The Ascension Process & Eating & Digesting Difficulties

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“Dear Denise, Elila, Marilyn, Calliope, Morphqueen, and everyone else here and those commenting on food/eating issues. All I can say is I feel you all. My abdomen, also, looks like I’m about to give birth. No exaggeration – I look about 7-8 months pregnant. I’ve been battling this for years and it gets better and worse but always there. Truly, I can not find pants that fit – it is becoming a nightmare. Today, the jeans I wore to work have a waistband that came down around my abdomen and this big belly sticks out over the top – no judgment – but just to describe – looks like a big beer belly (but maybe bigger). And the eating – I lost about 15 pounds from summer to winter – couldn’t eat much of anything and really didn’t want to. Then I started craving all kinds of food – and I’ve gained some weight back. I mean, literally I am allergic to wheat gluten and soy and lactose intolerant. And most everything else bothers me too… Even water. It is very crazy making and I wish I could just get by without food. However, another issue is that food was always comforting to me – and now, when I often need comforting, I can’t even turn to food, though I’d like to – but the price I pay is too high b/c I feel so awful physically. I went to the movie yesterday and brought my own drink and indulged in some popcorn. This was my big treat for myself – then about 2 hours later felt awful and that lasted the rest of the evening. I look forward to your article Denise. Thanks, as always for all you do to keep this place for us, and thanks to all that write in.  Morgean”

I’ve quoted the Comment above by Morgean about the Ascension-related food/eating/digesting or lack of digesting miseries many of us have and still are struggling with. Thank you Morgean for your super honest Comment about this topic. The reason I used it in this article is because I’ve experienced, struggled with, been frustrated by and made utterly miserable by the identical things you mentioned since my physical Ascension Process started in February 1999. And, I’m still struggling with many of them today. Actually I’ve noticed that some of my old food/eating/digesting symptoms have amplified recently and my body is in ultra sensitivity mode once again. Because of all the Comments surrounding this food/eating/digesting issue, I guess I should have talked about this particular Ascension symptom more fully years ago.

When I was twelve or thirteen I was tested by an allergy doctor and every liquid he jabbed into my arm reacted negatively, informing him and my parents that I was allergic to everything he’d poked into my body. Those things covered certain foods, milk, chocolate (oh dear god, anything but chocolate!), dust, pollen’s, and everything with “feathers and fur” (oh dear god, not animals!). It was horrible and I was pissed and went on to eat plenty of chocolate and love many an animal anyway.

I’m not one of those people who sneezes or gets congested due to allergies, instead I get nauseous, a sore throat, swell all over like I’m retaining water, get sick feeling like I’ve been poisoned, which I have been. I’ve often been envious of people who only sneeze and have to blow their noses because it seemed less nasty than the way my body reacts, such as vomiting and/or running a low-grade fever. The grass is always greener…

For me food was never something I was much attracted to, other than chocolate that is, and never ate much or wanted to spend much time, money or thought on food/eating/cooking etc. I know many people use food for different things but all of my life — up to the start of my physical, biological Ascension Process that is — food and eating was just something I had to do every now and again to keep my body from getting a screaming headache. In other words, I ate only because I had to put gas in my tank, and never more than a 1/4 of a tank a day. Eating for me was never about fun or celebration or because it was super delicious or anything else but because it was a necessity that I put off until I absolutely had to eat something and then it was always a very small amount. I was happy with this system and it worked for me up until about age 40 — Uranus Opposition — when my body began changing for the first time in adulthood. I also entered Peri-menopause around that age which no doubt was another reason for the start of food/eating/body changes for me.

Jump forward to age 47 when my physical, biological Ascension Process began (in 1999) and the severe insanity of it all started. The day the Ascension Process started for me was the day the eating foods and digesting foods and much more began for me. Literally overnight I went from being one way my whole life to something else that was very sick constantly, ultra-sensitive to everything overnight, in pain constantly, and much more. I went from always being able to drink ice water to having to drink only room temperature water because anything cold would cause my upper gut diaphragm area to bloat so severely I couldn’t take a deep breath, and often vomit in the end. It was exactly like being nine months pregnant and trying to eat Thanksgiving dinner; there simply isn’t any room for food or water due to the full-grown baby inside ones body. As of this writing, this is how it’s been for me almost constantly since February 1999.

Another aspect of this Ascension-related eating and not digesting symptom is that I could eat one food one day or week and not have any negative reaction to it at all, but eat the same food a few days or two weeks or a couple of months later and have it make me extremely sick for 6–8 hours. Since February 1999, eating for me has literally been like playing Russian Roulette. I never know, despite my abilities to sense energies, discern, sense toxins etc., when some food is going to react in my body like a poison and make me sick for many hours. I’ve gone through this so many times since 1999, it’s embarrassing, yet this is exactly what many of us have lived with due to needing to eat foods that are — no matter how pure or organic — still vibrating with physical and energetic toxins in them that our transmuting bodies have constantly struggled with. All that plus constant incoming higher frequency ascension energies that we’re embodying.

And it hasn’t made any difference if I didn’t eat solid foods or any liquid foods, if I cut back on the amount of room temperature water I drank, or what foods I stopped eating altogether, nothing made the upper gut diaphragm area deflate back to normal for me before the Ascension Process started. Nothing. It’s still this way almost 14 years later. I suspect it’s a case of just get over it and adapt to this and the other ongoing Ascension Process symptoms.

On the other side of the “Three Days” — 12-21-2012, 12-22-12, 12-23-12 — and very much so since we entered 1-1-13, I’ve noticed another level of this food, eating and digesting misery has been reached (for me I mean, your mileage may vary) because my old symptoms have escalated, again. I also want to eat nothing now even more than I did before, yet, I still have occasional food cravings. After resisting them and seeing no improvements from that suffering, I’ve experimented diving into the bag of chocolate candies or potato chips or whatever it was then. Sometimes I got away with such a food indulgence, and other times not. I so want to not need to eat anything at this point! I want to eat Light and Love again and have that be the NEW food source, which is coming, eventually.

Depending upon which ascension phase one is in at the moment, one goes from needing to eat more high protein foods than one usually ever wants or needs. I went through almost a decade of needing, craving high protein foods. My favorites were Pot Roast and Peanut Butter. It was so convenient to thrust a teaspoon into the Peanut Butter jar when my body was needing a quick boost of protein and I was too exhausted and in pain to cook anything. One day, one week or one month you need plenty of extra protein foods because your body is rapidly transmuting tremendous inner density and old emotional issues etc. Your body is working very hard changing from transmuting residual lower stuff and also embodying the latest incoming higher frequency Light energies. Because of all this there’s times when your body needs far more protein foods to help it do all that it is due to the ongoing Ascension Process. At other times your body needs little food at all or very light foods because it can’t digest well due to so much of its energies going to the Ascension Process and not digesting foods!

Other days, other months, we go through Ascension-related phases of needing to eat much less food and when we do eat, much lighter density foods because we’re not transmuting like we were the weeks or months before and so on. (Same thing with the amount of pure water we’ve needed to drink during all this hot Ascension-related transmuting. Now that many of us are done with that intense phase, we’re not needing to drink as much water to help flush out the toxins and reduce the inner body Kundalini heat.) And back and forth it’s gone year-after-year. Weird food cravings one day, week or month, to not wanting to eat anything and being literally repulsed by foods and the need to eat anything. Back and forth between wild and seemingly crazy food junkie-ness, to near abstinence of any food(s) completely. Eventually we’ll reach a sane, neutral point with this too.

Just like I didn’t care much about foods and eating in general prior to the start of my physical Ascension Process, I also don’t personally care about the different solutions to eating, foods, digesting etc. either but that’s just me. I just want to get the transmuting done and move on to what I know is possible after this difficult Phase 1 transmuting phase.

I spent the first 40 years of this life being able to get by eating very little physical food and really filling myself up on Light and Creativity, which some people call “Love”. Being highly creative was for me, prior to the start of the difficult physical aspects of the Ascension Process, one way to eat, to ingest high frequency nutrition. I created in different ways but I was never physically hungry while in a highly creative state.

We’re evolving back to being totally self-contained and self-sustainable, within our own bodies I mean. Just you and Source recycling pure, undiluted God/Source/All That Is juice — Light and Love. No more parasitism, no more vampirism, no more opening an emotional vein for another person to energetically feed off from you and/or vice versa. Just you and Source and your Higher Self feeding one another freely and honestly. And if you want or need to ingest some physical food then you can do that too if you desire but it won’t be your only source of food; the Light (knowledge) and Love (creativity) frequencies will also be your NEW ascended nutritional food sources.

I mentioned in a Comment on another article how I enjoy viewing refracted Lights and pure colors because I gain energetic nutrition from viewing them. I also gain nutrition when I hear a baby or young child laugh, or watch animals playing, running, flying or swimming with each other. I also gain nutrition when I hear certain music that moves me, or when someone says something that I find very funny. I gain nutrition when it rains, when the sky and Sun looks so pristine and glorious. I gain nutrition when another person gains more freedom, more understanding, and more self-empowerment. We can do nine more months to reach this and much more like it can’t we? Of course we can. ❤

Denise Le Fay

January 23, 2013

82 thoughts on “The Ascension Process & Eating & Digesting Difficulties

  1. dear Denise all all other braveHearts here,

    Love these last series of posts!

    Yes!! food is now Ascension~esque weird, and annoying~~ some days a comfort, and some days, ugh, and then there is (has anyone else experienced?) a very
    tiring feeling of “dimensional implosion.” I actually feel as if walking around with an anvil on my head, no kidding. It’s as if the 1d, 2d? fields are imploding around me and under me. Sometimes worse than other times, but it’s pretty much 24/7 these days.

    Body thermostat also out of whack big time. HOT, COLD, poor circulation, strange feelings of energetic pulsing though the limbs, hands swollen, tightness of skin at times. Also trouble breathing, as if someone LARGE is sitting on my rib cage.

    I am a memeber of LisaRenee’s ES community, and aware that many of us brave souls are anchoring tremendous Krystal Light columns, and that the transmuting of the lower frequencies is continuing at breakneck speed, but this is damn awful.

    Like so many have shared here, I used to be an athletic, high energy, very fit and petite person. I still am *relatively* ok, but man oh man, is my energy level crappola these days. I’m lucky to get my walking in a few times a week (I literally commandeer myself down the drive and hill and back.) These seem like marathon sessions of, not just physical exhaustion, but mental toughing it out!!

    So grateful for all you do here,
    many blessings, all good your way,

  2. Wow! Such perfect timing for this post! I recently have been revisited by upper-belly fullness, which I know is a warning of a return of prior conditions for me. About 4 years ago, along with a reflux diagnosis, I was told I had a hiatal hernia, which is defined as “a condition in which the stomach bulges up through the hiatus (an opening in the diaphragm) and into the chest cavity.” Long story short, I took Prilosec for over a year before I decided meds were not the way I wanted to go. When I stopped taking the meds, I was actually fine. But I do have to watch acidic foods, and how much I eat in one sitting. Small, but more frequent meals are better. And I, too, have recently gone from a state of “eat only cuz I have to”, to a serious state of craving – popcorn, grilled goat cheese (can’t do cow’s milk) sandwiches, dairy-free chocolate chip cookies…UGH! Can’t get enough!! But what I’ve also realized is that I may have been “light” in my non-food energy, like creativity. So I plan to bring into my life those things or bobbies that involve me in the act of creating. And I take this as a sign that I need to SLOW DOWN. Our ascended bodies can only take so much when in the stat of NOW. Now my TV is hardly on anymore, and I’m very conscious of the thoughts I choose to give time or energy too. We are still trying to learn how to balance our bodies with all the light energy coming in. We must be patient. And focusing on the breath can help too, although at times I feel like I can barely hold any air with this feeling of “fullness”. OK, enough for now. Hang in there everybody!! Thanks for the post, Denise!

  3. Grateful for these sharings. Certain family members have encouraged I join them in sweets and coffee each afternoon and I knew I would gain weight with new regimens like this in my daily life, but the recent lethargy is evolution-related I am now sure of. Only things I am craving for food is better (more expensive I guess) food of my own choosing, but alas, guess this will have to wait until evolution takes me/us to a better income and higher level of life. Thank hyou for these super neat sharings. Feel better just reading them.

  4. For some reason I feel I need to add that there were many MANY times that I felt my digestive system had shut down ENTIRELY, like it had gone completely off line, the hard drive flat out crashed. The intestines paralyzed & unresponsive–for weeks at a time!
    Also, thank you Denise for pointing out that we do NOT need to feel guilty or berate ourselves for eating whatever food seems to be “going through” without issue at the moment. I felt a huge whooosh of RELIEF when you said to just eat whatever you need to & lets get it done!!! WOW! Yes!

  5. Dearest Denise & all my fellow pregnant-looking Buddha Beauties,

    I am filled with so much awe, gratitude & flat out RELIEF right now –I wish I had spoken up much sooner! I would have been THRILLED to find just ONE person who was experiencing this utter insanity and “Russian Roulette” eating (spot on analogy!)–as a matter of fact I WAS thrilled when several of you started talking about it on the last post in the comments–I was shocked & overjoyed that I was not alone & out of my mind! But now after reading this post (I had to read it THREE times! SAUCER-EYED!) & all the comments from you all on this & the last post, well i am completely overwhelmed & AMAZED at how so, so many of you are experiencing what i have suffered in silence & confusion for YEARS now!!! Denise your article & explanations have given me such comfort & assurance, as has every comment from all you incredible brave women. I have been aware that a small part at least of the food craziness has been due to me “starving” for comfort on some level & seeking it through food, especially when everything has been so thoroughly stripped from my life & turned upside down leaving me in this seemingly endless “Ground Hog Day” cycle where I am often mind-numbingly bored from the perceived stasis & utter isolation (gawd, everyone around me thinks I’m NUTS & overly sensitive–anyone relate? LOL) & just want to eat for something to DO sometimes. But now I feel that longed for comfort, camaraderie & community HERE, so maybe I can just read all this when i feel those bizarre “hungers” instead of putting “food” in the pie-hole (Although it matters not what i eat or don’t eat, or whether I eat at all–the buddha belly remains no matter WHAT i do–even after a 21 day fast). It would be ridiculously redundant for me to give the details of my experience with food/weight/eating, when all i need to do is say to you, Denise, & all of you here, “me too, me too, me too! A hundred times, ME TOO!” This conversation & comfort is probably the most incredible thing i have manifested for myself so far. Thank you all from the depths of my heart! Much love & stunned appreciation, Elila XO

    (btw, is anyone else losing their hair, too?)

  6. A RESOUNDING “HELL YES!” to this: “Weird food cravings one day or week or month to not wanting to eat anything and being literally repulsed by foods and the need to eat anything. Back and forth between wild and seemingly crazy food junkie-ness, to near abstinence of any food(s) completely.”

    That’s my eating life to a T right now. I’m either eating very, very little or downing a bowl of cheese curls, lol! Thankfully, I do this with no guilt as I’ve become very adept at ignoring nutrition experts (of which I used to be one!) and listening only to what my body needs (while having total trust in the process. Not patience, but trust! lol!)

    Denise, I love your description of how you get your nourishment from light, animals, babies, music, etc. Absolutely! I never thought of it that way, but I get it!
    Last November 2011 and a handful of days since then, I’ve had days where I’m so light-filled that it’s so obvious how food is just “optional” (or will be very soon). Frankly, I can’t freakin’ WAIT!

    Love and Sparkles,

  7. Denise,

    Thank you for that picture at the top of your article… It made my day! I do have the body of a God… And I am in perfect shape… Round is a shape!

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