The Ending of “D 1 47”

It’s been pretty quiet at TRANSITIONS for the past four days, which I totally understand because the past four days have been packed with new experiences and insights and a bunch of further connecting of the invisible ascension dots! I know if I’m going through this now many of you are too and that’s why it grows quiet for periods here; we’re all getting hammered by the same energies around the same time. I felt a great relief from the potent Summer Solstice and following Lunar eclipse (June 26, 2010) energies on June 27th, but by the next day things were rolling once again and the aches and pains were back…again.

Instead of repeating myself here I’m going to leave a link to an old post about my Higher Self ascension message entitled D 1 47 .     https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2008/08/15/d-1-47/

This article is also connected to The Chiron Dilemma & Ascension  https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2010/06/28/the-chiron-dilemma-ascension/

Five years before my physical Ascension Process started on Feb. 1, 1999, my Higher Self informed me that something very big and important was coming. (January 5, 1999 was Day 1 of the Mayan Days/Nights cycles which I did not know for many years after the fact.) Despite my knowing this five years in advance of its physical arrival, I still was totally bowled-over by it the first day it started. It was literally like I and my body had been one way my whole life, then suddenly on Feb. 1, 1999, everything changed and my physical body (and mental, emotional, spiritual bodies) have been in a continuous state of transformation ever since.

Because of this nonstop ascension process I’ve been living through all these years, I’ve often wondered what, when, and how this alchemical process would end so I (and you and all of us) could finally move on to the next level of this Process. Seriously, I’ve pondered, questioned, asked for insight about this because, after 10½ years, I’m more than ready to transition out of endless physical pain…not to mention looking worse for the wear and tear of it all!  For the most part I’ve not been allowed to perceive the full understanding of this, but I’m used to running into spiritual brick walls like this. I’m not supposed to fully know all the when’s and why’s and how’s to the ascension process for the primary reason that it would interfere somewhat with my personally living it. The second I’m vibrationally there because I have lived it…then I’m able to perceive much more and connect more of the ascension dots. This is happening again for me now due to the 2010 Summer Solstice, the Cardinal squares/T-squares, and the Lunar eclipse (June 26) and the upcoming Solar eclipse at 19° Cancer 24′ on July 11, 2010.

After having some weird body pains—which I sensed were last-minute shoves from my Higher Self about letting go of a couple more things I personally needed to release to be free of them and able to move on—I then went to the grocery store the other day and didn’t think I’d make it back home!  Something had changed in a big way. Once I made it home and got the groceries up the stairs and into my house, I literally fell asleep for many hours, which has been an impossibility for me until we reached 2010. While coming in and out of sleep I  felt that old familiar inner body vibration of the rewire process buzzing throughout my inner body, and the top of my skull felt/feels like its mutating…and it probably is! I also had a high-pitched tone screaming in my right ear  (further brain halves being rewired, aka new neural connections made between them), while my left ear had the also old and familiar Pleiadian Morse Code-like clicking information transmissions.  Oh, and in all honesty, I’ve been having a lot of vomiting again since the SS (summer solstice) and the Lunar eclipse. I figured this had some to do with the Cardinal squares and SS (0° Cancer = stomach) happening almost to the degree of many of my natal planets (Sun, Chiron, Uranus, Jupiter, Nodes and soon Saturn), which is probably the case along with all the other energies and further DNA changes etc. Then the micro/macrocosm symbolism started with my repeated physical vomiting and the Gulf of Mexico oil vomiting. Sorry but this is how it works for me; simple cartoon-like visuals and understandings, or, grand and complex microcosm/macrocosm similarities that blow my mind/heart open even further.

I’ve vomited and slept and napped more and hurt in new and exciting ways since the SS but…we’re going someplace grand because of all this as is always the case. After days/nights of this and then the grocery shopping incident of almost not being able to get back to my house due to SEVERE exhaustion and pain, I went back last night and re-read Lauren Gorgo’s two latest posts because I knew it all was in there and that I needed to re-read them now. (“Galactic Times: The Solstice Reconnection Completion and her Lunar to Solar Eclipse-the big push ) And it is all in them and I strongly suggest that you re-read them both now too, and maybe again before the July 11, 2010 Solar eclipse (in Cancer).

After I re-read Lauren’s two posts last night, I had a night of further insights. I realized that what is currently happening for me and many of you who’ve gone quiet since the Lunar eclipse, is that we’ve reached that trigger point where we finally exit what I’ve called my D 1 47 . Many of us are currently ending this incredibly long, difficult, and profoundly painful alchemical phase of transformation, clearing, and repeatedly letting go of so we’d become transparent and contain primarily higher frequency Light energies. Now the real fun begins, which I’ve known for many years, but knowing something and actually standing at the threshold of living and being it are very different things! I’ve finally solved my Chiron Dilemma but didn’t need to die and exit my physical body to do so and neither did you. I’ve also let go of some more things I needed to so I am fully removed from the trauma and drama of Phase One of the ascension process. I sense with the Fall Equinox we will enter a new phase of adapting to our new DNA, our expanding consciousness, continue learning how to consciously create, and exist and function from outside of linear time…or within an increasingly quantum state of awareness. From D 1 47 (February 1, 1999) to now has been one hell of a difficult road to carve and also travel, but we’ve done it. Now we get to start living and being the results of having gone through everything we have. Well done everyone.

Denise

July 1, 2010

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D 1 47: A Message about Ascension from my Higher Self

April 5, 1995 (at the age of 43) I had the most intense, lucid, blatant and in-my-face dream message I’ve ever had. It consisted of simple images of white letters and numbers on a black screen. While I was viewing these I also got the corresponding emotions and Higher Awareness knowing about what the symbols meant for me personally. My dream message looked exactly like this:

D
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47

That was it. Not very impressive looking is it? I can tell you however that it was the single most important message from my Higher Self I’ve ever received. D is the letter of my first name and this message was telling me that, The Death of Denise was going to begin at age 47, that it would cause me to become 1 or unified, and that the number 1 also indicated the month of January 1999.’

I knew that I wouldn’t physically die at age 47, but that it would be a death and transformation situation or Initiation process. I was wrong, it was much, much more! It was and still is an ongoing “death” transformational Process of all the lower aspects and energies within me, you, humanity and of what we’ve done to Earth and her many inhabitants and more.

I thought I understood exactly what this dream message meant for me at the time I had it. I did, but only at a very surface level. Five years later I turned 47 in late December 1998, and this Higher Self lucid dream message became a living reality for me literally overnight. And, it seemed I’d entered hell. This full Process started physically, biologically for me on February 1, 1999. (I found out years later that January 5, 1999 was the start of the Mayan Eighth Wave cycle. Also, 1998–1999 was the physical start of Galactic Alignment which lasts until about 2016–2017.)

I simply thought I was ultra sick and probably starting menopause. I say that because I had so many menopause-like symptoms that all started literally overnight! It was profoundly horrible in so many ways. I suddenly became more ill than I’d ever been and my once highly focused mental and psychic abilities were like a bomb had gone off in the middle of them! I could barely communicate or focus mentally for about five years. I became a ‘chemical sensitive’ which just means everything made me sick within seconds (and still does but not as severely). There’s much more but hopefully you understand how severe this was and how suddenly it began for me. This Process of transformation/Ascension happens across the board; physically, mentally, emotionally, psychically, energetically and spiritually. Also, much of this transformation/ascension Work carries over into our sleep or dreaming state and energy body because so much more can be accomplished so much faster there than while in our physical bodies in 3D physicality. Many of these transformation/ascension dreams are extremely negative as well.

I bought my first computer in April of 2003, despite the fact I’d never used one prior plus my mental focus was in tatters due to this Ascension Process. I didn’t even know how to turn a computer on or off ,plus I was totally clueless about the Internet. This along with my mental confusion and inability to stay focused made doing much of anything with the computer nearly impossible. It was a difficult, frustrating, confusing and messy time for me.

If memory serves, it was in late 2005ish that I first discovered a website that dealt with “Ascension” and listed many of the physical, mental and emotional symptoms. I knew within a couple minutes of reading that material that that’s what I’d been living and struggling with. I knew that’s what my April 1995 dream message was informing me about five years before it started physically (for me) on February 1, 1999.

I now understand I’m what’s been called a First Waver, a Forerunner, a Wayshower, a Pathpaver etc., meaning I was one of the first small groups of incarnate ‘Volunteers’ to start living and embodying the physical, biological, Alchemical Ascension Process in early 1999. I believe it was so extremely horrible, painful and negative for me because I was in the first group starting this Process, plus, I was and still am an ultra-sensitive as most of us in these Forerunner/Wayshower groups are. Also, because there was only Darkness on the planet back then, it was like pushing a colossal dark boulder uphill very slowly, while being repeatedly attacked by those that didn’t want any of this to happen on Earth. Needless to say, it was a profoundly difficult, dangerous and unbelievably painful Process, but, such is The Work that the Forerunners/Volunteers/First Wavers/Lightworkers etc. have done.

A few years later the Second Wave group of Volunteers/Forerunners began this Ascension Process and it was a bit easier for them because the First Wavers had gotten that Dark boulder rolling, up hill but rolling! A few years later the Third Wave group of people began this ongoing Ascension Process, and each time another group of people gets activated by the higher dimensional energies, it gets a bit easier and faster for them to move through their difficult first phases. And on and on it goes, and by the end of 2007, we’d gotten that huge dark boulder so broken apart that it was free-falling down the other side of the mountain.  First phase of the Mission accomplished, next phase/level begun in early 2008.

This brings us up to current time (2008) where I feel another new and larger group of people across the planet are currently being activated to begin their physical evolutionary Ascension Process. Many of them are totally unfamiliar with any of this Ascension stuff, and will worry and be very confused when their bodies, minds, emotions, consciousness, life and very reality start behaving and changing in really weird and often frightening ways. Not to mention that they’ll begin to perceive other things as well. This is why it’s so important to openly share information about the ongoing Ascension Process. People need to know they’re not going “crazy”, that they’re not “dying”, (well…they are but don’t tell them that until they’re well into the Process!) and that there’s really very wonderful reasons why they, their bodies, consciousness, relationships and lives are suddenly and seemingly “falling apart”. It’s due to the natural compressed evolution of the Ascension Process.

Denise Le Fay

August 15, 2008

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