3D Lead to 5D Gold: Living the Alchemical Ascension Process

I’ve often called the Ascension Process the real Alchemical Process. As far as I’m concerned that is what ascension is — actually living, dying, transforming and transitioning through the multi-layered alchemical process of transmuting ones inner personal lead into gold. Doing so naturally propels one into a new and matching higher vibrating external world and reality, but not in one big dramatic leap, but many smaller Stair-steps so there’s repeated short phases to adapt and adjust to what’s just changed, again. Many, many, smaller stair steps within this whole process because we wouldn’t survive it if it all happened in one big theatrical Hollywood like blast.

Symbolism and metaphor are so much more romantic and magical sounding than actually physically living that whole process right down in your body, guts, ego, mind, emotions and deepest inner self. It’s fun to talk about alchemy, to study books about how it might have been attempted or accomplished in the ancient past, to imagine, fantasize, to intellectualize about the rare and daring men of long ago working quietly, hidden away in their secret alchemy rooms. I was deeply drawn to that old symbolism myself when I was young.

It’s a very different thing however when this alchemical process actually begins within your physical body and being and you don’t know that’s what is happening to you… happening within you! It is not romantic or magical, it is profoundly painful, confusing, repetitive and oftentimes frightening and multidimensional in its overall and seemingly unending Process. There’s nausea, diarrhea, vomiting, sweating, inner and outer shaking, physical and emotional pain, ultra-sensitivities to everything, nightmares and psychic attacks, multi-layered and repeated egoic dying and releasing involved in this Alchemical Ascension Process, and there’s no intellect involved whatsoever. It simply happens and there’s little time to sit and intellectualize over what feels to you like you may not even survive it! This is a higher comic and galactic agenda and has been for years now; dense, 3D frequency Lead, alchemically ascending/evolving into much higher frequency 5D Gold, and this Process is available for everyone on Earth now if they desire a higher way of being and existing.

There are plenty of periods within the ongoing alchemical ascension process when you simply cannot think or focus mentally from your old familiar ego-self at all and that is a huge aspect of you that’s being alchemically transmuted into something vastly higher. Don’t panic during those phases where your steel-edged intellect turns into a lump of blubbering, unfocused confusions. Just ride it out and Let Go Of as best and quickly as you’re capable of because a better and higher way will automatically replace it. This is not an intellectual, carefully planned out, vegetarian, meditational, yoga-type of process. It simply begins within you and you just try to keep up with it, survive it, and not be a total jerk idiot during the whole intense process! It’s hard work turning Lead into Gold after all—and dying but remaining IN your lower frequency physical body and transmuting it while you do it! Tis the spiritual evolutionary season for it however so take advantage of the rare but potent higher evolutionary energies and go with the transformational Alchemical Ascension flow.


February 15, 2009

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Rage of Angels: Energetic Lightworking

Seems like a monstrous contradiction having rage and angels in the same sentence doesn’t it? I’m going to try to accurately express what I’ve just lived through the past 6 days or so. I’ve done this dozens and dozens of times before, but this time I was fully present and acutely aware of each and every phase and step in this Process. And I feel tremendously free and “normal” because of it at the moment.

I’m talking about the type of energetic transformational “Lightwork” I personally do. What I’m designed for I suppose. Like I said, I’ve always done this as it comes naturally for me but that doesn’t mean I have a great time doing it, only that I can do it and do it pretty well.

About 6 days ago something old and unpleasant was suddenly back in my little space and reality again that hadn’t been there for a while. Something I’m very familiar with and totally ready to not have to deal with anymore. It was dark lower energies. It’s like having to go back into “Hell” yet again. You know it’s going to be painful, you know it’s going to exhaust you, you know it’s going to make you feel, look, sound and act like a violent, hateful, obsessive crazy person again, but you also know from past experience that it must be done. I can’t NOT do it.

So what happens from my perspective is that suddenly lower energies are back again and they are all I can see, feel, smell, sense, hear and it makes me full of rage now. Decades ago it caused intense fear and hate but now only rage and utter intolerance. Please understand that this isn’t an intellectual process but an almost cellular one. I couldn’t stop this in myself for anything and believe me I’ve tried. This is a Process and it has distinct phases and steps and must unfold as it does for total transformation to occur.

I usually psychically see lower energy entities in my house, it physically feels as if the lower pressure will kill me, and of course as is always the case, one or more lower energy and conscious humans comes out of the woodwork and are literally only a few feet away from me for far too long. I endure their noise, their stupidity, their lower energies, negative energy attachments, emotions and all the rest of it until I think I’m loosing it completely. Then the Process moves to the next phase or step. That step is where I physically, emotionally and mentally absorbed all the lower energies I can cope with and then transmute them all IN my own physical body.

Again, this is NOT a planned conscious intellectually intended situation. There is nothing noble about any of this believe me! I’m raging and wanting to bash stupid skulls at this point because it’s IN me. I do not light incense, hold crystals, open chakras or call in higher beings etc. I’m trying to not go to jail for doing something bad to someone. 🙄  It just happens in me, through me. Currently this phase only takes a few hours, where 4, 6, 8 years ago it took months and was a constant situation for years. That’s how much progress and transmuting has been accomplished already.

The way I can tell that I’ve reached the nitty-gritty phase of internal transmuting is that I instantly become exhausted and start to get those good old “ascension flu symptoms”. I get the chills, aches, pains in my bones and joints, headache and I want to go to bed and sleep it off. When it’s really intense I do finally fall asleep for a few minutes here and there. I come in and go out in other words. It’s not a nap or deep sleep but that sort of sleeping you do when you’re very sick. It’s a strange state where the lower energies get burned, neutralized and transmuted inside my body and being.

Today this stage only took a few hours. When I woke up and walked through the house late this afternoon I stepped outside to feel the energies and everything that had been so bad for the past 6 days, intensely horrible dark and heavy, is totally gone now. It’s like the neighborhood has been energetically neutralized and is free-flowing and crystal clear again. Needless to say, I feel profoundly relieved and full of peace again because there is NO darkness here, at the moment. This is how the Process works for me, through me, in me and all around me. And, it will happen again and again and again until there’s no more need for me to go through it anymore. Thankfully it’s coming in, transmuting and ending much faster than ever before.


November 16, 2007

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Southern California Purgings

As some of you know I live in southern California and have for most of my life. I’m fine, Mom is fine, cat is fine, house is fine but it sure been very difficult being an ultra-sensitive during such intense energy purgings and clearings. We live in an area that was, for the most part, untouched by these wildfires burning throughout much of SoCal all the way down to Mexico. These Santa Ana winds—aka “Devil Winds”—are common during this time of year. What’s not common is how severe, vast and powerful the wind gusts and fire damages are this time. Here’s some latest stats to put this purging transformation in perspective.

  • 16 different fires in 7 different county’s
  • 1,500 + homes burned
  • half a million people evacuated – largest ever in CA
  • home damages only are over 1 billion dollars so far
  • winds gusts to 100+ mph
  • humidity was between 3% to 9% these past few days

When the first fire started Sunday morning I intuitively knew that much of So Cal was going to burn. It was a horrible knowing and was hard for me to connect with really. But I’ve lived here, right in the middle of all the old lower world craziness that is southern California, in a little patch of higher vibrating energy. It’s all around me but I’m not in it. I knew this prior to these wild fires but they’ve really proven it to me with all this.

A house only 2 blocks away burned to the ground in minutes yesterday. Not because of these other fires but because of something burning inside the house. Point is that the 40, 50, 60 mph Santa Ana winds stopped blowing right then; that one house burned down spewing black smoke straight upward, and after it had burned itself out, the winds returned! The houses here are packed in super close to each other so if the winds had been blowing then numerous other homes would have caught fire also.

Here we are, riding out the different storms, craziness burning all around us from the coast to the mountains to the Mexican border, but we’re fine other than every thing’s covered in dirt, dust, sand and ash! Think about the primary ways that the old lower dense or “negative” energies have been getting blasted. By water and fire. Flooding and Burning. Water and Fire purify and cleanse locations and situations faster than anything and so this is what we’ve been seeing and will continue to see…until it’s not needed anymore.

On the one hand the physical areas on the planet (like SoCal) that absolutely must transmute all lower old world energies will Burn and/or Flood in a literal purging. Look at what and where is burning here now. Numerous homes and lands from the coast to the canyons to the mountains. I love the mountains and the coast but I haven’t been to any in 18 years because they’re so energetically polluted by greed, stupidity, Partying and such. It’s too dense and uncomfortable for me so I stay away.

To cleanse land areas of all these types of lower vibrating energies produced by humans, (and also open some people’s Hearts) it burns and/or floods. (Katrina also purged a lot of very old lower energies in that whole area.) Think of this like having an Exorcism performed by Nature to purge Earth of the lower vibrating human energies. Out with the old lower crap energies from a self absorbed disconnected humanity so the new higher has a clean place to start from soon.

On that other hand we have what’s coming in Jan. 2008 with Pluto moving into Capricorn. I think that will bring numerous Exorcisms of a different type. They will have to do with purging out the old lower world man-made structures that control this planet. All of them. So it’s a two-fold process that’s going on now.

1) The ongoing physical purging of different locations around the planet usually via Water and/or Fire.

2) The soon to begin (Jan. ’08 Pluto in Capricorn transit) “falling” or purging of all the man-made structures and systems across the planet. Structures and systems like governments, corporations, military, medical, drug companies etc etc etc.

If it’s Dark lower anything, it’s going to be Exorcised in one way or another (Fire, Earth, Air, Water) because that time is ending now. Stand clear and stay in your High Heart which is hard to do when so much fear and suffering is all around you. Let The Process purge and transmute all that it absolutely must.


October 24, 2007

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