An Ascension Kundalini Process Story

September 24, 2017June 24, 2021Denise Le Fay 18 Comments

I received this email July 2017, and its generous author gave me permission to quote it here. This persons name is being withheld, but Thank You D****** for allowing me to share your Ascension related experience publicly. ❤ I know we both sincerely hope that your personal experiences, as horrific as they were, may help other readers who already have, currently are, or will be experiencing varying degrees of the unexpected evolutionary Ascension Process which typically includes sudden and completely unsolicited Kundalini activation in the unaware subject.

“I’m in the middle of recovering from a rather traumatic experience that, I’m fairly certain was/has been a particularly extreme and unpleasant awakening experience, if my readings on the topic and intuition have been any indication. I don’t really have anyone I can feel comfortable talking to about what I experienced and am having a hard time convincing myself I didn’t somehow manage to break my mind or end up slowly going insane in some other manner.

My experience has been so far-reaching and also supremely bizarre at its extreme limits that I don’t even know how to properly do it justice. Right up until about February 2017 or so I was basically what one would call an open-minded atheist or perhaps an agnostic, I was open to many possibilities, but at that point my experiences and primary beliefs were very firmly ensconced in a standard material paradigm. However, things began to fall apart several months after I began some experiments in dietary alteration coupled with fasting protocols of increasing zeal and intensity.

I started personal experiments in fasting in early December of last year. These experiments followed and also built on what was previously a nearly two years process in progressively more robust dietary alterations that had initially been the result of me attempting to find a way to cure type 2 diabetes that I had been diagnosed with. I actually managed to eradicate the diabetes before I even started fasting, but I couldn’t resist the impulse to test the limits of the human body’s innate healing capabilities that are opened up during a sustained fasting state.

The results were absolutely incredible and caused me to start to re-evaluate my stance on just how ‘stupid’ various religious and spiritual traditions where about how they understood the world and the way the human body functioned. I noticed that many traditions appeared to sync periods of fasting and bodily purification to specific seasonal cycles and that these periods were often consistent across traditions, cultures and geographies, so, in a fit of inspiration I decided to try to ‘observe’ lent as an experiment to see what would happen if I mixed a hyper minimalist fruit/vegetable diet with fasting over the Lenten period. This is when things started to get weird. They didn’t get full off the rails weird at that point, but the initial shape was definitely starting to take form.

Once again, I’ll try to cliff’s notes the progression of things and what/why I took certain actions, but, basically, over the Lenten period and the following months my body, the way it reacted to stimuli and my perceptions of things started to change. I started to have these very intense ‘experiences’, visions, tingling sensations in my body, weird intuitive feelings I’d never had before. At one point, during an experiment in fasting without food or water, I had a series of utterly overpowering experiences that resulted in, among other things, large amounts of parasitic worms being ejected from my body. I had wounds open up and then heal more rapidly than wounds normally heal, strange small objects would be ejected from my skin, I’d get random periods of feeling strange electric tingling sensation course over areas of my body and waves of cold would hit specific subsections of my body accompanied by the hair in that specific region only standing right on end.

All these experiences should have been overwhelming, but it seemed obvious to me that I’d somehow stumbled onto some sort of profound healing mechanism and some sort of important and profound array of spiritual experiences that I didn’t understand, but hat also meant I could no longer pretend that there weren’t actually strange and wonderful powers at work in the world.

Up until that point, the experiences where weird and bizarre, but I could handle them alright, however, the magnitude of the experiences started to get stronger and stronger and a series of events resulted in me ending up spending 20 days in a psych ward. I can’t begin to describe what I experienced in that place, but the problem is a fair bit of what I experienced during the three days leading up to my confinement and the 20 days in the ward itself make more sense within the context of what people like you and other ascension writers have described than any other explanation I’ve been able to come up with. There was a period of several days where I was struggling to comprehend time because it had seemed to become nonlinear and I no longer felt properly anchored in it. At certain periods, time around me seemed to slow down to an absolute crawl even while I appeared to be moving at normal speed. During this period, I could bruise or paper-cut myself quite easily by simply gently brushing into an object.

I was filled with a strange sensation that I was simultaneously being held by hostile forces and that some sort of incredibly benevolent entities were themselves present within the ward trying to assist me. Light and conductive surfaces in the ward appeared to exhibit unusual qualities, I kept being struck with the feeling that my physical body wasn’t quite ‘real’ and that instead I had another body that I couldn’t see that was the one that I really needed to be concerned about and that this body had qualities that I didn’t quite understand. For some reason, I developed a very strong aversion to plastic feeling that making skin contact with it somehow drained energy out of me in a way that was viscerally unpleasant.

Anyway, I’ve already gone on too long and probably taken up enough of your time, but I’m struggling to understand what exactly was going on, because I believe very firmly that some very real things that don’t fit into my old paradigm or any of the normal ones I’m familiar with were occurring, but I have no idea how to go about finding out what, exactly occurred and I can’t even begin to figure out how to find people I can safely talk to about this stuff.

I look at people like you talking about 3D and 5D consciousness, altered perceptions of time and ethereal entities that exist out of phase with the world most of us are used to and as recently as 3 months ago I would have laughed at how crazy it all sounded and now I’m left with the unsettling idea that either I’m crazy, or the world as I know it is a quite different place from the world as I knew it even two weeks before I was hospitalized. I have no idea how to adjust, adapt or properly account for this change in my understanding of reality the strain of trying to integrate it into my life feels like it’s burning me out. I’m afraid to go out into the world and interact with people or talk to my friends, because I no longer feel like I understand how the world works and I don’t know how to engage with them in a way that will seem natural or functional anymore. I used to absolutely adore science and exploring the world in that way and now, it’s like my entire framework for understanding has been toppled like a house of cards and I don’t know which way is up or how to reorient myself in a way that lets me actually live my life effectively.

I’m sorry for this long run on two-part letter, but I hoped maybe you might be able to offer some sort of guidance or insight into my situation. As difficult as it is for me to accept, the framework people talking about vibrational energies and ascension processes put forward makes a ton more sense as a way of explaining the weird stuff I’ve experienced and seen manifest around me than a more conventional understanding of reality would allow for and so I’m left with little choice but to reach out to someone like you, who seems to know what they’re talking about and has made blog entries in the past that eerily match up to my own experiences over the past 5 months or so. This piece in particular was distressingly on point with my own experiences regarding a series of dreams/visions I had around the published time period that were overwhelming and inexplicable to me at the time.”

https://highheartlife.wordpress.com/2017/04/11/the-profound-intensity-of-embodying-more-divine-mommy/

Thank you for your time,

D*******

My own sudden Ascension Kundalini Process activation began February 1999, and was equally as intense in its own ways as this woman’s, but mine was and continues to be slightly different because I’m a Forerunner/Wayshower/Embodier/ a First Everything-er of the NEW Light and NEW higher frequency evolutionary Codes. [For more information about my physical activation see my ABOUT page.]

Pain, fear, trauma, shock, confusion, self-doubt, negative beings, psychic attacks, higher expanded states of bliss and visions etc. are universal when experienced by humans; intense to the nearly incomprehensible extreme and entirely isolating in its outside the accepted reality box that old lower frequency human patriarchal consciousness, society, the Big Pharma medical machine and all other matching frequency realities and humans clings to as the one and only truth.

But such is the Dark Night of the Soul, and when a person is suddenly activated by the current evolutionary Ascension Process (AP) to evolve into much more than what they have been in all ways, it’s a harrowing and usually lengthy process that literally transforms every person that lives it. Physical, emotional, mental, energetic, cellular, spiritual, psychic and consciousness evolution from as low, extreme and negative a level of Duality and Duality consciousness and external reality and life on a prison planet that global humanity has existed in for thousands of years, up to what’s happening in 2017 and beyond, which is Humanities Global Dark Night of the Soul, is serious and difficult for everyone no matter which different energetic Stair-step (level and phase) each of us are currently at within this evolutionary process.

This is not a little bit of evolution, not a little bit of progress and change for people and the global human collective, but a massive unimaginable evolutionary leap from complete darkness and global negativity, duality, separation, dis-empowerment, corruption, distortions, lies about everything, weakness and sickness in all ways up to, humanity evolving from negativity, darkness and total separation in all ways up to Light and Unity in all ways individually and collectively. This great of an evolutionary leap as what humanity, Earth and beyond is currently experiencing requires equally large and dramatic individual and species-wide evolutionary changes, growth, repeated releasing of all old lower frequency patriarchal everything and constant evolutionary expanding into the NEW higher frequency Light and matching levels of consciousness, physical body, life and external reality.

And if that weren’t a big enough evolutionary leap, it’s happening in our current lifetimes, as in just one I mean! And it hurts physically, emotionally, mentally and in every other way one can think of. This is to be expected however when individuals—and now global humanity—experience living the Alchemical transformations personally. In late 2017, this living Alchemical Ascension Process is being experienced by global humanity, ready or not, believe in it or not. Earth too is shaking, quaking, erupting, flooding, burning and being torn apart repeatedly by hurricanes, tornadoes, storms and all types of elemental extremes. This is part of the Ascension Process as well because Earth/Gaia has ascended too and is still living this process. We’re all in this fully now and together.

I could talk on and on about the Ascension Process (AP) and the Embodiment Process (EP), which is what the Forerunners have been doing since the start of the AP decades ago. We Embody the NEW Light and Codes within in it first in our physical bodies then anchor them into the physical dimension and ascending Earth world for humanity coming along behind us.

However, what’s most important for the people new to the evolutionary Ascension Process and information about it, is that they realize what it is and that it’s happening globally and not just to them like some weird, isolated case of craziness and extreme. People need to know that they’re not alone in all this, which is why Ascension teachers like myself and certain others have written about, documented what we’ve been personally experiencing, learning, discovering and remembering about all of this online for over a decade. Just knowing that these painful and often terrifying physical, astral, etheric, paranormal, supernatural experiences are “normal” during compressed periods of evolution such as what’s happening now makes it easier to deal with. Just knowing too that the old lower frequency and consciousness patriarchal country/countries falling apart now in accelerated ways is due to the Ascension Process makes things a bit less stressful as well.

Evolving—mind you in one lifetime—from a carbon-based, ego-centered human with separated Duality consciousness and external reality and life to, a crystalline-based, HighHeart-centered human with Triality frequency, consciousness and growing external reality and life of Light that exist within a higher frequency and higher dimensional level of being, consciousness and external physical reality is nearly impossible to wrap ones brain around. It gets easier the deeper into the AP one travels however but at first what most people experience, feel, think, dream, see, hear, smell, encounter is so bizarre, so incredible, supernatural and absolutely nightmarish at times while utterly blissful at other times that the whole business is often way too much. Too much until you read about another person’s experiences with the AP and/or the EP processes then the entire “craziness” and severity suddenly takes on a very different meaning. It doesn’t immediately remove all the ultra-weirdness and pains and pressures compressed evolution causes, but it does help a great deal to know that one is NOT alone in all this and that in fact it’s normal for what’s happening to humanity and the planet and beyond now.

When you honestly think about the bottom of the barrel darkness and negativity that humanity has existed in for thousands of years and that suddenly all that begins Alchemically transmuting all their accumulated dank old “Lead” into vastly higher frequency “Gold”, then much of the over-the-top personal experiences of transmutation people go through takes on a different intensity and overall heartfelt respect from the reader of such things. Is it any wonder that most people evolving now suddenly find themselves repeatedly purging their guts, hearts, minds, bodies, bowels and psyches out for months and/or years? Not really. This is one HUGE evolutionary shift we’re talking about and living.

Is it any wonder that some people suddenly experiencing the AP would look, act, sound, talk and behave like they never have before? Not really. I remember the first decade of my AP and how obvious it was to strangers that “something was wrong with me” because I looked so strange, red-hot, toxic, angry, sick and borderline deranged at times, not to mention fighting for my physical life and soul at times as well. [Those who go first (Forerunners) encounter the swift and automatic countermeasures from Team Dark — negative nonphysical beings, aliens, entities and Portal People physical humans that are puppets of the nonphysical, nonhuman aliens and beings etc.— in a long attempt to stop us, derail us, drive us mad or kill us.]

At first all this is about clearing out all the accumulated density, negativity and separation etc. we’ve each collected on our lengthy travels through physical incarnations across time on Earth and elsewhere. As if that weren’t enough however, as the old lower everything is being removed from each of us in every way imaginable by evolutionary Light and much more, we also go through the equally painful and confusing process of Embodying the NEW higher frequency Light and NEW Light Codes. So first it’s out with the old lower stuff and very quickly after that, often simultaneously actually, it’s in with the NEW higher stuff so the whole AP becomes one big ongoing mashup of ugly negativity and density being purged while Divine NEW Light and other marvels and glorious freedom enters and you just feel all beat-up and exhausted for a good long while. Again, this is normal so fear not and just keep living The Process as willingly as you’re capable of. Surrender to it in other words because it hurts less to do so and these processes can unfold within you more quickly when you stop resisting or fighting or being in fear and self-doubt over all that you and your body and central nervous system are going through.

Thanks again to D****** for allowing me to share her email with the rest of you. Light is information so the more Light we all share with one another the more consciousness is lifted higher and expanded and everyone benefits from that. ❤

Denise Le Fay

September 24, 2017

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“Grounding” into the LIGHT

December 18, 2012September 11, 2022Denise Le Fay 18 Comments

In the past we typically did our “grounding” into the physical density that was 3D Earth. We visualized anchoring into 3D physical Mother Earth and/or deeper down into Elemental 2D and/or all the way down into Earth’s 1D core as the way we “grounded” or threw out our anchors into 3D physical duality density. However, due to the Ascension Process this maneuver doesn’t work so well anymore and many people have struggled trying to figure out how and what to ground or anchor into now. Instead of us being able to visualize ourselves “grounding” into earthy dense 3D, we’ve been increasingly discovering that the space beneath our feet has transmuted from 3D earthy density into growing 5D Light.

Since January 2012, I’ve clairvoyantly been witnessing the astonishing day-by-day unfolding event of 1D, 2D, and 3D (there’s more beyond 3D of course but what I’ve been seeing in 2012 has dealt mainly with dimensions 1 through 4) literally ascending up into a higher frequency range and location. I wrote about this in a couple of articles throughout 2012 and what I’d seen and felt was happening in and with the Elements and Elemental beings of 2D and other related things in 4D Astral. The real issue has been and is that it’s not just physical Earth with humanity living on the surface in the 3D frequency range that’s being affected and altered by the Ascension Process, but all dimensions and all beings everywhere.

In January and February 2012, I was suddenly seeing daily growing changes taking place in the dimensions below my physical feet in the Elements/Elementals of 2D frequency range, and in Earth’s 1D core frequency range also. Prior to this everything in 2D had appeared to my higher vision as completely blacked out, super dense and dark. But by January and February this dense blackness was being dramatically broken up by The Light and massive positive changes were unfolding very quickly, which of course was/is evident in all of the other dimensions too. What has been totally black, dense, congested, trapped, and carefully maintained in the second dimension was rather suddenly being blasted apart by The Light. The negativity created by Team Dark in 2D (and also in 4D Astral) was being transmuted, excavated, opened up to let the Light back in and numerous beings — elemental, human, demonic, and negative aliens — were being freed and/or relocated to different areas for the time-being. I haven’t witnessed every aspect of this massive reclaiming by the Light so I can’t speak about it all but only about what I have seen, felt and understood at the time.

What I’ve witnessed about this particular ascension-related event throughout 2012 was a total take-back, retrieval and freeing up of 1D, 2D, 3D, and 4D by The Light from Team Dark and all their horrific actions and multidimensional prisons and fueling feeding systems and structures etc. In the past I’ve referred to these types of major positive changes being done by The Light as the Cosmic Cavalry finally arriving in physicality because it was time to make these massive multidimensional changes. What I’ve been working on and also witnessing in very pronounced ways throughout 2012 has been the multidimensional version of what’s been increasingly happening to the human patriarchal elite “powers that were” across Earth; mass evictions, mass dethroning’s, arrests, outings to the public, removal from positions of power over others, and growing revealing’s of all the negativity, greed, lies, corruption and overall mind-controlled insanity and outright possessions in many cases. If things are happening on Earth with “the powers that were”, their global structures and systems etc. and humanity, then know that things have really been happening in the other dimensions too and they’re very similar.

In 2012 I often witnessed this particular happening from the Higher Awareness sidelines and watched massive transiting of different imprisoned beings being freed and relocated elsewhere. It has been a truly amazing thing to not only work on myself as a Forerunner Lightworker (Gridworker, Energy Transmuter etc.) as many of us have, but to also have the opportunity to witness the Cosmic Cavalry arriving from HOME and blasting through Team Dark’s multidimensional pirated cable TV structures — aka stolen and parasite-ized use of humans and elemental beings throughout dimensions 2, 3 and 4D. Again, there’s much more to this than only dimensions 2, 3 and 4, but those are the dimensions and beings I’m referring to in relation to the darkness being broken up by The Light in 2012 below our feet.

Since September 2012 there’s nothing but brilliant Light below our feet and all of Team Dark’s evil actions have been transmuted and removed within 2D, plus Earth’s 1D core has embodied much higher frequencies to be able to embody the new Evolutionary Cycle blueprints for the ascended Earth and ascended humanity. Now it’s just pure Source/God Light energies radiating everywhere below our physical feet, which is grand beyond belief, but it’s also why so many people are unable to “ground” into the old familiar 3D density. It’s simply not there anymore because we’ve been traversing those ascension Stair Steps very quickly throughout 2012.

Because of this major change and improvement, we’re having to get the hang of “grounding” into The Light from our High Heart Centers instead of through our feet down into the Earth below them. Now to anchor and “ground” you do it from and through your High Heart and you ground into Light directly. Your High Heart and the Light is the new “grounding” method. It is sitting in, functioning from your High Heart Center in the Light and BEING from this new level, dimension and awareness. You being the Light in your ascended/evolved High Heart is how we now “ground”.

The why of all this and so much more is because of what’s happening right now today, tomorrow, the next day, and so on through 12-21-12. The multiple dimensions and beings that exist within them and/or those that had been hijacked and held prisoner by Team Dark and used to feed/fuel off of could not remain in that frequency range and space because of the approaching Cosmic, Galactic Center, Sun and Earth conjunctions or alignments and direct sight line and downloads from Source/God that these alignments naturally produce at the Expiration Date of an entire grand Evolutionary Cycle. It’s all been prep work for what’s unfolding this week.

When in doubt or confusion just ground into the Light that radiates from your High Heart Center. Well done everyone and USE this week as best and as high as you’re currently capable of.

Denise

December 18, 2012

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2012 TO DO List

January 2, 2012December 31, 2012Denise Le Fay 79 Comments

2012 TO DO LIST

2012 is the last year of the twenty-five yearlong (1987 to 2012 Winter Solstice) galactic alignment (conjunction) of our Winter Solstice Sun to the galactic axis.
Be ready to let go of whatever limiting patriarchal belief systems, religious beliefs, personal identity beliefs, any residual lower emotions etc.
Be prepared to let go of any loved one, family member, mate, friend etc. if the gap between you and them has become so large that it’s holding you back in any way from your ongoing Ascension Process. 2012 will bring this up for you to deal with.
Be prepared to work on your Mental Body and any old lower frequency patriarchal beliefs and belief systems still housed in there. You’re evolving beyond them so be prepared to release them and repeatedly if needed.
Expect to do more fine-tuning integration energy work on your right/left brain and inner male/female energies.
Expect increased conscious connections and embodiment of the masculine “god” aspect of Source within you regardless of which sex body you have.
Expect increased conscious quantum out-of-linear time communications with your Higher Self and its vast knowledge. Get more familiar with higher awareness knowing as opposed to lower frequency linear ego-based thinking.
If needed, expect fast-paced back-to-back Mental and Emotional Body tests/Initiations throughout 2012 as a way to repeatedly check ourselves for any remaining issues/beliefs that need more transmuting and releasing.
Learn to deal with (and/or just dodge when necessary) the people feeling the building Light Energy pressures but aren’t coping well with them. Mental and emotional instability will escalate dramatically in many people so just be aware.
Be prepared for expanded levels of consciousness which means encountering greater multidimensional layers of reality plus both positive and negative beings, entities, aliens, dead humans etc. that exist within them. Our reality territory is getting much larger due to our expanding consciousness so be prepared to have occasional encounters with non-physical beings and of course discern everything.
Ignore the lies, distractions, negativity and BS in the media because it’s only their desperate attempts to remain in control of humanities consciousness. Their time has expired, override them and continue Consciously Creating and Co-Creating above them just as we’ve done all along. The potential exists in 2012 for things to get more chaotic and potentially violent as the negative patriarchal systems disintegrate so hold your higher focus and level of being no matter what else is happening around you.
Learn to discern energies. Learn to discern (feel, sense, know) who really embodies Light, and who claims to be the Light but is actually the Dark.
Many will be living through the beginning symptoms and stages of the Ascension Process (due to those different developmental and timeline Stair Steps I’ve talked about) and are and will continue looking for the higher consciousness spiritual teachers of the ascended Earth to help them understand what they’re experiencing and why. Just radiate your Light and High Heart and these students will find you if it’s time and a good match.
Many more people will choose to exit (die) their physical bodies and continue their Ascension Process in a non-physical realm instead of this one. There are no wrong choices so wish them well on their continued spiritual process.
Get yourself out of your old 3D left-brained ego and Solar Plexus seat and up into your 5D whole-brain High Heart seat! Release the old lower (and more familiar) frequency ways of being, perceiving, feeling and thinking.
Let the 2012 solar and galactic Light energies do what they’re here this last year to help all of us do. The solar and galactic energies coming to Earth and humanity throughout 2012 will be even higher than what we’ve dealt with since 1987, 1999, or 2011. These final 2012 energies will be more potent and will more quickly elevate far more human consciousness and hearts than has happened so far.

The mysterious year 2012 has loomed large in humanities minds and imaginations for many years and we’ve finally arrived at its much-anticipated doorstep. Because there’s been tremendous speculation and anticipation about what 2012 really is, what it means, what it will cause, what it won’t cause, what the 2012 Winter Solstice will trigger or won’t trigger etc., there’s some robust thought-forms out there created and fed by different people about 2012. Many of these human created thought-forms are based on distorted patriarchal religious beliefs about the end of the world and so on. It is the “end of the world”; the end of the world as humanity has known it and that’s a very positive thing…not so to the “Powers that Were” however. (I think David Wilcock created this great term…“The Power that Were”.) It’s the end of a lot of things because the old Evolutionary Cycle expired on October 28, 2011, and with the start of 2013, a new Evolutionary Cycle begins on multiple levels.

In some ways 2012 will be a year filled with more chaos, panic, confusion, violence, hate, fear and growing rebellion than 2011 was. Most people are frightened of change and 2012 (and beyond) is all about change and more change. To help with humanities fears about change, the negative human greed monsters have—and will continue to during 2012—reveal just how profoundly greedy, negative, selfish, corrupt and disrespectful they really are toward their fellow humans and Earth. This accelerated revealing of the Dark in its many forms and global systems to more of the masses is exactly what the masses need to become consciously aware of so they finally are ready for change. Waking up and seeing—for themselves—just how negative and corrupt the global patriarchy really is and always has been is exactly what they need to help them make a quick shift out of their old lower frequency consciousness cages. And the cosmic, galactic, solar and planetary (astrological) energies are doing everything to help them and all of us make these massive transitions during the last year of the twenty-five yearlong Ascension Process.

Over the years I’ve referred to what’s happening to the global patriarchy as The Downfall of Atlantis Part 2. Some of these Powers that Were have and will exit quietly in hopes that no one discovers the depth and breadth of their evil greedy deeds. Others of them will remain in the limelight and fight and become more negative and imbalanced as their power and control disintegrates under the growing pressures of the increasing Light. Their time is done but many of them will fight and lash out wildly to remain in control and power. In 2012 there’s going to be plenty of hair pulling, crying, tantrum throwing, probable increased violence against those who protest (all “Occupy” people), growing money problems, growing unemployment, and increased attempts to illegally prevent the Light from spreading by the patriarchal Powers that Were.

Let’s quickly follow that dire sounding paragraph with some positive things that 2012 will bring. One that I sense will happen very quickly and in ways that most “normal” people won’t even fully be aware of at the time is sudden psychic or ESP (Extra Sensory Perception) and HSP (Higher Sensory Perception) abilities. I’ve been sensing that throughout 2012 growing numbers of “normal” people (by normal I mean people who are not consciously aware of the Ascension Process, the new Age, HSP, other dimensions and Beings etc.) will suddenly be consciously aware of things they might not have even believed in prior, which is kinda funny when you think about. But this is how I sense more and more “normal” people will suddenly shift (incrementally, not in one huge single shift) out of the old familiar lower frequency consciousness; in sudden and rather dramatic bursts of expansion. Oh happy day huh?!

Another thing I sense that will become a growing issue for more people in 2012 is certain “channeled” material supposedly coming from positive ETs and/or the Light but who are actually Dark beings/entities and always have been. I expected to hear more people, and even some who channel, finally realizing this in 2011 and maybe it did and I just didn’t hear about it. I do sense however that more people will finally realize they’ve been lied to, distracted and duped by certain non-physical Dark beings/entities who’ve claimed to be the Light for many years. This realization will be hard for many people to admit to themselves and make the necessary adjustments in their beliefs etc. and yet they must learn to discern energies in both people and non-physical Beings. They need to realize that this is the time for each one of us to do the Inner Energy Work ourselves and stop waiting for ET saviors or anyone/anything else to rescue humanity and Earth. It is not going to happen. We are our saviors now and that is part of this evolutionary Initiation process into 5D unity consciousness.

I can physically feel that the Ascension symptoms I’ve lived with since 1999 have diminished greatly; some of them I hardly have anymore, and some symptoms have been replaced with newer ones like the major head/skull/brain and eye pressures and pains I’ve had intensely since 2009, more so in 2010 and primarily all on the left side, and very intensely on all sides, right/left and front/back for months during 2011. But, despite these painful head/skull/brain pains and pressures, many of the old Ascension symptoms have diminished so much that they’re a non-issue at this point. Added to that miracle is the fact that leaving my house to go shopping out there now is VASTLY improved due to the tremendous increase of Light Energies on and in Earth over the past few years. Said another way, there’s finally enough Light out there in the world that it’s much more physically and energetically comfortable when I have to go out now. Between the decreased Ascension symptoms—I’m talking about the really horrible difficult ones and having them over the past almost thirteen years—and the greatly increased Light on the planet, it’s getting increasingly comfortable to go back out into the world out there. This will increase rather dramatically I think throughout 2012 as we prepare to fully enter the New.

There’s an Expiration Date to this Ascension Process and we’ve got 2012 to deal with, transmute, resolve, release etc. whatever it is we each still need to, plus, adapt to the 2012 incredibly potent push of even higher frequency solar and galactic energies to prepare us energetically for the new higher level Evolutionary Cycle that begins with 2013. 2012 is the grand cosmic energetic push to complete this twenty-five yearlong Ascension Process so we’re vibrating fast and high enough to cope with becoming Beings of Light in 2013 and beyond. (I feel you thinking about this linearly so knock it off and just open and let more come in than that! 🙂 )

Denise

January 2, 2012

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Completing 2011: Preparing for 2012

December 10, 2011January 4, 2013Denise Le Fay 78 Comments

So far the week of December 4–10, 2011 has been a nearly constant daily/nightly onslaught of severe pain and pressure in my head, skull and eyes again. Just like six months ago from the Summer Solstice energies. This head/skull/brain/eye pain is accompanied by pain down my spine to the area between my shoulder blades or the High Heart (Thymus) chakra/area. As my throbbing head and I attempt to write this today, it’s the total Lunar eclipse at 18° Gemini 11′. No doubt this has much to do with this December buildup of painful, pushing energies. From today through the New Moon on December 24, 2011 is one energy event after another so I assume we’ll all be feeling these energies in varying degrees of intensity. Happy Holidays!

December 10, 2011 total Lunar eclipse/Full Moon 18° Gemini 11′
December 12, 2011 is 12-12-11, which I suspect is like a dress rehearsal for 12-12-12
December 18–21, 2011 is the Galactic Crossing—the Sun transiting across (aligning or conjunction with) the Galactic Plane or equator which means major energy downloads
December 21, 2011 is the Winter Solstice—the Sun enters 0° Capricorn at 9:30 P.M. Pacific Time
My 60th birthday sandwiched between the escalating Winter Solstice energy downloads and general holiday ~~insanity~~ cheer
December 24, 2011 the New Moon at 2° Capricorn 34′

2011 REVIEW

For many of us—it certainly was for me—2011 was difficult because it was a much more compressed and intense year of having to, if not master, then at the very least get vastly better with regards to our Emotional Bodies and our reactionary emotional reactions to whomever or whatever it is that WE still let get to us. It doesn’t matter in the least who or what those emotional triggers are; what matters is that you/me/each of us evolves beyond this lower level and gets ourselves free and clear. Why? Because Conscious Creators aren’t allowed to Create if they still have loose emotional cannons rolling around within themselves that other people or situations can ignite at any moment! Can’t you just see some sudden horrible emotional creation I/you/each of us created and manifested all because someone or something pushed one of our unresolved Emotional Body buttons? Not gonna happen, and this is a very good thing for everyone’s sake!

Before the full-on 5D Conscious Creating and Co-Creating business begins, I/you/each of us MUST first—as in Cosmic Safety Precaution Law—master our Emotional Body and its old familiar reactionary ways. There’s no shame or guilt in any of this, only evolution/ascension to a higher dimension, state of being, consciousness and reality. It seems that the “Goddess” and 11’s of 2011 were primarily about this transformational task and many of us have made great headway with this particular Ascension issue and will soon be able to check it off our Ascension list of things to transmute prior to the end of December 2012.

This plus the Dark Ones, in all their forms and positions in this dimension and others, have been GREATLY reduced during 2011. By greatly reduced I mean that many of these Dark Ones have—sorry but I can’t resist using this line—seen the Light and retired from their distorted perspectives and jobs being the “Bad Guys” during the past Evolutionary Cycle. During 2011 many of them just laid down their attitudes and bad-ass selves and willingly walked into the Light! Wow…what a trip that’s been!

Remember I mentioned recently that I’d been getting the symbolism of a big X lately? This big X has indicated there’s polarity integration happening at higher levels. Said really simply, this big X shape I’ve been perceiving indicated that in 2011 many of the Dark Ones had to integrate enough Light for them to continue evolving too, or not, and be reabsorbed by Source. And if 2011 was this phase for the Dark Ones, then, unless I’ve misunderstood what I’ve perceived, 2012 is the year for the Light Ones to do the same and integrate enough Dark within themselves at the levels and dimensions they exist on now. And we down here in 3D thought it was just us having all the high drama, intensity and excitement!

All of this is so everyone everywhere is free and clear and ready for the massive Cosmic Energy Imprinting of the New Evolutionary Cycle that will come through the alignment of Earth with the Milky Way galactic center one year from now.

2012 PREVIEW

It’s hard to believe, especially if you’re a Starseed who’s been transmuting and embodying your guts out every second for the past twelve years, that we’re not yet ready for the Cosmic imprinting tsunami that we’ll orbit into one year from now. How many times have we asked ourselves or our Ascension Assistants or Source on those extraordinarily difficult moments, “Is it soup yet?” And how many times over the years have we been told ever so gently, “Not yet…close but not quite yet.” Gads really? Well okay, what’s another mile at this point right?

Looking back it’s easy to see that we’ve already transmuted tons of Dark energetic stuff within ourselves, other timelines, negative actions done by other people in this and other timelines, the planet, and the 4D lower Astral plane. But to realize in December 2011 that there’s one last years worth of transmuting, embodying, releasing and mastering to do before we’re vibrating fast and high enough to step into the NEW Evolutionary Cycle energies arriving in one year is almost too much to deal with while one’s head feels like mine does now! But that’s exactly why my head feels like it does now. So, there it is in all its this-side-of-the-finish line dull glory. I know that you and I will be singing a very different song about this time next year however so hang in there with me my fellow exhausted and pain-ridden Starseed Reality Transmutors.

What I’ve perceived about 2012 so far is escalating world chaos; increased mental and emotional illness in many; general dysfunction; violence; solar energies repeatedly shutting down the Internet, cell phones and whatever else; increasing lack of jobs and money; corrupt systems falling apart under the Light; and certain gigantic egos with their beliefs fighting to the end to never relinquish power and control. Simultaneously to all this we’ll be putting the finishing touches on our personal Ascension Process throughout 2012. I sense that throughout 2012 many people will finally have to consciously face the fact that the Dark Ones (physical humans and non-physical non-humans) exist and the evil deeds they’ve done and how humanity went along with it all. This revealing of different world “heroes” and “leaders” as actually egocentric and sick monsters will be shocking to many, but 2012 is grow-up time because nothing and no one can hide from the Light any longer and the masses need to consciously know to what extent they’ve been lied to, used, manipulated and paid for it all.

To heal you’ve first got to know and acknowledge the negative, the Dark, the hidden, the projected, wounded etc. then go from there. Much of the masses will be profoundly shocked to discover how severe and complete the Dark has run this planet and humanity and for how long. Yet, at the same time, many of these people will quickly become ready to move through this phase and be able to accept the new High Heart ways of existing. We laid the Path for them to do this many years ago and in 2012 we’ll continue watching growing numbers of people willingly walk out of the old darkness and step on to this higher frequency Path.

For the rest of us Starseeds/Indigos/Lightworkers we’ve got 2012 to refine and complete anything we need to before December 2012. I sense we’ll have more work to do on our Mental Bodies and belief systems throughout 2012, just like we had to do with our Emotional Bodies and knee-jerk reactions during 2011. We and the masses both have plenty of old reality beliefs/belief systems to let go of in greater ways than we have so far. These beliefs can be as subtle as things like your age, your physical health, expectations, worth, how consciousness works, what 5D is like and so on. No matter how small or large our beliefs may be at this late date, if they restrict us in any way they’ll present themselves to be greatly expanded or fully released. Time is short so these final lessons and issues will surface fast and furiously throughout 2012 in an attempt to HELP us get free and clear. Just do it.

During 2012 we’ve got to consciously know more about Source, multidimensional reality, quantum existence outside of time so that we can embody it and more within ourselves. 2012 will be about consciously knowing much more and not becoming imbalanced or ungrounded because of our evolving base of operations and sense of “Self”. Said another way, 2012 is when we’ll embody more of our Higher Selves, “God” or Source in conscious ways. Remember we worked long and hard to cast-off these higher, larger aspects of ourselves to even get down into 3D physicality. Now on the return trip we’re required to pick these aspects of our Selves back up and put them on once again. This last year of the Ascension Process will appear highly polarized as the old lower fights to survive while we remain steadfast and focused on embodying and getting up-to-speed energetically for next December’s Cosmic energy tsunami.

Denise

December 10, 2011

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Money & Ascension

July 7, 2010September 8, 2013Denise Le Fay 35 Comments

Recently I’ve had some people email me asking about why the things they intend and envision are not manifesting physically. These are of course good people with good intentions who just want a job, a home and to have enough money to pay their monthly bills. And because they are good people who—from their hearts are intending and trying to manifest enough money to survive comfortably each month—when their intentions repeatedly do not manifest they think they’re doing something incorrectly, wrong, or worse they think they’re not worthy of being safe and comfortable. I too have been down this road of conscious creating self-doubt, questioning why things that I need and want are not manifesting physically for me.

I could go on and on about this but let’s just cut-to-the-chase as the saying goes. Many of us who are having aspects of our old 3D life and reality falling away under us aren’t doing anything “wrong” at all. The bottom-line now is that the old lower 3D world and its systems (money, taxes, jobs, employment, working for money just to be able to eat and have a place to sleep etc., petroleum, gasoline, oil, governments, law enforcement, legal systems etc.) are dying because they do not work. They are energetically closed-ended systems based on greed, profit only, and power over others. Regardless of the country, all systems created from heartlessness, greed and lower consciousness like these will eventually fail and come to an end because they are not open and self-sustaining; they feed off of the very people the system was designed to control and produce everything.

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Here’s a link to an old post that may help explain some of what is currently happening and why. These blue other-dimensional beings used a term that I’ll never forget because it moved me so—it was so correct and so ugly. These other-dimensional beings used the term “energetically devour” to describe the lower frequency, negative, greedy, power-hungry people and systems created by these types of people in the old lower 3D physical world. As the global systems fail one by one and die away (money, taxes, world leaders, governments, petroleum, oil, jobs, banks, credit, homes, etc.), the people who benefited from them will freak-out and do whatever they can to not lose everything they’ve had, owned, run, controlled, and/or created. But as these lower old 3D systems die away now, these people (around the world) who refuse to change and evolve will begin to “energetically devour” each other and themselves because their lower frequency world and reality is going extinct and their old lower source of energy-food is disappearing.

Keep in mind that we are currently in the phase where all of these lower greed-based world systems and the people who run them are “falling”, literally dying and going extinct. Now is the time for this to happen so that higher frequency systems, consciousness and ways of living and being can replace them around the world. A new higher 5D world reality where High Heart is what everything is based on instead of greed and power over others. An open energy system where everyone benefits, shares, and creates so all have—not earn—everything equally.

I know how hard it is to keep all of this in mind/heart/body when the rent or mortgage is due and you’ve been out of work for months; when jobs are non-existent and there is no money to be earned so you and yours can eat and have a clean, warm/cool safe place to sleep and live. When we all are in the middle of the old lower insane 3D world of corruption and greed literally falling apart and dying, and yet, the new higher 5D world has not yet manifested because it isn’t time yet for it. Soon now yes, but not quite yet. We are living on the transitional cusp of not only an astrological Age change, but also the cusp of absolutely everything changing because we are evolving/ascending and a new 5D Earth world with matching 5D global systems absolutely must be born for us to exist within.

When you and I try to intend and physically manifest some old lower 3D-based something (like money) from the falling, dying world reality for the simple reason that we’re not yet within the new higher 5D based world, we need to remember that in most cases it isn’t going to manifest because its time is ending now and we’ve evolved beyond it…even if the external world hasn’t as yet. Be it an old job, money, some way of bringing in money, a house, an apartment or whatever, if it is time for you or I to let it go so that we move forward/upward in our consciousness, expectations and conscious creativity, then we can kiss that old 3D system thing (whatever it is) goodbye for good! We can’t keep expecting old lower 3D jobs, money, taxes etc. to continue solving our problems when the entire lower consciousness 3D systems are all ending.

Just like the horrific, greedy, oil-spewing disaster in the Gulf of Mexico, humanity is being forced to see, acknowledge, and finally fully let go of the old lower 3D ways because they’re sick, dysfunctional, insane, greed-based and destructive towards all life. We’ve got to release all of those old lower frequency 3D things and ways no matter how habitual they’ve become to us. We’ve got to let go of our old lower familiar ways of doing things, money, earning money to pay bills, getting in debt to get a “higher education” and so on. Life on the cusp is mega difficult and we’ve all got to learn to be creative in new ways until things switch over into a fully 5D High Heart-based world reality. This will happen so much faster than most people believe, but until then, we’ve got to figure out how to pay those damned monthly bills for a while longer! So make whatever reductions and adjustments you need to survive with as little money each month as possible. Move in with relatives and everyone share in the expenses; have trusted friends move in with you or vice versa so you all share in the monthly bills. Come up with creative ways to require as little money as you can to survive each month until this whole “falling” of the old lower 3D world systems flips over into the New and the Higher. I sense that because humanity is so locked into MONEY that—like the oil/petroleum/gasoline addiction and mindset—it too will have to fall or die completely to force humanity into thinking outside of that tired old lower box of reality! Scary sounding for sure, but if MONEY fully crashes and burns, which I think it will, then humanity will be forced to evolve beyond it — and petroleum, and that’s a very good thing.

I’m going to confess something and in doing so I am NOT pointing a finger of blame at anyone. I bring this up now only to show a different intention and what I feel is a higher way for myself, my writing, and the people who read what I write. I have deliberately kept TRANSITIONS in blog format instead of a website for three primary reasons:

Because this WordPress blog is free.
Because WordPress is responsible for all the maintenance, repairs, upgrades etc. on their free blogs. I don’t know how to do this nor do I have the time, energy, or desire at this point to learn how to build or maintain a website so I continue to use my free WordPress blog as the way for me to share—for free—the knowledge I want to share with other people through my writings.
Because I have intended that my primary income come from another source and not my readers. Having said that, I do have a PayPal Donation button always available at the top of the sidebar area for any who are willing and able to gift me with Donations. ♥♥♥

I don’t want or expect my readers to financially pay for my monthly survival. I intend and expect us all to quickly evolve beyond that type of thinking and creating. I do have a PayPal Donation button available, but, I suspect most of my readers are pretty much in the same financial boat I am due to living the Ascension Process and can’t afford to pay for any extras no matter how much we’d like to be able to donate to our favorite spiritual Teachers.

My only reason for sharing that information was to show that, for now, we each can intend our monthly incomes to manifest in different ways and to think and expect outside of the old lower reality box. However, having said all that, my primary income could end tomorrow too but I have long intended that it continues until we don’t need any income whatsoever to live, eat, shower, have clean clothes and live in a safe clean house. I will not suffer any more than I have physically due to the ascension process, and have intended that as long as I need old lower 3D money each month to pay rent and bills, then by gawd you fellow struggling ascenders should not be the ones to pay for that.

Let’s all just bring money consciousness and money survival to an end and create a new higher matching 5D reality where everything is free, equal, and openly shared. This is not a fantasy or new age fluff but simply us evolving/ascending into a vastly better way for all.

Denise Le Fay

July 7, 2010

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