The Ascension Process & Eating & Digesting Difficulties

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“Dear Denise, Elila, Marilyn, Calliope, Morphqueen, and everyone else here and those commenting on food/eating issues. All I can say is I feel you all. My abdomen, also, looks like I’m about to give birth. No exaggeration – I look about 7-8 months pregnant. I’ve been battling this for years and it gets better and worse but always there. Truly, I can not find pants that fit – it is becoming a nightmare. Today, the jeans I wore to work have a waistband that came down around my abdomen and this big belly sticks out over the top – no judgment – but just to describe – looks like a big beer belly (but maybe bigger). And the eating – I lost about 15 pounds from summer to winter – couldn’t eat much of anything and really didn’t want to. Then I started craving all kinds of food – and I’ve gained some weight back. I mean, literally I am allergic to wheat gluten and soy and lactose intolerant. And most everything else bothers me too… Even water. It is very crazy making and I wish I could just get by without food. However, another issue is that food was always comforting to me – and now, when I often need comforting, I can’t even turn to food, though I’d like to – but the price I pay is too high b/c I feel so awful physically. I went to the movie yesterday and brought my own drink and indulged in some popcorn. This was my big treat for myself – then about 2 hours later felt awful and that lasted the rest of the evening. I look forward to your article Denise. Thanks, as always for all you do to keep this place for us, and thanks to all that write in.  Morgean”

I’ve quoted the Comment above by Morgean about the Ascension-related food/eating/digesting or lack of digesting miseries many of us have and still are struggling with. Thank you Morgean for your super honest Comment about this topic. The reason I used it in this article is because I’ve experienced, struggled with, been frustrated by and made utterly miserable by the identical things you mentioned since my biological Ascension Process started in February 1999. And I’m still struggling with many of them today. Actually, since the Shift I’ve noticed that some of my old food/eating/digesting symptoms have amplified and my body is in ultra sensitivity mode once again. Because of all the Comments surrounding this food/eating/digesting issue, I guess I should have talked about this particular Ascension symptom more fully years ago.

When I was twelve or thirteen I was tested by an allergy doctor and every liquid he jabbed into my arm reacted negatively, informing him and my parents that I was allergic to everything he’d poked into my body. Those things covered certain foods, milk, chocolate (oh dear gawd, anything but chocolate!), dust, pollen’s, and everything with “feathers and fur” (oh dear gawd, not animals!). It was horrible and I was pissed and went on to eat plenty of chocolate and love many an animal anyway.

I’m not one of those people who sneezes or gets congested due to allergies, instead I get nauseous, a sore throat, swell all over like I’m retaining water, get sick feeling like I’ve been poisoned, which I have been. I’ve often been envious of people who only sneeze and have to blow their noses because it seemed less nasty than the way my body reacts, such as vomiting and/or running a low-grade fever. The grass is always greener…

For me food was never something I was much attracted to, other than chocolate that is, and never ate much or wanted to spend much time, money or thought on food/eating/cooking etc. I know many people use food for different things but all of my life — up to the start of my physical, biological Ascension Process that is — food and eating was just something I had to do every now and again to keep my body from getting a screaming headache! In other words, I ate only because I had to put gas in my tank, and never more than a 1/4 of a tank a day. (I was very petite. Not the case any longer however!) Eating for me was never about fun or celebration or because it was super delicious or anything else but because it was a necessity that I put off until I absolutely had to eat something and then it was always a very small amount. I was happy with this system and it worked for me up until about age 40 — Uranus Opposition — when my body began changing for the first time in adulthood. I also entered Peri-menopause at that age which no doubt was another reason for the start of food/eating/body changes for me.

Jump forward to age 47 when my physical, biological Ascension Process began and the ultra super-duper insanity of it all started. The day that the Ascension Process started for me was the day the entire food/eating/not digesting and even drinking water nightmare began… and much more but this article is about Ascension-related problems with foods/eating/not digesting. Literally overnight I went from being one way my whole life to, to, to something else that was very sick constantly, ultra-sensitive to everything overnight, in pain constantly and so much more. I went from always being able to drink ice water to having to drink only room temperature water because anything cold would cause my upper gut diaphragm area to bloat so severely that I couldn’t take a deep breath, and often vomit in the end. It was exactly like being nine months pregnant and trying to eat Thanksgiving dinner; there simply isn’t any room for food or water due to the full-grown baby inside ones body. This is how it’s been for me almost constantly since February 1999.

Another aspect of this Ascension-related food, eating and not digesting misery is that I could eat one food one day or week and not have any negative reaction to it at all, but eat the same food two weeks or a couple of months later and have it nearly kill me. Since February 1999, eating for me has literally been like playing Russian Roulette. I never know despite my abilities to sense energies, discern, sense toxins etc., when some food is going to react in my body just like a poison and make me sick for anywhere between six to fourteen hours straight. I’ve gone through this so many times since 1999 it’s embarrassing, yet this is exactly what many of us have lived with due to needing to eat foods that are — no matter how pure or “organic” — still vibrating with physical and energetic toxins in them that our transmuting bodies have constantly struggled with. All that plus constant incoming higher frequency energies that amplify every lower frequency thing in and around us. No wonder it’s been so hard and painful a Process all these years.

And it hasn’t made any difference if I didn’t eat solid foods or any liquid foods, if I cut back on the amount of room temperature water I drank, or what foods I stopped eating altogether; nothing made the upper gut diaphragm area deflate back to what had always been normal for me before the Ascension Process started. Nothing. It’s still this way almost 14 years later. I suspect it’s a case of just get over it and adapt to this seemingly unending adapting!

On the other side of the “Three Days” — 12-21-2012, 12-22-12, 12-23-12 — and very much so since we entered 1-1-13, I’ve noticed another level of this food, eating and digesting misery has been reached (for me I mean, your mileage may vary) because my old symptoms have escalated, again. I also want to eat nothing now even more than I did before, yet, I still have occasional food cravings. After resisting them and seeing no improvements from that suffering, I’ve experimented diving into the bag of chocolate candies or potato chips or whatever it was then. Sometimes I got away with such a food indulgence and other times not. I so want to not need to eat anything at this point! I want to eat Light and Love again and have that be the NEW food source, which is coming.

Depending upon which phase one is in at the moment, one goes from needing to eat more high protein foods than one usually ever wants or needs. I went through almost a decade of needing, craving high protein foods. My big faves were Pot Roast and Peanut Butter, not together I mean! But it was so convenient to thrust a teaspoon into the Peanut Butter when my body was needing a quick boost of protein but I was too exhausted to cook anything. Before this period and after I almost gag just at the thought of either but this is how it’s been. One day, one month needing lots and lots of heavy high protein foods because your body is rapidly burning through it all because it’s transmuting tremendous inner density and unresolved old inner emotional stuff and junk etc.

Other days, other months, we go through Ascension-related phases of needing to eat much less food and when we do eat, much lighter density foods because we’re not transmuting like we were the weeks or months before and so on. (Same thing with the amount of pure water we’ve needed to drink during all this hot Ascension-related transmuting. Now that many of us are done with that intense phase, we’re not needing to drink as much water to help flush out the toxins and reduce the inner body Kundalini heat.) And back and forth it’s gone year-after-year. Weird food cravings one day or week or month to not wanting to eat anything and being literally repulsed by foods and the need to eat anything. Back and forth between wild and seemingly crazy food junkie-ness, to near abstinence of any food(s) completely. Eventually we’ll reach a sane, neutral point with this too.

Just like I didn’t care much about food/eating in general prior to the start of my physical Ascension Process, I also don’t personally care about the different solutions to eating/foods/digesting etc. either but that’s just me. I just want to get the transmuting done and move on to what I know is possible after this difficult transmuting phase.

I spent the first 40 years of this life being able to get by eating very little physical food and really filling myself up on Light and Creativity, which some people call “Love”. Being highly creative was for me, prior to the start of the difficult physical aspects of the Ascension Process, one way to eat, to ingest high frequency nutrition. I created in different ways but I was never physically hungry while in a highly creative state.

We’re evolving back to being totally self-contained and self-sustainable, within our own bodies I mean. Just you and Source recycling pure, undiluted God/Source/All That Is juice — Light and Love. No more parasitism, no more vampirism, no more opening an emotional vein for another person to energetically feed off from you and/or vice versa. Just you and Source and your Higher Self feeding one another freely and honestly. And if you want or need to ingest some physical food then you can do that too if you desire but it won’t be your only source of food; the Light (knowledge) and Love (creativity) frequencies will also be your NEW ascended nutritional food sources.

I mentioned in a Comment on another article how I enjoy viewing refracted Lights and pure colors because I gain energetic nutrition from viewing them. I also gain nutrition when I hear a baby or young child laugh, or watch animals playing, running, flying or swimming with each other. I also gain nutrition when I hear certain music that moves me, or when someone says something that I find very funny. I gain nutrition when it rains, when the sky and Sun looks so pristine and glorious. I gain nutrition when another person gains more freedom, more understanding, and more self-empowerment. We can do nine more months to reach this and much more like it can’t we? Of course we can. ❤

Denise Le Fay

January 23, 2013

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Transitioning Ascension Symptoms

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It’s interesting how the starting Ascension symptoms I’ve had since 1999 have changed ever…so…slowly over the years. Many of those original profoundly horrible physical and emotional symptoms I haven’t had for the past  3–4 years. It was like surviving the Black Plague and such a wonderful thing to not have the worst of the worst of those weird and nasty symptoms anymore. Don’t get my wrong, I still have Ascension symptoms today, just much less severe than the first 6–7 years. Here’s a short list of the worst of the worst Ascension symptoms.

  • bottoms of feet painfully hot, sometimes hands too
  • ultra sensitivity to foods, drinks, chemicals/preservatives in foods, chemicals in stores, furniture, everything
  • amplified allergies
  • mega hot-flashes, night-sweats, cold flashes, cold areas on body at certain chakras–usually the High Heart
  • hot and red flushed face and eyes from severe chemical sensitivity
  • heartburn, acid reflux, esophagus spasms and sensitivities due to evolving corresponding Chakras
  • ultra sensitivity to all sounds, even my own voice when speaking
  • inability to mentally focus and/or remain focused
  • inability to remember the names of common everyday objects
  • insomnia and/or broken, non-recuperative sleep
  • repeatedly waking up at certain times such as 3:00 AM, 5:55 AM etc.
  • highly amplified processing of negative lower frequency energies in the dream state
  • nausea and vomiting, brief periods of “morning sickness” (all ages & both sexes)
  • sudden bladder spasms and nearly urinating yourself in public
  • severe brain fog, getting lost, not remembering what or where or why you’re out in some store
  • reading a paragraph 16 times and still not grasping or remembering what you’ve read
  • rage and intolerance with all lower vibrating people, belief systems, consciousness, products, places, systems etc.
  • periods of emotional amplification, crying, mourning, weeping, joy, love, peace etc.

Many of those Ascension symptoms I had I believe were how my Pisces ASC. body reacted/reacts to lower vibrating energies. The rage was a totally new one to me as I’d never felt rage before. I suddenly would not, could not “suffer fools” any longer and was actually a bit surprised at my intense hateful feelings towards what I lovingly call the assholes n’ idiots of the world. All my life prior to my Ascension Process the lower vibrating (assholes n’ idiots) people just scared me so I steered clear of them. However, the Ascension Process changes us dramatically — changes things like tolerance, turning the other cheek, keeping your mouth shut, being a “sheeple” and blindly, unthinkingly going along with the negative lower patriarchal national and global shit systems. Ascension changes all that in you and causes you to no longer accept anything that is harmful anywhere to anything or anyone. In other words, it forces people to be/express/live/perceive/feel/create at a vastly higher frequency than prior. No more shit, no more lower negative anything, because it’s just so wrong and that horrible time is ending now.

I still have many Ascension symptoms today and I will continue to have some of them… until I don’t! I still have occasional hot-flashes/night-sweats but they’re not as severe or as often. I still have phases where food and I don’t get along at all. I still have short phases where it’s hard to mentally focus but now I just go with the flow and stop forcing the issue. The bladder spasms are gone thank gawd because you look pretty obvious turning red-faced and shaking in a corner in a shopping store! I’m positive in the early years of my Ascension Process that many people who saw me in stores honestly thought I was on drugs and/or mentally disabled because I looked as horrible as I felt, plus, the chemicals in stores made me profoundly sick the second I walked through the doors.

Here’s a short list of the new or current Ascension symptoms I’m having only because it’s rather interesting to see some of the differences. Again, you may relate to these, or if not, they’re probably in your near future.

  • intolerance still when some lower vibrating person/people intrude into your only tiny space. How fucking dare they intrude into your minute square footage when they’ve got the whole lower world to run around in still!
  • occasional hot flashes, night sweats (which are just hot flashes when you’re sleeping or rather were asleep)
  • insomnia and/or broken sleep, sleeping for 2 or 3 hours and repeatedly waking up
  • lack of dreaming or inner clearing work done via lucid dreaming for long periods
  • lack of desire to be out or around anyone or anything vibrating lower
  • my home is the only energetic sanctuary at this point
  • disenchantment with most everything out there in the old world, boring, tiresome, stupid, useless, outdated
  • encountering tiny pockets of higher vibrating energies out in the lower old world! Amazing, but very tiny and fleeting at this point
  • inability of negative lower energies to reach you. You’ve seen them flailing around trying to get you, but they can’t reach
  • mega headaches that nothing helps, after days they often become vomiting migraines that then finally end
  • hearing high-pitched ringing in inner ears for weeks or months caused by solar energies/transmissions
  • sever pressure and pain in the spine and neck area primarily
  • esophagus spasms and sensitivities caused by activating High Heart Chakra (Thymus gland and area)
  • heartburn caused by changing Heart Chakra
  • acid reflux caused by changing Solar Plexus
  • phases of diarrhea during more energy adjusting and purging
  • skin eruptions/pimples/break-outs during the transmuting and purging phases
  • phases of total emotional disconnect and lack of caring about much of anything
  • phases of high creativity and feeling like things are closer to what Home felt like than ever before
  • phases of your hair looking like it died and is thinning but days later it’s okay again
  • ability to instantly release or let go of aspects within you that you know must go now. Fast and easy process now compared to years prior
  • long phases of constantly smelling burning incense smoke and/or wood smoke or other nonphysical scents
  • even fewer friends but a vastly better match with the few you do have at the moment
  • knowing on one hand and at other times not knowing or sliding back out of your current energy groove momentarily. Learning how to maintain and not slip-slide unless you want to energetically

There’s more but my mind is slowing down and turning to mush. Hey, there’s another really common Ascension symptom!

Denise

March 2, 2009

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On The Other Hand…

After my amazing energetic comatose-like Get Away Vacation I talked about earlier, the next day arrived (Sept. 24, 2007) and it was the polar opposite. It was horrible and extremely painful physically to the point that walking was difficult. I had to go out there to do some shopping and that’s the main reason why I felt this extreme increase in physical pain.

I hurt severely from head to toe with my spine feeling like parts of it were being crushed. The area between my shoulder blades has been killing me for a while now anyway, but yesterday, I reached some new level of mega physical pain. Also my whole left side has hurt like it’s been in a car accident! I haven’t, but it feels like I’m badly out of alignment with the pressure falling on the left side of my physical body.

My first thought was, I was just abnormally sensitive due to my wonderful experience around the Equinox (below entry). I had this agonizing constant between NO sensations at all in that blissful “Nothingness” state…quickly followed by this trip through Hades—Home Depot and Lowe’s—to buy a new shower-head and feeling like I might not make it in one piece! Ultra chemical sensitivities. Unfreakin’believable. 

But I’m sensing that all this is connected, as usual, and that I’ve/we’ve just entered yet another new stage of integration of  polarized energies that I don’t fully understand yet. I sense it has to do with our blossoming new Higher Hearts because of the location of pain high between my shoulder blades. Also with reintegrating more Goddess energies, again because of the location behind the heart and the left side of my body. What a brutal process…

Denise

September 25, 2007