Transmuting More Layers

LAYERING

It’s always amused me how many people believe they’ve transmuted everything within themselves because they had a rough few days or weeks! It takes a whole lot more than just a few days, weeks or months to peel away the numerous layers of accumulated stuff from having involuted into physicality. Sorry but the evolutionary Ascension Process isn’t something that can be accomplished over a  weekend!

REMOVING THE LAYERS, PIECE BY PIECE

In the mid-1980’s a male friend shared an unusual dream he’d recently had. I thought his dream was very insightful for the mid-1980’s, and was impressed by its clear-cut symbolism. His dream consisted of him struggling to climb up a huge steep mountain while dragging along all of his prized possessions in heavy suitcases. The farther up this mountain he climbed, the heavier his many suitcases became, making it increasingly difficult and dangerous to keep trying to drag them up the steep and rocky terrain.

Once he’d reached the halfway point up this huge mountain, he knew he wouldn’t make it if he did not LET GO OF his many suitcases that contained his hard-earned and much-loved possessions. And so, after tremendous physical struggling and painful emotional deliberation over his precarious situation, he decided it would be worth it to release his many suitcases containing his prized possessions and continue climbing that mountain free of them all. If nothing else, just putting the suitcases down would make the rest of his treacherous journey up the mountain that much easier and safer he decided.

I so loved and respected that man in those short fifteen minutes it took him to relay his spiritual dream message. What a profound truth his dream was and is for so many of us decades later, crawling, exhausted and bloody up that steep mountain, many still clutching one or more of their increasingly heavy suitcases containing precious personal 3D belongings.

MASTER IT, RELEASE IT AND MOVE ON

Belly Dance with veil

         (Denise Le Fay 1991)

One of my passions in my earlier Denise life—my life prior to the biological start of the Ascension Process—was Belly Dancing. I spent years mastering the dance steps and intricate body isolationss, the wondrous joy of spinning well, the foreign music and rhythms, mastering zill playing (finger cymbals), designing and making my own costumes and lastly, the fine art of performing and eventually performing well. (The photo above is me from a very long time ago. Time has marched on, and on…)

After nearly twenty years of doing this and loving all aspects of it, once I had mastered all the physical, emotional, mental, psychological and energy manipulation aspects of Belly Dance and performing, within a few short months I needed to retire completely at the ripe old age of thirty-nine (the famed Uranus Opposition)! There would be no lengthy phase of basking in the ease and comfort of mastering performing Belly Dance or anything else. I had achieved what I’d set out to do, had learned all I needed to from it on multiple levels and it was simply time for me to set those much-loved suitcases down, full of colorful exotic goodies and continue climbing the Ascension Mountain.

RELEASING MORE SUITCASES

What’s that old  Piscean Age religious line…? “…it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of god…”

In mid-July 2010 I was suddenly lam-blasted by the necessity of releasing another of my “personal suitcases”. This particular suitcase contained my original passion and earlier Lightworker Service work through TRANSITIONS. In much the same way as my Belly Dancing career (and others), I’d reached the point where I had to let go of how I’ve interacted with TRANSITIONS and why. Once again I’d reached another level of Retirement from an old way of being, of Lightworker Serving, and of intense focus and creativity. Literally overnight in mid-July 2010, I went from TRANSITIONS being my primary place of Service, creativity and passion to zero interest and no one was more surprised by this than me.

Because I still had some personal issues, energies, emotions, Phase One and Phase Two habits and past Service Work patterns stuffed inside my ancient First Wave Lightworker Pathpaver suitcase, I’d taken far more care of it than I had of my physical body and that had to end now.

I’ve known since early 2006, that this day was coming for me (what’s happening in summer 2010 to many of us) and that there always comes a point where I (you, each of us) must yet again let go of and release some particular suitcase(s)  to continue climbing up the evolutionary ascension mountain. More accurately at this point, to die some more and pass through that minuscule eye of the needle portal to the Other Side totally 3D baggage-free.

This suitcase contained my scant remaining Phase One and Phase Two ascension survival  items, a couple personal comfort goodies, and a few old habits that at this point I desperately needed to offload. I simply could not do this however until I was triggered to do so, and I was triggered in a sudden and dramatic you’ve-got-no-more-choices-about-this type of Uranian way in mid-July 2010.

Now, midway through August 2010, I’m still adjusting physically to having dropped this particular suitcase like it was toxic, which it had become, and as I said in an earlier post, come fall 2010 I know I (and some of you) will begin the very first stages of re-learning how to be and create consciously as suitcase-less beings.

HOW MANY TIMES CAN A GUY DIE IN ONE LIFE ANYWAY?!

Obviously, plenty of times which brings us back to the seemingly endless un-layering, transmuting and then offloading stair step (mountain climbing) process that ascension is. I’ve said this before but it took some serious Multi-D doin’ and plannin’ to get our  high frequency Light selves down enough vibrationally to fit in tiny, dense, physical container bodies within a dense, polarized physical 3D world. Once here we immediately began collecting plenty of suitcases and stuffed each of them full of our fabulous and colorful travel souvenirs because that’s what it’s been about in pre-ascension 3D physicality; collecting precious soul souvenirs from all the lives, timelines and countries you’ve lived, created, learned from and died within.

But, as it is now with the ascension/compressed evolutionary/Age change process, we do this process in reverse. We must now be baggage-free and clear enough that nothing gets snagged and caught on us as it flows past or as we flow past it. Wheat from the chaff. We must be suitcase-free on all levels, even the earlier and familiar Phase One and Phase Two Lightworker/Path Paver/Wayshower/Starseed levels. Once we’ve reached this new state (lets call it Phase Three for now), we will finally be ready on all levels to be the 5D conscious creators and Aquarian group co-creators of our ascended new earth world.

WHERE IS THE MOST IMPORTANT POINT IN A NATAL CHART?

Thirty-six years ago I asked my elder esoteric Astrology teacher where the most important point or area was in my astrological birth chart. Without skipping a beat he swiftly pointed his index finger at the very center point of my natal chart—where there was NOTHING—and tapped it in Master Yoda-like fashion. I looked at him and did the typically neophyte reaction and nodded in agreement—because I really did understand—but nonetheless asked him again where the most important point in my natal chart was! He looked me in the eye and gently shook his head and smiled then pointed out one particular planet and house in my natal chart.

Point is and always has been that, in the end, the most important point is in the center where there seems to be NO-THING. No precious travel souvenirs, not even any suitcases, just the reduced, refined, purified, integrated and greatly enhanced YOU. Once we have nothing left in us but calm, honest unattached contentment we’ll have access to it all and most likely won’t give a damn one way or the other! Ha, Mastery and Conscious Creating anew draws near.

Denise Le Fay

August 19, 2010

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What Is “Ascension”?

[Note: This article isn’t going to be for everyone but it will be for some due to those evolutionary Ascension Process energy stair-steps.]

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WHAT DO YOU DO IF YOU ARE AN ASPECT OF THE ALL THAT IS AND YOU NEED TO FORGET THAT FACT?

How do souls learn, create, play and experience within third dimensional physical and polarized reality (and a body) when they are  naturally so, so, so much more than that? They cut themselves off from Home, from higher consciousness, from higher feelings, from remembering who they are, from remembering that they are multidimensional beings, from remembering their so-called “past” lives, and much more. They intentionally forget all this and so much more so they can enter into a physical body in a physical dimension—one that’s been horribly polarized too—and play there, creating further there, learning more there and experience being polarized and seemingly completely  externalized or on the outside of God/All That Is and everything.

To help them forget everything so they can actually benefit from their experiences and creations within the third dimension,  their  physical brain is cut into two halves which fully disconnects them from consciously remembering who they really are, Home, where they came from, or that there is anything else in existence anywhere other than dense, physical, 3D Earth. And to totally safeguard them from remembering who they really are, they exist primarily within only one half of their brains—the left brain—where the ego-self and the intellect is god almighty. (Stand back because this is a dangerous and wildly imbalanced and totally blind combo-pack!)

MY INTELLECT IS BIGGER THAN YOUR INTELLECT

Of course it is and that’s part of your, part of humanities current problem.

For many thousands of years the left-brained ego-self and intellect has been the sole navigator and reality perceiver for humanity. Yes there have been the occasional misfit who dared to tip-toe over to the edge of their right-brain and then come back and paint something, dance something, sing something, write something, or make movies about something they perceived while over there in “La La Land”. If these people were not living in a shamanistic culture or location where this ability was highly revered, they were either burned at the stake, shipped off to some mental institution, or told they were unstable, sick, overly emotional, delusional, untrustworthy and unsafe to be within “normal” (left-brained, ego-based intellectual) society, and in different ways they were gotten rid of—unless some left-brained person thought they could use them to make money or gain power because of their ability to access “La La Land” (the right-brain).

The left-brain intellect and ego-self are great at balancing your check book, helping you be aware that you shouldn’t step off the curb into traffic, and when to eat and take a shower. They are not the correct tools to use to perceive or experience much of anything outside of that narrow band of 3D frequency and “reality” however, but that was the plan, the desire, the reason for all this remember?

THE SAFEGUARDS AGAINST BECOMING PERMANENTLY LOST IN 3D LEFT-BRAINED, EGO-BASED AWARENESS

Because we’re not stupid, dumb ass or teen aged spiritual beings, we made sure that this Plan had built-in protections and a time limit to when enough was enough. We weren’t stupid enough to step away from the Light/Love/Home and dive into lower levels and dimensions of learning and not cover our asses! Come on now! We knew long before we left Home that once we entered a physical body within a physical polarized dimension and Earth world that we’d totally forget most of everything, as was the Plan and our desire. But, to protect ourselves we decided on a time-line for all of this and we also added many other safeguards and etheric body implants or etheric receivers so we could occasionally pick up reminders, messages, and transmissions from Home and the multitudes of others who remained at higher dimensional levels and did not decide to involute into lower frequency physical dimension with complete amnesia. In other words, we made sure before we left Home that we could get our dense butts—with amnesia—back out of this dimension and location in 3D physicality and begin the return trip in physical bodies back towards Home again. We wanted to learn and create within dense 3D physicality, not become permanently lost, trapped or sidetracked down here with nothing but Duality and left-brained awareness and egos running the show!

THE “SECOND COMING” IS US DOING IT FROM OUR DENSE PHYSICAL BODIES

Once we’d reached that enough is enough point, these many deliberate built-in safeguards were triggered in us and Earth. Obviously there needs to be the first group, then the second group, the third group and so on that are triggered or activated before the masses are. A small group had to get this all started down here within physicality so that, after a decade or more,  the others could also begin to wake up and step out of their left-brained, ego-based, amnesic, dense physical 3D prison. These first people have been called Lightworkers, Starseeds, Forerunners, Wayshowers, Path Pavers, First Wavers, Second Wavers and so on and, this whole waking up process has been called the Ascension Process.

So what is the Ascension Process? It’s not as mystical as it sounds actually but it sure is impressive!

It is us reaching 12th grade in high school and having to make all of the adjustments and changes of graduating (the ending of the Mayan calendar which represent our journey down here) and moving on to something totally new to us while still in a physical body that is. Actually, it’s much, much more than that lousy example. It is us intentionally ending this very long phase of learning and creating within a polarized dimension and Earth world reality, and graduating/evolving/ascending to a higher frequency system and consciousness entirely. Of course to make the Alchemical jump from 3D Lead to 5D Gold would require plenty of cosmic, astrological, galactic, solar and multidimensional Energy Wave triggers and activation’s to undo those lower frequency tools that kept us from remembering and perceiving outside of our left-brain ego-selves, plus re-connect our long dis-connected DNA. In other words, the Ascension Process is us ending and evolving out of what we wanted to experience in lower frequency, dense Duality physicality within a profoundly narrow band of left-brained ego awareness only.

LEFT-BRAIN EGO CONSCIOUSNESS CANNOT COMPREHEND THIS

You can’t use that narrow band of lower frequency, left-brained ego consciousness to understand or prepare for experiencing the Ascension Process. It simply is not a tool that’s built for the job. Sorry.

When you are energetically activated to begin the ascension process you’ll think or believe that you have suddenly become sick, terribly ill, or that possibly you’re having some sort of mental/emotional breakdown or that something wrong is happening to you, your body, your mind and your emotions. Why? Because that is how the ego-self and left-brain perceives what is happening energetically to it. This too is part of the process and it takes time to learn to let go of all that we must release within ourselves, our bodies, our belief systems etc. You cannot expect your lower frequency, polarized 3D tools of perception to accurately inform you of what exists beyond it! It is impossible.

WHY DOES IT HURT SO MUCH?

Because when dense, lower frequency materials encounters higher, faster frequency energies it just plain hurts! This is an Alchemical process of turning clay into crystal—Lead into Gold. It was a lengthy and complex process for us to get our massive, big-ass Light/Love selves fractured enough and down into such a limited and tiny 3D physical dimension and matching physical bodies. But it’s taking vastly less time to reverse this Process and undo the deliberate restrictions, perceptual limitations, profound denseness and amnesia and stitch our brain halves back together, rewire our physical bodies to house much higher frequency energies, and have our multidimensional DNA plugged back in and much more. What took us eons to involute down into energetically, is taking us decades in this lifetime to evolve or ascend out of which is truly amazing. And yes it hurts turning dense old dualized 3D unaware egotistical human stuff into 5D beings that house unity consciousness and Light in themselves and their physical bodies. Not to worry however because Home has been waiting for us to do this since we decided to leave and go on this long, multi-layered, multidimensional road trip.

Denise Le Fay

June 22, 2010

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Nightmares, Exhaustion & Purgings

Boy it’s been another intense phase of purging these past 2–3 weeks now. I’ve been through these enough times now and have learned to pay attention to the different symptoms and phases, that I can almost tell where I’m at within the latest ascension process just by the physical symptoms I’m currently having. I also suspect that many of us are, and have been going through this latest purging, because the Summer Solstice is right around the corner (June 20th…remember there’s an energetic orb of influence or window to this and it’s not just on the one day of the Summer Solstice). The SS will push us to another level and so, we’ve been making adjustments and purgings these past 2-3 weeks so we’re ready for it.

Here’s a short list of symptoms that have become common for me personally during the repeated phases of purging and adjusting to another energy change. Maybe you can relate to many of them too. Know that there are common symptoms but we each may experience many of them in slightly different ways. For example, I usually have a cluster of unpleasant or borderline “nightmare” type dreams for a couple of weeks, then I get diarrhea near the end of the purging process and that’s how I know it’s almost over. If you pay attention to your symptoms and what happens, when, and what follows it, then you’ll probably discover a series of symptoms that you and your body goes through each time to purge whatever it must.

  • strange headache that nothing helps or reduces
  • pain in the top of the head or skull-the Crown chakra area, not a “headache” but feels like your skull is sore and bruised
  • severe to mild nightmare type dreams almost every night for a week or longer-this is us dealing with, purging other layers of our past and issues, people, emotions etc.
  • physical body aches and pains
  • waves of nausea
  • extreme exhaustion that lots of rest doesn’t even help
  • eating more food and protein foods than usual because you’re doing so much transmuting and purging
  • sensing high great wonderful energy and at the same time sensing terrible “falling” fears and craziness
  • diarrhea
  • sleeping very little, waking up many times each night, tossing and turning, only sleeping an hour or two at a time
  • feeling better physically as soon as the Sun sets each evening
  • witnessing lower vibrating people not coping with the continuous pressures of higher energies, the inflexible people are having larger melt-downs
  • more people dying or exiting their physical bodies because they can’t or don’t want to continue this shifting/ascension process in their body

Hang in there as this purging phase is almost over and then we’ll be dealing with the 2009 Summer Solstice energies.

Denise

May 29, 2009

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