Ascension Related Symptoms & Improvements

Someone asked me recently about if and when there will be any physical body improvements concerning the ongoing Ascension pressures, aches and pains. The situation is that when something physically hurts due to the ongoing transformational Ascension Process, it’s because there are improvements happening to us and our bodies and brains!

Old polarized 3D consciousness and belief systems have taught us that if something hurts in our physical bodies it’s automatically a warning sign that something is “wrong”, that something is “sick”, that something is “not working correctly” and needs a doctor to “fix it”, typically from some pharmaceuticals. Another old lower 3D belief system about body pain is guilt. You must have done something “bad”, something “wrong”, something “incorrectly”, or you “overworked it” or you “don’t exercise enough” and on and on. A huge sense of frailty, guilt, shame, blame, dis-empowerment and separation about and within our physical bodies and why they hurt. Is it any wonder why so many people are confused and worried about why their body hurts—and in such strange ways—due to the Ascension Process?

This Ascension Process is about higher frequency Energies and Light Energies coming into our solar system, our Sun, and on to Earth and humanity as a Divine cosmic way to trigger compressed and rapid evolution (ascension) out of one dimension and level of awareness (3D density and Duality consciousness), into a higher dimension and level of awareness (5D). When higher vibrating, higher frequency energies and Light comes into contact with lower, slower frequencies, more dense, less Light-filled energies, emotions and polarized bodies and consciousness it causes pains in our physical bodies. It also causes plenty of emotional, mental, psychological and psychic pressures and pains as well.

When we repeatedly feel the Ascension related aches and pains it does not mean we’ve done anything “wrong” or that we’re “flawed”, or that we’ve “sinned”, or that we’re “sick” or “broken” etc. Those aches and pains indicate that our bodies and brains (and everything else too of course) have been Divinely triggered to evolve, and to do so in a very short span of linear time. It’s a great sign, a very positive indicator that you’ve chosen to remain in your current physical 3D body and evolve/ascend it into a much more Light-filled, higher frequency 5D version. In this case you could say, “No pain, no gain” is an accurate indicator of how you are continuing to evolve and take on increasing amounts of Light energies within your physical body, brain, and everything else which alchemically transforms it into something very different.

Another aspect of this that I suspect some people are still confused over is the old lower polarized 3D consciousness and beliefs about linear time, space, and physical distance. I’m talking about how many of the 3D “professionals” are only aware of and believe in linear time, space, and distance and how it takes “time” between something happening in space and when it actually reaches Earth—not to mention if that event will have some (if any) effect on Earth, humans, animals and life on Earth.

Since yesterday, July 3, 2011, I’ve strongly felt those old familiar body aches and pains—aka the “Ascension flu”, joint pain, muscle weakness and fatigue, head and skull pains, deep exhaustion, and repeated waves of body chills similar to when you have a fever. Today, July 4, 2011, these body pains and chills were much worse so I did what I usually do to confirm what I’m feeling in my physical body; I went to Spaceweather.com to see if the Sun is doing anything. Here’s what I found there today, July 4, 2011: (there’s a link to Spaceweather.com in my sidebar LINKS area.)

INCOMING CME: “During the early hours of July 3rd, NASA’s Solar Dynamics Observatory recorded a mild but beautiful explosion near growing sunspot group 1244. The B9-category blast hurled a faint cloud of plasma toward Earth, which could cause some geomagnetic activity when it arrives on ~July 6th. This is not a major event.”

According to the old 3D “professionals”   this “Incoming CME” (Coronal Mass Ejection) won’t even reach Earth—forget about how it affects humans and other life on the planet!—until July 6th, yet, I’ve been profoundly physically affected by this latest Solar energy event since the start of July 3rd. When the Sun does anything it affects us immediately and does not take days for the Solar energies to travel through linear space/time/distance to, days later, finally reach Earth and humanity. The same is true with time-coded, deep-space events like massive Energy Light Waves radiating out from the Galactic Center (GC) which are further cosmic evolution/ascension triggers for humanity, Earth, our solar system and beyond. These are instantaneous energy events that happen and affect us, change us, help us evolve/ascend from the very first second they happen.

My point is that you will feel and be affected by cosmic, solar, galactic Light Energies when YOU feel them and not necessarily when the so-called “professionals” believe they’ll physically reach Earth in a linear only way. Don’t instantly and automatically believe that you’re “wrong” or that you’re “incorrect” or “confused” because you’re being affected by solar, cosmic, magnetic, astrological, galactic and universal Energies and Light Energies even though the “professionals” believe those energies haven’t physically arrived yet, or that they cannot and do not affect humans or Earth.

These “professionals” are now only sources to confirm what YOU already know from living it yourself first. YOU are your primary source of information now and these “professionals” information is to be used only as long as you feel you need or can benefit from what they have to say about what they believe and perceive is currently happening. Remember, they do not perceive reality—nor are they affected by it—in the same way you are so you’ve got to take what they say with a huge grain of salt, correct the timeline, make the necessary adjustments to what they’ve said, and always, always pay attention to what you yourself are experiencing, feeling, perceiving and being affected by moment to moment. The rest of the world will catch up to you if and when they can, otherwise YOU are your #1 source of information now. This is another aspect of the NEW responsibilities I mentioned before; expanded consciousness always brings with it new responsibilities. Not difficult hardships or burdens, just expanded responsibilities with expanded awareness and being.

Denise

July 4, 2011

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Clairaudience & White Noise

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My first memories of being clairaudient were at age 3 when two positive beautiful ET beings telepathically talked with me about my current physical parents. If that statement sounded weird to some of you then the next one should make you ponder. At age 3 I instantly recognized the two of them as they came floating in through the living-room wall and hung there in the air, telepathically talking with me. They were just a couple of dear old friends from Home to me at age 3. (It was 1954 when I was 3 years old just for some perspective. The two of them looked somewhat like those two young male ET beings in the 1985 movie Cocoon—except my blond ET was clean-shaven, and they were far more ethereal, attractive, and light-filled of course.)

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(Movie Cocoon 1985)

I first remember hearing unknown voices inside my head when I was riding my bike to 3rd grade at age 8 or 9. It would get really strong while I was riding my bike to school alone, focused, and breathing hard. Evidently that combination were the right ingredients for me at that time to open into my clairaudient ability. Problem was, as it usually is for all children, I and my parents back then (1958-ish) didn’t know that was what I was experiencing. One day it just became too much for me, so halfway to school, I turned my bike around and headed back  home. The fear that my mom would most likely get angry with me for not going to school was outweighed by those damned voices talking endlessly inside my head! I’d risk getting in trouble with mom, but I couldn’t take those strangers voices any longer.

Another time that stands out in my memory about my being clairauident was at about age 10. We’d all been eating dinner when I couldn’t take the one male and one female voices talking non-stop in my head. I asked to go lay down and rest on the couch in another room. As I was laying there I could easily hear my mom, dad, and younger sister still at the dinner table talking. At the same time however, I could also clairaudiently hear the two strangers still talking inside my head. I couldn’t understand every word they were saying because it was mostly muffled, but I could make out every few words.

As I lay there listening to the physical talking my family was doing, I compared it to the other voices I was hearing in my head. Suddenly I began to understand what I was hearing; I began to understand in that moment that I was hearing, on top of the physical, some other people talking elsewhere and that it didn’t mean they were doing  it right at that moment. It was an important childhood “Aha” moment for me. I didn’t fully understand, but I was beginning to and that made those damned voices in my head more tolerable as a child and teen.

Years later as a young adult I encountered another layer to this weird clairauident business. Every time I’d turn on the vacuum, the garbage disposal, the lawnmower etc., I’d suddenly clairaudiently hear other voices talking. The loud physical noise of the vacuum, disposal and/or lawnmower seemed to instantly trigger clairauident hearing. Above the physical noise were other non-physical voices and strange otherworldly sounds. It was pretty funny watching me vacuum back then because I’d be really jumpy and would repeatedly look all around because it sounded as if the house was full of strangers all talking at the same time! Eventually I adapted to this ability and it became just another of many weird things I’ve gotten used to over the years and decades.

Then a few years ago due to my Ascension Process / simultaneous menopause, I suddenly couldn’t sleep well and started wearing ear plugs to block out the physical sounds and barking dogs that repeatedly woke me up. Problem was that as soon as I put the ear plugs in and shut out the physical noises, I’d then heard all these other non-physical noises, voices and other weird sounds! So it was either listen to physical noises or, wear ear plugs and listen to non-physical noises. Some choice huh?  🙄

A few years after this I was (recently) watching a great paranormal TV show on A&E called Paranormal State and saw Ryan Buell using some new device. It was primarily headphones playing only white noise. His eyes were also covered so he couldn’t physically see anything. I’ve often said over the decades that, as a psychic Seer, if I want to psychically SEE more, I close my physical eyes to block out physical vision. It made perfect sense to me that that device (headphones blocking out physical sounds but playing white noise and physical vision blocked) would much more easily and quickly allow the listener to Hear and See as most psychics, seers, clairvoyants and clairaudients do. Or, simply turn the vacuum or lawnmower on!

It makes me smile when I discover other people who have discovered some new paranormal device—like white noise played through head phones—to help induce clairaudient hearing. Hey, whatever works. I’m just very glad other people (and non-psychic people) are experiencing clairaudience and clairvoyant visions via these new paranormal tools. However, if you can’t afford that new paranormal tool I strongly recommend inexpensive ear plugs.

Denise

April 2, 2009

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The Many Little Deaths

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When I was a kid I hated reading, hell I hated school! My Dad tried to get me to read and I just found it all so boring. Then, when I finally got out of school and discovered books that actually interested me I couldn’t read enough of them. It wasn’t that I didn’t like reading, it was that I didn’t like what school demanded I did read. But once I discovered Dion Fortune back in the early 1970s, I was hooked and nothing stopped me for decades. I’d finally found information I could relate to; information that told me things I needed to hear then, information I cared about deeply and which validated my strange psychic and paranormal experiences.

Back then I could absorb a book every couple of days and retain almost all of what I’d read. Not only that, but I could recall where in the book such and such information was. I don’t have a photographic mind, I have a dyslexic mind with Mercury retrograde conjunct my MC from the 10th. I’ve had to learn to work around the lower mind, linear words, and linear time glitches and I usually do okay… all things considered.

Then my Ascension Process started and everything changed overnight. I went from loving reading and being able to absorb information with the greatest of ease, to, not being able to read one small paragraph and understand or retain anything I’d read! It was devastating. It was depressing. It was frustrating beyond belief to not be able to make my old familiar mind work and read those words and sentences and understand or retain any of it. What in the freaking hell was suddenly “wrong” with me?!

Not only did my ability to read, retain and comprehend end abruptly, but I also had long phases back then (1999-2006-ish) of not being able to remember certain words for things and objects. During this mega unpleasant and highly frustrating time I actually forgot my first name, I could hardly communicate, would have to resort to pantomime just to try to express myself. It was horrible. My laser-like mental focus, my instantaneous ability to effortlessly fall into an altered state of consciousness to access Higher information, and/or to talk with my much beloved higher dimensional Star Beings and Family from Home, my easy ability to read and retain what I read was gone, gone and really seriously GONE! And, it didn’t magically and instantly return either. Nope, it was years before I got through that truly horrible first phase of the Ascension Process. There were numerous other ascension symptoms happening at the same time as this, but I didn’t know any of this was “Ascension” related. I just thought I was falling apart, that I may have been having a “breakdown” of some strange type, or that I was having THE worst menopause in recorded history! I didn’t know until years later that what I was living through then were the repeated Little Deaths of my ego self and all of those old nifty, highly fine-tuned tools of perception I’d had as a psychic/sensitive within old 3D reality.

It was a slow process of going through the “falling” of my thinking abilities, my ability to effortlessly communicate something to someone, to remember names and the right words for simple everyday things. Things like water, screwdriver, socks, fertilizer, orange juice. It would require 10 minutes worth of words before I could collect enough of them that resembled SCREWDRIVER and it was exhausting, frustrating for me, and for the poor other person having to listen and watch this pathetic attempt at communication. Such is the worst phases of the ascension process. Such is the dismantling of our egos and intellects, our razor-sharp mental abilities and many, many, other things.

I’d be reduced to trying to express that I was looking for a screwdriver to this: “You know, it’s that long silver thingy. It’s got that pointy thing at its end. It’s kinda cold and shiny. You know…!”

All those words but I couldn’t remember screwdriver! Or orange juice: “Where’s that stuff, that cold stuff we drink? You know…we drink it in the mornings! We keep it in that thingy where we keep the cold food!” Again, all those words but not the ONE important one. And obviously, other people who hear you in this state just look at you with that flat expression like they’re watching you wondering why you’re even out in public!

I remember buying really great books back during this time and barely being able to get through them. I had one of Barbara Marcinak’s Pleiadian channeled books and I normally would have burned through it in two days, but this one sat on my bookshelf for a year because I couldn’t read or retain any of it. I also remember pushing it and struggling anyway to try and read. I’d literally reread one small paragraph eight times and still not be able to understand one word of it! I also couldn’t hold my mental focus on reading because it too was gone, gone, seriously GONE! I finally just gave up and stopped reading until brain function transformed into what its become today.

The point with this Ascension symptom—as with so many of them—was to move beyond that level of perception, that old lower state of awareness within myself, my powerful connection with linear time and keeping physical ‘reality’ as safe and smooth as I could. Being psychic and sensitive, I was used to running on 12 cylinders anyway and having my invisible feelers far, far out in all directions around me constantly, always being ultra-aware, but all that had to be torn down so I could ascend/evolve beyond it into a NEW and much higher level of consciousness and being.

So when you find yourself suddenly not being able to remember simple words and names for common everyday things; when you find your mental process acting like a bomb has gone off right in the middle of your well-defined and manicured intellect; when you sound and look like you’re not running on any cylinders at all, rejoice because it most likely means you’re deep into your Ascension Process and big chunks of you, your 3D polarized mind, density and Duality, your old lower ego self are dying and naturally being replaced with much more interesting and higher frequency aspects of the higher YOU. Just put the reading material down for as long as you need and let these old lower aspects of your 3D self fall away. Fear not, just go with the transformational flow and release and know something vastly better will automatically take its place. ❤

Denise

September 1, 2008

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How Do I KNOW That?

Over the past few years I’ve been aware that how I know things, how I’m accessing information has changed dramatically. It’s not the old familiar ego-based consciousness, it’s not tiny left-brain intellectual thinking, nor is it even intuitive or psychic perception. It’s higher and much larger knowing of things; it’s not linear thinking. It is Higher Mind, High Heart Consciousness.

Being a life-long sensitive/psychic/seer I was fairly familiar with how my mind works, how information comes to me and how my mind fiddles and analyzes things. If you’re sensitive/psychic/clairvoyant etc., it becomes highly important that you learn to discern what are indeed YOUR thoughts and feelings in comparison to picking up OTHER people’s thoughts and feelings. I’ve made the mistake of assuming that certain thoughts were mine when actually they were someone else’s, so, I’ve gotten familiar with how my mind works and how I deal with incoming information and so on.

Because of this I was a bit more conscious of my consciousness. When this began changing a few years ago I noticed it immediately. I just knew/know certain things with NO previous knowledge about it whatsoever. Now that sort of thing really makes you pay attention to what’s in your awareness, coming out of your mouth, or on to the written page! It makes you ask yourself, “How did I know that?”

I’ve discovered it’s due to my being closer to my own Higher Self now. Because of this I’m able to access knowledge/Light/information which to “me” seems incredibly vast and amazing. Sometimes I can grab all of it in those few moments and retain it long enough to externalize it to someone or write about it. Much of the time these higher connections with vast amounts of Light/information that my Higher Self has always had at its finger tips, seems to me to be huge chunks of higher knowledge that I often have difficulty expressing at this slower earthly rate. Frustrating sometimes and yet, I know that at another level I DID get it all and often, it isn’t even important that I express it.  Higher knowing is knowing without any emotional excitement (ego) about it and/or  needing to share it with others. This type of awareness comes through the High (ego-less) Heart and not the mind in the way we’re used to thinking of it. It’s an instantaneous knowing something. I know how weird that must sound to people who’ve not as yet experienced this, but when you do, it’ll make perfect sense…in an unthinking way.

I know this is a new way of perception for those of us who’ve been living the ongoing ascension process and it will become the next primary way we all perceive. High Heart awareness that comes from our being vastly closer to (and more aware of) our own Higher Selves and Source. It’s the beginning stages of us perceiving within 5D well beyond lower polarized, dual thinking/consciousness. Triality or Unity consciousness, where that higher third aspect point is your own Higher Self.

So when you find yourself knowing certain things and not knowing how you know, know that you’ve transitioned beyond the old lower 3D linear polarized thinking and awareness and have arrived at the edge of a larger, higher , 5D way of perception. Hello Uranus…hello Aquarius…hello more of Me and everything.

Denise

July 3, 2008

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