2013 Vernal Equinox

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Happy 2013 Vernal Equinox in the Northern Hemisphere, and Autumnal Equinox in the Southern Hemisphere. This is the first Equinox after the 12-21-12 Expiration Date and Shift Point, and because of this it is very important because it’s delivering the start of some NEW higher frequency blueprint energies into this dimension, which obviously means much of humanities consciousness. These NEW energies are ones that have not been present on the old lower frequency Earth world and reality we all incarnated into so this is a great and grand improvement that’s finally beginning in this dimension on March 20, 2013.

I wrote those last few words in bold because I don’t want anyone to think I’m saying that on and only on March 20, 2013 Earth and humanity is going to come into full, complete and total contact with ALL of these NEW higher frequency energies and then that’s it… done, finished. It’s necessary to add these explanations because most people are still perceiving through the old Duality consciousness tool of perception, causing them to think things are all one way and then suddenly all the other way with no transitions, no Stair-Steps, no safe and more comfortable incremental easement out of the old lower and into the NEW higher frequencies in this dimension in physical bodies. Mass humanity is not that individually integrated and advanced yet to be able to make such profound instantaneous changes internally/externally so the many Stair Steps are provided for all to incrementally move up safely, one after another and another and another, with less trauma and drama.

However, with the start of these NEW higher frequency blueprint energies arriving in this dimension via the March 20, 2013 Equinox, it’s going to increasingly become easier for humanity to perceive beyond lower frequency Duality consciousness. What’s energetically now going to be available within this dimension and world finally is what’s been called “Unity” consciousness, or High Heart or “Triality” consciousness (the NEW blueprint energies) instead of Duality consciousness blueprint energies. Again, this is an ongoing Shift Process that everyone will individually live and learn about at their own pace. Some will make this massive energetic shift of everything much more quickly and easily than other people and that too is normal and there’s zero judgement involved either way. Spiritual growth is spiritual growth and it’s all good’ as they say. We each do what we’re ready and able to do exactly when we are and that is perfect and perfectly wonderful.


12-21-12 was the Expiration Date of the massive old Evolutionary Cycle and its matching energy blueprints; the Expiration of the old roles that the old players played for everyone; the Expiration of the old Collective agreements about “reality” during that old Evolutionary Cycle. It all ended because it had reached its full Expiration Date. (Actually, it’s far more complex than this due to the multitude of different timelines, dimensions, levels of individual focus and development etc. Those other worlds are not my focus now but know that much more exists… much more always exists!)

Now here comes the confusing part because, of course, all this happened/happens/is happening at a quantum level in the Eternal Now Moment yet these aspects of us — you, me, each of us in these bodies in this dimension and timeline — are perceiving, experiencing and living it at a more dense and slower rate of frequency so to these aspects of “us” all of this hasn’t happened yet. It has however at less dense and faster rates of frequency. This is why there are those Stair Steps, especially at this level or dimension and density, because we need them to make the unfolding linear step-by-step changes out of one Evolutionary Cycle, state, level, frequency and energy blueprints etc. and ease our ways into the next Cycle, state, level, frequency and blueprints etc. (Being able to consciously and intentionally move between these different levels of being, consciousness and frequency or density is what many call “Time Travel”.)

So, 12-21-12 was the Expiration Date of the past Evolutionary Cycle and all that went with it, and during the Three Days — 12-21-12, 12-22-12, 12-23-12 — everyone everywhere had their Life Review with/before Divine Consciousness. In other words, at some point within those Three Days we did what we normally do when we physically die and leave our physical bodies and the third dimension and go to a higher frequency state and level where we experience a Life Review with/before Divine Consciousness. But, due to the Ascension Process, we remained in our physical bodies and went through this same after physical death Life Review process that usually requires physical death, but we did it while we were incarnate and in-body. Big and profoundly important difference wouldn’t you agree? There’s much more because we’re not done with this Process yet so breath, relax, and expand your sense of self/Self/SELF and your awareness into what all is unfolding since 12-21-12.

As we all went through this Life Review process while we remained in our present physical bodies, we simultaneously crossed the Expiration Date and entered the “First Trimester” or the winter quarter or winter months in the Northern Hemisphere. (And we all went through this Life Review process during the “Three Days of Darkness” whether you consciously remember having done it or not. I only consciously remember small parts of what I personally experienced during those “Three Days” but I know I went through it and I know every other soul did too.)

The First Trimester was rough for me for a number of reasons and I suspect many of you have had a challenging time too since 12-21-12. Nothing wrong with that, in fact that’s why we were given it; time to reevaluate whatever it was that each of us has needed to realize within ourselves after our Life Review.

Also the First Trimester has been much like my actual physical pregnancy with my only child decades ago; it was really miserable and I vomited constantly! Because I’ve always been a “sensitive”, “psychic”, “seer” I could tell throughout my nine month physical pregnancy when my son — his nonphysical energetic Self — was nearby me. Never, ever throughout my full nine months of pregnancy was this nonphysical aspect of my son ever In utero physically. Being a sensitive/clairvoyant/empath/psychic etc. I could always energetically sense and emotionally feel when the nonphysical higher frequency aspect of what would later become “my son” would occasionally come into the environment I was physically existing in at that time. When this sporadically happened throughout my pregnancy, I was very aware that it was a Descending Stair Step Process for the incoming aspect of Soul (my son) of acclimatizing and preparing Itself for entrance into the dense, physical third dimension at the moment when I gave birth physically. (And even then “he” did not remain in his new physical infant body 24/7 either. He came in and he went right back out of it repeatedly for a long time and all of this is perfectly normal and how physical pregnancies, actual birth, and newborn life for the first physical year (and longer) is for the incoming aspect of Soul — aka the new “baby”.

I’m sharing this information about my own long ago physical pregnancy and higher, multidimensional awareness of it and the energetics and systematic procedure that the incoming aspect of Soul (the baby/person/personality etc.) takes to prepare for entry into 3D only because they accurately parallel what I/you/many of us are currently living through after the 12-21-12 Life Review and during these “Nine Months” of spiritual pregnancy and eventual “birth”.

(Let me add here that not everyone on Earth is now spiritually pregnant and experiencing this Ascending/Descending/Sacred Union and eventual birthing Process. Why? Because everyone on Earth is not ready or wants to do this now and all remaining issues and options were thoroughly reviewed by every individual during their Life Review chat with Divine Consciousness on 12-21-12 or at some point within the Three Days. These many millions, billions, trillions of different levels of focus and development is why the upcoming Separation of Worlds and Timelines commencing at the end of these “Nine Months” (September 22, 2013 Equinox) needs to happen. A variety of appropriate frequency classrooms — different worlds, dimensions and timelines — are absolutely necessary for all aspects of all Souls to continue learning and awakening within; not just one… not just two… not even three but many.

A spirit, an aspect of one’s High Self would never and does not Descend into the Mother’s physical womb at conception, nor does it remain there throughout the nine months of physical pregnancy. As spiritual beings we have much more that we carry out during those nine physical gestation months. Nesting cramped inside Mommies womb waiting for physical birth is not what the incoming aspect of Soul does; it is preparing itself — with a lot of help from many other nonphysical beings — for entrance into dense 3D and that requires a lot of prep work on a lot of levels! Taking a nap inside Mommies tummy is not what happens during those important transitional nine months.


I and my physical body have been incrementally and repeatedly (those Stair Steps) transmuting and Ascending vibrationally these past fourteen biological Ascension years (all that transmuting ballast cutting work). Now that we’ve past the 12-21-12 Expiration Date, Shift Point, and Life Review, this higher aspect of my Self/Soul is in the process of Descending and at the end of these “Nine Months” the two of us will fully merge, unite, wed, coalesce and become a NEW individual unified ONE.

This is the Alchemical Ascension phase of reuniting the aspects of self with greater Self and Higher SELF which naturally produces a very different individual that is Unified within his/her self and is the Mother (1), the Father (2) and the Sacred Child (3). Individual Triality (3 ▲) happens first which naturally and eventually produces a world(s) of similarly developed, like-frequency individuals that are each individually and equally integrated and unified; put these unified individuals (Leo) together and you have the start of a fifth dimensional “Group” (Aquarius) which is evolved Aquarian/Leo Age energetics. All of us living this Ascending/Descending integration Process now will give birth to this NEW aspect of our Ascended Selves at the end of the Nine Months period later this year. How’s that for a whopper of an Alchemical Process all done while remaining in-body and on planet?!

Another reason why I sense the First Trimester was difficult and confusing for many of us was because what we’re actually pregnant with isn’t yet developed and individuated enough for us to perceive that developing being/awareness that we’re growing inside us and towards. I strongly sense that we will begin to increasingly sense It, feel It, and remember It with the start of the Second Trimester — the March 20, 2013 Equinox. Again, allow this sacred Alchemical Ascension pregnancy the linear time all aspects of it needs to develop and fully embody and merge. Give the Sacred Process time and try to enjoy and learn from each Trimester because each will be very different from the previous one. Happy March 20, 2013 Equinox everyone and welcome to the Second Trimester.


March 19, 2013

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118 thoughts on “2013 Vernal Equinox

  1. Hello everyone!
    Wow, do I love this piece Denise. Like you, I have found this first trimester to be grueling. Actually had the feeling of devolving and that I had to start over again in one way or another. But at a certain moment I asked my guides what was going on with me and they said : “you are “seeing” with humanity and this is coming to an end. You wil start “seeing” with your higher self. This gave me a hopefull feeling.
    Like others, just last week I had dayvision/dream. I had died and was reborn again, and I was conscious that I was reborn, first I cried like mad that I had to be on this earth again, I couldn’t believe it! My new mother was holding me and she saw my sorrow and kept telling me that everything was allright, and I saw the love in her eyes! She meant it, and I knew she loved me, she wasn’t even surprised that I could speak and that I was conscious. Then my father popped in and looked at me and I could see that he was happy to see me, and loved me too.
    To get a feel of this year, yesterday I picked 4 osho zen cards. One for each quarter of the year. the cards in this order: 1st – past lives, 2nd – the creator, 3rd – letting go, and 4th – the rebel. Felt right to me.
    Also, I would like to share two symbolic drawings I have made, 1st one dealing with the 12/12/12 period and the second I finished last week:


    Thanks Denise for the post!

  2. I am beginning to see the divine grow and light up more and more people and I feel so not alone. This pregnancy is a grand orchestration…no words.

  3. hello everyone and happy new day
    this morning I dreamed of giving birth. someone was with me but not believing that it was really happening. It took a little time but what came out was round and black and looked kind like a balloon and then deflated some. I sense this is me relieving myself of dark energies. I also found out yesterday that i have a kidney infection and perhaps this has something to do with it.
    at my job we are moving to a new way of working with victims of DV, we are to change, being less rules oriented and focus more on needs, I think about time as it has been difficult for me (having lived with an abusive controlling man and my father as well with me and my mother) to be so tough on things that did not seem as importnat as helping woman become empowered in themselves.
    as always, I thank you Denise and everyone here for this safe place to be able to say who and what we are without judgement

  4. Hi Denise and everyone,

    I loved this post Denise – you write so beautifully. I can report I have been having many dreams and feelings of being pregnant over the last few weeks of this trimester. I am 37 and as yet haven’t had kids so it has been a beautiful experience. Interestingly my last dream was of protecting the baby in my womb from outside dark individuals and I felt particularly strong, connected and determined to make the birth happen. Then I started to have labour pains and woke up holding my stomach… wow it is quite amazing and I am really hoping that an actual physical birth of a new soul is possible (as well as spiritual rebirth) in the near future for me when that illusive “right” soul mate appears on my path! I am starting to understand why this hasn’t been in the picture for me yet in my life as I feel I am being prepared to bring in some pretty high vibrational new souls….

    much blessings for this equinox (autumn here although I must say it feels like spring for some reason!) xxx

  5. Dearest Denise, Many blessing for all you share and give so kindly. The comment Cheri Evans made brought tears and more tears. Being alone and having those we love killed and being helpless. Loosing those we love to such an false desease as cancer. And finally the pride/tribe comes.
    Much love to all and much gratitude.

  6. Dear Denise,

    WOW. I can’t tell you how much sense this post made to me & how CLEAR it made everything look from where I stand….& how comforting that is! Before I found this site, I knew I was going through a massive transformation, but it was scary, confusing, & often angst-ridden from the sheer isolation & “I don’t know” of it all. Now, your descriptions & explanations are so effective that I have calmed WAY down & flow with it all SO much easier–to the point where it feels kind of old hat, like yup, more ascension, okey doke, no big deal. So much of the unnecessary stress has evaporated because of the environment & dynamic here, being able to talk with & hear about others experiencing the same things–its made a dramatic difference in my life. Just sayin.
    More gratitude hugs, Elila

  7. Thanks as always Denise. I was sitting in the living room last night at 4:00am, along with my beloved cat who stays by my side.
    I am shaking and vibrating so fast I feel like I am going to fly out of my skin or body 😉
    I’m thinking oh lord is it going to be like this the next 3 months.
    I run to read your last writings….
    Just in the last week perhaps I have been thinking what will I do for work when this is over…will I even be here.
    I have one other friend who is going through this at this level, she asked this morning how have you done this for 3 years, I said I stayed connected to Denise’s column.
    I am in more of a surrender state since 12/21/12.

    One more thing on 12/21/12 I saw an animal program about a Lion who lived alone, that had cubs. Her transition through 3 stages, rage when buffalo stomped one of her cubs and broke her back, the immense despair of walking away from this baby animal…The crying, pain, and angst in her wailing.. The rage that caused her to want to attack the 100’s buffalo’s who where trying to kill the other cub. Finally looking out of the corner of her eye.and seeing a pride come and stand with her, the leader being a female lion blinded in one eye.
    The lion who had fought her long ago when she tried to fight for a place in the tribe.
    The other mother’s surrounding her other cub.
    This was the story of my life, being driven out of any sense of belonging. Alone always looking for home or some place to belong.Then finally not being able to fight anymore (the dogma of the world) and those that wished me dead.
    Then finally out of the corner of my eye seeing others standing with me(tears falling)
    These 3 lions stayed with me for 3 days, baby with the broken back, the mother in tremdous pain, and the lion who that stood in to help her.
    (tears again) I knew there names and spoke with them (during those 3 days) often…seeing the only way I could survive was in the warrior mode but now that had come to an end.
    My one prayer to God was that I would cry…

    Thank you all so much,

  8. Dearest Denise,

    Once again you have so eloquently put forth this beautiful becoming in words for us all. I have so much gratitude for how you explain your observations on this process!

    I was trying to put into words today how it’s hard for me to remember, or actually experience the same way, how I used to react with fear/anxiety, how my life used to come to a halt during this season every year. I said it was like using words from the “old english” to describe airplanes and computers of today. In reading your words, I literally heard inside me this click that that’s what I was trying to describe: “phase of reuniting the aspects of self with greater Self and Higher SELF which naturally produces a very different individual that is Unified”. All the parts of me (as a multiple) have been suspended in this “Light” place during these past few months. The “old” inside world where they used to be all these years has gone. They have gone through their own process of shedding the old; I see them as Light Beings, their essence, now as opposed to distinct and different people. They, like me, have been waiting to merge in this new co-existence. I’m already fundamentally changed; and I continue to stretch (hehe, “pregnancy”) and grow as I learn and re-member about my true multi-dimensional nature/Self.

    The First Trimester was sort of like a peek-a-boo experience for me. I’d get a glimpse here, a glimpse there, make adjustments, keep open to new ideas, go with the flow of things, learn how to discern. I’m ready to know and learn more; ready to have a more solid direction in my life, and I’m also reminding myself of these new tools: listen to your body, listen to your own wisdom, call in the Light for direction, and love and be patient with yourself. I’m ready for another piece of the puzzle to give me a more solid direction of how to use my life to help others, for joy and love to be in abundance.

    I’m still processing your words within me, and I know there’ll be more that I’ll add to the conversation. For now, this is where I am =)

    With Much Love, Light, Gratitude,
    Chrysalis… ready to fly…

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