12-21-12 Life Review

2013: The Species-wide stage of the ‘Weighing Of The Heart’

Denise Le Fay 91 Comments

“Denise, I keep on reading from you and the Commenters (thank you for keeping your site going), I barely talk or write at this point but I’ll ask, if you feel like giving an example of what you said here, about imagination and high heart and creating a future – something that I (and maybe others) would be able to understand better, because I’m thinking maybe there could be a way I haven’t considered…
It’s like, for example, I’ve been feeling a lot of pain that I can’t afford (and am not that interested) in going to doctors to “fix” (because I know they can’t really heal it), but if I imagine the body part entirely whole and perfect, the pain tends to stop, but nothing physically changes, it’s still visibly a mess and the pain still comes back. Logic and linearity have flown out the window a while ago, and I do feel these doors to the imagination more open, however very near zero has changed on the outside, and like some others, I’m having those moments of that sort of bitterness about the way life has been all along and wanting to even stop imagining something better.
If you do feel like giving an example of “how” (doesn’t seem the right word) one can do this , that would be great. Either way, thank you so much for being around.
Heart hugs to you and all.

Kaisa – July, 6, 2013″

Thanks Kaisa for your great Comment question. ♥ It helps me to focus on this topic more closely, plus it provides an ongoing conversation under this article for those who might be interested in discussing this topic further in Comments.

I too have been doing this very thing Kaisa mentioned in her Comment above for the past three years now, and in 2013, it’s reached epic proportions of frustration in many of us with amplified confusion as well. I said recently elsewhere that 2013 has been far more difficult for all of us than 2011 and 2012 combined! Lets be brave and talk about why that is.

No one was more big sigh eye rolling frustrated than me when I realized that 2013 was an extension year for humanity with the Ascension Process. 2013 has been an extended gift period from Source/Divinity/”God”/All That Is so that more people would have the opportunity to deal with whatever it’s been and/or still is that they individually need to work on within themselves.

Remember how the prophesied ‘Three Days of Darkness’ turned out to be something VERY different from what it was claimed to be many years ago? Remember how it turned out to be what I call the living Life Review that took place over December 21, 22, 23, 2012, and everyone went through it then whether they consciously remember it or not? This alive Life Review was very similar to what we all naturally go through at our physical deaths and we experience a higher level, zero ego involved, brutally honest spiritual energetic Life Review with our Higher Self and Source Divinity — or as the ancient Egyptians called it, the weighing of the heart.

That was what we all went through during December 21, 22, 23, 2012, or the Expiration Date as I’ve called it. We went through a Process during those days, nights, hours and minutes that were very much like what we go through after our physical death, but, because we’re “ascending” and taking our physical bodies with us, we went through this alive Life Review process while in our physical bodies and incarnate on physical Earth. That’s a rare and very big deal.

So what happened next within this ascension related process our IN PHYSICAL BODY Life Review? What happened next was 2013! And, 2013 has been broken up into the increasingly intense and developing Three Trimesters corresponding with the first three seasons after the 2012 Expiration Date and living Life Review. Said another way, these developing and increasingly intense Three Trimesters in 2013 are the equivalent of us incarnating in another life to intensely work on whatever it was that was revealed to each of us while we stood before Divinity with our Higher Self and had the rare, no frills, brutally honest, ascension related December 21, 22, 23, 2012 living Life Review.

What’s highly interesting to me about all this is how it’s a species-wide and planetary-wide Process that’s very much like many of the ancients mythological life/death/afterlife/traveling through the “Underworld”/working hard to get it right/ and eventual rebirth cycle stories. But, it’s all of humanity living through this stage of the Ascension Process while in-body at whichever stages everyone is capable of now that is. There’s those Stair Steps again. And Earth is simultaneously living through this Evolutionary Ascension related Process just as humanity is, because we and Earth (and well beyond too of course) are intimately connected energetically.

We have been and still are in 2013 living through the death/weighing of the heart/journey through the “Underworld” afterlife/difficult and compressed Inner Work phase which will help us reach and energetically match the NEW and vastly higher frequency that we’re about to realize we’ve been newly born or incarnated or ascended into. Pretty cool to be individually and collectively living the great mythological stories of old now in these physical bodies in this physical Ascension time wouldn’t you say?

If you view/review just 2013 so far from this perspective, it goes a long way in explaining why life and reality has been such a flaming pain in the everything for most everyone this year! We’re doing our best in 2013 to quickly deal with whatever it was that was revealed to us individually in the ‘Three Days of Darkness’ species-wide ‘Life Review’ so we individually create as clean a slate as possible for ourselves which prepares us to finally emerge out into the NEW with a matching internal frequency.

I realize that this was a long and roundabout way of answering Kaisa’s question, but I felt it was time I laid this information out in this particular way now because once one get’s beyond the gasp and shock stage of it, it actually makes a lot of sense and makes the rest of the Sacred Journey before us easier.

So this is why many of us are not YET able to physically manifest to the degree we’d like to; we’re not quite there yet is all. We’re within the Ascension Process doing the last-minute, nitty-gritty and highly amplified hard Inner Work phase now but we’re so close to being ready to cope with, to handle being able to manifest quickly and intentionally within the physical realm. There’s great and very NEW responsibilities that come with being able to quickly and intentionally manifest in the physical, and 2013 is us working very hard to get there and quickly at this point.

I am old enough now that, like Kaisa was saying, I’ve either got to buy into—emotionally, psychologically, and financially—the old patriarchal world systems to supposedly help my aging physical body, eyes, teeth etc., or, I hang in there and do this difficult last-minute Inner Work and energetically reach the point where I’m capable on all levels of “fixing” and/or “healing” and/or Consciously Creating my reality, body and all, on my own. I’ve been a ‘System Buster’ all my 61 years so I’m certainly not going to fall back into the old lower world and consciousness at this point! Just keep doing what you’ve/we’ve been doing in amazingly amplified and compressed ways in 2013 so far, and what we’ve worked for and towards all along will be realized by each of us. This Ascension Process, plus plenty of positive higher assistance is fully physical now in 2013, so hang in there and don’t drop the ball at this late date in this great and amazing spiritual evolutionary process.

Denise Le Fay

July 19, 2013

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Euw, April Fools Part 2

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I went quiet again this past week because I’ve been eyeball (soul) deep in my own latest stuff, as I know many of us have. I won’t go into all the details of how my personal Life Review and attempted derailments through other people and such lower tactics have played out for me since I wrote April Fools! Not!   about a week ago, but it’s very much been a Part 1 and Part 2 unfolding process as usual.

I think at this point within the Nine Months period we’re all feeling the tremendous pressures in our own unique ways in tandem with our individual Life Review issues and changes etc. Around May 1, 2013 is the halfway point of the Nine Months (12-21-12 through 9-22-13) and we’re really feeling the buildup of energies, sudden changes, and unrelenting pressures to exist out of the old — whatever that is for each of us — and move into the manifesting NEW spaces. Much more is to come of course, but this is us nearing the halfway point and it’s increasingly visible to more and more people that big stuff is happening which causes big changes individually and collectively.

I’ve learned over the past unbelievably intense fourteen Ascension years that every time I am, you are, we are about to take another big important energetic Stair Step forward, a bunch of multidimensional stuff gets activated and/or all riled up and pissed off and comes flying at me/you/us in a variety of ways. This happens for more than just one reason of course, but it’s often because we’ve just got some more stuff to deal with and transmute out of dense Duality and into higher frequency Triality/Neutrality. It also has to do with certain people and Negative Beings not wanting us to continue doing this so they throw whatever they can at us to stop or derail us from doing it. Nothing new here, just old tactics and procedures within this Ascension Process but I sure am getting tired and bored with this same old same old stuff!  My Higher Self just said to me as I wrote that sentence, “Finish it then!” I’m workin’ on it Boss, I’m workin’ on it.

Don’t waste precious energy and time beating yourself up if you’ve had deeper layers of personal stuff come up again to be dealt with much more thoroughly since 12-21-12. And don’t beat yourself up if you have certain humans enjoying making you miserable in whatever ways they can lately, and/or if you’re having Team Dark trying to derail you in whatever ways they can. It just is what it is and the increase of Duality stuff phases are always clues that some BIG positive shifts and changes are right around the corner so hang in there and keep doing what you/me/we have been for so long. It’s about to get a whole lot easier for us finally so let’s just… “Finish it then!”  

happyhearts

Denise

April 7, 2013

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April Fools! Not!

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In the early AM hours of April 1, 2013 I experienced another layer of my personal Life Review. As I said in another article, the Life Review every human experienced at some point on either 12-21-12 or 12-22-12 or 12-23-12 — the Three Days — happened at a quantum level and state of being with Divine Consciousness. Immediately after this we entered these extended “Nine Months” period for us to, at lower frequency and dimensional levels and bodies, work on and experience whatever it is that each one of us still here on Earth now needs to before the end of this Nine Months extension period.

The Life Review happened in a quantum split-second for each of us at some point during the Three Days; these following Nine Months (the Three Trimesters) are us re-examining, working on, living and fulfilling our quantum Life Review but within these lower dimensions and bodies (this physical one, the higher Astral, and into fifth dimensional levels as well). We are multidimensional Beings and this is more of us becoming consciously aware of this fact and that we’re working very diligently within multiple dimensions during these Nine Months to complete what we wanted and agreed to at our quantum level Life Review during the Three Days.

In the early AM hours of April 1, 2013 I experienced another aspect or layer of my Life Review while asleep and out-of-body in a higher dimension. While there I suddenly experienced a reunion with a elder male human I’d physically known and loved dearly as a friend and fellow spiritual teacher during the late 1970s and 1980s. He physically died in the late 1980s. As was the case in what little I remembered of my original quantum level Life Review that took place in the early AM hours of 12-22-12, this old male friend and spiritual teacher reunion of April 1, 2013 was much the same. He and I were suddenly alone together and terribly happy to see each other again and we poured our hearts out to each other about how much we loved each other and how much we valued each other and so on. We thanked each other for every single thing, every single word, every single emotion the other one gave the other when we were together physically on earth. That was my Life Review with that person, Samuel. It was a great gift and real blessing for me to consciously remember that this event even took place while I was asleep earlier in the AM hours of 4-1-13.  ❤

Interestingly, when I awoke a couple of hours after this non-physical meeting with this beloved old friend, I unexpectedly and immediately collided with another memory, and this one was the exact opposite of the earlier one! As I awakened around 5:00 AM on April 1, 2013, I was assailed with the realization that it was the thirteenth anniversary of when two half-brothers moved into a rental house next door to what was my Mother’s old house. If you’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution then you know that I’m referring to that house and those horrible demonically possessed and totally controlled neighbors. Thirteen years ago today on April Fools Day — how clever Team Dark could be when they wanted to — began the worst and most difficult four-year period of my entire life because those two half-brothers were deliberately moved in next-door to my Mom and I in an attempt to stop me and prevent us both from doing what we were there to do which was protect a portal that existed in that physical area from being taken over by Team Dark during that time, plus help from the physical 3D side, higher dimensional Starbeings anchor a section of the NEW higher frequency Earth Grid System in that location. For more information about this and much more read the book please and thank you.   🙂

Point is, that on April 1, 2000, those two males were intentionally moved into the house next door to us by Team Dark and one of them was the portal person or host for a female demonic entity. She controlled the other brother, their friends and other family members too, and her mission at that point was to take me out of the Ascension picture in any way she/it could and she/it nearly did… nearly. Four years of this battle and it still took us selling that house and physically moving in an attempt to stop the psychic/Astral/physical attacks by the demonic entity and that group of controlled humans. So on April 1, 2013, I wake up with the realization that it’s the thirteenth anniversary of the worst time of my life (and that’s saying something believe me) and then in pours all of those April 1, 2000 through end of June 2004 memories of the years of hell I and my Mom went through while they lived next door and before we sold that house to escape/survive both the demonic and physical attacks.

As I’m laying there in bed this morning being assailed by these horrible memories, I don’t mind telling you that I wanted revenge in the worst of ways. In the next second however, I wanted to be completely free and emotionally neutral about these past events with those people and their controller demon. In those minutes I wanted to not even have to remember what I suffered through during those four astonishing, Ascension-related Grid Worker years in that physical location. As I lay there going through these memories and emotions and wanting to be free of it all, I started to become depressed and then decided to completely surrender to what was happening to me.

A couple of hours later I was telling my Mom about my sudden realization that today is the thirteenth anniversary of one of our most treacherous Starseed jobs in these lives. While I was telling her this I suddenly remembered that hours earlier I’d had the wonderful reunion with my long-dead male friend and spiritual teacher Samuel who she also knew. I was immobilized in that moment as these two profound extremes, these two extreme memories of actual physical events I’ve lived through both came back into my full consciousness. I immediately realized that, for me, this was another layer of my Life Review that I was and still am working on. That and the glaring realization of the extremes in duality and consciousness between these two events. I saw them, felt them, and in that instant I was able to ascend into that third higher frequency point ▲ that exists beyond duality/polarity; I was granted my wish of emotional neutrality to the horrors and attacks of those four years at the hands of an Unseen demonic being that totally controlled those two half-brothers and their friends and family.

  1. Loving, respectful, grateful memory of interacting with another soul filled with LightLove
  2. Pain, anger, and very sad memories of other souls controlled by Team Dark filled with DarkHate
  3. Further integrations of issues within my Life Review that still needed more Inner Work so I’d be free to ascend into higher frequency neutrality/unity/High Heart etc.

This is us working on and living through our Life Review issues during these Nine Months before the Separation of Worlds begins fully in this dimension (and others). These issues, these dreams, memories, emotions, wounds, traumas and reunions with loved ones both alive and dead are us working on our Life Review issues so we can further ascend out of old duality energies and related issues and into neutrality which is “unity” or High Heart frequency energies. These emotional and physical pains, old wounds and other such Ascension related PTSD issues we’ve still got within us must be transmuted and this is exactly what so many of us have been and will continue doing from 12-21-12 through 9-22-13. There’s more because I know I’m not done yet but I wanted to share this duality contrast Life Review work and learning I had with you so you’d have it to remind you when something similar unfolds as you work through your Life Review during the Nine Months. Keep up the great work everyone.  ❤

Denise

April 1, 2013

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Remember the Three-Day December 2012 LIFE REVIEW?

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Because there’s been a few people writing Comments (under another article) about the changes and increases in intensity since the March 20, 2013 Vernal Equinox and entrance into the Second Trimester of the “Nine Months”, I thought I’d say a little something about this now. I’ll write a recap for the Second Trimester near the end of it, but because so many have been getting hit and hit hard with multiple physical Ascension symptoms and/or other life-changing events, it sounds like we all need to remember our 12-21-2012 Life Review with Divine Consciousness.

All of my life I’ve had conscious memory of what it’s like when we physically die and then go through what some cultures call the ‘Three Days’ period of leaving the physical body and traveling to and through the fourth dimension (4D) Astral plane and beyond. Although I’ve never traveled abroad physically in this life, I suspect this after physical death process is much like what it must be like going through Customs and other important check points and such when one is leaving one country and wanting to enter another and again another country and so on.  There are Stair Steps, procedures and transitional points to the after physical death process and one of the later stages of it has to do with us having a heart-to-heart meeting and talk with our High Self and Divine Consciousness.

This heart-to-heart meeting with our High Self and Divine Consciousness is a Life Review that more accurately could be called an Overall Soul Review. As I describe it next, please realize that it is far more complex, huge and Divine than words can describe. Also, this process is completely free of all emotions; incarnate human emotions such as fear, fear of more pain, fear of loss, fear of death or dying, guilt, sadness, anger etc. This entire 12-21-2012 or Three Days Life Review, and the after physical death Overall Soul Review(s), are the most honest and to the point sort of business meeting you could ever imagine!

So there you are after having traversed the Astral plane, gone through a few Customs check points, and eventually worked your way towards the higher frequency area where you and your Higher Self have the heart-to-heart meeting with the Boss, Divine Consciousness. You’ve done this many times and it’s no big deal in the way that incarnate humans might think or expect it to be. It is a big deal, but at higher frequency dimensions and states of Beings such as this, it’s just business as usual with a lot of extra awareness about a lot of things. So you have this higher dimensional meeting and with zero emotions whatsoever you honestly — because there is nothing else but utter, total, and complete honesty at these higher levels — review what you’ve done, what you’ve learned, what you’ve mastered, what you’ve almost mastered, what you really want to master, what you avoided and all the reasons why and so on. Nothing is not discussed or overlooked at these review meetings with Divine Consciousness, nothing.

You and your Higher Self and Divine Consciousness review these past incarnational issues and without any emotional attachments, fears, anxiety or anything else other than an unquenchable soul desire to get it right, utterly honest decisions are quickly reached about what you/You/YOU need to do next. No crying, no resentments, no fears, no guilt about how hard, painful, difficult or scary going back down vibrationally into another incarnation might be. Not one feeling or thought about any of that at these higher dimensional, higher frequency states of being exists to you/me/each of us. None of it. The ONLY thing that is important to each of us at higher dimensions and levels of being and consciousness is that we individually get it right — whatever that is for each of us in whatever life/lives/timeline/timelines. Period. Soul only desires to get it right whereas when we find ourselves back in physical bodies on a physical world again where things are painful, difficult and scary it’s a different story for sure. However, to each of us at higher states of our being and awareness, none of those lower frequency emotions, concerns and fears exist or matter. Not a one.

After the Soul Review, and in this case our alive, living in-body 12-21-2012 Life Review we begin the stair steps preparation work for our return journey back down vibrationally into physical reincarnation. We have our latest spiritual Soul Curriculum in heart and hand and that is all we want to accomplish once we get back into physical density and a physical body again. We need, we want, we greatly desire to complete The Mission and get it right so we’re able to move to the next Mission and the next and the next…

From the Three Days of 12-21-2012, 12-22-2012, 12-23-2012 after we each had this very rare and special physical level alive, living in-body we did not physically die Life Review, we’ve been going through intense changes internally and externally. Changes in our bodies, hearts and minds, in our external lives such as our homes, our jobs, our daily physical routines etc. Some have suddenly found themselves homeless, jobless, money-less, shocked, exhausted beyond belief and confused, and all of this on top of the already long-running physical, mental and emotional Ascension symptoms! My gawd how much more of this can we endure?! As much as you/You/YOU and Divine Consciousness discussed during the Three Days Life Review of December 21 through 23, 2012. I know, I’m going through it too in my own unique ways with my own unique Three-Day Life Review Soul Curriculum in heart and hand and it is, at times, painful and difficult.

Why is it so miserably hard and painful now after fourteen-plus years of brutal physical, biological Ascension Process symptoms already? Because we’ve got “Nine Months” left, actually only six months left now because we’ve just entered the Second Trimester on the Vernal Equinox of March 20, 2013 before the Separation of Worlds and Timelines begins. Said another way, what each of us — you/You/YOU — Reviewed with Divine Consciousness at some point during the Three Days, is in full effect now and we’re each feeling the accelerating pressures of it in our own unique ways. This is us carrying out what we/We/WE and Divine Consciousness discussed during the Ascension Process related rare Three Days LIVING Life Review and it can be or is at times more difficult, hard, and scarier than ever before because so much is changing, being changed and/or finally being dealt with and therefore transmuted into something NEW. This is us living and embodying whatever it was that each of us became aware of during our personal alive Life Review that took place at some point for every living human during the Three Days of December 21, 22, 23, 2012.

I mentioned in a Comment elsewhere recently that over the past few years I often am laying in my bed at night and hear repeated gunfire only a block or two away from my house. When this happens — and it’s been increasing since 2011 — I lay in my bed in the dark and intentionally, energetically deflect falling physical bullets from physically hitting my house and/or any of us in it. While this is happening, I’m simultaneously aware of small groups of higher dimensional Light Beings, Beings of Light grouped in small circles up above me (from my perspective in this physical dimension) watching me, watching you, watching all of us and waiting excitedly with profound LOVE and joy in their hearts for all of us and for what’s coming next.

800x800 colored beingsNonphysical Beings of Light, Light Beings hovering overhead while simultaneously certain physical humans kill or try to kill and/or intimidate other humans by firing their guns at them. How’s that for the current dualized extremes we’re all packed in together living side-by-side? Separation of World and Timelines? Yes please and as soon as possible.

These remaining six of the Nine Months will only increase the growing extremes on Earth between people and groups of people and this is a natural side effect of the building pressures of the NEW energies, blueprints and Evolutionary Cycle preparing to begin. Those that must and will go their different ways (in different worlds and timelines that are a frequency match to them at this time) will increasingly resent the rest of us going our ways and vice versa. Six more months of the Nine Months after the Three Days Life Review. We can, are and will do this and more. Use this remaining time very wisely as it’s unfolding so fast. Stay in your HighHeart and know that you’ve got this even during those times, those minutes, hours or days when it doesn’t feel like it at all. I had about five hours yesterday afternoon that I thought I might not physically survive, but I’ve felt that so many times over these Ascension years and here I am still Working towards fulfilling my individual Soul Curriculum. Hang in there everyone and help another when you know it’s right to, lay low when needed, and be private and isolated when you know that is the thing for you to do at that moment.

Denise Le Fay

March 27, 2013

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