Why Some Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos Experience Negative Attacks & Others Don’t

“Dear Denise,

I’m writing because I am concerned that there may be some of us, and I am one, who believes that I am protected from the Dark, and have always been protected, because otherwise my job here would not make much sense, and so other than breathing in light and breathing out love on a daily basis, I have never felt the urge to do any special ritual or activity with specific reference to keeping Team Dark away from me and those I love, especially my pets.

My life prior to awakening was full of pain, especially physical, and I always handled it without becoming a victim of blaming any other for the condition in which I found myself. Emotionally, I have been dragged through the mud a few times, but again I learned the lessons and was able to extricate myself when I needed to. I’m not saying I was anything special in my younger years, that’s for sure, but somehow I knew that I created my reality and if I succumbed to pressures outside of myself, I would pay a very big price indeed.

Can you tell me, please, and I know you will tell me honestly, am I fooling myself? 

I am comfortable with my awareness and since my awakening, I have had no experiences with Team Dark, and as I read about those who have, I wonder if my turn is yet to come. I don’t sense that, but it would help me tremendously, and hopefully others, who wonder if we’ve being naive. I do not want to infer that protection isn’t necessary, but is it possible that there are some of us who incarnated into this nano-second protected? Thank you. Love to All Here.


Barbara wrote this Comment under another article recently (which I’ve edited here slightly) and because it’s an important question I wanted to respond to it in its own article.

In all honesty I think the majority of Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkers/Lightwarriors/Indigos have not wanted to fully consciously know and admit (while in their physical bodies and lives on Earth) just how extensive the negativity, atrocities and deceptions on Earth have been and how profoundly handicapped humanity has become due to Team Dark’s multidimensional actions against them. Knowing this at higher, nonphysical levels is very different from being in physicality feeling and living under the negative distortions and interference directly and personally. Also, many Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkers haven’t even been consciously aware of when they have been under the influences and attacks of negative nonphysical beings, dark controlled puppet humans (Portal People), and negative forces and energies in general and have incorrectly believed themselves to be beyond them and untouchable. Nothing could be further from the truth, especially for those who are Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkers.

Despite my being consciously aware from childhood that I intentionally came to 3D Earth from some place less dense, I’ve resented having to energetically protect myself from Team Dark during this life here. That may sound strange coming from an ultra-sensitive elder Starseed who volunteered to live inside the enemy’s camp to stop them but it’s true. I have resented needing to continually protect myself from Team Dark in this life because it was a daily and nightly reminder of how dark and horrible life on Earth has been and my role in correcting this situation.

Not all Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkers are here to embody the NEW higher frequency blueprints for humanity in the same ways or to the same degree. I know many of my fellow Forerunners/Starseed/Lightworker/Indigo co-workers don’t have a Soul Mission to experience and embody severe polarized Light/Dark extremes in physicality as I and certain others have during this Ascension lifetime. This does NOT mean anyone is more privileged or special than another, it simply means that not all Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkes are carrying out identical Mission Work here now. We’re all here to aid humanity, Earth, Home and everything and everyone in between and beyond, but we each have our different talents and Soul Missions within the overall Ascension Process. Not everyone is or needs to be an Ascension Process electrician or Ascension Process framer, plumber, heating and air, carpenters, painters etc., all are equally needed for their important individual abilities.

For a couple decades I wondered why I had so many negative encounters and attacks from Team Dark—the negative nonphysical, nonhuman Aliens plus other negative lower frequency and lower consciousness entities and humans also. During my twenties (1970s) and thirties (1980s) I oftentimes thought that I must be doing something “wrong” to cause or attract such negative nonphysical attention and attacks repeatedly. I believe many of us have incorrectly thought this about ourselves over the years or decades. Back then I considered everything I was aware of at that time and always felt like some major piece of this puzzle was missing. I’ve finally realized that some, not all but some Starseeds have the soul mission of experiencing repeated negative attacks, encounters, face-to-face conversations etc. in multiple dimensions (physical, astral, mental planes) from Team Dark. Why? To experience severe polarity extremes in 3D physicality and our physical bodies so we can embody higher frequency energetic solutions.

This is another amazing Alchemical Ascension formula where Team Dark’s negativity and attacks are energetically utilized by some Starseeds to activate polarity resolution and integration within their bodies. Doing this automatically activates the next phase which is embodiment of higher frequency Unity blueprints for evolving humanity. The Ascension Process had to be embodied in this physical dimension by Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos first as the way to physically, biologically and energetically anchor the higher frequency Unity blueprints or templates into this dimension and timeline for humanity for the next Evolutionary Cycle.

Realize that some Starseeds/Lightworkers/Lightwarriors/Indigos have intimate and repeated battles with Team Dark and many do not and both situations are normal. Starseeds who experience close hand-to-hand combat with Team Dark do so NOT because they did anything “wrong”; NOT because they weren’t feeling enough “love”; NOT because some were “better” than others; NOT because they’ve been in their subconscious basements and are projecting it on others, or any other such incorrect type of thinking and awareness. And the Starseeds who don’t experience repeated attacks from Team Dark haven’t done anything “wrong” either!

These negative attacks happen to some Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos because it’s part of the Ascension Process of Alchemically transmuting, transforming duality and what we’ve come to call “negativity” into a higher frequency. It’s Alchemically transformed back to a neutral state and then becomes “unified” and exists in a higher frequency range and state. Do not feel guilty if you have or if you have not experienced attacks and battles with Team Dark, or that you have to or don’t have to protect yourself against them. We all do what we’re here now to do; it’s just that some of us have to wear more work related protective gear than others is all. But, no matter what, always be careful please and protect yourself if and whenever you feel you need to.

Gratitude to all for your individual services in the Ascension Process.


May 31, 2012

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150 thoughts on “Why Some Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos Experience Negative Attacks & Others Don’t

  1. a few years back a very colorful spinning triangle energy light field appeared to me then changed into what looked like a mexican hat , telepathed “you are protected ” moved over me and merged with me,

  2. interesting post, Denise. Being “assaulted” or “interfered with” by Team Dark has always been my fear, and so over the years I had major issues with meditation – in like respect, I had major issues with even TRYING drugs….. I was terrified of being “taken over” and never knew what that meant. I no longer live in fear, having had most of it blown out of me over the past five years through various means, and so am prepared for anything or any BEing who comes to visit. I have always been so appreciative of your fight against “them”; you’ve done such powerful work, and those of you who’ve been immersed in the battle against the darkness have brought us so much bright, loving light. I appreciate this more than you can imagine; I’ve always felt like something was “lacking” but now I see that MY work has been for different reasons, in different directions, and everything is just fine on my path. Love and light, my dear….. you ROCK!

  3. “In all honesty I think the majority of Starseeds/Lightworkers-Lightwarriors/Indigos have not wanted to fully consciously know and admit (while in our physical bodies and lives on Earth) just how extensive the negativity, atrocities and deceptions on Earth have been and how profoundly handicapped humanity has become due to Team Dark’s multidimensional actions against them.”


    This has been my greatest stumbling block in my ascension process. I remember when I first started to receive the messages, and felt so confused. I think many of us feel like we could write books about the experiences that have led to this point, but it was the darkness I struggled to reconcile with. Was it real or was I simply being deceived? Everything truly is line upon line, and my team has been very patient with this aspect of my awakening. It’s easier to accept team dark when the mind control, ritualistic abuse, and satanism is in someone’s documentary verses your own personal history. I remember thinking a few years back that I want to get 2012 over with, because I’m ready to check-out–what I failed to realize is that I’m barely checking in. Accepting what has happened in all of it’s horror transforms a soul, and enables deprogramming. You can’t release something if you don’t know what it is you are releasing. Perhaps the greatest deception is believing it had been. I’m here for the healing, and I’m eager for this commencement. It’s acknowledging, accepting, and ultimately letting go.

    Love and Blessings,

  4. Hi Denise:

    “I oftentimes thought that I must be doing something “wrong” to cause or attract such negative nonphysical attention and attacks repeatedly.”

    Oh, that line goes straight to my heart. I was thinking that I was doing something “wrong” because I was NOT experiencing manifest attacks from Team Dark, and therefore I was not carrying enough Light so that Team Dark need not even bother with me, that my Light was so dim and ineffectual that it attracted no attention at all! But my self-doubt was the attack! It may be that what I have experienced is so subtle as to be just below my awareness, and if that’s the case, then it is covert and pervasive and just as difficult to bring to the surface as it is traumatic for those who deal with overt attacks.

    “To experience severe polarity extremes in 3D physicality and our physical bodies so we can embody higher frequency energetic solutions.”

    So it seems that my job is to experience nagging and doubt-raising polarity so I can embody higher frequency energetic solutions to humanity’s self-doubt, lack of self-esteem, and the big one, my own and too-easily derailed lack of confidence in what we Starseeds/Lightworkers are doing:

    “We’re all here to aid humanity, Earth, Home and everything and everyone in between and beyond but we each have our different talents and soul missions within the overall Ascension Process.”

    Thank you, Denise, for your Unity Consciousness response. I am so very grateful to those Starseeds/Lightworkers who have the strength, courage and awareness to wrestle to the ground Team Dark physically as I am grateful to those who bring to awareness their fears of their own worthiness in this most amazing Ascension Process. Bravo to Us, and Love to All Here. We’ll get this job done, of that I’m sure. B.

  5. I am wanting to say thank you for all the good you choose to do for Us within our ascension process. These are indeed dark times at times. I know as we all continue to REclaim our gifts & BE light & love; we shall shine bright 🙂 Many thank you’s for you & others who are helping Us realize we are not alone nor have we ever been.

  6. dearest denise,

    thank you for continuing to support those of us who, like you, really have spent some years dealing with a lot of extremely difficult, painful attacks from those who do not want things to change. it’s been a long, arduous road and it continues…boy oh boy, does it continue!

    and infinite love to ALL of us, whatever the shape of our journey might be. we all have important work to do and someday we’ll all know exactly what we’ve been doing, as multiplitous multidimensional beings of Light, during these challenging times.

    karina (arishantia)

  7. Ahhh; another wonderful post. Thank you Denise, and thank you Barbara, for bringing this up.

    I am another that does not really get “attacked” by Team Dark. Sure I have had challenging experiences in my life many times. I do not however feel there were really attacks; they seem/seemed to be more of a learning experience that brought forth a greater deal of compassion, understanding and patience.

    Since a very young age I have picked up on people’s emotions sometimes literally getting sick from them, sometimes so elated that I could barely deal with that much out pouring of love and happiness (others not mine). I went through many years where I had just walled myself off from almost all emotion until about 15 years ago when the walls came down almost overnight. It took awhile for me to adjust but I have. I was totally flooded with emotion and was a total wreck, lol (still am occasionally). Even when I walled myself off from the brunt of other’s emotions I still remained a very caring and compassionate person (I don’t really know how I did that, it is my nature though), always feeling what others went through (walls toned it down enough so that I could handle it, it did not totally go away), always seeing the potential and the good in others; which needless to say left me wide open to experience a great deal of pain and sorrow. I did not lay blame on others, I laid it upon myself and took as much responsibility as was mine to take (I found out the hard way you cannot be responsible for others actions, nor inactions). Was I attacked? No. It has always resonated with me that these life experiences I had were to build my compassion and to help others (myself included) to go through a learning experience. They were also there to build my strength andmy power for feeling and energy.

    I am very aware of Team Dark, the pain the suffering (I “feel” it all the time from others), the duality; I also feel the energy the love and the light that comes with love energy. I am also aware that Team Dark watches me, but for some reason (even before I started shielding) they do not come within my energy field no matter how far I extend it. Occasionally they will send an open human to try something but somehow it just seems to fizzle on them, maybe because I try to stay in the truth and love, maybe because of the type of energy I am. I don’t really know and I sense that is not the importance. The importance I sense is that these humans sent to me to do me some kind of harm by Team Dark are also being touched by Team Light through me, to be given an opportunity to embrace themselves, embrace love, to grow, evolve and ascend. Some have, some have not, that is their choice the important part of it is being given the opportunity.

    I started using the 12D shield not really for protection (though I admit after our energy thing here back in March, a human was trying to invade my “space” telepathically; and they were not shall we “so nice”, they have since been bounced out of my space). I was told (by one of my guides) that I need to use the 12D shield to alter/realign my energy signature (sorry what exactly was said was way to techie for me) but apparently the 12D shield not only protects us but also is adjusting our energy signature for a future transition, at least this was my understanding/interpretation of my guides input.

    I thought perhaps since one of my main functions now is to channel my energy (also beginning to draw energy from the air (photons?) into the earth in a healing ray pattern and also (only a couple of times) to send my energy out to ones who are doing the actual Earth Healing. I guess I am energy support of a sorts or maybe a back-up generator. Well anyway I though perhaps this is why I really don’t get attacked, I always sense that I have protection above and beyond my own means. I also have not had a very hard time with the physical ascension issues, my partner has them really bad all the time just as most the people I know or am aware of; like most the wonderful people here. It really makes me feel uncomfortable at times because I want to help those having a hard time but can’t yet. I believe that doing the type of work that I am doing is why I do not have very many problems at all and when I do they are very mild (except the electricity if I do not get out there and do what I have agreed to do, lol); I do stay rather exhausted but then I am literally putting my hands in or on the earth almost every day; sometimes all day.

    As Denise says we all experience what we are supposed to for the jobs we agreed to do. I for one want to thank each and every one of you for your sacrifices, your pain, your sorrow, the pain and sorrow you bare for others and the work you are doing for all of us whether you realize what you are doing or not; maybe some are not supposed to “know” or “remember” the work they do so they cannot be tapped into by Team Dark and interfered or manipulated with, this has a feeling of rightness about it.

    Be in Peace, Be in Love, Be in Light and Be in The Now!

  8. Well, you have just answered a question I was struggling with every day, for the last 40 odd years, just lately it had become a literal question, but always a subconscious one! I came to earth 5 foot 2 and feminine looking, with a will of iron and intelligence, I have been attacked belittled etc. in all ways.I just lately wondered if I was not as light as I thought,any grey or dark human or spirit takes a swing at me, last winter I had a battle alone in a old home I was living in with the dark, I saw one of the ones with the skeleton bird faces standing in my kitchen smirking.
    I learned what I can survive,and hopefully I transmuted something with all my prayer and work in that place. Thank you once again you are the only source of this information, I’m sensing it may apply to my mission. I am a lightworker who craves purity and supreme peace, but end up fighting dark all the time, it was freaking me out, and I could not fathom my warrior nature,and how I was attracting so much dark!, anyhoo, take care all, you are an awesome team, its getting better all the time, happy travels, Lisa

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