On the Cusp of 2011 / 2012

In the beginning of the physical biological Ascension years (1998–1999 on) I felt solar flares, CME’s, solar storms, solar winds, or any solar activities in my body in these ways:

  • severe chills like when you have a fever
  • “ascension flu” caused by higher frequency Light energies coming into contact with dense lower frequencies in our bodies
  • body and bone aches
  • sudden severe stabbing ice pick-like pains in bones and joints
  • extreme inner cold all over or in specific spots on my body, usually around a chakra on the front of my body
  • weakness, fatigue, exhaustion but inability to sleep or rest and recuperate
  • mind races non-stop despite physical and emotional exhaustion
  • vision changes, seeing new colors, seeing energies and vortexes etc., dry eyes, eye fatigue and blurriness
  • hearing non-physical sounds, inner ear humming, ringing, buzzing
  • pressures and pains in the head, tenderness or bruised feeling skull and scalp
  • evolutionary changes in the Pineal and Pituitary glands and their corresponding Crown and Brow chakras

During 2011 I’ve felt these higher frequency solar energies in my body in these ways:

  • sudden intense inner cold that can last for a few minutes or hours
  • sudden chills across my skin and/or scalp
  • occasional mild body and/or bone and joint aches
  • much stronger pressures and pain (that moves around) inside my head, brain, skull, sinuses and eyes expanding out in all directions
  • much stronger changes in the Pituitary and Pineal glands and corresponding Crown and Brow chakras
  • feeling pristine stellar-like energies becoming the new 5D solar/stellar energies of the new ascended Earth
  • increasing heart-centered 5D Unity or High Heart Consciousness
  • awareness that old linear time space borders are disappearing and border-less, timeless, quantum consciousness is growing
  • increasing knowing of oneself as a real aspect of Source/All That Is and starting to function and create from this growing sense of self/Self

Because the Starseeds/Lightworkers have been physically transmuting lower frequency energies to be able to embody and anchor higher frequency energies since 1998–1999, the solar energies don’t affect us or our bodies in the same ways they did ten, eleven or twelve years ago. Thank goodness because it was brutal and profoundly painful and difficult back then. We’ve got to remember that 2012 is the final year of this difficult twenty-five yearlong Ascension Process and everything is happening astonishingly fast now and 2012 will unfold even faster which I think we’ll be grateful for. I’d rather feel like compressed and electrified crap for a final short blast compared to the endless slow motion 24/7/365 minute-by-minute torture that life and reality has been for me since the start of 1999!

I read recently that 2012 and 2013 are the peak years of a solar maximum cycle. Because we’ve completed the past Evolutionary Cycle (as represented by the Mayan calendar) and are now in a compressed completion period—October 28, 2011 through the end of 2012—I sense the 2012 solar energy transmissions may affect everyone (plus many man-made objects, like those orbiting Earth) in a more accelerate and intense way than they have previously. The more higher frequency Light energies that arrive the more the masses (and everything else) will be affected, and as we’ve already seen in many cases, not always in the best of ways. Some people who’ve not done any inner transformational work cannot tolerate such high frequency cosmic and galactic Light energies (many transmitted to us and Earth through our Sun) coming into contact with their physical bodies, energy bodies, and minds. These higher frequency cosmic/solar energies shine an intense spotlight on their (everyone’s) inner emotional energies and issues, polarized consciousness, and distorted Emotional and Mental Bodies.

Some people will choose to leave their physical bodies during this last year (2012) of the twenty-five yearlong Ascension Process (1987–2012), while others will have accelerated symptoms from these accelerated ascension related energies and internal and external changes. In many ways I sense 2012 will be for our Mental Bodies what 2011 was for our Emotional Bodies! A lot of inner Mental Body house cleaning of old patriarchal beliefs and belief systems (and you know what all that covers!) will transpire during 2012. However, at this point we’re already well aware of how easy it is to let go of whatever it is in us that needs to go, so keep that in mind and heart if/when you need to release more old world 3D polarized patriarchal beliefs no matter what they are.

I’m going to end this with a short quote from Barbara Hand Clow’s book Awakening The Planetary Mind (2011 second edition of what had originally been titled Catastrophobia), plus a couple random quotes from Barbara Marciniak’s channeled Pleiadians Fall Equinox 2011 issue of The Pleiadian TIMES.  http://www.pleiadians.com/ptimes.html  Marciniak’s P’s have always used the term “the nanosecond” to describe the Ascension Process years from 1987 through the end of 2012, so the term “nano” and/or “nanosecond” is referring to those intense, important years.

Sitting at the completion of 2011 and the beginning of 2012 is a powerful and important point within the overall twenty-five yearlong Ascension Process with its twenty-five winter solstice conjunctions within the “nanosecond” or “Galactic Winter Solstice”. Only one short remaining year left within this Ascension Process and grand transition then Earth and her inhabitants will fully enter a new Evolutionary Cycle and level of ongoing spiritual creativity and learning. Exhausted yes, but how exciting to have played a part in such an amazing and important transition.

Denise

December 26, 2011

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From Barbara Hand Clow:

“Our solar system is moving out of the Orion Arm into a dark region of the Milky Way galaxy; Earth is precessing out of the Age of Pisces into the Age of Aquarius as Earth’s North Celestial Pole moves to the star Polaris; and the intersection of the plane of our solar system and the plane of our galaxy is in conjunction with the winter solstice sun. During the 26,000-year-long precessional cycle, called the Great Year by the Greeks, this intersection line—the galactic axis—is closely aspected by the winter solstice sun for twenty-five years, from 1987 to 2012. This galactic alignment—the Galactic Winter Solstice—occurs when we enter the Age of Aquarius and the prophetic Mayan Calendar ends. This heralds the transfiguration of our species.

“This Galactic Winter Solstice can be thought of as a stellar mystery play: The curtain rose on Harmonic Convergence on August 16/17, 1987, an Earth celebration when millions of people meditated at sacred sites all over the world. The final act is during 2011/2012, the mysterious end date of the Mayan Calendar. Approaching 2012, it’s as if there is a strange time-attractor in the sky. We feel this pull instinctively, as if we are caterpillars undergoing metamorphosis and becoming butterflies; we are time-coded by evolution to change into new forms…”

And this from Barbara Marciniak and her channeled P’s:

“As the end of the nanosecond draws near, this final stage can best be described as a great reckoning, a period filled with dense concentrations of super-rapid accelerated energy that expand and magnify your energy fields; a time of sorting and rearranging of values, with higher order and purpose; and of settling the accounts regarding the collective and individual use and misuse of energy…”

“The time of transition demands the necessity of a new awareness…”

“You are on the approach to a solar maximum cycle that will peak in 2012 and 2013. On both the approach and decline of this cycle, very intense energies can trigger volatility; people tend to be more stirred up and aggressive at these times, for whatever is brewing inside is magnified and released as they play out their karmic stories. Those clearly focused on new awareness will readily experience a heightening of the psychic senses. The Sun is the initiating force at the end of the nano, playing a pivotal role in the alteration of your perceptions…”

“The Sun and the solar max cycle will transmit specific energy frequencies to initiate humanity into higher states of consciousness…”

“Being that the nanosecond is all about the growth of consciousness, the final homestretch may at times be the most difficult part. If the nano were a marathon, this is almost the final mile, where both physical exhaustion and waves of super-exhilaration vie for attention…”

 

What Is Unity Consciousness?

POLARIZED BRAINS PERCEIVE POLARIZED, LINEAR REALITY

REWIRED BRAINS PERCEIVE UNITY, SPHERICAL OR QUANTUM REALITIES

In very simplified terms, pre-Ascension polarized awareness, focus and frequency range emanated from the three bottom chakras. That was mass humanity’s singular lens to perceive “reality” — straight from their crotches and solar plexus gut! Is it any wonder why things have been so dark for so long if the bottom three chakras are a species only lens on “reality”? How repulsively easy it’s been for some to mind control, manipulate and heard the human species through these bottom three chakras within Duality.

But, via the Ascension Process this frequency range and level of function and perception is ascending/evolving into the upper chest area. Not the old lower physical heart with its Heart chakra, but the Thymus gland which sits higher in the chest above it and is what I call the High Heart or what others call “Unity” Consciousness.  Now don’t you just know that reality is going to change dramatically because of this elevation of humanities focus point? 🙂

We all know what lower frequency duality consciousness was all about. It was an endless tug of war back and forth between one side, one person, one family, one country, one group, one religion, one belief system etc. against all others. And of course, from the opposite side or group or country or religion or belief system it looked exactly the same. Them against us, us against them, him against her, her against him, endlessly back and forth like mesmerized idiots incapable of escaping their limited dualized brains and matching frequency consciousness and external reality.

Ascending individuals with blossoming High Heart or Unity consciousness have resolved duality/polarized emotional energies and projected junk in themselves to the point where they’re able to escape the endless back and forth tug of war of duality consciousness and reality. (This was the start of individuals experiencing the beginning of the Separation of Worlds over the past few years.) These individuals are increasingly existing and perceiving from the High Heart area in their upper chests spherically, as opposed to the bottom three chakras within the frequency range of duality.

The main way I know I’m existing within increasing High Heart “Unity” consciousness now is that lower frequency stuff has much less effect on me in those old lower chakra gut/solar plexus ways. I see something horrible and seemingly wrong in the world but I have a higher perspective and knowing about it with greatly increased emotional neutrality. My High Heart easily understands why things are happening and I have great compassion for all the players playing their individual roles and lives, yet, I’m finally emotionally neutral and unaffected by what is happening around me. This is one easy to recognize trait of increasingly functioning, existing and perceiving from High Heart Unity consciousness. It exists vertically and vibrationally (as integrated position number 3 in my diagram) above the lower frequency of horizontal duality (the number 1 and number 2). It’s perspective is radically different from the lower tug of war of duality consciousness and reality.

Another clue that you’re existing and functioning within increasing High Heart Unity consciousness is that you FEEL and KNOW much more but it doesn’t imbalance you mentally, emotionally, psychically or physically at all. You feel, you know, and you know you are connected to All (ascended 5D Aquarian group) and yet you are still a unique individual (ascended 5D creative Leo). You know things but not through the brain in your head or your egoic intellect, but through your integrated High Heart FEELING KNOWING 5D brain center in your upper chest.

Your physical body talks to you too informing you of all sorts of things, but again, this all happens not in your head, brain or intellect but through body consciousness, cellular consciousness and memory, feeling, sensing, and knowing information without having it be an intellectual, linear thought process. You FEEL and KNOW because you are in a more unified frequency using a higher, more unified range of perception. The “We are all One” statement means something very different to you once you are consciously aware of and can feel the fact that it is a fact but not loose your important individuality at the same time.

The new Unity, High Heart consciousness is vastly more about FEELING and KNOWING from this new Center without lower head thinking, which I know sounds to some like an impossibility or just plain crazy. But after a lifetime being a psychic in polarized 3D Earth reality, I can tell you that what I’m experiencing of High Heart Unity consciousness so far is tremendously more advanced and comfortable than being a “psychic”—clairvoyant, clairaudient, claircognizant, empathic etc.—in lower duality. There is no comparison actually.

Be ready to KNOW and FEEL as the new ascended primary way of perception from a very different place in yourself and your body than your pre-ascension head, polarized brain hemispheres and intellectual ego self. Unity or High Heart consciousness and Center (as I’ve experienced it to date but I expect I will evolve much further into it) is so much smoother, easier, gentler, faster, wiser and far-seeing and with no intense trauma and drama. Pay attention to the new ways that you are now receiving/perceiving information and reality through your body and energy field instead of only the brain (and left brain only at that) in your head. You’ll be surprised at what you discover.

Denise

September 25, 2011

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Ascension Related Symptoms & Improvements

Someone asked me recently about if and when there will be any physical body improvements concerning the ongoing Ascension pressures, aches and pains. The situation is that when something physically hurts due to the ongoing transformational Ascension Process, it’s because there are improvements happening to us and our bodies and brains!

Old polarized 3D consciousness and belief systems have taught us that if something hurts in our physical bodies it’s automatically a warning sign that something is “wrong”, that something is “sick”, that something is “not working correctly” and needs a doctor to “fix it”, typically from some pharmaceuticals. Another old lower 3D belief system about body pain is guilt. You must have done something “bad”, something “wrong”, something “incorrectly”, or you “overworked it” or you “don’t exercise enough” and on and on. A huge sense of frailty, guilt, shame, blame, dis-empowerment and separation about and within our physical bodies and why they hurt. Is it any wonder why so many people are confused and worried about why their body hurts—and in such strange ways—due to the Ascension Process?

This Ascension Process is about higher frequency Energies and Light Energies coming into our solar system, our Sun, and on to Earth and humanity as a Divine cosmic way to trigger compressed and rapid evolution (ascension) out of one dimension and level of awareness (3D density and Duality consciousness), into a higher dimension and level of awareness (5D). When higher vibrating, higher frequency energies and Light comes into contact with lower, slower frequencies, more dense, less Light-filled energies, emotions and polarized bodies and consciousness it causes pains in our physical bodies. It also causes plenty of emotional, mental, psychological and psychic pressures and pains as well.

When we repeatedly feel the Ascension related aches and pains it does not mean we’ve done anything “wrong” or that we’re “flawed”, or that we’ve “sinned”, or that we’re “sick” or “broken” etc. Those aches and pains indicate that our bodies and brains (and everything else too of course) have been Divinely triggered to evolve, and to do so in a very short span of linear time. It’s a great sign, a very positive indicator that you’ve chosen to remain in your current physical 3D body and evolve/ascend it into a much more Light-filled, higher frequency 5D version. In this case you could say, “No pain, no gain” is an accurate indicator of how you are continuing to evolve and take on increasing amounts of Light energies within your physical body, brain, and everything else which alchemically transforms it into something very different.

Another aspect of this that I suspect some people are still confused over is the old lower polarized 3D consciousness and beliefs about linear time, space, and physical distance. I’m talking about how many of the 3D “professionals” are only aware of and believe in linear time, space, and distance and how it takes “time” between something happening in space and when it actually reaches Earth—not to mention if that event will have some (if any) effect on Earth, humans, animals and life on Earth.

Since yesterday, July 3, 2011, I’ve strongly felt those old familiar body aches and pains—aka the “Ascension flu”, joint pain, muscle weakness and fatigue, head and skull pains, deep exhaustion, and repeated waves of body chills similar to when you have a fever. Today, July 4, 2011, these body pains and chills were much worse so I did what I usually do to confirm what I’m feeling in my physical body; I went to Spaceweather.com to see if the Sun is doing anything. Here’s what I found there today, July 4, 2011: (there’s a link to Spaceweather.com in my sidebar LINKS area.)

INCOMING CME: “During the early hours of July 3rd, NASA’s Solar Dynamics Observatory recorded a mild but beautiful explosion near growing sunspot group 1244. The B9-category blast hurled a faint cloud of plasma toward Earth, which could cause some geomagnetic activity when it arrives on ~July 6th. This is not a major event.”

According to the old 3D “professionals”   this “Incoming CME” (Coronal Mass Ejection) won’t even reach Earth—forget about how it affects humans and other life on the planet!—until July 6th, yet, I’ve been profoundly physically affected by this latest Solar energy event since the start of July 3rd. When the Sun does anything it affects us immediately and does not take days for the Solar energies to travel through linear space/time/distance to, days later, finally reach Earth and humanity. The same is true with time-coded, deep-space events like massive Energy Light Waves radiating out from the Galactic Center (GC) which are further cosmic evolution/ascension triggers for humanity, Earth, our solar system and beyond. These are instantaneous energy events that happen and affect us, change us, help us evolve/ascend from the very first second they happen.

My point is that you will feel and be affected by cosmic, solar, galactic Light Energies when YOU feel them and not necessarily when the so-called “professionals” believe they’ll physically reach Earth in a linear only way. Don’t instantly and automatically believe that you’re “wrong” or that you’re “incorrect” or “confused” because you’re being affected by solar, cosmic, magnetic, astrological, galactic and universal Energies and Light Energies even though the “professionals” believe those energies haven’t physically arrived yet, or that they cannot and do not affect humans or Earth.

These “professionals” are now only sources to confirm what YOU already know from living it yourself first. YOU are your primary source of information now and these “professionals” information is to be used only as long as you feel you need or can benefit from what they have to say about what they believe and perceive is currently happening. Remember, they do not perceive reality—nor are they affected by it—in the same way you are so you’ve got to take what they say with a huge grain of salt, correct the timeline, make the necessary adjustments to what they’ve said, and always, always pay attention to what you yourself are experiencing, feeling, perceiving and being affected by moment to moment. The rest of the world will catch up to you if and when they can, otherwise YOU are your #1 source of information now. This is another aspect of the NEW responsibilities I mentioned before; expanded consciousness always brings with it new responsibilities. Not difficult hardships or burdens, just expanded responsibilities with expanded awareness and being.

Denise

July 4, 2011

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First the REWIRING, Then the NEW Energies Start Flowing

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BODY & BRAIN REWIRING

I’ve talked about the Body Rewiring Process in the past and how it painlessly feels like moving, vibrating, shaking energy deep inside the physical body. I’ve felt my physical body Rewiring happening since 2000. I didn’t know what it was then so I’d lay in bed in the middle of the night feeling, observing, counting and paying very close attention to the on-again-off-again buzzing, electrical-like current zzzzzzzing deep inside my body. I’ve spent years observing and watched it moving slowly up throughout my body heading towards my head/brain. It made sense that once this Rewiring Process reached my head and brain, that things would start changing externally very quickly and they have.

Some of the symptoms of the Head and Brain Rewiring were horrid intense headaches; painful pressures in my skull; one side or the other of my skull feeling bruised and sore like it’s literally been pounded on; pressure and pain in the bridge of my nose and sinuses and eyes; the top of my head/skull so tender, bruised and hot that it hurts; hair loss and my hair just changing; vision changes; sense of smell changes; sense of spinning, tipping over, or falling through the floor etc. A plethora of new weird head and skull pains and pressures happened when the Rewiring process reached my head and brain a couple years ago, not to mention the consciousness changes that having one’s two Duality brain hemispheres Rewired so it can embody and operate at higher frequency levels in a higher dimension and entirely NEW energy template that’s integrated, unified.

AFTER THE REWIRING, THE NEW  WILL ACTIVATE

In late 2010, and much more so in 2011, I’ve been feeling what had been Rewired within me coming online as greatly increased amounts of Divine Source Energy began to flow through my newly Rewired body and brain. The Forerunners, Starseeds, Lightworkers, Wayshowers are coming online first, meaning we’re starting to run larger amounts of much higher frequency Source energy, Light energies safely in and through our bodies, HighHearts and brains because of the Rewiring which has created our NEW individual human “Grid Systems”. This is the same Process Gaia is currently experiencing; slowly coming online because she too has been Rewired and now has a much more complex, higher frequency Grid System in place that can safely embody the greatly increased energies that the NEW Earth and matching NEW Humans must have.

The greatly increased energies flowing into and through my physical and energy bodies feels very different from three, five, nine years ago during the Body and Brain Rewiring phase. That was an Inner Body Vibration or buzzing that slowly moved around throughout my body. Like the Rewiring Process, this huge increase of incoming Energies doesn’t cause me any physical pain, it’s just rather intense feeling and hearing the great roar of it internally. I’ve never experienced a physical tornado or hurricane and don’t intend to, but the way this increase of energies feels and sounds flowing down and into my physical head and body must be like what a tornado or hurricane sounds and feels like. It is amazing in its force and volume, but like everything else, I know I’ll adapt and faster than I thought possible. Soon this roaring torrent of increased energies won’t even be audible to me any longer, nor will it rattle and shake my body with its great internal force and volume. It will soon become the NEW normal to me and to you. Until then however, it’s rather dramatic!

The way I’m currently feeling, hearing, and seeing these increased energies coming online and pouring down through my Crown chakra into other areas in my body is when I’m napping during the daytime, and also at different times throughout the night while asleep. For most of my life I could never nap and if I did I’d wake up with a nauseous headache so I never napped. But with the Alchemical Ascension Process literally kicking our everything’s from one end of the cosmic block to the other, I discovered the necessity of naps because I suddenly pass-out in the late afternoons from sheer exhaustion. Now naps are a favorite time and I get either fully out-of-body or half-in and half-out and intentionally maintain my awareness there at the dimensional edge to feel and hear the increased amounts of energies rushing into and around inside my body causing it to rattle, shake, vibrate and howl like the force of an internal hurricane.

Once I’m asleep either during a daytime nap or in the middle of the night I become lucid which just means I become conscious while not in my physical body and can usually retain the memory of whatever and whomever I experience while in this state. I know my Higher Self wants me, Denise, to be consciously aware of this aspect of my coming online and feeling and hearing the greatly increased amounts of energies flowing through me now so I pay close attention and report back here about what I’ve experienced and perceived.

From my current point of view these increased Source Light evolutionary ascension energies pouring in through the top of my head sound and feel almost violent and scary and far too intense and loud. But I suspect it’s just my current perspective of these greatly increased energies entering my body and being after a lifetime of running on nothing but Starseed Lightworker determination, Capricorn grit and stamina, and only two and a half miserable little 3D cylinders! Suddenly having the Source Energy floodgates opened a few more feet makes the force of the increased energies running through my body truly amazing and a bit unnerving. I just sit in between dimensions while napping or asleep and marvel at the great roaring, rattling, buzzing, clanging and banging vibrational flood of increased energies pouring into my newly Rewired Body and Brain. I also excitedly wonder about what NEW awareness and abilities I’ll naturally have due to this great increase of Source Energies flowing within me. Conscious Creating and Co-Creating fuel and more no doubt.

This increased energy flow always enters my body through the top of my head/Crown chakra area and typically floods powerfully down to my High Heart (the Thymus, not the lower physical heart and old Heart chakra) until it feels like it will explode. Often this raging flood of energy is then directed down further to my gut or Solar Plexus area where it rages, bangs, pounds, shakes, swirls and floods that entire area also. During all this my whole body feels like it’s being assaulted by massive amounts of energy which cause it to buzz, shake, vibrate, flutter, radiate and glow as my Rewired multidimensional energy tank is filled with endlessly flowing Source Energy. Again, from my current perspective this particular phase of The Process often sounds and feels like it could be too much, but the Rewiring did exactly what  it was designed to do; my new internal Grid System is embodying and running larger amounts of Source Energy and this is what some of you have recently perceived in your dreams or higher awareness as me becoming a transcended something else. I am, and so are and so will increasing numbers of us. This is why the body and brain Rewiring happened in the first place; so we could safely embody and run much more Source Energy in and through us constantly.

Denise Le Fay

April 26, 2011

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The Different Layers of Lightwork & the Ascension Process

In recent Comments J, Lenny, and Cat were talking about how much Ascension-related physical and psychological pain they’ve experienced and were wondering where the OFF switch is with all this, plus why some experience so much more pain than other people. Here’s J’s Comment.

“Reading the comments i see others question why we are in lockdown and for how long this has been so for SOME? I just read a page on a forum of people feeling they cant go on any longer alone, housebound, where life stopped and there is no way to see how to get beyond the enforced isolation/limitation lockdown.

“Watching the celeb lightworkers traveling the world, not being forced to let go their self-importance and workshop shit, their life still as it’s always been and they take the next steps for this years worldly travels.

“WTF is going on, does anyone actually know why only some are living years of this living death? Are we all doin the polarity dance, or only some?
Its like this is forced onto us, and why for so long, and i mean a decade or even more for some. Denise, if you have any ideas as to why this is i know many of us would be grateful to find a chink of light, cause this is crazy making and i know all is built from within but despair is setting in now, no one cares if they stay or go it seems now and we need some help down here and not from some channel who never lived what they spout about, (yes, Denise, so true) so HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP anyone!”

I think many can relate to what J is saying and feeling, plus I had a giggle over J’s “celeb lightworkers” term. Sulaireland also asked about these very public “Lightworkers” who travel extensively lecturing, doing workshops etc., but either don’t experience any Ascension symptoms or they’re tremendously reduced and short-lived. The question is…how can those Lightworkers do all they do publicly while other Lightworkers (plus many regular ascenders) are so severely affected by Ascension energies and the symptoms they cause that they can barely leave their houses to do the necessary monthly grocery shopping?  Pre-incarnational soul contracts; individual Service LightWork experience; the ability to house a wide range of frequencies in one’s body and awareness and not loose it!

I fall under the group of housebound Starseed Lightworkers who’ve suffered constantly from nearly unending Ascension symptoms. It’s improved tremendously for me over the past three years from how it was (and today, 4-4-11, has felt amazingly positive and NEW!), but it’s still difficult and painful. I chose the book publisher I did (Booklocker.com) because I knew self-publishing my books would free me from any and all control of a publishing company expecting or demanding that I travel to do book signings, book tours, book readings etc. Because my Ascension symptoms were so severe, I knew I couldn’t physically, mentally, emotionally or psychically do that so I needed a book publishing company where I was in control over these issues. Booklocker.com does this perfectly for me.

I also chose to share higher information/knowledge—which is Light—at TRANSITIONS for free because I’m intentionally trying to acclimate people to the NEW 5D reality and awareness that we don’t need money and can share everything with everyone for free. Evolved higher societies and their free-flowing open-ended systems function like this and don’t have, need, or use money. I realize we’re still in the middle of this old lower frequency money and money consciousness transition, but the more we evolve and expand our thinking, expectations, and creativity out of the old lower patriarchal ways, the faster the higher unified ascended NEW will manifest for All. Change the consciousness and reality quickly changes to reflect it.

WHY SOME PEOPLE’S ASCENSION SYMPTOMS ARE SO MUCH WORSE THAN OTHERS

Back to J’s question. There’s no fast answer to this for the simple reason we’re each at a slightly different level/timeline/phase/stair step within the compressed Evolutionary Ascension Process. I’ve tried to explain this concept before using the term stair steps or images of stairs or an escalator to help people understand that, even though we’re all heading in the same direction on the symbolic escalator, we’re each doing so at different stair steps in slightly different timelines (by days, weeks, months, or years) within this Process than everyone else is and this is perfectly normal.

Some people have lived the Ascension Process much longer than others and are obviously farther along within the Process. Other people are standing on a stair step that’s directly above or below someone else and those people find it easier to communicate and interact because they’re both so energetically close to each other at that moment within that timeline. Some move on faster than others, while some decide to hang-back and wait for loved ones, family or friends to catch up or to help them by sharing information/Light about the Ascension Process. Some move ahead farther and faster than others so they can aid them by passing on what they’ve learned and lived themselves. And of course other people are currently standing on much lower stair steps (stages, levels and timelines) within this ongoing Process so they’re experiencing different Ascension symptoms than someone farther along within it whose transmuted more.

Another aspect to all this is that Starseed Lightworkers, Lightworkers, Path Cutters, Wayshowers etc. are vastly more sensitive than regular or “normal” people which means we feel and are affected by higher frequency energies hitting and transmuting the lower frequencies within and around us a great deal more than they ever will. (Don’t forget that what you do Starseed/Lightworker creates an easier and faster Pathway for the “normal” folk to traverse.) Also, some of us have more karmic energies or residual unresolved emotional energies/wounds/projections/fears/polarity that are still being transmuted and integrated. Said another way, Starseeds/Lightworkers/Path Cutters can handle and cope with MUCH MORE  transformational  energy and energy Work than “normal” folk can; we’re built for it.

Starseeds/Lightworkers also Work while asleep and out-of-body doing their part in the Planetary and Collective transmuting of past lower frequency negative or Dark actions and residual emotional energies created by others through the Ages within both physical 3D and astral 4D. And, increasing numbers of people now have more conscious awareness of one or more of their past lives and selves and are currently integrating and transmuting those unresolved emotional issues, wounds, karmic energies and so on also.

Most people living the Ascension Process are not Lightworkers and are only dealing with their own lower frequency emotional energies, polarity, projections, fears, wounds etc. Because the First Wave Starseed Lightworker Group literally paved the way for this Process to be available within 3D physicality for humanity while they were in it themselves, their Ascension journey is much less painful, difficult, dangerous and intense as it was for the original Path Cutters who began it in total Darkness. They were the only Light in 3D physicality at that time, but now the Light is everywhere pressuring the Dark to evolve or be reabsorbed back into Source. Their time and Work is done. Add to this the profoundly compressed and accelerated 2011 timeline and these Ascension energies and symptoms cycle in and out so much faster than they did many years ago.

ARE THEY OR AREN’T THEY REAL LIGHTWORKERS?

1) This Group have pre-incarnational contracts to do Ascension-related Lightwork as public teachers or channelers. They either do this teaching Lightwork from self-knowledge gained from past-lives, multidimensional awareness, wisdom’s gained from lucid dream astral and higher dimensional experiences, conscious multidimensional interactions with Starbeings/ETs/Lightbeings etc. Far more commonly however they channel a non-physical, other-dimensional Being or Group of Beings and are more of a 3D middle-man or mouth piece to transmit higher dimensional information/Light for other Lightworkers and regular folk living the Ascension Process. For many who channel, the act of channeling itself is a specific teaching and awakening process for them. They needed to see, hear, feel and understand that reality and their consciousness and body is far more complex and multidimensional than what they’d believed or could perceive before they began channeling.

For other people who channel it was  more about their pre-incarnational contract to work with specific higher dimensional Groups of Beings and channel information from them to assist Lightworkers and other people living and struggling with the Ascension Process. These people aren’t “Lightworkers” in that they do not transmute lower frequency energies through their bodies, but they certainly do spread Light in the form of higher dimensional channeled information around the country or countries for others to benefit from.

In more rare cases the human who is doing the channeling and/or teaching or writing for other Starseeds and Lightworkers is directly connected to the higher dimensional Groups of Beings they are channeling or writing about. They are oftentimes a deliberate seeded aspect of that 5D, 6D, or higher Group of Beings whose chosen to physically incarnate on Earth during the Ascension Process to very directly help others on Earth, and further their individual spiritual growth, learning, and development.

2) This Group are Lightworkers and Starseed Lightworkers with pre-incarnational contracts to incarnate as the first Group (the First Wave) to do the darkest, most dense, difficult and dangerous energetic transformational Lightwork from within the physical planetary system in physical human bodies. They are literally designed to and excel at transmuting Dark, negative, dense lower frequency energies from within the negativity and muck while in physical bodies themselves. They are the Path Cutters who energetically bulldoze through and transmute lower energies in physical 3D and astral 4D. Doing this Work creates energetic Pathways for increasing amounts of Light Energies to rain down on humanity…just like cosmic waters pouring out from Aquarius’ jug.

These Starseed Lightworkers infiltrate and live like spies in a foreign land (on Earth within the third dimension) doing transformational Lightwork the entire time and typically have different connections back to their higher frequency Home dimensions, Family and Assistants (5D, 6D and higher) who function like Guides while both awake and asleep to help the Starseed Lightworker in 3D physicality with their multidimensional planetary Ascension Service Work. This Group of Starseed Lightworkers live the Ascension Process and do their Planetary Service Work in and through their physical bodies and are usually in no shape to travel around the country or world lecturing, teaching, channeling or doing much of anything else other than what they do!

During Phase One of the Ascension Process this Group were the workhorses doing the groundbreaking work so that everything and everyone else could come in afterward and do what they excel at doing. During Phase Two of the Ascension Process the First Wave Starseed Lightworkers—those workhorses—are again the first Group living, housing, grounding and anchoring the NEW higher Energies through their NEW Rewired bodies, brains and hearts, and as usual, quietly from behind the scenes and totally for free.

This Group had to transmute and clear the lower dense energies first (Phase One), and now in Phase Two of the Ascension Process they’re the first ones doing the Conscious Creating/Co-Creating in the NEW over the lower collapsing, corrupt man-made laws, systems, belief systems and ways etc. Think of this as this Group of Lightworkers invisibly redesigning, redecorating, and replacing all the old patriarchal world system with NEW.

(This is why I do not care about who claims to have done or created the latest dirty deed or earthquake disaster on the planetary stage. This is why I don’t care about who claims such n’ such about some negative action or evil technology created by the elite because they are no longer running or steering this planet, this world, and most certainly not the NEW reality! The First Group of Starseed Lightworkers are with plenty of help from higher dimensions and the Beings of Light therein. So…give it a rest and I suggest you take an honest look at where your consciousness is and which system its feeding and supporting now and why.)

3) This group are NOT Lightworkers, NOT Starseeds, NOT Path Cutters yet they channel, or lecture, tour and travel extensively, write books, have websites or blogs, are on TV or write or make movies etc., but they’ve always played for the other team—Team Dark. These people have taught and promoted what’s been called “New Age” material over the past thirty-plus years, and made plenty of money doing so, but it’s mostly highly distorted material from the Dark Ones. All of the weird, harebrained and distorted “New Age” movement stuff should make a lot more sense to many knowing the majority of it was from the Dark side to prevent as many people as they could from recognizing or utilizing real Light and higher Energies to help them through the Ascension Process.

MONEY DOES NOT MAKE THE WORLD GO AROUND. IT TRAPS IT AT A SPECIFIC LOWER FREQUENCY

We’ve all heard so much hype about creating abundance, attracting money, the great and desirable need for abundance and money. My question to you is, why would you need to attract money or abundance if you exist within the planetary Ascension Process and are evolving beyond that level of reality and consciousness?

The most obvious thing to me is that a group of some bodies don’t want you focused on taking advantage of and living the current Ascension Energies to evolve. They want everyone to stay entrapped within lower frequencies and consciousness and be endlessly preoccupied with money and materialism. So here comes that deliberate distorted disinformation via the Dark Ones we were talking about earlier. To keep the portions of humanity seeking a higher way distracted and misinformed, the Dark Ones manipulate and direct certain humans to teach, write, lecture about how they can intend and envision increasing money, wealth, youth, happiness etc. coming into their lives via their particular “New Age” belief system and techniques…usually for a hefty price of course.

A couple years ago I wrote an article about this money business and consciousness and the Ascension Process. What bothers me about this topic and so many others like it is that some are trying very hard to keep everyone focused on money (and gasoline and oil and all the other old patriarchal Piscean Age negativity) and not on how we’re currently evolving beyond that level of consciousness and need for those things and methods. Like I’ve said before, how many Ascended Masters, Starbeings, ETs, Lightbeings, Angelic Beings or higher evolved Races of Beings have you ever seen or read about that carried wallets, purses, money or credit cards? My point exactly.

Denise

April 4, 2011

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Negative Mental Body Blocks & Interference

PRE-ASCENSION

Before my physical, biological Ascension Process stated in February 1999, my ability to mentally and emotionally focus was rather impressive. I could easily and quickly enter an altered state of consciousness by mentally focusing on something and then fueling my intent with a specific emotion. That was all it took for me to quickly launch myself into an altered state specifically to access higher dimensional information.

Keep in mind that what I’m talking about was my reality before the start of my physical body Ascension Process. My consciousness and the energy situation was different then from what it was 15 years ago, 10 years or even 3 years ago. My point is that I was very familiar with easily and quickly shifting my consciousness and focus to intentionally perceive higher level information and retain the majority of it once I’d returned to what then was my “normal” consciousness. [See A Lightworker’s Mission]

START OF THE BIOLOGICAL ASCENSION PROCESS

With the start of my physical Ascension Process this well developed mental ability I’d had all my life suddenly ended and I was mortified. Literally overnight I went from my familiar Multidimensional Traveler mode to not able to string enough words together to make intelligent sentences, or even remember the names of common everyday objects. I went through a lengthy period of years where I couldn’t read books—something I loved and could do in a day or two and retain almost all of what I’d read—because I could not mentally focus and remain mentally focused. It was incredibly frustrating and my ego self and sense of identity took debilitating but necessary transformational blows being forced to so unexpectedly release those abilities and sense of self at that old lower level.

I eventually realized that this chaotic mental jumble and disconnect was another typical Ascension symptom; a very important one that forced my then ego self, my consciousness, and my mental habits out of their familiar level and state, and into a (didn’t know this at the time but) temporary space of utter disconnect. I went through years of not being able to mentally focus on much of anything for the simple reason that I was not supposed to be so intensely focused in that old familiar 3D way! The Ascension Process scrambled my brains and ability to think straight, focus and stay focused on what the then “me” wanted to focus on.  My Higher Self had grander plans so I was placed on temporary Ascension disconnect and intense mental and ego self scramble for a few years… as were or are most of you.

WHAT’S THIS NEW LEVEL OF MENTAL INTERFERENCE?

After going through these difficult Phase One Ascension-related changes, now when I mentally focus on specific positive and higher things, suddenly I can’t hold or maintain the desired focus I intended. This however does not feel like that old Ascension symptom mentioned above. I can now quickly get where I intend to mentally, create the visual mind’s eye image I want to use and actually be visualizing and Consciously Creating when, in the next split-second I’ll be thinking about trash on the side of the roads, monkey shit, off-road vehicles, biker dudes, colorful jelly beans, kids playing happily under the summer sun, cleaning the house, getting the car waxed, zebras grazing in Africa — every ridiculous lower frequency thing you could imagine would suddenly and repeatedly derail my intended higher frequency mental focus. And of course I thought for about a year that this problem was all me. I thought I was simply not doing all I could to mentally focus on what I wanted to focus on. I figured it was all my fault and that I must be doing something “wrong”. I’m stressing this because we all do this; we automatically assume that we’re the reason something isn’t working correctly. We typically don’t consider that there may be some unseen negative source causing the mental interference problems we’re experiencing.

Then around 2008, I  realized I should pay close attention to what I was mentally focusing on and intending when this sudden and severe mental interference and repeated derailing business happened. I also compared this to when I’d mentally focus on typical everyday type things and projects. This simple comparison test was how I made this discovery.

I discovered that this new mental side tracking and all over the place crazy monkey-mind derailing happened ONLY when I intentionally focused mentally on doing and/or Consciously Creating something higher in frequency than say, the need to mop my kitchen floor next Tuesday. Of course I did this comparison testing 547 times to be sure of the results I was getting! I never publicly write about something unless I’m sure of what I’m about to present to the minds and hearts of readers.

So, here are the incredible results of nearly four years of my fumbling around trying to honestly discern why this was happening to me. I know that 95% of the time now (this will improve greatly and sooner than later I sense) when I intentionally mentally focus on something higher to help me, my body/bodies with the current Ascension Process and energies (Consciously Create), I evidently trigger some frequency device—probably within my Mental Body in another dimension—that automatically and instantly activates mental blocks and mental interference to what I’m intentionally doing and focusing on. Next obvious question is who would do this to me? To you? This one is obvious after you make the connections; it’s the Dark Ones or Team Dark as I call all of them. The why to this is equally obvious; they do NOT want me, you, us, humanity raising our vibratory rates, our frequencies, our mental and emotional energies and focus on anything higher and positive because it will directly affect them in ways they do not want. Talk about ramming your Ascending head against an invisible glass ceiling!

They have in my opinion placed or implanted some type of frequency monitor—Higher Consciousness Alarm System—to prevent me/you/us from intentionally using our evolving/ascending High Heart (Unity) Consciousness and Creative abilities and escape their monstrous actions and distortions to our different Energy Bodies and multidimensional abilities. If this wasn’t created by them I’d experience this same mental interference and derailing business when I focus on anything. But I don’t, I experience it only when I intentionally focus on creating something positive, higher and beneficial for myself, my physical body, the masses, the planet etc. The mental blockages and mental interference was there every time and that’s not a coincidence—it’s deliberate and it’s done by the Dark Ones to keep us functioning within a very limited and lowly frequency range.

SO NOW WHAT?

Just because I put two and two together and discover some of these multidimensional dark, negative, horrific things on my own does not mean I’m always ready to share them all at TRANSITIONS. Sometimes I sit on information because I’m not ready or willing  to play the solo maverick and stick my Elder Starseed Lightworker neck out yet again and get myself attacked for the effort. So, sometimes I sit on certain information until I sense or know it is energetically time to go public with it and that I’ll be safe in doing so.

This was recently confirmed for me by another great article by Lisa Renee that made my heart smile and know it’s time for more of this information to be brought out into full consciousness. Her article I’m talking about is “The Diamond Heart” February 2011.

This article talks about how we’ve evolved/ascended to the point now where it’s time for these negative, other-dimensional Mental Body (and Emotional Body) blocks and frequency interference devices to be removed or energetically overridden completely. This makes perfect sense to me because of the higher level interferences and blockages I’d discovered a few years ago. I sensed there had to be more Light assistance for us in removing and/or overriding any and all of these negative distortions, blockages, energy siphons, and multi-bodied control devices created by the Dark Ones so long ago. I’ve sensed that eventually within our ongoing Ascension Process we’d have to deal with all of these negative DNA alterations, disconnections, and everything else done by them to us, humanity and Earth. Evidently we reached that point in the fall months of 2010, but all of 2011 will quickly deal with one after another of these negative multidimensional body and consciousness interference devices. It’s about time is all I can say! Can you imagine how much easier everything will be for the Forerunners/Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers/Gridworkers/Indigos when we have all our natural abilities, Source energies and connections back up and running constantly and all these dark limitation and parasitic feed devices gone? I cannot wait to exist and work at full and natural capacity with NO dark energy drains, restrictions and constant interference devices in any of my bodies!

I realize we will walk up these 2011 energy stair steps and accelerated phases and these ancient negative distortions, blockages, interference devices, energy drains and all the rest of it created by the Dark Ones to imprison us, are (and will continue to be) removed or dissolved because that is a huge aspect of this phase of the Ascension Process. And the inter-dimensional help and protections we have now is different from what I’ve perceived from the start of 1999 through the ending of 2010. The Work we’re currently doing will be much faster and easier compared to what we’ve been through during Phase One. Know that one after another of these negative etheric devices and distortions created by the Dark Ones will quickly be leaving us now and replaced with unrestricted flow of Source Energy and Life Force. Oooo… just had another little earthquake here like an exclamation point to all this!

Denise

February 13, 2011

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The Dark Side of Ascension for Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkers

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A few months ago during the summer of 2010, I sensed that by the fall quarter many of us would begin experiencing the start of some new higher consciousness, multidimensionality, abilities and reality etc. I also sense that this year’s Winter Solstice is going to be rather amazing in how profoundly it will push us into more of the New. All of the 2010 Multi-D energies, events, unfolding cycles, and numbered portal days (10-10-10, 11-11, 12-12 etc.) have continued helping us  get up-to-speed so we can more easily transition into the final twenty-fold increase that starts March 9, 2011. 2010 has felt like us running faster and faster  each month so we’ll be able to more easily enter this final and 20 times faster completion phase.

What I didn’t fully see in all this was what many of us have been and still are currently going through; being under etheric attack and interference by the negative Dark Ones.

I’ve always known that my being on the team I am (gonna borrow a Barbara Marciniak’s Pleiadian term here), the “Light Tee Shirts”, or Team Light as I call them, that I would simply have to deal with the “Dark Tee Shirts” (Team Dark as I’ve called them) team endlessly trying to take my ass out of The Game. After all, we’re taking their asses out of The Game by our actions so it makes a lot of sense that we’re not their favorite folks! This is just how this works in a polarized world. But despite my always knowing this in this life, plus having clairvoyantly and physically seen and experienced decades of encounters and attacks by the negative Dark side or the “Dark Tee Shirts”, what’s been happening since Oct. 2010 has been difficult and an eye-opener for me. In other words, you can know something very well but when it shifts into a more intense (and final) phase, it changes things even further and that’s the part I didn’t prepare myself enough for; this retaliation or backlash phase. Of course this is far more vast and complex than JUST what we’ve been through during the 2010 summer and fall months, but it certainly plays a huge part in why we’re currently being attacked and interfered with to this degree by the Dark.

I thought it might be helpful to list some Dark attack and interference symptoms and compare them to some typical Ascension symptoms. (You realize they all are Ascension related.)

COMMON DARK ATTACKS & INTERFERENCE

  1. Exhaustion, depletion, lethargic, groggy, body aches and pains, muscle spasms and sense of being “ill”
  2. Unable to mentally and emotionally focus and remain focused
  3. Retreating, resting, nesting, shutting down, Warrior of Light Mode has been put on pause
  4. Clairvoyantly seeing directly and/or peripherally Dark shapes, figures, balls, creatures, beings, colored balls of light, strange shaped lights etc.
  5. Astral plane and/or Dream level attacks
  6. Loved ones and/or neighbors or strangers being used to trigger you even further into lower frequency states
  7. A loved one and/or pet being attacked to further trigger and trap you within fear/chaos/anxiety/dis-empowered state
  8. Physical sounds and noises sounding abnormal, otherworldly, and not being able to interpret them.
  9. Anomalies seen while out in public. Certain people looking/acting differently and/or being used by negative non-physical Dark beings
  10. Certain things do not dawn on you because you’re being blocked and interfered with by the negative Dark

There are more but you get the gist. Now let’s compare this to higher energy Ascension symptoms to compare the subtle and not so subtle differences.

TYPICAL POSITIVE ASCENSION SYMPTOMS

  1. Exhaustion, depletion, lethargic, body aches and pains, sense of being “ill” but not actually
  2. Occasionally not able to mentally focus due to brain rewiring process and expanding consciousness etc.
  3. Retreating, resting, nesting due to the overload of higher frequency energies effecting you and your multiple bodies and awareness
  4. Loved ones and/or pets also displaying Ascension-related symptoms
  5. Clairvoyantly seeing anomalies, energies, inter-dimensionally, physical reality going thin and/or disappearing in small patches and areas
  6. Clairaudiently hearing sounds, voices, noises that you can’t identify
  7. Anomalies seen while out in public. Seeing white fog, mist, or reality becoming blurry in certain buildings
  8. Body, mental and emotional aches and pains caused by solar and/or higher dimensional energies triggering you, your consciousness and bodies

There are plenty more but again, you get the gist. See what a razor’s edge there is between the two? Amazing and highly confusing isn’t it? The primary difference between the two is that the negative Dark always makes me feel dis-empowered, isolated, depleted, sad, depressed, limited, trapped, confused and  out of sync with what I really am. In other words, it makes me feel a huge lack of Light and Love. Typical Ascension symptoms never do this but often make you feel like there’s way too much Light and Love and that’s why you’re having difficulty housing It all! Subtle and not so subtle differences between the two, and if you’ve experienced both multiple times then you know them both intimately at this point.

Barbara Hand Clow said this (The Pleiadian Agenda) and I know how deeply true it is:

“You will see how knowing darkness is the key to maintaining awareness in the light of the Photon Band.”

We’ve been talking about this and much more in Comments on my Nov. 9, 2010 post The Dark Is Lashing Out, but I wanted to add this here too. Since the very first time I read Lisa Renee’s Guardians “command” paragraph in her Nov. 2010 article “The Restoration”, I’ve been clairvoyantly seeing two anomalies that I’ve seen for the past seven years. All the times I’d seen them prior to reading Lisa’s latest, I never could sense or read these two anomalies much at all. They didn’t radiate negativity nor did they give off much of anything which I always found rather confusing. However, since the first time I read this “command”, these two anomalies (one is a round ball of periwinkle colored light, and the second object is a bright silver-white colored light that looks much like the lens or light emanating end of a LED flashlight) manifest within minutes. I now realize  they most likely are negative Dark etheric body attachments and/or peep holes I’ve had for a while. Damn, I hate this crap but there it is.

Needless to say I’ve been paying very close attention to any and all phenomena that happens during or after I read this command. Every single time I’ve done so these two anomalies appear. Last night after I’d read the command I saw them both and then the white light colored one flew into my abdomen at the solar plexus area. Damn, I really hate this crap! So I re-read the command again—with attitude and determination—and saw this same round white light LED looking thing exit my gut area and retreat up near the ceiling and hang there a couple  of seconds before they both vanished from my clairvoyant vision. I realize this may take some repeated work to completely solve and that’s fine. I’ve survived much worse.

On the other hand I should share what happened when I first read this command. When I got to that one line in it about, “…to return all unity codes, fire letters, and the jewels, wings, energies and parts of bodies…” I instantly and very unexpectedly burst into tears! That was the FIRST time I’ve ever even heard these terms in this life, and yet, some deeper aspect of me knows them intimately. In that first moment as I read those words, I clarivoyantly saw great Angelic-like  Light Beings who have living “jewels” on/in their chests like magnificent, interdimensional hearts. I also saw “fire letters” hanging huge in space and recognized some of them as my Original Codes. And the “wings” revealed how many have had them ripped from us, distorted and then utilized negatively by some of these super-ancient Dark Ones. All-in-all it was a profoundly potent moment for me seeing, feeling, knowing and remembering these ultra-ancient aspects of some of us Lightworkers/Starseeds at higher dimensional levels. So I have my personal reasons—both positive and negative—for believing Lisa Renee’s Guardians command and that entire November 2010 article. It, plus all the side-effects from reading the command, tell me that many of us (not all) have reached this point where we’re taking back certain super-ancient multidimensional aspects of Ourselves (“The Restoration” period) that have been stolen and/or hustled from us during the many eons of this particular Journey.

It makes perfect sense that at this point we’d have to collect and integrate any of these Multi-D bits and pieces of our Greater Selves that have been stolen and used against not only us but all other Beings of Light throughout this entire Journey. During Phase One of the Ascension Process we had to transmute and integrate the majority of our personal projections, karma, dark shadow parts, our unloved, projected and ignored aspects. Now in (let’s call it) Phase Two of the Ascension Process, it makes sense that this would continue but at even larger, higher and more vast levels with those larger, higher, and more vast aspects of our SELVES within all dimensions. All of these things informs us that we’re closer than we’ve ever been before, otherwise the Dark side wouldn’t be doing what it’s doing to and at us now.

Yesterday I discovered a section at Lisa Renee’s website that deals with “Psychic Self Defense”. So far I’ve only read a couple of her articles about this but could tell they are excellent. One thing to keep in mind however if you read any of these particular articles is when she originally wrote them (2007) vs. how much transformational Ascension Work we’ve done since then. They’re very helpful but many of us have finished much personal Inner Work in this area already so don’t automatically assume that you’re less than what you currently are.

Denise

November 14, 2010

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“As the 12 D Avatar and the Light of God that I am, I cancel all contracts and/or agreements that I have made with any entity, guide, in this timeline or in any reality, that were not in my highest alignment and expression of my Light Source in the Law of One. I terminate all false matrices, or illusions that may have obscured my highest God purpose and soul mission, from the past, present and future. I terminate redemptive vehicle and crucifixion contracts and their related phantom systems from impacting my consciousness and all of my 12 bodies. I further declare that the cancellation of all such contracts is to be irrevocable and permanent in all time frames and realities. Further I ask my Avatar to return all unity codes, fire letters, and the jewels, wings, energies and parts of bodies that have been misdirected or usurped and ask to return them NOW to the Rightful Owner in the name of Self Sovereignty herein stated and commanded into presence. I invalidate the beings by commanding a full dissolution and dissolve them into the One Source—God Source Light through the Eternal Love of Forgiveness and Forgetfulness. Completely Heal and Seal my personal Auric Field from any further intrusion. Return all energies and essences that are in divine right order NOW. I call back NOW — All that is my self sovereign God power and right. I choose my perfection to stand in the Eternal Light and represent my full sovereignty and freedom for all human beings on this planet. I receive this Gift now as I will Share this Gift with ALL. All is One with the Light. I AM UNITY. Beloved God — Thank you!”

Solar Activities = Body & Emotional Aches & Pains

(Oct. 16, 2010 solar magnetic “Great Filament” and sun spots)

On Thursday Oct. 14, 2010 between 4–4:30 pm I suddenly got blasted with those old familiar  intense “ascension flu” symptoms. I learned years ago that the “ascension flu” symptoms were actually how my physical body reacts to any and all solar activity. Solar flares, CME’s, solar storms, magnetic solar filaments, sun spots etc., all instantly cause my physical body to feel as if I’ve got the “ascension flu”. Body aches and pains, chills like you have a low-grade fever, occasional stabbing ice pick-like pains in certain bones and joints that only last a couple of seconds thank gwad, and that general all around crappy, profoundly exhausted feeling physically.

Another  way that any and all solar activity affects me is emotionally, and I’ll suddenly find myself crying over some lame-ass commercial or movie…or nothing! I just suddenly feel abnormally emotional and cry often because of it. (I have some vague memory of Steve Rother/the group channeling recently about magnetic fluctuations from solar activity causing us to be more emotional.)

Cherie and I had been talking in emails about this recently and she was relieved to hear that her sudden attack of flu-like symptoms and severe body aches, pains, and exhaustion were/are due to current solar activity. I’m going to add a link to Spaceweather.com below so you can see for yourself what the Sun has been doing these past few days and back-engineer your possible ascension flu symptoms and crying jags to make this connection. (The ultra sensitive and sensitive people always feel and are affected by these energies before other people are.)

These energies are only going to increase in intensity from 2010 over the next two years or more, so we need to remember that we are very much affected (physically, emotionally, and in many other positive ways as well) by Cosmic and Galactic Energy Waves that reach our Sun and then the Sun transmits on to us and Earth.

Denise Le Fay

October 17, 2010

http://www.spaceweather.com/

Going Back Downstairs Part 2

Some of my readers have said how fed-up they are with hearing/reading about anything else that even has the word “Ascension” in it. I totally understand and feel the same way after nearly eleven years living The Process. (Feb, 1, 2011 will be my eleven year Ascension anniversary.) However, we’re still in and living through this Ascension Process and all it’s causing and creating now thanks to the huge changes the summer of 2010 (and beyond) triggered and grounded. Because of these recent  summer and into fall 2010 changes, we’ll need to continue writing and sharing about what we’re experiencing now for the simple reason that it is a new level with new symptoms and increasingly strange side-effects!

Based on what I’m now experiencing—plus what many of you have shared in Comments that you’re experiencing too—we need to exchange these personal experiences and what we’re discovering because of them. Everyone benefits from us doing this type of open and honest sharing about the higher energy and consciousness anomalies, perceptions and multi-leveled symptoms.

[Note: Please read all the Comments people wrote in response to “Going Back Downstairs“. There are many correct new perceptual experiences and phenomena that some people are currently encountering that are far more severe and strange.]

ckck1 and Robin both mentioned not hearing normal physical sounds as one of these new perceptual changes or side-effects due to the summer energy/consciousness changes. I too experienced not hearing any sounds in my weird DMV experience [see Going Back Downstairs], but forgot to mention it. The only sounds I did hear while inside the DMV office were the DMV employee and myself talking, and the young man standing next to me talking to the DMV employee that was assisting him. The rest of the normal noise and sounds that are present in any public building were simply not there. The sounds—like everything else including the building itself, the other people, the other DMV employees, the computers and cameras etc.—were all not visible or audible to me. They simply did not exist to me perpetually or  psychically as energy that I could sense, read, feel or perceive clairvoyantly or clairaudiently, which is completely abnormal for me. So, what’s changed and why are the important questions.

Robin told of her much more severe Oct. 2, 2010 experience while having to venture out to do grocery shopping. What I haven’t told her yet, is that my Mom and I went out too on that same day, a Saturday, which I know to NOT leave the house on the weekends but did anyway. Man did we pay for that mistake! Never again.

Remember as I tell this story that I’ve lived this ascension business since Feb. 1999. I’ve had ascension symptoms and experienced numerous anomalies and phenomena related to MY consciousness, brain, nervous system, body, old familiar psychic and Multi-D changes because of the ongoing Ascension Process. This isn’t anything new to me after nearly eleven constant years. But…things have changed and changed big this summer which naturally means everything else has and will continue changing even more and faster than it has over these past eleven ascension years.

I’m driving Saturday, Oct. 2, 2010 and Mom and I are stuck in an intersection with no left turn light, waiting for the heavy and fast traffic to dissipate enough so I can make the damned left turn safely. But while we’re stuck there in the middle of this intersection with oncoming traffic speeding headlong at my car, I perceived this common driving situation at a level I never had before. I perceived the oncoming traffic as energies and objects literally assailing me, my body, my car, my very existence. I was forced to keep looking at these oncoming vehicles so I’d know when I could make the left turn, but the longer I watched the traffic bombarding my vulnerable little space in the intersection, I was coming unglued rapidly.

From my perspective, the oncoming vehicles felt like energy bullets being shot at me  much faster and more intensely than they actually were, but nonetheless missing me by inches. There’s reality and then there’s reality and both are correct; it just depends upon which one you’re functioning within at the moment. This experience was, for me at that moment, perceptual and psychic energy overload! It lasted probably just under a minute physically, but from my perspective of NO TIME or increasing quantum non-linear time, it lasted for fucking years and it was way, way, way too much for me energetically. I was fried by the event in other words.

I finally got through the left turn (there was no safe left turn signal arrow at this intersection) and a mile or so down the road and into the shopping center where we were headed. Once there and parked, I started crying and could not believe how severely affected I was by that one little experience. Hell, I’ve been driving for a hundred years now, but this was a vastly more severe energy/perceptual reaction to that particular driving situation I’ve been through a million times. It reminded me of the bad old years of Phase One of my ascension where everything was way, way, way too much for my body, my senses, my nervous system etc., except this was worse in its unique and current way.

A few days earlier I’d had my Department of Motor Vehicles (DMV) and Social Security Office experiences, and a couple of days later this. I realize that both things have gotten turned way up on some invisible energy dial. I now literally cannot see and hear certain lower frequency places, buildings and people. But, the flip-side of this same phenomena is that now the lower frequency, noise-making things, people, moving vehicles, buildings, systems and locations have also become far, far, far more severe in how I perceive them and how they effect me. What?! How can things now be BOTH not visible and/or not heard, and only days later be seen, heard, and felt to such a severe extent that it feels like you might not survive the onslaught of them?

Are we having fun yet?

We’ll adapt, we’ll learn, and we’ll keep going because there’s nothing else to do at this late date. But, things have changed again, and this latest summer 2010 change is bigger and more life and reality-changing than we’ve had to deal with so far within the whole Ascension Process! I know there’s even more coming and fast, but we will adapt and figure out how to function and not function in both lower/higher frequency places…until we don’t need to go back downstairs anymore. Until then, we’ve got to adapt to these profound perceptual, consciousness and energy frequency shifts and changes of both not being able to see/hear/feel/perceive certain lower frequency places and people…to…the extreme opposite of only being able to see/hear/feel/perceive certain lower frequency places, people and actions to the point of it nearly crushing us!

And let’s not forget another handy-dandy other thing we’re currently learning how to function within; time or reality jumping and beginning to experience quantum (non-linear, NO TIME) consciousness vs. being back down vibrationally in linear time and reality.

THIS IS A TEST. FOR THE NEXT FREAKING SIXTY SECONDS…

So I sat in the parking lot and cried a bit and needed a moment to wrap my brain and nervous system around how I’d perceived and been so intensely effected by the oncoming traffic. (I suspect much of this may be how Autistic people perceive and feel reality. Good gawd!)  Mom asked if I was okay and I told her I wasn’t. I always am eventually. I wiped my tears and off we went into the store to get what we needed. Within less than thirty seconds inside the building, Mom is in physical agony and sweating and feeling like she’s going into mild shock and going to pass-out. Fuck. I can tell  however what’s happened to her only because I’ve been living with it myself for the past decade. I know that this is an ascension-related higher/lower energy symptom or reaction that she needs to experience for herself and discover that when she exits the building the increased physical body pains will leave and she’ll feel like she’s going to survive. That’s exactly what she experienced. Now she knows for herself why I bitch and complain like I do about how going into the bank to get money (yeah), causes me to feel like a diver being crushed by increasing external pressures. For her that day it was this particular shopping store. For me the bank has been the most severe place that causes me to nearly go into shock and pass-out while waiting there in line. (This has lessened greatly this year I’m happy to report.)

Are you seeing how we’re literally exiting these old lower world places, systems, and people because we cannot hang out for long down there without being crushed by the lower dense energies, or driven nearly mad by the lower frequency consciousness and systems? These things will eventually disappear entirely from our lives, perceptions  and reality because they’re too dense, too negative, too polarized, and just too crazy for us to even quickly run into and run out of. Pay attention to all of this and how it affects you, your body and mind, your psyche, and the different frequency levels of perception both in and outside of “time”. Our consciousness is consciously going multidimensional now and we’re jumping into and back out of linear time/space and probable realities, and it feels and is perceived as really, really strange! (This is why I recently suggested Jane Robert’s Oversoul Seven books.)

There’s more to all this but my brain is fatigued it so I’ll wrap this one up. I do know that we’ve reached the point now in mid to late 2010, where we’ve got to learn how to NOT get our asses deep-fried in either direction. Either by going back down vibrationally, and/or by possibly getting fried or scorched by increasingly higher and faster incoming solar, galactic, astrological and other cosmic Energy Waves. We’ve reached the point now where we’ve seriously got to learn how maintain a higher perception and state of being and not get pummeled by swinging to far in either higher/lower direction. We’ll get it…we always do.

QUICK NEW SYMPTOMS RECAP:

  • Seeing things, places, people, inside certain buildings, but it looks to you like a white fog or heavy mist is partially covering everything you’re viewing. You can still see but it’s like a misty, slightly blurry filter is covering what you see sometimes. Often getting back outdoors solves this visual phenomena.
  • Not being able to see anything at all. It is literally gone due to you now existing at such a different level energetically. Aspects of lower “reality” are literally blacked-out from your current higher frequency perception. You know they still exist, but its getting increasingly difficult for you to actually reenter them and perceive them.
  • Being able to see only a very small section of the old lower frequency world, the people in it, buildings in it etc. Everything around the outer edges of your tiny focused tunnel-like view is totally blacked-out and seemingly non-existent to you now.
  • Not being able to hear the normal noise and human sounds in certain public buildings and places. This is the same as not being able to see them. Your perception exists so much higher and faster that you’re literally out of sync and range vibrationally with that reality, so you do not hear and/or see it.
  • Hearing strange sounds and/or voices that are not there physically. You are hearing, clairaudiently, non-physical sounds and voices. This is of course the total opposite of not being able to hear physical sounds sometimes.
  • Being profoundly affected by lower frequency things, places, people, noise, lights, smells, movements, buildings, locations, systems etc. Lower frequencies literally overloading, over stimulating your nervous systems and awareness to the point of you needing to not be anywhere near them. Don’t get fried!

And we haven’t even reached the 10-10-10 portal yet!

Denise

October 3, 2010

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