That gives us a common sense fact to consider. That there is an incredible amount of electromagnetic activity that most humans cannot see with their visible eyes. It is naïve to think that within that one percent of what is visible, we are seeing the entire nature of our existence. Therefore, it is important we learn to perceive beyond the visible light spectrum of our physical eyes. When we open our heart, connect with our soul self, open our mind, we can activate our higher sensory perception. We can learn to feel and sense so much more. When we connect with our soul and spirit, we are able to learn how to become intuitive and empathic to people and things.  However, this requires we drop the 3D ways of thinking that we inherited from the reptilians and dismantle the 3D personality from taking control over our lives.

Criticism is Controlling Behavior

3D people tend to criticize awakened people mainly because of lack of understanding or lack of personal experience. Lack of understanding many times results in fearful reactions leading to ridicule and aggressive attacks against multidimensional or awakening people. It is important to recognize that criticism and intimidation tactics are forms of bullying used by 3D people running Controller archetypes.  However, in most cases this is due to NAA manipulation, gas-lighting and/or mind control used by dark forces that capitalize on the person’s inability to sense any energies at work manipulating them. As the chaos generated from the planetary ascension accelerates, many people are being influenced by negative forces that they do not comprehend. Some of these negative forces are sourcing from people’s own 3D layers of the Unconscious Mind and Negative Ego which has been reinforced in a lifetime of negative habits and behaviors. When people feel unsafe and insecure in themselves they will easily resort to criticizing, controlling and manipulating behaviors. It is helpful to educate oneself about this behavior in order to protect oneself and create the necessary healthy boundaries. 3D based people will tend toward Service to Self behavior that manifest into Controller archetypes. Thus, controlling people will always assume that their needs, desires, wants and purposes are always more important than whatever yours may be. Many times they will manipulate scenarios to deny your experience or perception of reality, in favor of supporting their agenda to get whatever they want. Whatever you may be doing or responsibilities you may have, they assert that you need to focus on them and their issues, regardless of the cost it may incur to you. One important point to understand about controlling behavior is that it will always lead to some form of psychological or emotional manipulation which promotes deception and lying. The need to assert control over others leads to levels of perpetuating forms of manipulation. The Manipulation of others leads to varying degrees of Deception and Lying. These are negative traits used commonly by 3D people that are unaware they are manipulating something or someone to get their personal needs met, most of the time. 3D people say one thing and do another, and do not realize they are split in their behaviors because they have been subjected to a lifetime of double think and double speak. Have compassion for 3D people suffering in these negative behaviors but do not allow yourself to be controlled by them.

Control + Manipulation = Deception/Lying.

There is no part of this equation that can be in consent with Krystic forces or god spirit, so this is an imperative piece for the Starseed and Multidimensional person to master within the self.

Dissolving the 3D Personality

The incarnated station of our identity that was our personality matrix in the 3D earth, the aspect that was enmeshed with the lower three dimensional frequencies, is gradually dissolving for some people during this time. What this equates to is the dissolution of our personality matrix or station of identity that was located in the lower three dimensions, and moving that aspect of our identity into the higher frequency bands of our Soul matrix or higher station of identity. What happens to the people on the earth who believe that they are only their 3D personality identity, when it begins to dissolve? We can see some of the effects of that dismantling of the 3D personality and the resulting consciousness shift now in the global scape. The range of experience for some people is from sensations of great anxiety, stress, and mental confusion, all the way to the descent into madness and insane behaviors. Most 3D people are not aware they are losing coherence in the way they think and process reality, as their thinking gets more fragmented through the belief systems that are based on double think and double speak. Double think is the act of simultaneously accepting two mutually contradictory beliefs as correct, often in distinct social contexts. Double think is due to a lack of awareness of split thinking or cognitive dissonance, thus the person is completely unaware of any conflict or contradiction in their thoughts or actions, when they contradict each other. Double think and Gas-lighting manipulation techniques are a way of life in the current 3D consciousness. The negative accumulative effects of existing in continual states of denial of the truth and denial of the real self, has manifested mental and emotional trauma for all people on the earth.

The lower dimensional contents that exist in the planetary collective consciousness fields are undergoing massive reconfiguration and this energetic change in the 3D reality has reached critical mass, which means it is greatly impacting all people of the earth. Whether a 3D person or awakened multidimensional person, the self-mastery that has been either lost or gained is measured in how you personally deal with the stress and chaos that is on the earth. No person on this earth is exempt from the exposure to the massive fields of chaos, confusion and darkness that exist in the collective unconsciousness of humanity. During this time, our inner energetic integrity is tested in order to hold neutrality, while facing the great forces of chaos. This is being tested in every person, just from the mere fact of being on the earth at this time. How well are we able to adapt to change and hold neutrality in every kind of stressful situation? We have to measure our competency level now. If we are not doing well with adaptability, flexibility and neutrality in our life situation, we must make adjustments to gain strength with this skill set. This is the time to take stock of how well we are coping with the madness of the earth, as the collective mind of humanity travels the Dark Night of the Soul. What does this take and what is being asked of us? All people must take responsibility for the quality of their thoughts, behaviors, actions, as all consciousness that is created has a direct cause and effect.

Since 2009, we have consistently emphasized the necessity of moving out of the 3D consciousness fields, and from feeding those 3D energies, by identifying and clearing the three layers of the negative ego that are run in the lower dimensional fields. The clearing of negative ego is mandatory in order to adapt to the shifting timelines, and to help maintain coherence and sanity. It is imperative to address unresolved conflicts that create anxiety in our mind, emotions and body, and apply clearing and healing tools that replace our previous ways of thinking with neutrality, love and peace.

Spiritual Emergency

The symptoms of psycho-spiritual crisis during the Ascension Cycle represent a manifestation and exteriorization of the deep dynamics within the human psyche and the multidimensional anatomy of human consciousness. Although we have a high population of 3D thinkers and 3D consciousness on this planet still operating as a result of 3D mind control, this may or may not suppress the forward momentum of the awakening phenomena that is happening now during the planetary ascension cycle. Many 3D people will have experiences in the future that they cannot label or will not be open to re-contextualize, as this event is an catalytic experience which forces them to give up their current belief systems. Therefore, during this transition phase, we will have a planet comprised of 3D mind non-experiencers and multidimensional experiencers that will be in conflict with each other over the control of the belief systems. The individual human psyche is a multidimensional consciousness and multilevel system with no internal divisions and with no boundaries on what potential realities can be directly experienced by multidimensional consciousness. Therefore, we cannot expect to find a one size fits all approach and have exacting definitions for every type of spiritual emergency that can arise in the human population. And yet, our Ascension work and research with individuals in psycho-spiritual crisis, and the shared experiences of the Starseed and spiritual communities that are doing similar work, reveal that it may be helpful to outline certain major forms of spiritual emergency. They each have characteristic features that can be differentiated from others. Whether a 3D person, or an inherently multi-dimensional and empathic person, we all undergo the Dark Night of the Soul process during spiritual awakening. The process will plunge us into stages of psycho-spiritual crisis of 3D ego death. What is happening on the earth is a game changer, in that the 3D ego is in death throes. People will be forced to accept some version of a new reality, whether they want to or not. We have the choice in how we want to interpret the information we perceive and how we will undergo this consciousness shift. We can adapt and change to go with the new energy flow in Service to Others, to help heal and unify our species. Or we can fight against it to preserve the fear based belief system of divide and conquer and war that was made to feed into the 3D constructs. As more people will undergo the Dark of the Soul process while on this earth, we share the following most common spiritual catalysts for people undergoing different stages of spiritual emergency:

  • Contact with deceased relatives or other deceased people
  • Shamanic related crisis
  • Awakening of Kundalini
  • Episodes of experiencing Unity or Oneness with all things
  • Psychological renewal through return to the center
  • Crisis of psychic opening
  • Multidimensional experiences, seeing creatures in other realms
  • Signs, symbols, images and triple numbers communicating information
  • Past-life or simultaneous lifetime experiences, retrieving memories
  • Communication with spirit guides, extradimensionals and channeling
  • Near-death experiences (NDEs)
  • Out of body (OBEs) or Astral projection, Remote viewing
  • Close encounters with UFOs and alien abduction experiences
  • Possession states
  • Alcoholism and drug addiction
  • Intense physical injury, accident or severe medical related event
  • Babies or Crystal Children bring on paranormal events in the larger family

May peace and love be in your heart and guide you gracefully through these intense times of spiritual awakening and spiritual emergency.

With Love, Lisa Renee”

(Source: Ascension Glossary 3D, Dark Night of the Soul, Emotional Manipulation)

http://www.energeticsynthesis.com/index.php/resource-tools/blog-timeline-shift/2827-dissolving-the-3d-personality

Negative ET Abductions From the 4D Astral

I’ve briefly mentioned this before on a few forums I used to post on. It’s about the phenomena of being “abducted” by negative ETs/Aliens but, having this happen from the sleep state while one is dreaming. Years ago I experienced this a few times and it’s not very pleasant. I wasn’t always aware of negative “ETs” either; sometimes yes, other times no. But after a few times of this happening I learned the hard way what was what, and how this phenomena usually works…for me at least. Please remember that what I’ve experienced is not what everyone else who may experience this situation, will encounter. I do know there’s certain tell-tale signs in both the sleep/dreaming state, and the awake, fully conscious state as well. It’s these common signs that I’d like to share so people know what to pay attention to. And of course I’m talking about only some negative, lower vibrating ETs and not about all negative ETs. Not all negative ETs have a desire to snatch sleeping humans from their dreams or sleep state and place them within crazy, ridiculous, frightening, emotionally and psychologically intense soap opera type dream scenarios! Some do however, and it seemed it was to primarily measure my emotional reactions to their carefully designed dream stories they placed me within.

Here’s a brief list of common signs that this is happening:

  • Suddenly your dream morphs into an epic staged Soap Opera-type ridiculous thing
  • Your dream has real friends/family/loved ones in it but they don’t exactly look or act like them
  • Your dream feels contrived and manipulated only to induce specific emotions within you
  • Certain characters in your dream are posing for you, again to induce specific emotions in you
  • Your dream turns really frightening and just keeps going and going like it’s trying to keep you in a state of intense fear
  • You make yourself wake up from the dream only to be pulled back into it as if you’ve been drugged and cannot remain awake/conscious
  • You wake yourself up because the dream became a nightmare, physically get up out of bed, move around the house a bit, then go back to bed only to feel that pull and going unconscious sensation again…meaning they’re still there and are pulling you, abducting you, back into the astral

These are some of the common and repeated factors I experienced with this particular phenomena when I went through it in the past. As I mentioned, they, the negative ETs, seemed mainly interested in creating and directing fearful emotions within me in those manufactured dreams and then they tried to increase and direct the fear, frustrations, repulsions, horror, anger, confusion etc. etc. for as long as they possibly could.

Some of you may be wondering how I would know that some of my dreams were created by negative ETs. I know because I’m honestly familiar with how the fear within the deeper aspects of me really functions. I know pretty well how my subconscious functions and how my personal fears, worries, unresolved emotional issues and energies typically manifest in MY own created dreams. I’ve learned how to tell the different types of dreams I have and where they’re coming from. I also can feel negativity anywhere and I mean anywhere! It’s a highly recognizable energy signature and I can sense it easily from other energy signatures.

It was fairly easy for me, after a couple experiences with this, to come awake or lucid within my dream when I realized it wasn’t MY dream after all. I sensed I was being controlled, directed, manipulated within the dream state for some negative Others to take notes from my personal reactions and behaviors to negative dream images. It was actually rather silly and immature in my opinion, once I got myself out of the emotional drama. Once I realized the dream was staged, I became angry and just got myself out as fast as possible. What did surprise me however was that in some cases, despite my waking up and physically getting up out of bed to try to break the connection, they waited for me to get back into bed and go to sleep again! That did surprise me and freak me out a tad as well. It taught me a lot about how to read energies both while in-body and out of my physical body, and how to discern dreams and break free when I really wanted or needed to and then maintain that break. That for me was the hardest part of all this; learning how to not get pulled back and Astrally abducted again after I’d intentionally escaped a negative dream scenario. It’s a very real battle that spans both the physical and astral dimensions.

Denise Le Fay

October 1, 2008

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The Reptilian Beings

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In 1961 at the age of ten I vividly remember pouring through a large Time Life book my parents had. As a kid I found all the beautiful oil paintings and other images in it quite magical. There were paintings by talented artists about what they thought the ancient civilizations might have actually looked like. It was however one particular oil painting that rocked my childhood world when I first saw it in 1961. It was of dozens of sea iguanas laying on huge rocks at the ocean. At age ten, they were ‘monsters’ sunning on rocks, but the longer I scanned over the whole painting I discovered one thing that triggered a memory… a realization I’ve never forgotten since that day.

In the painting the artist had drawn many of the iguanas’ shoulder and arm muscles just like  large, strong, well muscled human male. The split second my ten-year-old eyes landed on this one iguanas heavily muscled should and arm, another mind’s eye image came rushing up and out into the light of my young consciousness. It was the image of a huge male Reptile Being. A ten foot or taller massively muscled humanoid Reptilian male that stood upright. (Look at the knee and leg muscle of the sea iguana in the photo above and also the shoulder and upper arm.)

The reality of non-physical, non-human, other-dimensional Beings that look like 7 to 12 foot tall bodybuilder Lizards instantly became another strange and scary aspect of my childhood reality that day. I didn’t have a “past life” memory of what we today call the Reptilians; their existence reentered my consciousness because the sea iguanas were a close enough match and therefore a trigger for me to remember their existence. It was just another of many bizarre memories and knowings that I’ve carried for most of my life in silence…until now.

Then one evening about six years ago I’d gotten into bed and turned out the lights. I was laying there feeling peaceful in the dark when suddenly this vivid clairvoyant image intruded into my mind’s eye. Using psychic terms, a nonhuman, nonphysical, other-dimensional Reptilian Being deliberately made conscious contact with me clairvoyantly that night.

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I was used to having meetings and conversations with certain higher dimensional Starbeings/ETs, but this was very different. This meeting was about this particular Reptilian Being WANTING me to psychically see him so he made a clairvoyant connection with me. (I spent 2 days searching for photos and images that come the closest to what I’ve seen of “him” popping in like this three different times during that year. These are pretty good photos but of course not completely accurate.)

What I found extremely interesting about all of my encounters with this one male Reptilian Being was that he was easily able to prevent me from psychically reading him and his thoughts. He had cloaked his thoughts and intentions so I couldn’t perceive or sense anything other than what he was allowing me to see and perceive then. I got the sense he was intentionally showing me that Reptilian Beings do indeed exist, but he only allowed me to psychically see his right eye and portions of the right side of his face up very, very, close. This clairvoyant image was exactly as if he were only 4 inches from my physical face! It was very intense, even with him blocking out all emotional and telepathic contact between us. He knew I was trying to psychically read or scan him and he simply remained steady with his psychic barricade up which prevented me from doing so. I guess he felt it was only time for a conscious re-reintroduction and not much else as yet.

A few months after these nightly in-my-face meetings with him, I saw massive, full-body Reptilians etherically superimposed over some well-known American and foreign world leaders and government officials on the TV news one night. No, I won’t name names, but it’s very easy to discern which of these humans is being controlled and manipulated to carry out Dark agendas on physical 3D Earth. I took these clairvoyant TV images I saw then to mean a couple of things:

1) That either those human politicians and world leaders were themselves direct aspects of different Reptilian Beings existing in non-physical dimensions

2) That certain negative Reptilian Beings are psychically, energetically possessing and manipulating certain low-frequency, low consciousness humans, certain politicians, world leaders, military, physicians, bankers etc. and many other people around the world for very negative reasons.

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It wouldn’t surprise me at all if both of these are the case and probably much more that I’m unaware of at this point. Things are far more complex and multidimensional than we fully realize as yet, and there are so many more players both positive and negative within this vast cosmic Plan.

At any rate, I feel that the Reptilian Being that deliberately revealed himself to me six years ago did so for different Ascension related reasons. It was also time for me to connect the dots from my early childhood memories with today and all that’s happening on the planet and within humanity via the Ascension Process. Humanity is horribly unaware of the many different long-term multidimensional players that are invested one way or another in our narrow band of 3D Earthly reality in this neck of the Great Cosmic Woods. Soon this too will change as we ascend/evolve back into conscious “Universe Society”.

Denise

October 10, 2007

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