Why Some Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos Experience Negative Attacks & Others Don’t

“Dear Denise,

I’m writing because I am concerned that there may be some of us, and I am one, who believes that I am protected from the Dark, and have always been protected, because otherwise my job here would not make much sense, and so other than breathing in light and breathing out love on a daily basis, I have never felt the urge to do any special ritual or activity with specific reference to keeping Team Dark away from me and those I love, especially my pets.

My life prior to awakening was full of pain, especially physical, and I always handled it without becoming a victim of blaming any other for the condition in which I found myself. Emotionally, I have been dragged through the mud a few times, but again I learned the lessons and was able to extricate myself when I needed to. I’m not saying I was anything special in my younger years, that’s for sure, but somehow I knew that I created my reality and if I succumbed to pressures outside of myself, I would pay a very big price indeed.

Can you tell me, please, and I know you will tell me honestly, am I fooling myself? 

I am comfortable with my awareness and since my awakening, I have had no experiences with Team Dark, and as I read about those who have, I wonder if my turn is yet to come. I don’t sense that, but it would help me tremendously, and hopefully others, who wonder if we’ve being naive. I do not want to infer that protection isn’t necessary, but is it possible that there are some of us who incarnated into this nano-second protected? Thank you. Love to All Here.

Barbara” 

Barbara wrote this Comment under another article recently (which I’ve edited here slightly) and because it’s an important question I wanted to respond to it in its own article.

In all honesty I think the majority of Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkers/Lightwarriors/Indigos have not wanted to fully consciously know and admit (while in their physical bodies and lives on Earth) just how extensive the negativity, atrocities and deceptions on Earth have been and how profoundly handicapped humanity has become due to Team Dark’s multidimensional actions against them. Knowing this at higher, nonphysical levels is very different from being in physicality feeling and living under the negative distortions and interference directly and personally. Also, many Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkers haven’t even been consciously aware of when they have been under the influences and attacks of negative nonphysical beings, dark controlled puppet humans (Portal People), and negative forces and energies in general and have incorrectly believed themselves to be beyond them and untouchable. Nothing could be further from the truth, especially for those who are Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkers.

Despite my being consciously aware from childhood that I intentionally came to 3D Earth from some place less dense, I’ve resented having to energetically protect myself from Team Dark during this life here. That may sound strange coming from an ultra-sensitive elder Starseed who volunteered to live inside the enemy’s camp to stop them but it’s true. I have resented needing to continually protect myself from Team Dark in this life because it was a daily and nightly reminder of how dark and horrible life on Earth has been and my role in correcting this situation.

Not all Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkers are here to embody the NEW higher frequency blueprints for humanity in the same ways or to the same degree. I know many of my fellow Forerunners/Starseed/Lightworker/Indigo co-workers don’t have a Soul Mission to experience and embody severe polarized Light/Dark extremes in physicality as I and certain others have during this Ascension lifetime. This does NOT mean anyone is more privileged or special than another, it simply means that not all Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkes are carrying out identical Mission Work here now. We’re all here to aid humanity, Earth, Home and everything and everyone in between and beyond, but we each have our different talents and Soul Missions within the overall Ascension Process. Not everyone is or needs to be an Ascension Process electrician or Ascension Process framer, plumber, heating and air, carpenters, painters etc., all are equally needed for their important individual abilities.

For a couple decades I wondered why I had so many negative encounters and attacks from Team Dark—the negative nonphysical, nonhuman Aliens plus other negative lower frequency and lower consciousness entities and humans also. During my twenties (1970s) and thirties (1980s) I oftentimes thought that I must be doing something “wrong” to cause or attract such negative nonphysical attention and attacks repeatedly. I believe many of us have incorrectly thought this about ourselves over the years or decades. Back then I considered everything I was aware of at that time and always felt like some major piece of this puzzle was missing. I’ve finally realized that some, not all but some Starseeds have the soul mission of experiencing repeated negative attacks, encounters, face-to-face conversations etc. in multiple dimensions (physical, astral, mental planes) from Team Dark. Why? To experience severe polarity extremes in 3D physicality and our physical bodies so we can embody higher frequency energetic solutions.

This is another amazing Alchemical Ascension formula where Team Dark’s negativity and attacks are energetically utilized by some Starseeds to activate polarity resolution and integration within their bodies. Doing this automatically activates the next phase which is embodiment of higher frequency Unity blueprints for evolving humanity. The Ascension Process had to be embodied in this physical dimension by Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos first as the way to physically, biologically and energetically anchor the higher frequency Unity blueprints or templates into this dimension and timeline for humanity for the next Evolutionary Cycle.

Realize that some Starseeds/Lightworkers/Lightwarriors/Indigos have intimate and repeated battles with Team Dark and many do not and both situations are normal. Starseeds who experience close hand-to-hand combat with Team Dark do so NOT because they did anything “wrong”; NOT because they weren’t feeling enough “love”; NOT because some were “better” than others; NOT because they’ve been in their subconscious basements and are projecting it on others, or any other such incorrect type of thinking and awareness. And the Starseeds who don’t experience repeated attacks from Team Dark haven’t done anything “wrong” either!

These negative attacks happen to some Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos because it’s part of the Ascension Process of Alchemically transmuting, transforming duality and what we’ve come to call “negativity” into a higher frequency. It’s Alchemically transformed back to a neutral state and then becomes “unified” and exists in a higher frequency range and state. Do not feel guilty if you have or if you have not experienced attacks and battles with Team Dark, or that you have to or don’t have to protect yourself against them. We all do what we’re here now to do; it’s just that some of us have to wear more work related protective gear than others is all. But, no matter what, always be careful please and protect yourself if and whenever you feel you need to.

Gratitude to all for your individual services in the Ascension Process.

Denise

May 31, 2012

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150 thoughts on “Why Some Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos Experience Negative Attacks & Others Don’t

  1. dear Barbara, bless you and your loved ones, may your brother’s twin finally go home.

  2. supended animation
    this is what I keep hearing/feeling is going on right now……..what the???…not even sure what it means. For me my body is so broken right now, so much physical pain.

    Does anyone feel like the jack of all trades? Seems like I go throught all the above, depending on where and what is going on. Working in a domestice voilence shelter, I am brought in contact with all kinds of (words fail here) “stuff” that’ s carried in with the women we serve here. Perhaps, I have been mistaken by not using more protection. I am working on trying to be aware and doing more. I used to have crystals to wear but both have come unrapped and I don’t have anyone whose energy I want to work on them. I would love to smuge the house but no open flames are allowed and how would I explain that to the boss? So when things get to dark and heavy, I salt the house. Ummm, maybe, I need to salt myself. 🙂

    Love to all my wonderful earth workers here and again, Denise love you sooooo much for keeping this going and allowing us a place to share.

  3. “These negative attacks happen to some Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos because it’s part of the Ascension Process of Alchemically transmuting, transforming duality and what we’ve come to call “negativity” into a higher frequency. It’s Alchemically transformed back to a neutral state and then becomes “unified” and exists in a higher frequency range and state.”

    Denise, thank you (as always). This part of your article struck me between the eyes. I, too have felt, as others here, that I’ve been under attack all my life. At 23 years old, when my father died, I took one of those “stress analysis” tests and had virtually all of the negative stressors except serious illness. I had very few of the positive stressors… no marriage, no new baby, no round the world travel. The assessment score showed that I was at high risk for a stroke or heart attack (or, I suppose, nervous breakdown!) None of those things happened, so I suppose that I just kept transmuting the energy so that I could take on more… which was what I did. Over the years my stress levels haven’t changed much. I had a sweet intermezzo during from the fall of 1993 to the summer of 1995. But then the negativity came back full force… like the passing of the eye of a hurricane in the fall of 1995 and hasn’t really let up since, in spite of meeting and marrying the love of my life. I am approaching 60 now and I don’t see this stopping until I get to go Home.

    I cried when ET phoned home and as Roy Neary entered the space ship in Close Encounters. I was delighted when the “old folks” were taken in Cocoon. I prayed that I could Trek the Stars. And I am miffed that our world has put space travel on “hold”, it seems, permanently. I, too, stared at the night sky, Orion became a trusted friend in the fall and winter sky. I was completely awed and then overcome with the purest sense of longing I’ve ever felt when I left the brightness of Houston and saw the Milky Way for the very first time. I used to think I didn’t belong in my family. I knew I was somehow “foreign”, yet adoption never crossed my mind. It wasn’t until my Mom’s later years I found out that she felt the same way.

    I continue to suffer. Joy seems to be something that others have and it is just out of my reach. Don’t get me wrong, I am capable of laughing, smiling but I can count on one hand the times I experienced joy, but mostly, when I seem to be “enjoying” myself, it is mere amusement and always tempered with the paranoia that something “bad” is just around the corner. I describe myself as a pessimistic optimist: I expect the worst so that when it does not happen I am pleasantly surprised.

    I contemplated what you said … that we all have different jobs and that some of us have the job of taking the negative and transmuting it into neutral. My conclusion is that this is some type of performance art… an interpretive dance with the Dark … a filtering mechanism … a first line of defense so that our sister and brother Starseeds can do their jobs. Thank you… my shoulders feel a little lighter, knowing that I have real purpose and that I am not “just” the Dark’s “whipping girl”.

    Love and Light to us all.
    Deb

  4. Hi Denise. I want to share something I learned that might assist others. Give them something to think about, to consider. One thing to consider is that TD has a purpose in the life of the person on the Path. TM is another face of God. In facing my fears and choosing to study what Service to Self is all about I was able to discover “by accident” how I was giving up my free will in the most subtle of manners! I used to think that the division was clear cut and obvious. Now I think differently, much differently. How can those of us climbing the stair steps make choices if we don’t “KNOW”? How can one see where one stands in the ability to discern and how well that works if one doesn’t even have a clue about the many many ways one can be simply decieved or just mislead? Just putting up a sheild or asking the arch angels for protection WON’T protect us from making a stupid choice or decision because we have FREE WILL and they will not interfere in our lessons! We might not be “attacked” as ait were, or have face to face, but we sure as hell can be led down the garden path! They can make you feel good and feel safe, they can send comforting energy! They will even “help you”. & “support you”. We need to wake up!
    Yep, we shouldn’t focus on the dark, better not to “know” and to ignore so we won’t attract them! This is THEIR WOLD here in 3D humanity. This is THEIR MIND that we experience as our ego and personality! That’s why it is such a challenge to change direction and swim upstream against what comes natural here and to embody the Higher Mind and ACT. Well, that’s it for now. I am still recovering from the intensity I have been experiencing since the Wesak Full moon leading to this full moon and Venus transit which I don’t pretend to comprehend. I am exhuasted and my body hurts. But underneath I feel rather excited and interested once again, but I need to take care and relax and rest. Oh Love and KNOWLEDGE to ALL!

    P.S. Where I wrote TM I meant to write TD! And of course my opinions are directed to people like me, not people like Denise who already KNOW and can see the unseen! Denise KNOWS. and the people not like Denise, we are learning, we are babies on the path, well I am! I ASKED to shown, but had no idea where that internal question would lead! The best way is for you to ASK, SEEK and KNOCK about what is the “truth”, and really be WANTING to KNOW when you do.

  5. Denise I have a question for you. I would very much appreciate you views regarding this question. What has come up for my mind is the idea that there is deception or misleading information regarding the 4th & 5th dimensions and their purposes for human ascension. Essentially I read that the 4D is where we ascend if we do ascend/transition to the new earth while still living/ though TD is there too, so they say, but that “we” will be there having gained our freedom (and TD is working hard to prevent this from happening), and that the FIFTH DIMENSION is only accessed through physical DEATH from 3D. And have we not read about scrapping plans for 4D and a move to 5D? Do you see how one might think about this? And this is about physical human beings moving up from 3D earth. Is this the sort of mental puzzle you would be interested in ironing out when you feel ok? And I know/understand it would be your own personal views and thoughts based upon your own life/experience. I need more thoughts to ponder upon! THank you Denise! Hugs!

  6. “Denise I have a question for you. I would very much appreciate you views regarding this question. What has come up for my mind is the idea that there is deception or misleading information regarding the 4th & 5th dimensions and their purposes for human ascension. Essentially I read that the 4D is where we ascend if we do ascend/transition to the new earth while still living/ though TD is there too, so they say, but that “we” will be there having gained our freedom (and TD is working hard to prevent this from happening), and that the FIFTH DIMENSION is only accessed through physical DEATH from 3D. And have we not read about scrapping plans for 4D and a move to 5D? Do you see how one might think about this? And this is about physical human beings moving up from 3D earth. Is this the sort of mental puzzle you would be interested in ironing out when you feel ok? And I know/understand it would be your own personal views and thoughts based upon your own life/experience. I need more thoughts to ponder upon! THank you Denise! Hugs!”

    Edith,

    Of course I only know what I know today and as always, I expect to know more tomorrow and the next day and the next… 😉

    I’ve read a few bits n’ pieces of info from a few different people about the dimensions and it gets confusing because not everyone calls the same dimension the same number. To me 4D is the Astral plane…all of the Astral plane. To me 5D is the dimension is where we master “Love” and beauty and unity individually and also in groups, communities, cities, countries, the whole world etc.

    I believe, based on my own personal experiences with this, that to evolve/ascend from 3D to 5D we’ve got to traverse the Astral plane(4D) and transmute, integrate and neutralize our projections, our unresolved junk, stuff, polarity, karma etc. From doing this we naturally move or “ascend” into a fifth dimensional (5D) state of being and consciousness because we’ve dealt with our inner monsters and unloved bits and aspects, done our Inner Work in other words. Because of this we ARE “unity” which is very much what 5D is about; unity, love, beauty, creativity etc.

    The current Ascension Process is us and humanity making this transition from polarity and density within 3D physicality to, integrated, unity consciousness individually which means existing within a 5D level of being yet we’re still physical and in our physical bodies. This Ascension is about us doing this and taking our physical bodies with us, not casting them off through a physical death, but staying in them and them transmuting and ascending to the next level too. So no, the fifth dimension is not only accessed by physical death; what we’ve been doing via the Ascension Process is us doing exactly this!

    Let me know if you want more info on this topic Edith. 🙂

    Hugs,
    Denise

  7. Deb, your description is beautiful, a total understanding that you are a Starseed and why you are here. Thank you from my heart. Like your Orion is your trusted friend, Arcturus is mine. I so much want to go home, but it seems that my tears are still required here on Planet Earth, as are yours, so take heart, my love, that, yes, when you take the negative and transmute it into the neutral, that you are paving the way for all Starseeds, and that is our joy. Thank you, Denise, Debora and All Here. This is such a marvellous group, and I can “feel” the wisdom, power, and love growing by the minute. Love, B.

  8. Thank you so much for this article! It validates some of the insights I have had regarding to our different types of missions. And I totally agree that the reason for why the Lightworkers have to deal with difficult issues is because we need to create solutions for others to access at the energy level.

    I think I belong to those who have a heavy protection from the other side of the veil – and that is because otherwise I would not be able to do what I came here for.

    When I was 28 and I really understood how humanity works and how people treat each other it was too much for me and I tried to commit a suicide. This place was just too awful for me, I didn’t see how I could manage. I was protected from getting killed or injured by the non-human light beings, and that totally changed my perspective to life and woke me up for the Starseed trail.

    I have met some people controlled by the TD and once I have met a non-human dark entity face to face. That was, by the way, when I managed to release a nasty implant regarding the concept of femininity!

    This happened earlier this year (February or March) and it was kind of funny in a way. I had an aching gum left side of my face and I decided to listen to what the ache was all about. I let it grow and at some point the insupportable pain was all over my head, neck and heart area and when it was at its worst, the implant started sort of melting and it evaporated away. At that point I was looking straight in the eyes of a grey, very astonished and surprised being! I sensed how the cord from the implant to this being’s base (like a black hole in the space) was cut loose from me and the pain, the alien face, the cord and the implant disappeared.

    It’s been several months now and the consequences have been quite astonishing! I just have to share this, it’s so amazing…. my period started again although I had stopped ovulating a year ago, my body has changed a lot and just a couple of days ago I noticed my breasts look totally different today than ever before! At the age of 48 I have prettier boobs I ever had! I also feel really confident and satisfied as a woman.

    The physical changes sound and feel really weird, but I have to believe it when it happens to me!!!! At the same time, I have learned a lot about manifesting the last couple of months, so I guess this is one of the things that go with the territory! I certainly don’t complain 😉

    And I also know that if I had to wrestle with the TD all the time like you do, Denise (and some of the others sharing their experience through this site), none of this could be possible for me. It would crush me. I have to take care of my frequency by keeping the horrible stuff at the outskirts of my awareness. Long time I asked myself if I’m being naive, but I guess we all are equipped with the right resources for what we are here to accomplish.

    Thanks again, dear Denise!

    Lots of Love,
    – Aya

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