Two Lightbeings Helping Two Starseeds

 If you’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution then you’re aware that I and my Mom both have had numerous multidimensional interactions with positive Starbeings/Lightbeings/ETs etc. And if you’ve read it and my blog over the years, then you’re also aware that we’ve both had numerous negative interactions (attacks) from Team Dark also. Especially as a Starseed/Lightworker/Wayshower here now on this Ascension Mission transmuting and integrating duality and many other things, it simply means that you’ve been dealing with both extremes and taking a lot from Team Dark because of it which hasn’t been easy to say the least!

I mention this because some new readers will think that the story I’m about to share is a first-time event for me when in fact it’s only one more of many I and my Mom both have experienced throughout our lives, especially during our twenty-one Ascension years living and working together. And because it’s one more of many such experiences, it’s the differences in it that are important and telling to me as an Elder Starseed Lightworker and the real reason behind why I’m sharing it.

Even though this event happened on October 15, 2012 — the New Moon at 22° Libra 32′ which I sensed beforehand would be unique in some way — we both have felt different pressures and probabilities building throughout 2012. One of those building probabilities was the possible, I repeat possible death of my soon-to-be 83-year-old Mother. (Her 83rd Sagittarius birthday is a couple of weeks before December 21, 2012, and my 61st Capricorn birthday is two days after it.)

To be very clear about what I’m saying here, I’ve been acutely aware over the past thirteen Ascension years of the different times when my own possible, potential, probable physical death was nearby IF that’s what I wanted to do at those times. Every time I felt it present as a probable reality I consciously chose to remain in-body and physically complete my Starseed Lightworker ascension work. All of us have these different probable or possible exit points (times when we could physically die very easily and quickly IF we wanted to) come and go throughout our Ascension Process, however, most Starseeds/Lightworkers choose to stay in-body and finish their Contracts on Earth in physicality. When I’ve felt strong potential, probable, possible exit points come and go for myself over these past thirteen Ascension years, it was easy for me to decide to stay and finish what I volunteered to come to 3D Earth now to do. I’ve put way too much into all of this to exit my physical body at this late date! The same has been true with my Mom over these past intense thirteen Ascension years…up until the start of 2012 that is.

Neither of us talked with each other about it this year even though we both were consciously aware of it as an increasingly strong probable or possible reality for her in 2012. Because of this subtle building possibility she and I have been aware of this year — but not talked about with each other which is unusual for us — I’ve been extremely aware of how reality could so easily and quickly change dramatically for her and for me because we’ve lived and worked the very difficult biological phase of the Ascension Process under the same roof since the end of October 1991. [See A Lightworker’s Mission] All of this and more has been our pre-incarnational Soul Contracts we each made for our current lives to embody and live the Ascension Process through our physical bodies on 3D physical Earth; to have each others backs while we did it; combine our individually small finances by living together so we could live and function more easily during the very intense and difficult ascension work we agreed to do.

We both were consciously aware that a possible, potential, probable exit point — physical death — for my Mom was presenting itself this year, but like me, she too has decided to stay in-body and complete her Soul Contract this way. The problem with this however was that Team Dark evidently was aware of this potential exit point too and moved on it in an attempt to separate her from her physical body…and the two of us for the obvious reasons. For my Mom to die now would immediately throw my Ascension work and life into a serious mess because my income would stop which is exactly what Team Dark was after. Divide and conquer is one of their main tactics and always has been. Said another way, many of us older First Wavers who are also having to take care of and/or help our elder parent(s) have experienced this tactic as another attempt to slow us down from doing our spiritual Ascension work during 2012. Team Dark does not care how or who or what; they only care about stopping, preventing, derailing or destroying the Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers and if they can do that by attacking or killing a family member and/or beloved pet, then that’s what they try to do and why.

The way Team Dark tried to make my Mom sick was to interfere with her remembering to take one prescription she takes at 2:00 PM every day. (Amongst other things she has acute Chronic Bronchitis — COPD.) I help her with all of her other medications, but this one she could easily take every day by herself. But, she suddenly began forgetting to take this one particular breathing med back in early September 2012. Normally I would be at my computer writing and would always know it was 2 PM because I’d hear her inhale this med every day like clockwork. However, in early September I was profoundly exhausted and weak myself and was falling asleep nearly every afternoon, and because of this wasn’t aware for weeks that she was being helped to forget to take this particular medication every day.

Of course it didn’t take long at all of her missing a few days of this medication in the first-half of September to start her coughing again, plus she was suddenly having really serious pains in her chest area. Not her heart, but her whole chest and lungs into her back. Very quickly she became more frail and weak, was running a low fever and loosing some more weight. (Imagine what it must be like being in your seventies and eighties and living the Ascension Process as a Starseed Lightworker! Now imagine coming under repeated attacks from Team Dark/the Negatives because you are from Team Light. Imagine how exhausted and weak you might feel if you were that age in 2012 and being interfered with like this to cause you to become sick or sick enough to possibly die.

FIRST TRIP TO URGENT CARE

Instead of immediately going to Urgent Care we both thought it best to try a few other things first so that’s what we did. Her debilitating coughing only continued, plus she started having a fever too which I knew meant her lungs were infected. It was around this time that she confessed she’d been forgetting to take her 2PM medication in September. I also remembered that I’d forgotten for like the fifth time during August and September to go to the pharmacy and replace another of her inhaler devices (a plastic tube to inhale meds through) because it was old and not working as it should have been. Can we say interference?! But, it was too late, she was sick by this point and getting both of her breathing meds in her correctly wasn’t enough to solve the problem so off to Urgent Care we went in early October.

Long story short, Mom’s female doctor works at this Urgent Care office also (hence the only reason we go to it) so she was already familiar with my Mom, her COPD, her meds etc. Problem was that the doctor didn’t attack her lung infection and coughing really hard like she has in years past when this has happened, but this time gave Mom a lower dosage antibiotic and other lung medication. Translated this simply meant that after taking both of those meds given at Urgent Care for her Chronic Bronchitis in early October, they weren’t strong enough so they only made things slightly better. Frustrations galore and I’m realizing that we’re being interfered with again and need to amp-up our defenses against these Team Dark tactics. Gawd they are tenacious and determined.

During the week that Mom’s on the antibiotics and prednazone I knew it wasn’t going to completely cure her lung infection and coughing so I told her that the day she took the last two pills we were going straight back to Urgent Care again if I heard her cough once! We talked about all of this and what had gone on with her forgetting to take her 2PM breathing medication and my passing out at that time so I’d not be aware that she’d forgotten to take it. We got up-to-speed in other words and realized that we both we being interfered with and that we both needed to go into Light Warrior mode yet again despite the sickness, despite the exhaustion, despite the mental interference.

SECOND TRIP TO URGENT CARE

Mom finished her two prescriptions but was still coughing so the next Monday morning we were at Urgent Care again for a second round of stronger antibiotics and prednazone. Now here’s where Team Dark shows up more physically and through a stranger(s) which I’ve experienced innumerable times.

Because there were plenty of younger adults and young kids in Urgent Care the week prior and they all were sick with highly contagious flu viruses or colds, I was concerned about both of us being stuck in the waiting room with those contagious strangers. (1.) Mom catching some virus like that could make her very sick and weak enough to end up in the hospital and/or kill her. (2.) I have no insurance and pay cash when I need to go to the dentist or Urgent Care…which is extremely rare because I absolutely abhor those places/systems and all other patriarchal ones like them! Because of these reasons I was concerned about Mom and I being trapped in the Urgent Care waiting room with a bunch of highly contagious adults and children. Mom’s Chronic Bronchitis isn’t contagious so that wasn’t an issue.

Whenever we leave our house I make sure we both have done Lisa Renee’s 12 D Shield, and when needed I also expand the Light field when we have to go into especially energetically unpleasant and/or physically contagious places such as Urgent Care to further protect us both on multiple levels. This second trip to Urgent Care I wanted to get there a few minutes before they opened so we wouldn’t have to sit there with other contagious people for too long. As I drove into the parking lot there was one car ahead of us trying to get there first. I parked next to it and the woman in that car saw my weak, frail, coughing 82-year-old Mother and rushed to get herself and her teenage daughter in line ahead of us.

We’re standing in line outside the Urgent Care entrance waiting for it to open and this truly repulsive low-frequency woman and her teenage daughter are in front of Mom and I, which is where I’d rather they were instead of behind us actually. These two people are of the lower frequency and consciousness group and are very easy and receptive human puppets that non-physical Team Dark manipulate to affect other people and situations etc. In cases such as this, no one needs to say a word or physically do anything because the extreme differences in Light/Dark energies and the immediate irritations and repulsion they cause are energetically reverberating like invisible bombs exploding in the space around us all; higher and lower frequencies and consciousness clashing and greatly irritating each other while trapped within the same physical space together.

Urgent Care opens after about fifteen minutes and everyone signs in and sits down to wait to be seen. I seat Mom by the open door so she’s got fresh air and is as close to our car as I could get. The lower frequency Mother and daughter sit down in chairs directly opposite us…of course. While waiting I found an empty spot on the floor to stare at so I could telepath to the doctor, whoever it was that day, to hurry up and arrive. I clairvoyantly located the doctor who was in his car on the way there. He was another of the doctors that works at that medical group and Urgent Care office and he’s treated my Mom before for this same problem. While I was having my telepathic remote viewing conversation with the doctor in his car, the repulsive woman and her daughter were both mentally in their mobile phones distracting themselves that way.

In the midst of my private telepathic conversation with this male doctor I suddenly felt a wave of negativity directed at me from the repulsive woman (Mother) seated across from us. I quickly finished my telepathic chat with the male doctor, lifted my eyes from the small empty spot on the floor I’d found so I could view and have this conversation as privately as possible in a room full of people, and shifted my physical gaze directly at the repulsive woman and made deliberate potent eye contact with her. By this intentional action I let her know that I heard and felt her and I was confronting her about what she was doing energetically to me. She immediately made a facial gesture of utter hatred and disgust and shook her head right and left in a gesture of “No”. I couldn’t believe how blatantly she was being used by Team Dark to try and get at me while we were all waiting in Urgent Care.

I’ve experienced this exact thing dozens of times over the past thirteen Ascension years and I should be used to it by now, but I confess, it blows my mind every time it happens. If humanity only knew how easily and often they are intentionally used and manipulated by the unseen Negatives to cause problems, pain, misery, injury etc. in other people they’d be horrified beyond belief. Well many of them would be, some would think it a great way to harm others.

Unlike many other people who might have only smiled politely at this woman and enabled her to continue this negative crap, I telepathed at her to “Get back in your phone and be quiet!” The repulsive woman dropped her attitude gaze from me, lifted her cell phone back up again and mentally focused on it and remained there until they called her and her daughter in to see the doctor. (My personal decision to do or not do this sort of thing is a complex and lengthy article all by itself, but I’ve learned after years of confusion over situations with many people like this that I’m here to carry Light, not enable the Dark to further use people to harm me and mine or each other.)

We were called next, saw the male doctor, got two stronger prescriptions for Mom, and made our escape from Urgent Care as quickly as we could. The prior Friday I’d talked with Mom about our possibly going to the grocery store after our second trip to Urgent Care ONLY if she honestly felt strong enough to do so. We talked about it and I questioned her repeatedly over the weekend about it and how she was feeling, and then again Monday morning before we left for Urgent Care and again in the car as we left. She said she felt strong enough to go grocery shopping so off we went to do some much-needed grocery hunting and gathering.

GROCERY STORE, MAGIC BANANAS, MOM RUNS OUT OF GAS, TWO LIGHTBEINGS COME TO HELP

As I drove into the grocery store parking lot I located a handicapped parking space close to the entrance/exit door which I was grateful for because I knew that Mom and I would each have a shopping cart full of stuff when done and that we’d both be tired. Off we headed into the grocery store to buy what we each needed.

The last section we go to is the produce section and as Mom and I arrived there we both immediately headed towards the bananas because they were very clearly lit from above with bright white Light and highlighted as if by unseen Angels! Seriously, we both looked at each other with goofy, wide-eyed grins and then back at the showcased bananas and couldn’t believe how utterly perfect every single banana looked under the brilliant white Light. Not one of them had a single bruise or was slightly green and I’ve never seen that, ever! We immediately collected a bunch of these illuminated sheer perfection magic bananas while grinning at each other and repeatedly checking out the white Light mysteriously highlighting them all. We didn’t physically say anything about what we both saw and felt, but unquestioningly bought a big bunch of those beautiful bananas and finished in the produce section and headed for the checkout. Now here’s where Team Dark maneuvers into position, again.

We get to the checkout and Mom is behind me which was my first mistake. I should have, and always will now when she’s able to go shopping with me, have her go first so I’m behind her blocking any interference and attempts to redirect her away and separate us while out in the world. I had about half of my groceries loaded on to the checkout conveyor belt when another store employee grabbed my Mom and, trying to help her checkout faster, pulled her off to another checkout lane. I knew this female cashier was only trying to help, but, I also knew it was the old Team Dark divide and conquer maneuver they use on everyone, but certainly on Starseeds/Lightworkers.

I’m loading my groceries as fast as I can while repeatedly glancing over my shoulder trying to find where the cashier took my Mom. I know what’s coming and I know who’s behind separating us at the end of the shopping trip when Mom is totally spent and exhausted and too weak to unload her unusually full shopping cart after being so sick for September and half of October. My mind is racing, “Hurry, find her, hurry, this is not good, hurry…”

Finally I get my groceries paid for and can see where my Mom is and she’s gone all white and gaunt and I know she’s at the edge of passing out right there in the grocery store. I speed myself and my cart full of paid groceries over to where she is and tell her to just hang on to the edge and not move. She barely hears me and can’t even move. And, of course, all the baggers (employees who bag your groceries after they’ve been scanned) have mysteriously disappeared so I start frantically bagging Mom’s groceries as fast as I can while watching her to see if she starts sinking to the floor because she’s passing out. Unbelievable how quickly and completely she got hit with utter exhaustion as she literally ran out of energy.

Somehow I got all of her groceries bagged and in her shopping cart and paid for while I’m watching her looking like she’s going into shock. I attached her hands to her shopping cart and told her to not let go of it. I got us and our two full shopping carts out-of-the-way so that other people could get around us and exit the store. I was trying to get Mom’s cash (change) back into her wallet and her wallet back into her purse and her purse zipped closed so we could finally get outside and get her seated in the car. As long as she was in the car everything would be okay, but how I was going to get her in her condition and two full shopping carts to the car was another story!

Mom is clutching her shopping cart and looks like death warmed-over and it’s clearly obvious that she’s in serious trouble and on the brink of passing out. I don’t know how she’s still standing actually and she’s not responding to anything I’m saying and she isn’t turning her head to look at me or anything…because she can’t. She’s gone but still standing somehow. “Get her in the car, get her in the car, get her in the car…” my mind is screaming at me.

I got both of our shopping carts steered out the exit/entrance door about five feet and then stopped us. I looked at her in a semi trance-like, shock-like half-in and half-out of her body state and knew we were in real trouble. In the next moment I sensed a tremendous urge to “GO!” which my rational mind thought was utter folly, yet, I instantly followed this powerful higher suggestion to make a run for the car. Just before I took off under this strange and powerful “GO!” impulse I looked at the car across the parking lot and saw a large area between us and it of bright and dense white Light. It was about fifty feet wide and about ten foot tall and looked and felt like a field of white Light had suddenly been manifested to help us get Mom and our groceries to the car without any interference from any human or Team Dark. This area of dense white Light began at the very spot where I had stopped us which was about five feet outside the exit/entrance door to the grocery store, and extended all the way across the parking lot and about five feet beyond our car. This white Light area was amazing looking yet seemed perfectly normal to me in that moment.

As I push-off hard and fast across the parking lot without my Mom at my side — which I simply could not believe I was doing knowing she could barely stand on her own right then — I thankfully simultaneously clairvoyantly saw and felt two slender tubular shaped and extremely tall Lightbeings behind me flanking Mom at her right and left elbows. The two Lightbeings had levitated Mom about 2.5 inches off the physical ground at her elbows with their Light radiating fingertips and were literally steering her and her shopping cart across the parking lot and eventually to the back of our car next to me. They literally were levitating my Mom and her full shopping cart — levitating as in NOT touching the ground physically from what I clairvoyantly saw, felt and heard — across the parking lot and to the passenger side of the back of our car where I could then physically take hold of her and finally get her seated in the car.

Yes, unbelievably, I rushed out ahead of my completely incapacitated 82-year-old Mother pushing only my shopping cart because I had to even though I couldn’t believe I’d knowingly left her in such a vulnerable condition unconsciously clutching her shopping cart and unable to move, speak, focus, see the car or get to the car! That lower rational part of my mind was thinking “WTF!” as I physically launched myself and my shopping cart across the parking lot, but the reason I did so was because that “GO!” message I’d felt was from the two Lightbeings. Some part of me knew this before I even clairvoyantly saw them and was only seeing the large section of white Light I’d just stepped into. As all this is happening in that wonderful No Time place/state, I’m acutely aware that I and my Mom have transitioned from lower linear time space frequency range and reality into a higher quantum frequency range due to the two Lightbeings and the protected white Light passageway they created for us. I’ve experienced this state many times before and it’s always so wonderful, freeing and so natural feeling. Linear time simply doesn’t exit beyond the narrow frequency range where it does exist, and getting out of it always feels so natural and great.

When in a higher, faster quantum frequency range the physical world and people in it either looks and feels significantly slowed and very distant, or like its been put on pause, or it completely disappears from your range of perception. To the people back in “normal” linear time space Earth frequency, nothing is happening out of the ordinary because they’re not seeing, feeling, hearing or perceiving these other higher frequency ranges and vast spaces and Beings that exist within many of them. But from a slightly higher and faster No Time place/state frequency it looks like where I’ve just exited from (physical Earth reality) has disappeared from my view…and from my concern for those all too brief moments. That’s what happened again in this experience from my perspective — and as I found out later when my Mom was strong enough to talk about what she experienced — from her perspective too. We both experienced exiting physical 3D Earth reality and it all disappearing from our view; everything except the white Light area and the two tall Lightbeings.

Because this was an Emergency Assist Event it was different from previous multidimensional experiences I and my Mom both have had with other Starbeings and Lightbeings. This was us being aided by two Lightbeings because we weren’t going to make it to the car without some form of higher assistance. Because it was an emergency help event, there were no great insights or lessons to be learned or teachings to be exchanged from Angelic Lightbeing to incarnate Starseed Lightworker. There wasn’t time for it then, it was just what it was in that moment; help from a much higher frequency. Because this was emergency help and not a more typical lengthy higher dimensional educational event or meeting, I knew while I was in the white Light racing towards my car and once there frantically opening the passenger side door and hatchback to load the groceries, that the two Lightbeings wouldn’t allow any other human into that white Light space because it would have harmed them. I knew that these two Lightbeings had created this higher frequency Light space field to help get Mom to the car, give me time to get her seated in the car, let me unload the groceries as quickly as I could while they protected her, get myself into the car, and finally get Mom inside the house.

Once the two Lightbeings arrived with Mom and her shopping cart up behind me and to the passenger side of the back of the car, I took her by her arms and directed her into the car. She was amazingly light and abnormally easy for me to move so this told me the two Lightbeings were still helping us both. I could feel the two Lightbeings in the space directly above me and I could still see the dense white Light, but now with faint images of bits of other cars and people in the parking lot showing through somewhat. No 3D physical earthly sounds at all yet, just brief glimpses of bits of old 3D slowly coming back into partial view through the dense white Light we were in. I knew the other people were being kept busy, distracted, slowed down, or outright paused by the two Lightbeings to prevent them from walking or driving into the white Light space so I was doing everything as quickly as I could, both for Mom’s sake, but also for the two Lightbeings and the other people driving and walking in the parking lot.

While I was frantically throwing the groceries into the back of the car I knew Mom needed something to eat and that it would help her regain some strength. So while unloading both of our shopping carts into the car, my mind was racing trying to discern what I should grab out of all those groceries to give her to eat in the car. I couldn’t find anything except — are you ready? — the bunch of bananas. (It was as if I was being blocked to find anything other than the bananas in those moments which told me the Lightbeings were directing me with that also.)

Yes, the perfection bananas magically lit with white Light from above suddenly made sense so I grabbed one of them and raced around to the passenger side of the car, shoved it into Mom’s lap and told her to eat it immediately. I rushed back to finish loading the groceries and get the two shopping carts out-of-the-way. I checked Mom again because her car door was open this whole time and she literally had one foot dangling out and one hand hung limp down at the edge of the car. I lifted her foot into the car, moved her hand in and helped her get her seat-belt on and finally closed her car door.

By this point I could more easily see through the white Light and saw three people walking slowly towards us so I knew No Time was running out and that the Light Field was about to disappear and that we were going to impact back into physical linear time space reality again. Bummer, big bummer after having these few No Time moments — even though they were stressful and frantic — of not being IN 3D density and having to endure all the matching people, crap, noise, pollution of every type and other frequency stuff that goes along with it. I was about to be impacted from dropping out of higher frequency space and No Time back down into slow motion density and consciousness insanity again and it was going to hurt and frustrate me because it always does when I have to reenter the Snake Pit again. The contrast between just these two levels is almost too much to endure emotionally, and physically too, but mostly emotionally at this point.

As soon as I’m in the car, closed my door and started the engine, in that instant we were completely back in 3D density and linear time space again and “reality” came screaming, roaring, rushing back in all around me/us in that split second and it was horrible. Truly horrible. Imagine going from a protected space of nothing but white Light and two amazing Lightbeings, zero sounds, zero interference, zero humans and human interference of any type such as thoughts, energies, emotions etc.,  zero Team Dark interference, zero crap of all kinds and then in an instant you’re back into it all again. Like I said, the contrast was horrible and nearly overwhelming to me in October 2012.

But, we’re in the car as are our groceries and we’re heading home. Mom and I both are sort of in shock or in some weird traumatic state and she wasn’t talking or moving much so I knew it wasn’t done yet. During the drive home I did not notice that she hadn’t eaten the banana or that she couldn’t move much and was still in a very weakened condition. I was not seeing some of these things because there were things going to happen that were for Mom and not me and so I was purposefully not seeing certain things at this point.

We get home, I parked the car and got Mom out of the car and up the steps into the house. Again she feels abnormally light and easy to maneuver which told me the two Lightbeings were still overhead somehow even though I wasn’t seeing any white Light or them at this point. I could feel them nearby and knew they were helping me get Mom up the steps and into the house safely. I led her to her bedroom and sat her in her recliner chair, got her some water and noticed the uneaten banana in her hand. I told her to not get out of the chair and that I had to unload the car and that I’d do that as quickly as I could and then return. It was while I was doing this that she had some much-needed insights from the two Lightbeings.

TOO WEAK TO OPEN THE BANANA RADIATING WHITE LIGHT

Incomprehensibly to me, it didn’t even dawn on me, and it normally would have, that Mom was so weak that she couldn’t even open the damned illuminated white Light perfection banana! So while I’m rushing like crazy again to unload all the groceries from the car and up the steps and into the house, it hasn’t entered my awareness that Mom hasn’t eaten the banana yet and that she needed help to open it and peel it! Like I said, normally this is something that I would have automatically known and done for her but didn’t even realize this time. So while I’m bringing the groceries in Mom is struggling to open the banana and can barely get one hand up to hold onto it. She told me later that it took her nearly the whole time I was unloading the groceries just to get the banana opened and peeled. But, once she got about three bits of the banana into her, she said she started feeling better and stronger very quickly.

She also told me later that once she’d finished all the banana she had enough strength to lift the peel and place it on the nightstand next to her. She said she could still see the white Light radiating off the peel on the nightstand while she sat there regaining some strength and sipping water.

During this time I briefly checked her and saw that she was getting a bit stronger so I went back and finished putting all the groceries and frozen food away. When finished I went to Mom’s bedroom and got her shoes off, got her more food etc., and then we just sat and talked about what we’d each experienced. This next part is what she told me she’d seen and felt during the white Light and two Lightbeings parking lot event.

She told me that when I stopped us just outside of the exit/entrance door at the grocery store when we were leaving, she knew she was half out of her body and in a very bad way and was worried she’d pass-out and someone would call an ambulance and haul her off to the hospital. She told me that when I stopped us at that point she suddenly saw the white Light field appear exactly as I saw it and described it already. At the physical point where I stepped into it ahead of her, was the same physical spot where she did and it was also where and when she felt that her feet and her shopping cart were no longer touching the ground. She said she couldn’t see me, the car, or anything else except the dense white Light from the same physical spot just outside the entrance/exit door to the grocery store all the way across the parking lot — which was about 50 feet — and the two Lightbeings levitating her and her shopping cart up to where they lowered her back down to the ground next to me at the rear passenger side of our car.

While listening to her describe what she experienced, it was wonderful because I’d seen and felt it too while rushing across the parking lot with her and the two Lightbeings a few steps behind me. In that moment of ultra weirdness where I saw these two Lightbeings levitating my Mom and her shopping cart and literally carry her across a public parking lot in broad daylight, I suddenly remembered a funny pet video I’d seen a couple of years ago of a woman holding her small dog over a bathtub full of water and the dog’s little legs were dog-paddling in the air above the bath water! That was the hilarious thought I had while dashing across the parking lot and clairvoyantly seeing my Mom being levitated by two Lightbeings but her two physical feet still walking…dog-paddling about 2.5 inches above ground in the air just like the little dog in that funny pet video!

From Mom’s perspective all she saw while levitating/walking/dog-paddling across the parking lot was the dense white Light field and the two Lightbeings. She told me she knew her legs and feet were walking yet not touching the ground and that her shopping cart was also easily moving along not touching the ground. I and the car came back into her range of vision once the Lightbeings deposited her and her shopping cart next to me at the back of the car. She said she could then see and hear me but not much of anything else.

She also told me that she felt the two Lightbeings were with us all the way home and also helped us get her up the stairs and into the house. Once she was safely in the house and seated in her bedroom and had eaten the glowing white Light banana, she said she was aware the two Lightbeings were slowly retreating.

It took us a couple of days to process this whole event and make all the connections and insights and thoroughly share what we each had seen and felt with each other. These types of larger physical shifts out of linear time space (such as this one that happened, again, while out in public!) into other areas and then back again typically takes days to fully process, digest, and get the larger overview of what and why it happened. More about the larger reasons why the two Lightbeings showed up in October 2012 to help us near the end of this very long article.

I APOLOGIZE FOR THIS NEXT PART

This experience with the two Lightbeings (not Starbeings as we’ve both experienced many times in years and decades past but Lightbeings) happened on Monday, October 15, 2012. This next experience happened on Wednesday, October 17, 2012. They are of course connected.

So early Wednesday morning I’m getting ready to go shopping alone and as I walk past Mom’s bedroom I noticed something dark colored on her carpet. She was out in the livingroom and hadn’t seen this when she woke up, and who knows, it may have not even been there when she did get up! But as I’m ready to leave the house to shop, I see this dark something on her carpet in her bedroom so I went in to see what it was. In those moments while I’m looking at these three small very dark spots of something on her carpet, my brain is straining to figure out what in the hell they are. I turned the overhead light on to get a better look and got down on my hands and knees and then I saw that the three dark spots where diarrhea. YES, they were shit spots! Sorry, but they were three small pools of diarrhea in a location in her bedroom that would have been very difficult for a human to produce…even at a run for the bathroom!

Mom hears my crushing and questioning and comes in to see what I’m carrying on about. She looks at them and said they weren’t there when she woke up about an hour earlier. But, because I have to cover all bases, I asked her if she had any accidents that could have caused the three spots and I actually checked her pajamas, her shoes, the rest of the carpet etc. Nope, Mom was not the guilt party, so I next went to the cat and then the cat box in search of signs of diarrhea and I found nothing there either. This cat has never, ever had diarrhea in his life so I know it didn’t come from him. And I knew I didn’t wander into my Mom’s bedroom and dribble diarrhea in there so, that leaves…Team Dark as the most likely source of it.

In case you think I’ve lost my mind entirely understand that in this pre-Ascension world run by Team Dark, it’s not uncommon to have really wonderful and extraordinary experiences as we had with the two Lightbeings followed with some unpleasant shitty something happening afterwards as a way for Team Dark to leave their mark to let you know how they feel about The Light and those of The Light. Said another way, finding some shit on Mom’s carpet two days after such a wonderful connection with those Lightbeings didn’t surprise me that much but it did tell me that that’s about all they’re capable of at this point with Mom and I. That is very positive and telling news.

THE REASON THIS COULD EVEN HAPPEN NOW

Let’s wrap this lengthy story up with the deeper level implications it carries for many of us in October and now November 2012. And, sorry it’s taken me so long to write this but it’s been super intense and exhausting and I expect it will be for the rest of  2012 and maybe a bit beyond too.

After thinking about the fact that it was Angelic-like Lightbeings that showed up to help us in the parking lot and not the more familiar higher dimensional humanoid Starbeings, I understood that this was a message in itself to me (which I knew I was to pass on to you reading this) about how far I and my Mom and many of us actually are on The Bridge out of the old duality patriarchal Earth and into the new ascended Earth world right now. It was also a message from those Lightbeings to me that I was to pass on to all of you who now need a personal, wide awake, fully conscious, direct living picture and/or explanation about what it feels like, what it looks like, how fast it actually happens etc. when you exit out of linear 3D time and space with your physical body and enter into another higher frequency level/dimension/location etc. that’s quantum or within No Time or the eternal Now Moment.

Many people have talked about how certain Starbeings/ETs/”Galactic Federation” etc. are going to come and “save” them or “rescue” them or “lift them off the planet’s surface when things get bad” etc. but that’s not the case in my opinion and I’ve said so many times over the years. Ascension is an individual thing that’s earned energetically, Alchemically by each person because it must be this way. Like attracts like and this is why we each will find ourselves drawn towards a matching external frequency Earth world or other place, location/dimension etc. as the 12-21-12 Expiration Date comes and goes.

In other words, this experience with these two Lightbeings in mid-Oct. 2012 was to help Mom and I, and you reading this, better understand how suddenly, how quickly, how easily and effortless it can be for us now to take just one step out of the old negative 3D duality world and dimension frequency range we all incarnated into in this life with these physical bodies, and instantly find ourselves existing elsewhere with these physical bodies. This experience helped me better see and understand that this grand shift, this final transition out of the dense negative world we incarnated into decades ago, this stepping off of the transitional Bridge on to the new 5D Ascended Earth will be like everything else within the Ascension Process; it will unfold in many Stair Steps so that we don’t kill our physical bodies or blow our minds or central nervous systems or rip our psyches to shreds in the process!

November and December of 2012 is going to be super compressed for many of us with these final Stair Steps energetically preparing us for transition and existence in either the new 5D Ascended Earth world, or another Earth world where duality will exist for all who desire it but Team Dark will NOT be there at all, ever. So expect to have more experiences and awareness of new things, Beings, places, multiple dimensions, probabilities, different timelines etc. for the rest of 2012 and certainly into the new that 2013 will bring.

Denise Le Fay

November 6, 2012

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Smelling Nonphysical Smoke and/or Burning Incense

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I’ve noticed a lot of people recently searching for information about smelling burning’ or smelling smoke’ or constantly smelling incense burning’  when none is physically present. I wrote a bit about this phenomena in my article Strange Nonphysical Smelling Phenomenon December 26, 2008, but because this particular Ascension related symptom is being experienced by increasing numbers of people, I thought I’d talk a bit more about it.

SMELLING SMOKE, CHIMNEY SMOKE, and/or BURNING INCENSE SMOKE

In November 2008, I was finally energetically released from the unpleasant job of waiting and holding the energetic door open for any last-minute people who desired to get on board the evolutionary Ascension elevator. Much of 2006, all of 2007 and 2008, was this endless and painful in every way waiting and holding open that energetic “door” for people ready to leave the old lower (during 2008) and move up energetically. For me, late November 2008 was when I no longer was required to stay in that lower frequency energy waiting and holding open the energy door for others. As I was released from that lower energy level of waiting and holding open the “exit door”, I immediately started smelling burning incense and/or what I thought might be someone’s chimney smoke because it was winter. I’ve smelled it almost constantly ever since November 2008, when that huge and important completion and break-off point happened and I “ascended” up a few more energy Stair-steps.

I mentioned in my other article about this topic, how I would often smell burning pipe tobacco and/or burning incense back in the 1980’s and 1990’s when positive higher dimensional ET beings would make contact with me. It was one way for Them to let me know They were in the area energetically and getting ready to make contact psychically, telepathically and/or ethereally with me and whoever else was present with me at the time, which was often my mother.

Since my biological Ascension Process began in February 1999, I’ve not had this sort of contact with these old familiar ET family and friends. We’ve all moved on, ascended, evolved into new and higher states and so have They. Due to our ongoing ascensions, many of us in physical human form have energetically moved into a new higher state where we’re smelling smoke, burning incense or possibly even flowers mixed in with those smoky smells. I believe we’re smelling this now—without any of those past ETs being present—for the simple reason that WE are now what They were years and decades ago to us back in the old lower PRE-Ascension world.

I believe our currently smelling burning incense and/or smoky smells is another way we’re realizing that we are indeed the new “Earth Angels”. For many of us it’s yet another  way to show us where we are now in comparison to where we were in recent months (the big transition of late 2008), years and even decades. There’s a host of other ascension clues telling us that we’re very different people today that are literally vibrating at much higher levels and faster frequency rates than we were before. One example of this is when other people vibrating lower and slower simply do not seeing us all the time when we’re out in the physical world. Or, being seen by some of them and having those people come right up to us and act like we’re old best friends despite the fact you’ve never seen them before.

We’re both attracting and repelling other people vibrating at rates lower, slower and more dense levels than where we currently are. Remember how you felt and reacted when your Guides and/or higher positive ET kin where near you?

Also many of these strange Ascension symptoms have to do with our brain halves being Rewired into one non-polarized, integrated, unified whole brain. There is SO much happening in our brains and brain glands (the Pineal and Pituitary glands) rapidly evolving, plus the two brain hemispheres literally being Rewired, that it’s perfectly normal to suddenly be smelling, seeing, perceiving, hearing, feeling and sensing many new and seemingly unusual anomalies. It’s okay, it is just another of those numerous unique Ascension Process side effects.

Denise

March 30, 2009

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Transitions…

Since early childhood there’s been certain things that have affected me profoundly. Things like autumn, the setting western Sun, large flowing rivers, the rain, certain animals etc. These and other things have always spoke to my deep heart, my soul in fact and called to me from some distant place with a very important message; a message I’ve lived in reverse over the decades. Sensitives/psychics/Wanderers/Starseeds/Lightworkers usually do live life in a strange ass-backwards sort of way. This will make sense in a few more paragraphs.

Because I have four planets (a stellium in astrological terms) in Libra (in the 8th), I assumed that was the main reason the autumn pulled at my heart and soul so strongly each year. Same with sunsets, especially throughout the fall. As a child it was nearly unbearable and I’d cry and ache and become so profoundly Homesick facing the west and watching the autumn Sun going away. I wanted to go Home in the worst of ways during those childhood years. Some of you (other Wanderers) reading this will no doubt relate to much of this deep heart pain and soul Homesickness feeling.

Astrologically, the polarity between Aries/Libra is about Aries=Self and Libra=Others. It’s much more complex than that of course but those two keywords say so very much about Aries and Libra and what’s going on between them both as they’re really two sides of the same coin.

Old 3D Libra had to do with things like all forms of partnerships, the marriage partner, business partners, all of those “Others” out there. But as we continue evolving, ascending, learning and expanding this “Others” that Libra represents is expanding to include far more of the other “Others” out there. “Others” like nonphysical Starbeings, Lightbeings, ETs, Angelics, other-dimensional Beings and so on. Now has astrology changed? No, we are. These nonphysical higher dimensional beings have always been out/in there. We’ve just been expanding, ascending and evolving consciously and energetically to where WE’RE now in the process of consciously including Them in that Libra collective of the “Others”. You see, they are waiting for us to vibrationally ascend or come back Home to them, not for them to drop down to the old lower earth reality.

Another aspect of this are certain scenes within the King Arthur story and the story (and movies) Lord Of The Rings. I’m referring to those powerfully symbolic archetypal scenes where certain people were permanently leaving earth because it was simply their time to do so. In the movie Lord Of The Rings it’s all those beautiful heart-wrenching scenes where the Elves are exiting Earth and that dimension because it was time for that transition for both  them and the humans. In that story the Elves and humans transitioned….ascended to a slightly higher vibration, place, and new state of being and learning.

In the King Arthur story it was those many scenes about the fey people; the Lady of the Lake, the Merlin and how many of them and other characters were vibrational half-breeds. They had one parent that was a physical human and the other parent was fey or from a less dense nonphysical dimension. Current day Wanderers/Starseeds/Lightworkers etc. should come to mind and heart. That is why these myths, these stories, these books and movies are in our reality now because we’re living them in our way in this here and now.

There’s another important archetypal scene I must add to these two and it’s from my past life in Egypt around 12,600 b.c. (I’ve written some about it already so please check the Archives if interested.) It is this Egyptian past life memory with those three higher dimensional Star Beings from 8D Orion, 6D Sirius, and the 5D Pleiades, that was always with me as a child in this life. It was their leaving me and all the other star seeds way back in ancient Egypt, that’s held strong and painful in my heart and soul from childhood in this incarnation and there’s a very important reason for this.

You see in that ancient life in Egypt they seeded many of us as their children, their half-breed, fey, Starseeded children. In that past life I painfully remember when it was time for all of them to leave earth and all of us, very much like those scenes in Lord Of The Rings when the Elves had to leave earth. It nearly broke my heart knowing that they’d finished (the Egyptian ETs) what they came to physical earth to do and had to go back to their higher dimensional Homes but all of us Starseeds had to stay here…and for so very long without them! The great plans and projects cover vast amounts of time, so much so it’s easy to miss them and not connect those ancient dots across half of the Ages back to this current time and all of us here in this now.

I don’t know who said this originally but it is true at the deepest of levels:

“We are who we’ve been waiting for.”

Throughout this whole life I’ve always had easy and nearly constant (psychic/telepathic/etheric) access to some of these higher dimensional beings, these Lightbeings, these positive ET beings, these non-physicals, these dear Friends and Family from Home. It was part of the overall plan, part of my personal plan with them from Ages long ago. In this life and time period where many dots would finally be connected and wrapped up, it was necessary that I had easy and constant psychic and telepathic contact with them and a handful of other “Others”. 😉  (I hope everyone is catching the multidimensionality I’m trying to express and share within this linear form of communication.) This is very true with all Wanderers/Lighworkers/Starseeds/Indigos etc. We’d never reincarnate back into slower polarized physical 3D reality, getting ready to enter the ascension process, without numerous higher dimensional Friends and Family from Home working, helping, triggering, contacting and appearing to us from that side of the dimensional border or veil. Never! We have safeguards within safeguards within greater safeguards built into us and our etheric bodies to help us stay in contact with them so we’d wake up on time and remember why we’ve reincarnated here again now. Some of your “sightings” and other paranormal experiences are not what you may at first believed them to be. It often times is some ET cousin or friend trying to get you Starseed/Wanderer to remember why you’re down here again with amnesia!

As a young child having those heartbreaking periods of deep Homesickness; as a young adult looking up at the starry night sky and missing Home and them so very much; and now as a middle-aged Elder Lightworker Wanderer who’s living the ongoing ascension process, I can connect far more of those ancient cosmic dots than ever before because I’m finally there now. Back in the mid 1990’s my much beloved Egyptian ET Friends and Family began to retreat from me. I asked them why one day and they told me they had to leave me because what was coming soon, was up to me alone to go through, to live through. What they were referring to was the beginning of my physical ascension process that started Feb. 1999. I no longer have the same type of telepathic/psychic/empathic contacts with them that I had all my life before Feb. 1999. The reasons for this brings us to what this post is really all about.

I and many of you have been working towards this for so long now it’s almost too much to take in and contain within ourselves…yet. My dearly beloved higher dimensional Egyptian ET Friends and Family left me in Feb. 1999, left me and us back in Egypt of 12,600 B.C. because  everyone is ascending. Everyone is leaving that old lower 3D earth, everyone is moving up energetic stair steps to become the ones doing the creating and care-taking but at a new higher dimension and state of being. You and I are rapidly becoming more consciously aware that we’ve taken the place of these beloved ancient of ancient stellar beings/parents/teachers/guides/builders/angelics etc. It’s our turn to experience this and they too have moved on to new higher levels and creations as well. You see it’s not just us humans within 3D involved with this Ascension Process.

It is about our Graduating from the old 3D school of polarized learnings within physicality and permanently leaving, just like the Elder Star beings and Angelics have in our recent and very ancient pasts. Some of us are taking their place now and will create anew with what we’ve learned from having spent so much time within 3D time and dense polarized physicality. And don’t you know that what we can and will now create, because of our ascensions, because of it all, will be profound and extremely beautiful? Many of Them, and many of the other Others, are anxious to see what we do create in our new higher dimensional world and reality as the new beings we’re becoming.

Denise Le Fay

July 13, 2008

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New Neighbors: Evolving Into Universal Society

Blue ET Beings

I’ve already talked about an amazing experience I had on December 3, 2004 with a group of Blue Beings who exist at a higher, less dense state well beyond 3D. [See “Meeting Old Blue Friends” Sept. 7, 2007.]

What made that particular experience so amazing and different for me was that instead of meeting higher dimensional ET Beings on middle ground so to speak, I fully went to where They exist. I’d never done that before while wide awake so it was a powerful and memorable experience for me, and for Them too. They didn’t get visitors from 3D so They were giddy with joy over my being able to enter Their dimension and communicate with Them. It indicated wonderful things soon to come for everyone.

A couple of days ago I sensed that many of us have finally reached the point where we’re vibrating fast and high enough to be within range of these and other higher dimensional Beings (ETs, Starbeings etc.) and have conscious interactions with some of Them from within this dimension and physical body. That day in Dec. 2004, They told me that it’d be “…a couple more years…”  before this would start but I sense we’re there now. I perceived the other day that some of you will soon be having short meetings with some of these higher dimensional Beings now.

So some of you reading this may benefit from being semi-prepared for sudden shifts in location (in some cases only by a fraction of a vibrational inch or two) and suddenly finding yourself being excitedly greeted by some very interesting positive other-dimensional Beings—our New Neighbors. We’ve desired this type of ET contact for a long time, and from what I’m currently sensing, we’ve ascended enough vibrationally, energetically for this level of meetings and communications to now begin.

Don’t expect UFOs or any type of “craft” to need be involved for these meetings to happen. Not at all at this point. We’ve increased our frequencies so much at this point that we’re simply vibrating at close to the same rate as many of these other-dimensional Beings which means we’ll be perceiving Them finally. As I’ve said many times over the years, this has been and still is a case of us and of mass humanity evolving up, not of the positive ETs coming down vibrationally to where humanity and earth has existed for so very long. This is just the beginning of our evolving, ascending, our returning to Universal Society. We’ve got extended inter-dimensional Family all over the place Out There.

Denise

April 8, 2008

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1980 SoCal/Mt. Saint Helens Energy Transfer

One day in early 1980 I had another of many clairvoyant and clairaudient vision messages. It was the middle of the day when suddenly I could psychically see and hear two grand and very large nonphysical beings talking above me. They were discussing an upcoming event that was going to happen in southern California where I lived. Because this event was a huge and devastating earthquake slated for the heavily populated L. A. area, these two huge beings were discussing the numbers of lives that would be lost because of it. I did nothing more than watch them and eavesdrop on their very serious considerations about the tremendous death and destruction that this upcoming earthquake would cause in SoCal at that time.

Clairvoyantly I saw them as transparent androgynous giants far up in the sky above me. They seemed to me to be some form of etheric guardians and overseers of humanity and our planet. Even though they were concerned about the massive loss of life, physical destruction and deep trauma that this upcoming earthquake would cause to southern Californians, they considered it all like wise Elders making plans to protect their young children. They had a vastly larger sense of compassion and considered this potential disaster from a higher or quantum point of view that’s hard for me to express correctly. They looked at this coming quake to SoCal from the standpoint of how the massive deaths and emotional trauma and physical destruction would affect everyone and everything. And I mean everything! That’s how much higher their point of view was.

I stood listening and watching them talk back and forth about the numbers of dead, the freeways that would splinter, the numerous of uncontrolled fires afterward, the homeless, the dead, the injured,  the massive damages, the long-term emotional trauma to so many people for so long. In the end, the two of them decided that allowing this upcoming earthquake to play out in physicality in that location would cause far too much damage on far too many levels for far too long. And so, they decided to re-route this  potential earthquake to another physical location that would NOT cause as much death and destruction.

One of the huge nonphysical beings suggested that they should re-route this particular potential earthquake up from southern California, riding  north along a fault line right out of California completely.

They discussed this possibility a bit further, working out all the difficulties, potential problems and repercussions that this great change would cause. In the end, they decided that re-routing the large coming  L.A. area quake all the way out of  California along a fault line and into a more open, rural, less populated area would—in the long-term—be far better. And so, they changed this particular probable earthquake event after about two minutes time. That was the end of my clairvoyant and clairaudient vision message.

The next day I phoned my Mom and told her about what I’d experienced with these nonphysical beings, the huge upcoming SoCal earthquake and how they’d decided to re-route it all. (Back then telling Mom was about the only way I’d bother to record or document my psychic visions, impressions and higher dimensional messages and information. It was too crazy and nerve-racking trying to tell the police about upcoming airplane crashes or really serious potential events like this, so I’d just call Mom and share it with her. Over the decades my mother has shared the great insights, and the deep lows, of my being a sensitive, psychic,  and multidimensional traveler. She’s been my main witness to many of these experiences and events.)

It was about 3 months later, just long enough that this experience had faded from the glaring forefront of my mind, I heard on the TV news that Mt. Saint Helens had erupted. I didn’t even know where Mt. Saint Helens was but I intuitively knew in that moment that it was our southern California earthquake the huge etheric beings had deflected up the fault line and out of California. They re-routed that potential  SoCal earthquake right up and out of that huge mountain in Washington state. 57 people died from the May 1980 eruption of Mt. Saint Helens; many hundreds more would have died in the potential earthquake originally scheduled for southern California at that time.

Mt. Saint Helens on May 17, 1980

Mt. Saint Helens on May 18, 1980

I shared this decades-old clairvoyant experience to let people know that things like this oftentimes work in radically different ways than what we think or know. Often (but certainly not all) massive global events are tweaked, shifted, lessened as much as possible or relocated for different reasons from etheric levels and are carefully considered and overseen by nonphysical beings to lessen the impact and trauma to all.

Denise

February 16, 2008

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