More Details on WHY April 2013 was so difficult

Don’t misunderstand the title of this and think that now we’re in May 2013 this negative business won’t happen because it will, and it’ll try very hard to continue affecting, attacking, influencing and doing the ‘Smash and Grab’ maneuver on whoever they can. These Team Dark beings are hurriedly stockpiling humans, human consciousness and human energies now for their upcoming long, hard, hungry winter elsewhere, minus many millions of us who’ve gone our separate ways (the upcoming Separation of Worlds).

Someone (forgive me but I can’t remember your name at this moment) emailed this particular James Gilliland article to me the other day. Thank you. ♥ Because it is in my opinion highly accurate, I wanted to quote it here after my April 30, 2013 article, Please… Is April 2013 Over Yet?! 

Thank you James Gilliland for this article. Plenty of people are in great need of better understanding that there really are ‘worlds behind the world’ and that there are diverse positive and negative Beings that have always existed within them. People need to consciously know what’s really going on within multiple dimensions and how and why they are affected, attacked, and unknowingly to them, deliberately manipulated and used by the Negative Aliens Beings or as I call these creatures, Team Dark,  to harm Lightworkers/Starseeds/Forerunners/Transmuters/Indigos and anyone trying to wake up and evolve out from under them and their lowly frequency range.

Denise Le Fay

May 2, 2013


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5D Incoming and Relationships

James Gilliland, April 12, 2013

“After the great deluge of emails and phone calls asking what is going on with all the chaos, turmoil, relationship splits, and people basically wigging out everywhere, I felt it is time to write this article. Some of the information will be a godsend, to others they will find major resistance to this information.

This is often determined by which side of the fence one is on and if they are ready to heal, and take responsibility for their choices and actions. Nonetheless, universal law, and karma will have its way despite our delusions and denials. We can mentally justify many things our soul and spirit do not. Soul and spirit always have the last word.

There is a 5D overlay and a vibrational lifting and healing well underway. There are cycles and waves of energy that are coming with this process. It is a natural cycle due to alignments with Galactic Plane, Alcyone, Sirius and Pulses coming in from other cosmic sources. Cosmic, Gama, X-ray, ultraviolet, infrared and other rays are bombarding the planet in ways never before experienced or recorded on the Earth. This is throughout the entire solar system.

These times have all been referred to in ancient texts, the second coming where we rise into Christ or Buddha consciousness, the separation of the “sheep from the goats”, the wheat from the chaff, moving into the golden age, the end of the Mayan calendar, “The Beginning is Near”, “Nonjudgment Day”, The Great War In The Heavens, etc. We have all heard this before yet few understand the dynamics and what can happen in this process.

We are going to address relationships in this process due to so many people asking us to make sense of what is happening. With this major influx of energy and during the peaks of incoming energy you will see people transform. Some for the better and some for the worst. In the end it is all good because it is all part of a major healing, yet while you are in the midst of it we are often challenged to our very core.

People are going to act out their wounds, traumas and wrong conclusions from past experience. Some will become the observer and detach; others will be projecting, blaming and doing unconscious, even cruel acts you never thought they were capable of. In truth, some are really not capable of such acts on their own yet they have openings, an unhealed past that allows other unseen negative influences to take over.

When this happens, the only way out is to learn how to heal unseen negative influences, set firm boundaries and cut any cords keeping you attached to those affected. There are serpent energies or beings, greys, reptilians, and some, what you would call demonic beings, which are using the light workers for target practice. They are trying to create as much chaos, pain and suffering possible because this insures their world will continue.

They also feed off the lower vibrational energies such as anger, sadness, sorrow, fear, guilt unworthiness etc. Before, they could only hook you through the first three chakras – survival, sex and power – yet now they use those closest to you, friends, family and lovers to hit you in the heart.

There is a war for souls happening and your soul sits right next to the heart. To shut it down, shut down the ability to love, knowing love is the ultimate power in the universe, is one of the best weapons these unseen negative influences have to try to stop the awakening and healing of humanity and the Earth.

Many friends, family and lovers, those who are deeply wounded or do not have the inner awareness, strength, moral character and self authority to fend off these intrusions, are acting out their old wounds, traumas, and wrong conclusions from past experiences. This includes the lower vibrational desires of the unseen negative influences. This is why you are seeing so many relationships ending, insane behavior, and wounded egos acting out in ways unthinkable to most.

We cannot blame others for being weak, allowing themselves to be influenced, or for many of the behaviors which are often totally out of character, yet they have to take responsibility for their choices and actions which opened the door to these influences.

This includes the lack of interest in addressing their own wounds, traumas, wrong conclusions from past experiences, choosing an ego driven life, focusing primarily on outer appearances and material acquisition.

The imbalance of external focus versus internal focus, and not choosing to heal as a priority, is often the problem and can create the opening for these unseen negative influences. Unhealed childhood trauma, abuse, abandonment issues seem to be a common denominator as well as past life choices to engage and work with the darker forces.

These all are often the openings used by unseen negative influences to destroy relationships. As if not addressing and healing our own patterns is not enough, adding these unseen negative influences in the mix makes one big disaster waiting to happen. This includes the implants by regenerate greys and reptilians used to broadcast their psychopathic behavior into the mix.

It is all about consciousness and there is a war in consciousness. Holding to the universal principles and understandings necessary for a healthy society and relationship is essential in the days to come. Holding to the basics of treating others how you would like to be treated, being honest, kind, loving, caring, serving others, opens the doors to higher unseen positive influences as does prayer and meditation done properly.

Whenever we become trapped in the desires of the ego and the outer world, become self absorbed, selfish, not caring about how our choices and actions affect others, we open the door to the unseen negative influences. These influences will often support and act out these patterns of behavior through those unconscious of their unhealed patterns and the influences of these unseen negative influences.

It is hard to believe that there are forces that care nothing for life, humanity, or the Earth, and actually live off the chaos, pain and suffering – yet one only has to look at the condition of society, the environment, the wars, diseases, unbridled greed, to realize this is now epidemic, this has become up to the highest levels of leadership.

Now it seems to be coming home to roost, the polarities are increasing between those who have chosen to live according to universal law, a spiritual life in harmony with each other and nature, and those who wish to continue to live a material life, in disharmony with each other and nature. A life focused on internal awareness, making one’s own personal God/Spirit/Creator connection first and foremost as a priority versus being focused primarily on external outer appearances, material acquisition driven by the ego with all its programming in direct conflict with their soul and spirit. One is the upward path to ascension and alignment with the new 5D energies, the other is the unsustainable downward path ending in the total collapse of the old matrix.

People are choosing, taking different paths, aligning with the new energies or fighting them and those who represent them. That in general is what is happening. I hope this sheds some light on the chaos, challenges, behavior of some who are deeply wounded or influenced. When we know what is happening, we can depersonalize it, guard against it, and heal it, yet we must honor the divine right to free will and self-determination of eternal souls. They might not have chosen to ascend or get it right this time around.

It is important that the lightworkers band together and support each other, assist those who choose to heal and release those who choose not. We cannot save others even if we know their future, their lessons are theirs hard as they may be, universal law will have its way, karma will unfold in its divine time, yet time is quickening.

Here is the technique we use to heal unseen negative influences. You can use them on others because these negative influences are already trespassing and you are only affirming one’s divinity, not influencing them for personal gain. You can call on the House of Mary, Jesus, Baba ji, Buddha, your own main teacher and guide if you know it, yet it is best to use fifth dimensional beings on up beyond the astral level. They are ascended and off the wheel of life.

In dealing with the darkest of the unseen negative influences, call on the 7th dimensional Lion beings. They seem to be the only ones to really take care of business with this group. Maahes, Narasimha, Bacal, Caja, Sekhmet are a few of them known in history. The ancient Egyptians were fully aware of the archons as depicted in their wall paintings and how to deal with them.

Healing Technique: Healing is a must for all those who desire to operate in other realms of consciousness. You must have self – authority and maintain control. If you are experiencing negative vibrations, they are either thought forms, limiting mental concepts, psychic bonds or discarnate entities (lost souls) in need of healing. They are bound to the earth vibration due to lower vibrational attitudes and emotions. Some are coercive and desire to manipulate or control. Love heals. Casting out only sends them to another place, another person. IN all healings, remember that god is love. It is the power of love that heals and lifts. We will give you the following steps to clear the energy.

1. Close your aura by visualizing a white or gold light around you.

2. Call upon your chosen cultural representative of God, be it Jesus, Buddha, Babaji, Mary, Mohammed, White Eagle or another one of the beautiful Many Christed Ones.

3. Tell the entities they are healed and forgiven, lifted and enlightened. (repeat if you feel it is needed)

4. Tell them that they are filled and surrounded with the Christ light and the Christ love (or the highest consciousness and energy available).

5. Ask that your chosen representative to take them to their perfect place and highest expression.

6. Ask that all negative thought forms and limiting mental concepts be dissolved and lifted into the light of truth.

7. Ask that all psychic bonds be severed, and close their auras to all but spirit of the highest vibration.

Repeat this process until you feel clear. There may be more than one healing to do. Remember that your word is very powerful, and what is spoken on their level manifests instantly. Many enlightened ones use this process before opening. It creates a clear and safe environment and it also lifts the one who is doing the healing. Intent is nine-tenths of the law!

Hope this helps, please share with your family and friends.

If you are interested further, I encourage you to order James books through our

Pass this far and wide

Be well and Godspeed,”

James Gilliland

52 thoughts on “More Details on WHY April 2013 was so difficult

  1. Hi Denise, what does he mean by saying prayer and meditation done properly? How should it be done? I currently use the meditations on ascensionhelp.

    I also wanted to thank you because you and another poster were kind enough to give me some advice about a work situation I was going through. It helped me quite a bit.

    I’m not a lightworker and just an ordinary mortal and thank you for what you do. I love this site because I’m working to awaken and don’t want to be left behind and I resonate with your writing and your no nonsense style. Thank you for this site!

  2. Eileen,

    Thank you and I’m sorry I couldn’t remember your name to include in this article. Between user names and different email address names and such, I can’t keep everyone straight! But, thank you again Eileen for share Gilliland’s article with me. ♥

    Gratitude Hug,

  3. If anyone lives near Aryana and is interested in helping her out temporarily, email me and I’ll pass your email address on to Aryana.


  4. Nope… it’s far more complex than what you’re suggesting aussielassie.

    Being a Capricorn I’m intimately familiar with Saturn, both positively and negatively. Saturn rules 3D physicality, meaning that until a person masters taking full Saturnian responsibility in the physical realm, which has been a realm/dimension/world where Duality exists and is experienced in physicality, they cannot and won’t move (“ascend”) beyond 3D. Now, the one thing does not override the other thing, which in this case is Team Dark.

    In a world where Source allowed Team Dark to run the show for a long time to see what everyone, including Team Dark would learn, DUALITY was obviously necessary. It doesn’t matter what I or anyone else thinks about “darkness” or Team Dark actually; they were one of countless expressions and creative experiences created by Source. What matters I feel is that we understand as best as we’re capable of what we’re really dealing with in multiple dimensions, which in this case has been Team Dark running the show, AND also take full 3D Saturnian responsibility and integrate DUALITY within ourselves individually and move on. Fuck Team Dark. Their lessons and karma etc. are their lessons and karma as mine are mine and yours are yours etc. Each must take responsibility… even Team Dark. We’re all aspects of Source experiencing for Source and Self and all else.

    I don’t see any conflict or separation between there being negative Alien beings/demonic creatures and entities etc. etc. and each of us having to master responsibility and integrate polarity within physicality. I see thinking and believing that there is Duality consciousness.


  5. “Hi Denise, what does he mean by saying prayer and meditation done properly? How should it be done? I currently use the meditations on ascensionhelp…”


    I’m not familiar with ‘ascensionhelp’ so I can’t help you there. And I don’t personally know James Gilliland plus I’m not very familiar with his writings/teachings, and I don’t know exactly what he meant about ‘prayer and meditation done properly’ as you put it. I suspect he meant to enter into prayer and/or meditation with a sense of personal empowerment as opposed to the old Piscean Age negative distortion of being weak and needing some religious person and/or higher nonphysical angelic being and/or “Jesus” etc. to do all the work for us. Or… he could just be telling people to protect themselves carefully and with thought and empowerment. 😉 Don’t worry about it, you’re doing just fine. Stay in your High Heart and you can’t go wrong.:) ♥


  6. Pat,

    Yeah, the past many years the attacks go straight to the heart of us so to speak. Scaring the hell outta us doesn’t work so well anymore, and neither does threats of death and so on. But wounding us deeply in our blossoming High Hearts is brutal… but such is Team Dark.

    Here’s a link to an old article about a past life memory I’ve had for a long time now. It’s about my meeting a small group of 6D Sirian Lion Beings in that past life in 12,600 B.C. Egypt with three Starbeings in “human” form. You might enjoy reading and seeing this illustration from my book about them. Also, remember that we’re now in the Age of Aquarius and the sign opposite Aquarius is Leo, the Lion, ruled by the Sun… and Leo rules the heart and the High Heart. 😉 So some of these super ancient Lion or Feline Beings (and others) are showing up in more and more people’s awareness now. I believe that your lion dreams are about these very high, very positive, very loving ancient 6D Sirian Lion/Feline Beings. Expect more. 😀


  7. How very interesting that the Lion gets mentioned yet again, more amazing synchronicity in my life 💖. Shortly after 21.12.12 (I believe we made a ‘move’ of some kind) I had the strong impression that a wonderful gentle great brown lion was to accompany me, mainly to give me strength and courage. I saw him walking very close by my side, so that I could actually place a hand on his back to steady myself – I intuited that his strength would help me walk, as I have very ‘jelly’ legs, and his courage would give me confidence to attempt more physical activity (I am mostly housebound). I have known about the Sirian Paschats for a long time, and now I am wondering if this gentle lion is one of their guardians, sent to protect me. I automatically request this new friend of mine to patrol my home whilst I sleep at night. You have given me new ‘food for thought’ with this recent post Denise.

    I love the great cats, my power animal is a great Tiger, who recently changed from the golden/black stripes, to white/black stripes, just instantly switched colour ! This is so fascinating, I love it 💞

  8. Hi Denise & Johanna
    I forgot to send the link to the site by Cameron Day called There is a main site and also a blog with articles and audio interviews/podcasts and his way of embodying, clearing and connecting to the core of the galaxy seems in line with what some of us are already doing.
    He has a really good article called “Never Call Them Archons” and various processes to remove them. There was one article some months ago with a diagram of the layers of Mother Earth and just like you saw Denise, how the core is totally light now and how thin the remaining Team Dark zone actually is. He said in parts of cities it may be up to a mile high due to the concentration of unaware people and suffering and in many other places it is only several hundred metres and a couple of underground layers left. WOW, computer has been fighting me 3x on trying to post this msg.


  9. I can imagine Denise – no worries. ☺
    Since reading that article I have been doing that healing technique most days ( esp in evening) and also have a picture of Sekhmet with me too … I have even changed my pic on my site to Sekhmet. This strong feline energy feels wonderful. She is the destroyer and also the creator.
    Love and a Feline Roar! ☺

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