2011 & 2012 & Beyond

For a few months before the 11-11-11 portal I’d been sensing some partial and half-understood impressions about it multidimensionally. Months ago these 11-11-11 impressions seemed ass-backwards and mildly strange to me so I decided to wait until I was able to perceive this information a bit better before I mentioned them publicly. In all honesty, this particular information is still a bit strange sounding even to me and that should tell you something about it! But first, let’s backtrack a few years for clarity and perspective because then 2012 and 2013 will be a bit easier to perceive. As you look at the number images below, be very aware that there are THREE of them in each sequential Stair Step and this has to do with our evolving out of the TWO of lower frequency, lower consciousness 3D duality, and into the THREE of unity (triality) or High Heart consciousness and being.

The September 9, 2009 09-09-09 portal was about the ending of an intense Ascension phase with huge overtones of death and/or dying required to reach the next frequency level or Stair Step.

The October 10, 2010 10-10-10 portal was about our individually preparing to physically embody a good bit more of our Higher Selves in our current bodies, personalities, and being.

The November 11, 2011 11-11-11 portal was about our first global 5D Group Conscious C0-Creating event in the New Evolutionary Cycle of Unity because we’re free of the old Evolutionary Cycle/Mayan calendar and duality. However, as many of us unexpectedly discovered, for us to pass through the 11-11-11 Initiatic portal we first HAD to consciously be aware of, transmute and integrate ANY remaining lower frequency emotional tidbit we may still have had within ourselves first.

After continuously doing personal inner transformational Polarity Resolution work since February 1999 (the start of the Mayan calendar Eighth Wave), I assumed I had the majority of my inner junk already transmuted, and I did, except for another small past life speed-bump issue with my Mom. [See Post October 28th & 11-11-11 Adventures] To make sure I didn’t miss this particular emotional tidbit I still contained on the morning of 11-11-11, the Dark Ones personally hand delivered the message to me via activating my Mom so that she’d trigger this old issue in me so I’d feel and see it. How helpfully thorough of them. No I’m serious, the Dark Ones did me a favor with this one even though I wasn’t feelin’ the luv towards them that day at all! All I felt the morning and day of 11-11-11 was that the Dark Ones had stolen and derailed 11-11-11 for me and Mom, but because I’m stubborn and know better, I worked through that immature and incorrect lower emotional take on their actions and transmuted my past life speed-bump that the Dark Ones made sure I would not miss. They are professionals at what they do after all…

To pass through the 11-11-11 Initiation portal many of us unexpectedly found ourselves depressed and/or ready to quit. I’ve never encountered any of the previous number portals having this effect on me, my Mom, or anyone else, but the 11-11-11 portal did and this told me it was an extra important portal of change for us individually and as a Group in the New 5D Unity Cycle.

I know I’ve only perceived the outer edges of this complex multidimensional topic about the 11-11-11 portal, 2012, and the 12-12-12 portal, but I expect to perceive more about this topic and how it’s effecting us and other-dimensions Beings over the coming weeks and months. Please understand that everything is very different now that we’ve completed and exited the old Mayan calendar/Evolutionary Cycle. I’ve been adjusting, adapting and embodying like crazy since October 28, 2011 and it’s profoundly exhausting and at times painful to the point of having to remain in bed. I haven’t been able to write nearly as much as I always have due to the intense transmuting and embodying that’s been happening non-stop. I know many of you won’t want to hear this next bit, but, many of us Starseeds will be doing massive amounts of embodying to this degree throughout 2012. Sorry, don’t hate the messenger.

For most of 2011 I kept perceiving and clairvoyantly seeing the 11-11-11 portal as very Goddess-like in its energy. I don’t mean total Goddess but one aspect of the Goddess seemed to be intimately involved with whatever happened multidimensionally on 11-11-11. Now here’s the seemingly ass-backwards part that’s been confusing to me over the months. I kept sensing the Dark Ones connected to the 11-11-11 portal and this one aspect of the Goddess energies but in a highly positive and perfect way. After some time I’ve been able to perceive that—and this makes total sense once you get your bearings on the other side of the end of the Mayan calendar/Evolutionary Cycle—it’s also Graduation or Retirement Time for the Dark Ones and Light Ones and the missions and roles each Group has held in place (embodied) for the rest of us during the past Evolutionary Cycle in duality.

I’ve known that these other Beings—both Light and Dark and everything else—cannot evolve or change jobs or roles until WE had completed what WE in physicality needed to here. Once WE’D completed that, which we have on October 28, 2011, then all the other multidimensional players and participants can and will also transition into the next Evolutionary Cycle, whatever and wherever that is for each one of us. Until then however we’ve all been obligated and pretty much trapped in our polarized roles and missions throughout this past Evolutionary Cycle and this includes the Dark Ones as well as the Light Ones.

Evidently the 11-11-11 portal was where many important things began for all of us, including the Beings we’ve known in the past as the Dark Ones. Throughout 2011 increasing numbers of the Dark Ones finally understood what’s happening, what’s changing and why, and slowly began relinquishing their old roles and moved on. However as is still obvious, some of the non-physical, non-human Dark Ones are still clinging, hanging on and fighting, not realizing that their mission has ended because the October 28, 2011 Expiration Date has been reached and it’s time for everyone to move on to the next Evolutionary Cycle and learning. I sense this final completion phase will unfold very quickly throughout 2012 no matter who or what resists this multidimensional Evolutionary Process.

I’ve been sensing that 2012 and the 12-12-12 portal will be for the non-physical, other dimensional Team Light players what 2011 and the 11-11-11 portal was for the non-physical, other dimensional Team Dark players. If I’m correct with what I’ve been perceiving so far about this unfolding completing/beginning, then the 12-12-12 portal of December 12, 2012 will be the cut-off date for Team Light to connect with an aspect of  God-like energies (this is the X shape multidimensional crossover symbol I’ve been seeing) and evolve into their New roles. To my awareness today, this feels like the aspects that we call “God/Goddess” are integrating their fragmented, polarized parts back into themselves and evolving into something new also. Stair Steps, always stair steps with the entire Ascension Process.

Once we complete 2012 we’ll be energetically ready to enter the new Evolutionary Cycle fully. This new unity cycle exists beyond the old system of 12 and duality. The easiest way to describe this higher system of 13 is to use the old system of 12. In it the 12 apostles represented humanity within 3D physicality and linear time, while Jesus represented the 13 and a quantum connection with Source. Once we’ve completed all the Stair Steps coming throughout 2012, then Earth/humanity enters the conjunction alignment with the Super Galactic Center’s incomprehensible energies and then we’ll begin the new cycle that’s like 13 with its conscious connection to Source and Higher Self.

Denise

November 26, 2011

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10-10-10 REPOST & Connection With 11-11-11

I’m re-posting this particular article to remind, reconnect and align last years 10-10-10 portal with the November 11, 2011 11-11-11 portal.  A lot has happened during just the past year and much more will after we pass through the 11-11-11, and yet again with next years 12-12-12. Many Stair Steps have been needed for us to remain in-body while we transmuted and embodied so very much. Here’s to tomorrow and beyond 

Denise

November 10, 2011

In typical Denise fashion I perceive/receive higher complex information and large concepts in almost embarrassingly simplified ways. This is why I write the way I do; I cut to the chase and go for the bottom-line because I usually don’t perceive/receive all the detailed filler information such as names, sub-zones, levels and such. It isn’t all that important to me in all honesty. Once I have perceived some main aspects of certain Bigger Pictures, I don’t need all of the names and complex finer details. I perceive/receive the overall gist and feel of what’s happening, why and when.

10-10-10 AND GUESS WHO IS COMING TO DINNER?

I’ve decided to write this exactly as I perceived/received this information and not do as much interpreting, explaining and defining of reality as I usually try to do. We’re all needing to evolve to where we don’t depend on certain people and/or systems  and/or only our left-brained intellect to define reality for us. After thousands of years of deliberate dark BS, lies and distortions from lower frequency people and  global systems, we’ve reached spiritual adulthood now and need to start defining reality for ourselves. The body and brain rewiring will enable us to do this and much more.

I’d like you to see in your mind’s eye exactly what I’ve seen, felt and know about the 09-09-09 through 12-21-12 transitions because I believe it’s how more of us are going to be perceiving/receiving higher Light information/knowledge now; decreased linear words (telepathic and physically written/spoken), with increased visual symbols as large chunks of complex Light information. Below are two highly simplified symbolic visual information concepts about the 10-10-10 energy stair step transition that I perceived/received a while ago. Actually it’s not only the triple ten’s of Oct. 10, 2010. Another level or phase (within the ongoing Ascension Process) was activated via the 09-09-09 of Sept. 9, 2009, and will  continue to unfold quickly and dramatically now through the 10-10-10, and the 11-11-11, and the 12-12-12 and 12-21-12 remaining important energy transitions. See, feel and know these two symbolic visuals and interpret this phase of The Process for yourself.

MY FIRST HIGHER SELF 10-10-10 MESSAGE

In your mind’s eye envision a massive dense rain forest from overhead as if you were in an airplane looking down on it. There is absolutely nothing down there but dense trees and other thick vegetation. No cleared areas whatsoever, no roads, absolutely nothing but thick, dark, dense, scary and impenetrable rain forest. Do you see it? Can you hear the airplane’s little engine running far up above? Can you see the vast and dense rain forest below you? See it, hear it, feel it and hold it in your inner mind’s eye and heart as you keep reading, feeling and knowing.

The pilot of this small plane has one very important passenger on-board who desires to land in that dense Earth forest. Problem is, there’s absolutely no place to land the plane, and this very important passenger must land and step off on to the ground. This passenger will not parachute, but must land and touch the ground in this precise way. So the pilot and his very important passenger continue flying in large slow circles overhead, searching, waiting, searching far and wide, hoping to find a small landing strip somewhere below in the massive denseness.

Meanwhile…

You have a burning, unrelenting, cosmic soul NEED to carve out a landing strip in the middle of a dense, dark, rain forest by yourself. WTF! Really? Do you realize how insanely difficult and dangerous that’s going to be? Are you aware that you may not be able to complete the landing strip in time for the small airplane to land? Shit…hum…  No, I can do it. It’s what I do and do very well so cheerio, fuck-it-all, I’m carving out a damned landing strip in the middle of a massive dense, dark rain forest alone and by-hand and I absolutely will not stop until it is completed!

Amazingly you’ve succeeded in carving out a large magnificent landing strip in the middle of a dense rain forest. You are however all cut up, bruised and bloody, beat to hell, unimaginably exhausted, and you just wanna sit down now and have a good long hard cry and little Pity Party for yourself. Go ahead, you’ve earned it for gawd sakes! You carved out a freaking landing strip in the middle of a dense dark jungle where angels fear to tread! Have that hard-earned, gut-wrenching, snot-flying, deep soul sobbing cry and be proud because you did it despite the enormous difficulties and dangers involved. (This fellow Lightworking Path Pavers represents Phase One of the Ascension Process which I’m sure you recognize.)

So there you are in all your Starseed/Lightworker/Wayshower/Path Paver dirty, bloody and beat-up glory sitting exhausted and crying on your damned fine-looking landing strip in the middle of a dense—but now much brighter—rain forest. You wait and wait and wait there for months, then years, but no one comes. Insert more intense and dejected crying, confusion, anger and short periods of self-doubt here.

Then, one day you hear it… the ever so faint sound of a small airplane flying overhead far in the distance. OMG…could it be? Is The Great Day finally here? You bet your sweet Lightworker, Path Paving, tired Old Soul ass it’s finally here!

“Da plane, da plane…” your weary and nearly broken mind sings excitedly to you like a spiritual joke from that old TV show Fantasy Island. You hear the small plane finally approaching and you know its going to land on your beloved landing strip. Deep inside you also know that the real fun will start now. You glance at your watch to check the date and time and sure enough, it’s 10-10-10. Oh man…here it finally comes after all these brutal, isolated, painful and dangerous years of intense prep work.

MY SECOND HIGHER SELF 10-10-10 MESSAGE

See this next symbolic scenario in your mind’s eye and High Heart too for you already know all this but maybe haven’t put all the puzzle pieces together yet.

You’ve got very special company coming to visit you soon so you start the massive house cleaning, yard cleaning, window washing, buffing and polishing, washing and everything cleaning in preparation. This is so exciting and rare, but it is going to take plenty of time and serious energy-consuming cleaning and clearing work to get your house, yard, and yourself ready for the arrival of your very special company.

You start the massive cleaning, clearing and trash removal work on your house—inside and out—and in your yard too. You’ve got plenty of time to get it all done before your company arrives, however, you know your back is going to hurt like all hell doing it all, that you’re going to become profoundly tired and in a lot of extra pain and stress trying to do so much work, so much cleaning, so much polishing and prep work for this special company that’s coming. It doesn’t matter…you dive into all your cleaning and clearing work despite the extra aches, pains and fatigue that it causes your physical body and everything else. You rest when you can and get back to the intense cleaning and clearing work day after day. On top of all this, you still have your daily regular life’s work and chores that also need to be tended to, but you manage to get it all done somehow.

It’s slow going and there’s far more dirt and mess than you realized was there, but you keep at it because you really are excited to have this particular company coming. It makes the long and difficult cleaning and trash removal work worth it when you think about how much fun it’s going to be once this particular company arrives.

Finally, you take a long careful look around your house both inside and out, and also check the yard to make sure it’s clean and beautiful. Most all the cleaning work is done now, and despite your being absolutely exhausted after endless months of cleaning and prep work, your house, yard and everything else is looking and feeling exceptionally nice, clean, tidy and ready for your very special company. You glance at your calendar one more time to check the date to see how long before your company arrives and you discover it’s only a few days now. 10-10-10 is right around the corner and your special company will begin arriving then. (this represents an aspect of Phase Two let’s call it, of more Ascension work during 2009 and 2010 up to now.)

THE LIGHT AT THE END OF THIS VERY LONG TUNNEL

You smile in anticipation and joy over having succeeded in carving out the difficult landing strip in the middle of the dense and nearly impenetrable rain forest on time. You smile in anticipation and joy over having succeeded in cleaning and clearing your entire house, yard, and everything else in preparation of the arrival of your special  out-of-town company. And importantly, you finally understand WHO the special passenger is in the small plane that’s getting ready to land now. You understand WHO your special out-of-town company is that’s arriving with the 10-10-10 energies. You finally understand WHY you were so obsessed about carving a landing strip in the middle of a dense rain forest  by yourself (the old lower 3D world). You finally understand WHY you were so obsessed about cleaning and clearing your entire house and yard (the transmuting and resolving polarity, karma, and all lower frequency energies within yourself, mind, heart, and bodies that was Phase One of the Ascension Process). All of this long, painful, and incredibly difficult prep work was absolutely necessary so that higher aspects of YOU could even land and/or come and visit you now…be embodied.

10-10-10 is the start of this intense phase of us embodying, continuously housing within our physical bodies more of US that has always existed at higher dimensions.  You know why this can finally happen because you’ve been doing all the insanely difficult and painful work/cleaning/clearing for over a decade! Since 09-09-09 we’ve been inching our ways towards finally having these next particular transitions happen. The 10-10-10, the 11-11-11 and the two 12-12-12 and 12-21-12 stair steps/portals/gates are the last three important Ascension Process transitions we have to journey through.  (There’s more than just these three but they’re huge in what and why!)

The plane is finally landing; our special company is finally arriving via these remaining 10-10-10 and beyond energy increments or stair steps. Guess how amazing and easily creative it’s going to be to literally embody so much more of YOU (the pilot, his special passenger, your special company, plus you who did all the cleaning and landing strip prep work) in-body on the new 5D Earth from here on out? Hey, that sounds like your doorbell ringing…you’d better get it.

Denise Le Fay

October 8, 2010

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Starseed Troop Withdrawals

Because there was some confusion and worry from some people when I mentioned the Separation of Worlds, I’ve waited to talk about this next topic. Like some topics I write about, this one is not for everyone who will read it. Because I can already hear and feel some confusion and panicked reactions from some people over this announcement, I repeat; this article is not directed at everyone who will read it. It is however for many of my readers, but not for all of them, so I ask each of you to please keep this in mind because this is a very complex topic and situation that’s recently begun unfolding. [This article is a continuation of Recent Repeated Dream Messages. https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2011/10/20/recent-repeated-dream-messages/  ]

 I had a vision message at the start of summer 2011, and in it I clairvoyantly saw a massive white-light pouring downward which was Source Energy. This brilliant white-light traveled downward until it reached a huge clear prism-like object. When the white-light hit this clear prism it fractured into different colored Rays of Light that radiated downward from Source’s perspective. There were colors in this Cosmic rainbow of Light Rays that I’ve never seen before and have no way of describing what they look like because there are no equivalents to them in this dimension. Each Ray was beautiful and unique beyond description. End of clairvoyant vision message.

There were no telepathic words interpreting this vision and none were needed. I instantly knew what this image represented and why I was seeing it at that time. I’m going to use this particular term—Troop Withdrawals—on purpose in an attempt to express multiple multidimensional events unfolding now and all for the same reasons. 

Many, but not all the incarnate Starseeds will choose to not remain on the new ascended 5D Earth world they’ve worked so long and so hard to manifest for others. Other incarnate Starseeds will choose to remain and live on the new ascended 5D Earth world for however long they individually feel the need or desire to do so. Many incarnate Starseeds will choose to return Home to their individual higher dimensions, stellar systems, galaxies, universe, Light Realms, or return to locations very close to Source.

Lots of options will become increasingly conscious in the incarnate Starseeds awareness from this point forward because we’ve reached the end of this phase of our Missions as those who Volunteered to come to Earth to embody/live/insert/anchor the Ascension Process and new timeline and Earth. This is what my summer clairvoyant vision represented; different colored Light Rays from Source becoming more conscious in the Starseeds because they’ve reached the beginning of the Starseed Troop Withdrawals or Going Home phase. Is this mandatory? Of course not, but no one is going to have to twist the arms of most Starseeds to return to their favorite Home stations!  As these many options become more conscious within the Starseeds awareness it will be helpful to pay extra attention to your inner messages, feelings, dreams and knowings. Multiple options and big changes are and will continue presenting themselves to Starseeds at the end of the Mayan calendar, the 11-11-11 shift, December 2011, and throughout 2012.

My vision revealed many different colored Rays of Light and each one of them were individual Home frequencies of every Starseed incarnate on Earth now. These Light Rays were pointing downward towards the new ascended 5D Earth and are energetic pathways back Home for each Starseed to use who wants to return to their Home. This option is just that, an option, not a total Troop Withdrawal of all now incarnate Starseeds over the next week only so please relax! These Starseed options from Source are now in place and will remain so don’t worry or become confused over this. Once we’re on the other side of 11-11-11 growing numbers of Starseeds will just suddenly know what their next move is so relax into these new transitions. The choice is yours, mine, and each of ours and there is no pressure or obligation to remain or to go so please relax and consider the many new options presenting themselves now and over the next year to the Starseeds.

Eva emailed me on October 23, 2011 about a recent vision and knowing she’s had and that she will be returning to her Home station soon. When she wrote me about this she knew nothing about the waking vision message I’d had during the summer. In my response letter to her I told her briefly about it, but she’s reading about my vision in detail from reading this article now, just as you are. With her permission, here are some quoted excerpts from her letter to me:

“I know people are very excited about the New Earth and all that, what comes and will be after the shift in 5D. To be honest, and I know I can be with you, I’m excited about something else. I Know I’ll be going Home very soon, but for me the feeling of Home isn’t in 5D. My feeling is that I’ll be going ALL the way HOME, close to Source, where I/We come from. And that feeling makes my heart sing!
I’ve had a confirmation vision of this feeling about a week ago. I saw golden ‘tubes’ connected to Earth, to me, and other from Source. Through one of those ‘tubes’ I saw my ‘essence’ leaving Earth, elevated farther and farther, until I wasn’t able to see this planet any more. Then I saw/sensed that I was very close to Source, as if I was on some sort of outer layer of Source. Sorry, I can’t describe this any better.
When I woke up, I remembered clearly all that I saw and felt. I had/have the KNOWING of going Home. In my understanding, my work is done here, I can go Home, and I won’t be involved with New Earth and New humanity, or if I will that will be from a ‘far distance’…
To be honest, I can’t ‘see’ anything after 11.11.11 I can’t even see this year December, so I’m truly hoping that is my exit date and I won’t be here any longer after.
Love Eva
Oct. 23, 2011″
I have experienced this type of major life/focus/reality shift from one phase and state of being into another phase and state of being before and it’s often impossible for us to see, sense or perceive the “us” (and reality) we’ll be on the other side of these major shifts we’re facing at the time. I’ve hinted for months that on the other side of 11-11-11 we’ll begin to know more about what’s coming next for us individually, until then however, it’s hard for many of us to even imagine this major shift into the next phase and so our near future may now seem blacked-out to our current awareness. But trust that you will soon perceive and know it.
I had a similar email from David about this topic on October 18, 2011. I got his permission as well to quote his letter. Thank you David for your generosity. Here’s his letter to me:
I hope you don’t mind a question in your busy schedule. Thank you for your web site, and your most recent article was quite amazing.
I’m a Wanderer. You mentioned the term along with Starseeds and Lightworkers in your most current article. I believe I’ve been on this planet for over 20,000 years. I’m tired and just want to go back home to my density. Are you of the opinion that Starseeds/Wanderers will be finishing up their contracts here and will be leaving soon? Do higher dimensional beings actually need to ascend again, since they already ascended once before? Or is ascension, in part, a way to return Wanderers, Starseeds, and Lightworkers to their home densities? When the call went out to assist Earth, a plan must have been put in place to get all the higher density beings who would come to 3D Earth back home. Could ascension then be more about that— with the hope that many 3D Earth natives would tag along for the ride after befriending and learning from these higher dimensional beings? I also sense 5D spaceships. Might there also be an evacuation for some higher dimensional beings who have family members on these ships?
I’m David. I live in New Hampshire, and I hope you’ll have the time and energy to email me back. I understand how tired we get and thank you once again.
David
Oct. 18, 2011″
There are a couple more layers to these recent Messages from Home to all Earth incarnate Starseeds. A couple of weeks ago a woman emailed me (I’ve hunted through my piles of emails and, forgive me, but I cannot find your letter or I would mention you by name) and she recommended a book that Barbara Hand Clow had told her was really great. The book is Not In HIS Image: Gnostic Vision, Sacred Ecology, and the Future of Belief  by John Lamb Lash 2006.
After I received this email book recommendation I went to Amazon.com to check it out because this was the first I’d heard about it. Now here comes the unexpected twist and second layer to this. While at Amazon looking at Lash’s book I stumbled upon (not hardly, I was meticulously led directly to this other book at this exact moment for specific reasons for me personally) another book which I instantly knew was the book I needed to read immediately. This second book is The Three Waves of Volunteers and The New Earth by Dolores Cannon 2011. I bought both books on the spot because I’m well-familiar with how my Higher Self jockeys me, and sometimes other people around, just to get me/them/many of us to consciously understand something important at the moment.
When these two new books arrived I immediately read The Three Waves of Volunteers and The New Earth. I knew the moment I was led to it that it had information I needed to connect with now as confirmation to many things I’ve known and lived most of my life and have written about myself over the years. There wasn’t any new information in this great book for me personally, but, it confirmed many things I’ve known and lived and that was the Message in it for me at this time—conformation. Many of you Starseeds/Wanderers will find this book by Dolores Cannon a great confirmation too to what you/us have gone through with our Starseed Soul Missions during these lives on Earth and others as well.

RECAP

 

  1. My 2011 summer awake vision of Source creating multiple different colored Light Rays (Eva saw them as “golden tubes”) out of Itself for Starseeds to use to energetically travel back Home.
  2. My Oct. 20, 2011 article Recent Repeated Dream Messages [see link above] about my Mom and I being shown in recent dream messages that our previous Starseed tools, multidimensional meeting places, multidimensional locations where we’ve been taught and/or further information was given to us during these incarnations, locations and methods of energetic repair work/healing done to Starseeds to help us continue our Ascension related Soul Missions in physicality on Earth. [See the Comments on that article from different people/Starseeds having similar dream messages recently.]
  3. David’s questions about Starseeds/Wanderers going Home and Ascension etc.
  4. Eva’s dream vision about her not remaining in the New 5D Ascended Earth world much longer but going Home soon instead.
  5. My being led to discover and quickly read Dolores Cannon’s latest book mentioned above.
  6. And last but certainly not least my recent realizations (and private email interactions with Sage in northern CA) that it was time for me to let go of my intense twenty-yearlong wish to move to northern California to live quietly and isolated in the forest in Nature. It was surprising when I realized recently that what I’ve desired for so long probably isn’t going to happen because I’ve accomplished this phase of my Ascension related Soul Mission and now have far more options before me.

Some of the Starseed options I’ve perceived so far I’ll list below, yet I know there’s many more of them that I’m not aware of. Lots of options exist for us as this current transition unfolds through November and December 2011, and throughout all of 2012 as well. Relax because there’s plenty of time to know what you want to do next and where.

  1. Remain in one’s ascended physical body on the New Ascended 5D Earth and perceive more soon about one’s options and decide at that point what you want to do next and where.
  2. Remain in one’s ascended physical body on the New Ascended 5D Earth and have a Rest and Recuperation period somewhere to heal the Ascension Process wounds and exhaustion if needed.
  3. Leave the New Ascended 5D Earth and have that nice Rest and Recuperation some place else of your choosing.
  4. Remain in one’s ascended physical body on the New Ascended 5D Earth as a Master and Teacher to the newly ascended humanity.
  5. Go back Home to whatever dimension and location that is for each of us and become the New non-physical, Inner Plane Guides, Assistants, Masters, Teachers etc. to the 5D humans living on the New Ascended 5D Earth. Some of us will choose to be the New non-physical Guides etherically whispering in some people’s ears and hearts like your old Guides did for you before the Ascension Process began.
  6. Go back Home, wherever that is for the many Starseeds, and just rest there for however long one desires.
  7. Go back Home to our particular Home stations and report what we’ve learned while in physicality on Earth to the others that remained when we Volunteered to come to 3D Earth and embody the Ascension Process. The knowledge/Light we’ve gained by our Volunteering to incarnating into such density, duality, negativity, darkness and chaos in physicality is tremendously valuable information that Source and all others will use to create new worlds and realities in other locations and so very much more.
  8. Go back Home, wherever that is for you, and just sit n’ grin n’ rest and be very happy about it all for a good long while!
  9. Go back Home and rest and recuperate for a while then fairly quickly go back out on your next Mission.
  10. All of the above and more.

Like I said, there’s more of these options and I know we’ll all be perceiving and feeling more of them on the other side of 11-11-11, and each of the remaining Energy Stair Steps/Gates/Portals between today and winter Solstice 2012. Just relax and feel your way along with this and you’ll perceive more (or simply know) over the months leading up to the 12-12-12 and 12-21-12 Cosmic alignment and Energy imprinting. We’ve finally reached the long-awaited transition into the New everything after all the years of brutal and dangerous transmuting and integrating we’ve done. Well done everyone, now lets walk across the 11-11-11 threshold and embody much more of the New Blueprints for humanity, Earth, and Home.

Denise

October 27, 2011

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Recent Repeated Dream Messages

From about October 15–16, 2011 up to early this morning, I’ve had four different dreams all saying the same thing but using different personal tools to make sure I get the message. My Mom also had a dream a few nights ago with the same message, but using symbolic tools that meant something to her personally. I know if we’re both getting these messages now, so too are many of you, and all for the same reasons.

Most of these recent dream messages I and my Mom have had were specifically for Starseed souls. Very briefly, most of us Starseeds, and probably Indigos too, have had monitoring and assistance from our different dimensional and stellar Home Stations throughout our lives. They’ve typically happened while we’re asleep and out of our physical bodies in another dimension and “dreaming” (not a dream at all of course but an actual journey and meeting) where it was easier to connect with our non-physical Starbeing friends and family and them with us for different reasons. Some of those reasons were meetings where large numbers of Earth incarnate Starseeds needed to receive the latest information from Home about the Ascension Process etc.; other times we’d find ourselves in some hospital-like setting for Starseeds where we’d receive any needed energy adjustments and/or energy body repair work caused by our 3D Ascension Missions in physicality and so on.

These recent dream messages mean what they do to us now because they’ve been about our nearly lifelong Starseed inner plane “dream” meetings and hospital Repair Shop visits etc. Point is that all these recent dream messages have been repeatedly informing me and Mom that all the old Starseed ways, methods, tools information exchanges etc. don’t work any more and have been removed because we’ve evolved beyond the need for them. Said another way—Mission accomplished Starseeds—so these decades-old multidimensional, non-physical Starseed First-Aid Centers and Communication and Meeting locations have been dismantled because we don’t need them any longer. We don’t need these multidimensional middle-men and Way Stations because we’re now inches away from being Home again while on Earth in these bodies but in 5D finally!

So if you’ve been or suddenly start having repeated dreams about old familiar things, tools, methods and ways of doing things or traveling or fixing or “healing” and them NOT WORKING anymore, they’re just more clues about how close we are now to moving through the important transitional gates of 11-11-11 which will activate much more fifth dimensional type energies and consciousness within us.

WHY YOUR INNER-PLANE GUIDES, TEACHERS & ASSISTANTS HAVE BEEN/ARE LEAVING YOU

I was going to make this topic another article but it fit’s with these dream messages so I’ll add it here.

I’ve mentioned in other articles that my lifelong Starbeing assistants/teachers/guides and help from Home began energetically retreating from me the last couple of years before the start of the Eighth Wave (January 5 1999), which was the start of the physical, biological Ascension Process, especially for the First Wave Starseed group.

Once I got my nerve up, I asked them why they were leaving me, and they informed me that I was about to start a very intense and difficult process and phase of my Starseed Soul Mission work and that they could not and would not in any way interfere with my living/struggling through it. In other words, the training wheels were removed in January 1999, and I had to do this thing on my own for my personal soul growth. No more multidimensional middle-men while I went through the Alchemical Ascension Fires of Transformation. Said yet another way, it was time for me to evolve and replace my own Guides and Starbeing Assistants.

Many of us have done this long and slow graduating (evolving) away from our familiar and beloved ascension Guides and Starbeing Assistants because many of us have and will take their places at the completion of the Ascension cycle.

So if you’ve experienced your old familiar and much-loved Guides and other inner-plane Teachers and Assistants leaving you or not being able to contact or connect with them this is why. Once our primary Ascension Mission is completed, which it basically is now at the end of the Mayan calendar and 11-11-11 transition, these old Guides, tools, ways, methods etc. are rapidly dissolving and disappearing from us because they’ve served their purpose perfectly and are being retired. Stair steps remember?  😉  Thank you, thank you, thank you my old Starbeing Assistants and Guides for having my back and babysitting me while I was down here doing what I came here to do now. ♥

Denise

October 20, 2011

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Navigating the End of the Mayan Calendar/Expiration Date

When I go quiet for a while and don’t write anything at TRANSITIONS, it’s always because I’ve been soul-deep in BIG changes once again. We all have the continuous smaller Ascension related symptoms, aches and pains and changes. However, every few months or so (your mileage may vary) we reach another of those really BIG phases within the Ascension Process where we suddenly take a quantum leap forward. Or so it seems from our old perspective. This was another of those BIG, major transition points for me personally. I suspect many of you reading this have also recently (the summer and fall of 2011) found yourself in some major inner changes. If you haven’t yet, not to worry because it’s coming. We’ve all got plenty of them coming now that we’re at the end of this Evolutionary Cycle/Mayan calendar/October 28, 2011.

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I’ve repeatedly used the term Stair Steps in the past to express that the entire Ascension Process is done by us moving up many energy and consciousness levels or stair steps. We don’t and cannot go from the bottom of these many flights of Stairs (dense, dark, distorted, linear time and consciousness in duality in 3D) all the way to the top floor (Light-filled, much less dense, non-linear time and higher consciousness in unity in 5D)  in one giant leap…not in our physical bodies that is. To make this grand transformation with our physical body we must travel up the different energetic stair steps to repeatedly adapt and adjust to the continuous frequency ascent. Eventually we each reach a landing at the top of a flight of these ascension stair steps, but to continue we must make a sharp 90° turn on that BIG re-directional landing to further continue up the next flight of ascension stair steps of this transformational Process and our individual soul missions within it.

My point is that there’s been constant Ascension Stair Steps since entering the Eighth Wave on January 5, 1999, but with less of these landings. Since we entered the Ninth Wave on March 9, 2011, there’s been far more of these landings (phases) where we cast-off more of our old lower aspects, consciousness and ways, while simultaneously embodying more Light “architecture” of the Original Divine Blueprint.

Said in the opposite incoming direction, these landings are intense phases when one physically embodies another large chunk of the Divine Blueprint within themselves and their physical body. Transmuting lower and Embodying higher…Transmuting lower and Embodying higher… and on and on up those flights of Ascension Stair Steps with their potent landings.

What I’ve been experiencing building and expanding since the summer (of 2011), was my arriving at another of these BIG embodying/casting off landings with its sharp 90° turn. These larger embodying and simultaneous further casting off of one’s old aspects and habits phases (because the two cannot co-exist so the old lower frequency parts are cast-off) are comparable to your Higher Self suddenly grabbing you up by the nap of your neck and transporting you to a new energetic neighborhood and dropping you there. After the dust settles you start to better understand what just happened and why, but until then, it’s one intense transformational shift and major redirect.

IN TWO WEEKS THE MAYAN CALENDAR ENDS!  big blinkie grin

For many years we’ve read about the famed end of the Mayan calendar but there hasn’t been much in-depth talk about what to expect after it. Words like “Unity Consciousness” have been used as have “fifth dimension” and “ascending into the great Golden Age of Light”, and “creating new timelines” and “changing timelines” and probably realities and High Heart Consciousness etc. But, what’s really coming now that we’ve finally made it to the Expiration Date of the 16-billion-yearlong Evolutionary Cycle?

We are and will continue to Transmute our lower frequency whatever that’s still there everything…and Embody more of the higher Light “architecture” of the Original Divine Blueprint and adapt and adjust to it all. But we won’t all be doing this at the same exact time (in the same timeline) because we’re not all existing on the same identical Stair Step or evolutionary level together. In this regard things are as they always have been, but on the other side of October 28, 2011, and certainly on the other side of 11-11-11, everyone will be existing in a higher field of unified Light within an entirely new cycle and higher dimension on Earth. The Dark Ones are no longer in control and their negative, multidimensional distorted programs are and will continue turning to ash in the increasing Light.

Because so many are still using the lens of polarized linear consciousness, or they’re at the beginning stages of being able to access integrated Unity or High Heart Consciousness, they read my words through whatever lens and level they have access to at the moment. If the gap between my words and their awareness is too great, then my words sound to them like I’m saying something very different from what I actually am; hence my occasional frustration and need to back-off and/or escape for a bit so that I don’t let myself get drawn back down into a lower frequency place and state that I’ve worked hard to extricate myself from and override. With time and more understanding this won’t be as difficult for me as it’s been throughout 2011. Until I reach that level of personal development and 5D anchoring, I will continue to distance myself from certain people, places and situations.

SOME STARSEED NINTH WAVE GROWING PAINS

Because we entered the Ninth Wave March 9, 2011, with it came the new Light “architecture” of the Original Divine Blueprint all the way down into physicality and many of the Starseeds bodies to embody it and simultaneously override the Dark Ones horrific perversions. All of 2011 has been extra difficult in some ways for me, while simultaneously, 2011 has shown the most improvements as well.

The difficult things I’ve had to deal with since January 2011 (and they’ve increased each month this year) have been an INCREASE in my already ultra-sensitive senses, awareness, and being. The more Light “architecture” and Divine Blueprint I embody, the more sensitive I become to any and all lower frequency energies—not less sensitive—more sensitive. And just so there’s no confusion, by lower frequency energies I mean people, emotions, thoughts, thought-forms, foods, actions, belief systems, systems, locations, the patriarchy, consciousness, most TV programs and movies, most old world sounds or noise etc.

Someone recently said to me that “…I’m very sensitive to criticism…” which is true because criticism typically comes from a person with previous unrecognized and unresolved egoic 3D baggage attached to it that the person doing the patriarchal, left-brained act of criticizing isn’t even consciously aware of. Because I’m sensitive and feel and have a slightly larger conscious perspective, I do see and feel the attached baggage being directed at me that often has nothing to do with me. Carrying more Light and Higher Consciousness and Unity comes with much more responsibility and this cosmic Law certainly doesn’t apply to only me.

Another 2011 increase I’ve been dealing with is being more consciously aware of people’s actions, emotions, thoughts, dreams, intentions, pains and problems. I don’t necessarily want to perceive any more of this type stuff from strangers but there it is. Thankfully I sense that this will shift or evolve within me once I’m on the other side of 11-11-11. Not end entirely on November 12th, but shift a bit more and then a bit more in December 2011, and then much more throughout 2012. Funny how embodying more Light makes it that much easier to be fully aware of and feel the Dark in people, places, systems, beliefs etc.

Another 2011 side-effect is a fairly large change in my sleep/wake hours and pattern. I have no reason whatsoever to get up at 4 or 5 or 6 AM but this is the new schedule evidently. From 6 AM on it’s impossible for me to fall back to sleep so, after pushing the sleep envelope a bit harder, I realize it ain’t gonna happen so I just get up between 6 and 7 AM now. Kinda a big bummer at the moment.

Now that I’m up between 6–7 AM I must get my daily choirs done very early because by 11:30–12:30ish I’ve used up my daily allotment of fuel and become amazingly exhausted and absolutely have to take a nap. And on really intense days—which are almost every day or every other day in 2011—I fall asleep for much of the afternoon! I’m talking snoozing almost half of the day which is something I’ve never done in my life. But no matter how hard I push against this new schedule it overpowers me and puts me out almost every afternoon. It’s like we HAVE to get out of our physical bodies at different times now because the energies and their cycles or pulses or waves are that different. Basically it’s like 5 or 6 hours is the equivalent of 12 or 14 hours of old lower world linear time, which makes sense while we’re teetering on the Cusp of so many BIG changes, timelines and realities.

Another 2011 side-effect I’ve had is being quickly shown when I’ve looked outside myself for some external help, guidance, direction etc. is that I’m immediately shown by my Higher Self that I’ve evolved to the level where I am and have the answers and guidance I need or want so stop looking outside of myself for them. Old habits die-hard but this is how we discover how much we really have evolved, and now in 2011 and 2012, we’ve GOT to use our expanding and evolving abilities and consciousness. Looking outside of ourselves will become increasingly ineffective until we fully and consciously put on our individual higher consciousness, powers and abilities.

One more 2011 side-effect and then I’ll end this. We can’t forget to look at the BIG changes, shifts of power, and Light improvements that have happened in 2011 so far, but from another angle entirely. That angle is from how most people who aren’t aware of the Ascension Process—and even many who are—but haven’t as yet transmuted their own lower frequency unresolved ignored issues, ego, negative habits and belief systems stemming from the Emotional and Mental Body perversions done by the Dark Ones. All that plus their own lower frequency ego-based lens focus on reality makes these potent endings and new beginnings EXTREMELY trying for most of them.

I’ve witnessed increasing numbers of people having growing difficulties because their old familiar vampirized food supply system has diminished in 2011 (and will continue to) due to the Light Energies and changes that began with the Ninth Wave phase. We see this manifesting in a myriad of ways on the News every day now and it’s going to get worse before it gets better.

As these people’s Dark patriarchal world and reality disintegrates under them and their old familiar ego-based ways of emotionally manipulating others and/or being manipulated themselves to feed from other people’s energies isn’t working as it always has, there’s going to be increasing numbers of people becoming sick, more energetically starved, frantic, increasingly mentally and emotionally imbalanced and yet not know how to not invade or manipulate other people to get their energetic food supply in this dark old way. I’ve watched this escalate in certain people all year and it’s amazing to see but horrific and repulsive at the same time. That plus the old familiar ego manipulations and lying not working like they always have are also causing further frustrations and chaos with lower frequency, lower consciousness people and systems.

Just like those transformational ascension flights of stair steps with their embodying landings, the masses that don’t know what’s really happening and why have to make huge changes now too or exit. Protect yourself and your loved ones and pets as we transition across the Expiration Date and 11-11-11 and simultaneously embody more Light and Divine Source Blueprints/Templates from Home. It is indeed the best of times but at lower levels it is the worst of times.

Denise

October 14, 2011

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The Separation of Worlds: Leaving People Behind

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I knew talking about the upcoming Separation of Worlds would cause some people to worry and wonder. I’ve had a few Comments from readers questioning the possibility of leaving loved ones behind due to the very near Expiration Date—the completion of the Mayan calendar on October 28, 2011, in combination with November’s 11-11-11 cutoff point. (I’ll talk more about the Separation of Worlds in coming articles.)

One consolation to the fact that many millions or possibly billions of people haven’t and won’t be utilizing the Cosmic, Galactic and Solar energies flooding the planet to ascend/evolve out of lower frequency duality and polarized consciousness and materialism now, is that as you continue ascending/evolving you’ll increasingly know more about complex energies and different evolutionary levels, phases, timelines, worlds and consciousness, soul development and focus, multidimensionality and soul decisions made by yourself and other people. As you continue this incredibly compressed ascension/evolutionary process, you’ll increasingly find yourself perceiving from an elevated and expanded point of view, which is High Heart or Unity Consciousness. Because of this, you more easily know why a soul is ready to ascend/evolve now and why another soul is not. You will know this and more and know that every level and phase is perfect in every way. From the level of  High Heart-based Consciousness, there is no lower egoic judgement, fear, sadness, sense of loss or false perception of so-called “failure”. There is only expanded knowing that comes from and thru ones ascended HighHeart space of perception, plus a much easier ability to let go of and allow all others to continue learning and creating at whatever level and location that’s a perfect frequency match for them currently.

When our lower frequency ego self is thinking about the possibility of a loved one, our children, a family member or members, a husband or wife or friend not making the current Ascension train soon leaving the station and the subsequent Separation of Worlds, it causes lower ego-based worry, fear, emotional pain and a sense of loss and panicked need to help, heal or try to “save” them or possibly even guilt. Because of the Law of Freewill that exists in this neck of the Universal woods, we cannot interfere with or “heal” anyone’s spiritual growth process for any reason without serious consequences to ourselves. The timing of unfolding spiritual processes is not up to us—it’s up to each individual in their own time, not ours.

This is why people here now to help others with the evolutionary Ascension Process are often called Wayshowers. They literally reveal The Way while living it themselves with the intention that their actions, words, energies and direct Forerunning ignite more people to move from existing within the lowest three chakras, up into the Light and consciousness of the HighHeart.

I know how harsh and heartless this Separation of Worlds reality and process may sound to some people but until you’ve perceived from a higher level of awareness, it is hard to understand that divine perfection exists in absolutely every choice every soul makes. Believe me when I tell you that some other soul or group of souls thought and felt the same way about you at some previous ascension/evolutionary point! And look where you are now.

IT’S ALL ABOUT DIFFERENT FREQUENCIES

What is required to ascend/evolve, transition, make the Shift now? That you embody and maintain a specific frequency of Light Energy. What is that? It’s what I’ve been calling HighHeart Consciousness and what others call Unity Consciousness. This is easier than it may sound so relax.

I just heard comedian Jeff Foxworthy doing some of his famous “…then you might be a Redneck…”  jokes in my head!

If you honestly feel for other people from a higher frequency than your egoic level, then you might be Ascending!  See what I mean?

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If you honestly care about humans, animals, Earth and all lifeforms, this indicates you are ascending/evolving and will make the Shift to the NEW Earth world that you’re a frequency match with. Many of us have been living for many years already in our higher vibrating homes waiting and waiting until the external world finally energetically matches us and the inside of our homes, at least to some degree. The Expiration Date—the 11-11-11 portal first, then 12-21-12—indicate the energetic Separation of Worlds will begin for everyone.

If you’re aware that other people and issues exist besides your ego, left-brain intellect and lower materialistic wants and desires, then you’ve got a great start on embodying increasing amounts of HighHeart (5D Heart centered) Consciousness and are already energetically living the Ascension Shift before the Expiration Date. And it doesn’t matter how much a person knows, how wise they are or aren’t, how many years they spent studying something, how spiritual they are or aren’t. What’s energetically required is the ability to FEEL and PERCEIVE from the unified HighHeart instead of the lower frequency 3D ego self and limited left-brain patriarchal intellect. When a person is capable of that they automatically find themselves in the Earth world that’s ascending/evolving and not in the old lower one that’s descending into even greater density and negativity. That’s how little is actually required to ascend/evolve now.

Once again there is zero judgement about any of this. A person is either ready to ascend/evolve out of duality, ego-based and materialistic consciousness at the completion of these Great Evolutionary Cycles or they aren’t. If they’re not ready to graduate to the next level of ongoing learning, then they’ll remain on a world within a dimension that’s a vibratory match to their current level of development and focus until they are ready to graduate. That may take another 26,000 yearlong cycle, another 225-250 million-year cycle or more, or it could take fifteen seconds. It is vastly easier to take advantage of the currently available cyclical ascension and completion energies pulsed out from Source and the center of the galaxy and elsewhere to ascend/evolve/graduate to the next level and dimension than resist them. Freewill for all with zero judgement for whatever choice is made now. It is perfect no matter what so be in HighHeart knowing joy and respect for All.

Denise

August 30, 2011

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An Astral Thrashing by Ancient Giants

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Before we can talk about the improvements unfolding in 2011, I want to backtrack us a bit for contrast and reflection. I could write a book based on this topic because it’s so amazing and such a profound change to what reality has been on Earth for my almost sixty years. I’m talking about the now steady and increasingly obvious decrease of the Dark Ones/the Negatives/Team Dark from our reality and lives. Here are some examples of this increasing shifting and departure of them from a few recent multidimensional experiences I’ve had.

A GIANT ASTRAL THRASHING

On November 6, 2010 I had one of the most interesting and informative lucid dream encounter I’ve ever had, and I have had some whoppers! I was lucid in this dream from the first moment because the dream had been designed and created by a Dark One. He wanted to talk face-to-face with me so he created this “dream” setting for me to make sure I got his entire message, which I most certainly did. He created this dream setting to look like the old house I lived in during the most difficult years of my early biological Ascension Process where I’d been under constant demonic attack for four horrific years. [See A Lightworker’s Mission]. He wanted me to be very consciously aware that it was he and his kind behind all of the Dark attacks I went through at that house from 2000 through June of 2004.

In this lucid dream, which was not a “dream” at all but an actual meeting in the fourth dimension (4D Astral), this Dark One and about five or six of his buddies were waiting for me in the backyard of this other house. From my perspective I just suddenly found myself in this already started dream, which is usually a sign that something other than you has designed it and intentionally pulled you into it for a specific reason. So there I am all of a sudden, lucid in the Astral and back at this other house looking up at about seven incredible giant Beings; Dark Ones that were not Reptilians but something else. Their bodies were all the same but their non-human faces were slightly different, as human faces are, and they were wearing costumes which were intended to further intimidate and frighten me. They didn’t however but looked rather ridiculous. We’ll get to that in a second.

So there I am standing outside in full daylight in this astral meeting with about seven of these ancient humanoid Dark Ones. They all were around twenty feet tall; I estimated this from marking where the highest peak of the house roof came on their bodies which was around their waists. In other words, they were some HUGE, ancient, giant Dark Ones and they got my attention for sure! Now here comes the funny costume part; they all were dressed in stereotypical biker outfits. Black leather pants, vests with “colors” on the back, chains, spike collars, wide leather cuffs and all the other typical old bad-ass motorcycle biker dude costuming from the sixties and seventies. Seriously, I should get an award or metal or something for not busting into a belly laugh seeing twenty-foot tall Dark Ones trying to look extra mean n’ nasty by wearing old “Hell’s Angels” biker costumes in my backyard! I just stood there staring up at this group of non-human, non-physical Dark Ones trying to further intimidate me and couldn’t believe what I was witnessing. Their size and unpleasant non-human faces alone was enough, but thankfully for me the old “Hell’s Angels” biker outfits took the edge off of the entire situation.

After a bit the head Dark One leaned down, picked me up, and held me close to his ugly non-human face and gave me a good hard thrashing! I was the size of a rag-doll in his huge hand as he shook me, yelled and screamed viciously at me and clearly let me know how much he HATED my goddamned Forerunner Starseed Lightworker ass and how seriously I have ruined his plans, his life and lifestyle, his fun, his ruler-ship over humanity and Earth blah, blah, blah. His buddies watched with great pleasure as their Boss spewed hatred in my face and shook me around in his giant clawed hand. And, as amazing as all this was because it was “real”, was that I wasn’t nearly as frightened as I would have been had it happened a few years ago. I was lucid of how I was emotionally feeling and what I was thinking during this designed intimidation tactic by these particular Dark Ones, but I was rather surprised by my lack of fear.

Of course it helped tremendously having these giant giants costumed in old-school biker regalia, plus it helped tremendously having the main Dark One telling me his secrets and how I (as a Lightworker) had ruined his species way of life and their food and fuel supplies (humanity) and so many other things I couldn’t believe it! I kept thinking to myself while this Dark One was raging in my wee astral face, “My god Denise, listen to everything he’s telling you in his wild rage because he’s revealing tremendously important secrets. Do not pull the ripcord and wake yourself up yet. Wait until he’s done telling you everything.”  So I remained and endured him raging at me about what a miserable day he and his kind were having all because of what me and my kind have done. Instead of fleeing the astral scene as I usually do in these types of astral abductions, I remained until this Dark One had finished his rant at me and then I got the hell outta there and woke myself up!

This was a big deal for me to NOT be so frightened and NOT escape when things got too scary because I do know how to wake myself up and escape when needed. This also told me a lot about how much I’ve personally grown, and about how much the Light has done to cause the Dark Ones to not be able to stay within the still increasing Light Energies here.

ANOTHER MULTIDIMENSIONAL ATTACK BY THE DARK ONES

On February 22, 2011 — 2-22-11 — I started out having a very nice dream but it kept morphing into bad, then into worse, and then much worse. Once the nightmare reached that ultra-icky sick blood n’ guts violent point, I did pull the astral ripcord and woke myself up. Problem was—as it often is—I didn’t leave this nightmare in the 4D astral plane, it was right there in my physical bedroom hovering above me near my ceiling! “It” is what caused my nice dream to morph into a gory, sick nightmare.

Once I was awake from the nightmare I could easily see in the natural night’s darkness this mass of unnatural Blackness hovering about a foot below my ceiling like a large 4D astral oil spill. It was wider than my queen-sized bed and took up nearly the entire square footage of my bedroom ceiling. I’ve had many attacks over the years from this same type of mass Blackness that’s darker than the darkest night, and in years past these attacks would leave me severely ill for a couple of months. My point is that I was well aware that I was going to be fighting for my life and well-being as soon as I awoke and saw this 4D canopy oil spill Blackness hanging over me in bed. What happened next however was an absolute first in my life and that is what’s really important about all of this.

Once awake and aware that I was in for another serious battle for my health, sanity, multidimensional energetic well-being and possibly my very life, I went into hyper-aware, hyper-sensitive Light Warrior mode while simultaneously taking mental notes of the entire situation. The thing with negative Beings is that, no matter what shape, disguise, or costume “It” puts on, you know what “It” is because “It” cannot change or alter “It’s” energy signature to save “It’s” life. “It” is what “It” is no matter how clever or creative. “It” always feels exactly the same no matter what because “It” has not changed one little bit. Nasty is nasty is nasty period.

So there I am yet again fighting my way through another attempt upon my Forerunner Lightworker life by the Dark Ones, but, there’s one HUGE change to this familiar attack; “It” cannot move down any lower to attack or touch me! My god this is a minor miracle and something that’s never happened before. Now I’m not saying this attack was easy because it wasn’t and it lasted for an hour and a half and was very intense and exhausting. However, “It” could not drop down any lower and literally, repeatedly, pound on my head like an actual assault as “It” has in years past. So, what’s changed and why?

We’ve gone deep enough into this battle at this point (2-22-11) that the Dark Ones cannot effect me (a Forerunner, Starseed, Lightworker, Gridworker, Embodier) in the same ways they have because the Light has returned and is taking back and filling up this world and so much more. The Dark Ones are on their way out in other words and I cannot tell you what this means to me after 59 years of having to deal with them and their endless attacks throughout this life. For me to repeatedly and vividly be shown just how much has really changed energetically, both within my Denise self and the Earth world and the Astral and beyond, is so incredibly rewarding… and the best is yet to come!

BEIGE HOUNDS OF HELL ASTRAL ATTACK

Moving right along.

May 12, 2011 I had a dream attack which really amazed me. It’s almost—dare I say—comical. So I’m dreaming early this morning and find myself in some unknown neighborhood in some unknown city somewhere walking down the street at night alone. Suddenly a pack of dogs comes running towards me from down the street. Normally this would have sent me scrambling for that astral ripcord in a hot second, but, my-oh-my how things have changed in a few short months since November 2010!

No I do not escape the dream attack but turn to look at the pack of barking dogs running wildly towards me with the intent of ripping me to pieces in the street. I noticed they were different sizes and breeds but that they all are beige in color. That told me that the Darkness ain’t so dark no more (May 2011) but is now more of a matte beige color. Go ahead and have a good giggle over this symbolism, gawd knows I certainly did.

So as the pack of beige dogs reach me I magically produce — are you ready for this — a large bed pillow to whoop-ass with. Yes, a bed pillow to beat off a pack of attacking beige dogs, alone, in the night. Ya gotta luv it. So there I am in the street pillow popping attacking dogs left n’ right with my Kung Fu Light-infused Bed Pillow of Destruction. I sent every dog that attacked me flying through the air and dissipated them into nothingness. But again, the most important point in all this for me was that I was totally and completely emotionless about this whole business. I had NO fear, NO anger, NO aggression, NO hate, NO nothin’ but poppin’ attacking beige Hell Hounds back to Source. I felt like one of those old rock-solid Kung Fu movie warrior goddesses calmly whoopin’ ass with the greatest of ease. I’ve never ever felt this before in my life and it was good, really good.

I said a couple of months ago that one of the things I wanted for myself now was to finally evolve beyond reacting to lower or negative frequency situations, attacks, and people etc. I no longer want to respond in that old lower emotional way and my dream of fighting off attacking beige dogs with ZERO emotions one way or the other was a huge symbol for me personally. When I look back over the past few months like this to get a better understanding and perspective, I see just how much has really improved on multiple levels for me personally, but also with how much has improved collectively in this dimension and others. I also know that this is just getting rolling now in early 2011, and that it will unfold exponentially week by week and month by month through to the end of the Mayan calendar on Oct. 28, 2011, and then the great transition through the 11-11-11 portal of November 11, 2011. Reality will be increasingly unrecognizable and in completely positive ways.

From a direct and intimate face-to-face rage-fest with what I believe were an ancient group of giant Nephilim beings, to unemotionally popping attacking astral hell hounds back to Source in seven short months is pretty impressive, especially after nearly six decades of living in a totally Dark controlled world. Hang in there everyone because the best really is right around the corner at this point.

Denise

May 12, 2011

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