Compressed Evolution Means Your Body Is Changing, Now

As greater numbers of people worldwide continue being physically, biologically, energetically, consciously and spiritually pressured and pushed by the evolutionary Ascension Process (AP) , many are confused about what’s happening to them, their body, consciousness, their lives, their county and everything else. This natural evolutionary Ascension Process affects everything, not just a person’s physical body, but is a complete life-altering transformational process that takes time—years and decades, not days, weeks or months—to transition through its many layers so relax into it and do your best to not fear what’s happening within yourself and your physical body, and the external world. It’s all very positive despite it not feeling or looking that way at the moment. Humans are always resistant to change of any kind, and the AP related changes cover everything everywhere so there’s plenty of confusion, unawareness, wild misunderstandings and fearful resistance.

Stop Fighting the Evolutionary Ascension Process Side Effects

People are getting really tired of their bloated, distended, unattractive evolutionary Ascension Process “Buddha Belly” and want it to go away, immediately. I’d very much like this too but my “Buddha Belly” gets worse, not better, every time I/we go through another big—and they’re all very big now folks—increase in Light Energies. I also get numerous other side effects besides the severely bloated belly/gut/diaphragm/abdomen area, which I’d also prefer didn’t make me look like I’m sick and/or lazy and/or don’t care about my physical appearance anymore. Nonetheless, I’ve been living this evolutionary Ascension Process on the physical, biological level since the start of 1999, and my “Buddha Belly” hasn’t disappeared yet.

Simple answer is stop fighting it, stop fearing it, stop resisting the evolutionary AP changes you’re experiencing and surrender to this natural and normal evolutionary Process taking place during our lifetimes. After having lived this and much more for the past twenty-six years and counting, I know that it’s best to just let it happen, don’t try to “fix” it because there’s nothing to “fix” in natural evolution, don’t think it to death which is taken care of by the fact that ones old lower level of consciousness is being dismantled so NEW higher levels can replace it, and don’t resist because doing so only prolongs these many changes and makes it more painful in most cases. Just open your heart and surrender to the natural evolutionary Process taking place within yourself and your body.

I’ve often thought about the millions of people who’ve gone to doctors, specialists and hospitals since 1999–2000 because of evolutionary Ascension symptoms only to be told nothing is wrong with them, or far worse, be diagnosed with something they don’t have and given medications for it. Just horrible, and dumping pharmaceutical toxins into one’s body while it was/is already hard at work transmuting so much old 3D density, negativity and global toxins etc. only causes more difficulties in my opinion. Get a second and third opinion if your doctor tells you you’ve got such and such and his/her solution is to dump chemicals into your body to “help you with it”. You most likely don’t even have what the doctor claims you do so discern for yourself, and if you still feel uncertain, get other opinions to be safe. I’m not a physician, I am an Ascension Process Specialist, so discern and protect yourself from incorrect diagnoses, unnecessary chemicals, outrageous expenses, negative thought-forms, negative limiting old belief systems, and fear and worry.

It helps with your personal evolutionary Ascension symptoms/side effects to remember that everything is going through this Process, not just you and your physical body. Earth, our Solar System, the Milky Way galaxy, other galaxies, the Universe, the Multiverses are all going through this natural evolutionary Ascension Process now. There is no aspect, no corner, no layer, no dimension, no star or systems that are immune from evolution.

It’s normal to feel “hot flashes” with the Ascension Process despite one’s sex or age and this is because that inner heat is Kundalini Fire burning away lower frequency density and duality within you and your physical body. Also, Mother Earth/Gaia’s heating up—so-called ‘global warming’—is Her having Ascension related “hot flashes” because she is evolving, transmuting, and becoming something very NEW, improved and of a much higher frequency. Humans and Earth/Gaia have been heating up because of this natural evolution and doctors and scientists don’t know this, nor would they believe it any more than people understand the real reasons behind ‘global warming’. Friction causes heat, and there’s been and still is plenty of friction from the old lower dense frequencies and consciousness coming into direct contact with the NEW higher Light Energies and being changed, upgraded, evolved because of it. It’s okay and to be expected during these massive transitions. No fear, just greater understanding about all aspects of the Ascension Process.

It’s also common to go through periods where your mind doesn’t work like you’re used to. It seemingly isn’t there at times, and no matter how hard you try, how hard you focus mentally, you just cannot pull information in or connect to it or stay focused or get anything to work. It feels like your brain is on hold and you cannot mentally focus or remained focused on anything. The reason for this AP side effect is because you’re being deliberately UN-FOCUSED and Rewired so you’ll be able to expand your consciousness far beyond the old narrow frequency band it and you are used to.

This is the old neural brain and brain maps getting greatly expanded, Rewired so they can carry vastly higher frequency Light, Light information and Higher Awareness and not fry anything important or blow a fuse in there! During this process—and it happens repeatedly over the years so don’t assume you’ve got some mental, cognitive disease—the way you accessed information and memories is changing, expanding and becoming far more complex and evolved. It’s just during this transition the old doesn’t always work and you’ve not yet got the hang of the NEW and how it works so there are times you’re seemingly going to “short-circuit” in front of people when they’ve asked you something and you can’t find or get the correct words out to respond to them. This usually causes frustration and embarrassment, which typically induces a hot flash! Now you both can’t communicate and you’re sweating like crazy, are miserably hot and uncomfortable and want to just run screaming from the building and go home. Oh the joy of it all…

Because the electromagnetic energies have been and still are changing dramatically on Earth/Gaia, they’re also changing dramatically in you and your physical body too of course. This causes all sorts of symptoms and related anomalies. One is a severe build-up of static electricity in your physical body to the point that you’re getting zapped all the time, even in high humidity or rain. This too will come and go so relax into these changes. Attach a floor-length rubber tail off the back of your pants that drags on the floor behind you, discharging the excess static build-up as you walk. Kidding, except I honestly did think of doing this years ago out of sheer desperation when I was getting severely zapped every few feet in stores, in public, and usually uncontrollably cursing every time I got stung by an electrical zap. This was so severe that other shoppers often saw the blue-white “lightening bolt” shoot out my finger when I got close to something metal and would get zapped. And when one’s nerves (Central Nervous System being Rewired too) are rather fried from the AP anyway, getting zapped constantly for months on end only makes it all that much worse.

Another common symptom/side effect is what I’ve come to call the spinnies. It feels like the inside of your head (and sometimes your eyes too) are rotating and if you physically turn too fast, or just turn only your head, you almost fall over or crash into something. Vertigo, ungrounded, not connected to Earth in the old ways, in transition to another level of being and reality etc. all make one feel the spinnies.

Another aspect of this is the sensation that suddenly the floor has dropped out from under you and/or you’re falling, tipping over or suddenly dropping down a few feet. What you’re sensing is more energetic and frequency changes to old lower 3D energetic structures and systems etc., and this is just one of many ways your body and awareness perceive these fluctuations and disappearing old timelines with their blueprints and energetic structures.

The inner body vibrations or sense of an electric current running, vibrating, buzzing, shaking and/or pulsating in different areas of your physical body is another common Ascension related side effect. It’s caused by you literally embodying higher frequency Light Energies. As we continue clearing out old density duality within each of us, higher frequency Light Energies simultaneously replace them and are embodied by each of us and that feels like we’re vibrating inside our physical bodies. We are, and it’s simply our inner frequency being dramatically increased while incarnate in our physical bodies.

And no, the inner body vibrations is NOT caused by negative beings, aliens or demons as some incorrectly believe. They cause very different symptoms and interference’s and blockages in people. When your body is vibrating, it’s a positive evolutionary sign that you are embodying more and more higher frequency Light Energies and are vibrating faster and higher because of it.

Another common side effect of our continuing evolutionary AP is that the more NEW higher frequencies we encounter on Earth, the more people are hearing them, seeing them and feeling them in a variety of ways. When you hear high-pitched ringing in your ears, and/or around your head and/or over your head in stereo-like sound, you are hearing some of the many higher frequency Light Energies coming in from our local Sun, the Milky Way GC, from Divine Source etc. It’s just that you’re evolving enough now to be able to hear some of them. Eventually we’ll be able to “read” them, interpret them, discern them for ourselves, but for most now, we’re only able to hear these ringing, squealing, humming, buzzing, clicking tones and sound frequency Light Codes.

Some are able to clairvoyantly See some of these higher frequency Light Energies, and typically they’re perceived as brilliant Lights of different color. As we evolve and get more adept at Seeing these higher frequency Light Energies, we’ll be able to “read” them too and we’ll See much more than only different colored Lights. We’ll See Codes in Light form and often they’re in geometric Light form but they’re also more than this too. Always be open to perceive and experience more than what you are currently.

There’s also the linear time vs. quantum, Now Moment no time, and Spherical Consciousness that’s capable of perceiving multiple “times” and non or no time simultaneously. At first this one is just strange and rather confusing, especially as we repeatedly jump back and forth between linear time consciousness and reality and quantum no time Now Moment consciousness and reality. With more experience and experimentation however, we slowly discover that we’re evolving beyond the old lower frequency limits of linear time and the matching and appropriate consciousness that went with it.

Again, get out of your own way with these more exotic NEW AP side effects and perceptions, pay attention and learn more as you continue becoming more. This is natural and highly compressed evolution you’re living, experiencing, perceiving and being constantly effected by now. Stop trying to limit and reduce it back down into old lower 3D beliefs, structures, systems and consciousness. It doesn’t work and won’t ever work. Lower and Higher frequencies and consciousness cannot co-exist in the same space so stop trying to make it happen. Doing so only makes the whole thing more frustrating.

There are so many people still trying to apply old lower limited and profoundly limiting 3D patriarchal beliefs, expectations, systems and structures, further dis-empowerment, deluded hopes and desires, and tremendous lack of personal responsibility on to the NEW incredibly higher frequencies present, growing in them, their bodies and the Earth world and reality around them. However, we are not evolving so that humans can have a slightly better form of continued global, species-wide disempowerment. Not going to happen, period.

This is evolution and change, incomprehensible change and improvement to most people, and it’s not allowed to try to superimpose old lower frequency negativity, lack of awareness, and lack of personal responsibility on to the NEW higher Light Energies and 5D consciousness. It’s not possible because these frequencies are so profoundly different that they cannot merge with one another or even co-exist in the same space. What they are doing now is separating, literally repelling from each other and going off in very different directions, which is natural at this point within the evolutionary Ascension Process; the Separation of Worlds & Timelines. Be brave, be open to positive changes beyond belief and stop trying to limit evolution with your current lack of greater and Higher Awareness. I apply this to myself as well and always have. Dream bigger, aim higher, much higher and get out of your own way with your old lower frequency 3D patriarchal thoughts and beliefs because they’re not a match, in any way or form, with the NEW higher Earth world.

Denise

May 7, 2017

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Evolutionary Ascension Symptom Information for People New to this Process

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I see daily search terms on my WordPress Stats page that people use to find information that leads them to websites like mine. I’ve written about the Ascension Process which is natural, highly compressed evolution at TRANSITIONS since 2007. I realize however that if someone is new to this process and not familiar with it or the terms teachers and people in the Ascension Community use when talking about it and the many unusual symptoms or side effects it naturally causes, that it all can be overwhelming and highly confusing. It’s because of this that I’m going to provide another article about these now common Ascension Process symptoms. If interested, please read through my older articles under this Category also.

I’ll try to remember to mention the most common of these symptoms or side effects but understand that, even though these are common, we each live, experience and interpret these inner changes in our own unique ways so keep an open mind and open heart when dealing with these issues that are vastly larger and more complex than anything humans have encountered before while in physical bodies on Earth.

Hot Flashes— Intense sudden inner heat caused by Kundalini Fire transmuting your old lower density and unresolved, suppressed, unloved aspects, emotional wounds, fears and so on. A lot of these Ascension symptoms are very much like the ones women experience during Menopause so don’t be shocked if you’re in a male body and suddenly are having “hot flashes”. Know they’re Kundalini related which is the same thing as Ascension related. Males must burn away all lower density and negativity along with those in female bodies.

These hot flashes can last for years, erupt and come out of different areas of your body, spine, back, chest, head, face, ears, bottoms of your feet, palms of your hands etc. Just try to stay as relaxed as you can while they happen as that allows the Process to take place a bit quicker and with less heat, sweating and misery.

Cold Spots— Intense sudden inner cold areas on your body, usually the chest and/or upper chest area around the heart and the NEW HighHeart (Thymus gland in upper center of your chest). When the old lower emotional Duality issues and energies have been burned away, transmuted, integrated and released into Neutrality, NEW higher frequencies replace them all. When these changes into the NEW take place, we often feel them as sudden patches (often large circles – chakra sized) of intense inner body cold that nothing warms up. Once we’ve integrated that particular NEW Light Energy at that area and level, we quickly warm back up. No fear, just let the higher frequency NEW energies take their place within you.

Inner Ear Ringing— Hearing constant inner ear, inside your head sounds of high-pitched ringing for days, weeks or months on end and for many years usually. This is typically caused by NEW Light Energies being transmitted by/through the Sun via solar flares, solar winds, solar storms and CMEs. I suggest that every time you experience this inner ear or inner head sound of ringing you double-check for yourself some website like SpaceWeather.com to see what the Sun is doing at that time. You’ll see the connection between what you’re hearing (and most likely also feeling in your body too) in your head and the Sun transmitting higher frequency Light Energies. All this is another way the Ascension Process energies are naturally causing humanity to rather rapidly and dramatically evolve or “ascend”.

Sudden Nausea— These intense energetic evolutionary changes often cause sudden nausea. Try to relax through it and know it doesn’t last long. The nausea comes in sudden waves but leaves just as quickly.

Lack of Sleep, waking up repeatedly all night— With so much going on in your physical and energy bodies, we’re often suddenly shoved back into our physical body after having spent some hours out of it each night. That plus our old sleep patterns and needs of the past no longer apply or are helpful with these higher frequency energies and consciousness. Often we now sleep for fewer hours at night but also need to take cat naps during the day. You can receive hours of rest and recuperation now by being out-of-body for only a few minutes so allow yourself to take short naps throughout the day when needed and don’t worry about only getting 3-5 hours of sleep each night.

Sudden Food Allergies & other Ultra Sensitivities— It’s common to suddenly not be able to eat or drink or smoke or ingest the things you did prior to the start of your physical, biological Ascension Process. Your wild “party days” are probably over so just accept that you can’t abuse your body in your old favorite ways and/or eat or drink what you did before. Release the waffles, ice cream, beer, pot, the whatever it is for you that needs to now because it’s way too dense and low vibrating to be inside your evolving physical body. This is simply about the Alchemical Ascension Process and nothing personal, even though your favorite foods/drinks/activities have become toxic to the evolving you. Release, release, release.

Sudden Need for Heavy Protein Foods— Some people will experience the need to ingest more meats and heavy protein foods than they would like or ever want but this too is, for some, part of the Ascension Process. If your body is burning through large amounts of protein quickly due to all the inner transmuting of lower dense negativity in whatever form that takes, know that you’ve got to eat more high protein foods while you’re going through this phase of the Ascension Process. A couple teaspoons of peanut butter can help tremendously in a pinch. Find which protein foods your body can handle during this phase and forget about what any of the unaware, old school Food Police people say about anything. They’re not living what you are so how could they possibly council someone that is living the Ascension Process? They cannot so use your own discernment with foods (and everything else for that matter).

Hair Loss & Thinning— During the really intense stages of the Ascension Process some will experience some hair thinning which is caused from so much energy going into transmuting and evolving instead of your hair. This won’t last forever so try to not panic or go into mourning over your hair falling out. Let your body do what it is and know it will integrate and shine once again.

Weight Gain, Weight Loss— Some people unintentionally pack on the pounds like crazy during all these intense changes. For some it’s protection, padding against the harshness of The Process and for others it’s a side effect of so much hormonal change etc. Other people lose weight because they can’t eat much due to all the Ascension related symptoms. Either way, know that this too will eventually balance itself out. Forget about trying to look like what society says is “beautiful” while you’re embodying more of God/Source/your Higher Self!

Diarrhea— Some will experience periods of diarrhea due to all the energetic purging they’re going through. That plus what you can and cannot eat now while going through all this. Just know this too is common during (ongoing) phases of embodying more higher frequency Light Energies that cause us to purge more old lower frequency energies usually in the form of old emotional stuff/issues etc.

Lung Congestion & Coughing— Another common way our body purges toxins is through our lungs which means sometimes they suddenly become congested and filled with gunk that you cough up and out. Like the diarrhea, it’s all about purging old lower density so you can embody greater and greater amounts of NEW, higher frequency Light energies. As more NEW higher comes in, more old lower must be expelled.

Head Pains, Pressures & Numbness— With so much change taking place just in the human head/brain and brain glands, don’t be surprised when you feel pressures, pains, really sore bumps, lumps and dents on your skull, and numbness in parts of your head, skull, face and sinuses. There’s a tremendous amount of higher frequency Light Energies coming into you and your physical body via the space above your physical head and skull and it flows down into your body. You will most likely also feel it descending via your spine and that too creates pressures and pains in the spine at certain points. Know that your inner voltage is being naturally but dramatically increased and this typically causes different pains and pressures and aches etc. in the head, skull, face, sinuses and down into the spine and other parts of your body as well.

Blurry Eyes & Other Vision Changes— The NEW higher frequency Light Energies cause major evolutionary changes in our eyes and optic nerves and during this ongoing process it’s common to repeatedly experience blurred vision, dry eyes, itchy eyes, eye tearing, light sensitivity etc. It’s common to also experience not being able to clearly see when you go into lower vibrating locations, stores, buildings, homes etc. Because your eyes and vision is evolving, it sometimes is difficult to see clearly in lower frequency places so know this and don’t automatically assume that you’re loosing your sight. In a way you are, but it’s because you’re going to be able to See with greatly expanded Higher Vision.

Attacks by Negative Beings, Entities & living Humans— Many people experience this common Ascension related side effect. It has to do with the fact that you are evolving and rather quickly and these lower frequency Negative Beings/Entities/Humans etc. or Team Dark as I’ve called all of them, do not want to lose you as their food and fuel supply, so they attack anyone they sense that’s starting to “wake up” and evolve beyond their low-frequency range. This situation has however been GREATLY reduced by the Forerunners, the Lightworkers, the Pathpavers, the Wayshowers that went through all this years and decades before you. Some of it still exists however, but just know that this too is a level that you’ll pass through and beyond and that these lower negative beings, entities and unaware or damaged humans won’t be able to influence or affect you for much longer. Push through them and don’t look back as they’re not part of the NEW higher world and reality.

Strange Dreams, Attacks in Dreams, Lucid Dreams— Expect to have plenty of weird dreams during the Ascension Process. Also be prepared to experience some attacks and interference from the Negative beings/entities while asleep and out-of-body. It’s been easy for the negatives—Team Dark—to get at humans while they’re asleep and out of their physical bodies and some of this still exists at lower levels. However, as you continue evolving, this too will diminish and eventually disappear completely but,= it takes plenty of honest personal inner work on your part to move through this old dense layer of negativity. Protect yourself in whatever ways you prefer daily and nightly until you’ve evolved beyond the old Duality frequency range and discover you’ve made it to the higher frequency Unity range that exists well above and beyond it.

Growing Higher Awareness, HighHeart Consciousness & Abilities— It’s normal for humanities perceptual abilities and sensitivities to evolve during the Ascension Process. What many were totally unaware of and insensitive to before will suddenly be things they cannot escape, deny or ignore any longer. You will discover that you can feel other people, animals, all things and beings in this physical world and in nonphysical higher dimensions and worlds as well. This is your consciousness evolving and your HighHeart becoming the main seat and location of your perceptions and sense of Self. Let your HighHeart open and feel what you’ve not felt before. It’s sacred and further unifying but in individual ways. You won’t lose “you” because you can now feel more Others everywhere.

Inner Body Vibrations— This symptom is the one that confuses most people the most it seems. It’s also the one Ascension related side effect that lets you know you are indeed changing, evolving and quickly because you’re literally vibrating inside, buzzing inside, shaking vibrationally inside from the higher and faster frequency NEW Light Energies being embodied by you and your physical and energy bodies.

These inner body vibrations are you, literally, embodying higher frequency Light Energies that naturally cause you/me/humanity to exist at a faster, higher rate of speed/Light/being/reality. You are increasing your spin rate, your frequency rate, the amount of Light you could house in your physical body, brain, heart, nervous system, glands, bones and your being and consciousness. I’ve lived with this growing increase of embodied Light Energies since around 2001 or 2002 and I’m not only still buzzing, vibrating, shaking intensely internally today but it’s increasingly gotten more intense over the years as each of us continues embodying more Light which further decreases density and increases our individual inner/outer Light, frequency, consciousness and range of conscious functioning.

You’ll feel this higher, faster Light Energy inside your physical body in different areas at first but eventually it will be whole-body, whole-being. This is why we’re literally disappearing from the old lower frequency levels and densities of the past Earth world; we’re literally vibrating above them now. From that old lower point of view, we simply disappear; from our point of view, they disappear. Just continue vibrating faster and higher and don’t think this one to death either. Higher frequency beings, people, dimensions and certain things etc. simply vibrate faster than more dense beings, people, dimensions etc. do. This is you living the Ascension Process and feeling these changes and increases of frequency and Light inside your physical body.

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There are many, many more symptoms/side effects than these listed above. (See my other older articles about the Ascension symptoms if interested.) What’s more important for the people just beginning this Process now however is that you realize there are common symptoms we all go through, but we do so in our unique ways, which means we’ll each experience these and other symptoms in slightly different ways, intensities and duration. This is normal but don’t get hung up in your head, your old lower frequency left-brained intellect thinking the crap out of all these things. The Ascension Process is Alchemical and must be lived to change you, it is not and never will be an intellectual process. Live them and know that you’re being naturally and automatically evolved, changed by having lived them. It’s that simple, that difficult, that magical, that wonderful and that transformational.

Denise

January 31, 2016

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Life Post ‘Wave X’ & Blood Moon Eclipse Activation

Denise Le Fay
October 4, 2015

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With the completion of one more complex set of energetic Stair-step cycles within the overall Ascension Process cycles—in particular the 2014 through 2015 Blood Moon Eclipses and ‘Wave X’—post September 27, 2015 has automatically activated the rest of the planetary population to evolve now. It’s finally get with the Ascension Process program or leave time, and many more will be leaving now because of this. No judgements, just a case of personal choice. Not everyone intended or wanted to remain in their current physical body and evolve it, “ascend” it now from lower frequency and consciousness 3D dense Duality up vibrationally to 5D integrated Unity or Triality Light. Again, no judgement whatsoever, simply individual choice and/or a lack of greater awareness as to what’s really going on.

Some Common Recent Symptoms

This last Blood Moon eclipse and ‘Wave X’ energy activation Stair-step (actually a huge leap to another entire floor) is still literally ringing in my head and throughout my body. Because this latest blast was so strong, it may have left you feeling like you’ve got PTSD too; like your nerves are shot, fried, toasted in fact and that they haven’t acclimated completely yet to this latest energetic addition/upgrade/Stair-step.

confused-smiley I often go through this my nerves are shot phase when Earth and humanity are engulfed in  another extra potent blast of NEW higher frequency Light Energies. My CNS — central nervous system oftentimes takes weeks to adjust to housing and running more NEW Light and stop drooling, stop having my eyes rolling in circles, stop flying out of my skin over every sound, and stop having my hair standing up straight! I exaggerate, but only slightly! Geese this one was big and potent and I haven’t integrated it all yet as I know many of you reading this haven’t yet either, hence why I’m pushing myself to write this now instead of crawl under my Ascension blankie and adjust. I’ll ache, ring, hum, buzz and vibrate internally even more than before ‘Wave X’ fully arrived, but then I’ll adapt to this latest new NEW and it will become—for the time-being only—the latest NEW normal. But it’s just another energetic Stair-step really, a great big one yes, but just another one.

sobbing Another side effect from this latest blast was the good old sudden weeping over anything or nothing HighHeart expansions. I don’t get this one often, but when I do, it can’t be pleasant for anyone unfamiliar with the Ascension Process, which still is the majority unfortunately.

Example: The other day I’d hired a gardener to trim some bushes and remove some others at my “new” old house. He was in his seventies and thankfully had a younger male helper to do the really hard work. He’d bid the job the day before really low so I knew I’d pay him a bit more for the work anyway but didn’t say anything to him about this at that time. So he and younger helper guy are there working their butts off in the SoCal heat and I’m feeling for the 70-plus-year-old man. Hours later they finished and I paid him a little over a hundred dollars more than what he’d bid the job at and he got emotional, which is oftentimes all it takes to get me crying too.

I tearfully explained to him and younger helper guy that two months earlier I’d had another gardener cut down one large bush and greatly over charge me for it and not remove 3/4 of it! It took me a month and a half to cut the brush from it up and stuff my little trash barrel each week to finally get rid of what he should have hauled off himself for the price he charged me! I explained to the elderly gardener with Heart and integrity that that was the reason I was crying and that I was extremely grateful to him and his helper for doing such a good, clean job and hauling away all the brush. It was one of those rare (but increasing) High Heart moments between two or more people with Heart and integrity and it’s always just the absolute best thing ever in my opinion…and it usually makes me cry, especially when Divine energies are flooding the planet anyway! So, slightly embarrassing because I don’t enjoy crying in front of strangers, but a higher bond and High Heart recognition was made between all three of us and that is priceless. Some are externally registering 5D consciousness and it makes me cry with joy.

So yeah, crying has been on the spiritual menu once again thanks to the latest Divine energies but just go with the flow and let your High Heart open more and embody even higher frequency Light which overflows out and touches all, even those that it doesn’t immediately register on externally. You provided the Light very directly and IT affected them in some way(s) even though it usually doesn’t show on their external packaging. Give it time.

transmuteheart Another side effect has been physical and energetic heart/Heart/High Heart thumps, bumps, lumps, thuds and bangs etc. Actual sensations of movements in the center (usually but not always) of your chest and upper chest like a sudden hit, thud, twist or rolling of your heart. It’s just energies, movements and expansions but it can sometimes take your breath away when it hits hard, and they’ve hit hard via these ‘Wave X’ and eclipse energies. This goes with the emotional aspects of suddenly crying and being extra emotional over the tiniest of things. Just let your High Heart blossom some more and don’t worry about the tears or thuds and thumps in your chest as things expand and shift in there.

sleeping smilie Another symptom of this latest change has been epic and very weird dreams. I fell asleep the other day in the afternoon because my head was killing me and had an epic weird dream which I think was a first for me in the afternoon.

There’s some very hurried purging taking place in us and our bodies and subconscious to make room for more of these higher Light energies being embodied by us now. To make room for that, oftentimes we’ll experience multiple strange dreams for nights on end as internal stuff gets moved around and/or deeper layers of our stuff bubbles up to the conscious surface to be seen in The Light so to speak so we can feel/deal/heal and release more of it. There’s always multiple layers and layers and layers to some of our stuff so don’t feel like you’ve “failed” when another layer floats up from your Basement to be released. You didn’t “fail”, it’s just another layer is all.

big-headache-smiley-emoticon Then there’s the headache, the head pressures, the head pains that nothing that I’ve discovered makes go away. Not sleeping, not over-the-counter headache pills, not ice packs, not silence, not anything but time, lots of time in many cases.

I can clairvoyantly See a vertical tube-shaped area about the width of my physical head above my head where higher frequency Light Energies etc. pour down into my physical head/skull/brain/brain glands etc. and then farther on down into my body. This down-flow usually completes at my High Heart meaning that higher frequency Light energy is being embodied and housed in my High Heart (Thymus gland) area. Every time another wave of Light energies comes in like it has over the couple of weeks, my head hurts terribly for days and my ears ring constantly. Again, all this is caused by higher Light energies quickly evolving us, our bodies, nervous systems, brains, consciousness etc. and further lessening our old 3D density and replacing it with even more Light. This Stair-step process hurts because we’re literally evolving, physically, so just deal with it as best you can and know the pain eases up eventually as you/me/we adapt to the NEW level and amount.

sick Another common symptom, even after all these years, is the old Ascension Flu aches and pains. I had this return too recently and had the old body aches and pains and occasional chills like one has with the flu. It’s not the “flu” but another Ascension related symptom caused by another avalanche of incoming higher frequency Light energies. Rest, sleep, nap, and self-care as much and as long as you need.

shocked The inner body electrical-like vibrations or shaking sensation has increased again too. The easiest time to feel this inner body buzzing is when you’re either falling asleep or waking up from sleeping. While straddling two or more dimensions and actually consciously aware that you’re perceiving more than only the physical dimension, it’s ease to feel and hear the roar of your own Lightbody vibrating faster and higher. It reminds me of a jet airliner revving up its engines before takeoff. The vibrations, shaking and noise increases as the pressure builds and then suddenly you’re airborne and all that pre-flight tension and racket is gone. This inner body vibration and shaking is you literally embodying more Light which feels and sounds to our old 3D selves like we’re about to explode! We’re not or I’d have done it years ago! 😉 This too is another common Ascension symptom and one like most others that repeatedly increases over time, and very much so with every NEW Energy Wave that arrives.

monkey  And because of all this compressed evolutionary Ascension activity, our old lower egoic “Monkey Mind” goes absolutely nuts and does all it can to draw your attention away from the higher things taking place in you and your consciousness and back to it. To get you to pay attention to it so it doesn’t “die away” and lose its power, it screams, yells and throws out every ridiculous random thing and thought it can to derail you, sidetrack you, pull you back down to old familiar lower levels of consciousness and focus. It’s freaking exhausting and more than a little ridiculous but it happens to the best of us more than a few times. The trick is to recognize it for what it is and why it’s doing its best to interfere with your latest Ascension amplification. Just repeatedly release it, whatever it is, and get back to where YOU want to be; what YOU want to be focused on and not what it wants. Just keep re-Centering yourself as many times as it takes and don’t give any of it any more focus than that. See it, know it, understand it and move beyond it.

More of Humanity just got activated by the Ascension Process

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No matter which level, which Stair-step you’re at within the Ascension Process, ‘Wave X’ and the last Blood Moon eclipse of September 27, 2015 just pushed everyone up one or more of these energetic Stair-steps. This is one reason why the violence has increased again recently. Every time another energy Wave arrives it affects everyone on Earth whether they’re ready for it or not. Some are flexible enough to bend in these intense Divine evolutionary cosmic winds while others are not. And some just lose it and kill others and/or themselves. None of this is easy for anyone anywhere. Hold your High Heart and radiate the Light that you are to help others acclimate to these profound energy changes.

Another aspect of this is that ‘Wave X’ and the last of the 2014–2015 Blood Moon eclipses of September 2015 activated millions more people around the world, meaning they’re suddenly experiencing some of the old Ascension symptoms many of us Forerunners have lived with for the past seventeen years or more. These people are suddenly looking for answers to what they’re feeling and why, to what their bodies are doing and why. If these people come to you with their questions, confusions, complaints, fears and worries, discern first and answer from your higher wisdom and firsthand experience. Remember back to when you were first going through this and there wasn’t anyone to ask but your Higher Self and your Guides! We’ve just entered a whole NEW level within the Ascension Process along with most everyone else so be aware of these changes for yourself but also for others on Stair-step far behind where you are.

More of humanity will now exit their bodies because of this

Because of these big September 2015 changes, many more people will be suddenly and quickly exiting their lives and bodies. For whatever their personal Soul reasons, they’ve chosen to not remain in their current physical body and evolve/ascend it, but exit it and re-evaluate their options with the guidance of their Higher Self and Ascension Guides etc. Many animals have been and are doing the same now in greatly increased ways. No judgement at all, simply individual choice. For those of us remaining, it’s our jobs to maintain energetic neutrality as we observe what’s happening from day-to-day. From one level it’s going to look like things are falling apart, which they are because it’s time for that finally, but from a higher level you know what’s really going on and why and because of this remain emotionally neutral to the ensuing chaos, escalating death, and increasing imbalances in more people. Hold your High Heart and understand and it then goes “airborne” and makes perfect sense.

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As is always the case, well before the September Equinox I begin seeing, again, certain numbers and number combinations which is a sort of higher language. I’ve been repeatedly seeing, again, 10:10, 1:10, 1:11, 11:11, 1:11, 11:22, 12:12, 12:22, 12:23 and all the triple numbers as well including triple 000’s. But, it’s the 10 of October, the 11 of November, and the 12 of December that’s been yelling at all of us, again, as we approach the final three months of 2015.

This 2015 final quarter feels to me like it’s already different from previous Ascension years. It feels to me like some of us are already feeling the effects of ‘Wave X’ and everything else that came before it. Even though I still feel pretty beat up, sore, head-achy, emotional and weepy in the best of ways, and my ears are still ringing constantly etc., besides all that and more I can simultaneously feel vast changes and improvements taking place within me and my physical body. I’m not saying it’s easy or pain-free because it isn’t, but I AM saying that it’s happening and greatly and very quickly now. 2016 will be this and more, much more as the Stair-steps become smaller and shorter making it faster and easier for us all to quickly fly up each one of them.

Give yourself the time to acclimate to these latest September changes internally and externally. Just because some day/date (in this case it was all of September 2015) has been reached obviously doesn’t mean all your aches, pains and problems end on that day/date too! They could and we’re getting to that point now faster than ever before. In the meantime, be kind to yourself, let your body rest, recuperate and prepare for the next big Stair-steps of 10, 11, and 12 2015. None of this is going to ever slow down or go away which means we’ve got to adjust to it, to the NEW Light energies and all that goes with them. When you stay in the “Now Moment” you’ve got all the time you need, plus the chaos taking place out of the eye of the storm doesn’t affect you. The “Now Moment” is most easily accessed right in your own High Heart.

Denise

October 3, 2015

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Here Comes the June 2013 Solstice

Just a quick note about a few things—

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1) Is that today–June 18, 2013–while carrying my trash outside to my trash barrels in my carport (the poor man’s garage), I couldn’t help but notice that the Light coming through the Sun has amplified yet again. I’ve watched this Process unfolding with the Sun for many years now and every time I see the brilliant higher frequency, star-like silver-white Light illuminating everything more than it had been the day before, I know we’re in the midst of another substantial shift up a few more energetic Stair-steps. This of course is wonderful news despite the fact that these higher frequency Light Energies typically make us feel like utter crap for a while. Whatever… who cares… just get a Divine Cosmic Photon Light Soul sunburn for a few hours or days. We’ve been doing it for over a decade already and look at how we’re radiating Light now!

Seriously, I find the timing of this latest Light increase coming through our Sun and then to and through us to be another indicator of what the Third Trimester (June 20, 2013 Solstice through to September 22, 2013 Equinox) will bring; a whole lot more higher frequency Light Energies! Why? Probably because the “baby” does so much very fast growing during the Third Trimester. As both the pregnant “mommy” and as the developing “baby”, are YOU ready for a whole lot of even faster growth during the last part of June, all of July and August, and the first half of September 2013 individually internally and externally? Of course you are, even when you think you aren’t you are. ❤  We all are. The great news is that we’re finally going to start actually seeing, recognizing larger positive changes in ourselves and our consciousness and abilities.

Many of us have been experiencing some new advanced Consciousness Tools manifesting within us during the Second Trimester. This will continue but increase and speed-up throughout the Third Trimester so be ready for plenty more changes within yourself, your “reality”, your consciousness, and your methods of perception and creativity. And also more anomalies or phenomena because of these changes. This is us starting to consciously embody more of the “baby” during the last trimester. How you’ve perceived time, power, other dimensions, other Beings, ETs, Angelic Beings etc. and much more will expand to new levels so be prepared to let go of whatever you may need to during these summer months (in the Northern Hemisphere) so that more of the NEW higher can come in and replace the old lower Consciousness Tools. Some of these changes you’ll expect–others will surprise you which will be fun and exciting.

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2) Is the old Stair-steps business. The Divine Cosmic Photonic Light and Sunlight shines on everyone–everyone standing on the Stair-step they’re currently standing on. How about making an effort to show some respect to all of the others standing on different Stair Steps both above and below where you are today? How about we all do this for ourselves and for each other? I bet we’ll each individually shine a lot brighter if we all collectively do this, especially during this important time of the June 2013 Solstice and entrance into the final Third Trimester. The profound changes that just doing that will cause and also assist everyone, is more than most can comprehend.

I’m very well-aware of how hard it’s been throughout the entire spring months (the Second Trimester) but this is us coming down to the wire people. Grin and bear it, go into your Heart, push through and please, lets all give each other some room and respect because we’re all standing on different Stair-steps trying to do this incomprehensible evolutionary thing in our individual ways and levels of development and awareness.

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3) Some people are having one hell of a difficult time at this point because they’re trying to maintain their old familiar ways of doing/thinking/feeling/believing/working etc. but the higher frequency Light Energies are so much larger, faster vibrating, and more complex that it’s nearly shattering them mentally and/or emotionally. Do your best to stay out of their way if they meltdown, and hope you don’t have to interact much with them because it’s nearly impossible because of the growing gap. This too is part of the Ascension Process and ongoing energetic and everything else changes and some handle it better than others is all.

Again, make room for and have respect for everyone else going through what they’re going through… gracefully or otherwise! I remember Barbara Marciniak’s channeled Pleiadians great term of ‘Fly or fry’. Some are flying and some are frying. Stand clear of the frying chaos and insanity as much as you can and radiate from your flying High Heart while keeping your heart consciousness on the high end results. Don’t worry about or focus too much on the September 2013 Equinox as we’re still in the game and the clocks running. We’ll talk more about the September 2013 Equinox and beyond in the coming weeks but for now, honestly and quickly deal with whatever it is that’s presenting itself to you in this important transitional Now Moment.

Denise

June 18, 2013

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On the Other Side of the 12-21-2012 Three Days Life Review & Expiration Date

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2012 RECAP

You may remember that in January of 2012, I began doing Lisa Renee’s 12 D Shield Technique, and it was while doing that visualization that I first clairvoyantly saw the incredible density and total lock-down and control that Team Dark had over all of the second dimension (2D – Elements and Elementals). It was shocking to see this and realize how utterly and completely the Negatives had taken over 2D and so many beings that exist and/or were held prisoner there by them. All I clairvoyantly saw from January 2012 (I’m not saying this started in January 2012, but that that’s when I first saw to what extent 2D was controlled by the Negatives and how the Light was not allowed to penetrate into that dimension at that time), was total darkness, blackness and heavy density that resembled thick black tar everywhere. It was heart breakingly gross and suffocating in its heaviness and density.

However, since January 2012, I’ve watched week by week and month by month the immobile dense, black negativity within the second dimension be broken up, transmuted and cleared by the Cosmic Cavalry, the Light, and many of us Forerunners/Starseeds. From January through August 2012, I watched increasing chunks of that super heavy density, darkness, negativity in 2D and eventually the beings there — human, elemental, demonic, lesser negative entities, negative Aliens — be totally removed and relocated elsewhere. Every few days during those eight months I’d see that more of that density and darkness that Team Dark had built in 2D was being broken apart and removed, transmuted, freed and released etc. and it was an amazing process for me to witness in this expanded way throughout 2012. Needless to say Team Dark went into intense attack mode to try and prevent or override all this but it’s been useless in not only 2D but 3D and 4D and all other locations where they have distorted and parasite-ized off of Source’s many creations and externalized aspects — aka humans, animals, elemental beings etc. (Remember that nothing happens in one dimension that’s not intimately connected to and through all other dimensions and beings that exist within them and so on. So even though I’m talking about what I watched unfold and be transmuted in 2D, know that it was also happening in all other dimensions too. )

By July 2012, an all-out frantic and mean battle was going on down there by Team Dark because The Light/Team Light was evicting Team Dark and removing all of their distortions and stolen property etc. By September 2012 Fall Equinox all of the density, distortions, darkness, negativity and prisoners were gone and nothing but brilliant Light was clairvoyantly visible to me throughout all of 2D. From September 2012 forward all I’ve clairvoyantly seen when I view the multidimensional layers below my physical feet — 2D and 1D — is brilliant white Light everywhere. (This is why I wrote the article “Grounding into Light” recently in hopes of helping people realize that those old methods of grounding into dense 3D Earth no longer works because it’s all Light there now!) Amazing, absolutely amazing to watch this Process unfold in about nine months. Yes, these nine month gestation/transformation periods have been and still are very important clues about the timings of certain unfolding energetic events and changes. (Note: from December 21, 2012 Winter Solstice, the first day of the “three days” through to the Fall Equinox of September 22, 2013, is another nine months. More about that in a moment.)

This brings us up to today, December 26, 2012, the other side of the big transitional “three days” or Expiration Date as I’ve called it, or Shift Point of 12-21-12, 12-22-12 and 12-23-12. Today when I clairvoyantly viewed the energetic situation around me, below me, above me etc., there is now nothing but brilliant Light everywhere and I mean everywhere. This brilliant Light is no longer just below my feet in 2D, and also emanating from the 1D Earth’s core now, but now that we’ve traveled through the “three days” all I can see below, around and above me is brilliant Light everywhere. Because of this I can easily and safely say that I have, that you have, that we have indeed transitioned, Shifted, exited/entered into a higher frequency space and location. Is this the Ascension end-all? No, but it’s one heck of a huge evolutionary shift in itself. Stair-steps remember?

12-12-12 — December 12, 2012  

Before I forget again I wanted to mention that I basically slept my way through the important 12-12-12 portal. I was all ready for it and then whammo, I’m suddenly passed out for nearly five hours that day! Never in my adult life have I fell asleep during the day for as long as I did on December 12, 2012 — 12-12-12. A lot happened that day, so much so that many of us HAD to exit our physical bodies to more comfortably process those energies and changes.

Even while asleep that day I was aware of and could feel tremendous energies coming in and through my body causing it to vibrate, shake, rumble and roar more strongly than it ever had prior, which is saying something! So I slept through much of the triple 12 portal which I suspect many other people experienced as well and it was perfectly fine to live the 12-12-12 event while out-of-body, which is often when many Starseeds/Lightworkers/Forerunners do their very best Work. So cut yourself some slack if you too unexpectedly fell asleep/passed out during the triple 12’s and feel you “didn’t DO enough”. Know that you did and you did it just fine and didn’t miss out on anything. Our beliefs about plenty of things must and are expanding now so be open to even more changes within yourself, your spiritual ascension, time and Shift beliefs plus a whole lot more having to letting go of.

THE THREE DAYS — December 21, 22, 23, 2012

I cannot tell you or define for you (nor would I) exactly what happened during the “Three Days” — 12-21-12, 12-22-12, 12-23-12 of 2012. I can only share with you what I personally experienced, perceived, felt and am still discovering about this profound event, transition, expiration, shift, completion, ending and beginning, living ascension death Life Review. Your mileage will vary because we’re each unique individuals; unique aspects of Source/God/All That Is and every individual’s experience and perception is important and valid in its unique way. If Source/God/All That Is wanted us all to have the same identical experience and perception, then there would only be One of us, whereas there are countless aspects of us so that Source/God/All That Is gains as many unique experiences and perspectives as possible and more.

I know that it’s hard sometimes to get one’s awareness out of the old familiar pre-ascension 3D linear time perspective, but the “Three Days” Expiration Date and Shift Point did exactly that even if we’re not all experiencing non-linear or quantum time/awareness and Spherical Consciousness yet, or at the same exact degree or in the same identical way(s). Again, more changes and expansions to all of our old spiritual and ascension beliefs. We’re new beings in a new land in a new timeline and space and it’s no doubt going to take us all some “time” to adapt, further expand our perceptions, plus get the hang of these new higher “rules” for this new higher stage of learning, creating and being.

The December 2012 Three Days Life Review For Me Was…

For me personally the first day of the “Three Days” was full of energetic (psychic) and mental and emotional interference from mass humanity. I semi-expected that as a sensitive I would feel, sense and/or be somewhat affected by mass humanities expectations, fears, confusions, religious delusions, general disbelief, rejections and lack of awareness about December 21, 2012. I basically felt huge psychic noise from humanity concerning December 21, 2012 for many hours that first day of the Three Days Life Review. At one point during the day I even started becoming depressed, frustrated, angry at the political mentally and emotionally ill people running this country. That was me picking up the Expiration Date of the global patriarchy and its structures and systems, plus plenty of people also being all done with the insanity of the rulers and their negative ways.

Thankfully I suddenly fell asleep around 11:30 AM until 3:00 PM which helped me move beyond that layer of collective emotional and mental interference noise. The rest of December 21, 2012 was for the most part for me, a crap day sort of like experiencing an unsophisticated, semi-sloppy physical death. After clairvoyantly seeing for the past two years the image of this crossover Shift Point, I guess I expected more impact from entering it. My first mistake, if one can call it that for an event such as this, was my preconceived expectations. I think all of us got hit in varying degrees with that one and that’s also perfectly fine. Adjustments were automatically made, repeatedly throughout these transitional Three Days just like we knew what we were doing. Amazing.

12-22-12 FOR ME WAS…

December 22, 2012 from midnight through the early AM hours until I woke up consisted of many dreams that were other aspects of my Three Days personal Life Review. During those early 12-22-12 AM hours I met with many old physical human friends, teachers and loved ones that I haven’t even thought of in decades, a couple of them I’d actually forgotten about. It was wonderful and emotionally felt so good, so positive seeing those particular people again and having the opportunity to hug each of them while we revealed to each other how dear and important the other person had been in our lives. These many different December 22, 2012 lucid dream meetings with old friends were another very important aspect of my personal Life Review.

Let me backtrack a moment to add that from 12-12-12 through 12-23-12 was for me one constant Life Review both while awake and asleep. While awake I repeatedly found myself in a deep inner state of Gratitude and Thanks with each animal and animal pet I’ve ever had and loved throughout this lifetime. In many ways my love affairs and relationships have been stronger and deeper with animals than humans, which many Starseeds and other higher dimensionals totally understand and relate to. Point is that from 12-12-12 through 12-23-12, I naturally found myself going through this inventory process of mentally and emotionally saying my Gratitude Thanks to every animal and animal pet I’ve ever had a relationship with which was highly emotionally satisfying and appropriate.

The daytime hours of 12-22-12 into that evening were, for me, feeling better and free from the previous days interference’s, mild depression and frustrations I’d felt coming from the human planetary collective primarily. December 22, 2012 was easier for me and very much felt like I was deep in transition and it was an extremely positive and comfortable feeling.

12-23-12 FOR ME WAS…

December 23, 2012, day three of the “Three Days”, and my 61st birthday, started out with my having a weird long dream in the early AM hours. It consisted of many frightened strangers frantically running about trying to get away from, escape from some perceived approaching disasters or attacks and other unpleasant types of physical experiences. The message of this dream for me personally was that these panicked strangers were actually not in any way threatened by any real danger but were REACTING to what they believed and feared might harm them but never actually did.

The truth of the matter was that they repeatedly injured themselves physically while frantically running away from those things and events that they believed and/or expected were coming and would very much injury or kill them. Nothing came, they only succeeded in injuring their bodies because of their emotional fears, panic and lack of awareness.

December 23, 2012 daytime hours and for every up there’s a down at least until one is totally beyond duality! Please, no one feel bad or sad for me because my birthday — December 23rd and the final day of the Three Days Life Review — was utter shit and emotional pain and ridiculousness for me. I don’t feel bad, sad or guilty so please don’t anyone feel that way either. I know very well that for every decent into the Shit Pit as I’ve call it, I always come back up with new treasures in hand, heart and awareness.

Because I’ve done this Plutonian Shit Pit Decent Diving hundreds of times in this life, I’m pretty good at it actually but I must admit that experiencing it on this particular day was profoundly amplified compared to anything I’ve ever experienced before while down in the Muck Pit of Ridiculousness and Darkness or whatever one wants to call it. I wouldn’t have expected anything less to be honest. Not even a tiny speck of residual inner emotional imbalanced crap can get past this Grand Initiation Threshold Alignment nor should it. I do intend however to no longer do this old Shit Pit Decent Diving method any longer to solve whatever remaining emotional reactionary stuff I have that needs transmuting and neutralizing. Enough already — it’s now time to learn and master the higher frequency ‘Neutral Observer’  method instead.

I won’t go into all the stupid family details, and trust me, they were pretty stupid but who should judge our personal and potential greatest freedom triggers! I certainly won’t because I know better. So I had some personal old triggers get activated on my 61st birthday which just so happened to also be the final day of the Three Days Life Review. Actually they were a blessing because my emotional reaction (therein lies the big clue) was so profoundly amplified that the whole business (myself and my reactions to these particular triggers) repulsed me right into greater self-awareness and greater higher awareness in general. Such are the higher intent and point of “triggers” if  we’re wise enough to use them to further grow.

Did I unnecessarily wound myself like those strangers did in my dream hours earlier? You bet ya I did emotionally, but I also lived through this highly amplified intensity at the speed of Light and was able to feel, deal, heal, understand, neutralize and release the stuff I needed to. However, here’s to not injuring oneself physically, emotionally, mentally or in any way ever again for any reason. Seriously, this is boring at this point not to mention embarrassing, so I hope I’ve finally learned how to remain neutral from here on out no matter who or what suddenly jumps out at me with whatever ridiculousness in hand or mouth! My deepest thanks to all the players in this very important personal education, test and potential ultimate freedom 12-23-12 birthday trigger. ❤

It may at first sound like my personal Three Days Life Review were a total bust, a total screw-up or a pathetic missed opportunity but to me they were actually great Initiatic lessons and Life Reviews that further assisted me in getting and remaining free from those things that we’re all working towards freeing ourselves from. We rarely look as fabulous as we might like to while in the midst of more inner transmuting and learning. Whatever… just do it and keep moving forward. blowcandle

CLOCKS & TIME ANOMALIES, SUDDEN DIET CHANGES, INNER FREEZING COLD, ANOMALIES WITH PHYSICAL SENSES & OTHER SIGNS WE’VE SHIFTED

From December 12, 2012 — 12-12-12  — to this minute I’ve experienced bouts of extreme inner COLD in my body much like a “Cold Flash”. It’s internal COLD, not external weather-related. This particular ascension symptom is one huge change for me because since February 1, 1999 when my physical, biological Dark Night of the Body Ascension Process started, I’ve had constant horrible inner body HEAT. I had “Hot Flashes” constantly for ten years since 1999. By year eleven the Hot Flashes had reduced to only occasionally which was a huge blessing after burning for an entire decade! On top of all that inner body heat and Hot Flashes, I also had many years of my feet and the bottoms of my feet especially (also my hands) being so hot that I couldn’t wear shoes for ten years. I had to wear flip-flops otherwise my feet would get so hot that it was unbearable. When higher frequency Light Energies come in contact with lower frequency dense duality stuff it causes tremendous friction and HEAT and Hot Flashes etc. to Alchemically transmute and literally burn away that density in and around us, hence why many of us have been on Kundalini fire for over a decade.

But since around 12-12-12 I’ve been experiencing more and longer bouts of freezing inner COLD which radiates outward just like “Hot Flashes” do. These bouts of inner cold are wonderful in comparison to the inner HEAT caused by transmuting 3D duality density. To me it’s a nice change because I’d rather feel internal cold than heat any day. The reason I mention this now is because I know many of you reading this have been and/or will soon be experiencing these same energetic Shift symptoms of freezing inner cold too. This inner cold many of us are now feeling has to do with us no longer needing to transmute lower frequency residual density via inner Alchemical Fire, but us Shifting, Evolving, Ascending into higher frequency space that registers in our bodies like extreme inner cold, sort of like empty deep space every time we enter another level of it.

Interestingly, the day after the Three Days — December 24, 2012 — one of our two battery operated atomic wall clocks got weird and jumped two days into the future. On the morning of 12-24-12 it read 12-26-12 which made my Mom’s brain fracture for a few minutes as she tried to figure out if she’d lost two days…or more…or what exactly was going on.

After checking the batteries and playing with the clock to try to get it back to the correct date, she finally had to reset it manually because nothing else was working. When this first happened we checked all the other clocks, the clocks on the computer, the clocks on the satellite TV etc., because we really weren’t sure what was going on with “time” at that time. I said to my Mom, “We’ll have to see if anything happens or is significant on 12-26-12 just for the heck of it.” 

The morning of 12-26-12 I glanced at the other battery operated atomic wall clock we have in the kitchen and it read 12-28-12 and my brain fractured for a few minutes as I fumbled with time and reality and trying to locate myself within it! Therein lies the key to this anomaly but time will tell more I suspect.

This second atomic clock also has new batteries in it, which I tested to make sure they were strong enough as I did with Mom’s atomic clock in her bedroom on 12-24-12. The batteries in both atomic clocks are new, strong, fine and working properly. The clocks however are jumping two days into the future — from our point of perception that is. Once again I’ll check to see if anything different happens on 12-28-12. (Okay, today is 12-28-12 and both atomic clocks are reading normally now with no more jumping two days into the future. I suspect these clock/time anomalies had something to do with the Three Days and Galactic Center conjunction alignments and downloads.)

My eating habits have suddenly changed due to the Three Days, Expiration Date Shift Point. Some of us are experiencing food changes now, while others will experience them in their uniquely individual ways over the weeks, months and years to come. Just be prepared to have the foods and liquids you’ve needed to ingest during the HOT, heavy, difficult transmuting stages of the Ascension Process to dramatically change now that we’ve reached this NEW higher stage that’s feeling like inner COLD inside at times. Many of us Forerunners are no longer having to or needed to transmute massive amounts of density duality as we have for many years and because of this our eating habits have change rather dramatically  and very suddenly (hallelujah!). Those of you still transmuting your density duality stuff will most likely still need to eat more protein foods more often which is normal for that phase of this Process, while others are in an in between phase with this. Stair Steps.

“I DIDN’T ASCEND BECAUSE I’M STILL IN PHYSICAL REALITY!”

I’ve heard many people say this post December 21, 2012. My question to everyone who believes this is, “Really? How do you know that you’re still in 3D?”

I and many of you have been existing within pockets of 5D frequency for many years already and when we’ve needed to we went out into transitioning physical 3D reality to shop, put gas in the car, buy groceries, go to the doctor or whatever. But when we returned back to our higher vibrating, higher frequency houses/homes/properties we reentered our personal little “sequestered” 5D energy spaces and continued working and waiting for the others. In this way you haven’t been in 3D for years so why do you believe, on the other side of the Three Days, that you’re still “in 3D”?  

Just because the sky is still blue and traffic is still noisily zooming around and you still have to eat, sleep, shower and do all those other lovely bodily things we all still have to, and that the evils of the old world are still visible to us does NOT mean that you, me, many of us are not existing and functioning from within a fifth dimensional level of frequency now. We are, and more and more of us will realize this as the months of 2013 roll on.

This brings us back to those old beliefs and expectations again. We’re in a very new learning curve now and continuing to make more adjustments, adaptations, realizations and greater understandings as we gradually come out of the Other Side of the Three Days and Expiration Date. There will undoubtedly be many more articles to come about these new changes, new rules, new abilities, new methods, new beliefs and belief systems etc. This is long already so I’ll end it here and wish you all a very Happy New Year and NEW 2013 Life and Reality.

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Denise

December 29, 2012

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Here Comes the 2012 Summer Solstice

The first couple days of June 2012 I suddenly had the NEED to only play, rest, do nothing, self-care and self-nurture to a degree I’ve never before felt. During one of those do no-thing afternoons last week I had an important insight and reminder. It was that I’m at, you’re at, we’re all at the halfway point—June Summer Solstice 2012—and I need to be really PRESENT in this monumental time plus make some adjustments so I can better do that. Many of us need to do this now.

In that moment I remembered reading something in 1995 that talked about 2012 and thinking how very far away 2012 was and how badly I wanted it to be 2012 back in 1995. Evidently some aspect of me knew that the energetic inner work required between 1995 and 2012 wasn’t going to be easy, safe, fun or pleasant so I wanted to jump forward in time to THIS current point within the Ascension Process. Remembering this last week helped me look at now in a slightly different way, which I needed evidently.

For me it’s been grueling, unrelenting Ascension-related work and pain for the past thirteen years, plus, during that time I also HAD to write (one of my Soul Missions) as much and as fast as I could which I’ve done. Since 2011 however this unrelenting Soul Mission to write has been easing up and giving me some time to shift some needed focus on to myself and my body. With the start of June 2012, this issue suddenly became an absolute NEED for me to be much more in the “Now” and “do” less physically, “do” less thinking, and “be” in the quantum Now more often, so that’s exactly what I’ve been doing because I have to at this point. Things like my spine and head feel as it they might shatter if I don’t so this now!

A few days ago I read Inelia Benz’s article “Call to Action – IT’S TIME!” I thought it funny when she said she’s been sensing, hearing the words “IT’S TIME” in June 2012. (This next bit will show you the degree of warped humor that many of the higher messages I receive often have.) For the past two years I’ve been sensing, hearing certain lyrics from an old Elton John song ♫ “…the bitch is back…!” ♫. Now to me this is hysterically funny and appropriate because that message is referring to the return of the Goddess/Goddess Consciousness in humanity and earth at the physical level. So, the bitch is back and you’d better believe that “it’s time”, plus let’s not forget the fact that we’re in the halfway point (June) of 2012! Many of us have to stop acting, thinking and believing that we’re not as knowledgeable and powerful as we actually are…because “it’s time!”

Many of us have been so deeply and intensely involved for so long with the difficult and painful prep work of the Ascension Process that some of us have recently needed to make some more inner and outer changes because the results of our efforts are finally arriving in this physical dimension. For me the past thirteen years have been intensely and hurriedly pushing, working, and plowing (masculine “Doing”) my way through the internal/external lower frequencies to transmute and shift them etc. But at this potent halfway transition point in 2012, many of us who are embodying the new energies, blueprints and consciousness first are NEEDING to shift into much more “Being” in the “Now Moment” (which is very right-brain or more accurately now whole brained, Goddess, Empowered Feminine etc.) and stop pushing so hard in the ways we’ve been doing for years or decades past. This phase is very receptive and creative but in another way; a way of embodying and BEING in the Now from another level of ourselves to Consciously Create, which I find is primarily coming from my entire chest or High Heart area. This area feels to me, so far, like a portal where more of Source is and it’s very quiet and very vast in there. The blissful but powerful calm after the great, difficult and lengthy storm.

Some Current Symptoms

Some of the symptoms I’ve been having for the past three years have increased dramatically the past two months to where I’m now HAVING to rest, recuperate, nap/sleep/pass-out for much of the afternoon for days on end. If I go out to do grocery shopping or other must-do errands out in the world, when I return home I’m utterly wiped-out exhausted and in tremendous physical pain and literally HAVE to take a nap and get out-of-body for however long I need. Falling asleep and getting out-of-body during the day like this is the equivalent of rebooting my body/bodies which adjusts the energies within me. After I’ve gotten out-of-body and slept for a while like this I feel much better physically when I wake up. Taking naps isn’t something I necessarily want to do but it’s something I’m HAVING to do now to cope with and adjust to these massive and potent 2012 energies and changes so I’m in less physical pain.

On top of this increased physical pain from going out in the world to run errands and passing out when I get home, those Ascension headaches or head pains and pressures have returned again. They cause the tops of my eyes to feel sore and bruised and I sense some major positive changes are happening inside our heads (pineal, pituitary glands) and the chakras (Crown and Brow) in our heads. These headaches or head pains typically are at the top of my head and Crown chakra and radiate downward and affect, pressure my forehead and Brow chakra, eyes, jaw and sinuses. It will also jump around to one side of my head and then the other and feel like some invisible energy ball just slammed into my head…which is probably closer to the truth than we’d like to admit! I usually get diarrhea when I’m transmuting and purging energies so that lovely symptom has returned this month as well. And the body aches and pains, sudden muscle weakness, joint pains, stiff spine, hot feet and hands, Hot Flashes with their sudden sweating and feeling like you’re having a Near Death Experience, digestion difficulties, upper belly bloat, and the old exhaustion have all returned…again. Happy June 2012 huh?!

Having shared all those unpleasant Ascension-related symptoms, I want to include some new and very pleasant symptoms I’ve been experiencing recently. Many of us have worked long and hard to finally begin experiencing some positive symptoms of the changes we’re going through and obviously “it’s time” because some of them are starting in June 2012. In the past I’ve written about how I’d often feel and hear that inner body vibration and literal roaring of Light Energies inside me when I was asleep during my afternoon pass-out naps. It felt and sounded like I was standing beside Niagara Falls because the flowing, moving energies were that powerful inside my body from that perspective. Now in June 2012 however, this seems to have changed or I’ve adapted to the great increase of Light Energies constantly flowing through my body because I’m not feeling and hearing anything. What I now feel and perceive inside my body is a deep peace, quiet, calm, vastness and connection and it is really wonderful. The great inner body vibrating, shaking and roaring of spinning Light Energies has become the new “normal” and it’s finally a quiet haven with a direct line to Home. Said another way, the times I’ve recently felt this new “symptom” its felt like a bliss state of inner unity and it feels perfect and perfectly normal. I also sense that this is just one of many truly wonderful new Ascension-related “symptoms” that more of us are going to be having in 2012 and beyond. Bliss moments sprinkled about sound like exactly what’s needed after years or decades of brutal battles and negative attacks while endless transmuting and transforming!

I just checked Spaceweather.com and there’s another supposedly minor M-1 class solar flare/CME that’s spewing and spewing towards Earth. The reason I checked Spaceweather.com was because I feel those old familiar “ascension flu” symptoms today—body aches, chills, super exhaustion etc. I suspect multiple energies will be increasing throughout the rest of June 2012, building towards the summer Solstice on June 20th. Rest and/or sleep or nap as much and as often as you need to now and do NOT feel guilty over doing no-thing. Turn your mind off for a couple of hours each day and enter the Now moment so you can sit quietly in your Rising High Heart center and start getting used to feeling and hearing the perfect silence of bliss and any messages coming from Home.

Denise

June 13, 2012

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Multidimensional Crimes Against Humanity

Because some readers had Commented about the complex, confusing and sometimes downright difficult multidimensional subject matter in Lisa Renee’s May 2012 article “Pushing for Timelines”, I thought I’d try to explain some of it based on my personal experiences and some of the incredibly horrible things I’ve clairvoyantly seen in months and years past. This article will be another that seems to go in multiple strange directions yet these subjects are all intimately connected and multidimensional so please hang in as you read through these events that affect us all.

Old Message from a Positive 8D Orion

Back in the 1990’s I had a few telepathic messages from a much-loved old 8D Orion friend. Because there’s been so much negativity surrounding Orion, I’ve not said much about this positive eighth dimensional being because of this. He told me back in the mid-90’s that in the future I’d have to psychologically, emotionally and energetically deal with some very dark and difficult multidimensional history in relation to certain negative, Orion-based beings. He didn’t go into detail at that time, but was trying to prepare me for when I would have to know, see, remember, integrate and transmute some of it. That ‘future time’ he spoke of has grown for me since 2009. It seemed the closer we got to the 2012 Ascension Expiration date and shift timeline, the more this and plenty of other negative multidimensional Alien activities have needed to be consciously remembered, integrated and dealt with now like it or not, believe it or not, want to or not.

As our consciousness evolves and expands, we’re increasingly remembering more of our multidimensional memories from other timelines, events, actions and hijacked timelines crafted by negative Alien beings. Many of these negative Alien’s actions are nearly incomprehensible to us due to the extent of the evil they’ve done to humanity. I know how hard many of these negative Alien’s past and present actions and agendas are for many Starseeds/Forerunners/Energy Transmuters to even comprehend and cope with consciously, but, this is the phase and level we’re at now and many of us have to remember more and consciously admit to the scope of negativity that is “normal” to Team Dark members. I know how hard it is for most of us to even have this type of awareness in our minds and hearts because they simply do not fit due to their profound negativity and parasitic qualities. This is how “alien” negativity in general is to us, but we’ve been working very long and hard to energetically override, disintegrate and permanently remove them.

Positive Grey Aliens

I mentioned briefly in A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution that I’ve had a few conscious telepathic inter-dimensional meetings with a couple of positive Grey ETs. Like the positive Orion’s, the positive Grey’s aren’t something I’ve talked much about publicly either because there’s been so much confusion and distortions with these particular ET groups (and no doubt some others as well). Throw in multiple timelines and any topic becomes vastly more confusing and difficult to discuss. Because Lisa Renee mentioned them again in her May 2012 article [ https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2012/05/04/lisa-renees-may-2012-report/ ], and because I know there’s plenty more information and awareness about our multidimensional Selves and other ET neighbors coming to the surface of increasing numbers of Starseeds and Indigo’s consciousness now and in the months ahead (and humanity as well), I figured I’d talk a bit more about some of my experiences and current perceptions about this. Remember however that I too am going through this further 2012 expansion of multidimensional consciousness, personal multidimensional and multiple timeline memories integration, and current Starseed Ascension work now also.

There were many times before the start of my physical Ascension Process in February 1999, that I felt some strange familiarity in my physical human Denise body with certain positive Grey ETs. This familiar body awareness has always felt to me just like what having a “past life memory” feels of being in an opposite sex human body to the one you have in this life, and/or with different human racial features, skin color, hair, eyes, musculature, bone structure etc. [The quote(s) below are all from Lisa Renee’s May 2012 article]

“There are many factions of Grey Aliens, so please know that most of the benevolent ones have been human in the past, or have chosen peaceful evolution.”

The couple of times in decades past when one of these positive Greys would etherically show up while I was awake, it felt like having an old best friend unexpectedly drop in for a visit. For those of you reading this and whose hearts are beating faster because of it and are second guessing whether Denise is one of the “good guys” or one of the “bad guys”, please realize that due to all I’ve been through in this life I can feel, sense, and knowthe energetic difference between the “good guys” and the “bad guys”. I can tell from the energies they radiate or don’t radiate and/or try to cloak.

The Negatives or Team Dark as I call all of them, can cloak or try to hide their energies from Starseeds, Lightworkers, Indigos etc. but you can still sense and feel either the great negativity they radiate or the great lack of Light within them. I’ve learned that when a non-physical Being(s) shows up and I feel nothing emanating from it/them, it’s because they’re cloaked and/or hiding behind their created False Light. This False Light looks like bright white light from a physical fluorescent light bulb and has zero energy coming from it because it’s empty, fake.

Positive Beings emanate such delicious positive, abundant and expansive Light/Love/Life-force that it’s sometimes overwhelming or intoxicating to us in physicality and we’ll sometimes fall asleep (exit our physical bodies) in their etheric presence if the energy gap between us is too great to cope with. Not so with Team Dark! You sense you’re in deep shit when they show up and that you’re in for a real fight for your life and life-force with them. Huge difference between Team Light and Team Dark and it’s easy to feel the potent differences in both multidimensional Groups of Beings. And as long as it’s needed, get intimately familiar with how both Groups and energies feel so you’ll know in an instant whose really in your space.

April 2012 Multidimensional Inner Earth Changes

It was in early April that I noticed something had suddenly changed and was continuing to change every time I did Lisa Renee’s “12 D Shield” technique. The point in it where you visualize your platinum 6-pointed (mer ka ba) star going down into the center of the Earth to connect with it was where I saw things looked and felt very different. Compared to what I’d always seen before, now the inner Earth had changed colors, density and energy and was looking and feeling to me like all hell had broken loose down there! I didn’t know what exactly was happening down around the Earth’s core energetically in early April 2012, but I could tell by the sudden and drastic color and energy changes that something big and very positive was unfolding. [from Lisa Renee’s May 2012 article about this]

“Approximately Mid April, the main hub networks of the Mira Flores Grey Alien technology base was systematically annihilated to prevent the May 1st Beltaine Agenda.”

After a few days of clairvoyantly seeing and feeling that the old inner Earth colors I’d always seen when I envisioned my star going down into the Earth had changed, I began investigating in an attempt to better understand what was happening down there. For however long it’s been that I’ve been visualizing Lisa’s 12 D Shield technique, the other-dimensional inner Earth area has always looked to me like a dense, dirty, unpleasant and terribly congested dark brick-red color with matching dense frequency energies. After some thought about this in April, I realized how stereotypically “hell-like” it actually looked down there which, amazingly, I hadn’t even considered prior assuming it to be “normal”. But when I saw that dark brick-red color and dense low-frequency congestion down within the Earth being broken up in mid April, I knew one old non-physical location of earthly “hell” was in the process of being permanently removed by multidimensional Team Light members.

Physical location-wise where what I was seeing, feeling and even working on myself during April corresponded to within physical reality didn’t enter the picture for me. I knew I’d been working deep within the Earth in another dimension fixing rocks, (yep I said fixing rocks! It was so natural at the time but sounds weird when I say it like this!) connecting energy lines and mopping-up down there in other dimensional inner Earth areas. During April I saw the old dense brick-red colors replaced with bright and vibrant white, light yellow and light green swirling colors of Light and very positive higher frequency energies down there.A few weeks later when I read Lisa Renee’s May 2012 article I knew it was connected to what’s happened in and around the physical areas in Peru she talked about and the corresponding other-dimensional areas.

Vlad the Impaler & Multidimensional Negative Alien Actions & Parasitism

Some of you may remember a 2009 article I wrote about an abnormally disturbing and highly amplified reaction I had to only partially watching a TV docudrama about Vlad the Impaler.

[ https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2009/12/02/you-cant-store-that-crap-in-here/ ]

At the time I was surprised by how deeply I was emotionally affected by this TV program describing how people’s physical bodies were pushed onto wooden poles much like how we skewer pieces of beef onto metal skewers for kabobs. Sorry, I know how disturbing and difficult this topic is, believe me, but we’ve got to go there so some more of what’s happened and is currently happening, and some of what’s being dismantled now makes better sense to greater numbers of us on a conscious level.

Because of my extreme reaction to watching parts of this TV docudrama about Vlad the Impaler, I knew there was something else underneath that was the greater original source of my emotional pain and repulsion towards Vlad’s physical actions in the physical world. I knew I had to investigate this matter deeper to find out why this particular Vlad the Impaler topic affected me to the degree it did. The moment I consciously decided to find the deeper level source of this profound repulsion and terror, I found myself in the Astral plane (4D) viewing a vast area of blackness with something resembling a massive fish net cast across the empty space and pinned in place. To me this particular space and fish net was massive and could have covered hundreds of physical miles. How large it was in 4D I couldn’t tell you other than it was massive and stretched out far and wide.

Impaled upon and trapped within this massive Astral trap net were a few intact human bodies, far more human body parts, plus unrecognizable chunks of human flesh. I saw arms, hands, legs, feet, torsos, heads, and just sections of human flesh that were still producing energies even in this mutilated condition. Every piece was extremely valuable to Team Dark (the negative non-human, non-physical Aliens). Each one of these human body parts and pieces of human flesh impaled and trapped in this massive Astral net were producing energy which Team Dark has used/uses like batteries to fuel many of their dark distorted, self-serving trans-dimensional systems.

A few years ago when I clairvoyantly viewed this massive Astral net with human body parts impaled upon it (I’ve read Lisa Renee using the term “stapled”), I had another personal Matrix movie moment where Neo wakes up for the first time, looks out around him and sees the hundreds of thousands of other asleep humans (batteries) that the machine beings parasite off of to power their world and its systems. It was a horrific moment for me having to see the real life version of this consciously and acknowledge it as an actual multidimensional fact and reality. As I viewed these billions of human body parts and bits of human flesh impaled on this massive Astral net, I hated more than I ever have and simultaneously wanted to end this inter-dimensional, multiple body murder, mutilation and heinous thievery more than I wanted my next breath. Stair Steps within the Ascension Process, and, Stair Steps within our Starseed/Lightworker/Indigo conscious awareness and multiple timeline memories also.

Multidimensional Responsibilities

Every time we hear about human suicide bombers, car bombs, landmines, mine fields, grenade explosions, bomb explosions and any other patriarchal warring tools designed to kill, mutilate and blast to bits other living humans, know that those etheric human body parts and pieces of exploded flesh are energetically caught and utilized like this by non-physical Team Dark. Even if the human lost a limb(s) but survived physically, these etheric body parts are impaled and trapped in these other-dimensional Astral nets where they’re USED by negative, non-physical Aliens and other non-physical parasitic entities for the energy they naturally produce. Every inch of us in every dimension (physical, emotional, mental etc.) is holographic and contains all of Source, all of the All That Is in it. Every inch of us is profoundly multidimensionally potent and important and produces energy even when physically ripped from our bodies and exploded to bits.

Human psyches and souls can be blown to bits also just like physical bodies are in physical wars, accidents, explosions, murders, tortures etc. (9/11 was created to do this and create and fuel another of Team Dark’s offshoot timelines, plus all the other physical dimension things that came from it as well.) In these cases the souls are fragmented as if an etheric bomb tore them apart and they too are caught, impaled and used by Team Dark in other dimensions for the same reasons as etheric human body parts are; they produce energy which the negative Aliens and entities use as fuel and food. There’s physical trauma which rips apart physical human bodies, but because humanity is multidimensional, there’s also emotional, mental, psychological and etheric body and/or soul fragmentation and trauma that also happens. Team Dark has utilized humanities multidimensional bodies—not only their physical bodies or physical body parts.

The Truth—although oftentimes a real bitch—Will Set You Free

Remember Lisa Renee’s March 2012 article entitled “How Much Are You Willing To Know?” When I first saw that title I chuckled to myself because I knew it meant all of us were entering another phase of having to consciously know more. For me the first thing I needed to be more consciously aware of arrived through one of my readers sharing a link in a Comment for another reader. What I found interesting was how I instantly reacted emotionally to that link. I hadn’t even clicked on it but I instantly had one big emotional reaction to it while not even consciously knowing what it was about! Typically that’s a big clue that something important—and most likely unpleasant in some way—was right around the corner.

It took me about three days of squirming and complaining to myself before I finally clicked that link and went to consciously face whatever information was there that I needed to know now. What I found at that website was some information that fully explained an event that I experienced in 2004—a mere 48 hours after we moved out of our old house and into the one we’re still in today.

Those of you who’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission know the back-story. For those of you who haven’t read it, very briefly, I and my Mom lived under intense demonic attack from April 2000 to June 2004. These attacks were manifested on the physical plane via two male next-door neighbors, Portal People renters, who moved in April 2000. Only one year into my physical Ascension Process and these two human bozos are manipulated by Team Dark to move in next-door to us, and because they were already the property of a demonic entity, it turned its focus on me immediately and less intensely on my Mom. Problem was that I was so wrecked due to all the severe Ascension energies and symptoms that I didn’t perceive they were both controlled by a demon. Assholes totally, possessed no. That dangerous lack of awareness almost cost me my life. By 2004, my and my Mom’s Grid work in that physical location where our old house was located was completed, but I was hanging on by a thread due to the extreme Ascension Process I’d been going through from February 1999, coupled with constant etheric and physical demonic attacks on top of it all.

Quite simply, I got my ass handed to me repeatedly for those four years until I was able to regain enough mental focus to finally even think to do etheric level Energy Protection. Sad but true. You wanna know what the Negatives whisper in our etheric ears oftentimes? “This is normal, this is natural, don’t do anything, don’t move, don’t do anything, this is normal, this is natural…”.  Only hours after I first put up Astral etheric energy protections around our property, house, and myself, the demon clairvoyantly revealed itself to me after four years of hiding from me this way. Yes, I said hours. Once I clairvoyantly saw it I realized I was—and had been—in deep trouble and now that it had revealed itself to me the polarity WAR would unfold with a fervor it hadn’t earlier. That was when we decided to sell that house and move because I knew I wouldn’t survive if we didn’t. [For more info see A Lightworker’s Mission ]

Within 48 hours of moving into our new house in another city in 2004, I came under psychic attack again, but in a very different way.

There I am in 2004 our new house thoroughly cleaning it before we moved the furniture in. We needed a gas line installed for the clothes dryer so I asked my son if he knew of anyone who could do that job for us. He did and call his plumber friend to come over and give us an estimate for the work. Mind you, it’s only been 48 hours since Mom and I escaped our old house and four years of demonic attacks while struggling with the ongoing Ascension Process.

I hear a really loud car coming and my son says that’s his friend the plumber coming. I looked out the window and saw his car half a block away but couldn’t see him at all. In the next nanosecond I was totally and completely “in love” with this never before seen young man. I’ll never forget how conscious I was in that moment that, somehow, I was being manipulated to “fall in love” with this man I’d never seen before and did not know at all. I was furious and resisted as hard as I could yet couldn’t stop myself from feeling this way about the stranger driving towards my new house to install a gas line! I was that acutely aware that something abnormal was happening to me in those few seconds but I didn’t know what, who, or why it was happening. Long and embarrassing story short, I had a sudden and potent “crush” on this poor young male stranger despite how hard I tried not to. I know over the weeks he did other plumbing work for us that he felt me and the energies building between us and didn’t want any of it either. Thankfully near the end of the bathroom plumbing jobs he ran away which was a blessing actually because it ended this form of Team Dark attack upon me and misery for him. But I didn’t put the invisible negative manipulation pieces together back in 2004 to realize that manipulating humans emotionally in these sorts of romantic and/or sexual ways is profoundly easy for Team Dark.

The LINK & Needing To Know More

So I’m getting more and more angry at this link someone left in a Comment a few weeks ago and I’m well-aware that my irrational anger is a clue to something else underneath. Just like with that young plumber stranger, I was emotionally affected by this link before I even clicked on it! After a few days I finally did click on it and found myself at Eve Lorgen.com reading a few of her articles about what she calls the “Alien Love Bite”. This of course was the information I needed at the end of April 2012 concerning my sudden strange June 2004 crush obsession with the young plumber. Gawd those unrelenting Team Dark bastards! How much are you willing to know anyway?   😉

While reading about these “Alien Love Bites” manipulations I was so angry that I’d been had yet againby Team Dark. After the initial anger I realized how foolish I’d been not realizing that if Team Dark can do what all they have to humanity, Starseeds, Lightworkers, Indigos etc., then they can very easily manipulate and direct human romantic and sexual relationships! In my case with this young plumber in 2004, it was a derailment tactic intended to distract me as a Starseed working on the Ascension timeline. I was able to shake off the deliberately created “crush” on this guy but it still bothered me for a long time because I’d always known that none of it actually came from me. This emotional romantic manipulation done to me by Team Dark was—compared to the demonic entity trying to kill me or drive me mad—a small speed bump in the Ascension road. But, like so many of us, I needed to consciously know this particular information which fully explained my sudden, 48 hours after moving unwanted obsessive crush on that young man.

Moving Right Along

I started writing this article in early May but so much has happened throughout this month that it was repeatedly put on the back burner. As much as I don’t even want to talk about these types of negative things any more, I need to occasionally and many of you reading this need to hear about them for whatever your current personal reasons. So, there’s another chunk of the icky, negative trans-dimensional crap so let’s move on because the May 20, 2012 Eclipse and Alcyone alignment and planetary “reboot” is still working its transformational magic on us all.

I wanted to briefly add here that since the May 20th Eclipse alignments I’ve had some old Ascension symptoms flare back up again as I know many of you have too. I’ve had the head pains and pressures again, not as severe as years past but there nonetheless. I’ve also been having mild Hot Flashes again which, thankfully, had diminished greatly over the past three years but they’re back again. Also the head dizzies or that sense of falling or tipping over in slow motion. And the old Morning Sickness nausea business is back again, along with the pain in the spine and different joints. Let us not forget the seemingly unending exhaustion! Another old Ascension symptom I had for ten years has returned thanks to the Eclipse energies and it’s that feeling of going into a mild state of shock; cold, sweaty, clammy and slightly nauseous. And the food/eating/digesting business has reached a new level of misery too since the May 20th Eclipse which I know many of you are experiencing also.

Because we oftentimes forget that moving through these major transitions such as the May 20, 2012 Eclipse alignments, that they naturally activate major physical body changes in us all too. I wanted to mention that this is why many of us have had Ascension-related symptoms reappear recently and/or some new ones manifest too. Gads, and we’ve still got all the major June 2012 energy events to traverse! Hang in there my friends.

Denise

May 25, 2012

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