The Dark Side of Ascension for Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkers

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A few months ago during the summer of 2010, I sensed that by the fall quarter many of us would begin experiencing the start of some new higher consciousness, multidimensionality, abilities and reality etc. I also sense that this year’s Winter Solstice is going to be rather amazing in how profoundly it will push us into more of the New. All of the 2010 Multi-D energies, events, unfolding cycles, and numbered portal days (10-10-10, 11-11, 12-12 etc.) have continued helping us  get up-to-speed so we can more easily transition into the final twenty-fold increase that starts March 9, 2011. 2010 has felt like us running faster and faster  each month so we’ll be able to more easily enter this final and 20 times faster completion phase.

What I didn’t fully see in all this was what many of us have been and still are currently going through; being under etheric attack and interference by the negative Dark Ones.

I’ve always known that my being on the team I am (gonna borrow a Barbara Marciniak’s Pleiadian term here), the “Light Tee Shirts”, or Team Light as I call them, that I would simply have to deal with the “Dark Tee Shirts” (Team Dark as I’ve called them) team endlessly trying to take my ass out of The Game. After all, we’re taking their asses out of The Game by our actions so it makes a lot of sense that we’re not their favorite folks! This is just how this works in a polarized world. But despite my always knowing this in this life, plus having clairvoyantly and physically seen and experienced decades of encounters and attacks by the negative Dark side or the “Dark Tee Shirts”, what’s been happening since Oct. 2010 has been difficult and an eye-opener for me. In other words, you can know something very well but when it shifts into a more intense (and final) phase, it changes things even further and that’s the part I didn’t prepare myself enough for; this retaliation or backlash phase. Of course this is far more vast and complex than JUST what we’ve been through during the 2010 summer and fall months, but it certainly plays a huge part in why we’re currently being attacked and interfered with to this degree by the Dark.

I thought it might be helpful to list some Dark attack and interference symptoms and compare them to some typical Ascension symptoms. (You realize they all are Ascension related.)

COMMON DARK ATTACKS & INTERFERENCE

  1. Exhaustion, depletion, lethargic, groggy, body aches and pains, muscle spasms and sense of being “ill”
  2. Unable to mentally and emotionally focus and remain focused
  3. Retreating, resting, nesting, shutting down, Warrior of Light Mode has been put on pause
  4. Clairvoyantly seeing directly and/or peripherally Dark shapes, figures, balls, creatures, beings, colored balls of light, strange shaped lights etc.
  5. Astral plane and/or Dream level attacks
  6. Loved ones and/or neighbors or strangers being used to trigger you even further into lower frequency states
  7. A loved one and/or pet being attacked to further trigger and trap you within fear/chaos/anxiety/dis-empowered state
  8. Physical sounds and noises sounding abnormal, otherworldly, and not being able to interpret them.
  9. Anomalies seen while out in public. Certain people looking/acting differently and/or being used by negative non-physical Dark beings
  10. Certain things do not dawn on you because you’re being blocked and interfered with by the negative Dark

There are more but you get the gist. Now let’s compare this to higher energy Ascension symptoms to compare the subtle and not so subtle differences.

TYPICAL POSITIVE ASCENSION SYMPTOMS

  1. Exhaustion, depletion, lethargic, body aches and pains, sense of being “ill” but not actually
  2. Occasionally not able to mentally focus due to brain rewiring process and expanding consciousness etc.
  3. Retreating, resting, nesting due to the overload of higher frequency energies effecting you and your multiple bodies and awareness
  4. Loved ones and/or pets also displaying Ascension-related symptoms
  5. Clairvoyantly seeing anomalies, energies, inter-dimensionally, physical reality going thin and/or disappearing in small patches and areas
  6. Clairaudiently hearing sounds, voices, noises that you can’t identify
  7. Anomalies seen while out in public. Seeing white fog, mist, or reality becoming blurry in certain buildings
  8. Body, mental and emotional aches and pains caused by solar and/or higher dimensional energies triggering you, your consciousness and bodies

There are plenty more but again, you get the gist. See what a razor’s edge there is between the two? Amazing and highly confusing isn’t it? The primary difference between the two is that the negative Dark always makes me feel dis-empowered, isolated, depleted, sad, depressed, limited, trapped, confused and  out of sync with what I really am. In other words, it makes me feel a huge lack of Light and Love. Typical Ascension symptoms never do this but often make you feel like there’s way too much Light and Love and that’s why you’re having difficulty housing It all! Subtle and not so subtle differences between the two, and if you’ve experienced both multiple times then you know them both intimately at this point.

Barbara Hand Clow said this (The Pleiadian Agenda) and I know how deeply true it is:

“You will see how knowing darkness is the key to maintaining awareness in the light of the Photon Band.”

We’ve been talking about this and much more in Comments on my Nov. 9, 2010 post The Dark Is Lashing Out, but I wanted to add this here too. Since the very first time I read Lisa Renee’s Guardians “command” paragraph in her Nov. 2010 article “The Restoration”, I’ve been clairvoyantly seeing two anomalies that I’ve seen for the past seven years. All the times I’d seen them prior to reading Lisa’s latest, I never could sense or read these two anomalies much at all. They didn’t radiate negativity nor did they give off much of anything which I always found rather confusing. However, since the first time I read this “command”, these two anomalies (one is a round ball of periwinkle colored light, and the second object is a bright silver-white colored light that looks much like the lens or light emanating end of a LED flashlight) manifest within minutes. I now realize  they most likely are negative Dark etheric body attachments and/or peep holes I’ve had for a while. Damn, I hate this crap but there it is.

Needless to say I’ve been paying very close attention to any and all phenomena that happens during or after I read this command. Every single time I’ve done so these two anomalies appear. Last night after I’d read the command I saw them both and then the white light colored one flew into my abdomen at the solar plexus area. Damn, I really hate this crap! So I re-read the command again—with attitude and determination—and saw this same round white light LED looking thing exit my gut area and retreat up near the ceiling and hang there a couple  of seconds before they both vanished from my clairvoyant vision. I realize this may take some repeated work to completely solve and that’s fine. I’ve survived much worse.

On the other hand I should share what happened when I first read this command. When I got to that one line in it about, “…to return all unity codes, fire letters, and the jewels, wings, energies and parts of bodies…” I instantly and very unexpectedly burst into tears! That was the FIRST time I’ve ever even heard these terms in this life, and yet, some deeper aspect of me knows them intimately. In that first moment as I read those words, I clarivoyantly saw great Angelic-like  Light Beings who have living “jewels” on/in their chests like magnificent, interdimensional hearts. I also saw “fire letters” hanging huge in space and recognized some of them as my Original Codes. And the “wings” revealed how many have had them ripped from us, distorted and then utilized negatively by some of these super-ancient Dark Ones. All-in-all it was a profoundly potent moment for me seeing, feeling, knowing and remembering these ultra-ancient aspects of some of us Lightworkers/Starseeds at higher dimensional levels. So I have my personal reasons—both positive and negative—for believing Lisa Renee’s Guardians command and that entire November 2010 article. It, plus all the side-effects from reading the command, tell me that many of us (not all) have reached this point where we’re taking back certain super-ancient multidimensional aspects of Ourselves (“The Restoration” period) that have been stolen and/or hustled from us during the many eons of this particular Journey.

It makes perfect sense that at this point we’d have to collect and integrate any of these Multi-D bits and pieces of our Greater Selves that have been stolen and used against not only us but all other Beings of Light throughout this entire Journey. During Phase One of the Ascension Process we had to transmute and integrate the majority of our personal projections, karma, dark shadow parts, our unloved, projected and ignored aspects. Now in (let’s call it) Phase Two of the Ascension Process, it makes sense that this would continue but at even larger, higher and more vast levels with those larger, higher, and more vast aspects of our SELVES within all dimensions. All of these things informs us that we’re closer than we’ve ever been before, otherwise the Dark side wouldn’t be doing what it’s doing to and at us now.

Yesterday I discovered a section at Lisa Renee’s website that deals with “Psychic Self Defense”. So far I’ve only read a couple of her articles about this but could tell they are excellent. One thing to keep in mind however if you read any of these particular articles is when she originally wrote them (2007) vs. how much transformational Ascension Work we’ve done since then. They’re very helpful but many of us have finished much personal Inner Work in this area already so don’t automatically assume that you’re less than what you currently are.

Denise

November 14, 2010

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“As the 12 D Avatar and the Light of God that I am, I cancel all contracts and/or agreements that I have made with any entity, guide, in this timeline or in any reality, that were not in my highest alignment and expression of my Light Source in the Law of One. I terminate all false matrices, or illusions that may have obscured my highest God purpose and soul mission, from the past, present and future. I terminate redemptive vehicle and crucifixion contracts and their related phantom systems from impacting my consciousness and all of my 12 bodies. I further declare that the cancellation of all such contracts is to be irrevocable and permanent in all time frames and realities. Further I ask my Avatar to return all unity codes, fire letters, and the jewels, wings, energies and parts of bodies that have been misdirected or usurped and ask to return them NOW to the Rightful Owner in the name of Self Sovereignty herein stated and commanded into presence. I invalidate the beings by commanding a full dissolution and dissolve them into the One Source—God Source Light through the Eternal Love of Forgiveness and Forgetfulness. Completely Heal and Seal my personal Auric Field from any further intrusion. Return all energies and essences that are in divine right order NOW. I call back NOW — All that is my self sovereign God power and right. I choose my perfection to stand in the Eternal Light and represent my full sovereignty and freedom for all human beings on this planet. I receive this Gift now as I will Share this Gift with ALL. All is One with the Light. I AM UNITY. Beloved God — Thank you!”

Negative Entities, Human Possessions, Ascension & Staying On THE PATH

“Oh Man! This is huge! I’ve been dealing with this for so many years and yeah, I know when I tell people about some of my experiences, they look at me and you can tell they want to pat me on the back and say, “There, there. You’ll be ok.” I have sensed dark entities since I was a kid, when my grandmother used to tell me to make the sign of the cross with my fingers and yell at them to leave in the name of God! And that seems easy compared to what I’ve been bumping up against lately!

So Denise, anyone, everyone – what the hell do you do when you have people in your life that are so dark, so awful? Not just friends, because I’ve been able to shake a lot of them off, but family, damn it! There they are, stuck in your face, trying to suck you in to their darkness and all the family drama that comes with them. I call them emotional vampires and some of them I think are sociopathic – no conscience, no feelings, just stuck in their own shit – you get the picture. Just when I feel like I’m holding my own – bam! Either the phone rings or they show up at my door with their bags of garbage and negativity, giving away free guilt trips. I just DON’T want to fix them anymore, I don’t want to be part of their drama, I just want peace.

I digress. IS there anything that can be done for these dark humans? Once they are so sucked into the darkness, is there any hope or help for them? Or should I just meet them at the door with a cross? This is so difficult, for me anyway. I’ve always been the “fixer” but I really really don’t want to fix any more, but I also really really don’t know what to do, other than run and hide!”

Love Chrysalis55

This is in response to many of the Comments left by readers about my Etheric Attachments & Possessions article of May 26, 2010. This topic is another huge, multidimensional, complex and difficult aspect of being a Forerunner/Lightworker/Wayshower/Starseed living the Ascension Process that people experience. Next in line is often with the ascending persons husband/wife, lover/mate, parent/parents, siblings, friends, co-workers, neighbors, community etc. You have been activated to evolve and transmute yourself via the alchemical Ascension Process, or, you reincarnated as a Forerunner/Lightworker/Starseed/Wayshower to work from within the old lower negative system to break it up, bring in higher frequency Light energies, embody those higher frequency Light energies in yourself and your body first and Wayshow the rest of humanity who’ll begin the Ascension Process a decade or so later. [During the alchemical Ascension Process we encounter—in varying degrees of intensity, resistance, frustration and difficulty—many other people who are NOT and may never enter the Ascension Process as we have. Obviously, this can and usually does create huge tensions and plenty of emotional pain for both sides as Lou Ann and Chrys and others here have shared.]

We’ve got multiple things and multiple dimensions going on within this one topic of Etheric Attachments & Possessions by negative Dark nonhuman entities attached to certain humans, and the Ascension Process, and Family of Light, and Family of Dark. We’re also talking about having to deal with humans that have an attached etheric negative entity and it controlling them and also trying to control everyone around them—especially you because you’re waking up and shining Light all over what’s been the Dark’s 3D territory for a very long time! And we’re talking about how some of us have been dealing with the Family of Dark—to borrow a great Barbara Marciniak term—since our early childhoods as Robin has mentioned. Others have had encounters with negative beings/entities and energies in their different forms but only since their physical ascension process began.

  1. Reincarnating as a member of the Family of Light into a totally controlled and Dark earth reality
  2. Being activated by the ascension process which means you now will meet the Dark directly or indirectly through possessed humans, humans with etheric attachments, and/or people with severely closed-off consciousness and so on
  3. Encountering negative energies, fears, lack of understanding etc. from family and/or other loved ones over your ascension-related changes and growth

As you can see there are a number of levels and layers to this topic because it is multidimensional, because we are multidimensional and are affected by other beings (both positive and negative) that exist in dimensions other than 3D. This has always been the case, but now with the ongoing ascension process and dimensional shift, the multi-D pot has gotten shaken up real good and the Veil or borders—especially 4D the astral plane—are wide open and citizens from 3D are traversing 4D and beings that have always existed within 4D are walking right into 3D with the greatest of ease.

So how to dodge the Dark negative in all of its many forms even when it may be a family member? Eventually you will, for your own sanity, safety, and continued spiritual growth within the ascension process, have to make a decision about not continuing to move forward vibrationally yourself and remaining back with other family members and/or loved ones, your own children, husband or wife etc.  or stepping away from them so you can continue evolving/ascending now. It boils down to that choice for each of us. I’ve had to do it with some family members, my child, and all of my physical friends over the past decade. As much as Lightworkers are “fixers” as Chrys correctly called it, in the end it is only us that we’re supposed to really “fix” now. When we do our own ascension work, we make it so much easier for other people to then begin the Process themselves. But, we’ve got to do it for ourselves first and not the other way around.

Back to Chrys’ question about how to protect oneself from lower frequency family members that are not living the ascension process but you are. This may sound harsh but if you’re over 21 years of age, then I think it best for the ascending/evolving person to get away from them and any other people who are trying to stop or suppress you and your ascension process. Whether they are just unaware of what’s happening and why, or if they have a negative entity attached to them etherically or worse…or if they’re hard-core religious people incapable of growing beyond those limited, rigid, immature old belief systems, if any of these problems are aimed at you because you are growing, evolving and changing, then you need to disconnect from those people for as long as needed. Believe me, nothing causes them to then have to deal with themselves when they no longer have you to project upon for whatever their reasons! It takes two to tango as the saying goes, and your disconnecting has repercussions on them and it amazingly is usually exactly what they need to finally begin getting themselves together too.

There are many great books available that teach different methods of etheric protection so I won’t get into that in this post. I may in another and if you are interested in that aspect of this topic write a Comment and let me know. I suggest that for your own sanity, continued growth, happiness and soul mission you change your situation so the person or persons who are trying to control you for whatever their reasons cannot any longer. This next statement may also sound rather harsh also but it is often very painfully true.

In many cases the 4D “monsters” — devils, demons, entities, negative aliens, possessed people, the emotionally and/or mentally imbalanced, the fractured people in our lives (especially during the time we’re living the Ascension Process before other people) are giant Duality mirrors for us, plus the painful irritations to guaranty that WE will continue with our spiritual, evolutionary ascension journey all the way. On the other hand, many but certainly not  all of these people who are deep in negative energy and/or possibly have etheric attachments and worse are not your concern at this point  within the Ascension Process. Never forget that if we don’t do it here now, we’ll go elsewhere that’s a better energetic match to us and continue on with our growth, education, creativity and spiritual development there. So no one is really left behind or left out; it’s all about personal choice and not about “good/bad”, “right/wrong” etc. at all.

Note: Today transiting Uranus entered Aries which will activate further changes everywhere. Just an astrological reminder as this is a potent energy change.

Denise

May 27, 2010

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Etheric Attachments & Possessions

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This is another of those topics that isn’t openly discussed much, if at all, by most in the Ascension Community. If you’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution (2010), then you know that I talked a lot about the Dark side of being a Forerunner, First Wave Lightworker Starseed as well as the Light side. Typically, the “fluffy” people don’t want to go there or acknowledge that there even is a Dark, negative side within the old lower 3D world of Duality. I know from plenty of personal experiences over the decades that encounters with the Dark negative simply goes with the territory of being a Forerunner/Lightworker/Lightwarrior within Duality.

I’ve said before that I’ve had plenty of contact, conscious interactions, conscious dream or out-of-body interactions, battles as in psychic attacks, plus potent and impressive educations at the hands of dedicated negative Dark nonphysical, nonhuman, beings/entities/demons etc. They have taught me a lot during my lifetime and, believe it or not, I am grateful because I know that level of energy and consciousness and how it functions extremely well now. “Fluffy” people do not and that’s why they’re easily and repeatedly tricked and fooled by certain people, teachers, New Age information, channeled messages and so on. They haven’t yet learned how to discern for themselves the differences between the Light and the Dark energetically and that makes anyone an easy target for all sorts of negative happenings.

I can instantly detect Dark, evil, negative self-focused energies in multiple dimensions, in humans and nonphysical, non-human beings from just a tiny bit of negativity to the OMFG run for your life!!! amounts of it. And just like with the higher frequency Light side, there are very distinct characteristics and ways in which negative non-physical beings and negatively focused humans function, act, think and perceive. If you’re familiar with this you can spot and feel them a mile away, and they can do the same with your Light-filled, bright n’ shiny ass too remember! We Lightworkers/Lightwarriors/Starseeds/Wayshowers/Indigos literally glow in the Dark so don’t forget that important fact.

As you read this next section please remember that I’ve always been psychic/clairvoyant/empathic/claircognizant so it’s not unusual for me to clairvoyantly See things, beings, devices etc. that are different, weird, scary or shocking—or on the other end of the spectrum—to See Lightbeings, ETs, Angelic beings and higher dimensionals that are amazingly beautiful.

Last month I was driving home from shopping and there was a man who looked to be in his twenties walking on the sidewalk heading towards me. At first I thought he was a monster, a Dark negative non-human something off to my right side of the road. In the next second I realized it was a human man walking on the sidewalk. The next thing I automatically do when I See dual, superimposed images like this is to discern and switch into higher viewing and sensing mode and look, feel and sense whatever it is that’s more than what it first appeared to be.

Once I shifted my level of perception in this way, I could easily see and feel that the man was possessed by a lowly, Dark negatively charged and focused non-physical being. (I am not talking about dead humans or “ghosts” but about other non-physical, non-human beings/entities/demons etc.) He was another human who had—for whatever his personal reasons—checked out years ago and because of that he’d allowed a non-physical Dark negative parasite being to etherically attach itself to him. This was why I saw two beings; the etheric monster looking entity, and secondly the more dense physical human male.

If you can See clairvoyantly then you know that Dark, negative, other-dimensional beings/entities are often seen as transparent layers—like onion skins—on top of the human’s physical body. You can see the physical human but you can also See any non-physical, non-human, other-dimensional being/entity that has attached itself to that human and usually why. The why is usually always the same. The human vacated their body for whatever their personal reason(s) — extended alcohol use, pharmaceutical and/or illegal “street” drug use, sudden shock or trauma, extreme fear, war or fighting traumas, fractures of the personality etc.

When a human repeatedly exits their physical body to intentionally get drunk, high or “wasted“, or some other form of personality fracture due to any number of severe emotional shock/trauma type events, they literally open their energetic front door, leave the lights on inside and walk away. When a person repeatedly, and for extended periods of time does this, they are easily seen and felt by the negative lower frequency non-physical beings/entities and many of them simply walk in that wide open front door and take up residence etherically. It’s that easy and fast for humans to unknowingly allow lower nonphysical beings/entities into their lives, their physical and energetic spaces, their physical homes and their consciousness and all of their bodies (physical and energy).

In years and decades past, I’ve felt negative little Dark shits as I call them—those numerous less developed negative Dark energies and beings, not the big, well-developed negative Alien beings, demons etc.—trying to attach to me when I’ve suddenly become frightened or surprised by something in the physical world, such as a driver running a red light in front of me. Talk about having to learn how to maintain a higher frequency while still surrounded in the old lower 3D world by these negatively charged, negatively focused beings! [See A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution to read about and see an illustration of one of my most severe and lengthy demonic attacks from 2000–2004.]

In other words, if you want out of your body, understand very clearly that something entirely negative is more than ready and willing to get in, attach, stay, run and manipulate your life, your mental focus, emotions and everything else it can including your loved ones, family members, children, neighbors, co-workers and so on. This is why trying to get out of our bodies holds a big risk in 3D Duality; there’s usually something very Dark ready to attach itself energetically and then mess with not only you, but as many other people in your life as it can. These etheric beings are etheric viruses and parasites and it’s much more difficult to get rid of one once it’s attached itself to someone. Just like you wouldn’t go into certain neighborhoods because some of them are very dangerous and not a match to you and your energies and consciousness, the very same thing applies to non-physical neighborhoods. There are certain lower frequency ranges (these non-physical neighborhoods) where matching or like-frequency beings exist, and if you wander into that lower frequency range, that lower vibrating neighborhood, then you need to know that the locals will see and feel you immediately and will try to walk in your front door (any energetic etheric opening you’ve got), attach to you and take over you and your life. So instead of just getting out of your body for a while for whatever your reasons, you often risk becoming a lifelong physical human puppet to one or more of these negative etheric beings/entities.

So why am I talking about this ugliness now at this late date within the Ascension Process? Have you watched the world and local news lately?! Because there is a growing shit-storm of this type of thing happening now (and has been for many years) and I believe it will continue to increase with the “falling” of the old lower patriarchal world of Duality and all of its systems, beliefs, money, power, consciousness etc. As that old lower negative world reality continues to disintegrate and die away, many people around the planet who don’t know about the current Ascension or compressed evolutionary Process and dimensional shift and are not living this process but clinging to the old lower ways and consciousness, those people will become increasingly frightened, angry, worried, hateful, imbalanced mentally and emotionally and wide open energetically. That along with the Dark negative beings losing the planet will cause an increase in these types of etheric attachments and/or possessions. I clairvoyantly saw this time and phase we’re in now way back in the mid 1970’s. It was not pleasant seeing so many people producing so much fear, hate, insanity, emotional and mental imbalances and opening themselves in different ways — intentionally through escapism tools such as drugs and alcohol, but also just through fear and fragmenting themselves and general stupidity and/or lack of awareness.

I do not want to frighten anyone reading this or to produce any lower frequency energies either but this information needs to finally be talked about so that you’ll know that “crazy person”, or that angry, violent, emotionally imbalanced person losing it over there is most likely controlled, owned and operated by an unseen negative being or entity. We cannot assume that we’re only dealing with a disgruntled, fearful or angry human at this point. We must consider the possibility that they’ve got unseen negative company pouring gas on a fire to produce more energetic flames/fuel in more people to feed off them as well. This is how this negative stuff works and we’ve reached the point in the Ascension Process where we need to stay out of the line of fire. That’s not a problem if you’re vibrating within a higher and faster frequency range—which you are because you’re reading this! But this is a reminder, a psychic heads-up that this sort of separating of the planetary wheat from the chaff is part of the Ascension Process. Keep your eye and High Heart on the end results and within the energetic eye of the storm and don’t allow yourself to fall back down or be pulled or in any way(s) manipulated into the old lower world and all its current craziness and fear and you’ll be just fine.

Denise

May 26, 2010

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