2010 Mid-Summer Recap

This is an email I received recently from Susan.

“…The last two or three days I have been feeling majorly depressed – like nothings worth doing, no interest in anything etc etc – I have feeling like this but I cant seem to shift it even though I’ve tried clearing stuff – cutting energy ties etc etc – is there anything you know about that is happening that could explain why I am feeling SO low?

On top of this unusual physical stuff going on but lots of stuff happening around my head and neck – odd jaw pains, throat and sinus – odd feelings at back of head – I can put up with all of this – have done for over ten years – but the depression or whatever it is – I really don’t like.

Had that weird thing the other night when it felt like something was pushing down on me so I couldn’t move – any ideas would be enlightening…”

And this Comment recently from Chrys.

“Hi Denise – I feel like sending out an SOS because h o l y shit. Is this upcoming eclipse causing such an uproar in my body? Back to the old poop, poop, poop and wicked abdominal pains, fatigue, and a “I just don’t care any more” attitude! This is a really really whiney post. I’m not alone but I feel very lonely and thought maybe if I connect on here I’d feel better. I’m wondering how you and everyone here are feeling. Ya know, because maybe it’s just me, maybe I’m just trying to find a reason why I feel like a dog’s breakfast. And, I might add, I look like one too. Supposed to go to a neighborhood gathering this evening and there’s no way in freakin’ hell I can go!
Ok, ’nuff whining and complaining. Back under the covers with my dog. He seems to understand” ;)
Love Chrys

I know there are so many of you reading this that are feeling exactly the same way. Are we there yet? Is it soup yet? Is this phase done yet? All I know today is that there’s much more beyond it because we’re in Phase Two now and there’s no down-time anymore between these back-to-back energy waves, astrological energies, solar transmissions that continue to transform us, our bodies, and our consciousness and much more. 2010/Phase Two of the ascension process is where the symbolic water that’s been circling the drain in large, slow, steady circles is now circling in tight, rapid circles around the drain hole. I do not mean we’re all going down the drain, but that this process is incredibly faster now with no breaks between these phases, astrological portals, cosmic and galactic gates, or going through and up these energy stair steps.

LATEST SYMPTOMS

Of course your mileage may vary but the majority of these symptoms are ones that we all feel around the same weeks and months. Since May 2010 I’ve had these aches and pains but in new levels of intensity. See if you can you relate to any or all of them.

  • severe hips, legs and foot bone pains, leg swelling and general sense of extra heaviness in bottom half of your body
  • bouts of inability to digest foods, vomiting, acid reflux, heartburn etc.
  • purging diarrhea
  • heart pounding even at rest
  • severe bloating
  • sore throat, tonsillitis, jaw and teeth pains
  • ascension/energy/chakra/brain headaches like none others. Pains in the head, scalp, face, eyes, bruised scalp/head. Headache pains that move from different areas of the head and suddenly disappear only to reappear in a couple of days.
  • top of skull and head pains and pressures
  • really done feeling and looking like utter crap all the time. Sadness, mild depression, frustrations
  • horrible, DARK, terrible dreams that aren’t coming from your subconscious. You now seem to just be a witness to some of  these actual negative (dream) events but not required as a Lightworker to transmute them for others any longer.
  • falling asleep in the afternoons or taking cat-naps due to exhaustion and/or a drugged, weak feeling
  • seeing and hearing nonphysical lights, sounds, voices talking etc. You are moving into new energetic territory once again and that seems to produce extra activity with these types of things/energies.
  • endless exhaustion and not wanting to do anything but rest and recuperate
  • hot flashes, night sweats
  • smelling burning incense (Brain rewiring and brain glands/chakras being expanded or evolved)
  • a sense of detachment and I just don’t care
  • periods of quantum awareness and understanding but difficulty bringing it all back to write about what you’ve perceived

I get the sense that the rest of the summer  (2010) we’ll continue to go through this level of energy activations and transformations, with the fall being a new level of this process and, I sense, increased multi-D perceptions and possible interactions with some Other Dimensionals. They are quietly waiting for us to fully arrive energetically before They throw us a big celebration party, so don’t concern yourself about this aspect of our ascension process. When we can fully cope with, fully discern and individually know who’s who and what’s what as far as the different dimensional ETs and Other Dimensionals goes, then we’ll be better prepared for tip-toeing our ways back into higher Universal Society. But this aspect is growing closer now because we are evolving/ascending back into that frequency and consciousness range.

ENERGY STAIR STEPS

Another aspect of all this that we’ve gone through very intensely since spring 2010, is the upcoming Conscious Convergence starting on July 17–18, 2010. Never forget that if the point man moves forward up more energy stair steps…so too do all the others behind him. Now that many of us have reached this point in our ascension process, the next phase will rapidly unfold where massive numbers of people who’ve not been living the ascension process as we have, will suddenly begin having their consciousness shifted from total ego-based, left-brained, money is all-powerful god, the USA is master of the universe type consciousness, to increasingly 5D High Heart or “Unified” consciousness. They will simply be switched out of the old lower 3D polarized ways of perception and into what you and I have always felt, believed, lived with and longed for all of humanity to be like! Actually this has been happening thanks to the Gulf oil disaster, but it will increase in the masses as we approach 2011.

Speaking of 2011…on March 9, 2011 there will be the final 20 times increase—we enter the last and highest Ninth Wave of the Mayan calendar cycles. The last one of these 20 X’s speed-up was back in January 1999—the Eighth Wave. Do I need to tell you how much this one will catapult human consciousness and reality into something it has never ever been before in the history of life on earth? (Your spiritual homework now is to intend, envision, consciously create and co-create this for the masses on the planet. That is what the Conscious Convergence is for you and me; creating/intending/making consciousness on ascended earth be 5D unified or High Heart consciousness and its matching reality on earth, instead of polarized 3D, ego-based, left-brained intellect controlled by money and power over others etc. For the masses it will be an awakening or shifting of their perceptions and desires. For you and I it is us intending and creating this happening to the whole planet. And, know absolutely that it will.)

Think of the 2010 quarterly seasons as huge, three-month-long energy stair steps that help us change/evolve throughout each season, only to enter the next season and move up a few more energy and consciousness stair steps. The physical pains we point men or Path Pavers, Wayshowers, First Wave Lightworkers have lived through since this business started in our bodies in January 1999, will most certainly ease up and eventually end. But we’ve got a bit more to integrate, adapt to, make adjustments within ourselves, our bodies and brains first. The worst is over but we’re not totally there yet, so be strong and KNOW that this alchemical process is nearly completed; at least the worst of the worst of it is! As profoundly exhausted as I am from this process, at this point, there is nothing else for me to do than finish it and then have that celebratory party with the ETs and Other Dimensionals anxiously waiting for us.

Denise

July 12, 2010

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Why the Ascension Process is so Painful & Difficult

From dense Duality 3D carbon to

higher frequency, light-filled 5D crystalline

From 2 strands of DNA to

multiple strands of quantum DNA

From 2 Duality brain hemispheres with blocks

to 2 brain hemispheres being Rewired and blocks removed

to whole-brained integrated, Unified individuals much closer to their Higher Self and its vast knowledge

From 3D ego-based, painful, high drama emotional wounds and karma to

polarity resolution and natural evolution to 5D HighHeart Consciousness

From the endless Duality of lower frequency, lower consciousness and 3D reality to

integrated triality, Unity consciousness of 5D and above

From separated, polarized, Dualized female/male selves to

polarity integrated, Unified 5D light-filled individuals in both sex bodies

From quarantined, dark, negative and totally controlled 3D Earth to

conscious re-integration and evolution back into the Milky Way galaxy

and return to Universal Society as individually integrated and Unified crystalline beings of light with 5D HighHeart Consciousness.

 

Considering we’ve done all this and more in the last twenty-five, thirty years of profoundly dense, difficult, physical linear 3D time, we should be mighty pleased and impressed.  ❤

Denise Le Fay

May 21, 2010     

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Being Released & Letting Go

The past 10 days to 2 weeks have been amazingly intense on many different levels and my personal life, physical body, my location here in burning, purging southern California have been reflections of this latest energy shift. It hasn’t been easy or fun, they rarely are, and this ones been huge. Today is the 3rd and final exact conjunction of Pluto with the Galactic Center (GC). This is like plugging in an electrical cord to the wall socket to access the energy. Today the GC will download through Pluto, Lord of The Underworld sitting at 27 degrees Sagittarius, and that current/Light/transformational Energy will literally plug into humanity and Earth. This influence will continue for a few more months, but today it’s exact and downloading into us.

With the wildfires burning So Cal, the eye of the hurricane became much smaller for me. I live in about the only county in So Cal that didn’t burn! These fires (some are still burning) surrounded us here, and when the winds stopped, the smoke came in and stayed. Today is the first day that I can’t smell or see smoke and can safely go outside and breath without a particle or dust mask.

As a sensitive it’s near impossible for me to NOT feel and be aware of the variety of emotional energies other people give off. The trick is to NOT get pulled out of my little eye of the hurricane energetically or emotionally every time I feel these types of things. Easier said than done sometimes and with most of So Cal on fire, people dying, loosing homes and property and beloved possessions for over a week, this has been difficult for all.

But it’s a lesson for me, and for many of you, as to how to maintain energetically and emotionally every time these dramatic dismantlement’s of the old happen. We’ve got to learn how to NOT get sucked back down into it all just because we’re sensitive/psychic/empathic etc., and, it’s in our physical backyards! We’d be no help to anyone if we energetically ‘fell’ every time reality shakes, quakes, burns, floods, changes and falls — and it’s going to be doing this a lot more than it has already.

Usually when we do stay a bit longer in the lower frequency world, the people there don’t want to hear what we have to say or what we believe. So both they and us feel frustrated and highly uncomfortable with each other. At this point it’s a no-win situation for both groups with us trying to remain where we don’t energetically belong any longer. WE have to Let Go some more, and they have to Release US some more.

Another large aspect of this latest shifting, changing, and adapting has to do with certain well-known public male teachers. Some men who have been for years now, lecturing, writing books, having their books turned into movies, teaching and touring about these planetary and human consciousness changes and numerous other things.

It’s wonderful and very helpful that these males (and the many others I’m not familiar with) are doing what they are; helping to awaken more and more of humanity with what they’ve personally experienced and learned. But, because they are males living in a patriarchal world, this can get tricky for them and their loyal following. I’ve watched from a distance over the past five years how some of these male teachers are themselves now having to make these same shifts and changes we have been. This means that many, many, of their loyal fans are fast coming up against some huge changes that I sense many are going to have a very difficult time with.

On the Ascension Path one inevitably reaches that energetic fork in the Road where intellectual belief systems dead-ends, circles round and round endlessly and is a huge trap. The new fork in the Road is The Path of releasing the fixated death grip on the intellect and stepping into the Journey of the High Heart. The Ascension Process naturally leads to this, but many people find it very difficult to move beyond their over developed left brained intellects — the old god of the lower world. Thankfully humanity has things like Pluto conjuncting the Galactic Center to help with this.

This is where many of these male teachers and their fans are now. It will be even harder for many of their fans because they haven’t discovered as yet that there is anything other than their beloved intellects within polarized old physicality. Most of humanity faces repeated phases of individually living and transmuting instead of just debating, pontificating and mentally masturbating over and over endlessly and stroking their own egos.

We need to get out-of-the-way and let them live this as we have. They need to let us go so we can do what we’re learning and getting familiar with at another level. Everyone is currently standing on the correct stair step of the moving evolutionary escalator at the moment, so I suggest we all focus on our current individual parts, jobs and level.

Denise

October 28, 2007

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