SERVICE TO SELF Consciousness & the Global Dark Night of the Soul

Service to Self and Service to Others are old terms first mentioned in the five-book series entitled The RA Material: Law of One (1984–1998) by Don Elkins, Carla Rueckert and James McCarty.  In the quoted article below written by Lisa Renee at Energetic Synthesis, she uses this same term of Service to Self to describe 3D people with 3D consciousness, but specifically in relation to the current evolutionary Ascension Process now being felt by everyone besides only the First Wavers or Forerunners, Starseeds, Indigos, Pathpavers etc. Everything in bold in Lisa’s article below was done by me to highlight particular information. Thank you Lisa Renee for it. ❤

Also, here’s a link to Lisa Renee’s Ascension Glossary. http://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Main_Page

Denise

October 6, 2016

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Dissolving the 3D Personality

“Multidimensional people or Starseeds will often use terms to help to describe the kind of people that identify only with their five physical senses which form into an outward perception of material reality. 3D (three or third dimensional) Consciousness is used in describing the limited perception of the world as being only that which is perceived in the physical. A person who limits their perceptions to the basic 5 senses would be considered a 3D person. Such a person would not have had an awakening experience and therefore not have fully developed Higher Sensory Perception or an ability to sense energy fields and their quality. A 3D person is usually much more developed mentally than emotionally, leading them to perceive everything through their intellect. This results in dismissing Higher Sensory Perception experiences in others as well as in themselves.

Thus, to help build a language to better define the qualities that govern a person who cannot sense beyond what they see with their physical eyes in the material world, we refer to that kind of person as a 3D person. A 3D person is usually unable to tell the energetic difference that exists between deceptions (STS) and truths (STO) when they are spoken. A 3D person generally has not awakened to embody their higher soul or spirit, but has embodied a 3D ego personality, which is referred to as a 3D consciousness.  A 3D person is limited to the perceptions and associations that are created from their three layers of ego mind. This is useful to perceive the collective consciousness consensus of beliefs that form into a certain framework of thoughts on the earth plane. However, most of those current belief systems are built upon a framework that has been constructed through many false narratives told to the people, and are deceptions layered throughout the many 3D structures. The 3D structures are used to filter narratives that continually repeat and reinforce the same half-truths or deceptions that are productive in keeping people in the same general consensus of enforcing the 3D mind control programming. 3D mind control programming is a mass mind control used by the Controller groups to oppress the minds of the people they believe are inferior to themselves. This keeps the mass consciousness thoughts and belief systems focused on very primitive, aggressive, warring and barbaric sets of belief systems for feeding the consumerist society. And that level of the 3D mind control influences the ego personalities which further produce the 3D collective consciousness of the masses. This further shapes the 3D structures that act as the governance pillars of world society. So in this context, multidimensional people will define material structures that are built by 3D people as 3D constructs. These 3D structures are controlled and governed by the people that have not perceived anything beyond the wants and needs of their own ego mind in the material world. So to further define the 3D person who is only concerned with their own personal needs and desires, generally with little to no concern for others, this group is called the Service to Self people. Service to Self people tend to be totally run by their 3D ego personality, thus they tend to be fractured, and are not solid, trustworthy, ethical or of moral character, because they always have a price to be bought and bargain their soul. Many are disconnected from their heart, and will always seek to serve their own interests first, over the needs of the greater whole. They tend to be more narcissistic, aggressive, hostile and combative when they do not get their personal needs met or when their belief systems are threatened.  When a 3D person’s thinking is disconnected from their heart, they are also disconnected from their Soul-Spirit, and generally have trouble genuinely expressing higher emotional qualities like loving kindness, compassion and empathy.

Thus, for multidimensional people, it is important we learn to discern the differences that exist within the people we interact with on the earth. We need not judge any person, but it is critical we discern the energetic differences and are well-informed to make accurate assessments about who and what we are dealing with. As an example, a 3D person may be very upset and angry if a multidimensional person tells them about their personal spiritual awakening experiences. Many times when this anger and criticism is directed towards a vulnerable person sharing an intimate awakening experience, it results in such hostility directed towards them, it will traumatize and isolate the awakening person. Now that awakening person has been controlled to be quiet. That person is afraid to tell anyone about what they are actually experiencing during their spiritual awakening, and they may believe something is seriously wrong with them. Most multidimensional awakening people have had a seriously painful event with telling people they believed they could trust. Instead, they were met with fear based reactions of hostility, criticism and persecution. 3D people can act like the enforcers of the earth consciousness pen for forces they do not comprehend. For that reason, it is important to recognize that is the purpose of their hostile reaction to spiritual experiencers. They may try to scare the daylights out of you, sometimes discredit you, deny what happened to you as real, when sharing any truthful spiritual experiences with them.

 A large majority of the people on the earth are still limited in perceiving only 3D consciousness and are run by 3D belief systems. This is the result of global mind control and their inability to feel or think beyond their physical senses. This means that they are not perceiving the quality of energy that exists behind the facade of structures. They are not perceiving multidimensionally and thus, they rely only on the ego personality to assign meanings that influence their outer perception of the material world. Many of these people are entering a stage of Psycho-Spiritual crisis without comprehending what is really happening to them. This is because there is little to no information being given to the public about what is occurring on the earth at this time. A multidimensional person realizes that if we give over our authority and consent to the 3D ego personality, and we feed into the Service to Self structures, this is extremely faulty thinking that eventually will lead only to pain and destructive outcomes. Most 3D humans only see one (1%) percent of the visible light spectrum with their physical eyes of the entire known frequencies in the electromagnetic spectrum. That gives us a common sense fact to consider. That there is an incredible amount of electromagnetic activity that most humans cannot see with their visible eyes. It is naïve to think that within that one percent of what is visible, we are seeing the entire nature of our existence. Therefore, it is important we learn to perceive beyond the visible light spectrum of our physical eyes. When we open our heart, connect with our soul self, open our mind, we can activate our higher sensory perception. We can learn to feel and sense so much more. When we connect with our soul and spirit, we are able to learn how to become intuitive and empathic to people and things.  However, this requires we drop the 3D ways of thinking that we inherited from the reptilians and dismantle the 3D personality from taking control over our lives.

Criticism is Controlling Behavior

3D people tend to criticize awakened people mainly because of lack of understanding or lack of personal experience. Lack of understanding many times results in fearful reactions leading to ridicule and aggressive attacks against multidimensional or awakening people. It is important to recognize that criticism and intimidation tactics are forms of bullying used by 3D people running Controller archetypes.  However, in most cases this is due to NAA manipulation, gas-lighting and/or mind control used by dark forces that capitalize on the person’s inability to sense any energies at work manipulating them. As the chaos generated from the planetary ascension accelerates, many people are being influenced by negative forces that they do not comprehend. Some of these negative forces are sourcing from people’s own 3D layers of the Unconscious Mind and Negative Ego which has been reinforced in a lifetime of negative habits and behaviors. When people feel unsafe and insecure in themselves they will easily resort to criticizing, controlling and manipulating behaviors. It is helpful to educate oneself about this behavior in order to protect oneself and create the necessary healthy boundaries. 3D based people will tend toward Service to Self behavior that manifest into Controller archetypes. Thus, controlling people will always assume that their needs, desires, wants and purposes are always more important than whatever yours may be. Many times they will manipulate scenarios to deny your experience or perception of reality, in favor of supporting their agenda to get whatever they want. Whatever you may be doing or responsibilities you may have, they assert that you need to focus on them and their issues, regardless of the cost it may incur to you. One important point to understand about controlling behavior is that it will always lead to some form of psychological or emotional manipulation which promotes deception and lying. The need to assert control over others leads to levels of perpetuating forms of manipulation. The Manipulation of others leads to varying degrees of Deception and Lying. These are negative traits used commonly by 3D people that are unaware they are manipulating something or someone to get their personal needs met, most of the time. 3D people say one thing and do another, and do not realize they are split in their behaviors because they have been subjected to a lifetime of double think and double speak. Have compassion for 3D people suffering in these negative behaviors but do not allow yourself to be controlled by them.

Control + Manipulation = Deception/Lying.

There is no part of this equation that can be in consent with Krystic forces or god spirit, so this is an imperative piece for the Starseed and Multidimensional person to master within the self.

Dissolving the 3D Personality

The incarnated station of our identity that was our personality matrix in the 3D earth, the aspect that was enmeshed with the lower three dimensional frequencies, is gradually dissolving for some people during this time. What this equates to is the dissolution of our personality matrix or station of identity that was located in the lower three dimensions, and moving that aspect of our identity into the higher frequency bands of our Soul matrix or higher station of identity. What happens to the people on the earth who believe that they are only their 3D personality identity, when it begins to dissolve? We can see some of the effects of that dismantling of the 3D personality and the resulting consciousness shift now in the global scape. The range of experience for some people is from sensations of great anxiety, stress, and mental confusion, all the way to the descent into madness and insane behaviors. Most 3D people are not aware they are losing coherence in the way they think and process reality, as their thinking gets more fragmented through the belief systems that are based on double think and double speak. Double think is the act of simultaneously accepting two mutually contradictory beliefs as correct, often in distinct social contexts. Double think is due to a lack of awareness of split thinking or cognitive dissonance, thus the person is completely unaware of any conflict or contradiction in their thoughts or actions, when they contradict each other. Double think and Gas-lighting manipulation techniques are a way of life in the current 3D consciousness. The negative accumulative effects of existing in continual states of denial of the truth and denial of the real self, has manifested mental and emotional trauma for all people on the earth.

The lower dimensional contents that exist in the planetary collective consciousness fields are undergoing massive reconfiguration and this energetic change in the 3D reality has reached critical mass, which means it is greatly impacting all people of the earth. Whether a 3D person or awakened multidimensional person, the self-mastery that has been either lost or gained is measured in how you personally deal with the stress and chaos that is on the earth. No person on this earth is exempt from the exposure to the massive fields of chaos, confusion and darkness that exist in the collective unconsciousness of humanity. During this time, our inner energetic integrity is tested in order to hold neutrality, while facing the great forces of chaos. This is being tested in every person, just from the mere fact of being on the earth at this time. How well are we able to adapt to change and hold neutrality in every kind of stressful situation? We have to measure our competency level now. If we are not doing well with adaptability, flexibility and neutrality in our life situation, we must make adjustments to gain strength with this skill set. This is the time to take stock of how well we are coping with the madness of the earth, as the collective mind of humanity travels the Dark Night of the Soul. What does this take and what is being asked of us? All people must take responsibility for the quality of their thoughts, behaviors, actions, as all consciousness that is created has a direct cause and effect.

Since 2009, we have consistently emphasized the necessity of moving out of the 3D consciousness fields, and from feeding those 3D energies, by identifying and clearing the three layers of the negative ego that are run in the lower dimensional fields. The clearing of negative ego is mandatory in order to adapt to the shifting timelines, and to help maintain coherence and sanity. It is imperative to address unresolved conflicts that create anxiety in our mind, emotions and body, and apply clearing and healing tools that replace our previous ways of thinking with neutrality, love and peace.

Spiritual Emergency

The symptoms of psycho-spiritual crisis during the Ascension Cycle represent a manifestation and exteriorization of the deep dynamics within the human psyche and the multidimensional anatomy of human consciousness. Although we have a high population of 3D thinkers and 3D consciousness on this planet still operating as a result of 3D mind control, this may or may not suppress the forward momentum of the awakening phenomena that is happening now during the planetary ascension cycle. Many 3D people will have experiences in the future that they cannot label or will not be open to re-contextualize, as this event is an catalytic experience which forces them to give up their current belief systems. Therefore, during this transition phase, we will have a planet comprised of 3D mind non-experiencers and multidimensional experiencers that will be in conflict with each other over the control of the belief systems. The individual human psyche is a multidimensional consciousness and multilevel system with no internal divisions and with no boundaries on what potential realities can be directly experienced by multidimensional consciousness. Therefore, we cannot expect to find a one size fits all approach and have exacting definitions for every type of spiritual emergency that can arise in the human population. And yet, our Ascension work and research with individuals in psycho-spiritual crisis, and the shared experiences of the Starseed and spiritual communities that are doing similar work, reveal that it may be helpful to outline certain major forms of spiritual emergency. They each have characteristic features that can be differentiated from others. Whether a 3D person, or an inherently multi-dimensional and empathic person, we all undergo the Dark Night of the Soul process during spiritual awakening. The process will plunge us into stages of psycho-spiritual crisis of 3D ego death. What is happening on the earth is a game changer, in that the 3D ego is in death throes. People will be forced to accept some version of a new reality, whether they want to or not. We have the choice in how we want to interpret the information we perceive and how we will undergo this consciousness shift. We can adapt and change to go with the new energy flow in Service to Others, to help heal and unify our species. Or we can fight against it to preserve the fear based belief system of divide and conquer and war that was made to feed into the 3D constructs. As more people will undergo the Dark of the Soul process while on this earth, we share the following most common spiritual catalysts for people undergoing different stages of spiritual emergency:

  • Contact with deceased relatives or other deceased people
  • Shamanic related crisis
  • Awakening of Kundalini
  • Episodes of experiencing Unity or Oneness with all things
  • Psychological renewal through return to the center
  • Crisis of psychic opening
  • Multidimensional experiences, seeing creatures in other realms
  • Signs, symbols, images and triple numbers communicating information
  • Past-life or simultaneous lifetime experiences, retrieving memories
  • Communication with spirit guides, extradimensionals and channeling
  • Near-death experiences (NDEs)
  • Out of body (OBEs) or Astral projection, Remote viewing
  • Close encounters with UFOs and alien abduction experiences
  • Possession states
  • Alcoholism and drug addiction
  • Intense physical injury, accident or severe medical related event
  • Babies or Crystal Children bring on paranormal events in the larger family

May peace and love be in your heart and guide you gracefully through these intense times of spiritual awakening and spiritual emergency.

With Love, Lisa Renee”

(Source: Ascension Glossary 3D, Dark Night of the Soul, Emotional Manipulation)

http://www.energeticsynthesis.com/index.php/resource-tools/blog-timeline-shift/2827-dissolving-the-3d-personality

“The devil’s best trick is to persuade you that he doesn’t exist!”

Thanks to “A” (and another indirectly) for sharing this link recently. The video is from Bernard Guenther, blog owner of Piercing the Veil of Reality. [See link below.]

The video is 1 hour and 50 minutes long and in my opinion worth every minute of your valuable time and focus. It only gets more interesting the farther into it you go, so if you’re interested in watching it I’d suggest you do so when you can dedicate 1 hour and 50 minutes of uninterrupted time and focus to it.

The video is primarily about other-dimensional negative aliens/ETs (“Archons”) and physical humanity. Some of you might not enjoy hearing about Team Dark as I call them—the “Archons”, Reptilians, Draconians etc.—and how profoundly they affect us and our world. But it’s necessary that humanity knows more, much more about multidimensional reality especially now, and that simply includes knowing how Dark it really has been for humanity and whose behind it all.

There wasn’t a lot of new information in this video for me personally, but there were a couple of specific things that filled-in a couple of gaps in my understandings over two very important things. One of those things was about the increasing numbers of patriarchal human psychopaths and how they’re (increasingly) placed in positions of power. Don’t get me wrong as its always been this way, but in my lifetime it’s multiplied and become so obvious and extreme…and worrisome.

The other thing said in this video that filled-in one of those gaps I’ve had was abouthow these negative ETs/aliens (Team Dark) have been working on creating ways to get themselves into this physical dimension. It was stated that some of these main negative aliens such as the Reptilians and no doubt Draconians and some others also, will be able to enter these sociopathic humans and live in and rule on Earth in a way they haven’t been able to before. IF this becomes possible for them to do, the thought of “Walk-Ins” being possible with negative aliens entering a physical human is…is…horrible.

In the moment my mind connected this information I clairvoyantly saw an image of us, humanity, exiting the front door of a house (the old 3D Earth world and reality via the Ascension Process) while simultaneously many of these negative alien Reptilians, Draconians etc. “Walk-Ins” entered many human’s physical bodies and entered the house from the back door! Seeing this image of us exiting—ascending/evolving beyond the old 3D Earth world, reality, and frequencies while simultaneously these Team Dark “Walk-Ins” were able to enter the old patriarchal world physically was chilling and far too close for comfort. I think we’re going to be VERY glad we’ve evolved beyond the frequency range where this could possibly even happen in a physical world with physical humans. For those who still enjoy the darker, denser and violent side of physical life and reality, they just may be getting a great big increase in all of it.

 Another thing said in this great video that filled-in another gap in my understanding about what I’ve experienced myself with an other-dimensional Reptilian being, was that in many cases when one of these negative ETs/aliens place their head and face within a couple of inches of yours, it’s because they’re intentionally reading, viewing your life experiences, memories, thoughts and emotions. My Reptilian experience was like this and he clairvoyantly appeared to me while I was fully awake and in bed one night. He was etherically so close to my face that I could only see his one eye and parts of the side of his face. [See A Lightworker’s Mission for an illustration and more details.]

Over the decades I’ve had many dreams where negative ETs/aliens use some of my actual memories of physical events and people (typically loved ones) to create an artificial dream-scape laboratory. They then kidnap me from the sleep-state and unwillingly insert me into their artificial dream to observe how I react to their different and carefully crafted dream scenarios. They’ve done this to not only observe my (our) human emotions and reactions, but to also learn how to better manipulate, direct, control plus intentionally cause us to produce very specific emotions like fear, confusion, guilt, anger etc.

Needless to say, this is yet another reason why learning to honestly discern and read energies yourself is so valuable. It’s why I was able to tell that the “dream” I was having was not something I generated at any level but was an artificial creation from negative Beings. I was their astral “lab rat” in other words. I honestly know me and know how I and my emotions and thoughts work and this is how I can quickly recognize when I’m in something that’s been created by others to induce specific emotions within me and exit that dimension and reenter my physical body in this dimension.

Enjoy this informative video and thanks go to Bernard Guenther for creating it to help us all understand a bit more about multidimensional realities.

Denise Le Fay

March 27, 2012

http://veilofreality.wordpress.com/2011/03/12/ufos-aliens-and-the-question-of-contact-%e2%98%9e-video/

An Astral Thrashing by Ancient Giants

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Before we can talk about the improvements unfolding in 2011, I want to backtrack us a bit for contrast and reflection. I could write a book based on this topic because it’s so amazing and such a profound change to what reality has been on Earth for my almost sixty years. I’m talking about the now steady and increasingly obvious decrease of the Dark Ones/the Negatives/Team Dark from our reality and lives. Here are some examples of this increasing shifting and departure of them from a few recent multidimensional experiences I’ve had.

A GIANT ASTRAL THRASHING

On November 6, 2010 I had one of the most interesting and informative lucid dream encounter I’ve ever had, and I have had some whoppers! I was lucid in this dream from the first moment because the dream had been designed and created by a Dark One. He wanted to talk face-to-face with me so he created this “dream” setting for me to make sure I got his entire message, which I most certainly did. He created this dream setting to look like the old house I lived in during the most difficult years of my early biological Ascension Process where I’d been under constant demonic attack for four horrific years. [See A Lightworker’s Mission]. He wanted me to be very consciously aware that it was he and his kind behind all of the Dark attacks I went through at that house from 2000 through June of 2004.

In this lucid dream, which was not a “dream” at all but an actual meeting in the fourth dimension (4D Astral), this Dark One and about five or six of his buddies were waiting for me in the backyard of this other house. From my perspective I just suddenly found myself in this already started dream, which is usually a sign that something other than you has designed it and intentionally pulled you into it for a specific reason. So there I am all of a sudden, lucid in the Astral and back at this other house looking up at about seven incredible giant Beings; Dark Ones that were not Reptilians but something else. Their bodies were all the same but their non-human faces were slightly different, as human faces are, and they were wearing costumes which were intended to further intimidate and frighten me. They didn’t however but looked rather ridiculous. We’ll get to that in a second.

So there I am standing outside in full daylight in this astral meeting with about seven of these ancient humanoid Dark Ones. They all were around twenty feet tall; I estimated this from marking where the highest peak of the house roof came on their bodies which was around their waists. In other words, they were some HUGE, ancient, giant Dark Ones and they got my attention for sure! Now here comes the funny costume part; they all were dressed in stereotypical biker outfits. Black leather pants, vests with “colors” on the back, chains, spike collars, wide leather cuffs and all the other typical old bad-ass motorcycle biker dude costuming from the sixties and seventies. Seriously, I should get an award or metal or something for not busting into a belly laugh seeing twenty-foot tall Dark Ones trying to look extra mean n’ nasty by wearing old “Hell’s Angels” biker costumes in my backyard! I just stood there staring up at this group of non-human, non-physical Dark Ones trying to further intimidate me and couldn’t believe what I was witnessing. Their size and unpleasant non-human faces alone was enough, but thankfully for me the old “Hell’s Angels” biker outfits took the edge off of the entire situation.

After a bit the head Dark One leaned down, picked me up, and held me close to his ugly non-human face and gave me a good hard thrashing! I was the size of a rag-doll in his huge hand as he shook me, yelled and screamed viciously at me and clearly let me know how much he HATED my goddamned Forerunner Starseed Lightworker ass and how seriously I have ruined his plans, his life and lifestyle, his fun, his ruler-ship over humanity and Earth blah, blah, blah. His buddies watched with great pleasure as their Boss spewed hatred in my face and shook me around in his giant clawed hand. And, as amazing as all this was because it was “real”, was that I wasn’t nearly as frightened as I would have been had it happened a few years ago. I was lucid of how I was emotionally feeling and what I was thinking during this designed intimidation tactic by these particular Dark Ones, but I was rather surprised by my lack of fear.

Of course it helped tremendously having these giant giants costumed in old-school biker regalia, plus it helped tremendously having the main Dark One telling me his secrets and how I (as a Lightworker) had ruined his species way of life and their food and fuel supplies (humanity) and so many other things I couldn’t believe it! I kept thinking to myself while this Dark One was raging in my wee astral face, “My god Denise, listen to everything he’s telling you in his wild rage because he’s revealing tremendously important secrets. Do not pull the ripcord and wake yourself up yet. Wait until he’s done telling you everything.”  So I remained and endured him raging at me about what a miserable day he and his kind were having all because of what me and my kind have done. Instead of fleeing the astral scene as I usually do in these types of astral abductions, I remained until this Dark One had finished his rant at me and then I got the hell outta there and woke myself up!

This was a big deal for me to NOT be so frightened and NOT escape when things got too scary because I do know how to wake myself up and escape when needed. This also told me a lot about how much I’ve personally grown, and about how much the Light has done to cause the Dark Ones to not be able to stay within the still increasing Light Energies here.

ANOTHER MULTIDIMENSIONAL ATTACK BY THE DARK ONES

On February 22, 2011 — 2-22-11 — I started out having a very nice dream but it kept morphing into bad, then into worse, and then much worse. Once the nightmare reached that ultra-icky sick blood n’ guts violent point, I did pull the astral ripcord and woke myself up. Problem was—as it often is—I didn’t leave this nightmare in the 4D astral plane, it was right there in my physical bedroom hovering above me near my ceiling! “It” is what caused my nice dream to morph into a gory, sick nightmare.

Once I was awake from the nightmare I could easily see in the natural night’s darkness this mass of unnatural Blackness hovering about a foot below my ceiling like a large 4D astral oil spill. It was wider than my queen-sized bed and took up nearly the entire square footage of my bedroom ceiling. I’ve had many attacks over the years from this same type of mass Blackness that’s darker than the darkest night, and in years past these attacks would leave me severely ill for a couple of months. My point is that I was well aware that I was going to be fighting for my life and well-being as soon as I awoke and saw this 4D canopy oil spill Blackness hanging over me in bed. What happened next however was an absolute first in my life and that is what’s really important about all of this.

Once awake and aware that I was in for another serious battle for my health, sanity, multidimensional energetic well-being and possibly my very life, I went into hyper-aware, hyper-sensitive Light Warrior mode while simultaneously taking mental notes of the entire situation. The thing with negative Beings is that, no matter what shape, disguise, or costume “It” puts on, you know what “It” is because “It” cannot change or alter “It’s” energy signature to save “It’s” life. “It” is what “It” is no matter how clever or creative. “It” always feels exactly the same no matter what because “It” has not changed one little bit. Nasty is nasty is nasty period.

So there I am yet again fighting my way through another attempt upon my Forerunner Lightworker life by the Dark Ones, but, there’s one HUGE change to this familiar attack; “It” cannot move down any lower to attack or touch me! My god this is a minor miracle and something that’s never happened before. Now I’m not saying this attack was easy because it wasn’t and it lasted for an hour and a half and was very intense and exhausting. However, “It” could not drop down any lower and literally, repeatedly, pound on my head like an actual assault as “It” has in years past. So, what’s changed and why?

We’ve gone deep enough into this battle at this point (2-22-11) that the Dark Ones cannot effect me (a Forerunner, Starseed, Lightworker, Gridworker, Embodier) in the same ways they have because the Light has returned and is taking back and filling up this world and so much more. The Dark Ones are on their way out in other words and I cannot tell you what this means to me after 59 years of having to deal with them and their endless attacks throughout this life. For me to repeatedly and vividly be shown just how much has really changed energetically, both within my Denise self and the Earth world and the Astral and beyond, is so incredibly rewarding… and the best is yet to come!

BEIGE HOUNDS OF HELL ASTRAL ATTACK

Moving right along.

May 12, 2011 I had a dream attack which really amazed me. It’s almost—dare I say—comical. So I’m dreaming early this morning and find myself in some unknown neighborhood in some unknown city somewhere walking down the street at night alone. Suddenly a pack of dogs comes running towards me from down the street. Normally this would have sent me scrambling for that astral ripcord in a hot second, but, my-oh-my how things have changed in a few short months since November 2010!

No I do not escape the dream attack but turn to look at the pack of barking dogs running wildly towards me with the intent of ripping me to pieces in the street. I noticed they were different sizes and breeds but that they all are beige in color. That told me that the Darkness ain’t so dark no more (May 2011) but is now more of a matte beige color. Go ahead and have a good giggle over this symbolism, gawd knows I certainly did.

So as the pack of beige dogs reach me I magically produce — are you ready for this — a large bed pillow to whoop-ass with. Yes, a bed pillow to beat off a pack of attacking beige dogs, alone, in the night. Ya gotta luv it. So there I am in the street pillow popping attacking dogs left n’ right with my Kung Fu Light-infused Bed Pillow of Destruction. I sent every dog that attacked me flying through the air and dissipated them into nothingness. But again, the most important point in all this for me was that I was totally and completely emotionless about this whole business. I had NO fear, NO anger, NO aggression, NO hate, NO nothin’ but poppin’ attacking beige Hell Hounds back to Source. I felt like one of those old rock-solid Kung Fu movie warrior goddesses calmly whoopin’ ass with the greatest of ease. I’ve never ever felt this before in my life and it was good, really good.

I said a couple of months ago that one of the things I wanted for myself now was to finally evolve beyond reacting to lower or negative frequency situations, attacks, and people etc. I no longer want to respond in that old lower emotional way and my dream of fighting off attacking beige dogs with ZERO emotions one way or the other was a huge symbol for me personally. When I look back over the past few months like this to get a better understanding and perspective, I see just how much has really improved on multiple levels for me personally, but also with how much has improved collectively in this dimension and others. I also know that this is just getting rolling now in early 2011, and that it will unfold exponentially week by week and month by month through to the end of the Mayan calendar on Oct. 28, 2011, and then the great transition through the 11-11-11 portal of November 11, 2011. Reality will be increasingly unrecognizable and in completely positive ways.

From a direct and intimate face-to-face rage-fest with what I believe were an ancient group of giant Nephilim beings, to unemotionally popping attacking astral hell hounds back to Source in seven short months is pretty impressive, especially after nearly six decades of living in a totally Dark controlled world. Hang in there everyone because the best really is right around the corner at this point.

Denise

May 12, 2011

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Negative ET Abductions From the 4D Astral

I’ve briefly mentioned this before on a few forums I used to post on. It’s about the phenomena of being “abducted” by negative ETs/Aliens but, having this happen from the sleep state while one is dreaming. Years ago I experienced this a few times and it’s not very pleasant. I wasn’t always aware of negative “ETs” either; sometimes yes, other times no. But after a few times of this happening I learned the hard way what was what, and how this phenomena usually works…for me at least. Please remember that what I’ve experienced is not what everyone else who may experience this situation, will encounter. I do know there’s certain tell-tale signs in both the sleep/dreaming state, and the awake, fully conscious state as well. It’s these common signs that I’d like to share so people know what to pay attention to. And of course I’m talking about only some negative, lower vibrating ETs and not about all negative ETs. Not all negative ETs have a desire to snatch sleeping humans from their dreams or sleep state and place them within crazy, ridiculous, frightening, emotionally and psychologically intense soap opera type dream scenarios! Some do however, and it seemed it was to primarily measure my emotional reactions to their carefully designed dream stories they placed me within.

Here’s a brief list of common signs that this is happening:

  • Suddenly your dream morphs into an epic staged Soap Opera-type ridiculous thing
  • Your dream has real friends/family/loved ones in it but they don’t exactly look or act like them
  • Your dream feels contrived and manipulated only to induce specific emotions within you
  • Certain characters in your dream are posing for you, again to induce specific emotions in you
  • Your dream turns really frightening and just keeps going and going like it’s trying to keep you in a state of intense fear
  • You make yourself wake up from the dream only to be pulled back into it as if you’ve been drugged and cannot remain awake/conscious
  • You wake yourself up because the dream became a nightmare, physically get up out of bed, move around the house a bit, then go back to bed only to feel that pull and going unconscious sensation again…meaning they’re still there and are pulling you, abducting you, back into the astral

These are some of the common and repeated factors I experienced with this particular phenomena when I went through it in the past. As I mentioned, they, the negative ETs, seemed mainly interested in creating and directing fearful emotions within me in those manufactured dreams and then they tried to increase and direct the fear, frustrations, repulsions, horror, anger, confusion etc. etc. for as long as they possibly could.

Some of you may be wondering how I would know that some of my dreams were created by negative ETs. I know because I’m honestly familiar with how the fear within the deeper aspects of me really functions. I know pretty well how my subconscious functions and how my personal fears, worries, unresolved emotional issues and energies typically manifest in MY own created dreams. I’ve learned how to tell the different types of dreams I have and where they’re coming from. I also can feel negativity anywhere and I mean anywhere! It’s a highly recognizable energy signature and I can sense it easily from other energy signatures.

It was fairly easy for me, after a couple experiences with this, to come awake or lucid within my dream when I realized it wasn’t MY dream after all. I sensed I was being controlled, directed, manipulated within the dream state for some negative Others to take notes from my personal reactions and behaviors to negative dream images. It was actually rather silly and immature in my opinion, once I got myself out of the emotional drama. Once I realized the dream was staged, I became angry and just got myself out as fast as possible. What did surprise me however was that in some cases, despite my waking up and physically getting up out of bed to try to break the connection, they waited for me to get back into bed and go to sleep again! That did surprise me and freak me out a tad as well. It taught me a lot about how to read energies both while in-body and out of my physical body, and how to discern dreams and break free when I really wanted or needed to and then maintain that break. That for me was the hardest part of all this; learning how to not get pulled back and Astrally abducted again after I’d intentionally escaped a negative dream scenario. It’s a very real battle that spans both the physical and astral dimensions.

Denise Le Fay

October 1, 2008

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The Reptilian Beings

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In 1961 at the age of ten I vividly remember pouring through a large Time Life book my parents had. As a kid I found all the beautiful oil paintings and other images in it quite magical. There were paintings by talented artists about what they thought the ancient civilizations might have actually looked like. It was however one particular oil painting that rocked my childhood world when I first saw it in 1961. It was of dozens of sea iguanas laying on huge rocks at the ocean. At age ten, they were ‘monsters’ sunning on rocks, but the longer I scanned over the whole painting I discovered one thing that triggered a memory… a realization I’ve never forgotten since that day.

In the painting the artist had drawn many of the iguanas’ shoulder and arm muscles just like  large, strong, well muscled human male. The split second my ten-year-old eyes landed on this one iguanas heavily muscled should and arm, another mind’s eye image came rushing up and out into the light of my young consciousness. It was the image of a huge male Reptile Being. A ten foot or taller massively muscled humanoid Reptilian male that stood upright. (Look at the knee and leg muscle of the sea iguana in the photo above and also the shoulder and upper arm.)

The reality of non-physical, non-human, other-dimensional Beings that look like 7 to 12 foot tall bodybuilder Lizards instantly became another strange and scary aspect of my childhood reality that day. I didn’t have a “past life” memory of what we today call the Reptilians; their existence reentered my consciousness because the sea iguanas were a close enough match and therefore a trigger for me to remember their existence. It was just another of many bizarre memories and knowings that I’ve carried for most of my life in silence…until now.

Then one evening about six years ago I’d gotten into bed and turned out the lights. I was laying there feeling peaceful in the dark when suddenly this vivid clairvoyant image intruded into my mind’s eye. Using psychic terms, a nonhuman, nonphysical, other-dimensional Reptilian Being deliberately made conscious contact with me clairvoyantly that night.

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I was used to having meetings and conversations with certain higher dimensional Starbeings/ETs, but this was very different. This meeting was about this particular Reptilian Being WANTING me to psychically see him so he made a clairvoyant connection with me. (I spent 2 days searching for photos and images that come the closest to what I’ve seen of “him” popping in like this three different times during that year. These are pretty good photos but of course not completely accurate.)

What I found extremely interesting about all of my encounters with this one male Reptilian Being was that he was easily able to prevent me from psychically reading him and his thoughts. He had cloaked his thoughts and intentions so I couldn’t perceive or sense anything other than what he was allowing me to see and perceive then. I got the sense he was intentionally showing me that Reptilian Beings do indeed exist, but he only allowed me to psychically see his right eye and portions of the right side of his face up very, very, close. This clairvoyant image was exactly as if he were only 4 inches from my physical face! It was very intense, even with him blocking out all emotional and telepathic contact between us. He knew I was trying to psychically read or scan him and he simply remained steady with his psychic barricade up which prevented me from doing so. I guess he felt it was only time for a conscious re-reintroduction and not much else as yet.

A few months after these nightly in-my-face meetings with him, I saw massive, full-body Reptilians etherically superimposed over some well-known American and foreign world leaders and government officials on the TV news one night. No, I won’t name names, but it’s very easy to discern which of these humans is being controlled and manipulated to carry out Dark agendas on physical 3D Earth. I took these clairvoyant TV images I saw then to mean a couple of things:

1) That either those human politicians and world leaders were themselves direct aspects of different Reptilian Beings existing in non-physical dimensions

2) That certain negative Reptilian Beings are psychically, energetically possessing and manipulating certain low-frequency, low consciousness humans, certain politicians, world leaders, military, physicians, bankers etc. and many other people around the world for very negative reasons.

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It wouldn’t surprise me at all if both of these are the case and probably much more that I’m unaware of at this point. Things are far more complex and multidimensional than we fully realize as yet, and there are so many more players both positive and negative within this vast cosmic Plan.

At any rate, I feel that the Reptilian Being that deliberately revealed himself to me six years ago did so for different Ascension related reasons. It was also time for me to connect the dots from my early childhood memories with today and all that’s happening on the planet and within humanity via the Ascension Process. Humanity is horribly unaware of the many different long-term multidimensional players that are invested one way or another in our narrow band of 3D Earthly reality in this neck of the Great Cosmic Woods. Soon this too will change as we ascend/evolve back into conscious “Universe Society”.

Denise

October 10, 2007

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