On the Cusp of 2011 / 2012

In the beginning of the physical biological Ascension years (1998–1999 on) I felt solar flares, CME’s, solar storms, solar winds, or any solar activities in my body in these ways:

  • severe chills like when you have a fever
  • “ascension flu” caused by higher frequency Light energies coming into contact with dense lower frequencies in our bodies
  • body and bone aches
  • sudden severe stabbing ice pick-like pains in bones and joints
  • extreme inner cold all over or in specific spots on my body, usually around a chakra on the front of my body
  • weakness, fatigue, exhaustion but inability to sleep or rest and recuperate
  • mind races non-stop despite physical and emotional exhaustion
  • vision changes, seeing new colors, seeing energies and vortexes etc., dry eyes, eye fatigue and blurriness
  • hearing non-physical sounds, inner ear humming, ringing, buzzing
  • pressures and pains in the head, tenderness or bruised feeling skull and scalp
  • evolutionary changes in the Pineal and Pituitary glands and their corresponding Crown and Brow chakras

During 2011 I’ve felt these higher frequency solar energies in my body in these ways:

  • sudden intense inner cold that can last for a few minutes or hours
  • sudden chills across my skin and/or scalp
  • occasional mild body and/or bone and joint aches
  • much stronger pressures and pain (that moves around) inside my head, brain, skull, sinuses and eyes expanding out in all directions
  • much stronger changes in the Pituitary and Pineal glands and corresponding Crown and Brow chakras
  • feeling pristine stellar-like energies becoming the new 5D solar/stellar energies of the new ascended Earth
  • increasing heart-centered 5D Unity or High Heart Consciousness
  • awareness that old linear time space borders are disappearing and border-less, timeless, quantum consciousness is growing
  • increasing knowing of oneself as a real aspect of Source/All That Is and starting to function and create from this growing sense of self/Self

Because the Starseeds/Lightworkers have been physically transmuting lower frequency energies to be able to embody and anchor higher frequency energies since 1998–1999, the solar energies don’t affect us or our bodies in the same ways they did ten, eleven or twelve years ago. Thank goodness because it was brutal and profoundly painful and difficult back then. We’ve got to remember that 2012 is the final year of this difficult twenty-five yearlong Ascension Process and everything is happening astonishingly fast now and 2012 will unfold even faster which I think we’ll be grateful for. I’d rather feel like compressed and electrified crap for a final short blast compared to the endless slow motion 24/7/365 minute-by-minute torture that life and reality has been for me since the start of 1999!

I read recently that 2012 and 2013 are the peak years of a solar maximum cycle. Because we’ve completed the past Evolutionary Cycle (as represented by the Mayan calendar) and are now in a compressed completion period—October 28, 2011 through the end of 2012—I sense the 2012 solar energy transmissions may affect everyone (plus many man-made objects, like those orbiting Earth) in a more accelerate and intense way than they have previously. The more higher frequency Light energies that arrive the more the masses (and everything else) will be affected, and as we’ve already seen in many cases, not always in the best of ways. Some people who’ve not done any inner transformational work cannot tolerate such high frequency cosmic and galactic Light energies (many transmitted to us and Earth through our Sun) coming into contact with their physical bodies, energy bodies, and minds. These higher frequency cosmic/solar energies shine an intense spotlight on their (everyone’s) inner emotional energies and issues, polarized consciousness, and distorted Emotional and Mental Bodies.

Some people will choose to leave their physical bodies during this last year (2012) of the twenty-five yearlong Ascension Process (1987–2012), while others will have accelerated symptoms from these accelerated ascension related energies and internal and external changes. In many ways I sense 2012 will be for our Mental Bodies what 2011 was for our Emotional Bodies! A lot of inner Mental Body house cleaning of old patriarchal beliefs and belief systems (and you know what all that covers!) will transpire during 2012. However, at this point we’re already well aware of how easy it is to let go of whatever it is in us that needs to go, so keep that in mind and heart if/when you need to release more old world 3D polarized patriarchal beliefs no matter what they are.

I’m going to end this with a short quote from Barbara Hand Clow’s book Awakening The Planetary Mind (2011 second edition of what had originally been titled Catastrophobia), plus a couple random quotes from Barbara Marciniak’s channeled Pleiadians Fall Equinox 2011 issue of The Pleiadian TIMES.  http://www.pleiadians.com/ptimes.html  Marciniak’s P’s have always used the term “the nanosecond” to describe the Ascension Process years from 1987 through the end of 2012, so the term “nano” and/or “nanosecond” is referring to those intense, important years.

Sitting at the completion of 2011 and the beginning of 2012 is a powerful and important point within the overall twenty-five yearlong Ascension Process with its twenty-five winter solstice conjunctions within the “nanosecond” or “Galactic Winter Solstice”. Only one short remaining year left within this Ascension Process and grand transition then Earth and her inhabitants will fully enter a new Evolutionary Cycle and level of ongoing spiritual creativity and learning. Exhausted yes, but how exciting to have played a part in such an amazing and important transition.

Denise

December 26, 2011

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From Barbara Hand Clow:

“Our solar system is moving out of the Orion Arm into a dark region of the Milky Way galaxy; Earth is precessing out of the Age of Pisces into the Age of Aquarius as Earth’s North Celestial Pole moves to the star Polaris; and the intersection of the plane of our solar system and the plane of our galaxy is in conjunction with the winter solstice sun. During the 26,000-year-long precessional cycle, called the Great Year by the Greeks, this intersection line—the galactic axis—is closely aspected by the winter solstice sun for twenty-five years, from 1987 to 2012. This galactic alignment—the Galactic Winter Solstice—occurs when we enter the Age of Aquarius and the prophetic Mayan Calendar ends. This heralds the transfiguration of our species.

“This Galactic Winter Solstice can be thought of as a stellar mystery play: The curtain rose on Harmonic Convergence on August 16/17, 1987, an Earth celebration when millions of people meditated at sacred sites all over the world. The final act is during 2011/2012, the mysterious end date of the Mayan Calendar. Approaching 2012, it’s as if there is a strange time-attractor in the sky. We feel this pull instinctively, as if we are caterpillars undergoing metamorphosis and becoming butterflies; we are time-coded by evolution to change into new forms…”

And this from Barbara Marciniak and her channeled P’s:

“As the end of the nanosecond draws near, this final stage can best be described as a great reckoning, a period filled with dense concentrations of super-rapid accelerated energy that expand and magnify your energy fields; a time of sorting and rearranging of values, with higher order and purpose; and of settling the accounts regarding the collective and individual use and misuse of energy…”

“The time of transition demands the necessity of a new awareness…”

“You are on the approach to a solar maximum cycle that will peak in 2012 and 2013. On both the approach and decline of this cycle, very intense energies can trigger volatility; people tend to be more stirred up and aggressive at these times, for whatever is brewing inside is magnified and released as they play out their karmic stories. Those clearly focused on new awareness will readily experience a heightening of the psychic senses. The Sun is the initiating force at the end of the nano, playing a pivotal role in the alteration of your perceptions…”

“The Sun and the solar max cycle will transmit specific energy frequencies to initiate humanity into higher states of consciousness…”

“Being that the nanosecond is all about the growth of consciousness, the final homestretch may at times be the most difficult part. If the nano were a marathon, this is almost the final mile, where both physical exhaustion and waves of super-exhilaration vie for attention…”

 

Higher Solar Energies Affecting More People

Oct. 16, 2010 solar magnetic filament

Over the past couple of years grocery shopping (to be totally honest about this, simply leaving my house) has taken on the same dread and resistance as having to go to the dentist for a Root Canal… and pay for it! Seriously, the normal choirs of living in physicality have become dreaded journeys out of my higher frequency safe zone house, into the lower frequency realms of physical hell just to forage for food and supplies. Since the Ascension Process began many years ago, leaving my house and property to shop meant I’d be dropping back down into lower frequency energies, people and consciousness—and as we’ve all discovered—it’s extremely physically and psychologically painful doing this.

I used to return home with my hard-gained groceries and other physical booty and have to physically and emotionally recover from having spent time out there in that lower frequency environment. Sometimes it took hours to recover and regain my strength and transmute the lower junk I’d encountered while out there, other times it takes days to recover. In 2011 there doesn’t seem to be any recovery anymore, just more exhaustion and physical pain that lessens over time but never goes away completely. What a price to pay just to buy food, toilet paper, shampoo, cat food, clothes etc. Crazy.

This morning, November 28, 2011, I had to go to two stores to grocery shop and it was as usual physically and psychologically painful, but there was something different that happened and that’s why I’m writing this. What I saw today while shopping was an eye-opener for me and gave me a sense of what 2012 is probably going to be like for many, many, people.

While in these two stores grocery shopping this morning my Mom and I kept running into other shoppers in the isles which is normal, BUT, every one of these people was totally unaware, confused, dazed, incapable of responding with any sort of normal reaction to their being in the way of other shoppers and so on. The first few times this happened I ignored it and pushed on past them all. But isle after isle we kept encountering this same mentally dazed, brain-dead, zombie-like state in 99% of all the shoppers. I saw only one young adult man with his little son who was functioning like a “normal” human. He was very aware of where he was, what he was doing there, the other shoppers all around him, of me and me of him, what he was doing and so on. I think this may be why he and I noticed each other repeatedly throughout the store; we both were glad to encounter another human who wasn’t acting like a lost zombie in some cheesy movie!

These shoppers were not all seniors either but a good mix of society both in age and sex so this can’t all be blamed on the old people having a senior moment!  Isle after isle we kept running into small groups of shoppers behaving like zombies who’d gotten themselves—and everyone else who came upon them—stuck in a zombie cluster-f*** traffic jam pile-up where none of them could even figure out how to solve the problem and escape the congestion. It really was unbelievable.

These people where spaced-out, zoned-out, dazed and staring glassy-eyed at merchandise on the shelves, at their mate, smiling helplessly and frozen at other shoppers needing them to move, or just staring blankly into empty air. I’m not exaggerating, it was incredible, and once we finally made it to the grocery checkout both the young cashier and grocery bagger were spaced-out and got lost mentally in mid-sentence while dealing with us. My Mom and I watched them both get lost at different points with what they were doing and eventually come back up-to-speed mentally. Very weird to witness this to this degree in so many “normal” people out in public.

Driving home I reviewed what I’d witnessed in two different shopping stores with different groups of shoppers. Then I remembered how ungrounded and out-of-it I felt last week when I had to go out to buy something. I felt I was an ungrounded ridiculous mess at the time and was embarrassingly aware of my condition. It was also abnormally difficult for me to drive that day because I now feel other drivers mental intentions and line of focus and they usually come into direct energetic contact with my car, me, and where I’m driving which is very stressful while trying to not be effected by these mental and emotional lines of intent other drivers exude.

I was having trouble walking in straight lines and interacting with salespeople on this particular day last week. It was so severe that I was embarrassed over how abnormally ungrounded I was while out in public. It’s one thing to walk into door jambs in the privacy of my home when I’m adjusting and adapting to the latest Wave of higher Light Energies, but it’s another thing being in public while in these now constant embodying Ascension states.

It’s one thing having Ascension related words and nouns-be-gone brain fog which shuts off ones ability to remember the simplest of words for the simplest of things when trying to talk—make that pantomime—to a family member who, thankfully is also living the same Ascension related symptoms so completely understands your inability to articulate much of anything beyond grunts, frustrated hand signals and abundant cursing. But, trying to look and sound “normal” while out in public when one is deep in their 47,000th Ascension symptom is another thing entirely. I don’t want strangers observing me or having to interact with me while I’m dealing and struggling with what I’m transmuting and embodying in 2011. I’ve had to deal with this since February 1999 and I don’t want to be observed (and totally misunderstood) while doing my Living Alchemical Ascension Work during those brief moments when I have to be out there shopping. That’s what I want but of course not what always happens.

Ten, twelve years ago I couldn’t wait for the time when the rest of humanity would begin showing positive signs that they were living the Ascension Process. That time has arrived. It’s one thing being a Starseed whose mission is living and “Path Paving” these higher energies first, but it’s something else seeing for myself other “normal” people showing blatant signs that they’re being deeply effected and altered by the higher frequency Light Energies our Sun is transmitting to humanity and all life on Earth. I found it interesting that none of the shoppers my Mom and I saw acting like lost, confused, spaced-out zombies were consciously aware of how they were acting. Ignorance is bliss and it’s better they’re not consciously aware of how much they’re actually changing/evolving now physically…just like everything else in this world and reality.

We Forerunners/Starseeds (and some older Indigos) have had to consciously carry this knowing (some longer than others) while we lived and struggled through transmuting the old lower and embodied the new higher, but the masses will it seems, only stagger around out there for a while looking, acting, and sounding like unaware zombies slowly awakening from a long, horrible nightmare. This is a kindness for them and a benefit for the rest of us.

I have another article I’ll publish soon that talks more about the building solar energies of the 2012–2013 “solar maximum” period and how it’s already affecting the more sensitive people and their bodies and consciousness. Until then, remember that the Sun has been preparing to transmit higher frequency energies more often via solar activities but in new ways because we’ve completed the Mayan calendar/past Evolutionary Cycle and its framework and are in a highly receptive transitional zone until the end of 2012. The even higher energies the Sun will be transmitting throughout 2012–2013 will be much more intense, compressed, potent and fast-acting upon all life on Earth than anything we’ve experienced before the end of the Mayan calendar/Evolutionary Cycle on October 28, 2011. Said another way, hold on to your cosmic socks and learn to gracefully maneuver around the growing clusters of unaware shopping zombies while they too are activated to evolve now faster than the speed of Light.

Denise

November 29, 2011

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Solar Light Changes & The 12-12 Solar Transmissions

It’s always amazed me how, over the past 15 years or so, I’ve not heard many people talking about how much the Sun and sunlight has and continues changing, and visibly so. I know I’m not the only person that’s noticed how very different the solar light and color is now. Maybe other people have been talking about this subject and I’ve just not encountered any of it as yet, but it seems rather strange to me that it’s not bigger news to more people.

I’ve always been extra aware of certain things and energies in this life, and as a young child I was very confused about the seasons—spring, summer, fall and winter. Seasons were alien to me, so I paid close attention to try to understand what was going on. Another thing I was very consciously aware of was the Sun and its warm golden rays. When I was 6–7 years old I’d laid out in the hot summer Sun and telepathically talk with the much revered Beings that lived in the Sun. As a young child I remembered the Sun and sunlight both within and outside of the Photon Band of Light, in a very ancient energetic way. I remembered what it looked like, its color and the color of its light rays, its energies and where it moved in the sky throughout the year were all very important to me.

For the majority of my life (prior to the start of the Ascension Process) the Sunlight was warm, nurturing and golden-yellow colored 3D solar energies. Then one day in 1995, I noticed that the Sunlight had changed dramatically and was now very silver-white in color instead of its old familiar warm golden tones. The sunlight and energies felt and looked much more stellar and higher dimensional.

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I physically saw massive energies radiating off from the Sun in 1995. They looked and still do today like slowly undulating silver-white mist or fog that radiate far out from the Sun in all directions. Now here’s where this business gets interesting in my opinion. Because I’ve remembered what the Sun and sunlight looked like when it was in the higher dimensional Photon Band of Light during my past life in 12,6000 B.C. Egypt at the beginning of the astrological Age of Leo, I instantly recognized this silver-white stellar light radiating from the Sun when I first noticed it around 1995.

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(Photon Bands images and “Galactic Night” diagram are both by Barbara Hand Clow)

Another wonderful aspect of these higher Photonic Light Bands/Belts is how they help transform the toxic, man-made air pollutants, smog etc. Over the past decade I’ve many times been blown away by how beautifully pristine, pure, clean and crystal-clear the deep blue sky has become. No smog, no dust, no filth, no nothing but pure higher frequency energies, Sun/sunlight, air, and sky. These solar/stellar/cosmic/galactic energies and Photonic energies are literally transforming our physical bodies, but they’re also doing the same things to the Earth, the air, the water, the soil, the rock, everything on and in us both. When we enter these higher Photonic Bands/Belts of light energies, nothing that vibrates at a lower, heavier, more dense and polarized level can remain that way in it. It’s like being energetically scrubbed through and through, cell by cell, layer by layer, body by body until everything both in us and Earth is full of higher dimensional Light Energies…and nothing else.

THE 12–12 SOLAR CME’S

A weird coinky dink that on the 12–12 portal day (December 12, 2010) the Sun would let rip three (3) big juicy CME’s (Coronal Mass Ejections)? Not hardly. They are part of the great cosmic delivery system that the 12–12 portal energies transmitted to humanity and Earth.

http://www.spaceweather.com/archive.php?view=1&day=12&month=12&year=2010

TRIPLE ERUPTION: “Solar activity surged on Sunday, Dec. 12th, when the sun erupted three times in quick succession, hurling a trio of bright coronal mass ejections (CMEs) into space. Coronagraphs onboard the Solar and Heliospheric Observatory recorded the action:


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A preliminary analysis suggests that none of the CMEs will be geoeffective. The expanding clouds should miss our planet.

Are these CMEs related? According to images from NASA’s twin STEREO spacecraft and the Solar Dynamics Observatory, the clouds emerged from three distinct blast sites separated by great distances. In each case, a magnetic filament erupted–one near the sun’s southeastern limb (CME#1), one near the north pole (CME#2), and one on the far side of the sun (CME#3). Because all three eruptions occurred within a matter of hours, the coronagraph images suggest a single 3-lobed cloud; in fact, they are distinct CMEs.

Stay tuned for more images and movies, in preparation.”

I’ve been soooo profoundly exhausted lately that I didn’t even feel much of an energy change on 12–12! What I was very aware of on 12–12 was that all day I kept thinking it was—and I feel this is very telling and important—the first day of Spring! What that told me was that this years Dec. 12th. 12–12 download was very much like the high, pure, outward pushing and manifesting masculine start-up energies that we see and feel with the Spring Equinox. With the 12–12 portal energies, via these three solar flares or CME’s, some major positive and very high vibrating male/masculine energies were transmitted to all of us and Earth. I know that the 2010 12–12 energies are going to be followed with other connected and further manifesting energies of the Winter Solstice (2010) and the Full Moon/Lunar Eclipse on the same day at 29° Gemini, and two weeks later on Jan. 4, 2011 a  Full Moon/Solar Eclipse at 13° Capricorn (that vertical axis and energies). All of these energy events are very much interconnected to the recent 12–12 portal energies and the three solar CME’s.

People have a tendency to believe that these different energy events, astrological transits, solar and/or galactic transmissions are isolated events that don’t connect with each other. They don’t always remember to step back and take a larger, more overall view of these ongoing and numerous energy events and keep in mind/heart that each one is indeed connected to the others. They are all very much working together to pressure us into transforming and evolving into a very new and higher species.

There’s more to come of course, and even more after that, so hang tough because we’re getting our speed up enough to match what’s coming with the start of 2011, and certainly in March of 2011! Okay, gotta go take another nap and rest and hope it helps with the exhaustion, which it doesn’t seem to but I’m gonna try nonetheless.

Denise

December 14, 2010

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Solar Activities = Body & Emotional Aches & Pains

(Oct. 16, 2010 solar magnetic “Great Filament” and sun spots)

On Thursday Oct. 14, 2010 between 4–4:30 pm I suddenly got blasted with those old familiar  intense “ascension flu” symptoms. I learned years ago that the “ascension flu” symptoms were actually how my physical body reacts to any and all solar activity. Solar flares, CME’s, solar storms, magnetic solar filaments, sun spots etc., all instantly cause my physical body to feel as if I’ve got the “ascension flu”. Body aches and pains, chills like you have a low-grade fever, occasional stabbing ice pick-like pains in certain bones and joints that only last a couple of seconds thank gwad, and that general all around crappy, profoundly exhausted feeling physically.

Another  way that any and all solar activity affects me is emotionally, and I’ll suddenly find myself crying over some lame-ass commercial or movie…or nothing! I just suddenly feel abnormally emotional and cry often because of it. (I have some vague memory of Steve Rother/the group channeling recently about magnetic fluctuations from solar activity causing us to be more emotional.)

Cherie and I had been talking in emails about this recently and she was relieved to hear that her sudden attack of flu-like symptoms and severe body aches, pains, and exhaustion were/are due to current solar activity. I’m going to add a link to Spaceweather.com below so you can see for yourself what the Sun has been doing these past few days and back-engineer your possible ascension flu symptoms and crying jags to make this connection. (The ultra sensitive and sensitive people always feel and are affected by these energies before other people are.)

These energies are only going to increase in intensity from 2010 over the next two years or more, so we need to remember that we are very much affected (physically, emotionally, and in many other positive ways as well) by Cosmic and Galactic Energy Waves that reach our Sun and then the Sun transmits on to us and Earth.

Denise Le Fay

October 17, 2010

http://www.spaceweather.com/