Addendum to “A Mixed Bag”

I mentioned this in a Comment but wanted to add it here also. Last night around 9:30 PM there was a 5.7 earthquake just this side of the California/Mexico border in Ocotillo, CA. It was another aftershock to the April 2010 Easter 7.2 quake just on the Mexico side of the border in Mexicali. One of the SoCal USGS earthquake people said last night that there have been 10,000 aftershock earthquakes since the big 7.2 quake on Easter here in southern California. No wonder it’s felt tense around here!

What was interesting last night was that the 5.7 quake happened and then there continued to be smaller magnitude quakes—24 of them in less than two hours. The magnitude of these went from 4.5, 4.1, 3.6 and so on but they were happening minutes after each other. It felt to me like the earth below me was literally quivering every couple of minutes. This is better than one or two large magnitude earthquakes any day, but it sure felt weird. I didn’t see my cat all night and you could hear dogs crying around the neighborhood.

Later last night it did feel energetically a bit better to me, less tension in the air, less constant sense of being unsettled and ungrounded. But, this morning it feels just the same old way it has been to me. This indicates that last nights 5.7 and 24+ smaller magnitude aftershocks were only one part of this unfolding, shifting, rewiring planetary process. I keep sensing South America’s west cost again, and possibly some shifting around Japan may be building up more earthquake pressures now too.

And…I was out this morning doing some plant pruning and watering and the energies blasting in through the Sun were amazing! They make me feel horrible only because I’m very sensitive to solar and/or cosmic energies being transmitted to us via our Sun. Within minutes I felt mildly sick, had strange physical pains in equally strange places in my body, had instant allergies and just tried to get my outdoor plant work done as fast as possible. I used to love baking in the Sun and working outdoors but this was so much more intense than it  ever was during Phase One (1999-2009)!  So between what the Sun is doing and the earthquakes (this is connected remember), it’s no wonder we’re feeling exhausted and strange…and the Summer Solstice and Lunar Eclipse isn’t even here yet! Hang in there everyone, it will be fine even when it doesn’t feel so fine.

Denise

June 15, 2010

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The 39-43 Age Group & Ascension

I know many of you reading this are in the 39–44 age group and are either just entering your Uranus Opposition transit, are smack in the middle of it, or are completing it. The astrological Uranus Opposition transit happens only once in our lifetimes and this period has been called by society, the mid-life crisis. It is indeed a transit of intense and sudden changes or crisis, but if you are a person who has already been living the Ascension Process, then your Uranus Opposition transit (transiting Uranus reaching the exact opposite sign and degree to your natal Uranus) usually becomes something vastly more potent than just the urge to buy a red sports car or get a divorce! The “crisis” runs much deeper than that and is a very important coded trigger event.

I’ve found that most First Wavers and many Second Wavers were coded (before incarnation) to have certain major astrological transits—such as the Uranus Opposition—propel us into even deeper levels of ascension related transformations. They were periods in our lives where we automatically were triggered, activated by our Higher Selves to shift even further and enter a higher level of our personal missions and service work as Lightworkers/Wayshowers/Forerunners etc.

Besides the Ascension Process, the once in a lifetime Uranus Opposition transit is a powerful, life-altering tool to make personal transformational changes that would normally take decades, if not multiple lifetimes to accomplish. In other words, I believe that the Uranus Opposition transit has been meticulously located in YOUR life within the current Ascension and dimensional shifting Process to better aid you in making these evolutionary transitions. I’m not saying that this whole process is any easier because of this, but that your Higher Self has carefully crafted and designed your living through this Ascension Process with as many safeguards, additional astrological transit triggers, backup plans and spiritual booster rockets as you/me/each of us needs to make the evolutionary ascension jump.

From higher non-physical levels we don’t care at all about how painful, difficult, unattractive, crazy or even dangerous this Process is. We’re here in physical bodies on Earth now to get the transformational evolutionary job done and the rest of it just doesn’t matter. Of course down here in the misery and stunning, beautiful brilliance of The Process itself, we feel a tad bit different about it all, which is typical so don’t beat yourself up over it. My point is that many of you who are age 39–43 or 44 are also living through your extra important Uranus Opposition transit where you and your life are probably right in the middle of one hell of a big multidimensional makeover! Just know that’s what it’s there for and let go of whatever is making you crazy or feels like is suffocating you and your soul now. This is the time to let go of whatever and whoever in your life that’s not moving forward as you are. It may be a job, a mate, a home, a career from many years ago, but if whatever it is is not in alignment with your Higher Self’s spiritual agenda, then know it’s time to kiss it goodbye and let your Uranus Opposition transit help transform you into the new higher and greater version of you.

Uranus Opposition symptoms are very much like Ascension symptoms so it’s hard to tell what’s causing what. I experienced many dreams from 39–43 that were very archetypal, powerful and personally insightful that helped me greatly to better understand certain aspects of myself and how I was changing. Know too that Uranus Opposition often triggers kundalini energy risings which, during the Ascension Process, feels like repeated hot flashes along with plenty of other rebellious emotions and deep, inner crazy journeys through your as yet unresolved lower, stuck junk in your Inner spiritual trunk. Uranus Opposition forces one to excavate all of your lower frequency, stuck emotional and energetic stuff within yourself, and the kundalini hot flashes are the Alchemical Fires that literally burn away your past density and help get you really free to enter another phase of your life. So hang in there and let The Process do all it does, even if it turns you a bit wild and weird for a few years! That is the Uranus Opposition energies transforming you while also living through the planetary Ascension Process, just as your Higher Self planned all along.

Denise

April 18, 2010

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Age of Aquarius, but Fifth Dimensional

This is a short quote from the Epilogue of  A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution. I felt it needed to be read now by all who visit TRANSITIONS for the obvious reasons. If the material resonates and you enjoy it, I hope you will consider buying the book. I know you will find the entire book very interesting and unusual.  www.booklocker.com/books/4498.html

“Because we have reached the pre-set expiration date for this system, because we have stopped seemingly journeying away from Source, turned around, and are now evolving back towards Home, we are soon going to be experiencing a profoundly different sense of self and corresponding reality. For the past few years, I have come to understand so much more about what the new 5D astrological Age of Aquarius is about. This understanding or knowing is exactly that—a marvelous higher, spherical knowing as opposed to the old egoic linear intellectual thinking, contemplating, speculating and pondering we are used to from our earlier (past) lives within polarized 3D.

I clearly see how ascended Leo/Sun—the opposite sign and Age to Aquarius/Uranus—represents our lengthy soul journeys and how we developed important and individuated ego’s and sense of separated self from Source. Eventually, this process would reach its expiration date, its grand completion end date and we would stop, turn around, and begin the first phase, which is picking up after ourselves and cleaning up the campgrounds we have been camping in for so long—our time learning and creating within polarized physicality on Earth. With the start of our physical ascension process in 1999, we entered the phase of cleaning up and transmuting our many polarized and projected messes and monsters across time on planet Earth. These messes and monsters were the natural results of our acquiring egos and reaching such an extreme sense of separation from Source and everyone and everything else.

With the Leo/Sun separated ego aspects of ourselves thoroughly established over eons of seemingly linear lifetimes on Earth, we finally reached this current phase where we needed to transmute our little individuated Leo ego selves into the exalted and integrated aspects of high vibrating Leo/Sun. We needed to transmute our fragmented ego selves, plus the many polarized messes they created throughout our physical human incarnational experiences and lessons within 3D, and ascend. Once we accomplished this difficult stage of the grand integration and polarity resolution process, we are, or soon will realize that we have already become very different beings; that we are currently, and rapidly, evolving into a new species. The recently integrated and transmuted 3D human has (is, and will) reached higher 5D Leo/Sun Heart consciousness, which automatically sends these non-polarized and like-vibrating beings into the opposite Aquarian side energies.

With our lower 3D egos and numerous fragmented selves now integrated and transmuted, we vibrationally become ascended/evolved individual humans that are non-polarized and unified within themselves. Once we transmute our baggage in all its diverse forms, we naturally become more than our past numerous and separated parts. We become whole or unified individually. This higher frequency state automatically thrusts us into the Aquarian energy side where everything is about the Group. However, this Group is comprised of non-polarized, integrated and ascended/evolved Leo individuals. Because of this, we now have a Group (Aquarius) where every individual (Leo) is an ascended and unified being, which obviously indicates that the entire Group is going to be rather spectacular! When combined, the Group also energetically becomes much more than its many integrated, ascended, and individual parts. This is what fifth dimensional beings and communities are. The early evolutionary levels within 5D consist of polarity resolved and integrated individuals, who are each a unique and important piece of a much larger Group puzzle. This is exalted Leo—still an individual even within 5D—fitting and functioning perfectly within the fully ascended 5D Aquarian Group.  Together the Group is capable of creating and sustaining a very high vibrating world and reality from their High Hearts (evolved Leo) and individual conscious connections to their own Higher Selves (high Aquarius).”

Denise

March 3, 2010

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PLUTO Is In CAPRICORN!

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Because my natal Sun is 1° Capricorn, transiting Pluto is currently sitting on my head, and, He’s going to be there for a good long while too. Okeydokey, I figure it can’t be any worse than what all I’ve lived through over the past decade or so. If anything it’s the cherry on the top actually, and I need to relax and go with the flow. Heck, it should be easy at this point right?

At the moment I may not be the best person to be talking about this, or, I really am in the deep Plutonian Capricornian groove and have an extremely up-close, intimate viewpoint because Pluto is sitting on my face now! Hummm, I can’t tell yet as it’s all pretty weird and transitional at the moment. Good I sense, but very weird. Hey, what’s that strange, dank smell anyway and where’s it coming from?

I hear Pluto, Lord of the Underworld, banging and poking around in The Basement with a flashlight yelling back to me, “Look, see that moldy pile of ancient fear, trauma, anger and confusion over there in that corner? Get in there kid, ya gotta clean it ALL out now. It’s all gotta go gotta go gotta goooooo. This ancient filth can’t remain no matter what so get in there and get every little crumb, every tiny bit. It’ll be worth it kid, trust me.” Pluto smiles, nods and winks at me from the doorway of the basement while pointing the flashlight over to a far dark dank corner.

I’m thinking,“Do I have a choice at this point? Not really so just get on with it. But I’ve already cleaned out The Basement, my Basement, a few times! Damn, there’s always more. No rest for the weary. That silly TV commercial song is playing in the back of my head… ‘Life’s messy, clean it up!’

“Stop talking to yourself about how tired you are and how much you’ve already done and just get in all the corners real good. That rotting ancient mess has been down here for Ages n’ Ages and it’s really putting a crimp in humanities style so hurry it up kid!”  Pluto yells from the bottom of my solar plexus while tapping the back of my spine with his flashlight.

“Hey, most of this old stinky crap isn’t even mine so cut me some Lightworker slack here okay Darth Vader?” Pluto’s ignoring me, reading some decades-old tattered wet newspaper headline laying at his feet, something about mass murders in Chicago. Grunt sniff damn-it.

” Where the hell’s the broom? Hey, shine that light over here at least will ya?!”

I remember being very young and my parents taking me to Knott’s Berry Farm where I saw my first little goat. (This was a very long time ago, like 1955-56ish when they had some goats and seals and such there.) I was too young to realize that I was a Capricorn but I sure tuned into the little goat that special day. I remember it like it happened yesterday. I stood there watching every move he made, how his legs and hooves moved, the sounds he made, his mouth, his tiny straight teeth. I was instantly infatuated with him as any Capricorn Sun kid would have been.

As I watched him playing, jumping and running around in his pen I noticed that he’d stopped to eat something laying in the dirt. I strained to see what he was eating and when I spotted it I was shocked and very scared. That happy, jumping, bouncing little goat was eating an old metal soup can and a cardboard box! I was mortified that he’d die from eating the horrible trash someone had put in his pen. Oh god no, he’s going to get sick and die aaaaahhh…

Then the magic happened as it usually does. I suddenly get a different perspective and it all instantly falls perfectly into place. I understand from a higher level and then all becomes right and wonderful with the world again.

There I stood watching my new little beloved goat friend eating the TRASH and I understood in those few seconds that, That’s what goats do. They eat trash and transmute it into life-sustaining food. I smiled with my new higher expanded knowledge as I watched the little goat eat the cardboard box and chew and chew on the old beat up metal soup can. All was good and perfect in the Universe again. Happy happy day, no dead goats!

So that’s what goats do. It’s also what Capricorn mountain/sea Goats are capable of doing, not only for themselves but for everyone else too in such times as this evolutionary Ascension Process. Now with Pluto in Capricorn—last of the earth signs—things are really going to take off in those old lower world, high drama sorts of ways where many people aren’t sure if they should be seriously worried or celebrating finally. I like this, I like this a lot. Bring it transiting Pluto in Capricorn, bring it all right here, right now.

Denise

February 3, 2008

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