Why the Ascension Process is so Painful & Difficult

From dense Duality 3D carbon to

higher frequency, light-filled 5D crystalline

From 2 strands of DNA to

multiple strands of quantum DNA

From 2 Duality brain hemispheres with blocks

to 2 brain hemispheres being Rewired and blocks removed

to whole-brained integrated, Unified individuals much closer to their Higher Self and its vast knowledge

From 3D ego-based, painful, high drama emotional wounds and karma to

polarity resolution and natural evolution to 5D HighHeart Consciousness

From the endless Duality of lower frequency, lower consciousness and 3D reality to

integrated triality, Unity consciousness of 5D and above

From separated, polarized, Dualized female/male selves to

polarity integrated, Unified 5D light-filled individuals in both sex bodies

From quarantined, dark, negative and totally controlled 3D Earth to

conscious re-integration and evolution back into the Milky Way galaxy

and return to Universal Society as individually integrated and Unified crystalline beings of light with 5D HighHeart Consciousness.


Considering we’ve done all this and more in the last twenty-five, thirty years of profoundly dense, difficult, physical linear 3D time, we should be mighty pleased and impressed.  ❤

Denise Le Fay

May 21, 2010     


31 thoughts on “Why the Ascension Process is so Painful & Difficult

  1. Lya,

    I had totally forgotten about a bunch of dreams I’d had during Phase One of my ascension process until I read your Comment! I too had numerous dreams about being on an airplane getting ready to take off; being in an airport trying to board the plane; being in the plane with other people and waiting to get where we were going; being in the plane but flying it with a co-pilot. I had so many dreams about getting on the plane and flying in it or piloting it or wandering around in a huge airport or even out on the tarmac waiting for the plane to land so I could board it! Thank you for this important reminder and ascension insight. 🙂

    You’re very correct about the symbolism with the airplane/airport/flying in it etc. and how it indicates an important change in you, your life, your Mom’s, your consciousness, your very frequency or energies. These types of dreams are indicators that we are indeed changing elevations 😉 and going much higher, getting off the earth or 3D, functioning at a higher level etc. It is a great sign that you are well into your ascension process and are literally changing (once again because this happens repeatedly) energy/consciousness/dimensional levels.

    Hugs and keep flying even higher,

  2. Hey Denise,

    Wow: my adolescence/teenage fantasies are coming true?!? You SPEAK MY LANGUAGE!!! I have always known—without any proof—that having such skin tones do exists. I also “see” in my daydreams that it’s highly likely that we’ll also have skin tones that we’ve never really seen before. This is what I naturally daydream/or make up stories about.

    As for me… I have always have people staring at my hazel eyes. Some people witness it being grey. Others as green or green/brown eyes. My mum mentions that my eyes keep changing colours depending on the lighting of the sun or if I’m under a shade. Overall… I do have ancient… deep… grey/green/brown eyes.

    I’m also very mixed race. I’m never felt belonging to neither the black/negroid race… nor the white/caucasian race… nor any other racial labels according to where I am geographically located. I sense my Soul deliberately has me all “mixed up” with indigenous, black, east indian race… in a melting region pot called the Caribbean… for reasons left unbeknownst to me. I don’t talk “local” either. VERY out of place that I am. Very… all of my Life I am. Had inter-racist issues because of my skin colour. ^_^

    Do you have anymore insight about the Indigos? You’ve given interesting “hints” that we are the “Root Race”… the ones who will establish our true gifts in the New Earth. If not… then I’m fine with those little hints and clues you’re naturally sharing to us… besides finally finding sunfell.

    Also… I know you have mentioned before that … because of you First and Second Lightwavers (thanks to you all)… most of us Indigos are not necessarily have all ascension symptoms. I’m not experiencing ANY ascension head/body aches due to this important rewiring. Sometimes I wish I had it to have self-proof that I am being upgraded. 😦 O well… ^_^

    Namasté everyone,
    Lou Ann

  3. Lou Ann,

    Thank you for this important Comment because it tells me things about the younger Indigos and how many of them must feel about many different things. I’ve suspected that Balsamic Moon has also felt rather left out because of her being a young Indigo. I think I’ll try to write a bit more about this topic thanks to what’s you’ve said here. Plus it’s getting very close to the time now when the young adult Indigos will need to step up and take the place as the elder Lightworkers retire from what we’ve been doing for so long. It’s almost your time…finally! 🙂

    I can see how your mixed race and beautiful mixed skin and eye colors are an extension of your Indigo-ness and being “different” in that way too. Soon all this will change for you and other mixed races like you. That is another level of this breaking out of polarized black/white consciousness and energies that have been on the old lower earth. Obama is a symbol of this evolution beyond polarized white/black, into a third or “mixed” state beyond the old lower polarities of the old world.

    Many of the Starbeings/ETs I’ve clairvoyantly seen and interacted with have silver eyes, gold eyes, deep sapphire colored eyes, or really light ice-blue colored eyes and most of them have milk-white skin. Many others have these different tints underneath the milk-white color which makes them look pale blue, pale gray, pale pink and so on. Very beautiful, especially with the different eye colors. It sounds to me like you’ve always sensed or half remembered these other dimensional Starbeings/ETs. “Imagination” is often really deep memories of ours. 😉


  4. Thanks Denise and Lou Ann 😀

    I’ve always been very thin with a pale white skin that almost doesn’t tan. I’ve been trying to hide my alieness since my teenage years, but that didn’t really work. Now I feel more connected to my true self I feel like re-decorating myself. I want to be ME in every way. But I’m not so sure yet what that’s supposed to look like.

    Younger Indigos and Crystals are probably differently wired than the older generations. The younger generations flew in with their DNA upgraded and ready.

    I’m very curious about the “new human”, and how they will think, talk, act and dress once they are fully awakened and aligned with their higher selves. Everyone will become more real, because fake-attitudes just don’t work in a 5D setting. But they also might become more expressive, more colorful and beautiful because they don’t feel the need to hide their true light anymore. I feel that we’re getting closer to that point when more of us feel ready to open up and to start shining.


  5. Thank you, thank you, thank you!

    I’ve pondered often why we identify ourselves with the national identities of our forefathers. We may or may not have been incarnate during their lives, in their respective cultures. Truthfully, the old souls among us have been male and female, members of indiginous tribes and great civilizations across the world, during every historical epoch. We also have experienced lives in other dimensions and in other galaxies.

    Speaking of such, I would like to share this link about planetary origins: http://www.lightconnection.org/planetaryorigin/planetaryorigin.html. It’s limited, yes, but helpful. I’d love to hear from others who are relatively certain of their planetary origins. One may be “mixed,” by the way. 😉

    Balsamic Moon

  6. Hey Blue Pixel and Denise,

    Wow: you’re thin too?!? Omigosh… have you been labelled in anyway as an ADHD…. when you know deep down you are not??? If not… then that’s fine.

    During all of this upgrading…. I can’t help but being underweight. If I catch myself… be aware of the time… my usual eating hours have come and gone… leaving me to find a way to relieve the empty stomach and to quickly attempt at gaining my weight back with hot food and herbal teas and certain yogic positions. So funny to see the media advertising so much obsession to “LOSE it”… instead of encouraging balance. LOL

    Every “symptom” linked to that “ADHD” labeling is … for some odd reason… also linked up with the ascension symptom. Just sure hope the Universe knows what it’s doing… as my mum is seriously planning for me to visit a clinic in California in June.

    As for these lovely skin tones Denise mentioned… I’m wondering about those that are “blue-black” and are just as much on the Ascension Train…

    African-citizens do not see any of us Caribbean folks as part of their family… no mater how dark some of us are. No matter: that kind of “family” is very warped and ego-based. I roll my eyes to how much over-emphasis on Mother Africa and going “back to roots”… when we are so much more than that.

    Nonetheless … as a very mixed-race Indigo… I am wondering what about those of us who are on the darker hue? Would there be such skin tones for that group???

    My skin tone is more like olive-brown. If I don’t get enough sun… I’d be looked upon as “pale”… close to creamy vanilla… but not as milky white as the ones deemed “caucasian”. I have seen those who look “white” but act and talk “black” or other ethnic races on the inside… and vice versa.

    My two cents in all of this… goes back to my usual daydreams: I see those who “used-to-be” black/dark as having darker skin tones of red, orange, silver, grey… or any dark rich soil/earth tones. Maybe there is a catch to the critics ranting and raving for Avatar?!? Who knows. But this would be very interesting for other ethnic races too. Maybe our colour of skin would no longer represent a particular group of any sort. So many possibilities…

    This may be my left brain trying to figure out all of this in linear time … with me being very aware of all ethnic humanitarian issues… but this is all part of the learning curve in this Transitioning Process I find.

    Namasté to all, :*
    Lou Ann

  7. O… and one more thing for Blue Pixel:

    “I’m very curious about the “new human”, and how they will think, talk, act and dress once they are fully awakened and aligned with their higher selves. Everyone will become more real, because fake-attitudes just don’t work in a 5D setting”

    Based on my own experience… I find that my taste in style and dress are very earthy… in colour and in look. Maybe the “new human” would be that down-to-earth as well. 🙂

    Namasté to all once again ^_^
    Lou Ann

  8. Hello Denise and everyone,
    did anyone watch the final episode of Lost? It was all about ascension symbolism! It really moved me. I wonder if the authors did that consciously or not. Nobody near me understood these symbols. So frustrating, I could not comment! I suggest everyone to watch, it is really touching. Any thoughts?

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