The Ascension Process & Eating & Digesting Difficulties

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“Dear Denise, Elila, Marilyn, Calliope, Morphqueen, and everyone else here and those commenting on food/eating issues. All I can say is I feel you all. My abdomen, also, looks like I’m about to give birth. No exaggeration – I look about 7-8 months pregnant. I’ve been battling this for years and it gets better and worse but always there. Truly, I can not find pants that fit – it is becoming a nightmare. Today, the jeans I wore to work have a waistband that came down around my abdomen and this big belly sticks out over the top – no judgment – but just to describe – looks like a big beer belly (but maybe bigger). And the eating – I lost about 15 pounds from summer to winter – couldn’t eat much of anything and really didn’t want to. Then I started craving all kinds of food – and I’ve gained some weight back. I mean, literally I am allergic to wheat gluten and soy and lactose intolerant. And most everything else bothers me too… Even water. It is very crazy making and I wish I could just get by without food. However, another issue is that food was always comforting to me – and now, when I often need comforting, I can’t even turn to food, though I’d like to – but the price I pay is too high b/c I feel so awful physically. I went to the movie yesterday and brought my own drink and indulged in some popcorn. This was my big treat for myself – then about 2 hours later felt awful and that lasted the rest of the evening. I look forward to your article Denise. Thanks, as always for all you do to keep this place for us, and thanks to all that write in.  Morgean”

I’ve quoted the Comment above by Morgean about the Ascension-related food/eating/digesting or lack of digesting miseries many of us have and still are struggling with. Thank you Morgean for your super honest Comment about this topic. The reason I used it in this article is because I’ve experienced, struggled with, been frustrated by and made utterly miserable by the identical things you mentioned since my physical Ascension Process started in February 1999. And, I’m still struggling with many of them today. Actually I’ve noticed that some of my old food/eating/digesting symptoms have amplified recently and my body is in ultra sensitivity mode once again. Because of all the Comments surrounding this food/eating/digesting issue, I guess I should have talked about this particular Ascension symptom more fully years ago.

When I was twelve or thirteen I was tested by an allergy doctor and every liquid he jabbed into my arm reacted negatively, informing him and my parents that I was allergic to everything he’d poked into my body. Those things covered certain foods, milk, chocolate (oh dear god, anything but chocolate!), dust, pollen’s, and everything with “feathers and fur” (oh dear god, not animals!). It was horrible and I was pissed and went on to eat plenty of chocolate and love many an animal anyway.

I’m not one of those people who sneezes or gets congested due to allergies, instead I get nauseous, a sore throat, swell all over like I’m retaining water, get sick feeling like I’ve been poisoned, which I have been. I’ve often been envious of people who only sneeze and have to blow their noses because it seemed less nasty than the way my body reacts, such as vomiting and/or running a low-grade fever. The grass is always greener…

For me food was never something I was much attracted to, other than chocolate that is, and never ate much or wanted to spend much time, money or thought on food/eating/cooking etc. I know many people use food for different things but all of my life — up to the start of my physical, biological Ascension Process that is — food and eating was just something I had to do every now and again to keep my body from getting a screaming headache. In other words, I ate only because I had to put gas in my tank, and never more than a 1/4 of a tank a day. Eating for me was never about fun or celebration or because it was super delicious or anything else but because it was a necessity that I put off until I absolutely had to eat something and then it was always a very small amount. I was happy with this system and it worked for me up until about age 40 — Uranus Opposition — when my body began changing for the first time in adulthood. I also entered Peri-menopause around that age which no doubt was another reason for the start of food/eating/body changes for me.

Jump forward to age 47 when my physical, biological Ascension Process began and the ultra super-duper insanity of it all started. The day that the Ascension Process started for me was the day the entire food/eating/not digesting and even drinking water nightmare began… and much more but this article is about Ascension-related problems with foods/eating/not digesting. Literally overnight I went from being one way my whole life to, to, to something else that was very sick constantly, ultra-sensitive to everything overnight, in pain constantly and so much more. I went from always being able to drink ice water to having to drink only room temperature water because anything cold would cause my upper gut diaphragm area to bloat so severely that I couldn’t take a deep breath, and often vomit in the end. It was exactly like being nine months pregnant and trying to eat Thanksgiving dinner; there simply isn’t any room for food or water due to the full-grown baby inside ones body. This is how it’s been for me almost constantly since February 1999.

Another aspect of this Ascension-related food, eating and not digesting misery is that I could eat one food one day or week and not have any negative reaction to it at all, but eat the same food two weeks or a couple of months later and have it nearly kill me. Since February 1999, eating for me has literally been like playing Russian Roulette. I never know despite my abilities to sense energies, discern, sense toxins etc., when some food is going to react in my body just like a poison and make me sick for anywhere between six to fourteen hours straight. I’ve gone through this so many times since 1999 it’s embarrassing, yet this is exactly what many of us have lived with due to needing to eat foods that are — no matter how pure or “organic” — still vibrating with physical and energetic toxins in them that our transmuting bodies have constantly struggled with. All that plus constant incoming higher frequency energies that amplify every lower frequency thing in and around us. No wonder it’s been so hard and painful a Process all these years.

And it hasn’t made any difference if I didn’t eat solid foods or any liquid foods, if I cut back on the amount of room temperature water I drank, or what foods I stopped eating altogether; nothing made the upper gut diaphragm area deflate back to what had always been normal for me before the Ascension Process started. Nothing. It’s still this way almost 14 years later. I suspect it’s a case of just get over it and adapt to this seemingly unending adapting!

On the other side of the “Three Days” — 12-21-2012, 12-22-12, 12-23-12 — and very much so since we entered 1-1-13, I’ve noticed another level of this food, eating and digesting misery has been reached (for me I mean, your mileage may vary) because my old symptoms have escalated, again. I also want to eat nothing now even more than I did before, yet, I still have occasional food cravings. After resisting them and seeing no improvements from that suffering, I’ve experimented diving into the bag of chocolate candies or potato chips or whatever it was then. Sometimes I got away with such a food indulgence and other times not. I so want to not need to eat anything at this point! I want to eat Light and Love again and have that be the NEW food source, which is coming.

Depending upon which phase one is in at the moment, one goes from needing to eat more high protein foods than one usually ever wants or needs. I went through almost a decade of needing, craving high protein foods. My big faves were Pot Roast and Peanut Butter, not together I mean! But it was so convenient to thrust a teaspoon into the Peanut Butter when my body was needing a quick boost of protein but I was too exhausted to cook anything. Before this period and after I almost gag just at the thought of either but this is how it’s been. One day, one month needing lots and lots of heavy high protein foods because your body is rapidly burning through it all because it’s transmuting tremendous inner density and unresolved old inner emotional stuff and junk etc.

Other days, other months, we go through Ascension-related phases of needing to eat much less food and when we do eat, much lighter density foods because we’re not transmuting like we were the weeks or months before and so on. (Same thing with the amount of pure water we’ve needed to drink during all this hot Ascension-related transmuting. Now that many of us are done with that intense phase, we’re not needing to drink as much water to help flush out the toxins and reduce the inner body Kundalini heat.) And back and forth it’s gone year-after-year. Weird food cravings one day or week or month to not wanting to eat anything and being literally repulsed by foods and the need to eat anything. Back and forth between wild and seemingly crazy food junkie-ness, to near abstinence of any food(s) completely. Eventually we’ll reach a sane, neutral point with this too.

Just like I didn’t care much about food/eating in general prior to the start of my physical Ascension Process, I also don’t personally care about the different solutions to eating/foods/digesting etc. either but that’s just me. I just want to get the transmuting done and move on to what I know is possible after this difficult transmuting phase.

I spent the first 40 years of this life being able to get by eating very little physical food and really filling myself up on Light and Creativity, which some people call “Love”. Being highly creative was for me, prior to the start of the difficult physical aspects of the Ascension Process, one way to eat, to ingest high frequency nutrition. I created in different ways but I was never physically hungry while in a highly creative state.

We’re evolving back to being totally self-contained and self-sustainable, within our own bodies I mean. Just you and Source recycling pure, undiluted God/Source/All That Is juice — Light and Love. No more parasitism, no more vampirism, no more opening an emotional vein for another person to energetically feed off from you and/or vice versa. Just you and Source and your Higher Self feeding one another freely and honestly. And if you want or need to ingest some physical food then you can do that too if you desire but it won’t be your only source of food; the Light (knowledge) and Love (creativity) frequencies will also be your NEW ascended nutritional food sources.

I mentioned in a Comment on another article how I enjoy viewing refracted Lights and pure colors because I gain energetic nutrition from viewing them. I also gain nutrition when I hear a baby or young child laugh, or watch animals playing, running, flying or swimming with each other. I also gain nutrition when I hear certain music that moves me, or when someone says something that I find very funny. I gain nutrition when it rains, when the sky and Sun looks so pristine and glorious. I gain nutrition when another person gains more freedom, more understanding, and more self-empowerment. We can do nine more months to reach this and much more like it can’t we? Of course we can. ❤

Denise Le Fay

January 23, 2013

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82 thoughts on “The Ascension Process & Eating & Digesting Difficulties

  1. Thank you, thank you for addressing this topic so completely, and from an ascension viewpoint! I appreciate it so much, mostly in knowing that I am not alone in this, and it is not just that I am “allergic forever” to everything and anything. 🙂 I have been following my intuition more and more in this, and feel like a tune-up is perhaps in order for the new energies, but also, like you address, I have a feeling that this is “just the way it is” for a little while longer, and I just need to hang in there before relief will come.

    This is a very reassuring post, but as always (those pesky disclaimers) I hope that people will consult with whomever they want and need to consult with, and not construe this as any health advice, merely the discussion of experiences of people who are otherwise healthy and have a clean bill of health, but have weird symptoms not associated with any illness, disease, or allergy. People have to be wise and make sure that they are making good choices for themselves, getting cleared of any possible illness or disease in the body, and not taking this post as health advice, just commiseration.

    Just adding to the protection of this sacred space a little more. 😉

    All of this — the food stuff — has also been teaching me how to let go of this body and of control of it, and has been putting to death any ego issues around food for me, too. I have had a transformation in my thoughts and attitudes about food, and it was a necessary part of my process to go through this. All a part of that polarity integration and transmutation work!

    Thank you, once more.
    ♥♥♥
    Calliope/Karin

  2. Dear Denise, as with Janet above, it is great to know that I am not the only person suffering from these symptons. It is now running into 3 years that they have been experienced, and since Jan 1st 2013, the bloating in the stomach has more than doubled, and I find it hard to breathe, as if there is a baloon under my ribs and squashing my lungs, making it hard to breathe, and am now breathing deep thru my stomach. I have got to the stage that I feel there is something radically wrong with my innards, and am now to the stage of having a colonoscopy tomorrow to find out. Will let you know results when they are at hand, love and read all of your posts, thanks for sharing your experience and body symptons, is a great lift.
    Perry

  3. Dears, can you fall in love with the food an liquids you feeding yourself with? Are the loveable or polluted with ”you imagine what’. Even sutle vibes that are not in resonance with your new ascended state is enough. You may need the purest of purest or at least as pure as you became today. What is in your grocery cart daily and from whom are you buying? Do you heal everything you put in your system? This goes for food, liquids and….. people. We are divine human beings and able to change material of all densities just with our hands and or intent.

    Love, Achara

  4. Yup! Once again I can SO relate! CELERY was my ascension food of choice last year for about 3 months…I devoured it for breakfast, lunch and dinner! But the Buddha belly remained! Huh! Thanks Angel-Light Love for mentioning about the entities hooked in to you. This resonates as well and I will reflect on it.

    Also Denise, thanks for talking about all the other things you get NUTRIENTS from! Such a great way of putting it. I can play my guitar and sing for hours…and it totally fills me up. So does swimming in salt water. And painting, especially with rainbow colours. I’ve always thought about it as ‘tuning me’ or ‘grounding’ and ‘balancing’ me but never as feeding me! Yet it does. Another brilliant post Denise. Thanks!

    Smiles, Kathryn xoxox

  5. I’m sorry, Denise, but I am unable to get through to you by normal process . . . because age (85) and deteriorating memory have simply made it impossible. This may work . . . or it may not. But I do have a reply that might be useful to others…

    I don’t know if it will help anyone but my consistent response to body turbulence, and particularly bowel issues (a lifetime weakness of mine), has been the deliberate assertion of my own will into the transition underway: I’ve DECIDED that I am undergoing a process of internal healing, a determination that I’m capable of making, as a part of this Ascension that is now well underway. And so be it! * * If this gets to you, wonderful. If not . . . well, it’s all I can do.

    Irv Thomas

  6. When I and all my friends and clients switched to the blood type diet, all those symptoms went away. I also love the built-in spiritual discipline it takes to say goodbye to the foods one craves and continually reveals the body’s deep wisdom. Dr. Peter D’Adamo’s lifetime body of work (no pun intended) saved my life and keeps confirming that indeed the body doesn’t lie. (Turns out, all those foods I turned my nose up at as a child were toxic for me, again the body was speaking up.) The cravings are messages from the body(addictions, really) but new and wonderful vistas of food await you. Food as medicine, I finally understood where once I wanted nothing to do with all that detailed, confusing, complicated world of food navigation. I used to be able to eat anything until I couldn’t. My Higher Self brought this book to my attention a dozen times, before I understood that it was the guidance I had asked for but was too ill to hear. Transmuting heavily since April 1998, this new lifestyle regimen helped me cope. What you’re eating (ingesting) and what’s eating you, basically the two-pronged approach for me. Tarot, astrology, dream interpretation, bodywork, and psychospiritual training plus eating right has all gotten me here. Good to have discovered that Denise and I had had twin symptoms (since I found her blog 18 months ago) for all these years and felt comforted by it. Today, I would never counsel anyone without including food intake assessment, as the mental, emotional and physical aspects cannot be denied. The spiritual satisfaction of mastering this domain is such a gift from Peter (thank you God for Peter and his dad). Nature’s food bounty is here to nourish us as well as all the other nourishments Denise cites. Bon appetit!

    Two more things: D’Adamo’s work is online for free for everyone. And two, my spouse is a kidney transplant recipient and his doctors are ASTOUNDED by how little drug rejection drugs he is on and his health profile in general these last 2 years! He and I look 20 years younger since the switch to the beneficial foods listed in the bloodtype profiles and we have different blood types. Turns out the food puzzle is easily answered and the work was done by the D’Adamos with thousands of clients who went before us. Let us benefit from their journey, we are not supposed to suffer, we’re supposed to thrive. And I can say this, because I still deal with physical ascension symptoms every single day, too.

  7. Denise & All,

    Thank-you for bringing this subject up, I really did not have any idea that this ‘pregnant~bloated feeling/looking’ thing is another Ascension sysmptom. I can barely move I feel so stuffed all the time and I, like Denise have never been into food. I was always small and petite but now I crave steaks all the time and I hardly ever ate meat.
    I live on chocolate too. I thought I was pre-menapausal and just getting older plus I have been out of work for over a year but these past few months have been unbearable–I feel so stuffed all the time. Like right now and I have not had anything to eat yet only coffee and I feel like I have eaten an eight course meal.

    I cannot stand this feeling and I am at the point that something has got to remove this ‘pregnanat/bloated’ look/feeling. I have not increased my food intake, if anything it has reduced to hardly anything.

    Also about 5 or 6 months ago I had a gallbladder attack–OMG that was so painful I went to the ER cause I thought is was a heart attack. and since then this has been worse, although I have not had another gallbladder attack, my upper abdomen is much more bloated then my lower, although both are pretty bad. From August till November I went to the gym everyday because in the past if I reduce the fat out of my diet and worked out, I would be in shape in no time. Well no such luck I had to stop because it bloated me out even more. I cannot really explain it. I am so frustrated, none of my clothes fit and I really cannot afford to buy anything.

    Denise , I love the idea/truth that we can get our nutrition from light and love–how awesome is that… I am implementing that right now!! And I am going find something holistic that will reduce/remove this bloating–hopefully. I am going to start a body detox first and go from there. I will keep you posted if I find anything that helps.

    One more thing, in your last post with the pictures and explanation of being pregnant and we are also along with Gaia going thru the birthing process, can you please explain it a bit more to me? I understand we are birthing a new Earth –but this whole year? I was so hoping that we were done going thru all of these Ascension symptoms. It is all so frustrating and painful.

    Thank-you so much for another informative article, as usual it was right on time cause I thought I was going crazy. In Love, Peace & Light, Valerie

  8. “Dear Denise, as with Janet above, it is great to know that I am not the only person suffering from these symptons. It is now running into 3 years that they have been experienced, and since Jan 1st 2013, the bloating in the stomach has more than doubled, and I find it hard to breathe, as if there is a baloon under my ribs and squashing my lungs, making it hard to breathe, and am now breathing deep thru my stomach. I have got to the stage that I feel there is something radically wrong with my innards, and am now to the stage of having a colonoscopy tomorrow to find out. Will let you know results when they are at hand, love and read all of your posts, thanks for sharing your experience and body symptons, is a great lift.
    Perry”

    Perry,

    Yikes, good luck with the colonoscopy, I know it will all go fine and that nothing “negative” will be found in there (or anywhere else 😉 ). And yes please let us all know the results of your colonoscopy as I believe it will help a lot of other people reading Comments.

    You perfectly described what it’s felt like in my body for the past 14 years with the upper gut/diaphragm bloat, the Ascension-related “Buddha Belly” symptom as it’s been named. And I also have felt this old symptom change a bit too since 1-1-13 which tells me that I’m embodying a bit more Light Energies into myself, body and soul. And like you I’ve experienced a few times of this particular symptom becoming so severe that I got a bit spooked for a few hours wondering if I might be “dying”. Answer was yep, you’re dying and becoming a new and improved something! 😉

    Rest and recuperate and take very good care of yourself and when you feel up to it, please let us know the results of your colonoscopy.
    ♥Hugs,
    Denise

  9. “This is a very reassuring post, but as always (those pesky disclaimers) I hope that people will consult with whomever they want and need to consult with, and not construe this as any health advice, merely the discussion of experiences of people who are otherwise healthy and have a clean bill of health, but have weird symptoms not associated with any illness, disease, or allergy. People have to be wise and make sure that they are making good choices for themselves, getting cleared of any possible illness or disease in the body, and not taking this post as health advice, just commiseration.

    Just adding to the protection of this sacred space a little more. 😉 …”

    Calliope/Karin,

    And I love you for doing so, especially because I forgot to add a “disclaimer” notice in my article for those who still need those things. Stair Steps…I should have remembered to do this but I was rushing to publish it.

    I also forgot to add to this article the aspect about those of us who are Transmuters of lower frequency energies — aka Negativity — which I’m going to do because I knew before I published this article that a lot of people reading it would NOT and still do NOT have much if any awareness or understanding about those of us Forerunners who are gifted Shit Eaters — aka Polarity Integrators, Transmutors of Negativity in all its many forms across time on earth and in other dimensions as well. Super important aspects and I’m well aware that you already know all this because you’ve been doing it yourself…but, I’m taking advantage of this space to say all this to everyone. My bad for not remembering to include this super important aspect in this article about food/eating/digesting difficulties and the Ascension Process.

    Gratitude ♥ Hug,
    Denise

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