More Ascension Related Changes

Typically when I go quiet and don’t write as much at TRANSITIONS it’s because I’ve been extra busy physically and/or have been going through an extra intense energy phase. In this case it’s been both my being extra busy while going through an extra intense phase since the beginning of October. Gads, are we there yet? So this post may ramble a bit but I’m too exhausted to work on it for days plus it feels important I just get it posted asap.

As you know by recent past posts I was multidimensionally attacked by some negative Dark beings and experienced interference through Oct. and into the first half of Nov. 2010. As soon as this focus shifted away from certain Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers, it took aim once again at any and all who were already within a lower frequency range. I won’t name names because it’s not necessary—just watch the local and world news on TV for a week and that will let you know whose being pressured and manipulated into action by these negative Dark beings! Added to this—like humanity needs anything else—is how many everyday “normal” people are utterly loosing it under the massive positive, higher frequency energies constantly blasting the planet now. The casualties from that alone has/is increasing like crazy right along with the continued collapsing of negative planetary systems.

Remember how the negative Dark beings and humans and their systems used to be so cleverly disguised into the worlds different belief systems and systems in general? Gone are those days, which is great, but it sure is repulsive seeing and hearing the negative Dark BS being spewed left n’ right with very little attempt to even cloak it in anything but what it is. This is part of the Ascension Process and part of increasing numbers of people finally seeing/hearing for themselves that they’ve been used in the worst and darkest of ways for all of their lives. But it sure is an ugly and repulsive phase.

After the negative attacks and interference ended for me and mine around mid-November 2010, it was slow going trying to mop up after that mess and get back into the proverbial saddle yet one…more…time. And my cat, my beloved fur buddy and Ascension companion dude was showing signs of wear n’ tear due to the psychic attacks he came under too. He was twitching and jumping and licking and biting and spooked big-time, which pissed me off. He started displaying some OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) behaviors (or whatever it’s called in pets) which he’s never done before.

The truth of the matter is that, whether human or animal, once you’ve been attacked by that level of negative Dark beings, it simply takes some time and effort to get oneself going once again. My cat is doing better now but it’s taken some work by us both. I can’t even tell you how much I respect the animals alive on Earth now, especially the Lightworker/Starseeds/Wayshowers pets who are living and struggling through this Ascension Process right at our sides. They’re here to comfort and help us as we go through all this, but they too are living it and coming under negative attacks at certain points as well.

THIS YEAR’S 12-12 PORTAL & ENERGIES

Around that same time I began getting incoming inner-ear Morse Code-like clicking—aka—5D Pleiadian transmissions. I was pretty exhausted and very aware that some of the Ascension symptoms had and still are changing. In many ways these Ascension symptoms are better now than what I’ve lived with since 1999. On the other hand…there’s always that other damned hand isn’t there? On the other hand, some symptoms have changed and now are manifesting differently than they always have. So I knew the inner ear super fast clicking transmissions were broadcasting the latest Multi-D news and all I had to do was align myself to where the Morse Code-like clicking became knowledge and not just clairaudient clicking sounds in my inner ear.

What the clicking has revealed so far is that this year’s 12-12 portal energies are going to cause huge, no I mean HUGE improvements in and for the human males on the planet. It will also greatly improve these same male energies within those of us living in female bodies in this incarnation. It will also—and this part is profoundly important and meaningful to me personally because I’ve dealt with these distorted, negative, Dark energies that have used the male/masculine energies and humans for thousands of years on Earth—cause them to diminish greatly and eventually disappear altogether. Insert crying and weeping with joy here please!

Any Lightworker/Starseed/Wayshower worth their Multi-D salt knows what this really means and how much reality will be improved by just this one massive change. It makes me giddy, weepy, excited and weak in the knees all at the same time just thinking of it. Why? Because I’m so exhausted and repulsed and cannot endure any more of this multidimensional sick, evil, violent, warring, negative, Dark, distorted male/patriarchal insanity any longer. So just about the point where I’m ready to throw in the towel because I feel I don’t want to endure another month of anything Ascension related, I get this incredible inner ear Pleiadian transmission that this year’s 12-12 is gonna rock the Universe in the very best of ways. Talk about the cavalry arriving at the very last moment, yet this is usually how this business works. When some of us are at the absolute end of our rope, some big and important other-dimensional News Flash comes through to let us know that things are going to shift and improve soon and in ways they never have so far. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know, it’s that same old last-minute stunt once again and we Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers buy it every time don’t we? 😉  Oh well, we’re so close now… Here’s me picking up my freakin’ towel for the 36th time.

SOME ASCENSION SYMPTOM CHANGES

♦ Since 1999 when the Ascension Process began in our physical bodies, it’s been torture for me leaving my house to shop for necessities each month. Some months were slightly better than other months, while other months were sheer misery, but all-in-all it’s been pretty horrible and profoundly painful and difficult. And since 1999, when I’d return home after a journey into the ninth inner hell for groceries, at least within thirty minutes to an hour the massive physical pains, pressures, sickness, and exhaustion would reduce. Not go away, but be reduced.

One of the new Ascension symptoms I’ve noticed is that this old pattern has changed. For the past year now it’s been much, MUCH easier and less physically, mentally, and emotionally painful to leave my house to do the necessary monthly shopping. I can drive and shop and get back home with vastly less body pains and emotional torture than the past ten years. What’s changed with this is that now, after I arrive back home where the energies vibrate even higher than they now are outside, I get hit with the profound exhaustion and massive body pains that takes me the rest of the day and often into a second day to recover from. In other words, I don’t look so scary when I go out in public to do my shopping because I’m not as sick and in pain as I always was since 1999, now it waits until I return home and have the privacy to fall apart and hurt and become so exhausted I can’t speak sometimes. Believe it or not, this is an improvement for me as I’d prefer feeling like a wreck in the privacy of my home thankyouverymuch!

So what does this change indicate? To me it’s showing just how much more positive, higher frequency Light Energies there are everywhere on Earth now in comparison to only small pockets and patches of it over the past ten years. Today the Light is everywhere to a much greater degree than ever before and this is why it’s easier for me (and may of you reading this) to leave our higher vibrating homes and venture out into public to do the needed monthly shopping and other things. However, and here comes that other hand business once again; once we return home we’re hit with the change in energies and we realize how much farther we’ve got to go before the energy levels are identical to inside our homes and outside of them. We’re closer now than ever before but the gap is still large enough to cause massive physical body aches and pains and profound exhaustion. Another eye-opener isn’t it? Sigh…but we’re close so pick up your damned towel too okay? Thanks.

♦ Another Ascension related change I’ve been dealing with recently is my sleep/wake pattern and hours. This has nothing to do with the recent time change to Daylight Savings. This has to do with continued energy changes both in us and Earth and how they’re causing us to need to sleep less hours but more often throughout a 24-hour period. I’m finding that I’m sleeping about four hours a night, which is how it’s been for years now. But I’m now passing out almost every afternoon and taking cat-naps because I simply cannot remain awake and in-body all day like I could before. Honestly, I wondered if this was due to my age and if it was common for fifty-something people to just pass out each afternoon! But after living through these afternoon must leave cat-naps, I realize that something else is going on that’s not entirely age-related.

While I’m having these afternoon cat-naps I’m often both asleep and awake just enough to be aware of being in two dimensions simultaneously, which feel nice, and I’ve learned how to surf it and hang ten for as long as I can without falling one way or the other. While I’m in this state I can easily feel the intense inner-body electrical buzzing or vibrating which I rarely feel any more while awake. It is very pronounced and intense while I’m in this in between state, which just tells me it’s the body Rewiring and/or higher, faster, Light-body spin rate going all the time.

While having these afternoon cat-naps I’m also sensing that this is the new “normal”, or at least the current new “normal” for us. It has to do with the massive energy changes both in our bodies and brains, and also in and around the Earth. Gone are the old days of sleeping for 8–10 hours a day and being awake and in-body for 14–16 hours. Now it seems we’re needing to sleep less but more often throughout a 24-hour period. Soon 24-hours won’t even make sense to us because we’ll be within a very different awareness and matching sleep/wake pattern.

♦ Another new Ascension symptom I’ve been having is with old linear 3D “time” and consciousness. It’s getting increasingly difficult to locate myself within “time”.  I often don’t know what day or month it is or which season we’re in. I could care less really, just as long as I’ve paid all the monthly bills on “time”!   😉  Next, let’s have all the “monthly bills” mentality and system disappear too because they’re of the old lower 3D world and consciousness anyway. We’re workin’ on it.

♦ Yet another Ascension symptom is the latest increase in stellar-like Light radiating from our Sun. I’ve always been super sensitive and aware of the Sun and any changes in it. I know when there are solar flares, CME’s, or anything happening on/in the Sun just from particular physical body pains. Solar activity and changes creates very specific body aches and pains for me and has since 1999.

The Sun has been emanating higher dimensional stellar-like Light for about the past 9 years now. However, this higher silver-white Light has recently made yet another huge transition forward. Remember we’re inching our ways out of and into profoundly higher vibrating energies. For the past maybe 9 months or longer???, I’ve noticed the sunlight reflecting on physical objects like plant and tree leaves etc. now looks like ice instead of sunlight. It’s beautiful and so bright, so white, so intense that the areas on plants where the sunlight is doesn’t look like sunlight at all but silver-white ice. I remember this solar Photonic anomaly from the last time we (humanity and Earth) were in the Photon Band of higher dimensional Light Energies starting around 12,600 B.C. in a past life in Egypt. (This Lightworker/Starseed has been doing this Ascension Work since this Egyptian “past” life in 12,600 B.C. Half a Precessional Cycle or Great Year (around 13,000 years) to finally reach what’s happening to us, humanity,  Earth, and everything and everyone else now!)

There’s much more to say about the tremendous current changes in the Sun and its light but this will have to do for now. Aquarius/Leo, Uranus/Sun.

♦ Another Ascension symptom that’s evolved along with us and is manifesting now more than ever before is us learning how to think using different parts than we did in the old lower world and consciousness. Trial n’ error with this one is the surest way to get familiar with it and how it works and feels. Instead of thinking using my left-brained linear “rational” consciousness, I now keep discovering that I need to remain in my whole-brained, High Heart consciousness to figure out whatever. And the big glaring difference between the two is that the latter does NOT feel like “thinking” at all but more like feeling, sensing, reading, perceiving from a vastly higher location within one’s larger Self. The whole “doing” and “thinking” business just doesn’t get the job done for me any longer and I’m repeatedly being forced to remember that I have shiny new and better tools that do not require any “doing” or “thinking” like we did prior to the start of the biological Ascension Process. This and expanding our awareness of “time” are going to be fun things to get the hang of.

Bottom line is that this year’s December 12th, 12-12 portal is going to activate some mega improvements to the long-distorted male consciousness on this planet and no doubt other dimensions too. This one is so profoundly needed for us all and is directly connected to what we went through during the summer months and then the attacks during October and November.

This 12-12 has something to do with the large symbolic clear quartz crystal I’ve been seeing over everything during the month of Dec. 2010. As with these potent transitional points, this year’s 12-12 portal and its energies will affect the lower vibrating, lower consciousness people in more unpleasant ways so things will become more wild and unstable as they struggle (and/or lose it) under the energetic pressures they will cause. We too will have to make further adjustments within our selves and bodies because of it, but it won’t be nearly as difficult and traumatic for those who’ve been living the Ascension Process for years now anyway. Stages, levels, phases, energy stair steps, and Initiations into more and greater Unity and unified consciousness. And after this potent 12-12 transition will come the 2010 Winter Solstice with further transforming energies. Hang on and don’t forget to hang out in your High Heart.

Denise

December 3, 2010

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Another Attempt by the Dark to Stop Us

I’m really exhausted at the moment but feel this is important to write and share as quickly as possible finally.

In April 2010 I felt—for the first time in a couple of years—some of the “negative” lower beings/energies/consciousness creeping back in and taking aim at the people carrying Light once again. Needless to say I was surprised which was stupid on my part because I know better, and then I became mildly frustrated and a bit depressed over sensing and knowing that the old negative, dark team was digging in and taking aim at people like you and me yet again.

I’ve always known that the “Bad Guys”, the “Dark side of the Force”, the “dark tee-shirts”, the “negative”, the “evil”, Team Dark would put up a much more intense fight at different and more important stages throughout Phase One and now Phase Two of the ascension process. It is foolish to think otherwise and expect the negative global controllers—both the physical humans and non-physical other dimensional beings—would just lay-down and let the Light come in and take back the planet, humanity, and all resources on it! If you believed that 3D earth was your ancient property, would you tolerate the “light tee-shirt team” (aka the Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wanderers/Forerunners) coming in and overriding what you’ve claimed, controlled and run for a very long time? Would you sit quietly and just allow those nasty little Light-carrying do-good bastards back in so they could transmute and free-up the whole 3D planet? Would you let them do it, or would you fight them at every turn? Would you try to stop them, harm them, derail them, kill them?

Keep in mind that I’m talking about non-physical, other dimensional, negatively focused very ancient beings, along with living physical humans. I’m talking about multidimensional unseen “Bad Guys” AND the greedy, power-hungry, egoic human idiots of  the world. These human idiots typically come with the dark, negative, other dimensional invisible controllers attached to them and working them like mindless little puppets. This transformational ascension process  and its many energy battles is multidimensional and has far more players and layers involved from both teams than most people usually even think about. The current battles, fights, protests, politicking and craziness over humans crossing American borders illegally is also about multidimensional border crossings by reincarnated Lightworkers infiltrating the dark’s old 3D earth stomping grounds! Physical events in the local and world news we watch on TV are often multidimensional events that are also playing out at the same time at higher unseen dimensions with the negative beings and entities.

I’ve deliberately NOT talked much about this dark side of the Ascension Process only because I will not empower the negative beings with any extra emotional energy and mental focus. I won’t help them by adding fuel to their already long-burning fire by hyping them, pointing them out repeatedly, or causing people to fear or worry about them and what they do in other dimensions. We know they exist, we know they’re big bad stubborn non-human dudes, we know they want to stop us, to kill us, so what’s new about this? Nothin’ so just keep going like we always have.

In Phase One of the ongoing Ascension Process (1999-2009) I encountered the negative/dark in a slightly different way than what I’m encountering now in Phase Two as the Phase Two being I’ve become, thanks to Phase One. What we need to keep in mind—yet not dwell on or fear or focus on constantly—is that these negative beings AND the living humans they control and direct to do negative things on earth and to other humans…are still there. Not only are they still there, but each time we (the Lightworkers, Starseeds, Warriors of Light, and the people living the ascension process) reach another big and important level within the ascension process and transition over to yet another higher level, the negative/dark beings AND the humans they control/possess start back up again to stop or derail us and stop or derail the whole ascension process. They do this multidimensionally and they always have. It’s just that it’s so much easier to see and sense now than ever before. So when you see a cluster of extra insanity, murders, bombings, fighting, slandering, lies, greed, attacks and other negative craziness on the nightly news, know that the Light carrying people have reached another level where we’re about to create something great and new and these negative beings do NOT want it to manifest.

Another aspect of this that I’ve been going through (off and on) since April 2010, is a slow constant increase of negative/dark lower frequency humans and consciousness seeping back into my day-to-day life. See if you recognize any of these negative signs or can relate to any of this.

When I move up another energy stair-step, the neighborhood and even the town I live in becomes silent, peaceful and calm almost like a ghost town. All the lower negative energies, people, consciousness and physical actions disappear. But eventually the rest of the lower vibrating crowd catches up and adjusts a bit and the noise and negativity, the totally self-absorbed people and their loud, unthinking, stupid actions all come flooding back in again like the tide returning. This is just how it’s worked; we inch our way up the Ascension stair-steps dragging the planetary ball n’ chain behind us, and have to stop, rest and adapt every few steps.

Strangers you encounter that treat you like utter shit for no reason at all. People you do know that try to manipulate you into doing something that takes you away from your normal state and level of frequency.  Anyone that is back in your life, your space, your home that’s not a match to you or it and is derailing you once again. The real question is why and how long are you going to let yourself remain out there in the lower storm now? How fast can you get your butt back to Center again where the storm doesn’t exist? See what crossing the energy borders feels like now?

Every few weeks and months now we move up enough of these smaller energy stair steps that we reach a higher floor landing so to speak, and then the situation changes once again. Why? Because this transition is an even more important change than the many smaller stair step changes we just lived through. Once we energetically reach one of these many landings at higher floors, the negative/dark  multidimensional beings notice the changes and start-up once again trying to stop us from evolving/ascending their old lower planetary territory and feeding grounds. They become more aggressive towards us and what we’re doing and being energetically and lash out at us in a variety of ways to stop us, derail us, side-track us for as long as we let them, to harm us, scare the hell out of us or kill us. Again, nothin’ new here so do not panic please.

What I’m saying is that there are phases, stages and layers within the ongoing ascension process that are obviously much larger and far-reaching than other stages or layers of this process. These even more important energy changes in the ascension process are points where the negative/dark get serious again at trying to derail those Light-filled humans. They take aim at us again and fire repeatedly using a number of different weapons to try to derail us which is really drawing us off The Path momentarily…hopefully only momentarily! Some of the weapons these non-human, non-physical negative beings use are other lower consciousness and frequency humans. They send them into our lives in any number of ways for the purpose of derailing us; to draw, pull, manipulate us out of the higher frequency eye of the storm where we now exist, and back out into the lower frequency storm where we are more vulnerable, plus not doing the higher things we’re capable of doing and creating now. They use certain humans to slow us down and keep us side-tracked with lowly polarized craziness so we’re not living and creating within that higher third point beyond polarity.

It’s easy to recognize when we have weird unpleasant dreams, psychic attacks, sense lower frequency energies moving around. But it’s not as easy to immediately recognize when we’ve been manipulated off of our higher Path and level by some jerk human with a rude attitude, or is just very polarized and has us right where we do not want to be any more—back down in the polarized stupidity again! This has been what I’ve been learning (for the hundredth freakin’ time) for the past couple of months. The month of May will go down in cosmic history as the “Ha ha, got ya sucker” month!  A couple of days ago I had another of my glorious personal insights about all this and how this particular game works with the negative beings now and why. As usual, as soon as I’ve gotten the things I’ve been living consciously figured out on my own I then immediately have at least one other person confirm everything I’ve been living through and understanding myself. I’m including a link to this confirmation article that discuss these latest ascension energy changes—both the wonderful and the not so wonderful—because they happen simultaneously which I know sounds really strange and hard to grasp but there ya go!

♦ Lisa Renee’s “Energetic Synthesis – Choice & Commitment”

http://www.energeticsynthesis.com/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=1310:choice-and-commitment&catid=:catnewsletterlyv

The moral of this brief Phase Two story is that we’ve got to remain aware that these negative beings and lower human jerks are not going to die without a big strong fight which was to be expected really. So, we’ve got to stay smart and focused on what we are good at and know when to not allow ourselves to be suckered out of our higher Center of calm 5D frequency in eye of the storm. This spiritual lesson has been one that I’ve had hammered into me all of this life and I still get played by these negatives occasionally. The trick is to learn how it all feels, what worked and what didn’t, and retain the wisdom you learned from the whole thing so you can share it with others to hopefully help them with it too. Okay, I need a nap cause it’s been a very busy and intense eight days and there’s plenty more to come.

Denise Le Fay

June 8, 2010  https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/

Another Phase Where The Dark Is Running Loose Again

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For the past week now I’ve been psychically seeing a lot of little Dark shapes, balls, things, and critters zipping and zooming around inside and outside my house. In years past they weren’t little  but very big, potent, and horrible. I’ve been through this repeatedly over the past many years and thankfully this phenomena is vastly less powerful, potent and bad-ass than it used to be. All that hard Light work over the past decade or more has already transmuted so very much of this lower vibrating crap.

However, we still experience these now less intense and increasingly shorter periods or phases within the ongoing ascension process where Darkness, in whomever people and/or in whatever nonphysical form, gets all pissed-off, frantic, and flies around searching for other people to attack and/or other places and people to land on/in again. Let’s face it, the Dark doesn’t like getting energetically cut-out of the Big Picture.

When we have another big energetic ascension related move forward, whatever Darkness that’s still within us or around us, or still in other lower vibrating people and places etc., comes out again flying around trying to attack and lash-out at anyone vibrating brighter carrying Light. It’s just what happens now with the dying Darkness everywhere. I hate that any of us still, after all we’ve already been through, have to even go through these short-lived phases where the Dark thrashes about and lashes out at us. But, it is what it is and this is just another one of the phases within the cycles of the ongoing ascension process. Eventually we’ll all be so crystal clear inside and out that there won’t be ANY lower, slower, Darkness anywhere within us or our world and reality. Stair steps remember?

I’m writing this post for any of you out there who’ve recently  been having crazy and wild, less-than-wonderful dreams bordering on nightmares. Also for any of you who’ve had or seen some Darkness visit you (usually) in the middle of the night recently. You know, it’s that Darkness that’s darker than the natural middle of the night darkness, and it’s seriously pissed-off and wants to take it all out on you. Yeah…I mean that Darkness! Just know that it will end again soon and then we’ll have the wonderful opposite; lots n’ lots of higher energies everywhere. This is like high tide and low tide but with many other phases in between them both. And know this…eventually you’ll be vibrating so much higher/faster than the Darkness still out there, that it has a much more difficult time even being able to reach you…let alone attack you. Hang in there as this phase is almost finished. It will come again and again however as we cycle through the ascension phases and adjustments, but it’s getting so much easier and shorter than ever before.

Denise

April 19, 2009

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Negative Beings, Psychic Attacks & Nightmares

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Because I was born a sensitive, psychic, clairvoyant, Ascension ‘Volunteer’ and Forerunner, Starseed, Lightworker, Lightwarrior I’ve always been prone to and aware of what we call negative or Dark or evil beings and energies, what I call Team Dark. To me it’s all lower vibrating consciousness and energies. Do not misunderstand me however because many of those lower vibrating energies and consciousness want to KILL YOU, want to HARM YOU, want to and do feed off you energetically and endlessly want to cause you as much MISERY, PAIN, CHAOS and FEAR as It/They possibly can, especially if you’re carrying Light. So even though it or they can be highly dangerous and even deadly during certain stages of Forerunners/Wanderers/Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers/Indigos lives within lower 3D, they are still just seriously bad-ass lower vibrating energies and consciousness. It is what it is, no more no less but don’t be stupid, naive or gullible.

In the third dimension (3D), Duality was the name of the game with the negative Team Dark (TD) aliens and other beings and entities being the controllers of humanity and human consciousness and physical reality for a very long time. That’s not the case any longer I am very proud to say, but of course that caused a big, angry, panicky uproar in the remaining unseen and seen TD nonhuman beings and TD physical human puppets.

How many of you have read any of Barbara Marciniak’s channeled Pleiadian books? If you have you’re familiar with their really great term System Busters’. I’ve always loved that term because it says it all; Forerunners/Lightworkers/Starseeds/Pathpavers are those who come into energetically closed off dimensions, planets and entire systems for the reason of energetically busting down that old lower energy and consciousness to either energetically bring in and anchor a new astrological Age, and/or to help with the evolution of the planet and human species through the Ascension Process and dimensional shift such as what’s happening now. We’ve been doing all that and much more over the past decade or so. Why? Because those who volunteered to do this are the ones to clean up, literally transmute the energetic mess and imbalances (Duality) created on Earth by both humans and non-humans before the new and higher can replace it. Our time using the old 3D school with its matching systems is ending, which means the horrible distortions, negative residual emotional energies in 3D and 4D astral and general carnage had to be transmuted by those Forerunners that could, can do that level of energetic Work.

alarm Warning: This next material is rather X-Rated and very Dark so be prepared please.

Some Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkers (aka Team Light) incarnate into and work in total negative Darkness in the beginning of the System Busting Ascension Process. Sensitives and people carrying more Light Energies naturally glow in the negative Dark and obviously are immediately and easily perceived by negative beings, aliens and entities (TD) more so than people not carrying, not embodying higher frequency Light Energies in themselves and their physical bodies.

I’ve gone through severe and profoundly difficult periods of Lightwork since 1999, where I had to directly feel, experience and live through actual events that physically happened to other people. It was necessary for me—as it was for many other Lightworkers/Transmuters around the planet—to personally, directly live through and feel certain horrific negative events and emotions etc. that have happened to other humans. Why? Because those negative, dark events and actions leave energetic scars and residual imprints (abundant psychic, etheric trash if you will) that doesn’t simply disappear when the event/action is physically finished. Some Lightworkers/Transmuters feel/felt both what the victims felt and what the perpetrators felt during those negative events and actions. Some Lightworkers/Transmuters dealt with Dark events and actions done in this current time period, other Lightworkers/Transmuters dealt more with negative events and actions created hundreds and thousands of years ago on 3D physical Earth. And some of us have worked extensively in the 4D Astral as well transmuting and clearing out much of the abundant negativity created throughout this past Evolutionary Cycle on Earth.

The majority of the time this transformational Ascension related Lightwork was done in the dream state for the simple reason that so much could be dealt with and transmuted in a relatively short period with the least amount of trauma to the Forerunner/Lightworker/Energy Transmuter. They’ve had to personally experience these negative actions and leftover energies through their bodies to experience it, feel it, see it etc. and then transmute and discharge or neutralize it. Through this intimate direct experience of witnessing, feeling physically, emotionally, and psychologically living certain past tortures, rapes, murders, sexual tortures and perversions of both adult females and males, children of both sexes and animals, also animal tortures and murders, the lower negative Dark stuck energies and consciousness created by those humans AND Team Dark beings and the acts and events, the Forerunner/Starseed/Lightworker was able to transmute those energies. In other words, they did the work of busting that energetic system and past residual negative energies, transmute them and take back the planet energetically while pointing out the energetic “Exit Door” to any living and dead who were ready for a higher way of Light. However, there are still many pockets of lower negative energies running loose everywhere and we encounter them repeatedly through the layers, cycles and numerous energy adjustments of the ongoing Ascension Process.

The other important reason why some Ascension Process Forerunners have this unpleasant job related task is because a direct record of these negative actions done by negative nonhuman aliens, beings and entities on other humans, and done by negative humans on other humans across time in the completing past Evolutionary Cycle. Forerunners personally and directly experience and relive what the victims and victimizers both experienced, felt, saw, heard, tasted etc. because it then becomes recorded through each Forerunner who personally and directly experienced all of them in this way and will be used as multidimensional evidence on every Team Dark being and human that perpetrated the events and actions in the physical and astral dimensions. No one and nothing gets away with anything anywhere, and at the end of each lengthy Evolutionary Cycle such as what we’re living through now in these current lifetimes, some Forerunners/Lightworkers/Pathpavers are needed to personally and directly collect evidence of the negative events, actions and deeds done upon others because it will be used later in higher dimensions.

I had two intentional human generated psychic attacks in 2008 from living people. I also had 3 or 4 experiences of what I call free-floating negative energies come wafting through my home during 2008 also and I wrote articles about some of them, including all the negative energies released and transmuted via the California Fire Storms of 2007 and 2008. I know many non-psychic, non-Lightworker people have and still do occasionally encounter these pockets of free-floating, on the move dislodged negative energies and Team Dark. They are free-floating negative energies and consciousness on-the-run due to all the previous transformational energy System Busting work done over the past 10-11 years or more. Their solid hold on the old lower 3D world has been shaken to the core, broken up, and busted apart. So much of it has been transmuted already but there are still and will continue to be for a while, moving, searching pockets of this horrible negative energy and beings frantically looking for anyone to sink its claws back into again. Because of this ongoing transition, I and some of you still do have these encounters with loose, roaming negative crap that’s looking for someone to destroy or harm in any way it/they can at this point.

I and my Mom both had another of these experiences a few nights ago and it returned the next night even stronger and more focused, but that then was the end of it for us. It’s always interesting and validating for us when things like this happen while we’re asleep at night and don’t know anything is happening with the other person. The next morning when one of us tells the other that we were attacked in a dream (which took the form of a strange and abnormal for us nightmare), and the other one shares that they had a very similar nightmare attack dream the same night, then I’m certain it was focused and intentional negative energy pounding on both of us.

The first night the psychic attack was minimal and weak, so much so I wasn’t sure it even was a psychic attack. But the second night was highly focused and hell-bent on kicking the life out of us both. Because it was the middle of the night and we were asleep, this psychic attack took the form of a nightmare for both of us. A huge clue for me with these type issues is that there’s a patriarchal theme to the nightmare; males killing and/or harming other males and females for whatever sick distorted reasons. In other words, there is a very specific theme and feel to these energies, these psychic attacks and these nightmares caused by old lower energies created in and by long-standing patriarchal distortions. I’ll spare everyone the ugly details and just say my nightmare had to do with another culture and race and how certain gangs within it hunt and kill other people within that physical area. It is territorial, but aren’t they all no matter the race or culture? There was running and hiding and people being caught and killed on the spot by this other gang or group of people. It was modern-day and an actual physical event that happened and is still physically happening today in certain locations in North, Central and South America. I woke myself up right before I witnessed another young brown-skinned man in front of me be murdered by another brown-skinned man or woman.

The second I opened my eyes from this nightmare in the darkness of my bedroom, I clearly saw the tell-tale negative energies right there three inches above my face and head, trying its damnedest to etherically pound my head in! I’ve seen this same negative energy phenomenon repeatedly over the years. This type of negative energy is always much physically darker than the surrounding natural darkness of  night, and it usually is moving frantically and violently around your head, face and upper body because it is trying to pound you into oblivion. This is part of the ongoing process and I can tell you from a lifetime of personal experiences, that it does get to a point where you’re vibrating far enough beyond its frequency and abilities that you finally are vibrationally untouchable. A very, very, long time coming to be sure but it does happen eventually.

The great difference between this recent psychic attack of a few nights ago and the last one of 5 months ago is monumental however. This recent attack could not and did not actually make contact with me enough to affect me physically. Yes it did make contact etherically because it’s so much easier to do that, especially if we’re asleep and OOB (out-of-body), but again, not enough to affect me physically which has always been the case my whole life. I am not sick physically from this recent psychic attack from another pocket of free-floating, dis-connected, lower negative energy, and this is a first for me. Blessed, hard-fought progression both internally and externally. Stay strong, stay aware, and keep moving forward vibrationally everyone. Know that these random encounters with the dying dark Negativity are vastly less powerful than before so fear not and keep moving forward because it is so much easier now than ever before.

Denise

January 28, 2009

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