Remember the 12-21-2012 LIFE REVIEW?

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Because there’s been a few people writing Comments (under another article) about the changes and increases in intensity since the March 20, 2013 Vernal Equinox and entrance into the Second Trimester of the “Nine Months”, I thought I’d say a little something about this now. I’ll write a recap for the Second Trimester near the end of it, but because so many have been getting hit and hit hard with multiple physical Ascension symptoms and/or other life-changing events, it sounds like we all need to remember our 12-21-2012 Life Review with Divine Consciousness.

All of my life I’ve had conscious memory of what it’s like when we physically die and then go through what some cultures call the ‘Three Days’ period of leaving the physical body and traveling to and through the fourth dimension (4D) Astral plane and beyond. Although I’ve never traveled abroad physically in this life, I suspect this after physical death process is much like what it must be like going through Customs and other important check points and such when one is leaving one country and wanting to enter another and again another country and so on.  There are Stair Steps, procedures and transitional points to the after physical death process and one of the later stages of it has to do with us having a heart-to-heart meeting and talk with our High Self and Divine Consciousness.

This heart-to-heart meeting with our High Self and Divine Consciousness is a Life Review that more accurately could be called an Overall Soul Review. As I describe it next, please realize that it is far more complex, huge and Divine than words can describe. Also, this process is completely free of all emotions; incarnate human emotions such as fear, fear of more pain, fear of loss, fear of death or dying, guilt, sadness, anger etc. This entire 12-21-2012 or Three Days Life Review, and the after physical death Overall Soul Review(s), are the most honest and to the point sort of business meeting you could ever imagine!

So there you are after having traversed the Astral plane, gone through a few Customs check points, and eventually worked your way towards the higher frequency area where you and your Higher Self have the heart-to-heart meeting with the Boss, Divine Consciousness. You’ve done this many times and it’s no big deal in the way that incarnate humans might think or expect it to be. It is a big deal, but at higher frequency dimensions and states of Beings such as this, it’s just business as usual with a lot of extra awareness about a lot of things. So you have this higher dimensional meeting and with zero emotions whatsoever you honestly — because there is nothing else but utter, total, and complete honesty at these higher levels — review what you’ve done, what you’ve learned, what you’ve mastered, what you’ve almost mastered, what you really want to master, what you avoided and all the reasons why and so on. Nothing is not discussed or overlooked at these review meetings with Divine Consciousness, nothing.

You and your Higher Self and Divine Consciousness review these past incarnational issues and without any emotional attachments, fears, anxiety or anything else other than an unquenchable soul desire to get it right, utterly honest decisions are quickly reached about what you/You/YOU need to do next. No crying, no resentments, no fears, no guilt about how hard, painful, difficult or scary going back down vibrationally into another incarnation might be. Not one feeling or thought about any of that at these higher dimensional, higher frequency states of being exists to you/me/each of us. None of it. The ONLY thing that is important to each of us at higher dimensions and levels of being and consciousness is that we individually get it right  — whatever that is for each of us in whatever life/lives/timeline/timelines. Period. Soul only desires to get it right whereas when we find ourselves back in physical bodies again on a physical world where things are painful, difficult and scary it’s a different story for sure. But, to each of us at higher states of our being and awareness none of those lower frequency emotions, concerns and fears exist or matter. Not a one.

After the Soul Review (and in this case the in-body 12-21-2012 Life Review) we begin the Stair Steps preparation work for our return journey back down vibrationally into physicality — reincarnation. We have our latest spiritual Soul Curriculum in heart and hand and that is all we want to accomplish once we get back into physical density once again; we need, we want, we desire to complete The Mission and get it right so we can move on to the next Mission and the next and the next.

From the Three Days of 12-21-2012, 12-22-2012, 12-23-2012 after we each had this unusual alive, still in-body, we didn’t physically die Life Review, we’ve been going through tremendous (and very intense for many of us) changes both internally and externally; both in our bodies, hearts and minds and for many of us also in our external lives such as our homes, our jobs, our daily physical routines etc. Some have suddenly found themselves homeless, jobless, money-less, shocked, exhausted beyond belief and confused, and all of this on top of the already long-running physical, mental and emotional Ascension symptoms! My gawd, how much more of this can we endure? As much as you/You/YOU and Divine Consciousness discussed during the Three Days Life Review of 12-21-2012. I know, I know, I’m going through it too in my own unique ways with my own unique Three Day Life Review Soul Curriculum in heart and hand and it is at times very painful.

Why is it so miserably hard and painful now after fourteen-plus years of brutal physical, biological Ascension Process symptoms already? Because we’ve got “Nine Months” left, (actually only six months left now because we’ve just entered the Second Trimester on the Vernal Equinox of March 20, 2013) before the Separation of Worlds and Timelines begins across the board! Said another way, what each of us — you/You/YOU — Reviewed with The Boss, with Divine Consciousness at some point during the Three Days is in full effect now and we’re each feeling the accelerating pressures of it in our own unique ways. This is us carrying out what we/We/WE and Divine Consciousness all discussed during the Three Days Life Review and it can be or is at times more difficult, hard, and scarier than ever before because so much is changing, being changed and/or finally being dealt with and therefore transmuted into something very NEW and improved. This is us living and embodying whatever it was that we became aware of during our individual Life Review process.

I mentioned in a Comment elsewhere recently that over the past few years I often am laying in my bed at night and hear repeated gunfire only a block or two away from my house. When this happens — and it’s been increasing since 2011 — I lay in my bed in the dark and intentionally, energetically deflect falling physical bullets from physically hitting my house and/or any of us in it. While this is happening I’m simultaneously aware of small groups of higher dimensional Light Beings, Beings of Light grouped in small circles up above me (from my perspective in this dimension I mean) watching me, watching you, watching all of us and waiting excitedly with profound love and joy in their hearts for all of us and for what’s coming next.

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Nonphysical Beings of Light, Light Beings hovering overhead while simultaneously certain physical humans kill (which they have) or try to kill and/or intimidate other humans by firing their guns at them or anyone else for that matter. How’s that for the current polarized extremes we’re all packed together in living side-by-side? Separation of World and Timelines? Oh yes please and as soon as possible!

These remaining six of the Nine Months will only increase the growing polarized extremes on Earth between people and groups of people and this is a natural side effect of the building pressures of the NEW energies, blueprints and Evolutionary Cycle preparing to begin across the board. Those that must and will go their different ways (in different worlds and timelines that are a frequency match to them at this time) will increasingly resent the rest of us going our ways and vice versa. Six more months of the Nine Months after the Three Days Life Review. We can, are and will do this and more. Use this remaining time very wisely as it’s unfolding so fast. Stay in your High Heart and know that you’ve got this even during those times, those minutes or hours or days when it doesn’t feel like it at all! I had about five hours yesterday afternoon that I thought I might not physically survive, but I’ve felt that many times over these Ascension years and here I am still working towards fulfilling my individual Soul Curriculum. Hang in there everyone and help another when you know it’s right to, and lay low and be quiet when you know that is the thing to do at that moment.

Denise

March 27, 2013

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My Hatchet Man Nightmares

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LEARNING TO REABSORB OUR PROJECTED & UNLOVED ASPECTS

I had a series of really horrible nightmares from early childhood all the way through to my Uranus Opposition (which we all go through from age 39–43). In other words, this recurring theme-dream of a very dark, scary, vengeful male stranger chasing me with a hatchet and killing everyone in his path wasn’t fully resolved until I was about forty-two years old. That’s a long damned time to have some deep inner issue chasing your backside through the astral planes! Oh how long and hard we run away from the very things that would actually free us.

As a young child this recurring nightmare started with this unknown man chasing me with a hatchet and if I ran to my parents, or neighbors, or friends… he just killed all of them. So soon there was guilt added to this very scary repeating theme nightmare. Over the years it was always the same; unknown hatchet man chasing me all over the place and killing anyone in his way that I led him to while running from him! He was always very close behind me, but never got close enough to hurt me.

Then the extremely potent Uranus Opposition transit to natal Uranus arrived at age 39 and this lifelong issue within me HAD to be faced and resolved finally. Was I consciously aware of any of this at the time? Heck no. So the dreams started up again with the same old scary and very angry hatchet man but now I was finally getting really tired of running from him. So instead of my decades long constant running away from him, I stopped and turned to face my Monster Man for the first time in my life. He didn’t know what to do when I did this, which I found very interesting. He was as habituated to chasing me as I was of running from him all my life.

Over a period of three years during my Uranus Opposition transit, I finally stopped running in these repeated theme nightmares, turned and faced HIM, and we tried to come up with solutions that worked for both of us. That is a lot of what the Uranus Opposition transit does, or rather forces people to do, and we should be profoundly grateful for it actually. I was shocked and very confused however about why He was so angry with me. During those 3 years of dreams/nightmares/inner work  I discovered that my scary Hatchet Man chasing nightmares were really about a rejected, abandoned, projected, unaccepted and unloved male aspect of MYSELF and how He had been trying to return Home to me since early childhood in this incarnation. I was shocked, saddened, and humbled when I discovered this truth halfway through my Uranus Opposition dream plane integration and resolution work.

Eventually I had another dream during this three year period where I told him he could, and get this symbolism, “Live in my basement for now,” which he joyfully and instantly accepted and moved right into “my basement”. At that point of this resolution and integration process, this was all I could cope with emotionally; letting HIM back into ME in small, safe incriminates without freaking out or running away again. It took me nearly three full years during my Uranus Opposition to become able to completely re-absorb this very angry rejected male aspect of myself who had been chasing me since about age nine in dreams.

The next step in this inner alchemical dream plane process was another dream where I found myself in a kitchen with about 8 or 9 neighbors, males and females, and none of them were happy about the “crazy hatchet man” who’d moved into MY basement! They were in fear ‘for the whole neighborhood.’ Amazing because all of the “neighbors” and the “neighborhood” was actually just more extended aspects of ME. Because this primary version of me (Denise) had accepted HIM back into myself, that old fear, projection and dis-connection was now spread out to other aspects of me who suddenly feared that the Hatchet Man would somehow now get them. See how our inner issues are dealt with by many aspects of ourselves when it’s too scary to be dealt with directly? In so many cases the different characters in our dreams are really all different aspects of US playing different roles for us.

In this one kitchen dream I told all of my neighbors that the crazy murderous Hatchet Man was not going to run loose anymore because I’d let him back into my basement to live. In other words, they were all safe and didn’t need to worry about him because I’d finally accepted him and allowed HIM to be reintegrated back into ME. End of that dream.

The next dream a few months later was the very last one I had with my enraged, murderous Hatchet Man. In it he and I talked face-to-face in the light of day and I told him I was finally ready to let him ‘Move up from my basement and now live in my Heart.’ At hearing that he smiled at me and instantly and permanently disappeared. I reabsorbed HIM into my Heart without any fear and that act caused me to become much more of ME. End of 35-yearlong nightmare chasing and fleeing dreams with my  Hatchet Man.

One simply must have all of the rejected, projected, Dark, feared, hated, evil, unloved and unaccepted aspects of themselves totally discharged emotionally and fully RE-integrated to be able to move vibrationally to higher, purer, vastly more unified and integrated, less dense levels of being and consciousness. Believe me, it’s far more exhausting and frightening running than it is to just stop and embrace whatever that needs to come Home and be Loved again within us, by us. This is another huge aspect of the Ascension/Evolutionary Process many individuals have, are and will be repeatedly living through. Fear not, just do it, and the sooner the better for you.

This brings us up to 2009 when the planet has entered the phase of integrating its age-old projected, unloved, unaccepted, rejected aspects or symbolic “Hatchet Man” energies. It’s time for real consciousness change and it’s going to happen in very different, sudden and dramatic ways now than what the masses believe or expect. It is compressed spiritual species and planetary evolution time. Get ready for the big ride now, not later, and if you honestly desire a Higher Heart way of living and being, then you too will easily survive the 2009 Storms of Change. Again, fear not, just finally do it for Self and All. ❤

Denise

January 9, 2009

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5D & Dreaming

I’ve been realizing that because of all the ongoing inner ascension work we’ve been doing/living/surviving/transmuting, our need to dream is changing. Dreaming in the past, prior to the entry into the Photon band of higher Light, prior to the start of the Ascension Process, we dreamed to deal with our issues, to work on inner things via our night lives. We dreamed as a way to very quickly deal with our fears, hates, frustrations and old unresolved issues; in other words, anything and everything that we needed to deal with and repair. And what was so wonderful about our night lives was that in a dream, or a series of dreams over a few months or years, was how we resolved big inner issues in record time. If we’d tried to work on and resolve those inner issues in waking physical reality, it could have taken many lifetimes.

Another aspect of our past night lives was our trips into the 4D, fourth dimensional Astral plane. Those dreams and intentional sleeping, out-of-body journey’s into the dark lower Astral levels where monsters, devils, demons and negative archetypes reside, among other things. That was often like playing on the freeway; sometimes we’d get hit and hit hard by some very negative astral drivers! Or we’d have nightmares and dream level attacks, chase dreams, fleeing dreams, searching dreams, trying to get somewhere dreams and on and on. Our night lives have been in many cases more busy, varied and impactful than our awake physical lives.

Now with so much Inner Ascension work having been done by many, and much 4D astral plane/planetary Collective transmuting done by Lightworkers/Starseeds and others, even the astral realm is clearing a bit. If we transmute our own Inner stuff, and also help with larger planetary Collective cleanups and trans-mutational Work, then our need for dreaming will naturally and automatically change. What’s existed between 3D and 5D? The 4D Astral plane.

I’m certainly not saying that 5D Beings don’t dream. I’m sensing now that because we’ve changed and are continuing to change, because we’ve moved beyond the old lower polarized physical consciousness and world that our need to dream as a source of Inner problem solving and energy resolution etc. is or will soon be unnecessary. Now isn’t that saying something about how much humanity is and will be changing!

During the first and hardest phases of my Ascension Process my dreaming simply stopped as did my ability to connect and communicate with my higher dimensional ET friends and family. It was hard to accept at first but I was so profoundly ill and exhausted that just making it through each day and each night, and in many cases each hour, took all my energy and focus. There was no extra energy for dreaming, besides, I was living it all in my physical body instead of getting out of my body at night and doing that Inner Work that way. That’s what Ascension is — living it while in your physical body. Because of all this Inner Ascension Work we’ve been doing, we don’t require nearly as much time, energy and effort spent in our sleep night lives and dreams in the old ways we used to. This and everything else continues to evolve into something very new, different and much higher in frequency.

Denise

September 11, 2008

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Negative Energies On The Move Again

Last night, June 14, 2008, wasn’t very pleasant. In fact it was rather awful because there was a large free-floating mass of “negative” energy searching, hunting for people and places to latch on to. Over the past four years I’ve experienced this phenomenon a few times and it’s taught me much. Last night was no exception, and despite it being a long and unpleasant night, it was also highly insightful. Once again I experienced how this whole thing works and why; both for myself personally and the masses.

Every time I’ve experienced this during these ascension years, the lower old “negative” energy has been slightly different, slightly less compacted and focused and with much less personality. This was very obvious last night and the “negative” energy was nearly impotent in comparison to years past. The shoe is on the other foot finally and the Dark isn’t happy about it!

Last night the space up above the town suddenly went dark and ugly. You can feel it, see it, and sometimes even hear it as it moves through. Last night it rolled in suddenly and began searching for like-frequency people, locations, buildings, animals etc. Actually I found this extremely interesting, because when this “negative” lower frequency energy reached where I physically was last night, it triggered off some of MY old past wounds caused by “negativity” working through some other people. In other words, last nights roaming, searching, “negative” energy resonated, vibrated, at exactly the same rate and frequency as these old wounds of MINE created by other lower vibrating “negative” people in my past. Amazing… this “negative” energy found and activated MY old wounds caused by the same dense, lower frequency energy from years ago. Because of this I got to relive these old wounds (one more time) and in one case, my old hatred towards a few possessed people who attacked me years ago.  Like attracts like and like resonates with like and will find and resonate with that frequency every time — old unresolved traumas and wounds included.

Layers and layers and even deeper layers of stuff, of “negative” junk, in all it’s many forms to be repeatedly dealt with and released. Transformational work, ascension work, is rarely a one-shot deal! Nope, it’s something we have to work on many times at deeper levels and layers within ourselves and our multiple bodies before we get all the infections and damage permanently flushed out. This work used to take years, then months, but now in many cases it’s down to hours thankfully.

I believe that what I felt and experienced (again) last night was the beginning of this particular new process. This higher frequency energy is literally pushing the old lower world “negative” energies out of its old stomping grounds…humanity and many locations on earth. Both of these different frequency (higher/lower, faster/dense) energies literally cannot exist in the same higher vibrating space, in higher vibrating humans, now that so much ascension work has been lived. Every time I’ve experienced this ON THE RUN “negative” lower frequency energy, it was because we’d reached yet another slightly higher frequency and space ourselves. Out with the old and in with the new as the saying goes. I’ve/we’ve waited and worked a very, very, long time to be exactly where we are today. Be proud, be excited oh weary “System Busters”, because another higher phase is arriving now.

Denise

June 15, 2008

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