The Dark Is Lashing Out…Again


I’ve been under psychic attack by the Dark Side of the Force —aka Team Dark as I call them all—for the past month now. My 81-year-old Mom and my much beloved cat have been too, and it’s been horrible as it always is. Those of you who’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution will be able to understand this post a bit better than those who haven’t. But, this current multidimensional Battle is something I knew would happen and I mentioned this in my post about The Hathors/Tom Kenyon’s “World Meditation”. I said there would be an energetic backlash from the Dark negative Beings over this planetary meditation to remove and free-up the souls who’ve been controlled and used via certain limiting religious beliefs, and beliefs that Earth is just a source for humanity to heartlessly, disrespectfully and greedily use. My problem is that I can consciously know certain things, even write about them and still not instantly catch when I’m under psychic suppression/attack by the Dark… yet again! Embarrassing but true, and something I feel certain some people will benefit from once I share my recent experiences.

Back in October 2010 I suddenly began having difficulties when trying to mentally and emotionally focus and/or intend and Consciously Create certain things for myself and my family and friends. Normally this is an effortless process for me and I should have recognized my symptoms as those of negative interference but I didn’t. There are reasons for this however which we’ll get to. Everything, even these types of negative Dark attacks are lessons, Initiations, stages and phases within the ongoing Ascension Process for many of us (not all however) and they are perfect in their wisdom even though they’re negative and horrible. This is how I learn even more about a subject I’m already well versed in, so I’m grateful to be able to pass this knowledge on to any others who may benefit from it because they too have been or currently are under psychic multidimensional attack by the Dark because they are First Wave Lightworkers.

As the days passed I was having more difficulty mentally and emotionally focusing on certain higher things I’d been working on for myself and family. I began sliding down into a mild depression, frustration, sense of victim-hood, decreased vitality, decreased strength, decreased everything! About this time my Mom and I suddenly started getting frustrated with each other and both of us wanted out, wanted to live alone and not be bothered with each other. My cat also began throwing up his food every few days which is very unusual for him. He also displayed huge decreases in his vital life-force and he looked and acted sad and sick, which was so hard to witness. At one point I even wondered if he was dying. (If you’ve read my book, remember the horrific demonic attacks  and  then the orange tiger kitten.) Again, I should have easily recognized all of this as common symptoms of negative psychic attacks and also of highly focused interference with all three of us, but I didn’t put all the pieces together. This too is another common symptom and tactic used by the Dark against us; they cause us to think that all is well, that nothing is wrong and that it will pass eventually. Remember this powerful tactic as it may save your life and/or sanity.

The tensions, frustrations, and sense of being trapped increased, the desire to physically separate from my Mom and her from me, the cat repeatedly getting sick and obviously suppressed energetically, absolutely NOT being able to mentally and emotionally focus on higher frequency things I wanted and needed to focus on, and constantly being pulled back down into emotions such as anger, frustrations, victim-hood, and all-around lower frequency thoughts and emotions. I could not maintain any higher frequency thoughts and emotions as is normal for me, but kept finding myself  quickly back down in these lower states with little ability to pull my focus in, redirect it and most importantly, maintain it at a higher level.

The next big clue with all this was a lucid “dream” I had on November 6, 2010. I know when I’m having “dreams” that my subconscious have produced for me, and I also know when I have actual other-dimensional encounters with both positive and negative Beings in them. This was not a  subconscious “dream” but an actual encounter with some very real, very ancient, and very Big Bad Old Dudes out there. I’ve been through these types of lucid astral encounters and attacks many times throughout my lifetime, however this one was a first in that these negative Dark Beings interacted with me very differently than they ever have prior. Huge clue this one.

Briefly this “dream” state encounter was with a small group of GIANT non-human male Beings. (They looked like a slightly different version of the negative Reptilian beings.) What really affected me in this encounter/attack was that these Dark negative male beings were so huge. They were giant giants, about twenty-five to thirty foot tall with massive, heavily muscled bodies. They were the multidimensional Bad Asses behind the mediocre physical plane human Bad Asses, and that information came from them. They let me know in this meeting that they are the non-physical Puppet Masters, the other-dimensional Dark beings that run and control the negative humans who in turn run the negative systems and beliefs on Earth. You see, the Dark physical patriarchal human bastards have much bigger non-physical Dark bastards that control them and they’re very, very ancient Dark Beings that are giant giants.

This dream attack didn’t last too long but cut right to the chase and eventually the main being in this Group of Dark beings picked me up and tossed me around like I was a rag doll, which I was in his huge hands. He then proceeded to try to intimidate me by holding me inches in front of his huge non-human face while he threatened me, raged at me, and revealed things to me I couldn’t believe he was stupidly doing. However, this is what the Dark does when it’s at the end of its rope; it finally reveals some aspects of itself to some of us which helps us put many more interdimensional pieces together, but also to see that they’re no longer capable of kickin’ my (your) ass as they have been. The why of this is one of the biggest points in this whole story and process.

Normally I would easily exit the dream attack at this scary and dangerous point, but I didn’t in this case because I was lucid and knew something very important was behind this unusual in-my-face high drama Dark threat and theatrics. By having these negative beings showing me what they look like, which these types of negative beings do not typically do unless they’re in a corner, they revealed that the power has recently shifted big time. So, I remained and let this giant Dark alien being shake me around, threaten and intimidate me. He was frightening, but I knew more was going on than all his yelling, intimidations and threats. Once he was done trying to paralyze me with fear, I then intentionally exited the dream and woke myself up. I sat there in my dark bedroom thinking about what I’d just experienced and had to smile because all is NOT as it first appears.

I should also mention that for a week prior to this November 6, 2010 dream I’d been having nightly dreams of integrating, connecting with unknown-to-me human males which I also recognized as indicating something else. By night-three of these nightly dreams I realized that another level of my/our Male/Female, Female/Male selves and energies were being energetically reunited in ways that haven’t been possible for a very long time. To me this was simply another level of my own Sacred Marriage with my rewired male/masculine counterparts (brain halves, selves and energies), but also of my being a First Wave Lightworker and energy Lightning Rod for the rest of humanity and the Earth’s NEW higher 5D Grid Systems. We First Wave Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers still ground, hold, anchor and enable higher energies to manifest into Earth and the new Grid through our own bodies, consciousness, hearts and beings.

On November 8th Mom and I had to do some shopping and both of us were surprised to see so many giant male people in the grocery store. There were human patriarchal males all over the place and terribly obvious in that symbolic and polarized way. This was just one more symbolic clue in a growing list of clues that things are changing and improving in massive ways now, both in us and through us on multiple dimensions and Earth.

There’s more of course but I’ll only cover the main events. I suspect we’ll get into more aspects of this in Comments. Here’s a short recap of symptoms and clues that you—as a Lightworker and/or Starseed—are under psychic attack and intentional interference by Dark non-physical beings:

  1. You have a dream or dreams of being attacked by Dark negative beings, aliens, creatures etc.
  2. You can’t mentally/emotionally remain focused on higher level things you want to focus on to Consciously Create
  3. You slowly become more depressed, unfocused, sad, angry, frustrated, immobilized, sick, depleted, victimized, weak with low vitality
  4. You want to run away and be alone. You don’t think to call in help of any kind. You just sit, unable to make your mind work like it normally does
  5. A family member and/or friend and/or pet or other loved one also comes under negative psychic attacks around the same time as you do

My friend who lives up north also came under negative psychic attack a couple of weeks ago while in the “dream” state, but it too was an actual encounter and a direct psychic multidimensional attack upon her and not something from her subconscious.

This morning I discovered Lisa Renee’s November 2010 article “The Restoration” in my email box. I printed it out and read it aloud to my Mom and lifetimes of Lightwork (physical and multidimensional) fell into place for us both. I cannot say how grateful I am to Lisa Renee for this particular article at this time. It’s perfect and a total confirmation for me, my Mom, and no doubt for many of you as well, not to mention how relieved my cat is! Sometimes some of us must tread into the Dark yet again so our Work in and of the Light holds more conscious meaning and empowerment for us. If you too have recently been Battling with the Dark Ones again, this is why. We’re almost done because we’re almost there and the Dark Ones are finally on their way out.

Denise Le Fay

November 9, 2010

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50 thoughts on “The Dark Is Lashing Out…Again

  1. Denise & Friends,

    As much as I’ve been pounded by the dark since my 2007 awakening I’ve had many positive clearings between July 2010 and October 2010. I’ve had SO much trouble connecting with others that are going through the dark part of lightworking/ascension. It is refreshing and therapeutic to partake in such a relevant discussion here. The Hathor’s meditation as well as November 3rd both seemed to STRONGLY stir up more of the darkness and astral crap.

    Before I even read this post I was having dreams and/or inter-dimensional experiences with dark, thick energies/entities. There were like liquid clouds and were hovering over me, taunting me and trying to connect into my own aura. Other variations of these beings look like astral spiders. They seem to interfere with the inflow and outflow of light energy. Often times this is coupled with sleep paralysis. I am just aware of what is happening but really can’t do anything about it. The good news is that I am over my fear of all of it.

    Along with this intense dark onslaught is more incoming light energy to cleanse, clear and balance my chakras/aura. Talk about light/dark polarity. I feel like I’m taking in more light and getting rid of more dark. I feel very depressed right now. This battle definitely takes a toll on me physically, emotionally and mentally.

    I found myself looking up different anti-depressants on the internet this week. I’m gonna try to stay away from them but wanted to report this side effect of dark attacks. I’ll never give up. Don’t let talk about the darkness get you down. It just seems like a part of our current reality that is being transmuted. May we all live in peace without ignoring what goes bump in the night.


  2. Wait I have a question that has been stirred up by the comments here: what about those bible-belt religious god-fearing christian people who get themselves demonically possessed? You know: the Emily Rose types. What’s up with that story?

    Usually I’d see or read or hear about haunted houses (I’ve been in two of them in my childhood but vaguely remember)… about people and houses being exorcised and so forth… calling on the name of Jesus, Saints, Mother Theresa and so forth.

    As I read Lisa Renee’s latest post… along with comments here…. putting two and two together and then something is tied together and it may sound foolish so it goes: is this all just a… ummm…a spiritual corporation-al business of the Dark forces’ pleasure and muse???

    I ought not to say anything here and should’ve checked in the questions section… but I’m not quite too sure if this question is appropriate.

    I’m just curious and eager to learn: I DID see “things” MOVE at the corner of my eye all too many times… and I irrationally thought it wasn’t human. It couldn’t be: just a mere cockroach… and other normal little nit bits here and there but nothing supernatural here. Yes I did get enough twitches of anxiety every time I hear noises from outside: rats are prying in the house and a few got successfully in. After that hurricane we don’t need another drama though. Need to sleep soundly…

    Not REALLY that dramatic compare to you First Wavers… which by the way I do honestly thank you from the bottom of my Heart… for being so courageous and persistent and steadfast in your Light amidst ALL these frightening moments of chaos. Thanks for bringing all of us from the Shit to the Shift. We’re all doing it as a team and family.

    Warm hugs from the warm waters of the Caribbean,
    Lou Ann

  3. Denise and friends,

    I had to respond to this immediately after reading it. Even though I am headed out the door to go dance and hula hoop to some reggae; I must add my experience with the darker/denser energies as of late. Obviously, I am “fighting” against them with all of my energy – luckily, I am endowed with a very bubbly buoyant energy vessel but alas, I must admit that I’ve had my days recently.

    I haven’t read through all of the comments yet, the need to respond is that urgent. However, I can identify with the other commenters who have been experiencing the dark wisps/trails out of the corner of their eye. I haven’t known what to make of it but I am so used to seeing sparkles and rainbows most of the time that this is new to me to be seeing darker denser energy.

    I participated in the Tom Kenyon/Hathors Meditation on Oct. 31 and I knew that because I experienced such a HUGE burst of light and energy from it, that undoubtedly, the dark would come trying to mess with me. Trust me, I had my shields ready to go afterwards. I’ve made a point to ground myself multiple times a day recently by standing outside barefoot, feet dug into the ground and the sun shining down upon my head. I am cleansing myself such as my vulture spirit guide does.

    I have felt very out of sorts almost every day since the meditation. I have felt depression like I haven’t felt since I was a teenager and have been anxiously breathing, hyper-ventilating practically, because I am so wound up. My back is knotted up and one of my typical energy hubs near my left shoulder blade (typically where the darker energy tries to hook me) has been aching very badly. At one point when I was transmuting a lot of my old karmic patterns, I literally was having “labor” pains as I was birthing a new me. I have felt those same labor pains recently, my cervix/uterus has been aching and cramping even though I am not menstruating right now. So I am feeling the negative energy attacks very physically but also mentally and emotionally. Have been having daily crying/sobbing attacks where I just feel downright…’helpless’. Yet, I know it is all an illusion, that it is merely a ploy to have me drop my vibrational level down so that they (negative energies) can tip the scales more in their favor. I fight it constantly and it’s wearing me out but nevertheless, I will never succumb to them. I have an endless amount of fight and warrior spirit within me. We are the rainbow warriors that will protect humanity and this planet. We have the strength, know-how, and devotion to move mountains and carry this world upon our shoulders.

    A very personal thing has happened to my family since the meditation and that is my brother was just diagnosed with HIV. His seemingly monogamous partner knew he had it and yet infected my brother. This has changed the face of my world and my family’s lives. My brother, bless his heart, is trying to look at it in the best of light, gathering maybe that it is an inside out blessing, and possibly a way for him to karmic-ly shed some of his darker energy that he’s carried into this incarnation with him. He wants to become an advocate for other young men who are dealing with this disease. I am just in awe and admiration that he is handling it so well because I have been quite upset, scared, and frustrated with it. It’s been teaching me too though….to find forgiveness in spite of rage and anger. I don’t have to like the man who did this to my brother and my family but I must forgive him, for he is human, and most likely, living in his own worst kind of hell. 😦

    Just a few more thoughts to add before I dash off…

    I dreamed of a Christmas Tree last night. My boyfriend (who just moved 1/2 way across the country from me) and I had decorated it together and we were standing hand in hand admiring the beautiful twinkling lights and colorful ornaments. I am not a religious person by any means so the whole kurfluffle of Christmas doesn’t do much for me, yet this dream has a lot of significance to me. I am going through a spiritual rite of passage, as are so many of you, well, we all are, frankly. Some more aware of it than others. While it’s stressful (much like the holiday season is) and it’s been bastardized by the media and consumer market; we can take joy in just standing back observing the symbols and the lights and colors that accompany such a shift and passage. We encounter the balance of all when we transform. So as above, so as below. What is light, is also dark. The union of the two is where we stand and find the strength to weather the harshest of storms and the most brilliant rays of life.

    You are understood, don’t ever forget that. We are together as one and the dark dense energy just has to learn that no matter what, they aren’t going to bring us down. Not ever. Because we acknowledge them to, doesn’t mean we have to like them or invite them in our door and homes, but we acknowledge them and by doing so, we acknowledge the balance of life. Of the Universe. Of Ourselves.

    Peace and love, blessings to all! May your heart sing its songs loudly.


  4. LPC,

    Firstly, welcome to TRANSITIONS and I’m glad you’ve decided to write a Comment. Everyone benefits when we all share what we’re experiencing…both “good” and “bad”. 😉

    Soon all of us will have evolved, ascended beyond this old lower polarized level and consciousness, and are/will exist fully and continuously within higher frequency “triality” or integrated unity consciousness. Because so many of us are now experiencing the early stages of unity consciousness, we obviously do NOT need to go back down vibrationally and do, as you called it, “shadow work”. To me it sounds like that was your primary lesson with this; to force you to realize how far beyond the old lower polarized realm and consciousness you’ve evolved/ascended to date, and that these ancient archetypes (the “Bad Guy” 😉 ) are very, very real!

    At this point within the ascension process, most of us have already transmuted the majority of our lower frequency, polarized, projected, karmic etc. stuff. We don’t need to journey back into the Dark to do anything really, and when we do we’ll be met at the door by these Dark Ones who will take advantage of our stumbling back down vibrationally into their territory! Lesson learned eh?

    And when we see those shapes, shadows, dark figures etc. moving in our peripheral vision, that’s always an accurate clue that you’re not alone and have other-dimensional company. Sometimes it’s just other humans (living and dead) and/or other non-physical beings passing by and we clairvoyantly see them, feel and sense them, but it sure does not mean we need to interact with them unless we want to. I usually just take notice of them, do a psychic scan or deeper level sense of what’s going on in that moment and usually just let it go. They usually are just curious about me/you/us because of how we’re evolving now and we do not have to engage them if we don’t want to. Just keep moving forward and don’t pay much attention to the multidimensional spectators! If you encounter a real Dark being/beings, you’ll know!


  5. Hi Denise

    I’ve been reading your blog for sometime but haven’t commented before now.

    This post really got me though, because I have been feeling under attack and everything you have described for the past 2-3 weeks but thinking it was my mother-in-law and her vampire ways!

    I’ve been in a cloud of negativity and so unmotivated. The journey also started with me doing shadow work again, after feeling I needed to have a good look around and bring some issues into the light.

    As I got deeper into the process it just got darker and darker until I realised I was somewhere I had not been before.

    I have also seen black floaty things out of the corner of my eye as one of your other readers mentioned.

    The fears that have been coming up are about me being pulled to the darkside and that my desires are going trap me there. What helped through was really being with the darkness and the feelings and reaffirming to myself that I polarise to the light.

    Talk about a real dark vs light war! I never realised how real it was. I thought is was only in the movies! 🙂


  6. Thank you SO much for this post. I experienced another attack last night. Each one is so different from the last, it seems “they” are scrambling to find something that works. This one came close.

    I was dreaming normally, although the dream space seemed to be becoming increasingly crowded. Then, everything shifted. There were all these teenagers (why teens? who knows?) outside my bedroom window and they were playing some sort of game, but they were getting louder and louder and more and more boisterous and it began making me angry. The anger rose and my husband was suddenly there in the dream telling me it was nothing. It was all OK. They were just kids and they weren’t really as loud as I thought. Etc.. I couldn’t believe he was “taking their side” as it seemed, and I started to yell at him. The anger got stronger, became rage, then a level of rage that was all but incomprehensible to me, even in the dream. I was screaming loudly at him and at them with everything I had and it felt like all the rage in the world was filling me and that I would surely explode from it. On some level, though, I knew not only that it was a dream, but that the “teenagers” who started it all were only beings in disguise as kids with the goal of provoking this anger.

    I was able then to somehow jerk myself awake. I was alone in bed and my heart was pounding so hard and fast, as was the blood in the veins and arteries in my neck, that I could hardly bear it. The pounding and rushing were SO LOUD!! It was several minutes before my blood pressure and heart rate returned to normal. I was certain in the moment I awoke that it was a concerted attack intended to induce a heart attack or a stroke. You’ll never convince me otherwise. And it very nearly succeeded.

    I’ve experienced all of the symptoms you list over the past few weeks. I’ve also, on three or four occasions, just out of the blue, suddenly had the thought, “I’m going to die.” This thought was NOT my thought. It was inserted somehow from outside me. Fortunately, I was able to instantly tell myself, “Right. Believe that one and you’ll manifest it for sure! Not so!”

    Anyway, thank you again for this post. It came at just the right time for me. Validation, a heads-up, all that wonderful stuff.

    I confess I really don’t buy into a lot of the Lisa Renee message, but the banishing command part really resonated with me. I intend to use it or some version of it daily over the coming weeks myself.



  7. Dark, Disturbing Dreams, sick pets…huh. And I thought it was this horrendous new medication my MD put me on, and the switch in pet food. Wow. My daughter has been experiencing exactly the same. Never even occurred to me that this was something more vast. Come to think of it, I’ve been seeing ALOT of those quick flashes of darting thingies flying past my line of vision in the last several days, which I’ve often come to connote as being a byproduct of when the veils are either quite thin and/or the dark forces are in roaring form.

    Sorry to hear that everyone, as well as you, Denise are being hassled with and bullied. But then again, it sure makes a statement, too, doesn’t it, and gives credence to the fact that everyone here is in similar straights and not just singlely having a rash of odd phenomena. And you called it, Denise. Things have indeed been stirred the hell up.

    My two cents would be to just ignore it, bless it, and move along. No sense getting caught up in the same old BS, since that’s what these types of entities and forces are indeed seeking. Think of it as the screaming, tantrumy, little snot nosed kid throwing an outrageous fit in the aisle in the grocery store. Best to step right on over it, pay it no heed, and continue on. Otherwise we end up inevitably feeding into it the longer we either engage or ponder too long over much of it. And as we know all very well by now, this too shall pass momentarily.

    Much love and light to everyone

  8. Denise,
    I’ve been having EXACTLY the same kinds of attacks – in fact I came on here to ask you about it, and saw your post! I was thinking, ‘I wonder if Denise has noticed this’, as no one else seemed to be mentioning it on the internet. On the one hand, I’m relieved to learn that it’s not just me….on the other, I winced to hear what horrible attacks some of you have been enduring: theocacao and your dogs, Lamplighter saying ‘Each new day makes the one before look better’… 😦
    I’ve had the worst psychic attacks over the last week than have happened for years! The last time was in 2007, but there was a lot more dark stuff floating around, then, and it was like swatting flies away. Then after the big Separation in Sept 2009 (I can’t believe that was only 2009 – it feels like a million years ago, doesn’t it! :)), things got much easier.
    This came right out of left field for me. The energies from October 31st were tremendous, and then we entered the seventh Galactic Day, and I *knew* we were winning, the dark is on the run. Then, *bam*, they lashed out. In the outer world too, I got hammered. My job was made so impossible to do that I had no other choice but to resign, so I did. I’m okay with that – it was in a low-vibrating place, and it was clearly time for me to exit – but it was a bit disconcerting. I didn’t know when I got up that morning that I’d be writing my resignation letter that afternoon!
    From Nov 5 – 8, I seemed to be under attack from a nasty group of dark beings, I was just fending them off all night, it was absolutely horrible! It felt like a deliberate, targeted attack. They don’t seem able to hurt us, but are very, very intimidating, it’s like a gigantic footballer looming over you, and lunging every time you make a move. I felt my vibrations drop right down: I felt flat & empty, and just couldn’t focus on any higher-frequency things. It has been horrible. 😐 I’ve been repeating Lisa Renee’s statement, and asked every higher being I know to help out, and today was a lot better; my normal happiness and vitality have come back. But my perception of the higher dimensions seems totally blocked – I feel trapped in 3D, which is not nice at all! 😦
    Reading your post was helpful, I see now why we’re being attacked by the dark. They must be going batshit! 😀


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