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Cusp Of Ages, Beliefs & Consciousness

Denise Le Fay 9 Comments

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Guess how many planets are Retrograde now? 538 planets!!!   Yep, I exaggerated slightly but it feels like 538 planets are retrograde now. Seriously, there’s a bunch of planets retrograde right now. Here’s a list of them for visual and emotional impact and to help make a point or two.

  1. Mercury rx in Virgo
  2. Jupiter rx in Aries
  3. Chiron rx in Aquarius
  4. Uranus rx in Pisces
  5. Neptune rx in Aquarius
  6. Pluto rx in Capricorn

That’s a whole lotta back-peddling going on now and another reason—like we needed any other reason than The Summer of 2010!—for confusions, misunderstandings, polarized verbal battles over beliefs happening in various places, waiting and waiting and more waiting while many of us go deep within to re-examine, re-do, re-think, re-plan, re-evaluate, re-search, whatever it is that each of us needs to now thanks to this good-sized herd of retrograde planets.

When any planet goes retrograde, it’s a period where we go internal via that planet/planets energies and the sign it/they are in. It’s an internal, slow down, go within, highly receptive, non-linear time where The Work is done feeling, thinking, re-evaluating and digging around internally. The Work will become externalized and forward moving and more easily seen when the planet/planets goes into Direct (forward) motion once again. But until then, it is go inside and re-do, re-work and re-think  things…and in this case, lots of things!

I’m not going to interpret these retrograde planets because there are plenty of other people who excel at that. I bring this astrological info up only to let everyone know that far more is going on now than just Mercury being retrograde in Virgo! That’s actually the least intense of these retrogrades but it certainly is one reason why we’re all feeling the need to get our point across…damn it!

Because Lightworkers reincarnate on Earth in larger numbers at astrological Age changes or Cusp periods to help humanity  transition from the exiting Ages energies, consciousness, belief systems etc., many of us are intimately familiar with the dangers and frustrations of transitioning from an Old Age into a New Age on Earth. We’re familiar with it because we return to literally carry—in ourselves, our minds, hearts and bodies—the very energies and consciousness of the incoming  New astrological Age energies. We are them before anyone else on Earth is.

It doesn’t mean it’s a big celebratory party or that it’s easy because it never is because humans don’t like change. It makes them nervous and increases their fears, so typically, we’re looked down upon as rebels, freaks, outsiders, trouble makers and are usually targets because of it. But it’s who we are and what we do and we’re really great at it. So what’s my point anyway with all this? It’s that life during any astrological Age Cusp period is volatile, dangerous, extra intense, and like trying to plant new crops in quicksand while being shot at by the locals! We’re just not the people’s favorite folks at all. But, we forge ahead nonetheless because it’s why we’re here at this time.

During astrological Age changes numerous things are dying, falling away, going extinct, and obviously many of them try very hard to not exit the consciousness of humanity. At the same time the seemingly radical new astrological Age energies, consciousness, awareness, abilities, spirituality, science and technologies are pouring down on humanity, in this case directly from Aquarius’ cosmic water jug! It’s these Age Cusp periods that are so wild, so unstable, so volatile that the world looks, feels and acts like it’s going crazy, which it basically is. Humans just don’t handle change of this magnitude very well but once they’ve adapted it’s near impossible to get them out of it again later.

Because all of our lives are within this current astrological Age change or Cusp period from exiting Pisces into Aquarius, not to mention the Ascension Process and related dimensional shifting and everything else, we’re far more affected by these two astrological Ages energies, ways and belief systems bleeding-over on each other and all the tensions and frustrations that produces in humanity. So many people want the new Age and new world to arrive, and yet, many people’s consciousness can’t  yet fully grasp the new Age of Aquarius with zero past Piscean Age  energies,  ways and belief systems anywhere in it.

Because this astrological Age change is profoundly different from all the earlier ones (because of the ascension process, 2012 system end date etc.), we’ve got a lot of people literally living on the Age Cusp trying to have many of the Piscean Age beliefs laid on top of new Aquarian Age energies, awareness, technologies, spirituality and many other things.  I understand and recognize this because the majority of my past lives have been exactly as this one is; right during a volatile astrological Age cusp. I also understand that it takes some time for everyone to fully transition out of the old and into the new. However, this time is different in that there’s a clear expiration date to not only the ending Piscean Age, but the entire past Project on Earth.  (This is represented by the Mayan calendar end dates of 2011 and 2012.)

Because of this, we’re going to make this astrological Age transition much faster than other Ages. I’ve read that past Age cusp transition periods were about 500 years long. This time it will happen seemingly overnight from our perspectives.

What I’m getting at is that many people still have a lot of past exiting Piscean Age ways, partial belief systems, consciousness, energies etc. that they’re overlaying on top of  the new Aquarian Age energies and many things are rather crappy and really ridiculous at this point. Another aspect of  this Age Cusp business is that—as much as I hate it—as we transition into the new Age of Aquarius/Uranus and its opposite sign Leo/Sun energies (the two signs and energies are directly connected), humanity manifests many of the lower qualities of both signs first, and have to evolve into their higher qualities as we move deeper into the new Age.

If you doubt me take an honest look around at the lowest qualities of both Aquarius and Leo manifesting in our world. The most obvious are the endless push of new tech tools and gadgets of all types (lower Aquarius/Uranus qualities), which is still about making money and not improving quality of life for all, and the endless streams of talentless, greedy, mostly repulsive, mega-sized egos that all believe themselves to be the next sexy, fabulous, hot Super Star (lower Leo/Sun qualities).

Apply this Age cusp business to the “spiritual communities” and you can easily see some of the reincarnated Atlantians here now as many (but certainly not all) of the “new age” teachers/lectures who rake in the big bucks while basking their ego’s in the Leonine limelight as too many of their followers treat them like spiritual Super Stars. Aquarius/Leo energies at their lowest are the flip-side of ancient Atlantis at its lowest, and many of us need to quickly figure this tricky one out and learn to be what we really are now without our egos or our followers becoming our followers but fellow ascending/evolving beings increasingly awakening to their true Higher Selves and 5D natures now also. Get over yourself in other words, become really self-sufficient as an ascended being, and manifest the highest qualities of Aquarius/Leo. And while we at it lets stop laying old distorted religious Piscean Age dis-empowerment beliefs on certain Aquarian Age tech gadgets.

We’ll get there because that’s what we do. But let us all not forget that the majority of us still have one foot in the old Piscean Age world and the other foot in the new Age of Aquarius, which makes for some highly ridiculous ways of thinking, believing and being. New Aquarian Age high-tech tools and gadgets that “heal” the weak, painful and exhausted in a  type of energetic cosmic laying on of hands! Sorry but this Age overlapping is  frustrating to me, especially at this late date. I usually try to keep my mouth shut about this but every now and then when 538 planets are retrograde, I just gotta spew a bit.

In the end all I ask is that you ponder that so very much more can and will be available in us and for us as we continue to exit the Age of 3D Pisces/Virgo, and settle fully in 5D Aquarius/Leo Age consciousness Land. Imagine much greater, dream much higher, because that and more is what we can manifest as beings that have ascended while remaining in our bodies and helped create a new 5D Earth world for us all to exist on. Go ahead and flex your new higher 5D consciousness muscles and dare to be a fully empowered creator being. It’s the next step after all.

Denise

August 30, 2010

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Transmuting More Layers

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LAYERING

It’s always amused me how many people believe they’ve transmuted everything within themselves because they had a rough few days or weeks! It takes a whole lot more than just a few days, weeks or months to peel away the numerous layers of accumulated stuff from having involuted into physicality. Sorry but the evolutionary Ascension Process isn’t something that can be accomplished over a  weekend!

REMOVING THE LAYERS, PIECE BY PIECE

In the mid-1980’s a male friend shared an unusual dream he’d recently had. I thought his dream was very insightful for the mid-1980’s, and was impressed by its clear-cut symbolism. His dream consisted of him struggling to climb up a huge steep mountain while dragging along all of his prized possessions in heavy suitcases. The farther up this mountain he climbed, the heavier his many suitcases became, making it increasingly difficult and dangerous to keep trying to drag them up the steep and rocky terrain.

Once he’d reached the halfway point up this huge mountain, he knew he wouldn’t make it if he did not LET GO OF his many suitcases that contained his hard-earned and much-loved possessions. And so, after tremendous physical struggling and painful emotional deliberation over his precarious situation, he decided it would be worth it to release his many suitcases containing his prized possessions and continue climbing that mountain free of them all. If nothing else, just putting the suitcases down would make the rest of his treacherous journey up the mountain that much easier and safer he decided.

I so loved and respected that man in those short fifteen minutes it took him to relay his spiritual dream message. What a profound truth his dream was and is for so many of us decades later, crawling, exhausted and bloody up that steep mountain, many still clutching one or more of their increasingly heavy suitcases containing precious personal 3D belongings.

MASTER IT, RELEASE IT AND MOVE ON

Belly Dance with veil

         (Denise Le Fay 1991)

One of my passions in my earlier Denise life—my life prior to the biological start of the Ascension Process—was Belly Dancing. I spent years mastering the dance steps and intricate body isolationss, the wondrous joy of spinning well, the foreign music and rhythms, mastering zill playing (finger cymbals), designing and making my own costumes and lastly, the fine art of performing and eventually performing well. (The photo above is me from a very long time ago. Time has marched on, and on…)

After nearly twenty years of doing this and loving all aspects of it, once I had mastered all the physical, emotional, mental, psychological and energy manipulation aspects of Belly Dance and performing, within a few short months I needed to retire completely at the ripe old age of thirty-nine (the famed Uranus Opposition)! There would be no lengthy phase of basking in the ease and comfort of mastering performing Belly Dance or anything else. I had achieved what I’d set out to do, had learned all I needed to from it on multiple levels and it was simply time for me to set those much-loved suitcases down, full of colorful exotic goodies and continue climbing the Ascension Mountain.

RELEASING MORE SUITCASES

What’s that old  Piscean Age religious line…? “…it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of god…”

In mid-July 2010 I was suddenly lam-blasted by the necessity of releasing another of my “personal suitcases”. This particular suitcase contained my original passion and earlier Lightworker Service work through TRANSITIONS. In much the same way as my Belly Dancing career (and others), I’d reached the point where I had to let go of how I’ve interacted with TRANSITIONS and why. Once again I’d reached another level of Retirement from an old way of being, of Lightworker Serving, and of intense focus and creativity. Literally overnight in mid-July 2010, I went from TRANSITIONS being my primary place of Service, creativity and passion to zero interest and no one was more surprised by this than me.

Because I still had some personal issues, energies, emotions, Phase One and Phase Two habits and past Service Work patterns stuffed inside my ancient First Wave Lightworker Pathpaver suitcase, I’d taken far more care of it than I had of my physical body and that had to end now.

I’ve known since early 2006, that this day was coming for me (what’s happening in summer 2010 to many of us) and that there always comes a point where I (you, each of us) must yet again let go of and release some particular suitcase(s)  to continue climbing up the evolutionary ascension mountain. More accurately at this point, to die some more and pass through that minuscule eye of the needle portal to the Other Side totally 3D baggage-free.

This suitcase contained my scant remaining Phase One and Phase Two ascension survival  items, a couple personal comfort goodies, and a few old habits that at this point I desperately needed to offload. I simply could not do this however until I was triggered to do so, and I was triggered in a sudden and dramatic you’ve-got-no-more-choices-about-this type of Uranian way in mid-July 2010.

Now, midway through August 2010, I’m still adjusting physically to having dropped this particular suitcase like it was toxic, which it had become, and as I said in an earlier post, come fall 2010 I know I (and some of you) will begin the very first stages of re-learning how to be and create consciously as suitcase-less beings.

HOW MANY TIMES CAN A GUY DIE IN ONE LIFE ANYWAY?!

Obviously, plenty of times which brings us back to the seemingly endless un-layering, transmuting and then offloading stair step (mountain climbing) process that ascension is. I’ve said this before but it took some serious Multi-D doin’ and plannin’ to get our  high frequency Light selves down enough vibrationally to fit in tiny, dense, physical container bodies within a dense, polarized physical 3D world. Once here we immediately began collecting plenty of suitcases and stuffed each of them full of our fabulous and colorful travel souvenirs because that’s what it’s been about in pre-ascension 3D physicality; collecting precious soul souvenirs from all the lives, timelines and countries you’ve lived, created, learned from and died within.

But, as it is now with the ascension/compressed evolutionary/Age change process, we do this process in reverse. We must now be baggage-free and clear enough that nothing gets snagged and caught on us as it flows past or as we flow past it. Wheat from the chaff. We must be suitcase-free on all levels, even the earlier and familiar Phase One and Phase Two Lightworker/Path Paver/Wayshower/Starseed levels. Once we’ve reached this new state (lets call it Phase Three for now), we will finally be ready on all levels to be the 5D conscious creators and Aquarian group co-creators of our ascended new earth world.

WHERE IS THE MOST IMPORTANT POINT IN A NATAL CHART?

Thirty-six years ago I asked my elder esoteric Astrology teacher where the most important point or area was in my astrological birth chart. Without skipping a beat he swiftly pointed his index finger at the very center point of my natal chart—where there was NOTHING—and tapped it in Master Yoda-like fashion. I looked at him and did the typically neophyte reaction and nodded in agreement—because I really did understand—but nonetheless asked him again where the most important point in my natal chart was! He looked me in the eye and gently shook his head and smiled then pointed out one particular planet and house in my natal chart.

Point is and always has been that, in the end, the most important point is in the center where there seems to be NO-THING. No precious travel souvenirs, not even any suitcases, just the reduced, refined, purified, integrated and greatly enhanced YOU. Once we have nothing left in us but calm, honest unattached contentment we’ll have access to it all and most likely won’t give a damn one way or the other! Ha, Mastery and Conscious Creating anew draws near.

Denise Le Fay

August 19, 2010

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The Princess & the Pea Sensitivities

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princess pea bed                                                               (Artist unknown)

I don’t remember the entire Princess And The Pea story but I do remember her suffering because of some wee little pea under her mattress that felt to her as if it was the size of a huge boulder. From your current perspective, what have you been feeling lately that feels boulder-sized?

I’ve repeatedly gone through this phase of feeling things, energies, emotions, other people’s emotions, weather changes, earth changes, astrological energy changes, solar energy changes, cosmic, galactic energy changes and having them all feel—to me—like the Princess’ boulder-sized pea! I know many of you can relate to this miserable phase of our endless Shifting or transitioning. The freaking little pea/peas feel to us like boulders and they make it nearly impossible to sleep, or much of anything else for a while.

Once I/you/us transmute the majority of our inner stuff (by stuff I mean lower frequency unresolved, polarized, stuck emotional energies, our inner wounds, fears, hates, guilt, low self-esteem, ego aspects that hang us up in different ways and so on), the tiniest little thing, issue, emotion, thought, or word spoken or written by someone can feel to us not like a pea but a hot, monstrous, boulder-sized pain that trips us up and sends us reeling back into some lower unpleasant state for however long it takes me/you/us to energetically crawl our ways back out of it, yet again.

In other words, once you’ve transmuted the majority of your personal lower frequency inner stuff via the Ascension Process, you literally cannot tolerate being back down in a lower frequency or emotional or mental state for long at all. Even if what you’re feeling and reacting to is pea-sized, to you it now feels boulder-sized, and utterly intolerable for more than a few minutes. Once you’ve gone energetically clear as crystal, it’s a real painful mess when something comes sailing past that effects you in a lower way and now you’ve gotten a little pea-sized section of lower frequency dirt and density back in yourself again. It feels like a freaking boulder and hurts now even more than it ever did before, but this is where higher evolved/ascended 5D responsibility, consciousness, and conscious creating REALLY becomes my/your/our new higher reality under our feet. Being more conscious of your consciousness is just a great sentence until you actually have to do it, live it, be it constantly. Aah, more spiritual growing pains. Feel those seriously high-powered Cardinal T-square/opposition energies creating a new higher reality inside of us? Little peas and huge boulders; keeping a higher frequency, and then not keeping a higher frequency; pressure and more pressure to maintain our clear as crystal-like state even while having our backs seemingly broken on that damned little pea under our energetic mattresses; not getting pulled out of the quiet eye of the storm into wounding lower frequency debris flying around at 500 MPH!

We can intellectually understand the whys of different things, but typically we still become emotionally wounded or effected in some way by someone else’s pea-sized tidbit of lower emotional debris that flew close to us and temporarily knocked us out of alignment. No blame at either end as this is how we learn to maintain a higher frequency of energy internally and externally — by “falling” out of it a few times. We’ll do this more than a few times to really learn how to NOT have it repeatedly happen and to eventually NOT have those peas feel like boulders and effect us at all.

Another aspect of this that I’ve had for years now is when some pea-sized something does get in under my emotional skin, later that night I will unintentionally dream about the irritant—whatever or whoever it was—to immediately resolve the energetic discord I’m feeling caused by both my reactionary lower frequency energies and the original irritant energy. Thankfully, only hours later while asleep the lower frequency pea-sized energies are transmuted and fully cleared during dreaming. One way or another, one dimension and body or another, we now very quickly transmute the lower energetic pea/boulder irritant and get ourselves back into higher alignment and crystal clarity once again.

Denise

July 24, 2010

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Age of Aquarius, But Fifth Dimensional

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This is a short quote from the Epilogue of  A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution (January 2010). I felt it needed to be read now by all who visit TRANSITIONS for the obvious reasons. If the material resonates and you enjoy it I hope you’ll consider buying the book. I know you will find the entire book very interesting and unusual.  www.booklocker.com/books/4498.html

“Because we have reached the pre-set expiration date for this system, because we have stopped seemingly journeying away from Source, turned around and are now evolving back towards Home, we are soon going to be experiencing a profoundly different sense of self and corresponding reality. For the past few years, I have come to understand so much more about what the new 5D astrological Age of Aquarius is about. This understanding or knowing is exactly that—a marvelous higher, spherical knowing as opposed to the old egoic linear intellectual thinking, contemplating, speculating and pondering we are used to from our earlier (past) lives within polarized 3D.

I clearly see how ascended Leo/Sun—the opposite sign and Age to Aquarius/Uranus—represents our lengthy soul journeys and how we developed important and individuated ego’s and sense of separated self from Source. Eventually, this process would reach its expiration date, its grand completion end date and we would stop, turn around, and begin the first phase, which is picking up after ourselves and cleaning up the campgrounds we have been camping in for so long—our time learning and creating within polarized physicality on Earth. With the start of our physical ascension process in 1999, we entered the phase of cleaning up and transmuting our many polarized and projected messes and monsters across time on planet Earth. These messes and monsters were the natural results of our acquiring egos and reaching such an extreme sense of separation from Source and everyone and everything else.

With the Leo/Sun separated ego aspects of ourselves thoroughly established over eons of seemingly linear lifetimes on Earth, we finally reached this current phase where we needed to transmute our little individuated Leo ego selves into the exalted and integrated aspects of high vibrating Leo/Sun. We needed to transmute our fragmented ego selves, plus the many polarized messes they created throughout our physical human incarnational experiences and lessons within 3D, and ascend. Once we accomplished this difficult stage of the grand integration and polarity resolution process, we are, or soon will realize that we have already become very different beings; that we are currently, and rapidly, evolving into a new species. The recently integrated and transmuted 3D human has (is, and will) reached higher 5D Leo/Sun Heart consciousness, which automatically sends these non-polarized and like-vibrating beings into the opposite Aquarian side energies.

With our lower 3D egos and numerous fragmented selves now integrated and transmuted, we vibrationally become ascended/evolved individual humans that are non-polarized and unified within themselves. Once we transmute our baggage in all its diverse forms, we naturally become more than our past numerous and separated parts. We become whole or unified individually. This higher frequency state automatically thrusts us into the Aquarian energy side where everything is about the Group. However, this Group is comprised of non-polarized, integrated and ascended/evolved Leo individuals. Because of this, we now have a Group (Aquarius) where every individual (Leo) is an ascended and unified being, which obviously indicates that the entire Group is going to be rather spectacular! When combined, the Group also energetically becomes much more than its many integrated, ascended, and individual parts. This is what fifth dimensional beings and communities are. The early evolutionary levels within 5D consist of polarity resolved and integrated individuals, who are each a unique and important piece of a much larger Group puzzle. This is exalted Leo—still an individual even within 5D—fitting and functioning perfectly within the fully ascended 5D Aquarian Group.  Together the Group is capable of creating and sustaining a very high vibrating world and reality from their High Hearts (evolved Leo) and individual conscious connections to their own Higher Selves (high Aquarius).”

Denise Le Fay

March 3, 2010

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My Lightworker Strike

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♦ This article is in response to Karen Bishop’s WINGS report, ‘The Re-Calibration With a Very New Plan’,  July 28, 2009.

Karen Bishop starts her latest report off with the line — “A very new plan is in the process of being put into place, and it is a much needed plan indeed.”  I couldn’t agree more.

Things haven’t been “perfect” for a long while now and I was really tired and frustrated repeatedly hearing that it was or soon would be. It hasn’t been “perfect” from my perspective for a long time and I’ve kept my mouth shut about this for many years because I didn’t feel it should be said publicly. I always tell my truth, I just don’t always tell all of it for reasons like this.

I’ve sensed for all of 2009 that the old lower world (vibrationally below me) and the new higher not-yet-manifest world (vibrationally just above me) had both reached some strange energetic stalemate, some massive pause or blockage in them. There’s been some very positive changes within the lower “falling” world recently which was naturally met with much negative resistance, name calling, ego low-blow and all the typical negative comments and reactions that lower consciousness and lower energies have when confronted with higher energies, higher consciousness and positive change. They attack because they don’t want to change, grow, evolve or give up their control, wealth, power etc. They don’t want to die, they don’t want to change, and they don’t want anyone else to change or grow either because who would they have power over then? This is old well-known shit and not the point of this post.

On the other hand there’s been, for a long time now, a huge hold-up and endless waiting for, as many people still down in the lower world, lower old energies and lower patriarchal polarized consciousness, to get the hell on-board finally. We’ve been waiting and waiting and going back down energetically repeatedly year after year, usually getting repeatedly attacked verbally, physically and psychically,  as was The Plan among the real ‘system busting’ Lightworkers and Starseeds etc.

Since 2006, I’ve been well-aware of the fact that despite how much effort, energy, assistance, writing, LINK sharing and pointing out the energetic ascension Exit Door and all the Light shining through it I’ve personally been doing in multiple places, there are simply a lot of people who are not interested at all in any type of higher way, higher consciousness, higher energies, a new astrological Age or any of it. These people are very happy with their egos and left-brained patriarchal intellects and have no desire or intention to evolve or change or grow no matter to what degree the Universe, the astrological transits (the Planets, Eclipses, Solar flares and all other cosmic help), plus all the Lightworkers, Wayshowers, Starseeds etc. open energy doors for them to simply walk through. They’re not interested — not at all. They thoroughly enjoy what they have and I totally understand that and even why. Problem is however that it’s time to change, evolve, ascend and shift to a new higher level of being and consciousness and world now.

Because I’ve been conscious of being a Forerunner Lightworker since childhood, and I’m 57 as of this writing, my view and attitude about all this is probably a bit different and less warm n’ fuzzy and fluffy than some others. I’ve half jokingly referred to myself in years past as a Cosmic Janitor or a Blue Collar Lightworker meaning that I don’t mess around with any of this. This is hard, dangerous energy work and there’s nothing fluffy or gentle or easy about one fucking bit of any of it — at least not over the past 15 years or so. It’s hard, painful and dangerous Work that’s been done through many of us and our physical bodies and beings, as is the case with real Lightworking.

However, I’ve always believed that the entire population incarnate on earth now will NOT all go holding hands and skipping into the new higher Light together! Many people have believed this however so the rest of us Lightworkers have willingly waited and waited and waited and gone back repeatedly to allow more numbers of people to get on-board since 2006. I’ve personally taken a few beatings because of my doing this, and when we had to go back down a few energy stair steps during 2007–2008, that was absolutely it for me personally. When that last hold-up and go back down again to try to help, point out, or just leave bread crumbs of higher Light for other people down there ended in December 2008, I was so freaking exhausted and frazzled and ALL DONE with getting kicked in the nuts by the disbeliever’s down there. As far as I was concerned, they’ve had more than enough time to get with the higher evolutionary program and higher energies literally flooding the planet for this very purpose. I will no longer wait or go back down for them. It’s shit or get off the pot time humanity, and because of the “Free Will” business with this place, it’s totally up to you to do or not do, to get on-board or not get on-board. No right or wrong with any of this, simply Free Will and individual choice. BUT, we Lightworkers won’t forever be going back down energy stair steps just to point out a better, higher way of perceiving, living and being to the rest of unaware humanity. You’ve made your personal decision to not get on-board with this current evolutionary Ascension Process and that’s perfectly fine.

A couple of weeks ago I was so done, so finished with all of this, so done with the waiting, the going back down again and again to assist or spread information which is higher Light, so done with certain people, channelers, ascension teachers/writers etc. and their fluffy attitude about the ascension, shifting and Age change that I went on Strike! I shut down and energetically went on Strike and informed the higher levels and beings therein that if I’m supposed to be ‘...wearing my One Hat…’  then by freakin’ gawd you better get some assistance and help in here for us Elder exhausted Forerunner Starseed Lightworkers because I won’t wear all these hats anymore! It’s not my Job any longer to wear multiple cosmic hats for lower vibrating people who are infatuated with their egos, their intellects and their utter dis-empowerment and I am going on Strike until a newer NEW Plan is created and activated that frees us beat-up, exhausted, repeatedly attacked, invisible, disrespected and misunderstood Lightworkers. That’s it. I am done. It’s up to you Guys to re-work this thing now for those of us incarnate Lightworkers, Starseeds, Pathpavers etc. living in freaking no-mans-land for years and years and years waiting and working and waiting and working and waiting…

Karen said in her latest – “The chasm will be much greater than was planned.”  Also – “Everything had to stop in order to be re-set once again.”

That was my Lightworker Strike that everyone involved heard and discussed at higher levels. That was the end of this endless and exhausting waiting and going back down energetically for others. Like I said, I’ve always believed that the numbers who could ascend, who could make the jump to evolutionary light speed, who could and wanted to make the ascension “Harvest” this time around would be much less in number than many had believed. This isn’t anything new. It’s always been like this in past great cycles and again, there’s nothing wrong with this and no one on either side has “failed” in any way. It’s simply time to get the show on the road now is all. No more waiting, no more suffering fools, no more attacks from the unaware, no more living without a world under my ass! I want and deserve my NEW higher world now so let’s get this thing finally happening because no one else wants to get on-board for a higher ascending way at this point. And as is always the case, everyone will end up exactly where they each need to be. This one is impossible to screw up actually. Thanks for listening to my rant about this and my Lightworker Strike is now over.

Denise Le Fay

July 28, 2009

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