2011 & 2012 & Beyond

For a few months before the 11-11-11 portal I’d been sensing some partial and half-understood impressions about it multidimensionally. Months ago these 11-11-11 impressions seemed ass-backwards and mildly strange to me so I decided to wait until I was able to perceive this information a bit better before I mentioned them publicly. In all honesty, this particular information is still a bit strange sounding even to me and that should tell you something about it! But first, let’s backtrack a few years for clarity and perspective because then 2012 and 2013 will be a bit easier to perceive. As you look at the number images below, be very aware that there are THREE of them in each sequential Stair Step and this has to do with our evolving out of the TWO of lower frequency, lower consciousness 3D duality, and into the THREE of unity (triality) or High Heart consciousness and being.

The September 9, 2009 09-09-09 portal was about the ending of an intense Ascension phase with huge overtones of death and/or dying required to reach the next frequency level or Stair Step.

The October 10, 2010 10-10-10 portal was about our individually preparing to physically embody a good bit more of our Higher Selves in our current bodies, personalities, and being.

The November 11, 2011 11-11-11 portal was about our first global 5D Group Conscious C0-Creating event in the New Evolutionary Cycle of Unity because we’re free of the old Evolutionary Cycle/Mayan calendar and duality. However, as many of us unexpectedly discovered, for us to pass through the 11-11-11 Initiatic portal we first HAD to consciously be aware of, transmute and integrate ANY remaining lower frequency emotional tidbit we may still have had within ourselves first.

After continuously doing personal inner transformational Polarity Resolution work since February 1999 (the start of the Mayan calendar Eighth Wave), I assumed I had the majority of my inner junk already transmuted, and I did, except for another small past life speed-bump issue with my Mom. [See Post October 28th & 11-11-11 Adventures] To make sure I didn’t miss this particular emotional tidbit I still contained on the morning of 11-11-11, the Dark Ones personally hand delivered the message to me via activating my Mom so that she’d trigger this old issue in me so I’d feel and see it. How helpfully thorough of them. No I’m serious, the Dark Ones did me a favor with this one even though I wasn’t feelin’ the luv towards them that day at all! All I felt the morning and day of 11-11-11 was that the Dark Ones had stolen and derailed 11-11-11 for me and Mom, but because I’m stubborn and know better, I worked through that immature and incorrect lower emotional take on their actions and transmuted my past life speed-bump that the Dark Ones made sure I would not miss. They are professionals at what they do after all…  😉

To pass through the 11-11-11 Initiation portal many of us unexpectedly found ourselves depressed and/or ready to quit. I’ve never encountered any of the previous number portals having this effect on me, my Mom, or anyone else but the 11-11-11 portal did and this told me it was an extra important portal of change for us individually and as a Group in the New 5D Unity Cycle.

I know I’ve only perceived the outer edges of this complex multidimensional topic about the 11-11-11 portal, 2012, and the 12-12-12 portal, but I expect to perceive more about this topic and how it’s effecting us and other-dimensions Beings over the coming weeks and months. Please understand that everything is very different now that we’ve completed and exited the old Mayan calendar/Evolutionary Cycle. I’ve been adjusting, adapting and embodying like crazy since October 28, 2011 and it’s profoundly exhausting and at times painful to the point of having to remain in bed. I haven’t been able to write nearly as much as I always have due to the intense transmuting and embodying that’s been happening non-stop. I know many of you won’t want to hear this next bit, but, many of us Starseeds will be doing massive amounts of embodying to this degree throughout 2012. Sorry, don’t hate the messenger.

For most of 2011 I kept perceiving and clairvoyantly seeing the 11-11-11 portal as very Goddess-like in its energy. I don’t mean total Goddess but one aspect of the Goddess seemed to be intimately involved with whatever happened multidimensionally on 11-11-11. Now here’s the seemingly ass-backwards part that’s been confusing to me over the months. I kept sensing the Dark Ones connected to the 11-11-11 portal and this one aspect of the Goddess energies but in a highly positive and perfect way. After some time I’ve been able to perceive that—and this makes total sense once you get your bearings on the other side of the end of the Mayan calendar/Evolutionary Cycle—it’s also Graduation or Retirement Time for the Dark Ones and Light Ones and the missions and roles each Group has held in place (embodied) for the rest of us during the past Evolutionary Cycle in duality.

I’ve known that these other Beings—both Light and Dark and everything else—cannot evolve or change jobs or roles until WE had completed what WE in physicality needed to here. Once WE’D completed that, which we have on October 28, 2011, then all the other multidimensional players, aspects and participants can and will also transition into the next Evolutionary Cycle, whatever and wherever that is for each one of us. Until then however, we’ve all been obligated and pretty much trapped in our polarized roles and missions throughout this past Evolutionary Cycle and this includes the Dark Ones as well as the Light Ones.

Evidently the 11-11-11 portal was where many important things began for all of us, including the Beings we’ve known in the past as the Dark Ones. Throughout 2011 increasing numbers of the Dark Ones finally understood what’s happening, what’s changing and why, and slowly began relinquishing their old roles and moved on. However as is still obvious, some of the non-physical, non-human Dark Ones are still clinging, hanging on and fighting, not realizing that their mission has ended because the October 28, 2011 Expiration Date has been reached and it’s time for everyone to move on to the next Evolutionary Cycle and learning. I sense this final completion phase will unfold very quickly throughout 2012 no matter who or what resists this multidimensional Evolutionary Process.

I’ve been sensing that 2012 and the 12-12-12 portal will be for the non-physical, other dimensional Team Light players what 2011 and the 11-11-11 portal was for the non-physical, other dimensional Team Dark players. If I’m correct with what I’ve been perceiving so far about this unfolding completing/beginning, then the 12-12-12 portal of December 12, 2012 will be the cut-off date for Team Light to connect with an aspect of  God-like energies (this is the X shape multidimensional crossover symbol I’ve been seeing) and evolve into their New roles. To my awareness today, this feels like the aspects that we call “God/Goddess” are integrating their fragmented, polarized parts back into themselves and evolving into something new also. Stair Steps, always stair steps with the entire Ascension Process.

Once we complete 2012 we’ll be energetically ready to enter the new Evolutionary Cycle fully. This new unity cycle exists beyond the old system of 12 and duality. The easiest way to describe this higher system of 13 is to use the old system of 12. In it the 12 apostles represented humanity within 3D physicality and linear time, while Jesus represented the 13 and a quantum connection with Source. Once we’ve completed all the Stair Steps coming throughout 2012, then Earth/humanity enters the conjunction alignment with the Super Galactic Center’s incomprehensible energies and then we’ll begin the new cycle that’s like 13 with its conscious connection to Source and Higher Self.

Denise

November 26, 2011

Copyright © Denise Le Fay & TRANSITIONS 2011. All Rights Reserved. You may share this article so long as you don’t alter it in any way, and the content remains complete, credit is given to the author and this URL https://deniselefay.blog and Copyright Notice is included.

It’s 10-10-10 & Company Is Coming

10-10-10

In typical Denise fashion I perceive, receive, higher complex information and large concepts in almost embarrassingly simplified ways. This is why I write the way I do; I cut to the chase and go for the bottom-line because I usually don’t perceive/receive all the detailed filler information such as names, sub-zones, levels and such. It isn’t all that important to me in all honesty. Once I have perceived some main aspects of certain Bigger Pictures, I don’t need all the names and complex finer details. I perceive/receive the overall gist and feel of what’s happening, why and when.

10-10-10 AND GUESS WHO IS COMING TO DINNER?

I’ve decided to write this exactly as I perceived/received this information and not do as much interpreting, explaining and defining as I usually try to do. We’re all needing to evolve to where we don’t depend on certain people and/or systems  and/or only our left-brained intellect to define reality for us. After thousands of years of deliberate dark BS, lies and distortions from lower frequency people and  global systems etc., we’ve reached spiritual adulthood now and need to start defining reality for ourselves. The Body and Brain Rewiring will enable us to do this and much more.

I’d like you to see in your mind’s eye exactly what I’ve seen, felt and know about the 09-09-09 through 12-21-12 transitions because I believe it’s how more of us are going to be perceiving/receiving higher Light information/knowledge now; decreased linear words (telepathic and physically written/spoken), with increased visual symbols as large chunks of complex Light information. Below are two highly simplified symbolic visual information concepts about the 10-10-10 energy Stair-step transition that I perceived/received a while ago. Actually, it is not only the triple tens of October 10, 2010. Another level or phase (within the ongoing Ascension Process) was activated via the 09-09-09 of September 9, 2009, and will  continue to unfold quickly and dramatically now through the 10-10-10, and the 11-11-11, and the 12-12-12 and 12-21-12 remaining important energy transitions. See, feel and know these two symbolic visuals and interpret this phase of The Process for yourself.

MY FIRST HIGHER SELF 10-10-10 MESSAGE

In your mind’s eye envision a massive dense rain forest from overhead as if you were in an airplane looking down on it. There is absolutely nothing down there but dense trees and other thick vegetation. No cleared areas whatsoever, no roads, absolutely nothing but thick, dark, dense, scary and impenetrable rain forest. Do you see it? Can you hear the airplane’s little engine running far up above? Can you see the vast and dense rain forest below you? See it, hear it, feel it and hold it in your inner mind’s eye and heart as you keep reading, feeling and knowing.

The pilot of this small plane has one very important passenger on-board who desires to land in that dense Earth forest. Problem is, there’s absolutely no place to land the plane and this very important passenger must land and step off on to the ground. This passenger will not parachute, but must land and touch the ground in this precise way. So the pilot and his very important passenger continue flying in large slow circles overhead, searching, waiting, searching far and wide, hoping to find a small landing strip somewhere below in the massive denseness.

Meanwhile…

You have a burning, unrelenting cosmic soul NEED to carve out a landing strip in the middle of a dense, dark, dangerous rain forest by yourself. WTF! Really? Do you realize how insanely difficult and dangerous that’s going to be? Are you aware that you may not be able to complete the landing strip in time for the small airplane to land? Shit… Hum… No, I can do it. It is what I do and do very well so cheerio, fuck-it-all, I’m carving out a damned landing strip in the middle of a massive dense, dark rain forest alone and by-hand and I absolutely will not stop until it is completed.

Amazingly you’ve succeeded in carving out a large magnificent landing strip in the middle of a dense rain forest. You are however all cut up, bruised, bloody, beat to hell, unimaginably exhausted, and you just want to sit down and have a good long hard cry and little Pity Party for yourself. Go ahead, you’ve earned it for god sake. You carved out a freaking landing strip in the middle of a dense dark jungle where angels fear to tread! Have that hard-earned, gut-wrenching, snot-flying, deep soul-sobbing cry and be proud because you did it despite the enormous difficulties and dangers involved. (This fellow Lightworkers, Forerunners, Pathpavers represents Phase 1 of the Ascension Process, which I’m sure you recognize.)

So there you are in all your Starseed, Lightworker, Pathpaver dirty, bloody and beat-up glory sitting exhausted and crying on your mighty fine looking landing strip in the middle of a dense—but now oh so much brighter open and cleared—rain forest. You wait, and wait, and wait there for months, then years, but no one comes. Insert more intense and dejected crying, confusion and anger along with short periods of real self-doubt here.

Then one day you hear it, the ever so faint sound of a small airplane flying overhead far in the distance. OMG, could it be? Is The Great Day finally here? You bet your sweet Forerunner, Lightworker, tired Old Soul ass it is finally here!

‘Da plane, da plane!’  your weary and nearly broken mind excitedly sings like a spiritual joke from that old TV show Fantasy Island. You hear the small plane finally approaching and you know its going to land on your beloved landing strip. Deep inside you also know that the real fun will start now. You glance at your watch to check the date and time and sure enough, it’s 10-10-10. Oh man, here it finally comes after all these brutal, isolated, painful and dangerous years of intense preparation Work.

MY SECOND HIGHER SELF 10-10-10 MESSAGE

See this next symbolic scenario in your mind’s eye and High Heart too for you already know all this but maybe haven’t put all the puzzle pieces together yet.

You’ve got very special company coming to visit you soon so you start the massive house cleaning, yard cleaning, window washing, buffing and polishing, washing and everything cleaning in preparation. This is so exciting and rare, but it is going to take plenty of time and serious energy-consuming cleaning and clearing Work to get your house, yard, and yourself ready for the arrival of your very special company.

You start the massive cleaning, clearing and trash removal Work on your house—inside and out—and in your yard too. You’ve got plenty of time to get it all done before your company arrives, however, you know your back is going to hurt like all hell doing it all, that you’re going to become profoundly tired and in a lot of extra pain and stress trying to do so much work, so much cleaning, so much polishing and prep Work for this special company that’s coming. It doesn’t matter, you dive into all your cleaning and clearing work despite the extra aches, pains and fatigue that it causes your physical body and everything else. You rest when you can and get back to the intense cleaning and clearing work day after day. On top of all this however, you still have your daily “regular life’s work and chores” that need to be done too but you somehow manage to get it all done.

It’s slow going and there’s far more dirt, junk and mess than you initially realized was there but you keep at it because you’re so excited to have this particular company coming. It makes the long and difficult cleaning and trash removal Work worth it when you think about how much fun it’s going to be once this particular company arrives.

Finally, you take a long careful look around your house both inside and out, and check the yard to make sure it is clean and beautiful. Most all the cleaning Work is done now, and despite your being absolutely exhausted after endless months of cleaning and prep Work, your house, yard and everything else is looking and feeling exceptionally nice, clean, tidy and ready for your very special company. You glance at your calendar one more time to check the date to see how long before your company arrives and you discover it’s only a few days now. 10-10-10 is right around the corner and your very special company will begin arriving then. (This represents an aspect of Phase 2 let us call it of more Ascension work during 2009 and 2010 up to now.)

LIGHT APPEARS AT THE END OF THIS VERY LONG TUNNEL

You smile in anticipation and joy over having succeeded in carving out the difficult landing strip in the middle of the dense and nearly impenetrable rain forest on time. You smile in anticipation and joy over having succeeded in cleaning and clearing your entire house, yard, and everything else in preparation of the arrival of your special out-of-town company. And importantly, you finally understand WHO the special passenger is in the small plane that’s getting ready to land now; you understand WHO your special out-of-town company is that’s arriving with the 10-10-10 energies. You finally understand WHY you were so obsessed about carving a landing strip in the middle of a dense, dangerous rain forest by yourself (the old physical 3D dense world of Duality). You finally understand WHY you were so obsessed about cleaning and clearing your entire house and yard (the transmuting and resolving of polarity, karma, and all lower frequency energies within yourself, mind, heart and bodies that was Phase 1 of the Ascension Process). All of this long, painful and incredibly difficult prep Work was absolutely necessary so that higher aspects of YOU could even “land” and then start to merge with, be embodied by you physically.

10-10-10 is the start of this intense phase of us embodying, continuously and increasingly housing within our physical bodies more of what has always existed at higher dimensions. You know why this can finally happen because you’ve done all the insanely difficult and painful Work, cleaning and clearing for over a decade. Since 09-09-09, we’ve been inching our ways towards finally having these next particular transitions happen. The 10-10-10, 11-11-11, and the 12-12-12 and 12-21-12 Stair-steps or portals or gates are the last three important Ascension Process transitions we have to journey through. There’s more than just these three but they are huge in what and why.

The plane is finally landing, your special company is finally arriving via these remaining 10-10-10 and beyond incremental energy Stair-steps. Guess how amazing and easily creative it’s going to be to literally embody so much more of YOU—the pilot, his special passenger, your very special company, plus you who did all the cleaning and landing strip prep Work—in your physical body on the new 5D Earth from here on out? Hey, that sounds like your doorbell ringing, you had better get it.  ❤

Denise Le Fay

October 8, 2010

copyright black white Copyright © Denise Le Fay & TRANSITIONS, 2010. All Rights Reserved. You may share this article so long as you don’t alter it in any way, the content remains complete, credit is given to the author and this URL https://deniselefay.blog and Copyright Notice is included.

Dream Messages of My Death

Since the triple 9’s of September 9, 2009 (09-09-09) I’ve had almost nightly dream messages about my “death”. These dreams are not about me physically dying but are about an important transitional death via the 09-09-09 separation from the old lower frequency Earth world, reality and collective.

Each of these dreams seems to be informing me that I have indeed made a complete separation from the world, life and reality that I incarnated into in this life decades ago. I’ve sensed this already but obviously some higher aspect of ME wants Denise to thoroughly and consciously understand this so, the many recent dreams about my having “died”.

Even though I’ve died in these dreams, I’m still alive in them doing things and going places and so on so these messages are clearly about a separation from one world, dimension and state of being and not my actual physical death. The only reason I’m even mentioning these many recent death dreams I’ve been having since 09-09-09 is because I suspect many other people have been having them too or soon may be. I’m positive these dreams are due to the 09-09-09 separation from the old lower 3D world we Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers incarnated into. Evidently I am needing to really get this message right now and felt it important that I share this in case you are too.

Denise

October 5, 2009

Copyright © Denise Le Fay and TRANSITIONS 2009-2012. All Rights Reserved. You may copy and redistribute this material so long as you do not alter it in any way, the content remains complete, credit is given to the author, and you include this copyright notice and link.  https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/

The Strike, 09-09-09 Separation & Fall Equinox

The more sensitive of you have, I’m sure, felt that I simply haven’t been energetically present or available through TRANSITIONS as I usually am. There were a whole clusters of reasons for my energetic absence over the past couple of weeks—many of which I feel I should share because I’m positive some of you will totally relate. For those of you who can’t relate today, you will soon, of that I am sure.

Firstly, I have tried to finish my new book in a sane and careful way unlike I did during the waiting and entrapment phase within the lower energies of 2008 with The Temple of Master Hotei: A Unique Past Life Memory. I keep reminding myself that it will be finished when it is supposed to be finished and to not push and drive myself so hard with writing, editing, cleaning and designing of it in that old lower 3D world way we’re all so used to. Amazingly the book part was finished on September 9, 2009—the potent 09-09-09 energies. I could not have consciously planned that one if I’d tried. I’m now editing, formatting and finishing it up for publication.

Another problem I’ve had with writing this book was running into short periods of a few days each month where my mental focus was simply not there again, which is a very common ascension symptom and a great sign of one’s becoming more quantum than linear. Great, except if you’re wanting to finish a book or any other project that requires sustained mental focus. It was (and no doubt will continue to be) a frustration because I couldn’t push through it or change it or make it go away. I was without mental focus and that was the way it was going to be for however long it lasted. Understand, I’m not talking about “writer’s block” because all the information was already there just waiting to get typed out. But if the brain is on another one of those very nice Expansion Vacations, then you’ve just got to wait until the brain fuzz fades again and you can remember your name and what day of the week it is and so on. I do not know how certain other people are able to write during these intense and usually difficult phases of mental unplugging and UN-focusing AND still write anything readable! I usually cannot.

A few days before the monumental and incredibly potent cut-off  and separation date of 09-09-09, my physical body began hurting which was my clue that another big energy shift was coming. I didn’t immediately make the connection to the triple 9 energies, but that was what it was then. I had no idea that the September 9, 2009 triple 9’s were going to be the energetic response to my earlier Lightworker Strike. But they were, and on the day of 09-09-09 I shifted once again to a new higher and empty space. I actually love briefly being within those brand new and very large, empty or clean higher energetic spaces. As a psychic whose had to FEEL far too freaking much my whole life, I really enjoy these short periods of not feeling other people’s energies or emotions. The major cut-off and separation from the lower world that the triple 9’s actually were, landed me in another of these higher vibrating, incredibly vast and wonderfully empty, quiet spaces. I wallowed happily in it, with my current brain fuzz, believe me.

But the next day, September 10th, I suddenly and shockingly did not want to talk or write or do anything with anyone. It was like my desire to share what I know with others here at TRANSITIONS was abruptly turned off and I was profoundly shocked. By the 11th however I was back again and realized it was just some adjustment I went through via the 09-09-09 separation energies. But while all this was happening I was literally gone and energetically not present or available. We’re all going to have to adapt to the huge and real separation and latest shift that these triple 9’s really were.

Next I realized how “co-dependent” and “enabling” this global 09-09-09 separation really was for everyone on both sides. I made a very short comment about this in an earlier post about how the Lightworkers were finally gone and no longer available to hold the monsters at bay for the lower people still down there. I realized that some Lightworkers were having certain emotional withdrawal symptoms from our finally cutting all energetic ties to the old lower vibrating world and massive numbers of people still there. But, my Lightworker Strike was also against this endless interdimensional “co-dependent” and “enabling” between us Lightworkers and the people who we kept waiting, hoping, working to help get “on-board” the ascension elevator. As long as we continued doing this “enabling” sort of thing for them at this late date, none of us was moving anywhere! We weren’t moving forward energetically as we should have, and they were not making the incredibly important choice themselves about changing and utilizing the abundant ascension energies, or remain with the other sleeping “sheeple” in the darkness of the old lower world. They weren’t doing anything but remaining right where they always have been believing all the dark lies. It was a giant Holding Pattern for all concerned, and I was frustrated beyond belief and very all done with it, hence My Lightworker Strike.

Next came the 2009 fall Equinox. I realize that my physical body going crazy once again with vertebra flying left and right from top to bottom was just MY Capricornian reaction to the current potent astrological transits. Every three months throughout all of 2009, those of us with our Sun’s in early Aries/Libra or Cancer/Capricorn are getting intensely hammered by Pluto in very early Capricorn and the squares, oppositions, or conjunctions to the Cardinal equinox and solstice points and our Sun’s and/or anything else nearby! For me my Sun at 1°Capricorn means my structural body and skeletal system gets repeatedly blasted, just like all the lower world systems and “structures”.  Translated, my spine and joints go nuts and hurt like all hell for a few weeks. It’s more DNA physical body bone structural transmutations and adjustments but it sometimes literally cripples me up for a while. There is much more astrologically happening than transiting Sun/Pluto and the Cardinal points triggers, but I don’t want to bore you with how all that is affecting me now too. We’re all getting hammered in exactly the ways we need and that’s the point. Just breath and let it transform you and your bodies.

So between the random brain fog I’ve been experiencing again while trying to finish the book, then the Lightworker Strike, the triple 9’s, and the fall equinox energies blasting us into another orbit, it’s been a very potent summer. Hell, it was a potent spring and I know it’s going to be an even more potent fall this year which will bring us to another change date in the Mayan calendar cycles — Night Six starting November 8, 2009 through November 2, 2010. And then another monster solstice point — the December 2009 Winter Solstice.

Another aspect of all this which I find very telling is how many Lightworkers, ascension channelers, writers, teachers etc. are saying that we Lightworkers have now finally entered the position we’ve been working towards and that an aspect of our new job is to desire a new higher world and how we want to personally decorate it, but NOT by the sweat of our brows. We’ve got new vastly higher helpers who are doing that aspect of this for us. At the same time we’re being told, and very correctly, that the falling and ending of the old lower world has also (because of the absolute separation) started now too and that it’s going to get much worse. So, on the one hand it’s  fun creative time for many of us in the new higher frequency world, but at the same time, the masses who’ve not as yet even realized that a higher better way even exists will truly begin the Downfall of Atlantis Part II. We’ve been seeing it for years already but now it will really increase and compress. Every single person down there still has the choice to change and start heading towards the higher vibrating Light, so do not feel bad or sad for them. We have ALL been there ourselves and it is simply part of the current compressed spiritual ascension and evolutionary process.

Don’t get lost, don’t get sucked back down energetically, don’t slide back into co-dependent or enabling behaviors just because you’re so used to and good at “helping”. Lightworking always means that eventually we all reach the point where you, the helper, must walk away and let them do it for themselves to become honestly self-empowered.

Denise

September 24, 2009

Copyright © Denise Le Fay & TRANSITIONS 2009. All Rights Reserved. You may share this article so long as you don’t alter it in any way, the content remains complete, credit is given to the author and this URL https://deniselefay.blog and Copyright Notice is included.